An Honest Life Update

[@Homie.dj.screw.]

Bro i just wanna fucking hug this guy

[@Si11y.Starzz.3]

Same :)

[@fxilure]

Same

[@Dellontra]

Agreed

[@Aubrey-jw2el]

Same

[@Grace_82897]

Real😢

[@Mack14916]

I love creators that don’t think expressing their feelings is cringe or weird.

[@Imagocorporation]

You don't say

[@ForesakenWanderer]

He didn’t but now he kind of does because people are telling him it is and he’s starting to believe it.

[@IceIce-ee5td]

True bro

[@YaelokreFan123]

Vujjtvjytfdyjtfyjvtd​@@ForesakenWandererjfkybukyfbvvfcb

[@tiffanyroseangeles34]

Don’t think so. Think he’s truly sick of feeling sick maybe your not feeling it 😑

[@IssacRose-sv7ef]

i saw the title and my heart dropped. johnnie is really hope you’re okay, on behalf of us all i can say we’re all here to support you no matter what ❤

[@Kat-yi8sc]

Same

[@DakoGod1234]

Same

[@Zoe-r7n]

Sa E

[@ladyhero721]

Same I kinda started to freak out a little bit

[@Grwm10-wo4qj]

We love you jonnei

[@x.Masked.Kitsune.x]

“We love you Johnnie Guilbert” we all say in unison

[@Strawberry-sj3gz]

We love you Johnnie Guilbert

[@rlmarissacooper]

WE LOVE YOU JOHNNIE GUILBERT

[@THESTURNIOLOS_12]

WE LOVE YOU JOHNNIE GUILBERT

[@Lisandra-w9g]

WE LOVE YOU JOHNNIE GUILBERT‼️‼️

[@Fluttersshhyyy]

we love you johnnie guillbert!!!

[@hoshicloverfield]

I am someone with depression and OCD and please do not apologize for not uploading. It really is a struggle and I don't blame you for that.

[@skylergray749]

I agree with you

[@ForesakenWanderer]

I also have OCD and possibly depression glad to know someone does too

[@Gatozparty]

Aye fellow depression and ocd peep! I hope u guys are doing ok and well in life, and online hugs for whatever struggles your going through I wish you all the best in life because shit ocd and depression is so hard 🫂❤️

[@justanormalgirlll]

I got OCD and it messes up my daily life it sucks

[@VioIetRamirez]

@@Gatozpartyayo fellow depression buddy! HI how are u? 😂

[@Mysocksarewet-hb3hj]

I like how Jonnie is being himself and not like most people who make content. As Kurt Cobain once said “I would rather be hated for who I am than be loved for who I’m not.”

[@KasterStar]

That’s one of my favorite quotes

[@charlottecannon982]

Exactly ❤

[@nursebendysnumber1fan]

my dad reposted that quote on facebook

[@el.isacutie]

wrd🫶

[@VioIetRamirez]

I remember that quote! 💚

[@vamperax]

i personally love how open johnnie is about his emotions, it clearly helps me and other fans who can relate and feel more comfortable

[@cheyenne8038]

I agree I've struggled with my mental health and hear someone who I look up to talking about it really helps me feel closer to them and get a better understanding of them

[@emharty8]

i love that bro prioritizes being real with his audience

[@fieldonfire]

this is one of the most annoying comments i have ever read. are you fucking real? how much time do you spend off of the internet? jesus christ

[@Imo.siblings]

Some moments ur johnnie , some moments ur timmy . But every moment u are still a person . People need to understand that. We are human and so is Johnnie.

[@bluemethbunny]

Timmy?

[@Imo.siblings]

@@bluemethbunny you dont know who timmy is?😭

[@twtabuttonshirt]

@@Imo.siblings I don’t either lol, kinda new to the community, could you explain?

[@Imo.siblings]

@@twtabuttonshirt so johnnie has a twin brother and his name is timmy , he is this silly little person who is hella funny . You should look him up:)

[@KittyKat-di6us]

@@twtabuttonshirtit’s a character he plays

[@ellasw0rld737]

I'm a 41 year old mother with depression and I undoubtedly passed it on to my children. My daughter is going through the teenager years and she is having problems coping. These videos are amazing and let her know she's not alone. Not everyone can be real on here. I appreciate that you're open and not just partying and talking about sex. KZbin needs you! We need you! Thank you

[@lndjca]

you sound like an amazing mother c: i hope everything is good for you and your family!! ❤

[@purupurupururinXD]

THIS IS SO SWEET OMG 😭 bless your heart

[@purupurupururinXD]

@@Total.drama.heather.4L that could be her kid’s account, you never know 🤷‍♀️

[@juleslpn4345]

I so agree. Mother of teenagers also.

