Last year this song and video became personal to our family... I used to think that this was an awesome track and video in all of it's sadness and it sometimes made me cry. Then came 12th of June 2017 and our girl at the age seven was admitted to hospital for severe pain in limbs, long nosebleeds, lots of bluemarks appearing by themselves and low fewer that lasted for days... We got the official diagnose in few days and it felt like the bottom fell off our lives... Now it's 2months and 2 days after our battle against the AML (Acute Myeloic Leukemia) ended... We had one relapse also on the way and therefore it was a long and draining fight that took 14,5 months from the first day in the hospital until her untimely death in her own bed on 27th of august... Our daughter's 8th birthday was spent in the hospital... Most of that time we had to be in the hospital, at least for a visit... This year we had a beautiful summer together with our beautiful Mimosa, but the drugs just didn't work on this multiresistant form of Leukemia... This song is one of those that help me in dealing with the sorrow and the longing... It is the most difficult thing to accept that the little new life has ended and we get to live old instead of her... Nothing else is so unfair as this is... So I can perfectly imagine the pain with the parents... It's like living in a horror movie that never ends... A living nightmare and the pain tears you apart every day when you stop to think of your loved one... How could you not, such a beautiful part of one's life... So I say from the bottom of my heart: My condolenses, this is a shock that never leaves you... Also I wish to say to Andy many thanks for making this song!!! Fuck cancer in all of it's forms!!! To all I wish understanding of how irreplaceable we all are to someone and hope you enjoy the life that you have been given!!! What we all have is unique to ourselves and priceless, I've learned through this rough path even more of the value of our lives... Cherish the moments, we never can truly tell that which will be our last!!!
@basjanvanleijenhorst21632 жыл бұрын
♥️
@rodrigomoreno112 жыл бұрын
Im a scientist and a father from 2022 near the end of the world and I will try with all my energy and life to end this disease !
@robkelly92589 ай бұрын
Mate you have just made a 46yr old skinhead cry lol... stay strong,
@juliovanbuuren83602 ай бұрын
🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
@fishingwithjuha27802 ай бұрын
@officialjarenmusic I really love what you do, it touches me deep to read your reply ❤It's truly creepily well pictured in this video, how the levels of sorrow go and the world seems so different when you are in the hospital with other parents... everyone struggling against despair and trying to stay positive for their own child... Looking back at it feels like we were like zombies on some level, as it can be said, the sun still shines but never the same way!
@Mr.Rie922 ай бұрын
Recently heard this track back, after a while.... Truly fantastic track 👏🏻👏🏻
@KRAPOTKIN7918 жыл бұрын
I just can't stop crying. Never in my life a song have made me feel this way. Olivia is now a beautiful angel, no more pain for her
@vedranzadkovic61897 жыл бұрын
same here :(
@camel88093 жыл бұрын
Please remember this song. It shows different dimensions of music, not just fun ones. I've been listening to this track since 2013.. R.I.P Olivia.
@jarmoharing32673 ай бұрын
Agree, me too
@joshs71789 жыл бұрын
Deserving a video award
@abriannonato50311 жыл бұрын
Andy Duguid is underated!
@amrelaswad993611 жыл бұрын
It's been on repeat for a week now. I even sleep hearing it. 15 years listening to trance nothing gave me such a powerful emotional experience. Andy Duguid is very different from any other trance Dj. The whole on the Edge album is worth hearing. THANK YOU ANDY for such a song.
@andremachadopereira80128 жыл бұрын
Amr EL ASWAD I agree. I think he does music like an artist make his art. One dj that do this is Alex morph... listening these ones featuring Natalie Gioia: dreams, 4ever, the reason and my heaven. I do not have doubt that you'll like it.
@andremachadopereira80128 жыл бұрын
Amr EL ASWAD I agree. I think he does music like an artist make his art. One dj that do this is Alex morph... listening these ones featuring Natalie Gioia: dreams, 4ever, the reason and my heaven. I do not have doubt that you'll like it.
@ukasz20865 жыл бұрын
It's been on repeat for a 3 months now.
