AMWDW Keyframe and Depression

[@lightning-bliss]

I'm not gonna cry... I'm not gonna cry.... I'm not... DANG IT *grabs tissues* So true, never deal with depression alone. I'm glad this was put up, was very personal and filled with feeling and support. Thank you all who contributed it...

[@jeremiahbok9028]

Lightning Bliss Precisely, Lightning. Good videos, btw.

[@driahaddock130]

I am glad, too +Lightning Bliss

[@inkfrogg5593]

Why did you say that Think of all the bad things you've done this month and try to be a better person

[@atonomusxul9897]

+Sans Skeleton He is just a troll who thinks he is hot excrement on a silver platter. It is best to ignore him. He's just doing this to try and pick a fight with Dr. Wolf.

[@atonomusxul9897]

+Lightning Bliss I had the same reaction, I have multiple friends and a fauther who suffer form depression.

[@atruebluefriend]

I feel your pain in every sense of the word, Keyframe. For ten years of my life and these past few months, I was relentlessly humiliated for being a Thomas The Tank Engine fan and I never wanted myself to be hurt the way I was again. Will (DaWillstanator), Joey (Trainlover476) and Zak (ToonKriticY2K) finally convinced me that being a Brony meant that I was in a safe place...that other people might like me and want to be my friend.

[@FandeJay]

This, right here, is exactly why I love this community so much: people look after each other. I know MLP is to end, at one point or the other, but at least I am glad to know that ties have been made, friendships have been born, and that, for a few years, a simple TV show has managed to make many people happy. And Key, I want you to know that the very fact that you're still there, making videos and sharing content in spite of everything that's happened to you, that is incredibly inspiring by itself! Thank you

[@HubPie3]

I know the feeling of depression. I was depressed for a long time because of the neglect and ridicule I got at school from 4th to 8th grade. People were teasing, bullying, even harassing me and for what? Existing and liking stuff they don't. Just for not liking Call of Duty in 7th grade, it gave this jerk who harassed me throughout middle school more ammo to use against me. I shut myself off from everyone in real life because I figured that I was made to be bullied and harassed. Then I discovered FiM, and my life changed for the better. While the community has given me a headache on more than one occasion (I'm not going to name anything specific here), the show has done so much to make me happy, and I met all kinds of friends whether they'd be online or real life. Heck, I even got a girlfriend because of the show, and we're celebrating our 6 month anniversary today. While shows like Gravity Falls deserves just as, if not more praise than FiM, FiM has made a personal connection to my life, and made it better, a life that's worth living. :) MLP is my tool against depression, and that's why I value it so much.

[@crystalqueen9711]

Dem feels bro, dem feels

[@equestriantechies1701]

-We love and tolerate the s*** out of everypony -And non ponies too -Still making some explosions once in a while inst a bad thing!

[@TheMediaMage]

I wanted to give Keyframe a big hug when I saw her crying. :'( *hugs to all*

[@MrStephenmor]

SQUEE! *HUG'S*

[@iJemzxD]

I have been suffering depression for a long time I know the feels. :(

[@ZGuy0fSci]

iJemz like a constant ever-present numbness on your mind that isn't exactly "sadness" but limits simply being 'happy' while also making it hard to do stuffs? Or maybe that just mild levels..... Thankfully I don't really ever get so easily heavily depressed near as easy as I would used to have let people get to me from online gaming commitments or such I'd make to others only to get backstabbed by people in return, but yeah........... still sucks. Hope are doing better or get better as you can, /)'

[@mlpblue3808]

Well you know you have us and this community ☺️

[@darknessmohag6181]

iJemz I can understand how it feels... me myself is still suffering from depression.. :(

[@HippyAngel001]

iJemz Me too, 8 years. x This video and MLP helps me so much I can't even. =)

[@iJemzxD]

To be honest I'm not doing that great. I don't really feel like anyone is there for me. No one seems to understand even when I make it obvious I need help and friends. I can't even remember when it was even ok... I'm trying to do something about it but nothing really seems to work.. Everyone in my life seems to think I'm pushing them away and just leave. Everyones telling my boyfriend I'm just using him so even he might not be around for much longer...

[@WarDocx]

This is where i can take a stand. Life is a game. And the game has its great points, but most of the time the Game is cruel and evil. This game had Billions of outcomes for each player, and every choice made will send you down different paths, but the game is unfair at points, and most will "Give up" way to soon....And some paths are long, and some are very short. The Game can be cheated quit alot, there are loopholes, shortcuts, and even ways to skip entire areas. People do these things alot, and somtimes it works out great! Sometimes it does not. Things like Depression and Drugs, are part of the Cheats, and when they are applied...things can go down hill. Suicide, is the most used cheat card, and when if you use it...the game is over. There is alot more in the game and in what have to say, but the only part we need is above. MLP and the Fandom its created is One of, if not The kindest and most cheerful community in the world. If you went down one of the many paths of MLP in the game of life, then you know what im talking about, This fandom had helped so many people and will continue to do so for many years. KeyFrame, Depression (as you know) is a horrible thing, and will always be. But i am so glad that you found this fandom, cause if you had not...well...things may not have gone the right way. The Game is a hard one, and will never get easier. But we can force it to be. BRONIES FOREVER! #BroHoof

[@RaulDiaz-mp8ms]

beautiful, just beautiful...

[@LunaPaviseSolcryst]

War-Doc Gaming *claps* To add onto what you said... And you know the most important part of a game? Having fun. What's a game unless you have fun? You can win, but if you haven't had fun, you haven't really played the game have you?

[@thenukacolaaddict9884]

its not so beautiful im crying my eyes are just sweaty

[@WarDocx]

dra6000 Well said my friend, well said.

[@thetwilighthunter1150]

War-Doc Gaming life....... is deep

[@RosieSievers]

Well Done Key, you were very brave ^^ Me, Golden, Postscript and all your friends are here for you and always look out for one another, after all, friendship is magic ^^

[@LilianOrchard]

I think the best thing you guys have done with this is the simple, implicit meaning of this very series. Keyframe is talking to a therapist. Somebody who is suffering from depression, their first step above anything else is to start seeing a psychiatrist. Yes, regardless of any stigma one might be afraid of regarding therapy, psychiatric care, or medication. Especially medication. Medication is often called a band-aid solution by people who don't know what the fuck they're talking about. But the irony of that sneering dismissal is that a band-aid serves a very important purpose: it protects a wound and prevents it from becoming infected so that the body can heal itself faster. And Depression is like a wound in the brain. Refusing to bandage it while it heals is not tough or admirable. It's reckless and stupid. This cannot possibly be stressed enough: SEE. A. DOCTOR. That's what they're there for.

[@mr.shepherd_1776]

I couldn't agree more jerry

[@nyashadesanker8001]

I agree Jer..Lil...Jer... Peet

[@nyashadesanker8001]

I agree Jer..Lil...Jer... Peet

[@riamajor7210]

(Hugs Keyframe) I have watched the entire video. Now I must hug.

[@cuboneminer]

for me the show and the fandom has helped me

[@wildesander]

drew mayo me too

[@haleygold9481]

wilde_sander Me three

[@ZGuy0fSci]

drew mayo along with my other interests, definitely been a boon.

[@Kartoffelkamm]

Haley McPadden thats what i wanted to say. but seriously, if it werent for mlp, i still wouldnt know what i wanna do. and i also wouldnt be so focused all the time. u know, my mind is like a supercomputer, capable of processing information most others dont even get, but this makes me really unfocused, kinda like Pinkie Pie´s dream in Do Princesses Dream of Magic Sheep? (yeah, ok, i didnt have to put the title here, we only saw her dreams in one episode after all). but, ever since i started watching mlp, i had my very own pony OC, and i wanted to write fanfictions with him interacting with the mane six. and this was where it hit me: im going to write a book. now, about 20 books (about 300 pages each) and 2 years later, im really happy with the book i wrote and now im doing something different, yet similar: writing scripts for a fan made mlp spin-off. i could use some VAs for randomly appearing ponies (police, secret agency, religious cult, ect.), and well, if u have an idea for a project, and mine is finished, u can ask the whole group to help u. i already have an animator, some artists, a musician and, as i said before, im good at writing (though my OC is good at sneaking, even though at first he was supposed to be a representation of myself).

