are you in pain ? (slowed down songs)

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imok

imok

3 жыл бұрын

pov: you've been searching for an exit.- • Video
𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘯’𝘵 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺?
𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘯’𝘵 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭?
𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘯’𝘵 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺?
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@feyzanurbartn6913
@feyzanurbartn6913 3 жыл бұрын
Nothing hurts more when you’re crying at night without making a noise and losing your breath with those silent screams of hurt.
@Deprxssxdoni
@Deprxssxdoni 3 жыл бұрын
I completely understand that pain
@eemster1712
@eemster1712 3 жыл бұрын
Me rn be like👍
@brilovesrylee0408
@brilovesrylee0408 3 жыл бұрын
True I have cryed in the middle of night listening to sad songs like his one especially and I have woke up in tears and cryed and screamed in my head
@brilovesrylee0408
@brilovesrylee0408 3 жыл бұрын
I also know what that pain feels like I've been through it
@brilovesrylee0408
@brilovesrylee0408 3 жыл бұрын
I need friends like to tell all your secrets too and how you feel like those type of friends
@user-kl7dc2xd9i
@user-kl7dc2xd9i 2 жыл бұрын
“Sometimes when I say “I’m okay”, I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight, and say “I know you’re not”.
@sleepyfrogs7359
@sleepyfrogs7359 2 жыл бұрын
Same
@laurentidrizi6682
@laurentidrizi6682 2 жыл бұрын
well just somebody ho have felt this times can do that but everyone its scared to show their emotions
@-akee_iz_tired-5832
@-akee_iz_tired-5832 2 жыл бұрын
Same…
@miriamalves6437
@miriamalves6437 2 жыл бұрын
same :(
@laurabatinovic6839
@laurabatinovic6839 2 жыл бұрын
same omg :'(
@justhatstranger9736
@justhatstranger9736 2 жыл бұрын
when ur sick and tired of this life but also not ready to die ...
@smallt1tzb1gheart
@smallt1tzb1gheart 2 жыл бұрын
Im ready to die but i keep trying to hold on hoping and thinking maybe...that tomorrow will be better. Or maybe something, someone will actually love me enough to help me without havin hidden attentions. Thinking that maybe, i may be like this but the future holds something for me.
@nilsu2118
@nilsu2118 2 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/opTbo2agrK6MoM0
@annacarolinageraldinoespin9715
@annacarolinageraldinoespin9715 2 жыл бұрын
@@smallt1tzb1gheart please hold on, we love you, I promise it will get better.
@kimsarah3538
@kimsarah3538 2 жыл бұрын
Me:
@dilarauyghur9384
@dilarauyghur9384 2 жыл бұрын
@@kimsarah3538 same Mee to
@maikdaniel1581
@maikdaniel1581 2 жыл бұрын
Does anyone else feel kinda dumb for feeling depressed? Like actually having everything you could want like friends, good grades and loving parents but still feeling empty and numb without having a reason?
@gx_lica
@gx_lica 2 жыл бұрын
and you will think why can't I just disappear? hahahaha
@roha8747
@roha8747 2 жыл бұрын
Try being grateful for the things u have and try not to compare urself to others like we all unconsciously fo on social media
@d_tay7317
@d_tay7317 2 жыл бұрын
Yes
@echo.thing_69
@echo.thing_69 2 жыл бұрын
Literally me
@noumou5818
@noumou5818 2 жыл бұрын
Omg yes
@death_thatsme2128
@death_thatsme2128 3 жыл бұрын
it’s weird, isn’t it? the feeling of wanting to be alone...but not wanting to be lonely
@lesgieyt
@lesgieyt 3 жыл бұрын
it’s wanting to be alone with that one person :(
@death_thatsme2128
@death_thatsme2128 3 жыл бұрын
@@lesgieyt exactly...
@ashleymoh7692
@ashleymoh7692 3 жыл бұрын
When that person leaves u tho ur gonna wish I never existed and ur gonna hate urself
@death_thatsme2128
@death_thatsme2128 3 жыл бұрын
@@ashleymoh7692 HAH! jokes on them!! i already hate myself...
@ashleymoh7692
@ashleymoh7692 3 жыл бұрын
❤️ I wish u the best bc I know u will need it and I know u will get hurt just like me and the pain won't go away but even tho there gone try to convince ur self that they are happier where they are ❤️❤️
@feyzanurbartn6913
@feyzanurbartn6913 3 жыл бұрын
My friend : Why are you sad today?? Me: I am sad everyday but , today I don't have the energy to hide it.
@youtubegirl2.058
@youtubegirl2.058 3 жыл бұрын
This is exactly what I told my youth paster
@genuinely_aatelophobic6260
@genuinely_aatelophobic6260 3 жыл бұрын
yep.
@itstristansadly5302
@itstristansadly5302 3 жыл бұрын
i say im fine and hide the pain causee they dont care
@aseelanwar7262
@aseelanwar7262 3 жыл бұрын
This hit deep 👧
@perisu859
@perisu859 3 жыл бұрын
True
@rnty-zw5kf
@rnty-zw5kf 2 жыл бұрын
It's crazy how talking to strangers online makes you feel happy than in reality if that make sense.
@nilsu2118
@nilsu2118 2 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/opTbo2agrK6MoM0
@roha8747
@roha8747 2 жыл бұрын
yeah cuz similar ppl gather and relate with u whereas irl its harder to find ppl who relate, but tht doesnt mean u disconnect from reality keep tht in mind
@7kingsmillionsofqueens606
@7kingsmillionsofqueens606 2 жыл бұрын
Trueeeeeee💜💜💜
@t0xiicuh610
@t0xiicuh610 2 жыл бұрын
i would like but its at 333 😟
@juicebox9036
@juicebox9036 2 жыл бұрын
@Idi0tOl!v3r 1000%
@vassilinadolgushina487
@vassilinadolgushina487 2 жыл бұрын
i can’t explain this feeling, but it hurts so much. everything is okay, everyone is here, but i feel loneliness, like somebody died in me
@skyemanor3561
@skyemanor3561 2 жыл бұрын
explained it perfectly
@beyondnormal666
@beyondnormal666 2 жыл бұрын
Hi twin!
@arshitachanana7342
@arshitachanana7342 2 жыл бұрын
exactly.
@kaylaproenza7627
@kaylaproenza7627 2 жыл бұрын
I felt this!
@christopherfouweather1104
@christopherfouweather1104 2 жыл бұрын
i want peace and quiet,go on a massive adventure or live with some one caring ike zendaya or sum idk
@bellagrotegut6931
@bellagrotegut6931 3 жыл бұрын
Its ironic, huh? A bunch of suicidal people telling each other not to die but not believing the same words for themselves...