@seymursarkarov11 жыл бұрын
Andy,this is a most emotional tune I have ever heard.thank you for such a good piece of music. R.I.P Olivia
@timendo21510 жыл бұрын
Listen to RAM-Ramelia (A Tribute to Amelia Boon)
@mValue18 жыл бұрын
+timendo215 ramelia is my all time fav
@mValue18 жыл бұрын
+timendo215 ramelia is my all time fav
@ashinantony82725 жыл бұрын
💔😥👌
@andorru11 жыл бұрын
One of the best tunes I have ever heard in my life
@Gavlar16 жыл бұрын
Probably the most powerful music video.
@haiyah69 жыл бұрын
this is an example of how edm can become pure art and escape the label of "party music".. very emotional
@edbdavis49 жыл бұрын
haiyah6 I agree 100%.
@danusminimus95579 жыл бұрын
haiyah6 Trance*
@The_Husband_of_Jane_Lane9 жыл бұрын
+haiyah6 What you said is definitely true. Many EDM I've listened to from the past are pure art and are not party music at all.
@Wequendi9 жыл бұрын
+haiyah6 you arrived decades later buddy, trance has always been emotional, hence the name of the genre "trance", trance is not edm, we are not in the 90's when everyone called trance techno, we have internet now, learn the difference.
@marlofflrf80728 жыл бұрын
The message is more important than being emotional or other gender
@riordian89495 жыл бұрын
Still over 5 years it was and it will be awesome song
@lopezalehandro16669 жыл бұрын
Andy Duguid!! Never fade away bro.
@-SUM1-7 жыл бұрын
Still come back to this song. So powerful and nostalgic.
@GraceAredel11 жыл бұрын
Can't watch this video because of tears. Just can't. Another song for all who left this Earth too soon...
@itsyaboi905110 жыл бұрын
By now, we all know this track was dedicated to Olivia, but do you really know what's going on in the video? Basically she's experiencing the 5 stages before death. -Denial and Isolation -Anger -Bargaining -Depression and last but not least -Acceptance They are shown through out the video.
@jaromor88089 жыл бұрын
+Adam Jantsky well, it seems that for once i actually got that right thanks
@KRAPOTKIN7918 жыл бұрын
thank you so much for this words, I hope that you don't get mad because I shared your coment on facebook. I just can't stop craying
@marlofflrf80728 жыл бұрын
Really. The message is more important.
@KRAPOTKIN7918 жыл бұрын
thanks a lot
@MenTaLLyMenTaL7 жыл бұрын
I understand the other stages being shown, but how is "Bargaining" portrayed?
@Andy-Broon3 жыл бұрын
This track and it's video still makes me choke up so hard. Very happy to see it in in the ASOT's top 1,000 trance tracks of all time, at 805. Still listening to this day.
@june_o94 жыл бұрын
This song/video deserves much more views.
@PavelWasTaken4 жыл бұрын
Its sad how such a good song isnt well known
@gamerschums86494 жыл бұрын
Recently found this amazing piece of art. Lost of words... it's pure magic.
@Biggles26611 жыл бұрын
I love this track. An excellent trance piece after the slow and sad start. Whoever created that video concept is a bloody genius. I read the background to this track, the reason for its existence, and the video is PERFECT. Artistic, but perfect nonetheless; symbolically describing the last few moments of her life with deep emotion. I cried my bloody eyes out. It's pain like what this conveys that makes you want to believe in an afterlife. Massive Kudos to everyone involved in bringing this to life.
@Biggles26610 жыл бұрын
Just came back to watch the video again and see more comments. I really like the big guy who plays Anger. Him roaring at the same time as the vocal "scream", and scaring the man and his daughter. Additionally, Andy Duguid (no relation) did not personally know the Downies (no apostrophe needed). Here's the man in his own words: www.blackholerecordings.com/news/item/andy-duguid-presents-new-music-video-for-7even/
@MrElectronicHead11 жыл бұрын
R.I.P. Olivia Downie ♥ ♥ :( :( :( Best way to transmit emotions is during the best music genre on the world. Most emotional trance tune ever! This track touches my heart ♥, Thank you Andy!
@Frekog7 жыл бұрын
This song deserves more than all of Rihanna´s... You are a beatiful soul Andy
@DeimantineD11 жыл бұрын
with tears in my eyes
@FlapHarder11 жыл бұрын
wow wat a brilliant video, it's about a young girl that died of cancer, and those clowns are other people who have died and their reactions to their deaths that coincides with the 5 stages of grief smiling clowns = denial, praying clown = bargaining, angry clown = anger, crying clown = depression, and finally at the end they all accepted
@donrichie941111 жыл бұрын
this song deserves more views
@glenventer70938 жыл бұрын
This is one of the most moving music videos I have ever experienced. What an amazing piece of art.