[@Science_Fiction13]

Dr. Wolf, this is one of the best videos I've seen. Before I became a Brony, I had depression and had a very hard to communicate with others. My depression was so bad, it lead me to where i want to kill myself. However, there where people to help, but it was still there. When I became a Brony, my depression decreased dramatically. The fandom itself help me through the tough times. When I'm sad, the show and the fandom makes me smile. Thank you Dr. Wolf for making this video.

[@123loveMLPTM]

Wow....

[@BlazikenGod]

Keyframe is a precious cinnamon bun who must be protected at all costs.

[@arkeyanblacksmith3297]

Says that would murderous villager as their picture

[@KororaPenguin]

GoldenFox will do his best.

[@KurokiTea]

This video is one of the best AMWDW episodes period. You can tell that there is so much thought, love, and emotion brought to this. This episode surprisingly got to me because hoe much it relates to cases of depression. For example... me I know I shouldn't be sad I should be happy but I'm not a lot of the time internally. It's like people pulling a rope on either side one minute It'll be the best day ever and another minute its like my life took a plummet, even though nothing has really changed. I beat myself up far too much and I stress about anything. But making content for this fandom is the thing that makes me happy because even though a lot of people don't watch the few who do enjoy it. This fandom while it has its problems has saved me... in more ways than one.

[@HungrySohma]

This is a very deep topic, and you have my most heartfelt thanks for gathering the courage to post this... I've gone through a period of depression myself but never really told anyone. I had the support of my fiance, but it still took a good measure of time to overcome it. Even till this day I still confront moments where I feel like I've regressed back into that state, but am able to fight it now. MLP has been a big part of my recovery. I had shut myself off from the world, but this show had encouraged me bit by bit to be more open. It was the reason I even started to draw again. Something I hadn't done in years. Now its thanks to you, that I've been able to gather my courage to speak of this in hopes it can also help any one person.

[@SatinFoxx]

We all love you Key. Even when you don't think we do. We all are there for you in the ways we can be. Thank you for all you've done for us, and will do for us. And remember, no matter what happens, there will always be people you can reach out to, even if it is just someone as small in the community as me, there will be someone there.

[@Lugiamasterbrony]

I understand now. Depression can bring you down a lot and by having self hatred and separating yourself from others it doesn't do anything but make things worse. But if you can learn to persevere through it you become a better person and you can set an example for others who are struggling through depression as well. Like you said some of the greatest things require the greatest sacrifices. For example the loss of my mother in 2010. It really brought me down a lot but I made new friends because of it. The reason is because they knew what I was going through and they wanted to do whatever they could to get me through the depression I was going through. Maybe I can do the same for others helping them get through depression. Thank you Drwolf this video helped me out a lot.

[@DRWolf001]

+Lugiamasterbrony Glad to be of service.

[@Lugiamasterbrony]

DRWolf001^_^

[@christopherjones7023]

Yet again I feel compelled to add more. The secret I've found, is to recognize my problems in others, and wanting to do something about it so that they don't have to suffer so much. Simply opening up, showing how I can relate, has proved useful in this, even though half the time at least I simply just need to vent. I am not sure if my issues are clinical like my father's, but the pain is very real, and in "real life" I tend to be _very_ good at hiding it behind a (partially-) fake smile. Often the only time I can open up freely, is when I know others are struggling too, especially if I want to help or am just emotionally overwhelmed. So, I hope you do not mind, Doctor, if once more I must rant a bit on one of your older videos. I'll try to keep this brief: Keyframe, it's okay to cry. "Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted." Said the One Who comforts me, and His word is true. Please, pass that on to your friend the next time you talk to her. While it may not make sense all the time, I've found that in due course, it _does_ help. Just knowing someone cares or can relate, can make a huge difference sooner or later.

[@CobaltHailstorm]

Sometimes, I found myself still wandering through the valley of the shadow of death.

[@Kartoffelkamm]

CobaltHailstorm if your channel name is your OCs name as well, i could ask u to join my team. u know, i work on something and might need some help... the basic idea is a project based on mlp, but in a disant future, where steam power is commonly used and magic and technology start to merge into ech other. yes, i plan on having the steampunk stile for it, so if u r interested, i could need a pony who dont has the word "shadow" in its name (already got 3 of them).

[@winter-vk3hu]

***** i could possibly join something like that :D

[@CobaltHailstorm]

+Hidden Shadow My channel's name is not my OC's name. And he is already part of large online community

[@Kartoffelkamm]

CobaltHailstorm ah, ok.

[@Kartoffelkamm]

Alluka Zoldyck ok. u need skype at first. we can discuss anything else there.

[@BrightIdeaPony]

This is one of the best Dr Wolf videos I've ever seen. The care and level of effort put into it (holy buck, a year?!?!) really made this message that much more impactful. I'm sure both Wolf and Keyframe will help so many people, inside and even outside the Brony community.

[@izabeth66418]

This beautiful fandom and an amazing show we all love has helped so many of us including me. I found the show 2 years ago after my now Marine ex-fiancé left me through a text message 6 months before we were suppose to get married. I quickly plunged into depression, and debated on committing suicide and numbed my pain with alcohol and drugs(I was of age to drink btw). But then I stumbled upon this amazing show when I was coming down from my high. I found it interesting and kept watching then I was soon was looking up episodes online and instead of numbing myself with drugs I watched MLP to cope. Soon I found the fandom and all of you amazing people. So I thank all of you fellow bronys and pegasisters for helping me through my depression. You saved my life. Lastly, this was an amazing video Dr Wolf and Keyframe.

[@bmfg100]

A truly touching moment. I have been a follower now for about 6 months have made sure to go back over and watch all of your work. You have done so much good and have helped so many DrWolf. You and the rest of the bronies and pegasisters (dont wanna leave anyone out) like you who do so much for the fandom are the reason why I could see this fandom surviving long after the show has ended. your videos are a constant source of encouragement, advice and support. This one today hit close to home having myself suffered from depression for pretty much my whole life now. it is a hard long road, with many twists, turns and dead ends and the occasional mountain to climb. having walked the path of depression for as long as I can remember (more than 20 years now) I have learned a few things.1. bring snacks its a long long walk.2. find a good pair of shoes its a very bumpy, jagged uneven road. 3.bring an umbrella t loves to rain a lot on this road. ok all joking aside the next few are actually gunna be serious. 4. Treat everyday not like just another day in your life but treat each day as if it was the first. 5. I know it can be hard but try finding just one thing everyday to compliment yourself on no matter how small like ya made your breakfast perfectly or just brushed your teeth really well. if you manage to find little things in your life to be proud of it starts being easier to find bigger things to be happy about. 6. find someone who will just listen. I have found that the act of just talking about it with someone can help so greatly. I think im gunna end this comment before it becomes to rambly. I hope that at least one person who does read this comment will find something in it helpful and will make their journey along the same path a little easier. Thank you for reading and be well

[@xaroffeclipse7693]

Seriously thank u so much for making this video. It helped me more than you know. I know I'm a complete stranger, but I just wanted to say your work is truly inspirational and helps. Thank you so much for doing what you do, I found this video just when I needed it. I hope you make more

[@DRWolf001]

Glad to be of service :) There are a great many more AMWDW videos on a wide range of subjects if you'd like to hear more.