[@DizzyD1693]

𝙷𝚞𝚐𝚜🦇🖤❤️🖤🦇

[@jakeandjohnnie9]

We all hope you’re okay Johnnie

[@Deni15666]

500 likes and no comments? let me fix that

[@jakeandjohnnie9]

@@Deni15666 aw

[@qourox]

Did you even watch the video? He literally said he is not okay, but he's trying to be, so at least take into mind what you say before commenting.

[@eternalyujis]

@@qourox you do realize they're saying this bc they care and to be considerate.

[@hoshicloverfield]

I understand what you're trying to say but jeez they are just trying to be empathetic. ​@@qourox

[@no_life_14]

I love the people who don't think showing their emotions makes them weak he deserves so much tbh bro

[@terihunter98]

I'm a 67 year old woman. I've been watching your videos for a while now For some reason I relate to you. I'm sending you positivity. Take care kid. Many people care.

[@THEgothicqueen1882]

I'm so glad I'm not the only "getting up there in age" fan here! I'm almost 50. My daughter showed me this channel a couple of years ago, knowing that I share his alternative aesthetic and have struggled with my mental demons. I immediately found him relatable and funny, with a sadness that felt so familiar. I was an instant fan, and the mom in me wanted to give him a big hug and cheer him on. In so many ways, I've been there and made it through, yet I still have days when I struggle. It's part of being human.

[@Peoplecanhaveopinions]

Hey I know this is random but I'm 18 and I'm wondering if you could give me some life advice? Just some wisdom if that's okay. ❤️

[@ninolover6286]

I too am up there in age (almost 60) and have been watching him for a few years now. I wish him the best in life.

[@THEgothicqueen1882]

@Peoplecanhaveopinions Personally, I think the best advice that I can pass along is to truly enjoy the little things. After you hit 21 or so, life seems to start speeding up. Don't be in a hurry to find your perfect partner or have a family. If you are in college and have a dream or passion, don't let people lead you astray. Have as much fun and adventure as you can, but learn to prepare for the future, especially with finances. It's OK to have a credit card, but don't make purchases you can afford to immediately pay off (except for maybe an emergency). You will inevitably end up in debt for the next 20 years if you let credit cards take over. We don't truly know who we are or fully grasp our roles in life until we are around 30ish. You WILL make mistakes, but it is important to learn from them, as they will teach you more than you think as you get older/wiser. A wise woman once told me to keep a journal and write in it daily. Write down the mundane things of your day, feelings, dreams (both actual sleeping dreams and one's you aspire to achieve). Write down things you like and don't like in a relationship (these things may change over the years) but also take note of things you would call a deal breaker. Write down your perception of your own worth (which also may change over the years) but always have that reference to look back on when you find yourself torn or confused. You will learn that your own perception of your worth is directly related to the way you allow others to treat you, as well as the way you treat others. Write down your traumas/traumatic memories because our brains are wired to protect us from remembering 100% of the details we experience in traumatic situations. Just because you may not remember everything, doesn't mean it isn't all there, being suppressed inside your subconsciousness. This can lead to a lot of pain in life... So write it down the best you can and don't hesitate to seek help and speak up, when the time comes. I've not only been there, myself, but I've lost a lot of loved ones who chose to avoid speaking up and getting help. Another thing I learned the hard way is that you do not have the ability to truly love someone or give them your full, authentic self if you can't accept and truly love yourself. Embrace your quirks that some people call "weird". I personally think that being called weird is a compliment. Learn to stand your ground in your beliefs and opinions, but be open-minded enough to show respect towards those who think differently. And never, I mean never, be too proud to ask for help. I know this was a lot of information, and some of it sounds cliche, but it is what I wish someone had told me when I was 18. And if you'd like me to elaborate on anything I said, please let me know. I wish you the best of luck and lots of happiness on life's journey.

[@THEgothicqueen1882]

@Peoplecanhaveopinions I replied with a pretty long and vulnerable post full of advice, but it seems to have disappeared... at least on my end. Hopefully, it was glitch and you are able to see it.

[@KezziLynn]

"if you find this annoying, im sorry" Never be sorry for expressing how you've been feeling about something like your mental health, its such an important thing to talk about & it takes a lot of courage to. I personally am very proud of you for making this video , it can't of been an easy thing to do.

[@aurora-l2g]

I love people like you

[@SuitedSkaterLion]

When i record, i feel sorry often and wonder what peoples see me as, and honestly i feel like i'm clowing around and that's what peoples like, so if i become emotional i feel like peoples won't understand it and such, so i think he felt this way too.