@rocioidk3930
@rocioidk3930 2 жыл бұрын
cómo le doy me entristece a este comentario?
@happinessdaniel4284
@happinessdaniel4284 2 жыл бұрын
Irony of life
@xxnightpackalphaxx8739
@xxnightpackalphaxx8739 2 жыл бұрын
You worked out the secrets of my ways
@joanabatista8374
@joanabatista8374 2 жыл бұрын
And that's how we help each other go through the hard times to make it to the good ones
@soumia8728
@soumia8728 2 жыл бұрын
ironic isn’t it?
@Em00m
@Em00m 2 жыл бұрын
*"Depression is like cancer... It eats them inside until there's nothing left..."*
@abdoume1406
@abdoume1406 2 жыл бұрын
And it also causes cancer
@Lefy2007
@Lefy2007 2 жыл бұрын
And if you strong enough maybe you can fight it.
@legendaryme1829
@legendaryme1829 2 жыл бұрын
that's me
@ahmaddaboss3390
@ahmaddaboss3390 2 жыл бұрын
one could argue they are not the same
@annasfxprosthetic7973
@annasfxprosthetic7973 2 жыл бұрын
Its me bet hopefully it won't end me. Iw been fighting for 1and half yr
@ttkxxz8788
@ttkxxz8788 2 жыл бұрын
It’s so sad when your laying in bed at night and not knowing what to do with yourself .
@yoongiswaterbottle1760
@yoongiswaterbottle1760 2 жыл бұрын
I can relate
@Xoyakiii
@Xoyakiii 2 жыл бұрын
I wanna die
@alexanderjackson2619
@alexanderjackson2619 2 жыл бұрын
@@Xoyakiii same but be strong plz
@nymphadoratonks9337
@nymphadoratonks9337 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah.
@meerathebean2188
@meerathebean2188 Жыл бұрын
Yea, just don't know why I'm even alive
@roannab0233
@roannab0233 2 жыл бұрын
Me: Imagining a rly sad scene and vibing with the song Me: *about to cry KZbin: *shows an ad Me:..wtf
@ghnam13
@ghnam13 2 жыл бұрын
why is this facts. LOL
@joshincolorado6101
@joshincolorado6101 2 жыл бұрын
Why is this is true lol
@ihatemymom.1383
@ihatemymom.1383 2 жыл бұрын
me: BITCH WTFAGVFTCYVHQAJQBA~
@gulsebayram7244
@gulsebayram7244 2 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/opTbo2agrK6MoM0
@beyondnormal666
@beyondnormal666 2 жыл бұрын
Im witha freind with me so i cant cry. Its like a long add
@velvet1683
@velvet1683 3 жыл бұрын
When you cry in your bed, hurting so much and just want to be alone but someone is about to enter your room so you have to hurry to wipe those tears, fix yourself and put on a smile to seem like you're okay..
@cailey_ava_
@cailey_ava_ 2 жыл бұрын
This always happens to me as well.
@lizamaycanciller1043
@lizamaycanciller1043 2 жыл бұрын
it happens to me too
@Alex-rx8yp
@Alex-rx8yp 2 жыл бұрын
Relatable.
@kyrieobrien4987
@kyrieobrien4987 2 жыл бұрын
all the time
@linamellouki1883
@linamellouki1883 2 жыл бұрын
relatable :(
@lena-jh8cq
@lena-jh8cq 2 жыл бұрын
Isn't ironic? Our parents don't want us to write with strangers on the internet. Keeping in mind that this strangers are the only ones who understand us...
@tln5013
@tln5013 2 жыл бұрын
DAMN THAT HIT AND FACTS
@jasminegiles6907
@jasminegiles6907 2 жыл бұрын
this is so true like my mom is like how can u miss this girl that you dont even know irl like mom.... she is the only one that gets me i love her with my everything she is my best frined and my mom doesnt get that if i didnt have her .. if i couldnt talk to her... if we ever lost touch i wouldnt be here to tell the story i would be dead because i cant live without my best friend :( god i love her so much im about to cry
@LILGISONTHEWAY
@LILGISONTHEWAY 2 жыл бұрын
...us
@lena-jh8cq
@lena-jh8cq 2 жыл бұрын
@@jasminegiles6907 that's sad...
@meditativeparadise1664
@meditativeparadise1664 2 жыл бұрын
We could talk more freely to strangers
@rkvluvv_
@rkvluvv_ 2 жыл бұрын
"oh god i want to feel again..." hits different.
@jogaming3882
@jogaming3882 2 жыл бұрын
Same😞
@HistoryShell1786
@HistoryShell1786 Жыл бұрын
I haven’t felt anything for a long time and just recently the chemical imbalance went whack again and I had 15 minutes where I could feel again and fucking Christ I want it back again. Permanently
@behappy2847
@behappy2847 2 жыл бұрын
When i was a child I'm afraid of darkness but now it actually gives me comfort
@hdhdhdhhdhxhxxhx7019
@hdhdhdhhdhxhxxhx7019 2 жыл бұрын
Samd
@ihatemymom.1383
@ihatemymom.1383 2 жыл бұрын
yuh bestie same it reminds you the demons in ur closet or under le bed you can vent to and become friends with.
@dianelbavaldez
@dianelbavaldez 2 жыл бұрын
A Safe place it seems now 😢
@urmom-dw4cd
@urmom-dw4cd 2 жыл бұрын
I’m still afraid of it. Cause I don’t want it too consume me. I just feel empty. I feel a little emotion from everyone who’s here tho.
@kimsarah3538
@kimsarah3538 2 жыл бұрын
Same.
@mia.3363
@mia.3363 2 жыл бұрын
When you got used to crying and being depressed that your tears won't come out anymore.
@amilougold4199
@amilougold4199 2 жыл бұрын
me: *waiting for that to happen*
@kiara8979
@kiara8979 2 жыл бұрын
😃🔫
@willhowR
@willhowR 2 жыл бұрын
That heppen to me years ago
@shadow_kitten3152
@shadow_kitten3152 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah...😀
@shadow_kitten3152
@shadow_kitten3152 2 жыл бұрын
@@willhowR same
@connorwatson248
@connorwatson248 2 жыл бұрын
There is a quote I want to share so here: The loneliest people are the kindest, The saddest people smile the brightest, the most damaged people are the wisest, all because they do not wish to see others suffer the way they do.