[@haroldwolfe1787]

Dear Doctor Wolf, you've shared a conversation once with me in the past so I hope this catches notice, even without reply. This video has done a lot for me emotionally... Often times I feel like I'm cut off from my emotions in an attempt to ignore/avoid the pain they bring. It takes so much for me to even feel alive anymore, and that's one reason I am so attached to My Little Pony Friendship is Magic. I've had depression as a part of my life for a while now, and it has molded me into what I believe to be a caring, wiser person. I often act as the voice of solace, and guidance to many of my friends, much like many turn to you for. I admit sometimes I worry it has made me equally callous, and I often catch myself looking at a situation from a logical standpoint with as little emotion as possible. But still I find it makes me cherish what stirs my heart all the more. Such as my girlfriend for example, and she suffers medical depression because her mind doesn't make the right hormones for her to handle the emotion right. I still plan to show her this video though. She isn't big on MLP, but your advice here I think can really strike a cord with her, and help her where I cannot since she is overseas. So from the bottom of my heart Doc... Thank you. And on the chance that you remember to do so, please pass a message to Key Frame for me: "Most folks will tell you what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, and they're right. What they forget is how it will still wear you down ever so slightly with every blow. We all need folks that can help us hold outlrselves together, and in turn we can do the same for them. Like you do for me. Every time I see your OC in a video I always find myself smiling. Sometimes when I'm down I will just hear you in the back of my head going, "~Tough orange unicorns dancing on rain-~ Hm? Mother bucker WHO MADE LIGHTNING BLISS CRY?!?!?!" Then I can have a soft smile to myself, and a chuckle when I need it most. Thank you Key Frame, and just know that you always have friends when you need them. So to you, and all your friends... KEEP GOING STRONG!!!!!!!"

[@DRWolf001]

Harold Wolfe Glad to be of service Harold. I hope you'll remember that I do read through Every comment on these videos, even if I can't respond to most of them. And I hope your friend will find a little more hope in her life as well.

[@haroldwolfe1787]

Thanks Doc, and if you really could pass on my message to Keyframe it'd mean the world to me. I plan on visiting her channel to offer some support as well. Also, this video reminded me of your subscriber special where you had the party, and ended up using the Mirror Pool to talk to a double of yourself when you were feeling down. I have the feeling that your comment here about dealing with depression making you wiser comes from experience... Either way, I just want you to know that just like Keyframe you got people here ready to support you when you need it. Not just the people you collab with, but your fans here too. If you ever needed to release a video to pour your own heart, and thoughts out to use I can promise you there are thousands of people willing to return the guiding support you give all of us a hundred-fold. KEEP GOING STRONG DOCTOR WOLF!!!!!!!

[@DRWolf001]

Harold Wolfe My thanks Harold. Though if you wanted to see what I truly struggle with more than anything else in life, look up "AMWDW DRWolf and Striving Onwards without your Dreams". I'm curious to hear your thoughts on it.

[@MrTigersvk]

You sir,made me cry,it opened locked away memory of my story that is same as yours...in most of ways...but i almost ended up cutting self...though these videos from DrWolfvand others even MLP and friends helped me get through it i also wanna thank you DrWolf keep being amazing in all ways :"')'

[@DRWolf001]

+MrTigersvk Glad to be of service MrTigersvk.

[@MegatronPrime321]

That was very brave of you, Keyframe, to come out. Just remember, as hard as life may seem, no one is truly alone. While us members of the brony fandom may not be psychologists or doctors trained in this sort of field, always remember that we're here to support you the best we can when you need it. :)

[@Gobo_McFly]

This is very great that you both have done something like this to help others begin to understand just how hard and downright crippling depression really is. I myself have suffered it for a lot of my life, and will probably continue to do so until I pass on. I'm taking a gamble, but I'll share my story for others to read. From grade school and upwards to now, I never had the core values of being a decent person infused and taught to me in the proper manner when it counted, due to my household and school life being chaotic and abusive. During moments when I needed support and comfort, I was scolded and chastised for doing something wrong, and never being taught the right way to do said thing. Learning them the right way far later on in life has been a huge struggle for me. Being the eldest of a family of 5 siblings and 1 parent (1st father had died when I was 4, second marriage was nothing but abuse from both parents), a lot was put on my shoulders to be the best I could be in school and at home. I also have an autistic sister whom required constant attention, and it fell to me many a time to manage that along with all the problems I had going on. In 12th grade I gave out, my grades suffered, and I didn't attend graduation. I stayed with my family after high school was done to try to make it work for a second chance at what I truly wanted, but it only got worse from there. My mother always spoiled my autistic sister and the other kids with showers of praise and deceptional religious motivation, while I was chastised for setting a poor example to them and was always told I was their (her) lifeline to a steady stream of income due to my grandparents fortuitous successes in life. Many things and people came and went, abuse was had, fights and litigation came in between family and extended family, and my 2nd brother's paychecks were stolen to fund my youngest sibling's drug habit. It continued up until a breaking point just after we moved, when I got into a fight with my youngest sibling from the second marriage (2 youngest were from that). Tired of his drug use and his shady friends coming in and out of the house at all hours of the day and night, I called his hand and my mother stood against me and defended him. I tried to show I meant business and was physically nonviolent to that point, but was then shoved to the wall by my sibling, and the fight ensued. She called the cops on me, and I was taken to the hospital for a psychiatric evaluation. Bear in mind I have been on medicine and seeing psychiatrists since about the year 2000, so that probably accounted for why they did that.I was put into jail diversion, complied with everything that was set forth to me, and both misdemeanors were dismissed. We split up after that, me taking my second brother to live with me in the current residence, while my mom and 2 youngest siblings left. My autistic sister was in a home by then, where they could care for her constantly. And we have been on our own since. Our grandparents (whom me and my 2nd brother were very close yet had a bunch of misunderstandings with) have since passed on (grandfather in 2012 and grandmother last year) and so has our cat whom we had since the year 2000, also last year. All went due to some form of cancer. I found MLP in 2010 by accident, by watching the first episode I accidentally caught, Dragonshy. MLP has helped quite a bit, but it will never help me the way most other fandom members seem to have been helped by it and contribute back to it. So the video you posted did shed some light on it for me, but as you and Keyframe said in the ending, each person has and will deal with depression in their own way. Sorry for this veritable Great Wall of Text, but this video kinda inspired me to write all this out. I also know this is the internet, and most people on here are ruthless trolls that will pick you apart until there's nothing but a heap of flesh left. Unable to take the suicide route, I got no choice but to live with this for the rest of my days. I still see a psychiatrist to this day, and maybe this story will inspire others to take in their experiences and realize just how fortunate some of them are.

[@moonstruck8245]

As a sufferer of PTSD and many other problems from a horrific childhood (including being in multiple abusive foster homes, on the street, and even at one point as a small child being used for medical testing in one of the children's homes I lived in, and watching other kids die from the very same tests I was subjected to which still have lasting physical and mental effects to this day) I can say that MLP is wonderful, and the community around it even more so. So many people have rallied together around the messages of hope, love and friendship, extending compassion in almost unheard of levels to everyone it can, and encouraging people to share kindness with each other rather than pettiness and insensitivity like many kids shows tend to unfortunately do by having the 'heroes' triumph by causing others pain. Keyframe, you're awesome, and there is light at the end of the tunnel, even if it's hard to see.

[@nathanfleming6871]

You don't have to be dealing with depression or any sort of relationship or emotional problem for MLP to change you. Just the very way that Hasbro and the show's creators put so much love into their show changed my entire outlook on life. Don't even get me started on what each and every episode, and every little moment within them, has taught me. I'm glad the show has touched so many people in so many different ways. Key frame is actually LOW KEY compared to some of the many stories I've heard from this fandom! So many different things have come out of this one little show for little girls it's amazing. Just watching this video has shown me a lot.

