An Update On How I'm Doing

[@heathermizell3140]

you're so down to earth, I appreciate people like you

[@OrlyAlexandra]

I am so proud of you, always girl!

[@OrlyAlexandra]

ALSO YES I FEEL YOU SO HARD on missing the old memories not the recent ones. It's so difficult to get used to change when things don't work out the way you had hoped.

Dear M, I'm glad you're feeling better. I wish I saw the situation much more clearly when I was at my lowest, as fast as you did. I guess everyone has a pace with feelings and the fact that you have to get over or forget someone - in order to remember your true self. I fell in love for the first time in my life so hard in my 23 years. He was charming, smart, liked everything I liked, understood art and found sky as fascinating as me. We talked for 2 months, often stayed up late, he held my hand and he told me he felt electricity when our fingerst touched. Then suddenly, we were sitting on the bench in December and he said I was just "too much", "too spontanious", "too open", after I surprised him for his birthday and got him his favourite book. I was depressed and cried for four months, sometimes I would barely last on my work and couldn't wait to come home just to stare into the light with my eyes closed, because fractions of light were the only light I saw then. I thought I would never trust or open to someone again. I'm better now, I'm writing music again, and I'm realising I was never too much. He was too little. Take care of yourself, and don't ever be sad about someone not feeling the way you do for them. They will figure out how special of a person you are one day, and that day you'll be long forgiven, whole, happy, and content. Take care

[@brogantatexo]

Fancy staying in the UK? My old room is empty at my mums, we'd love to welcome you with open arms! 🤗

[@michellemoczulski338]

I have a very similar situation to yours, Monica, but instead of a guy, it was my best friend. And just this morning, I was thinking, I miss the memories not the person because she's a new person now. I know you're famous and may not notice me, but I truly love you and your personality and think we're similar and I would love to be your friend and meet you in real life one day

[@koya5489]

I'm so happy you feel better love you Monica💞💞

[@danni7514]

you are so down to earth and that's why you're one of the best KZbinrs out there 💘

[@sierrah5944]

Thank you for your vlogs. We love you Monica!

[@marlenemadrigal2186]

Yeah....I was so excited to hear that you are good!!!! Put a smile on my face!

[@jillianweitz9303]

I'm glad your feeling better! Keep moving forward and be happy with life

[@marissaleeana]

I always love how real your vlogs are Monica!

[@Millie_dread]

You'll make much better memories with someone who likes you the way you like them. I'm going through a breakup and being heartbroken but he isn't a loss and I'm more wiser having had that person in my life and I can move on.

[@oliviawilkie7332]

You don't miss him, you miss the memories. We've all been there. I applaud you for being so strong about this ❤

[@veliciahiley7652]

So glad you are feeling better. I love that you can be introspective about yourself. You have great self awareness Monica. You are growing as a person & woman. 😊👌🏼

[@ashlincolee]

i'm so glad you're feeling yourself again!

[@livingunjaded]

Who else is stoked to see where Monica goes?! Can't wait to see your traveling adventures!!

[@shelbyhohmann9866]

You inspire me because I'm struggling with getting over this guy and it's been a rough couple of months. I can't wait til I can say I don't care and really mean it, this definitely gives me a lot of hope

[@Ggggc14]

Monica, thank you for sharing your life, your thoughts, and your amazing videos! They are some of my favorite! You always lift my spirits and make the most amazing videos. So thank you for being you.☺️✨🌸

[@Abbyel]

I'm so glad you are feeling better, just like you said in another vlog feelings are temporary. Also, I've kind of been creeping on your Spotify and I'm now obsessed with Hippo Campus. So thank you!

[@bethanysmith6668]

i'm so happy you're moving to seattle after december!!!

[@TripHacksDC]

Hi Monica - if you decide to make a stop here in the other Washington on your trip I'd be happy to give you a custom Trip Hacks DC tour of the city. Safe travels!

[@TheBeingReal]

Glad to see you are feeling better. You're a good person and learned a lot I'm sure.

[@SwaGout98]

Forever loving how chill Monica's vlogs are.

[@shanaalove]

It's so good to see you so much better! You're so inspiring to so many girls going through the same thing! Good for you:)

[@Kirbykfed89]

It's good to see that you're doing well! Can't wait to see what your future holds!

[@fr0sty]

I really like your cinematography/editing. Light, happy, carefree vibes. Great and enjoyable content at the end of the day when you need to destress!

[@carleemckeecreative]

I appreciate your vlogs so much. Your artistry, the concepts, your genuine personality, it's all very inspiring. Thank you for letting us into your life!