@SuperInspiron172010 жыл бұрын
Wow what a powerful video, R.I.P Olivia Respect Andy
@glennboyd111 жыл бұрын
Hauntingly beautiful
@tearzfromdamoon19789 жыл бұрын
Love it-very touching. My new favorite trance song by far.
@FoxGrifter5 жыл бұрын
R.I.P. Olivia Downie ....We will never forget you
@Thierbertino11 жыл бұрын
INcredible Song and so much Emotion by the story which "she" carries
@spywolf687810 жыл бұрын
J'adore ce morceau je peux l'écouter en boucle sans me lasser ..... Cool au début et montant en rythme crescendo !!!!!!
@mat993711 жыл бұрын
Goosebumps every time...
@TriLiCiT8 жыл бұрын
truly depressing but very moving video...I cannot nor do I want to imagine the pain that father went through...
@Ephbaum6 жыл бұрын
I've listened to a lot of music in my day and in the last decade it's been EDM. Mostly vocal trance, progressive trance. I've stuck with it because it effects me deeply. I can't really explain it but it's got a grip on me. I've felt so much more from this genre of music than I ever have with other types and I've listened to just about all of them. With that being said, this track, of all I've ever heard in my life, stops me. I learned the story behind it some time after I first heard it, which only makes it even deeper. Thanks Andy.
@UncleTopek10 жыл бұрын
Wildflowers and daydreams start with a seed so do the thoughts spinning round in me Beauty cycles again mystery where do I begin? I feel the light calling me I feel the light calling me.
11 жыл бұрын
Absolutely perfect. From artists, song composition, video and last but not least the story! Long time no hear and see such emotive song. Thank you Andy and Jaren!
@mariaalejandralapaescobar81928 жыл бұрын
mas que una canción y es maravilloso!!!
@adic34511 жыл бұрын
This is so beautiful
@Giuseppe_Bruschi6 жыл бұрын
It's already 5 years since this came out. Total masterpiece, I was one of the first viewers. Time passes sooo quickly, fellas
@Msciwoj-j4x5 жыл бұрын
Giuseppe Bruschi same 😂
@Skyline1078911 жыл бұрын
The people with painted faces represent the stages of grief ... he explains it all on his facebook - "It's a very artistic piece displaying the different stages of grief. Denial, Bargaining, Anger and Acceptance. For me, It's moving, It's scary, It's sad all in one video."
@mauricioalonso124510 жыл бұрын
Es uno de los mejores temas que he escuchado.
@rosetodaro50813 жыл бұрын
It doesn’t get any better than this
@Fruitymasterz5 жыл бұрын
This one goes deep, i watch it once or twice a year... It's a piece of art!
@illestKG Жыл бұрын
How is this the first time I've ever heard this song! I Recently stumbled upon a Cosmic Gate mix and heard one of Andy's songs. I am now a fan! This song hit's so hard on a personal level!
@Birdmanh12311 жыл бұрын
Andy just killing it right now. Cheers!
@nullxxxxxxxx11 жыл бұрын
Wow tears pouring, so beautiful
@Ina05raven11 жыл бұрын
amazing song! Jaren has a beautiful voice..
@ManUtd4life99910 жыл бұрын
Beautiful track
@gamerschums86494 жыл бұрын
Recently discovered this masterpiece. Absolutely amazing.
@farisababneh5 жыл бұрын
Unbelievable track
@elizabethlane859410 жыл бұрын
Lovely tune and amazing video :-)
@DJZO311 жыл бұрын
A friend of mine told me about this video and the story behind so here is my review i post it on FB Omg what a interpretation on every single way you hear this beautiful song is like a lullaby of the dead can dance ! The video is a masterpiece of metaphoric interpretation of how the girl is attacked by monsters of the cancer illness .This beautiful song is like a lullaby of the dead can dance ! Thank You Duguid for sharing your Feelings with us ! Love your NEW CD IS AMAZING !!! Welcome BACK !
