congratulations man! every time i listen to you, i get emotional, i truly havent listened to a flutist like you. What you said about stopping if you're not having fun left me thinking... i used to play the flute and thought it was gonna be my profession but it was just guilt and being under a lot of pressure so i quit. I hope that your presence and experience shows other aspiring musicians what playing an instrument truly comes down to before anything else, enjoyment.