@connorwatson248
@connorwatson248 2 жыл бұрын
It's sad how true it is
@ren6466
@ren6466 2 жыл бұрын
That’s me✋🏻😔
@ihatemymom.1383
@ihatemymom.1383 2 жыл бұрын
we stop fighting our demons when we realize they can swim
@cecibove2771
@cecibove2771 2 жыл бұрын
And u do all of this to the person u actually love and then they hurt u too
@sunflower11.11
@sunflower11.11 Жыл бұрын
Yes
@Mishkasubliminals
@Mishkasubliminals 2 жыл бұрын
Sometimes I listen to sad music to get all my tears out before I leave my room, so I may be numb from pain but at least everyone else thinks I’m fine and happy
@pydr0n792
@pydr0n792 2 жыл бұрын
I can relate to that
@giratus259
@giratus259 Жыл бұрын
You're not alone in this world. Hope you feel better now
@randathelake2026
@randathelake2026 Жыл бұрын
same in the morning at 6:30 or at night 11: 30 I listen to music and just cry but my parents think I'm asleep
@kings2617
@kings2617 2 жыл бұрын
The most faithful thing in this world is our pillow because it's the only thing that never betrays us during lonely nights.
@ana-marierodriguez7640
@ana-marierodriguez7640 2 жыл бұрын
I feel awful because I’m disappointing the people around me but they don’t know how truly exhausted and unmotivated I am , all of these painful and excruciating expectations.
@ihatemymom.1383
@ihatemymom.1383 2 жыл бұрын
oh no baby Ur no disappointment i am no need to feel bad just drink a margarita or to and cry and vent to the bartender their the nicest people you encounter in life
@justsomebodyinthisworld4215
@justsomebodyinthisworld4215 2 жыл бұрын
bartender-kun working overtime 💪
@leemonica11
@leemonica11 2 жыл бұрын
i listen to music, read comments, and can't stop crying. i want to help everyone. if only i could take away all your pain. just know that you are not alone. god will always be there. you will definitely cope with all the difficulties. for any burden comes relief. i believe in you. ♡
@ihatemymom.1383
@ihatemymom.1383 2 жыл бұрын
i cant cry-
@kashvichadha5143
@kashvichadha5143 2 жыл бұрын
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years
@amoyalazmi9310
@amoyalazmi9310 2 жыл бұрын
thank you😭❤️
@hewo7385
@hewo7385 2 жыл бұрын
@goodluck7309
@goodluck7309 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this
@XxItz_Makalena_511xX
@XxItz_Makalena_511xX 2 жыл бұрын
Wow..I- I have no comment but I needed that cause I wasn't okay from last night and today as in now. And as I was reading this, I cried a bit so thank you cause I'm slightly feeling a bit better so again, thank u.
@elina5880
@elina5880 2 жыл бұрын
i just... Thankyouuu! I am very grateful to you for these words and for taking the time to write them!
@shortfilmcousincreators4022
@shortfilmcousincreators4022 2 жыл бұрын
Anyone else feel like its impossible to be sad infront of others? Its a reoccurring thing with me apparently. I feel so selfish crying when there are people going through worse...
@lars3001
@lars3001 2 жыл бұрын
this seems like its showing weakness to others.. i am incapable of doing that for some reason... when i dislocated my kneecap. people looked and wanted to help but as soon as it returned to its place i just wanted to leave and be alone. not let my pain put others down.. same with being sad for a long time now. im just sitting in the dark, or working out. also forcing myself to see my friends and stuff... this life sucks. i hope it gets better because its all i have.
@ihatemymom.1383
@ihatemymom.1383 2 жыл бұрын
yuh its culled a fake smile~
@soapisntcrazy6144
@soapisntcrazy6144 2 жыл бұрын
This is me. Like to much like me.
@nilsu2118
@nilsu2118 2 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/opTbo2agrK6MoM0
@shamelbazan7876
@shamelbazan7876 2 жыл бұрын
anyone else cried so much that no tears come out? so you're just there sitting in the darkness
@nasramohamed1942
@nasramohamed1942 2 жыл бұрын
I feel u
@thucvo1899
@thucvo1899 2 жыл бұрын
I always sit in the darkness and cry i feels like nobody understand my feeling.
@lisaelliott8848
@lisaelliott8848 2 жыл бұрын
Me too
@Anna-fk7io
@Anna-fk7io 2 жыл бұрын
here.
@user-kx5dn2if1f
@user-kx5dn2if1f 2 жыл бұрын
Yes. No tears left to cry.
@hafiziakma8112
@hafiziakma8112 2 жыл бұрын
I'm tired. that's all. I'm tired with everything. I feel empty.
@ana-marierodriguez7640
@ana-marierodriguez7640 2 жыл бұрын
Me too. Lately days have been feeling so pointless. I keep on saying “I’m not depressed, just exhausted.”
@nishboceng
@nishboceng 2 жыл бұрын
stay strong my brother 💪
@litfoxyang1435
@litfoxyang1435 2 жыл бұрын
i can feel u..............
@loser._.8881
@loser._.8881 2 жыл бұрын
same.. and everyone thinks its a stage. its not
@ardianusdomi6363
@ardianusdomi6363 2 жыл бұрын
Yang kuat dan tegar ya kak
@kianna1833
@kianna1833 2 жыл бұрын
"a million words would not bring you back, i know because i tried, neither would a million tears, i know because i cried"
@iammilla1997
@iammilla1997 2 жыл бұрын
“Crying isn’t for weak people, tough people cry- because they have been through so much pain and suffering that they can’t take it anymore.” Crying shows that they’ve been through some hard sh*t - Me and a friend
@biicu.k1677
@biicu.k1677 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks kinda needed that...
@iammilla1997
@iammilla1997 2 жыл бұрын
@@biicu.k1677 :)
@prishasingh648
@prishasingh648 2 жыл бұрын
you should have come to shiatorizawa that you?
@biicu.k1677
@biicu.k1677 2 жыл бұрын
@@prishasingh648 💀
@iammilla1997
@iammilla1997 2 жыл бұрын
@@prishasingh648 :)
@brookeritchey7655
@brookeritchey7655 3 жыл бұрын
*cries* "ad plays when the note hit different"*stops crying to skip ad*
@aprilrodriguez8482
@aprilrodriguez8482 3 жыл бұрын
I know how you feel how could the add do this to us?🤦
@memir-sb2fd
@memir-sb2fd 3 жыл бұрын
adblocker helps or yt premium
@nnnrwyfnn5467
@nnnrwyfnn5467 3 жыл бұрын
Download youtube vanced at Google. It will worth trust meee
@MatrixxAngel
@MatrixxAngel 3 жыл бұрын
hahaha facts
@fattiebear07
@fattiebear07 2 жыл бұрын
😹😹
@Angela-sw4cv
@Angela-sw4cv 2 жыл бұрын
the girl jumped from couch to couch shouting, I'm Flying! then 10 years later she shouted I'm flying..." while crying as she jumped of the bridge.