[@ariannajiang]

Your vlogs have like a calm, free vibe!!! I love that!!

[@ChanellHeeter]

Ugh. Hugs to you, Monica. You're my favorite and I will always wonder why we aren't friends in real life!!

[@TheGofer7]

Your quality is just breathtaking ilysm

[@courtneyashton997]

your videos inspired me to take control of my situation, pretty much the same as yours, I unfollowed him on social media and stopped contact with him and I legit feel 10000000 times lighter, going through this and watching your vlogs helped too much thank you for this xoxox

[@Kateski314]

Going through a very similar thing right now. Glad to hear someone else feels the same way and that it gets better! Proud of you :)

[@kaitlynhunt6563]

Yay! I'm so happy you're feeling better!! Ily

[@abbelucia]

I never thought I'd be so amazed by a suitcase

[@Stormaggedonx]

I feel you Monica !!!!! Happy to see you're feeling better :)

[@ramonefisher2792]

She is a complete success

[@leilamalkani7718]

We're all proud of our girl your amazing we knew you'd get through it x

[@tees7190]

you're so strong! i am in the same situation and i still havent been able to cut him off :( hopefully someday i will be able too, we're moving to different cities so i hope that will really help me get over it! im so glad you talked about this

[@oopsievickie]

Hi Monica, what size is the Away luggage you have on this video? There's a few on the website and I'm interested in one so I'd like to compare.

[@vintagejunktofunk4616]

girl you don't need anybody!! Well, it's nice to have somebody but you will know when the right guy comes in your life! 💜💜

[@Vickelicious]

This 👏🏼 is 👏🏼 so 👏🏼 relatable👏🏼 Very proud and happy for you, babe!

[@VeggiesbyEos]

That's awesome it only took you a week to get better. It's been two months for me and I'm still trying

[@mikka3042]

I'm glad you're feeling better Monica. I can definitely relate to how you're feeling and overcoming something like this! Please come to AUSTRALIA! :) xx

[@anweshabarua9441]

If I can i would love to promote your vlog channel for the rest of my life. It is earthy, realistic and so Millennial Life Crisis :P

[@MegRad101]

I am actually VERY intrigued by that suitcase lol. Thanks for the kickass review/ad!

[@Juliezeneth]

so glad you're doing so good now 😊💗

[@TarynnH]

Come to NOLA, tons of fun, tons of stuff to do. But seriously, I went to Belize as my first international solo trip, and I highly recommend it. The locals are super friendly and there's nothing better than laying in a hammock on the beach all day.

[@maditawillmann6267]

You could come to Germany ;) im gonna have a free room in my apartment, because my roommate is moving to America again. I work with 30 people in an art studio and cafe here. Random! But why not?!? 😅

[@heartygirl02]

You're so awesome!!!! Such an inspiration

[@Clara-ke6sc]

okay that suitcase is AWESOME for a carry on it had soooo much stuff on it!

[@SophiaScarlet]

Glad you're doing fine 💗💗💗

[@sara-bz3uv]

Hey glad your better now 💕

[@12345676145]

Glad to hear your better

[@Lillhulken]

Good to hear you moved on! Take care gorgeous and keép being yourself! Hugs / Patrik

[@allisongeneau]

So glad your feeling better🖤🖤

[@SoniaDoubleG]

Good to see you smiling and happy again!

[@CarlyAlbert]

i'm so glad!!! yes monica

[@GoldenSnowFairy]

I LOVE THESE HONEST VIDEOS!! They're kind of like diary entries :)

[@TheMichaelaAnne1]

its honestly scary how relatable this is

[@abbelucia]

wow also I'm new here and why do I feel like we're the same person

[@marianazavaletavillegas]

Come to Peru! There are a lot of cool places you can go and could be a nice change or fresh air.

[@sidneyquesnelle]

Have you thought about moving to Vancouver? It might suit your needs!

[@beyondtheradio]

LOL Americans can't just move to Canada dude.

[@astrocutie37]

Beyond the Radio lol dude yes they can...

[@ashleyelll]

i think you have to get a work visa and it's not super easy

[@sidneyquesnelle]

half of my friend group moved to bc from washington, which is why i brought it up.

[@sidneyquesnelle]

canada has "temporary resident visa's" which are super simple to get! I was only suggesting it because it doesnt seem like she wants to stay in one spot for too long.

[@conniejohnson3856]

If you lose someone, but find yourself, you won! Just read that and thought of you!