[@geminirenegade9290]

MLP has helped me more than anything else in my life. It has inspired me to be a better person, given me confidence, and pulled me out of depression at least once. It has also moved me to tears more than everything else in my life combined.

[@BLACKWOLF129075]

Right! I also think the morals make me more inspired to do good, no matter what others say, think or do.

[@timmyt1717]

***** Same here too Gemini, same here *brohoof*

[@geminirenegade9290]

Timmy T /)

[@uniqueness35fanofimginatio73]

“Thank you for watching.” It’s my pleasure. Please don’t stop this series, Dr. Wolf. It’s too helpful and thoughtful and meaningful and..:.its too perfect.

[@merrickmaheia2354]

I feel really bad for keyframes friend and her going through depression and as they said depression is a very complex thing and you also need to seek help and I feel bad for keyframe and what she going through her entire life and keyframe I hope you get through this depression of yours because you are my favorite fan of the mlp show.

[@darknight2146]

This is so true I know because I've been going through it my self Edit: and I'm happy to say Dr wolf's video was actually touching to my heart and at the same time I feel like these videos are what I have latched onto for when I'm feeling down That's all I have to say goodbye for now

[@JAYDae]

That "thank you" at the end still gets me, I know that I am already in tears by the middle of the video, yet the ending makes the tears rack up again. Thank you for this amazingly heartfelt video.

[@silvernight5050]

i know how it feels to be depressed i have been trying to tell others but i have been having a hard time to do so. thank you drwolf001 i was hoping you/ anyone to make a video like this for a long time you have really helped. maybe i now have the ability to deal with it. thx you so much. It was a honer to see you at Crystal Mountain Pony Con.

[@lilytiger8746]

I've watched many videos on the discussion on depression and clinical depression. This one hits it right at the core. I find it annoying how in our world today the topic isn't taken as serious or if taken at all, just brushed to the side as something not important or just something medicine can take care of. Clinical depression is a serious issue and shouldn't just be taken lightly. As said in the video, it does come in many forms under various circumstances. I just wanted to say thank you for this video. Though I'm sort of late in finding it (seeing how it's two years later since it's posting) it still hits right at home for me. I deal with clinical depression and it's a constant battle. It does hurt and it's not always easy. If it wasn't for the fact that I have friends in my life who care for me, I don't know how I would be here today. Living with depression isn't easy, but knowing that what I'm living for is for the better, then it's worth fighting it. Thank you so much for this video and I'm so glad I found it. Again, though I'm sort of late in finding it, it still helps so much. And I hope others who find this and watch it in the future have the same reaction to it as I did.

[@silverlining5814]

That was the saddest, sweetest thing I have ever watched. You truly work wonders doc, and for all that you have done, I thank you. You have helped so many people with your words. You deserve every single bit of praise you get.

[@jarvyjared8543]

I know I've shared my story numerous times, both on here and on my account on FIMFiction, but I still find that there are lessons that could be learned from my tale. For three years, I suffered from mild depression, due to past events that altered my view on how the world was. I'd prefer not to go into many details, as they are personal, and I have moved on from them. This depression also coincided with a huge amount of Writer's Block that I had for three years. Now, as a writer, if I cannot properly express all the numerous ideas that bounce around constantly in my head, it becomes cumbersome to even think. Release comes in the form of pen to paper, fingers to keyboard. For three years, I could not write, even though I so badly wanted to. It seemed that depression was hindering my creative desire even more. This year, though, things changed. I finally gave MLP a chance in February of 2015, and found that I loved it. I felt happy, after feeling sad for such a long time. I began to feel confident in my abilities, and began writing again. This jubilation was so huge, that I have now begun posting my work on FIMFiction and Fanfiction as a way for me to gauge my prowess and decide how to improve. That being said, despite feeling happy, I realize that my depression has not truly been healed. No amount of watching a show that made me feel joy can forever alter how I've felt for three, long, agonizing years. No, my depression has only been tempered, placed in the darkest regions of my heart, still trying to break free; and occasionally succeeding. I've learned, however, that I can use this depression. I can fight against it. I can use it as a means of motivation. Lest I fall into that dark pit that I was in four years ago, I fight, continuously and endlessly. Depression isn't healed by an internet video, nor by an internet phenomenon. I regret not having therapy sessions with my doctors, as now I still feel the lingering effects of the condition. Yet, depression motivated me to take a stand, and try and find some good in life; that good being, the brony fandom. There is always light in the infinite darkness. Sometimes, you have to be the source of that light, no matter how tiny that bulb could be. What matters is that you try and spread that light, try to meet up with other light orbs. Together, the darkness can be banished away, and light can reign supreme once more. But first, you have to seek out the help you need. You must not fight this battle on your own, like I tried. There are others who will help, and are willing to help, need you only ask. DRWolf001, +KeyframeProductions, and all the rest of the brony community: I want to thank all of you for helping me overcome my own darkness, and I will do my best to aid you all in turn when you are faced with the shadows. -Jarvy Jared.

[@Tekdruid]

As somebody who has struggled - and still struggles - with depression, this video was quite helpful. Something I had not realized is how much feeling disconnected from the world and feeling you're not contributing in a meaningful way is at the crux of the issue. You're absolutely amazing, Dr. Wolf. I wish I could be more of a part of this wonderful community and actually give something valuable back to it like Keyframe and yourself.

[@aubriem1944]

Thank you so much for making this video. You're not alone, Keyframe. Thanks for talking about this in hopes of helping others. I've been suffering through mild depression for a while now, but this is probably the best and most helpful advice I've ever heard. You described it perfectly. I'm beginning to truly believe that the best cure really is putting yourself aside, even forgetting yourself, to help others and make them happy, as our pony friends have done so many times. Thank you guys so much.

[@3liony]

Oh, that's Key's tail on her lap. Processing........ 1.......... 2........... 3.............. DAAAAAAAWWWWWW

[@magnusprime962]

While I haven't been properly diagnosed, I've suspected I've had depression for a long time, given both my family's history and my own actions and feelings. I'll freely admit I could be completely off-target, but I have a gut feeling that I'm not. Seeing this video really helped make things clearer for me in ways I never realized. The biggest one was the part about helping others, and I have to say, it makes so many of the happiest times in my life make sense in a way I never thought of before. I've always enjoyed helping make people happy, and working with others to do so. In school, I was able to do this through acting and working in performances. Those times where I got to bond with my peers and we worked together to create something for others to enjoy were always some of my happiest memories, and now I realize that so much of that was because it felt like a difference was being made, even if it was only a small one. Thank you both for your work on this, and hopefully everyone who shares this problem and is watching this video is taking something away that can help them the way I did. If not, please know that you at least made a difference for me, and that your efforts weren't in vane. So thank you, very, very much.

[@BloomInTune]

Sometimes, I need reminders like these. Sure, this show has taught me a lot as it is, but I'm not as outgoing as I should be. I don't live where there's a lot of people my age(not until I return to college, that is), and even online, I don't have the same level of sociality as ones such as you two do. I made a new years resolution this year to be more social, and even if it's a facebook message saying I'm not as perfect as I should be, it's better than what I'd done before, holding it in myself. Friendship may be magic, but it's nowhere near easy. Even if I go to therapists and group sessions, nothing beats being able to talk to true true friends who'll help a friend in need. Thank you, Dr. Wolf and Keyframe [pauses a moment in this to subscribe to her], whether it's new news or a simple reminder, it's advice that someone like me will always appreciate hearing. And Keyframe, best of luck in whatever your future holds.

[@ZiddersRooFurry]

Robert Ruth Don't stress out over being an introvert. I'm the same way. I only have a few people I talk to. It's all about quality over quantity. Just love yourself as much as you can and know that you're not alone.