[@BristolKatzenberger]

We need more people like you in this world.🥰❤️💕

[@Alamortt]

"Just cause it's not for you, it might be for somebody else." THAT EXACTLY!!!

[@alhanamcbride9387]

It sucks that people criticize you for being upfront with your emotions. If you see this, your bravery and honesty is awesome.

[@Chocopriski]

A lot of people keep forgetting that Johnnie is more than just a silly guy and a pretty face. It's unnerving that people hold him to UNIMAGINABLE standards or straight up forget he's a grown ass man and that he's not just a bunch of pixels. They either treat him like a literal child, a character or an object. I really hope people realize he's his own person with emotions, struggles and a life. I've been watching his stuff for years and it's always been like this: people just treating him like a pretty face. But it's gotten way worse lately. Hope you recover soon from whatever you're sick of (lol) and that you get out of this hole, Johnnie. Take all the time you need, don't feel pressured to post anything just to make content. Take your time and recover. It gets better 🖤

[@radioact1ve_ly]

THIS.

[@xX_fruityfreak_Xx]

THIS 🗣🗣🗣

[@Z0mbiegirlzz]

REAL‼️

[@Pukebrainzzz]

YES

[@MOLDYWALLZ]

i get it and all but he is pretty faced dont lie but yeah hell yeah he is a grown ass man WITH boundaries so respect them

[@LuvMaxxDed]

You're kicking ass. People will dislike nearly every quality a person could have, but your honesty is something so many others wish they could have. I'm glad you let this stuff out, it's good to clear it out of your mind. No matter if someone is well known or not, the right people will stick around. We've got this ❤

[@Gettstuffed]

Fucking preach

[@Sam_colbyislifeee]

…great job Johnnie we love and support you hope, you are ok!❤

[@Dellontra]

This is so true, Johnnie is one of the greatest people I've seen on the internet, and many many people love all of his funny moments and care for him and love him when he's an honest person

[@GregoryBoissy]

Amen bro Amen.

[@hakkaidontlikeu]

“it might be helpful for them to know they’re not alone” actually sobbing because that’s exactly how i feel, johnnie is the realest and i think many agree thats why we love him

[@OFFICAL_FLOPTOKER]

Johnnie. as a 12 year old tryna do the same thing as you, this helped. ive also gone through alot. Its not gonna be easy, but youll get through it. I dont laugh usually but watching your videos make me wheeze. You have inspired me so much. You have 2.49M people who care about you. I care about you. Im glad you opened up like this. i hope it helped you as much as it helped me. We love you johnny!!!

[@Misty_eyed45]

going from being a relatively small creator to wildly popular in such a short amount of time must be so overwhelming i cant even imagine

[@catlmfaoo]

he wasn't really a small creator at all, he still had over a million subscribers but he wasn't very mainstream (mainly known among scene and emo kids) but yeah I can't imagine the stress

[@fpgam3r765]

bascially he was big during 2015 to 17ish and after that stuff slowed down until recently shit blew back up even bigger

[@smokeestar]

@@fpgam3r765 i used to watch him back in that era its crazy

[@xxkissingrazors]

fr

[@Ieatmanydrywalls]

Did you just say…small…creator…? You just underminded likes ten years of his KZbin channel. He was still big even though you didn’t know about him.

[@KiHunting]

I’m so glad Johnnie feels safe enough to tell us how he’s feeling, stay blessed.

[@moregravity033]

This 💙

[@Val-qf1yi]

We love you Johnnie, please take breaks if you're too overwhelmed or sick and if your "fans" make fun of you they aren't really your fans. You still have a bunch of people that are actually your fans, you have people that still enjoy your content.

[@Anoano1234]

dear Jake give this man a hug!

[@lilly-x5z]

He did it🎉🎉

[@billgrady2402]

Please don't remove this video, this is great reminder to others that content creators have feelings. I really hope less people will try to criticize you. Johnnie has helped me so much to entertain me and also just be a comfort for when I feel down. As a teen, I'm really starting to go through it. Becoming insecure, feeling like you're not good enough, hating things about yourself, etc. Just having people like Johnnie on this platform makes me feel so greatful and I hope he understands how amazing he is and that he doesn't have to try and hold himself up to that standard. People just need to stop expecting every content creator to be exactly what they seem like on screen and to understand that just because people upload themselves on the internet, it doesn't mean that they intend on being criticized by others, especially ones who claim to dare to call themselves fans. Seriously, thank you for what you do Johnnie and please remember that you still have fans who will always support you.

[@GhostKillerEntertainment]

As someone once told me, _”it’s okay, to be not okay.”_ I’m in the same position where I’m thankful of what I’ve been able to do with the last decade, but struggling with the battle of my mental health. Always here if you need a friend just to listen as well.