@Angela-sw4cv
@Angela-sw4cv 2 жыл бұрын
wait what my comment is highlighted
@Morriz
@Morriz 2 жыл бұрын
Why i'm crying
@junlucas69
@junlucas69 2 жыл бұрын
I love how dark this comment is
@idkwhattonametemp8364
@idkwhattonametemp8364 2 жыл бұрын
@@Angela-sw4cv it shows that when you click on it.
@ihatemymom.1383
@ihatemymom.1383 2 жыл бұрын
we stop trying to drown our demons when we realize they can swim so instead we go sit on the train tracks hoping a tain comes
@NightKiller928
@NightKiller928 2 жыл бұрын
"Your life is like a sheet of paper...you can only rip so much off till there's nothing left, but shattered memories and dreams of what was a person" "Your heart is like glass, you can only take so many cracks till it shatters into a million pieces." "Your mind is like a burning house, the smoke eats away at you like voices of those who did you wrong, only till your brain dead.." "Your blood is like water, it only takes a few cuts for it to flow like a stream"
@damyuro2202
@damyuro2202 2 жыл бұрын
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so do not waste it, and also do not worry of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.
@Kiwi_03768
@Kiwi_03768 2 жыл бұрын
"I'm too used to pain now that I don't feel it anymore. Everything is so numb."-🖤
@tedolison5431
@tedolison5431 2 жыл бұрын
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help
@shaikmuskaan1298
@shaikmuskaan1298 2 жыл бұрын
hiding tears from mom is the most painful thing..and trying to smile
@amilougold4199
@amilougold4199 2 жыл бұрын
the fact that I don't have a mom to hide it from heh-
@evenabrokenheartcangetitsw283
@evenabrokenheartcangetitsw283 2 жыл бұрын
@@amilougold4199 :( aww that’s actually kinda sad,what happened to her?
@amilougold4199
@amilougold4199 2 жыл бұрын
@@evenabrokenheartcangetitsw283 well- she left me.. and went back to her home, left my brother and made a new family with another man
@evenabrokenheartcangetitsw283
@evenabrokenheartcangetitsw283 2 жыл бұрын
@@amilougold4199 aww
@lisaelliott8848
@lisaelliott8848 2 жыл бұрын
I do that sometimes
@almaaleman4065
@almaaleman4065 3 жыл бұрын
The hardest thing is when you have no tears left , you just sit there empty …
@iammewhoareyou1603
@iammewhoareyou1603 3 жыл бұрын
yes that is the hardest thing... :(
@ashleymoh7692
@ashleymoh7692 3 жыл бұрын
The hardest is prob holding our tears back until is night and then bust the tears out bc were tired
@najihah4677
@najihah4677 2 жыл бұрын
stan this :((
@lov33.toniii
@lov33.toniii 2 жыл бұрын
Literally me rn
@Lay487
@Lay487 2 жыл бұрын
Yea..
@mallorygrice3856
@mallorygrice3856 2 жыл бұрын
its so weird how you have a couple people in your life that feel like the world to you. you care so much for them and would do anything for them. i still feel alone somehow. like im empty and have nothing left to give to people. i dont feel pain or sad right now. just empty. i feel a need to end it all without having a reason to end it all its so weird huh
@trestanrico6525
@trestanrico6525 2 жыл бұрын
@Anon t
@jogaming3882
@jogaming3882 2 жыл бұрын
I'm the same but you can Change it trust me Sing/write songs it helps Draw pics of your feelings and keep them and don't throw them because you are taking out your feelings and changing them to a Pic and keeping them away from you it's the same as telling someone what bothers you and keeping them safe
@Stellz.
@Stellz. 2 жыл бұрын
when the person who made memories with you turn in to a memory....
@valcain4144
@valcain4144 2 жыл бұрын
Biggest nostalgia and sore wound
@ilysmTartaglia
@ilysmTartaglia 2 жыл бұрын
I wanna laugh to this because this happened to me. He's pretending he don't know me anymore. He's avoiding me. He doesn't even check my stories. He doesn't even drop a hi. The first time we met is just now a memory from the past.
@nielsstraetemans5261
@nielsstraetemans5261 2 жыл бұрын
pain.
@yourfavemaybelexa
@yourfavemaybelexa 2 жыл бұрын
Felt
@katyna.a
@katyna.a 2 жыл бұрын
I miss him so fucking much..
@hazeljoseph3889
@hazeljoseph3889 2 жыл бұрын
nothing's sadder than practicing your speaking voice after you cry
@hazeljoseph3889
@hazeljoseph3889 2 жыл бұрын
35:36
@bashie5987
@bashie5987 2 жыл бұрын
IK
@danakaafarani903
@danakaafarani903 2 жыл бұрын
Nothing is worse ...
@bababooey6855
@bababooey6855 2 жыл бұрын
@@danakaafarani903 There are much much worse things than that shit but whatever you say
@bababooey6855
@bababooey6855 2 жыл бұрын
There are much sadder things
@sarahfroogh7ekorsavadsskol395
@sarahfroogh7ekorsavadsskol395 3 жыл бұрын
I went from the happiest girl ever to the saddest girl ever. Am I the only one who is scared to die and scared to live?
@ashleymoh7692
@ashleymoh7692 3 жыл бұрын
Same but my fake smile covers the pain they think I'm ok and I dont want to die or stay alive I just wanna sleep and listen to music and never wake up and I wanna see the ppl that left me to fly high
@stephaniemarkovicova6881
@stephaniemarkovicova6881 3 жыл бұрын
I feel the same
@pianodancer6948
@pianodancer6948 3 жыл бұрын
No honey, you aren't
@kiaarraa__
@kiaarraa__ 3 жыл бұрын
its me to
@celinaperla1247
@celinaperla1247 3 жыл бұрын
I used to be but not so much anymore
@tiktokmashs933
@tiktokmashs933 2 жыл бұрын
i hate having to cry so quietly:(
@a.m.1118
@a.m.1118 2 жыл бұрын
I hope things get better for you 💗
@supravietuitoriblog547
@supravietuitoriblog547 2 жыл бұрын
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
@oliviahann5817
@oliviahann5817 2 жыл бұрын
It's true pain :/
@smileyme6637
@smileyme6637 2 жыл бұрын
Same
@skyee.2
@skyee.2 Жыл бұрын
Same
@aamirulfarhan1361
@aamirulfarhan1361 2 жыл бұрын
Pillow: "I'll catch your tears" Mirror: "I wont laugh if you feel ugly" Shower "I wont judge your singing" My mind: "Dont worry i wont express how youre really feeling" Who you thought was a friend: "Dont worry I'll tell your secrets" My mom: "Dont worry, I'll watch over you from heaven" Hoodie: "I'll hide your insecurities" Sad songs: "I'll help you get your tears out
@Gwn_Ricardo
@Gwn_Ricardo 3 жыл бұрын
I feel like crying, slowly i'm dying, sometimes I ask myself why fighting?