[@iAmandaBailey]

love you Monica! hope to meet you one day💗💗💗

[@DorkaKardos]

OMG that is the coolest carry-on suitcase I've ever seen! Also, good luck wherever you go :))

[@CaptianCackerJack]

The charging ports are actually 2.0 and 3.0. the blue is 3.0 .. But a great feature, I will absolutely get a suitcase like one of these for traveling.

[@graciehornung3129]

GO TO BERLIN. ITS AMAZING AND AWESOME AND I LOVE IT AND I KNOW YOU WILL TOO.. THERES SO MUCH AMAZING CULTURE AND PERSPECTIVE AND ITS SO BEAUTIFUL AND ITS OFF SEASON GOGOGOGOGO

[@rowanmlot5230]

How does this account not have more subscribers I love the editing that you use it looks so good

[@LaceyJane97]

I was gonna skip the suitcase part but it's actually pretty cool! If I traveled a lot I would totally get it

[@si.namaria]

I'm so in love with your videos..can't stop to watch your vlogs.

[@heyitsjemma2481]

You could go to new Zealand. The southisland especially there is nice

[@KevinPhan16]

I seriously love your vlogs!

[@marinajade8745]

I freakin love you and your videos...you're too underrated and undersubscribed!

[@evahappy2980]

Love you Monica :)

[@michellepretzer]

I'm pretty certain that the zipper area where you put your shoes is just intended for TSA access under the lining if they have to search your bag. That way they don't have to cut the lining. Not to actually store items.

[@carolyngonzales6972]

love you! oh my gosh you should go to New Mexico like Santa Fe or Portland idk I'm trying to vicariously live through you! lol thanks for vlogging!

[@BirgitChannel]

I think it's kinda funny how you tried to sell the carry on, and then came to the conclusion that it fits the same amount like your old one. And also I'm sure the compression thing is good, but my carry on just has like the same part inbetween and if I just press my clothes and zip it down, it's the same. Oh and the locks aren't really innovating hahaha. But hey, I'm glad you're doing fine and off to a new adventure! I love your content so keep making more!

[@imanidiot7181]

I hope your okay ❤

[@devreemarie]

I've been going back and forth trying to decide whether or not to move to Seattle. Any advice? I'm 20 and would be moving alone more than likely. Thanks in advance, I enjoy your content so much!

[@us5freaak]

I just watched an ad

[@chloecohn2335]

Haven't even watched yet but the first song is by the faces! It's in Rushmore!

[@lauzzlauzz6436]

You should explore New Zealand it is so beautiful you would love it and not to mention it's different to where all the other KZbinrs go so it would be awesome for people to see a country that's not shown much 😊

[@vanessaaraiza2256]

Amen sister!!!! love it

[@novondoiel]

Lots to see and do in Australia for a few months!

[@GroofyMoofy]

Hey there I think you could go for a travel where you see every state capital. Of course that will take time but that way you see something new and don't have to travel around the whole globe. Or you just visit some more of Europe.

[@ellamallory8170]

Come to the Northeast and visit Maine!! Would love to show you around!!

[@NaMeFoQFz]

Come to Brazil! Actually.... wait, don't come. The situation here is messy, I'd hold off on the visit. Go to Morocco, amazing country

[@mystichippiee]

Monica Church, come to Denver, Colorado. I don't think you'd ever regret it 😺♥️ I could give you a tour !

[@agneshina]

Come to Atlanta!

[@riririri8535]

I was in the same situation miss the memories but don't miss him.....and did not care afterwards, cause other people come in your life

[@lanid6507]

Wow - it took me 3 months to get to where you are - you feel like that after a week?? Props :D but don't be surprised or annoyed with yourself if actually it does resurface a few times in the next few months - it's totally normal x

[@berkleeryann]

I've seen that suitcase in a few videos and I want it so bad!!

[@Chloe-eo8im]

Im so happy for you! :)

[@Chloe-eo8im]

and thats a dope suitcase

[@Chloe-eo8im]

Go to New Zealand it's gorgeous there

[@luggagenotincluded7945]

Hi Monica! You should visit Puerto Rico! I'm sure you'll love it!

[@rachelbohannon]

love u!!

[@ivaroa]

Get it, gurl.

[@ryanbommarito4585]

Just come to St. Louis! We have toasted ravioli and IMO's pizza...plus it's pretty cheap compared to living in LA!

[@ΑποστολιαΣ-γ3χ]

WOW! Monica u r the best!! I admire u ♥♥!!♥♥!!

[@unescourtedtravel]

Come to Toronto! ill happily be your tour guide :) if you're thinking about something more culturally shocking, id HIGHLY recommend Japan. Ive been to a lot of countries and it is by far my favourite. P.S. glad you're feeling better, heartbreak is the freaking WORST.