[@mariahconklin4150]

Me to you aren’t alone I had to get on meds unfortunately

[@t.ellevision]

I heard that the first time when I was admitted to the mental health hospital. I had tried to end my existence due to some terrible things done to me by my ex. Those 6 small words were powerful. I remember crying for the first time in years, I felt something other than hopeless and numb for the first time. I yelled,I sobbed I cussed and I let it all go. I realized that no I wasn't okay but I was going to be. My ex is now in federal prison for 25 years until he is up for parole. Everyone I've talked to thinks if he makes it that long parole will be denied. I can't say the things he did on youtube, but his sentence should give a bit of an insight to how serious it was.

[@t.ellevision]

​@mariahconklin4150 That's okay! No shame in that at all I pray that you feel better and better every day ❤

[@noelshriver7261]

That is one of my favorite sayings as well..I do believe that mental awareness is something everyone should be more educated in. I think once we know our triggers and what helps is love and support. Nobody should be bashing anyone with depression because it's very real. Hope everyone is getting through and just do your best.

[@aangel1203]

Buddy deserves a nice hug 🫂

[@enzele_bitz]

dawg you’re my favorite youtuber, ik how it feels like feel like absolute shit cuz i’m going through it right now, but watching your videos makes my days much much much better, don’t listen to the people who criticize what you do because they’re just pissed off and angry. you’re amazing for speaking out. your content is NOT boring. you’re amazing my man

[@wewohaha]

We all adore you Johnnie, people are just too fucking rude. We are so proud of you for managing to push through whatever life chucks at you. We all hope you feel so much better soon! 🖤

[@amotzbarakben-israel2691]

is that tom kaulitz on it pfp?? If it is and ur a tokio hotel fan HAIII

[@wewohaha]

@@amotzbarakben-israel2691 Yes!!!!

[@Bae_kaulitz]

Fr (I Found another th Fan)

[@X.Kal0geras]

HEY TOKIO HOTEL FANNN

[@Bae_kaulitz]

@@X.Kal0geras HI

[@xxnishy]

i relate so much with the “wanting to be liked by everyone” part, i recently realized that it’s one of those unrealistic goals i set on myself and it’s also the thing that keeps me away from being who i really am and just enjoying my life the way i want to, it’s always a relief knowing that you’re not alone

[@peytonandretta2638]

WE LOVE YOU JOHNNIE

[@we_nkoxk_7379]

I love this side of Johnnie 🖤

[@phoebemaier9209]

Me too

[@Haileyesbin]

Me too

[@elzo_stemp]

we need more people like johnnie - people aren't honest like this anymore

[@Koffin_Nails]

Johnnie making these vulnerable-sad-feeling videos has probably saved my life.

[@Scks2bm]

Real asf

[@Madisonwooten19]

I love how he isn’t afraid to share how he is feeling it really makes me feel like i’m not so alone whenever i deal with my depression

[@wildlifexplore]

bro he kinda was quite clearly afraid to talk abt it 💀

[@لاأحدسأللهذاالسببقلتها]

Did you even listen lol

[@Uh-of7nm]

as a teen who struggles and feels like shit I hope u get better and I promise many fans are always there for u

[@ILOVE_TICCITOBY]

Johhnie,in reality-youre not just a content creator..yourr a human. Humans need breaks,youve been spread so so so thin,you deserve a break. You have been doing amazing,and still are. I wish the best for you,be you. You dont have to live up to ANY expectations. No matter how you act or what you do you will still be you. You deserve so much better. Thank you for everything. You deserve the world. Much love🫂

[@mirrxr.ghxst.]

johnnie, as someone diagnosed with depression, first off please don't apologize for not being able to post because you've been feeling this way, and second, we are all very proud and so supportive of you and expressing yourself shouldn't be judged. i am so sorry you have been going through this but i know that you are very strong and you can get through this, were all here and very proud of you. also, thank you for being open i know how hard it can be. ❤

[@TruCamp-f3r]

Don't let people ruin your day just because they feel bad on the inside

[@dinonuggets4life389]

frr

[@yunus1947]

Holy shit man you deserve a hug and love. I have had probably the worst most debilitating depression i have dealt with in the past year. It caused me to lose my job of a year, fail my uni course of 4 years and worst it made me beleive evryone around me hated me, i stay in most days and have lost my ability to connect and socialise, which as someone who had no friends for their entire childhood and only had some real friends in the last few years it has really caused me to spiral even further. Improvements have been made, hopefully will continue to be made.