@brilovesrylee0408
@brilovesrylee0408 3 жыл бұрын
Yea
@lizzyymdv
@lizzyymdv 3 жыл бұрын
Never give up, dear. I know it hurts so much to the point you want to end it, but trust me, it won't be worth it. You're surviving for yourself, not for other people. Don't let them in your head. I believe in you. You can do it.
@minseo-yun5878
@minseo-yun5878 3 жыл бұрын
thts cringe highkey
@madisonaust1572
@madisonaust1572 3 жыл бұрын
This is how I feel every day of my life
@kaelynaleah909
@kaelynaleah909 3 жыл бұрын
@@minseo-yun5878 you wont be thinking its cringe when you feel the same way :)
@kimoxise_12_32
@kimoxise_12_32 2 жыл бұрын
one day a teacher asked one student: -Teacher: What do you want to be when you grow up? -Student: I want to be happy like the others. *other student start laughing* -Teacher: I think you didn't understand my question! -Student: No, I think you didn't understand my answer.
@davidmccall7960
@davidmccall7960 2 жыл бұрын
I think the original was said by John Lennon and the teacher said "what do you want to be when you grow up?" and Lennon said "happy" the teacher said that he didn't understand the question but Lennon said that the teacher didn't understand life. its a great story and quote and something i have tried to follow, i don't want anything out of life but to be happy and help others to feel that way aswell and if I can do that then all of this will have been worth it
@kylewelsh1227
@kylewelsh1227 2 жыл бұрын
@@davidmccall7960 just keep going man never give up helping others because sooner or ltr good will come to you god always guides that he loves you and everyone in here and rly thats all we need.
@ahmaddaboss3390
@ahmaddaboss3390 2 жыл бұрын
i just wanted to be a fireman
@soppet2881
@soppet2881 2 жыл бұрын
I would simply say this " sir I would love to think that I can have a future but I'm not sure if I will live that long" Him: "why? It's only a few years until GCSE's. You need to know by then" Me: " what I mean is that when I grow up, I want to feel and not have to cry myself to sleep every night then wake up and pretend everything is okay, I just want to be okay, but mostly I want to be dead: Him: "..." Me: "sorry... I'll be quiet now"
@ahmaddaboss3390
@ahmaddaboss3390 2 жыл бұрын
@@soppet2881 nah fireman will do me fine
@nrinax3764
@nrinax3764 2 жыл бұрын
in the movie they always have the scene where the actors crying and screaming at the edge of cliff or something, god i really want to do that. Screaming until all my pain was gone. i really envy them.
@fidgetspinner5188
@fidgetspinner5188 2 жыл бұрын
yes
@user-vy3of7oo8d
@user-vy3of7oo8d 2 жыл бұрын
Im acualy wanted to do this in night.... In darkness... Crying screaming 💔
@itadewidamayanti.4547
@itadewidamayanti.4547 2 жыл бұрын
take a deep breath, and close your eyes. remember how strong u're now.
@ayeshamishka5093
@ayeshamishka5093 3 жыл бұрын
i'm proud of everyone, who's still here alive and fighting like me. we can do this guys.
@ashleymoh7692
@ashleymoh7692 3 жыл бұрын
I hope I can but I'm. Tired I wish I could feel happy and wish I could stop fake smiling and acctully smile from the bottom of my heart
@KienNguyen-ij3pk
@KienNguyen-ij3pk 2 жыл бұрын
@@ashleymoh7692 i dunno you but take care en enjoy life now, u deserve better ;p
@KienNguyen-ij3pk
@KienNguyen-ij3pk 2 жыл бұрын
@sk4_swapthecoin u too dont know u but take care hehe, u deserve also better ehe
@doggod7971
@doggod7971 2 жыл бұрын
Same everyone’s so strong:)💕
@judyzhao2447
@judyzhao2447 2 жыл бұрын
"Your so strong remember that, keep fighting you guys" But really I should be the one who could take this quote Into consideration. ....
@feeizi8639
@feeizi8639 2 жыл бұрын
It hurts when you have to pretend to be strong in front of everyone. :')
@bored_af4450
@bored_af4450 2 жыл бұрын
then pretend to be weak hm u gimme bully vibes
@erikgaming1304
@erikgaming1304 2 жыл бұрын
Every god damn fucking day😔😔
@makennaedwards9075
@makennaedwards9075 2 жыл бұрын
worst feeling but we all become good actors by an early age
@katscorner3103
@katscorner3103 2 жыл бұрын
@@bored_af4450 Everyday I pretend to be someone that I am not because I am afraid that If people see the real my with scars and cracks that they will throw me away and leave me like everyone else has
@khairulnazrienshah3912
@khairulnazrienshah3912 2 жыл бұрын
i just wanna die
@-random-954
@-random-954 2 жыл бұрын
I watch these not because I'm being "depressed" I watch these because these were my best friends playlists before he died. 😔💗
@Cat_bbg
@Cat_bbg Жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry the your best friend died, I hope you doing ok rn. I want you to know that I’m here for you. Ik I’m a stranger but I go through struggles too so I’ll listen and I’ll read whatever you have to say Stay strong
@yoseph8092
@yoseph8092 Жыл бұрын
yoo
@ghost_face_gangsta
@ghost_face_gangsta 10 ай бұрын
I feel so bad for uuu
@milisali4910
@milisali4910 2 жыл бұрын
When you're just to hurt and tired to even care about your pain..you just let it eat you up with no reactions...
@logical1037
@logical1037 2 жыл бұрын
When you are sad and can not tell any body luckily these songs and the comments here are supporting you and are always by your side
@nilsu2118
@nilsu2118 2 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/opTbo2agrK6MoM0
@user-xx2fj7xj4t
@user-xx2fj7xj4t 3 жыл бұрын
I don't feel any pain in my body, but I know my soul is dying and crying with this life, a life that should be a blessing, turned into an incurable disease.
@valentrixx2063
@valentrixx2063 3 жыл бұрын
This used to be me I couldn’t feel anything and now that I am getting emotions I hate it I hate it when I cry and can only savour the times when I laugh or smile
@suspicious5114
@suspicious5114 2 жыл бұрын
My home doesn't feel like home My "friends" aren't friends Sometimes I think why do I live the person that cared for me that I loved the most died like just why?-..
@katkahoffingerova2009
@katkahoffingerova2009 2 жыл бұрын
feel your pain bro
@Hitkendlofi
@Hitkendlofi Жыл бұрын
In case no one told you today. You're beautiful. You're loved. You're needed. You're alive for a reason. You're stronger than you think. You're gonna get through this. I'm glad you're alive. And don't ever give up!
