amethxyst - my dying wish

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The third installment to the AMFLARA series provided the talented musicians of our community with a single challenge: Compose a track from start to finish in only eight days. The amount of time and effort poured into this compilation album is seen in the following 39 tracks that we carefully selected by 43 unique artists that best represent AMFLARA's mission statement of "creative anarchy". In this compilation, you will enjoy a wide assortment of unique genres and styles, from Drum & Bass to Hyperbounce to Deathcore, guaranteeing a wonderful experience for every listener. However, a simple description cannot do these works of art justice, so see for yourself the talent that is "AMFLARA, vol. 3".
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LYRICS:
I’m waking up to the sound of thunder and rain outside
It reminds me of these past few months that I’ve came out to survive
I take a walk outside, every step makes the flowers beneath me disintegrate
Is this the rest of my life?
Remember the times that we had together? (Back when life felt like a fresh breeze of air)
I was convinced it was me & you forever (Nothing got in our way)
I still remember, you said to me...
“Because of you, I’m still going on. You saved my life”
But it turns out I was caught in your lies
Do you even miss me?
Or did you just lead me on?
You were my true twin flame
And thanks to you, I’ll never be the same
Because of you and others
I can’t trust anyone
No matter how close they are to me
I guess nothing lasts forever
Five years of us dreaming
Of spending a lifetime together
Just for it to go to waste
A giant fraction of me dissipates
Now I’m left completely deprived
Of any form of fluorescence
I look at the sky and urge
A dying wish to just feel alive again
Recording goofy videos of us messing around in your car
Driving to the gym to have a time while we improve ourselves
Hanging at my house late at night while struggling to not wake neighbors up
Playing on my nintendo switch with the gang, unaware of what’s to come
We conquered the steep mountains that we climbed for months and months on end
We reached the top of the world and nothing ever came close to us
We rode such a high cloud nine, we could basically see Heaven’s gates
Where did it all go wrong?
I begin to float above the clouds
Stars glimmer so bright, auroras light up the sky
A reality that could never be real down there
There’s so much to live for, and it all vanishes like everyone else does
I’m leaving all of the world behind (just to be alive)
My dying wish suffocates me dead
At long last
Is this gonna be my last day?
On this fucked up piece of rock
Everything’s consuming me
Everyone just fucking sucks
I can hear Him call for you, saying everything will be okay
And that it only takes time to heal
It’s in your dying wish, for you to feel alive again
It might not happen today, but it’ll be sometime soon
Your destiny is so much greater than what you think
Keep going on, there’s still so much to live for
Think about all the things you still have yet to try out
Think about everyone in your life that would die for you
‘Cause life can be beautiful