[@Pikatwig16]

Still find it kinda hard to believe he's not a real doctor.

[@kimonoindea]

Pikatwig16 he's not though he sounds like it wouldent surprise me thet he eventualy comes up with a little boast video of his degree in psychiatrickal help xD

[@animegx45]

Pikatwig16 No, but he is a real friend. Perhaps that's even better.

[@aubriem1944]

Me, too. This is probably the best advice I've ever heard for depression. And it's just simple, kindhearted, and straightforward. Maybe that's a lesson. :)

[@almozayaf]

yah

[@Lyoko2516]

The show helped me when I was depressed, too. I had gone through to the penultimate step of grief, which is depression. I was going through a rough time, didn't have any job yet, but watching the show helped me keep going in my life, and I finally found myself on my feet/hooves again to find a job and keep it. I'm happy now.

[@ndisfoshiz]

dr wolf, thank you! Ive been battling depression since i was 16. Only about 2 years ago did i finally seek help for it. Ive cried countless of times for no reason and have worried about almost everything to the point of ending it. I needed this, thank you

[@MistyMizzle]

Dr.Wolf, it is truly amazing how many ponies you help, i admire, i admire how much people you have helped over the years, its just amazing

[@garyk3478]

Much kudos to ArcanineRyu -- the artwork for this was really terrific. Also to the good doctor. I know you're not a real doctor, but you certainly gave a good accounting of yourself. And even more to Keyframe. The courage this took should really help to give you optimism about the future. Your past couldn't break you, and, even if it never happens as fast as we like, it should get easier from here.

[@kpartsandstuff7351]

I completely agree with the statement you made about how giving service to others can make you feel happy. it's one of the reasons I get so excited over Christmas time. there are so many service opportunities available, that and I just get the biggest grin when I think of how my family will react to the gifts I give them. I feel so happy to know I might make someone else day just a bit brighter.

[@FangirlPhantomhiveOriginal]

I literally cried watching this. Dr.Wolf, your videos really help me alot and I'm really happy to be a part of this fandom. Watching your videos reminds me why I joined in the first place and cheers me up when I'm down. Thank you.

[@Greeneflower]

Very well done. This is so sweet and can hopefully help people step foot in the right direction. I know that it really related to me personally and that I, and many others, can take the words to heart. Stay strong Keyframe, and everyone!

[@Ezra_Nyx]

Took me a while, but I finally saw this whole video to the end. And your message of lifting depression off a person/pony's core has really touched my own core. I know why I am depressed, and I've felt this way for a while now. It's not as bad as it used to be, but it sadly does change from being about how lonely I feel to how I view my appearance. It's annoying, honestly, only to myself, but I never let others know how I feel. I only keep quiet about my true emotions because I always feel that....no one cares. Ever since I turned 18, I've felt a sudden change in the way people view me. Even just a year before that, I was appreciated and welcomed by all those in my old secondary school home room class and by the people I once called my friends. But, when I became a legal adult and went into my final year of secondary school, everyone had suddenly changed. It wasn't from the stress of the Leaving Cert, I know that. But...it was as if I had suddenly turned invisible. I wasn't any different than when I was 17, and I still respected everyone equally as I had before. I still don't know what happened, but to sum it up, I had a very lonely last year of school, to the point that I didn't attend my school dance due to the fact that I had no one to go with. College now isn't any different. I still feel alone and pushed aside by everyone around me, even my own family. I have no one to turn to when I need advice, no one except my girlfriend. Except she's in another country, and I've yet to meet her in person. But she has been my only friend since my depression really began, which was 7 years ago, right when I began school. I honestly have no friends, online or in real life, so I can't really use your message to cure my depression. No one really seems to want to come near me. At least I have MLP and your videos to cheer me up.

[@HAZ3TH3W01F]

Wow. This one hit hard, but in a good way. I have been suffering depression two, as well as many other disorders that having a mild form of autism brings. I was almost brought to tears when i heard Key, knowing what had happened to her. Though i'm very fortunate that i have a family that understands my disorders and my limits, who will love me no mater what, this doesn't mean i have had my fair share of bad family moments. As well as out of family, but i wont go into details. I am so glad a video was made for depression, as if some how i was able to become a reviewer and have AMWDW then i would have liked to talk about the subject. I hope i can remember this advice as well as Key Frame. I do have ways of helping my disorders, and my "Spurts" as i call them, but this will become another one of them. Thank you so much DrWolf for being a nice helping hand, as i do slightly aspire to help others as you do yourself. It helps, for me at least, to know that those that you look up to still have their own faults, and sometimes you share those faults, and are able to get through it with their own advice. Just another Thank You before i stop my sappy long post. Keep being awesome Doc!

[@1998mrsonic]

I have some friends who are suffering from depression but they're trying everything they can to press on and move forward. It's difficult for anyone who is facing this kind of stuff. I mean in some certain situations it could hit you like a ton of bricks or just slap you in the face when you least expect it. As much as I hate depression, I hate it how it affects other people's lives because of what they're experiencing around them. It really sucks if you really think about it. To those who are trying everything they can to help their loved ones who have depression, I wish you all good luck on helping and guiding them to a brighter future. And sometimes even if things look bleak or terrible, try keep moving forward. It may not be the easiest thing in the world to do but I know you can keep going. Best wishes to all a great future. And Keyframe, best of luck to you and your friend. *hugs*

[@ProMonarchyGenius]

MLP FIM gave me hope. My life is not a happy one, but MLP FIM helped me a lot. I am more confident and happier person than I was before I joined the fandom. And I helped so many people since then.

[@luigiman8728]

So, did you suffer abuse/depression? Cause, I can understand, sure I'm always gonna love cartoons, but I didn't exactly get MLP at first, but after a few episodes, I went from "it's OK, nice animation, interesting setup, meh... dialogue, 6/10, could be worse" but then I was more patient with it and when I finished season 4, I was like "WHERE'S SEASON 5 HASBRO!?!?" cause I got to meet a very nice community. (better than having trolls attack you for liking something) I saw the community (including hunter), before I saw the show. I guess it takes some patience to get into the show.

[@ProMonarchyGenius]

Luigi man87 I was depressed and I went through some things that were bad. The MLP FIM community is just wonderful

[@ProMonarchyGenius]

***** I too have encountered assholes in the Brony community too. I was viciously attacked in my latest blog by a gang of Trolls. G1 MLP was one of the best shows from the 1980s and without G1 MLP there would be no G4 MLP FIM. Lauren Faust the Creator of G4 MLP FIM was a G1 MLP Pegasister. Oh I just followed you in Fimfiction.

[@luigiman8728]

ProMonarchyGenius ... no comment

[@ProMonarchyGenius]

Luigi man87 I was talking about my Star Wars blog and I was attacked by SJWs in there

[@Woodsstories]

Truly one of the most touching AMWDW episodes. Sometimes I'm not certain how much of your clients problems are real, and how much of them are based on their oc's personality. If that makes sense. This was the first time that I can remember hearing genuine emotion coming from the patient. It's tough to listen to, but at the same time, I commend Ms. Frame for her bravery, and you for your compassion.