[@memotvision9124]

These "life updates" or "I feel like giving up" videos seriously make me feel like I'm not alone, all my life I've felt like I'm different to everyone and I'm weird, and gross, and then I found this channel, you make me feel so safe and human and i hope you understand that you mean so much to this world and your definitely enough to us. 🖤🖤🖤

[@everett.is.cringey]

We all are human, we all feel sad, anxious, happy. It happens. KZbinrs are human too

[@faithhj]

Agreed

[@frownstoyou]

@@everett.is.cringeyand everyone hates for no exact reason, this world is just bad.

[@Juliexcc]

It’s disappointing how SOME people treat KZbinrs and forget they are also a HUMAN with FEELINGS just like them, and it’s crazy how people Attack Johnnie for Talking/venting about his emotions instead of supporting him… Message to Johnnie- we love you man, we love you for what you do and how you act, people can be D*cks about certain things, but that’s how people are now and it’s honestly Stupid how people are towards these things… i hope you get better Johnnie, I love you so DUCKING MUCH..

[@kaieliteasf3761]

exactly!!

[@alexandros547]

Hope you feel better soon Johnnie we are all here for you

[@anarchylolo420]

Also, thank you for sharing. I was deemed mentally disabled by the government at the age of 23, I’m 29 now. Just to name a few, I have severe depression disorder, chronic anxiety, bipolar mania and CPTSD & what drew me to your content was this, you being so vulnerable about your mental health issues and spreading awareness and just making me feel like I’m not alone bc the way I grew up, mental disorders weren’t a thing, you “pushed through” so thank you for making me feel like it’s okay to have all these mental disorders and making me not feel judged when that’s all I felt half my life. I wish more content creators talked about things like this. Keep doing you, sending good vibes your way man!🤍✨

[@BerrySD]

Johnnie, I’d highly recommend, if you’re able to, hire an assistant to manage your social media when you need to take mental health breaks. This way, you do not feel guilty for lack of content and you can focus on improving your overall health when necessary. You can be transparent and let people know it’s pre-recorded content or it’s your assistant who will be reaching out to others for the time being. You don’t have to bare the burden of social media bs so often.. it truly takes a toll on the psyche.. so..just a thought!

[@XxCastlegirl_07xX]

Physical health and mental health can piggyback off each other, and getting sick around the same time depression is bad can really make both worse. Sucks that you had to deal with all that at the same time, man. Hang in there, we’re all rooting for you 🖤

[@emozyns]

this is such an important video, i'm glad you're being open and transparent about this stuff. don't listen to the idiots that say having emotions is wrong. we love and appreciate you so much

[@Emma_underArock]

i feel like id have a better break through talking to you rather than any therapist ive ever went to. I haven't been watching you for long but in the time I have been I've fallen in love with you as a person and you're youtube. I love you johnny, never stop being you and love yourself at least half as much as we love you because there is so much love for you, don't forget that

[@KasterStar]

My home address used to be Depression. Now I live at Anxiety and only vacation in Depression. It’s not easy to live with, but as you grow, you’ll find ways of coping. I’m proud of you, Johnnie, for finding the positives in your life. Especially when you’re feeling like you’re stuck in the negatives. The best thing I learned in therapy was to make a running list (on paper, on your phone, or even just in your head) of all of the little things that happen each day that make you smile or that you’re grateful or thankful for. No repeats Not big things like “I have a roof over my head” or “I have a job that pays me enough to survive” Little things that happen during the day like: -I wrote a song that I really like. -I ate my favorite food today -someone told me a joke that made me laugh -I woke up in a good mood and it lasted for 5 whole minutes -my hair felt really soft today Looking for these little things will retrain your brain to actively seek the good things in life instead of dwelling on the bad things. It won’t happen overnight, and could take months of work before you start to notice a change. It WILL happen, but you have to keep doing it. 5 good things each day. Just five. You can do it. You can escape the deep pit of sadness. It’s not easy, but it is possible. 🖤🖤🖤 Now if anyone has tips for stopping anxiety, let me know! I’m still struggling with that one 😅

[@livmustdie]

I like that idea. I’ve actually started doing something with my friend where we, everyday (at least most days) share one good thing about our day, no matter what type of day we had. It’s helped all of us, especially me, learn how to think more positively and stop getting stuck on the sucky things. We’ve been friends since elementary school, (we’re in high school now) and they’re literally the best group of friends I could have ever imagined

[@tiffanyroseangeles34]

@@livmustdiehowever we are all so different what works for one,may flop for another

[@livmustdie]

@@tiffanyroseangeles34 yeah i understand that, it’s just something my friends and I like to do. We’re all very alike people which is why we’ve been close for so long so this is something that has also helped us to connect with each other (also considering one of us lives in a different state now)

[@borderlinepersonalitybarbi573]

Omg if anyone needs a ride I own the hot mess express. You can catch it at Frustration Station. Hope to see you there!