@meymey3229
@meymey3229 2 жыл бұрын
Were stopping looking for monsters under our beds when we realized they are inside us ~joker
@willhowR
@willhowR 2 жыл бұрын
So true
@beyondnormal666
@beyondnormal666 2 жыл бұрын
We all have that dark side that shows with emotion
@moon_____
@moon_____ 2 жыл бұрын
oh, wow. Yes I am a monster. A little depressed one.
@lonisamaan9959
@lonisamaan9959 2 жыл бұрын
❤️
@ihatemymom.1383
@ihatemymom.1383 2 жыл бұрын
we stopped trying to drown our demons when we realized they could swim -anonymous
@mairuzu465
@mairuzu465 3 жыл бұрын
Silently crying in my room so no one in the house knows that I’m struggling. Put on that smile in the morning again and nobody will know.
@vidagreen1407
@vidagreen1407 3 жыл бұрын
I do that everyday my family thinks I'm fine but I can hear my insides screaming for it to end
@mairuzu465
@mairuzu465 3 жыл бұрын
@@vidagreen1407 same
@vidagreen1407
@vidagreen1407 3 жыл бұрын
@@mairuzu465 I'm sorry... I know it hurts so much if I could I'd give you a hug 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
@mairuzu465
@mairuzu465 3 жыл бұрын
@@vidagreen1407 thanks. We need a hug fest with everyone in these comments. Obviously after Covid.
@vidagreen1407
@vidagreen1407 3 жыл бұрын
@@mairuzu465 absolutely I would so be there
@rheajorgenson6742
@rheajorgenson6742 2 жыл бұрын
moms be like " i know everything" then why don't you know i'm suffering.... huh? i actually thought she knew everything but when i started to suffer she didn't notice. I've hidden it for two years now. So i did everything innocent, that was back then.....
@grenfrogg78
@grenfrogg78 2 жыл бұрын
You know parents aren’t always the people we imagine them to be. You can get through this. I believe that you can. When the world shatters beneath you, just know that somewhere, someone loves the things you hate the most about yourself. Hang in there while the world hits you ok? Have something to drink, even just a little and maybe eat. I love you.
@nilsu2118
@nilsu2118 2 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/opTbo2agrK6MoM0
@priyankaevelyngrace3060
@priyankaevelyngrace3060 2 жыл бұрын
U sometimes don't need to justify n question coz it might only hurt ! I wish u luck and everything perfect for your life ahead just meet the good things smilling!!!! U ve got a friend here remember!
@urmom-dw4cd
@urmom-dw4cd 2 жыл бұрын
Heh. I learn thai in school and in online classes and it’s overwhelming. She says that I still need to take them even though I said that it was exhausting. She doesn’t know what I mean.
@emmamadden1340
@emmamadden1340 2 жыл бұрын
So have my dad and step mom are the only ones that noticed my mental change Yeah.
@ValeriaMartinez-hn6wp
@ValeriaMartinez-hn6wp 2 жыл бұрын
It hurts so much these songs are exactly how loneliness feels
@nicomaume6778
@nicomaume6778 2 жыл бұрын
We all need that one person who's holding us while we cry uncontrollably at 3am, reassuring us that everything will be ok😌
@Sunflower_that_loves_you
@Sunflower_that_loves_you 2 жыл бұрын
Is it weird that I have my father by my side but I push him away because I think I only hurt him , I have become so toxic I guess ... I am afraid I will hurt him too ....
@jestiaprovost2907
@jestiaprovost2907 2 жыл бұрын
Nobody is holding me it's just me, my dog, and my ghost dog but the person I want to hold the most is my sister aka my bff she could make my day horrible to the best day in my life in one second hopefully we can see each other soon
@christopherfouweather1104
@christopherfouweather1104 2 жыл бұрын
i do...i gotmy pillow
@Itzmika07
@Itzmika07 3 жыл бұрын
"You should treasure your pillow, because it catches your tears when no one else does"
@dianaamistoso
@dianaamistoso 2 жыл бұрын
:(
@hannahramos6001
@hannahramos6001 2 жыл бұрын
And you know what's more hurt is that the people you needed the most right now to comfort you, to cheer you up is the only reason why your in pain😭
@saralzuhairi9362
@saralzuhairi9362 2 жыл бұрын
😢
@Reagan._.04
@Reagan._.04 11 ай бұрын
I was hurt and put in the most pain I’ve ever been in by the person I love the most in this world-😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@mi4tc
@mi4tc 2 жыл бұрын
i can't cry. I feel numb.
@deusarosa8468
@deusarosa8468 3 жыл бұрын
Nothing hurts more than listening to sad songs while you’re crying like an ocean... it makes you realize how empty this life is...
@ashleymoh7692
@ashleymoh7692 3 жыл бұрын
Me nothing hurts more than listening to music while flashbacks happen in my min of all the bad things
@bored_af4450
@bored_af4450 2 жыл бұрын
it aint empty bish ur making it empty go live ur life bruhh dont be sitting and doin nothin
@andioop-8164
@andioop-8164 2 жыл бұрын
is there a reason i cant cry?, i can sit there feeling so bad that I want to vomit my own tears out but the most I can do is get watery eyes
@SayanthXyz
@SayanthXyz Жыл бұрын
listen up people, you exist today, you might be suffering, you might be at your worst, you might have lost everything, but just remember you exist today, i know your pain is really hard to handle not everyone can't handle it, but you're doing it, you're handling it, even though you might have messed up, but you haven't gave up, that shows who you really are,get out there and live a life you want to live, even if you fail a million times, never stop trying. we got one life, make it happen, it's just a phase you're through, you got this, only you can make it happen, keep going, never give up.
@rumaysakadimhaddouzi9496
@rumaysakadimhaddouzi9496 2 жыл бұрын
The hardest thing is when you forget how to cry or when you just can't cry anymore, you just sit there empty ...
@prettymomma7678
@prettymomma7678 2 жыл бұрын
I can't cry anymore .. fr. I have run out of tears. The pain is throbbing, but I can't cry ...
@jackiegarcia289
@jackiegarcia289 2 жыл бұрын
and it sucks bc yk that crying will help the pain but its all numb now
@lisaelliott8848
@lisaelliott8848 2 жыл бұрын
I feel you. I used to fake cry when I was young but now I fake smile. I just can’t cry from sadness…….. sorry mom
@prettymomma7678
@prettymomma7678 2 жыл бұрын
@@lisaelliott8848 yes.. My fucking fake smile...