[@kimonoindea]

sweet sweet miss keyframe after watching/lissening to this i too can say that this fandome has made me to whom i am today thanks to all the great ppl and amazing artists ,blogers and morei have found it to help me trough a heavy chronic depretion i was in since the age of 6 i sliped in and out of it but now thanks to all the help ive gotten all the ppl ive gotten to know and all the ppl ive starded to help now. sure i might have not grown up in an abusive famely but my suroundings outside of the house were the dangerzone to me buleing, getting hit and threatend were dayly base for me... but now that i have starded to shine out the happyness and care for others that i had to hide all those years i feel like a better person. DRWolf001 thank you for inspiering me to help others the way you do lissening to your video's i have learnd so much about helping others and made me understand why you liked to do this so much myself i cant record what i do as i tend to tough much deeper and painfull subjects or talk to shy ppl out of respect i dont but i wish that sooner or later i too can do things like this help others and become a suport of the bronie comunety. i have a long ways to go but i will try my best loads of love and suport silver feathers xxx

[@EditDeath]

Started therapy 3 months ago. This fandom was a great stopgap for me, giving me something to look forward to each week, but you're right. It didn't start to get better until I reached out and got professional help. For anyone else who hasn't taken that step yet, there is no shame in admitting you can't handle it alone. Often we are our own worst enemy, and what we tell ourselves can hurt the most. Therapists help us see these attacks for what they are, and teach us how to deal with them. There is no shame, Hang in there.

[@Zanerus]

I've been waiting for awhile for you to tackle this issue and even considered sending a letter to you on this very topic. I want to say thank you both for making this episode, I'm sure I'll come back to it often.

[@briancripps496]

I wanted to thank you, especially Keyframe, for releasing this video, for revealing such a deeply personal part of yourself. I wanted you to know that I think you are a very strong, very brave individual to do so. As someone who also suffers from depression, I'm still very much afraid of opening my feelings up and talking to anyone, even my parents. I let it trickle out here and there, exposing myself a little at a time, but that's all I can do. I'm very happy for you that you've found a way to help yourself to begin to heal, and I wish nothing but happiness for you.

[@jasonsmith7633]

First off, I like to say that this got to tear up, cause this really hit me home. I mean, I been dealing with depression for a long awhile. So, I know how feels when someone is feeling pretty low. So, Ms. Keyframe and Dr. Wolf, I thank you for bring this subject up, and I hope your information help you out.

[@Daniel-jl6fb]

I like the fact that issues can be discussed, its never easy talking about such things. I only wish more people were open to talking about such issues. Great Job

[@cbrewe01]

i just want to say that while i have never dealt with any real in depth depression like most cases, i did have moments where i myself had my own doubts about my own self-worth and did get somewhat depressed. I would often escape into books and my own imagination. only talking to others when they talked to me first, i believe that if i had continued down this road, i would have probably have gotten steadily worse. in light of this and thinking back, i want to thank all of the friends i made in my last couple of years of high school, and the friends i made in college even more so! Thanks to them, I' am more outgoing, more confident, and capable of believing in myself. I also want to thank this show and this fandom for giving me insight and for showing that I' am not alone! Thank you, Thank you everypony!

[@timpetersen2923]

Everything you and Keyframe talk about here shows just how much a single show (one that is despised by so many people) can help others mentally, and how much it can change someone for the better. It even changed me for the better. I started watching this show last fall. And before that, I was kinda stubborn, and wasn't so accepting of other possible options for a situation. Now, after watching all 6 seasons, I have become a more patient and open-minded person. And your videos also help me in one way or another. So, thank you for these videos, Dr. Wolf. (P.S. I am considering joining the Brony Analysis Community at some point. Something I can give to the community could be in-depth character analysis (unless someone already does that).)

[@victhebrick1868]

This fandom has touched and changed the lives of so many people. I am sure keyframe`s story and experience can help many others who are suffering in similar ways. Let them know they are not alone. Let them feel the warmth and happiness the fandom gives to all who are in it. Show them the many joys of friendship and companionship. I love this fandom, and I love U guys. Hugs all around :)

[@arcane_sigil_01]

I'm a few months, if not a few years behind on all of this, but from the videos I've seen, I'm glad Keyframe and Golden Fox are together and that she's safe and happy. And, I know I'm a ways behind on the situation, but I'd like to offer my support however I can. I don't have money, being struggling to even find a job, to donate to support networks to stop this sort of thing. I don't even have a house big enough for someone going through this to crash in safely, away from all of that. My OC is a prince... he has things I never will, a large family, a lot of money, thousands of friends, and I would still like to offer my support, even after these events have passed.

[@megaprecorp1773]

I have been batteling depression for quite sometime now... And the fact that I'm too afraid to talk about it with my perents and the constant bulling I have to under go evrey day dose not help. Since Nursary I have been teased,bullied,and called all of thenames imaginable. Until now Im still being bullied. And this fandom is my only means of escape. So many times have I thought about just ending my life,but I always stop myself thinking 'What would mom say?' 'What would happen to mom,dad and sis.... Will they blame themselves for my death?' And that thought alone stops me from running out of my room and jumping from the 7th floor and falling to my death. I really love this fandom so much,I fell like its my second family. I just really want to say thank you to evreyone in this fandom for welcomeing evrey body with open hooves

[@Halloween26Gaming]

I have to say I'm glad I watched this video because I feel like it will help me in my times I've been going through a rough patch of depression and just watching this video has made me feel some what better so thank you Dr wolf and Miss Keyframe

[@charliechaplin6049]

I to know how depression can cause one to cut off from their own emotions. It turns you into a being who tries to feel as little as possible so as to not harm yourself more than you have been. as a teen having to deal with depression at a point in my life where it hits when not many are willing to give me support to deal with the problem, well other than parents. most of the people I talk to about the challenge I face seem only to look at me as if I'm far away, an unknown case in relation to their experiences, even when its close friends. this video helped me to remember the hope I found, the reason I was able to keep going. So thank you Dr.Wolf and Ms.Keyframe for reminding me that their is hope.

[@pathfinder930]

Doc, I signed up to KZbin so I could comment on this. Thank you and Keyframe both for posting this. I've made my own three-year journey through the Dark Valley, and I could very much empathize with how much not feeling "alone anymore" helps. I know it's been a couple of years since this video, but I hope Ms Keyframe is feeling better now, and that she, like me, has come out the other side. The sun is warm on my face, and the view is spectacular.

[@DRWolf001]

Glad we could be of service :)

[@pathfinder930]

Have you considered a followup detailing depression countermeasures like grounding and centering?

[@AkinaHellsing555]

I know this is an old issue but were all here for you Keyframe. 💚 I'm sure if you needed to talk to someone anyone on here including myself would be happy to help as much as we can. I say this to everyone on here as well. feel free to message anyone or myself if you need someone to listen to you or help you.

[@melodyscribe4343]

omg... I started crying at the end because that's always how I've felt in my depression. I felt so sorry for Keyframe, as well as taking note of what Dr. Wolf was saying. I've never told anyone that I specifically have depression, but I've always been able to pull through on my own. Perhaps now I need to re-evaluate my way of dealing with it. Kayframe... I admire your bravery and dedication to the fandom, as well as pulling through those dark times. You're a hero, Keyframe. Never forget that.

[@RedHoofsketch]

Indeed, and remember Melody, there are always others out there and in your home who would gladly help you feel special... *hugs you tightly and smiles*

[@melodyscribe4343]

*hugs back* :D

[@Dark92Enigma]

Keyframe, no matter what will happen you will NEVER face it alone. Our hearts will go out to you, always.

