Aphex Twin- Red Calx (medium pitch)

[@joeyparra2480]

I just want to rant where no one will recognize me. this song is what I can only physically describe how I feel in my head. I’m so tired of being in my head and over analyzing . constant self judging, negative reactions , tiredness, feeling lonely, not being who I Used to be. idk when I shifted, but I know who I was back then is not who I am now. i used to be vibrant, talkative, and didn’t feel anxious every other minute. when I ask people they say they don’t see a change, and I don’t know if it’s cause im good at hiding shit or if im just goin batshit crazy, but I wish this shitty mindset of mine would change. maybe it’s the smoking, maybe it’s the social media, or maybe im just not used to what people call growing up, all I know is these last 5 years have felt like the longest filler episode. days go by like lightning at this point . I’m so scared that im gonna remain like this forever, in a negative mindset or constant judging, over analyzation, anxiety, lust, jealousy. I wish I could have the same mind as my 15 year old self. I don’t crave my old body, old friends, I miss my old sane mind. I just pray to whatever is out there to help me get out of this difficult stage.

[@erikpoephoofd]

I'm sorry to hear this, your words hit home. I've gone through a dark time as well. I believe this inner beauty you described is still inside you and there is a path to finding that again. Do you feel that you can share these feelings with people around you?

[@zoner_keeper8284]

This is the type of music that makes you feel strange sadness inside of you, but also with peace and acceptance That pitch of a song really made it hit the spot and compare to Stone in Focus. Real joy

[@ThePhenomCpuGuy]

Simply Beautiful

[@pb913_]

This version is better than the original one and the [slo] version.

[@xregreenredx]

this hits the spot, wow

[@mickrozycki451]

Right now I'm listening to this every night when I sleep.

[@user-cw5cu4rc3y]

that feeling when you revisit something that's been abandoned

[@VANILLAZILLA]

Like stone in focus, the ticking is important, and the lack of it here shows

[@jp_nona]

OVERCOME

[@silvastomp]

Wow

[@eelponna3145]

We got the out of place sounding Rhubarb Orc. 19.53 Rev in the box set yesterday instead of this version of Red Calx - criminal.