[@Gae409]

I know this might not be accessible for some people, but anti depressant really helped me with my anxiety. But if that isn’t accessible I’d suggest doing calming things or things where you’re completely in the zone, like painting :3 Even if this doesn't help, I hope you find wags to get better 💗

[@BLACKW3DDING]

We love you Johnnie! Hope you get better soon. you have a lot of people who love you and support you no matter what or how you do things. We are all here for you whenever you do videos like this. We all understand what you’re going through and we want you to be able to be happy with yourself and what you do. We don’t mind at all!

[@ilovecarximjay]

love you johhnie🖤🖤 edit: thanks for the likes! i hope your okay johhnie we love you so much please get better love you🖤

[@crowleydesnek666]

One of my favorite drawings about mental health and recovery has a quote saying; “you’ve changed” and the reply being, “you’re supposed to” i feel like in a lot of situations people get an idea of someone and fixate on it, especially online, not realizing that people aren’t two dimensional. To forget that someone who puts out content is a living breathing human with emotions baffles me. I’m sorry you’re going through this Johnnie, at the end of the day, the real ones will always cheer you on and make life worth living. Especially in the moments where it feels the most hopeless. Stay strong, you got this.

[@etcwhatever]

Thats odly conforting for me. I got diagnosed with an auto immune disease, autism and depression in a span of 12 months and im like "who am I". But it definitively gets better. I just related. Hope your okay

[@MlodaKixu]

This channel will always be my comfort place.

[@moregravity033]

Therapy is a life saver. I couldn't have lived this long without it. Good on you for taking care of you FIRST ❤

[@Arctic20]

Yeah therapy is a life saver I feel everyone that has the opportunity to go should. It help me so much especially with my autism

[@tiffanyroseangeles34]

@@Arctic20yessss

[@carolinewalker9340]

As Yungblud Blud says " that's how you know that you've made it, you've made it, when you're hated". You are def loved, but the ppl who have only negative things to say about you 1) don't understand you, 2) are jealous, and 3) just live for trolling ppl. I have struggled with depression, anxiety, ocd, and since Covid, agoraphobia most of my life, and ppl like you, Dom and Ren help me get through each day. If you want to post "sad" content, or silly content, or content of whatever the fuck you want is more than ok. Hope you take as much time as you need to feel better both physically and emotionally, we'll be here waiting when you come back.😘🖤

[@Jeßß-8]

This video also reminds me how real his tattoo is "I'm not perfect" is such a realistic explanation for all of us and i love that he's so fine with expressing that he knows that he's not perfect and how life's been not so great

[@sadrat3996]

YOU’RE TOTALLY VALID, REMEMBER WE LOVE AND APPRECIATE YOU JOHNNIE ❤️

[@lissy_xoxo]

being so open with your emotions helped me and probably a lot of other people a lot. You don't have to change anything, I hope you are okay

[@Hiccupandbubbles]

I legit just starting crying so hard bc ever sense i was little i always blamed myself and now i know im not rly alone and i legit js feel so much better

[@christycummings5732]

Johnnie, I have lived this exact life for 50 years, and I can honestly tell you that you will ALWAYS wear your heart on your sleeve. But, you will learn to numb out the negative shit, and you won't lose yourself in the process. Instead of allowing stupid people to get to you, turn it into a positive. When they watch your videos and leave a comment, welcome it. Jokes on them. You're the one getting the KZbin credit for views. Also, this time, we are the ones letting YOU know that YOU'RE not alone. We love and support your every move. ❤

[@tiffanyroseangeles34]

Nice! I’m an older viewer as well. It hurts to see Johnnie like this. I hope he comes out back with vengeance! I’m rooting for him! I’m bipolar-2 so I’m totally relating to depression. But,been sober as a judge many yrs. I know drink,illicit substances are bad af for depression.Along w or without meds!

[@christycummings5732]

@@tiffanyroseangeles34 I have depression and severe anxiety disorder. Always have, even as a child. But one does pick up a few coping skills as we live on. It's kinda funny to me how I felt as if the world was ending for me and now that I'm in such bad health and the ending is getting closer and closer, I just want to live. 😂 If only I knew then what I know now....

[@Cindy_ofNorway]

"If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all" is a life motto i wished were preached alot more. Im so sorry you have to deal with shit like this Johnnie 💔 every side of yourself that you show us is precious. The funny, the creative or the vulnerable. It's all precious! Anyone who say different need to take a hard look in the mirror, and also get a freaking life.