[@ChristianDragoon]

Dear Doctor Wolf, I have just finished watching this video and I must say, I was surly indeed heart touched by what had been said in this video. One thing I want say real quick before I forget is: I do hope all is well with Keyframe and while at the end of the video did say she may be Ok now, it was hard to hear what she had gone though and I do hope all goes well for her very much indeed. Another thing I would really like to say is after watching great videos like so, it makes me so happy to be apart of the Brony community that so many Brony's(people) could leave such great and lovable impact on the lives of other people. I get a chance to meet and chat with some awesome people within the community with people who's hearts are just about as per as gold, and after watching this video and a good amount of your other videos, while also watching videos of other great people in the community as well, it has become a remainder of the kind of person who I want to be, someone who people can look up in the things that I would love to do as well. Videos like these have derived me to become not only a better host for my Yugioh/CardFightVanguard videos and "MAYBE SOMEDAY" MLP reviews and such, but also to become a better person to those who look up to me and/or wish to do so, and maybe someday reach out to someone who needs me, just like you and other great Bronys as well who would do the same for me. So before I go and leave you to your day, one last final type: Thank you to the Brony community, for welcoming me to this great fandom and allowing to be apart of it, while also do the same for other great people as well while also taking the time of your do to reach out to those who wish for your help as well. Thank you all for your kindness and Striving me to also do the same with other people as well. Have and good day Doctor Wolf and I look forward to your next super awesome video. Sincerely, Christian Dragoon PEACE~!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

[@KrazyKirby15]

Pinkie Pie: aw I love you guys! sums up my feelings for the fandom. I feel I can trust any brony I meet (not true I know) but the first fandom I join turns to be the best one I know. I truly hope your situation gets better Keyframe, know the fandom always has your back. I wish I could help but i'm still in high school, jobless,living with my parents, so I really can't, sorry.. but I hope you get better and everyone who suffers from depression, I hope they can find help before its too late.

[@numbuh0004]

Best wishes to your friend Keyframe, you, and all other people dealing with depression.

[@w.centerprisesbluestar8603]

I don't know how to tell you this but...i don't think it was her friend having this depression.

[@DragonShawnK]

I know the feeling and the pain of Depression. Ever since 2012, I been dealing with depression and really does hurt. So I know how Ms. Keyframe feels and if I could, I'll so give her a hug. I do hope for those out there with depression, please try to talk it out with friends and family. It doesn't hurt to let people you care about know. Well that's all I have to say, thank you for your time.

[@skytrail5991]

I can definitely relate to the loneliness depression causes. that's where it has torn me down the most. The MLP Fandom has been a great way for me to overcome those introverted feelings as well as those fears of being made an outcast. This video hit me hard, and I'm glad I was able to watch it. Thank you DR Wolf and Keyframe!

[@Werewoofy]

I have stated multiple times that this show and it's creators saved my life. I was suffering from depression myself five years ago and could see no way out. Then God lead me to this show and this community on April 22 of 2011. Since then, every rainbow looks more beautiful, every color more vivid, and every moment more hopeful. It was as if I were an empty house that could not flip it's own light switches and then this show came into my life and simply flipped my happiness switch. I can only describe it as magical (as corny as that may sound). This show, this community, this art: Heals I hope that anyone struggling with finding their inner happiness can find it in themselves. I know that it's hard and it occasionally feels hopeless, but I have faith that we can all can do it. We just need to be there for one another for the inner strength and love that is so well promoted in this wonderful, healing art.

[@ravenshirwood5201]

I live a very comfortable life. My family isn't rich, and we can't afford many luxuries, but we still have two computers, two tvs, an xbox, and a lot of other tech that I'm leaving out. By all accounts, I am spoiled, and I probably take it for granted. I get good food, I have a loving family, and two pets I cherish but...honestly don't take that much care of. My father, for the longest time, was my favorite parent. I wanted to spend time with him, I wanted to talk to him, I wanted to be just like him. He has a lot of good in him, and I love him for it. But in recent times I've seen the bad in him too. When he snaps, he snaps hard. His sense of humor is lacking, and even after all this time he hasn't learned to see when my mother is joking. And when he talks about my mother, he oftentimes says only bad things. Which brings me to her. She isn't a bad woman, don't get me wrong. She has a good heart, and she loves me and my dad a lot. I can't say a lot of good about her, because, well, I haven't seen a lot of it yet. I haven't learned to see a lot of it yet. But the bad is all I saw when my dad moved to Michigan because of work. She throws temper tantrums over the little things, and unless you go to her, usually, she won't apologize. She doesn't know when to not have the last word and admit defeat, making her insanely, annoyingly pig-headed. When she goes off, she will corner you, and she will not let up until she's vented every hateful word. She says she doesn't mean it. But you can only stand there, and feel like you did something extremely wrong in her eyes. I once tried to tell her how stupid she makes me feel sometimes, and she replied, "I can't make you feel anything. You choose to feel that way." She refused to admit that she did something wrong, that she said hateful words and that she made me feel bad. Needless to say, this hurt, a lot. I've tried to confront her about the junk she doesn't use that clutters the house, and she told me that she'd use it, again making me feel horrid. She's done this to me so many times I've become afraid to say what I really want to her, to share any negative opinions, anything with her. It's been going on since I was little, and it's gotten to the point I am sensitive to the point jokes are lost on me, and I only feel like they're trying to make me feel bad. It has gotten to the point I am afraid to show anyone what I really feel, because I feel like it's silly, or stupid. This fandom gave me an escape when I needed it most. Someplace I could vent my dark thoughts, someplace where I could go when life got hard. I'm only 13. I can't go anywhere else, and this fandom gave me room to create and express myself. I drew, I wrote, and now, I'm doing better. I still suffer from the same issues, but I'm no longer suffering from the dark, harmful thoughts that used to clutter my mind. And I'm proud to call myself a part of the brony community.

[@aubriem1944]

We have a lot in common. Although I really don't know what it's like to have parents like that, I understand how you feel. I'll be praying for you. I'm so glad this fandom has helped so many people like you and me. Good luck, and keep Fluttering on. :)

[@ravenshirwood5201]

Aubriella Martell Thank you. I'll do my best. :)

[@UltimateDragonDetective]

Every time I watch this makes me feel sad I'm glad she's got friends like you and many others thank you for taking care of her and for supporting her God bless you all.

[@GoggleMayhem464]

I've had issues with depression before and the one thing that I have found to help me with it is to go volunteer at my downtown library and make kids and adults alike smile and be entertained, helping them to have fun. Keyframe I truly hope you remember that you have an entire community behind you, ready to help you through whatever you go through.

[@imenafields3567]

Keyframe...you basically helped me explain my exact feelings. I have had troubles for the past 7 years. And when I found MLP, I found a way to become happier. I began to write and read fanfics, I sing and dance to the music, and if I could, I would buy the merchandise and go to conventions. It doesnt stop, but it makes me have hope for my life.

[@NjordsWolf]

Ah. The classic "asking for a friend". I don't suffer from depression, and perhaps because of it I cannot relate directly to this subject. But this was an insightful view into things I don't understand and I am glad I watched it. Most people have a friend or family member suffering from depression and watching this made me feel much more comradely towards them. Thank you Dr.Wolf as well as Keyframe for sharing your thoughts and experiences.

[@AgentCAW]

We've all been through depression in our lives one way or another at some point. It effects us all in different ways, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. I would be a liar to say I haven't felt the sting of depression myself. I grew up with autism and spent my childhood as a loner, not exactly a good combination. I never felt comfortable asking for help when I fell behind on something, so I always felt like the odd duck out. Eventually this gave way to my somewhat slack nature. Eventually I pulled myself together and finished high school strong, not to mention I had more friends by then. Though I still felt like I could have pushed myself to do more and regret not doing so. I'm now trying to figure out where I want to direction my future and having difficulty figuring out what I want to do, but I won't give up. I don't want to go back into that corner of feeling useless and being a failure to myself and my family. We all just have to be strong, pick or selves up and keep moving forward. Sorry this is so lengthy, but I know that you are a very strong person Keyframe and you've made an impact on many lives including mine. I hope to one day get to know you enough so that I may be known as a friend. You have my support, so take care.

[@littlekuribohlover72]

Poor girl. After #SaveKeyframe, she needs a break and a big one. Gold Fox better take good care of her.

[@andrewprice6053]

I really wanna hug Key. I understand (from my point of view) how this can feel, I have my paws in 2 fandoms, furry and brony, and the friends I have made and the experiences I have gone through helps so much. And yeah I cried to because what was said was real and true. KeyFrame, I'm so proud of you. This must have been an incredibly hard choice for you to make but I'm glad you did. I hope this inspires others. If anyone reading this feels like their alone and have difficulty with things that you see others dealing with with ease or are in a bad situation, please ask for help. It's not a sign of weakness, there are people that can and will help. Were all stronger than we truly know, some just need a bit of help to find it and there's nothing wrong with that.