@sebastiankhoo6526
@sebastiankhoo6526 2 жыл бұрын
To all the people in pain here, let us unite together and stay strong for each other. Amen
@TATA-zk5rf
@TATA-zk5rf 2 жыл бұрын
To those 3.8M listening i hope you all are okay fighting we can make it❤
@prishasingh648
@prishasingh648 2 жыл бұрын
the people who are listening to this playlist and suffering are not weak they are the strongest people i know keep on going everyone dont give up you have so much to do it might feel that this pain wont go but it will stay strong for me for you because it will be worth it at the end of the day sending all my love
@daphnemahdavi5404
@daphnemahdavi5404 3 жыл бұрын
"if you look at her closely you can see that every now and then she turns away from her group of friends, she stops smiling. and for a split second she becomes a different person, a sad person, a person who is afraid to show emotions, a person who is broken and no one knows that. after that split second, she hits reality again, she goes back to joking and smiling with her friends, she looks happy but if you look close enough you can see the pain in her eyes from when people hurt her"- quote by me :). also @imok just know we love you and that your life is worth living, think about the people u love and what they would do if u committed su!cide, please stay with us
@leftwardbead1875
@leftwardbead1875 3 жыл бұрын
Me
@yn896
@yn896 3 жыл бұрын
My animals saved me from stabbing myself🙂
@yn896
@yn896 3 жыл бұрын
@Lea Inge we just got new knifes and there really sharp
@lydiaienkatiemomranier7973
@lydiaienkatiemomranier7973 3 жыл бұрын
Can I post this somewhere if I give you credit? I'm writing something for school and this is so true. Could I use it?
@somegirlnamedtiffani5358
@somegirlnamedtiffani5358 3 жыл бұрын
ty
@xoromyxd
@xoromyxd 3 жыл бұрын
Roses are dead Violets are dying Outside i'm smiling Inside i'm crying🙂😭
@ashleymoh7692
@ashleymoh7692 3 жыл бұрын
Roses are red Violets are blue In the night I'm crying And in the day I'm "smiling"
@sha_f
@sha_f 3 жыл бұрын
Roses are red Violets are blue You guys are depressed and so i do
@ilikeanimals3010
@ilikeanimals3010 3 жыл бұрын
Sthu
@ashleymoh7692
@ashleymoh7692 3 жыл бұрын
@@ilikeanimals3010 It's rude To say that
@saniyanoble5460
@saniyanoble5460 2 жыл бұрын
@@ilikeanimals3010 hahha u got me crying hahaha
@real.roseyy5781
@real.roseyy5781 2 жыл бұрын
I'm not sure if I'm depressed. i mean i'm not sad. but I'm not exactly happy either. i can laugh and joke and smile during the day, but when I'm alone at night I just feel kinda numb
@leorichard7955
@leorichard7955 2 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so do not waste it, and also do not worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going forward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because I worry about you "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
@emmamadden1340
@emmamadden1340 2 жыл бұрын
That is depression
@starlightnightlight5513
@starlightnightlight5513 2 жыл бұрын
We’re only trying to survive what we drown in. I pray we all get through this one song at a time. I love you all 🥀☔️
@isabellavasquez1690
@isabellavasquez1690 2 жыл бұрын
"Heroes don't cry because of what's happening, they'll cry because of their past and what's happening in the present" -Shoto Todoroki
@dianaamistoso
@dianaamistoso 2 жыл бұрын
:(
@nothingstillnothing9390
@nothingstillnothing9390 2 жыл бұрын
He said that?
@dianaamistoso
@dianaamistoso 2 жыл бұрын
@@nothingstillnothing9390 same thought
@Maiconix
@Maiconix 2 жыл бұрын
SHOTOOOO
@dianaamistoso
@dianaamistoso 2 жыл бұрын
@Shoto Todoroki ooh!! hewo :o
@luxqi4230
@luxqi4230 2 жыл бұрын
i am in pain but i have been hiding it forever. tho im 13, i go through shit in real life and the online world. i really hate being in pain,used for clout,money,etc. it hurts allot,and ive been losing friends. i rlly hate life at this point theres nothing to do but be in pain 24/7.
@haniad7273
@haniad7273 2 жыл бұрын
im sorry, stay strong
@luxqi4230
@luxqi4230 2 жыл бұрын
@@haniad7273 thx
@tyler-xv2rc
@tyler-xv2rc 2 жыл бұрын
I'm 13 as well and I feel the same I don't get how people say u can't be depressed at 13 like are we not allowed to feel emotions till we are 16 or smthing
@harperwebb3941
@harperwebb3941 2 жыл бұрын
Sometimes I wish I could have a mental breakdown not at 3am and instead in the middle of school in the Councilers office so I don't have to say how much I'm hurting and they can help me instead of making me sitting silently dying on the inside
@SoftSpotForBrokenThings
@SoftSpotForBrokenThings 2 жыл бұрын
Yep I also have thouhts that maybe it would be better if I had my breakdown in public and people would see the pain with which i'm fighting. Or that I would faint in public and go to the hospital and tell them about my eating disorders. But in my country we have such a bad health service that I'm scared that someone would tell me that it is just my fault, or that I'm doing that only for attention.
@DarkSide-uf8ci
@DarkSide-uf8ci 2 жыл бұрын
It hits hard when you come to realization that you can't be happy anymore. Just that f*cking emptiness day by day.
@ihatemymom.1383
@ihatemymom.1383 2 жыл бұрын
yep.
@dianelbavaldez
@dianelbavaldez 2 жыл бұрын
The emptiness hurts soooo much :(
@energoss5788
@energoss5788 2 жыл бұрын
@Anonim Kişi i feel this comment so much, it's so exhausting to feel this emptiness all the time
@nilsu2118
@nilsu2118 2 жыл бұрын
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@ahmadnuman6627
@ahmadnuman6627 2 жыл бұрын
It’s weird that you can have friends but still feel lonely
@minalfatima3379
@minalfatima3379 2 жыл бұрын
Lol its the opposite for me no friends since 7 years now :)
@jackiegarcia289
@jackiegarcia289 2 жыл бұрын
from experience , i feel much better cutting off the friends who made me feel that way. it opens up the path for new ones to come along & it helps so much mentally letting them go..
@minalfatima3379
@minalfatima3379 2 жыл бұрын
@@jackiegarcia289 So true i wish you happiness sis!!!
@lisaelliott8848
@lisaelliott8848 2 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@tiffanygallinger67
@tiffanygallinger67 2 жыл бұрын
i lost my friend i got my phone token away 5 mouths ago and now i cant talk to her
@Rose-uj7zt
@Rose-uj7zt Жыл бұрын
It's funny how no matter how much pain someone's going through nobody ever notices.