[@kb5430]

I literally cant process how people dont get Johnnie has feelings too. I saw tons of videos making fun of johnnie for venting,and honestly they're all immature mfs. We love u johnnie,and we are so happy u r able to come forward.💗

[@Ryelyn2011]

Im so sorry johnnie just know that i am here for you and am happy that you are expressing your feelings i do admit that i also feel this way sometimes and feel so sorry for you ❤

[@Tdd558e86rfk]

oh johnnie, we all love you.❤ we fucking do. we are always here for you.

[@angel.wingscc]

JOHNNIE WHAT HAPPENED NOO edit: johnnie I am so sorry for what you are going through. I promise you it will be ok and everyone is supporting you all the way through it. I know it feels like it never ends and that you are just stuck and frozen in time, it sucks and I’m so sorry you are going through this. :( I’m so happy that you are comfortable to open up to us. I understand the feeling of just dwelling in those thoughts and depression even when you want to get better sometimes you just can’t motivate yourself to get up and think about something else. we all love and support you Johnnie! 💕

[@Aubrey_Chm]

It could be a dep episode ☹️

[@angel.wingscc]

@@Aubrey_Chmit is :(

[@SceneKingXD]

I feel so bad for him

[@Aubrey_Chm]

Omg I said this before watching the vid sorry

[@ForesakenWanderer]

He’s been like this most of his life. Man. Wish him the best

[@karsynbroekemeier]

like you said “i’m just human” you’re 100% allowed to feel emotions regardless of what they might be. take your time johnnie, we’ll be here for you and we’ll support you through your ups and downs:) take it day by day, you never know what tomorrow will bring

[@tiannaenas3380]

I’m 27 Every day is a new beginning for me and you. We can only exist in the moment

[@maxpower7258]

I’m sorry you’re going through all of that, it’s okay to vent whenever you need to.

[@roast.potatoes]

i honestly don’t get why people would criticise johnnie for these types of vids, hes literally opening up ab his emotions and they get annoyed 😭 i hope you feel better soon, depression sucks. we love you and are so proud of you ❤️

[@nicemmmm]

frrr!! & those ppl who get annoyed with someone sharing raw emotions are just deeply unaware of their own emotions & mental state. it’s actually scary😭✋

[@itselena6996]

It sucks being the audience on the other side of the screen when all you want to do is give this man a hug, advice, and reassurance. ❤ you’re not alone Johnnie, we hear and see you!

[@KaleaOsuna-ck6ki]

I know this is a couple months old and ppl saying they relate can be seen as rude but we are all here for you❤ I KNOW ur gonna get thru it💟

[@Kedelite]

i don’t have the eloquence of other commenters here, but i do want to say the world is slightly better because you’re a part of it. thank you for being honest; we feel less alone ❤ i can’t speak for everyone, but many of us aren’t here for the content - we’re here for you. take care

[@JessicaSanchez-ji5yc]

Very well said! 🖤

[@Sasha_starYT]

We hope you are okay Johnnie. Edit : We are very thankful that you decide to tell us. What you are going through ❤️

[@maseyemery6661]

(this is corny of me and i wouldn’t normally leave a comment like this on a youtube video, but i felt like speaking my truth). my little sister put me onto you a few months ago and you have over time become one of my comfort youtubers through a screen. i hope you find your way through everything you’re going through. your supporters love and appreciate you. thanks for keeping it real !

[@mms9246]

Johnnie, you are fucking amazing, the fact you are able to talk about this stuff with us is so brave, you are right, we’re only human and emotions are normal, so thank you for sharing with us, as someone who has struggled with mental health you are truly inspiring

[@sparrow8317]

This makes me wanna give him a hug 😭 he’s literally such an amazing person he doesn’t deserve to go through this. For the record Johnnie, you’re good enough, as a person and a creator. I love your content, KZbin and music alike. You’ve got this.

[@tayleeedwards2402]

As someone with Major Depressive Disorder it can feel extremely validating to hear someone you think highly of going through the same problems as you, it helps remind you your not alone. I also have ADHD, so I tend to be high energy and I tend to get loud without really realizing it. I understand looking back at your past actions that felt funny at the moment and just seeing someone who's annoying and unfunny. I'm just glad I'm not the only one 😭 Johnnie we love you and support you

[@Lili-od5ko]

I respect you for opening up, it takes guts to do it

[@Zoe-hl5yr]

Thank you❤. I come to you when I’m upset because hearing you talk is 1 million times better then sitting in my bed overthinking

[@ForesakenWanderer]

The main reason I subscribed to you years ago was because I related with what you said and I loved listening to you talking about your life. You shouldn’t have to keep it inside because some people feel like being mean. Love you Johnnie, stay strong, we love you and always will. ❤

[@borderlinepersonalitybarbi573]

I met you at Warped Tour. My daughter told me we had the same last name even though it's spelled different. Everything you said about mental health, growth,forgiving yourself, beating yourself up...SAME.... just like.. all of it SAME and I bet more than 50% of the people here feel like this at least some time I'm sure. I'm so glad you are responsible and strong enough to know to NOT LET IT WIN. DON'T LET THE MAN KEEP YOU DOWN!!! 😂😂 You're a good man Charlie Brown!