@ctingeorge8811 жыл бұрын
Awesome lyrics , music & video and of course amazing voice by Jaren !!!
@glennboyd111 жыл бұрын
You have no idea how powerful this song is.
@nelty074 ай бұрын
2024 and this still hits home
@Emisory11 жыл бұрын
tune of the year
@razalakhani187811 жыл бұрын
Cried the first time I saw it, and even more the next time when I understood the video ..absolutely brilliant and cathartic!
@antilleangrackle5 жыл бұрын
Tears every time.
@Aco747lyte3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this, made 8 years ago; recently I lost someone dear to me this year. This song struck a deep and searing sad chord in me. Stay strong everyone. 💖
@theofficialgrastepa.599411 жыл бұрын
This had me tearing up at the end, it took me the whole video to understand what it was about, I'm just speechless to how beautiful this actually is, Andy Duguid is an absolute genius. RIP Olivia! :'(
@rudzia8x11 жыл бұрын
Ich liebe dieses Lied!!!genial!!!
@PerceptionIsEverything8 жыл бұрын
I remember the night i first experienced this song like it was yesterday
@youratoooob11 жыл бұрын
no words... beautiful art :(
@underhawk1211 жыл бұрын
trance is magic
@wolfgang137610 жыл бұрын
what an awesome song!
@bazejrybski248910 жыл бұрын
this song is beautiful
@lsmith165110 жыл бұрын
Loved it, amazingly for me, I got it !! A beautiful video that's soo right for the song.. Why is it, we have never seen this actor in major films ?? Don't YOU think it's time.
@Mrxyz199611 жыл бұрын
Wow... That's surprisingly deep for anything EDM... Black Hole Recs... keep it up!
@joserover891810 жыл бұрын
profundo amor profundo sentimiento que el trance es mi amor
@thebandit18535 жыл бұрын
Nostalgia. Nearly 6 years already since I first heard it 🤯😲
@JKuit-tj6zp11 жыл бұрын
So pure, music that speaks directly into my heart..
@dawkhitch712511 жыл бұрын
A good trance video? That's amazing!
@AlanBourne8611 жыл бұрын
Truly amazing video and track, credit to Andy and the video production crew.
@outblast8511 жыл бұрын
Awesome tune!
@ShocksandDropsMedia6 жыл бұрын
Beautiful vocals :)
@fancy13ru11 жыл бұрын
Brilliant amazing work... Thank you Andy!
@buzol11111 жыл бұрын
Masterpiece. Music & Video.
@rescape4u11 жыл бұрын
if you want you can feel the power of life, this is amazing!
@vanortega19893 жыл бұрын
STILL MOST BEAUTIFUL ELECTRONIC DROP ! ONE OF MY FAVOURITE
@user-yk9rs6lr5c11 жыл бұрын
This is an amazing video, frightening, sad and inspirational all in one.
@andremuller79704 жыл бұрын
This Song is so unbelivebel good! Love it
@geezviiiable11 жыл бұрын
wow...absolutely amazing video to go with such an beautiful song to come out of such ab sad but inspirational story. Great work...
@roslja9 жыл бұрын
Rare piece. Sad... yet so uplifting.
@StayReal022 жыл бұрын
One of the saddest music video in the Trance scene.... :( This is probably how it feels like when Death is coming to us all. We are scared, we are afraid, we don't want to face reality but we have to. We are just humans after all.
@elizabethlane859410 жыл бұрын
Wonderful
@alessioalex12311 жыл бұрын
beautiful song, beautiful video!!!
@patrykklisiewicz294010 жыл бұрын
I love this song
@rohanshah988911 жыл бұрын
Such a beautiful track! ♥
@WiesiaPytlewska10 жыл бұрын
amazing!!!
@arjan140211 жыл бұрын
nice track i love it!!
@MG-Driver9 жыл бұрын
Can't believe I've only just found this!!!
@LuisSalasT11 жыл бұрын
Wowwwwww amazing track!
@samibahri853710 жыл бұрын
Lovely
@tbgonzalez11 жыл бұрын
Good Dj, good voice, not risk.
@asemdibs153910 жыл бұрын
wt a musiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiC !!! touching !!!
@MnH198711 жыл бұрын
Kippenvel, goosebumps, chickenskin. This is beautiful!