[@andrewprice6053]

And Doc, thank you too. It really is good to help.

[@BlueStarBrony]

Well done and thank you Dr Wolf and KeyFrame for having the courage to make this video and do your best to help others. I hope you're all right now KeyFrame and remember we will always be here for you. I honestly don't know how to reply to this since this is Not a subject to be taken lightly and definitely those who suffer from depression should seek help from those who can best help them. However I think you're right in that the best way to beat depression is to try to do something positive for someone else. "That's the only way you deal with pain. You don't fight it, you don't embrace it, you turn it into something positive" Cpt Sheridan from Bablyon 5. Another great line and one of the last lines from Bablyon 5... "Mostly though I think it gave us hope that there can always be new beginnings even for people like us" The show has certainly helped me to lift me up when I'm feeling down. In one of my videos I called MLP "The Last Fortress of Light" that stands against the darkness of our world. Honestly I resisted posting a link to my video but I think for everything there is a time...and the time is now. kzbin.info/www/bejne/b17Hq4Vsmp5rrrM The show says No we will not give up, we will keep on fighting but we shall do so in our own way. Not with fists or weapons but with love and tolerance and community and friendship and in the end We Will Prevail. As long as all those around us will continue to stand with us we can not fail. This is why I will always stand and defend this show. To me it will always be that last Fortress of Light and I refuse to let it fall, and I hope you won't let it fall either.... Anyway I'm sure most of the Friendships that have been created from this fandom will continue to exist even when the show itself is gone. I'd like to think on some level we all believe in the core values of what the show is trying to teach us and I'm sure those values will not go away even after the show is gone. So Stay Strong and Pony On My Friends.... BlueStar

[@captainharmony2861]

I know wounds still take time to heal no matter who helps to heal them. But just know we'll always be here for you and not just because you're a part of the same fandom. But because we really do care about you. Stay strong. And we'll be here for each other fandom or no fandom

[@Kevamazing822]

This video really hit me. I too struggled with depression when I was young and even deal with it now. But with my current situation, I don't get many times to discuss it. My wife doesn't have the emotional range, and well, I just don't have a chance to speak with my friends who do. I deal with constant attacks of depression, but I know that my family I always there. As well as this fandom. Thanks doc.

[@IanWisher]

I completely understand how this feels. And even today, even after I've escaped a similar situation she has, I still experience this deep and hollow pit welding in my chest. Part of what made me get a better handle over it, though, was focusing on helping myself rather than caring so much about others needs. I've come to realize that it isn't selfish to take time for yourself and praise yourself for the little things you do. I wish you the best of luck, Miss Keyframe, and I hope you still know that you are wonderful no matter how much you may think otherwise.

[@UltimateCybress]

I loved this because it voices how I feel. I've suffered from depression for a very long time, and I didn't know how to handle it. This fandom has helped me, and the friends I've made from it have let me know that I'm not alone. I don't have to fight alone.

[@RandomPopcultureNewsFreak]

wow this was definitely one of the most serious episodes of AMWDR wolf I've seen so far.And this was before she came out to the public saying that she had many issues with depression, domestic violence abuse and neglect =(.Shit man I felt real bad for Key frame back in late may early June of this past year when I found out that horrible situation she was going through in her personal life and being that brave after so many years of putting up with that level of evil messed up abuse and depression she faced.Shes definitely s real true survivor for enduring so many obstacles she's faced growing up.Abd for that I have nothing else but the upmost respect,loyalty and happiness for her now that's she's doing much better living out her dream in California With Dawillstinator going out to an art institute college to possibly become a famous professional animator for popular cartoon series I know she will make in the future=)

[@jeremiahbok9028]

Awwwww (infinity of W's here.) Thank you for giving us this insight into your powerful experience, Key. Good for you. Chocolate kudos to the artist. Only complaint is Dr. Wofl's whiskers look like gills. Also, overdid the crying. People with depression don't necessarily openly cry all the time.The different angles, the use of the contrast between tall and lanky Key and little Dr. Wolf. The coloring, all the different movements and poses, all good. Good work! I'm not clinically depressed, but we all feel alone sometimes so it's good to be reminded to seek people out. It's also nice to be reminded what a great community I blessed to belong to.

[@SatoshiSosuke]

oh boy, depression, a struggle I still have to this day. What can I say that hasn't been said already? It loves to eat away at you and, it's hard to stop it at times. This video really hit it home and made me start thinking about what I could do to stop it because I know I'm just letting it eat away at me right now. Hopefully I can get into a better situation someday. I will say this, this fandom is indeed great, while the show itself has helped to make me smile and laugh. I really hope to come out of my comfort zone so I can really get to know some of the great people here.

[@alexvoicer689]

Was thinking about this video yesterday and today I gave it a watch since it's been forever since I've watched it. I've never had depression in my life I've always been a happy positive person, but sadly over time I began to have a feeling that I had depression but put it to the side not thinking of it but then the feeling began to grow. I was too scared to say anything any time I went to see my doctor when I do my check-ups, until one day I finally got the guts and send a message to my doctor asking if I could take a depression test. When the day came for my check-up my mother was with me she always comes with me to help me understand when I can't understand questions until finally, my doctor told me I was diagnosed with "MIld Depression" on June 21st, 2019 guess my feeling was right that I had it. It was a shock to my parents, my boyfriend, and my friends when I told them, they all told me if I ever need to talk about anything I can go to them. My doctor set me up to see a therapist to help me through mild depression, thankfully I don't have suicidal thoughts or do harm to myself (the only harm I do to myself that no one can see is mentally punishing myself harshly the only people that know is my boyfriend and a very close friend). Who would of thought that depression could feel so dark and scary tearing you up inside from what you use to be before you became like this, getting eaten up with darkness it breaks my heart when people go through this every day of there lives it makes me want to hug them forever to at lease help make them feel better even if it's not much. I'm so thankful that I have people that know of my mild depression care about me keeping me going helping me get better, I hope sharing this small info about myself will help someone in need. As Dr.Wolf and Keyframe said in the video seek help. Remember everyone, someone out there and someone you know really cares about you. You matter 100%!!

[@luringash5994]

This video is literally what I felt as a kid. This show helped me through my depression, and helped me get through the day, when I got bullied every single day. Until I got to high school. I'm still part of the fandom.

[@dca24100]

The show may end but true friendships last a lifetime. Thanks for the video.

[@mathewkennedy7889]

this. is. what I've been trying to explain for Soooo long. it made made me cry. I completely understand all of this. this video deserves to be unleashed to the WORLD! please. do what ever you can to do that. I will help in anyway possible.

[@Kaiyakaylah]

What Doctor wolf and Keyframe is saying is very true and I can most certainly support that. My spirit was lifted too by watching the show, watching fan videos such as Dr. Wolf, and Silver Quil (Both totally a favorite of mine), inspired me to do more for others, and that is what transformed many of us. And it makes me soo happy to know more and more people are feeling the same way. What I would like to say is.... even when you are trying to help and do more for others, don't get discouraged when some people don't do anything or do something very unforgivable, keep trying, the kindness will come back to you. And like doctor wolf says, its going to hurt... a lot. But I think we all can agree Dr.Wolfs channel and the MLP community, is a very safe place we can go to, we can learn from our depression to become stronger. With many thanks Doctor Wolf!

[@warrirornunluv801]

I know someone close suffering from depression for a long time...and I had no idea. I try to understand her and emphasize with her, even if it's not much. Keyframe...I'm happy that you are able to find some peace in this fandom.