[@the_day_you_try388]

Bro I completely understand. I lost someone really close to me a year ago, and his death completely destroyed me. I spiraled into a deep depression and I regretted not spending enough time with him. I hope you know that no matter what, despite all of the hardships, there will always be an equal outcome of good for the crap you go through. I absolutely love you and your content, and I hope you know that we all support and love you man. Stay strong king! Everything will be okay 🖤

[@potato_watcher]

so sorry for your loss. losing someone is never easy especially someone close, best wishes to you stranger ❤️

[@abby_chabre]

I am very sorry for your loss. I can sense that you are an amazing person, and you don't deserve that.❤ I hope you feel better soon 💕

[@tiaflila7451]

If breaks are what you need, don’t worry about it. We will be here for you all the way 🖤

[@itsjustBonniesworld]

🖤🖤🖤 i’m 52 and i would look back on each decade and i was doing completely different things. my point is you will always change and evolve, enjoy ☺️ each day however you want thanks for the talk 🖤

[@BoiledQu4rters]

We all support you Johnnie, take as much time as you possibly need.

[@Naomi_Guilbert]

It’ll get better Johnnie, we all love you!!

[@Rose-kc6yt]

You’re real for this. I’m struggling with depression myself and this helps me feel less alone. I hope you’re doing okay. Sending you love

[@cheezitt]

Johnnie is the most realistic person about his feelings. I think he knows a majority of us deal with things like this, personally I really relate to it and it’s hard, I hope he knows that even if some people don’t like him that we love him, even though he hopefully probably knows that already 🖤

[@_thekatieshow]

I’m 37 with anxiety and depression also. I’m a mom to an almost five year old boy. I’m not a great mother, and my mental illness has definitely gotten in the way of me being a good one, but my son watches you when I watch you. He’s come to love you and enjoy watching you. I hope that when he’s older, if he struggles, he’s able to talk about it, like you. There’s nothing worse than keeping it all to yourself. Thank you for being a good person for my son to look up to. Even though five year olds may not be your target audience 😂❤

[@mamapage5560]

You're a good mom! You're there, loving your son, loving Johnn. So please don't be so hard on yourself. God blessed you to be a mom! 🙏❤

[@_thekatieshow]

@@mamapage5560❤❤ Thank you .

[@StrudelTheMoon]

As someone who struggles a lot myself with sh and depression, I seriously hope it gets better because you’re my favourite KZbinr. It also helps to know that I am not alone in my situation so Thankyou 🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@JezebelGarcia]

stay strong johnnie, we love you 🫶

[@hannahburgess8013]

Found Jake and Johnnie in October 2023 and I wish I found them sooner! Of course I have went deep diving on both of their channels and I love them SO MUCH! I'm glad Johnnie took time that he needed and I hope he feels better! It's important for him to know that we want him healthy and safe more than we want these videos!! Love You Johnnie!!!! ❤❤

[@aliceinchains94_]

this is really relatable, and i enjoy when you post videos like this because it makes me and others feel like we aren't alone in things everyone goes through

[@TheLizzardBlizzard]

As a teen who has severely struggled with a lot of different mental issues don't apologise you're amazing ik I'm like 3 months late but that's fine you deserve the world wish u well sending all my love ur so inspirational and caring keep it up ❤

[@imogen0909]

we’re here for you johnnie remember you’ll always be loved x and your videos have literally saved me and for most viewers like me your helping a lot of us xx

[@faelovescats]

i can really appreciate when a creator can be vulnerable with their viewers. i really think therapy with be good for you, and i hope you start feeling better johnnie (:

[@behindblueeyez]

I'm obviously way older than u,but I enjoy watching you because you are honest and down to earth. My teens and 20's were my biggest learning and growing years. Honestly some of the hardest years of my life.I made mistakes,lived and learned.🤷 Don't ever change who u are ,it's what draws people to u. I hope u start to feel better soon, depression/anxiety sucks❤️

[@jennyflav5249]

Fuck all the negativity. We all do stupid things at times, and we should be allowed to move on and grow. I personally love watching anything you post. So just know that you are awesome, Johnnie, and your true fans understand. Be well.

[@biasaus]

We love you Johnnie! Hope you get better 🫶🏻

[@jackiesoliz2797]

beautifully articulated and raw. sending so much positive energy your way bud.