@beyondnormal666
@beyondnormal666 2 жыл бұрын
Things in anime I watch that I cant have: Freindships I cant have Relationships I cant have Food I cant eat No abuse to the earth No covid Not as much death (most anime) Happy tears Escape reality to a world where people care No fake freinds The sun is out No crying to sleep No reminders of my painful life Better mind Happy endings No suicide Smiles Pain goes away quicker Tears go away quicker A shoulder to lay on Freinds who care Parents who accept who I am A positive mind set More happier in general (Just feel like saying to the lgbtq community: dont let others words control you you are you and love is love so if you have homophobic parents then don't let them control you becuase your the best you while you are at pride of showong your pride and I love that about you and im also happy for the straits becuase you help us by making more lgbtq babies for the world. So dont let there words get to you because who you love dosent effect anyone and with that goodluck with life!)
@motivatopedia4563
@motivatopedia4563 2 жыл бұрын
We gotta respect our pillows for catching our tears when nobody else will.
@that.purple.drawing.fre4k178
@that.purple.drawing.fre4k178 2 жыл бұрын
WoW that hit me hard
@beyondnormal666
@beyondnormal666 2 жыл бұрын
I thank the shower for wiping off my tear I thank my pillows for wiping away my tears I thank my blanket for wiping away my tears I thank my stuffed animals for wiping away my tears I thank my sweatshirts for wiping away my tears I thank my hands for wiping away my tears ect..
@ihatemymom.1383
@ihatemymom.1383 2 жыл бұрын
or our levi acreman plushies-
@cadenceschreiber383
@cadenceschreiber383 2 жыл бұрын
The comment section is always so painful to scroll through 😔I hope everyone who sees this becomes happy at least once in there life and don’t take one breath for granted ❤️
@LuvvAmari
@LuvvAmari 2 жыл бұрын
my only wish is to make it just for my birthday or if I'm lucky I want to see next year
@cadenceschreiber383
@cadenceschreiber383 2 жыл бұрын
@@LuvvAmari I believe in you ❤️
@sunsetdawn1519
@sunsetdawn1519 2 жыл бұрын
@@LuvvAmari you can do it trust me
@notdonyet4130
@notdonyet4130 2 жыл бұрын
@@LuvvAmari Make it for the stars that are yet to shine down upon you! Make it because one thing, the littlest thing will take your breath away and you'll find yourself enjoying the rarest of moments. Just hang on, just a little longer. It'll all be oh so worth it man! Believe meee!
@LuvvAmari
@LuvvAmari 2 жыл бұрын
@@notdonyet4130 I know im late to this but thanks, my friend also helped me out so I guess I wont leave. But thanks for helping.
@nandinigiri5284
@nandinigiri5284 2 жыл бұрын
most of the people in the comment section: **depressed and thinking of dying** me: ** dying of menstrual cramps** I swear this might end up being my last words with how bad my tummy's hurting rn. T-T
@ihatemymom.1383
@ihatemymom.1383 2 жыл бұрын
im having both pfft-
@Moon31215
@Moon31215 2 жыл бұрын
Nuuu! You poor thing
@kanizfatema5758
@kanizfatema5758 2 жыл бұрын
I was in a bad mood and was crying..i don't know why I laughed bc of ur comment...now I'm feeling bad :-(
@nandinigiri5284
@nandinigiri5284 2 жыл бұрын
@@kanizfatema5758 Aww! There's no need to. This is just life, my friend 😔
@kanizfatema5758
@kanizfatema5758 2 жыл бұрын
@@nandinigiri5284 yeah...it feels like stabbing in your stomach....i feel u girl..life is tough
@crumble7141
@crumble7141 2 жыл бұрын
I remember the day my dad called saying my brother couldn’t make it. My heart dropped. I remember that 1 hour drive to the hospital. All I remember is praying to God hoping it was all a prank or a dream. The moment I stepped into the room to see my brother I thought there was the tiniest chance he was still there. I knew his time ended as I saw his finger tips purple.. he really was gone. I couldn’t even see him in his last moments. He fought for 3 years. The hand that once held mine couldn’t even twitch now. I remember all those days of just building legos together.. playing video games and those long chats that would last forever. I miss you. I’m so lonely without you in this world. I can’t seem to make any friends either. You were my reason. My best friend. My brother…
@laama59
@laama59 3 жыл бұрын
Falling in love is like giving someone a loaded gun pointed at your heart and trusting them not to pull the trigger.
@Julia-ig7rx
@Julia-ig7rx 3 жыл бұрын
I couldn't trust them :D
@analiese4512
@analiese4512 2 жыл бұрын
And that's why yes I believe in love but I don't ever want a boyfriend anymore to much drama to much everything
@Rozlicious27
@Rozlicious27 2 жыл бұрын
Till he pulled the trigger on me and manipulated, lied, and cheated on me 🥲💔
@skylarshade8365
@skylarshade8365 2 жыл бұрын
and with the right person, u just know it that they wouldn't pull the trigger. even if they did, you would just know it and still love them.
@nunogabriel646
@nunogabriel646 2 жыл бұрын
right now im a emmental cheese
@obsessivelydelulu
@obsessivelydelulu 2 жыл бұрын
I feel so tired of everything. Of my parents leaving me to fend for myself, of never being enough for myself , of always feeling emotionless, of calling out for help but nobody acknowledging it or me, of constantly hiding my pain from those I care about, of constantly trying to stop myself from cutting and starving myself, of having the people I tell saying Im faking it, of having to fake smiling wishing it was real, of constantly living in anxiety. Thats all, thanks for letting me rant
@mezidimeriem658
@mezidimeriem658 2 жыл бұрын
Hey there, i was feeling same But i want to tell u never give up on urself ure such a beautiful strong kind sweet person, u deserve only happines, for now on live for urself only , work on urself and whenever u feel like this remember that ure not alone all the ppl in this comments understand u and i do too In the end i want to tell u that its okey not to be okey and dont give up not now not today keep shinnig ure a star and stars never extinguished ✨
@roha8747
@roha8747 2 жыл бұрын
Dont be hopeless, divine help is the closest when ur vulnerable. Try spotting smone who will believe and listen to wht u have to say. Maybe they r near but u didnt notice all along
@urmom-dw4cd
@urmom-dw4cd 2 жыл бұрын
Please don’t cut yourself! Here are some tips to stop cutting. 1 The butterfly method. You take a marker and draw a butterfly where you want too cut. 2 The ice method. You take some red dye and a ice cube and draw where you want too cut it will look like blood if that’s what you want. 3 The rubber band method. You take a rubber band and snap it where you want too cut. 4 The pen method. You take a ballpoint pen and draw on your arms not hard enough to make a wound. And if you want too loose weight run 27 minutes a day. In a week you will have lost a pound. Hope this helps! And remember NO CUTTING!
@seonghwasbae2771
@seonghwasbae2771 2 жыл бұрын
@@urmom-dw4cd you are awesome
@urmom-dw4cd
@urmom-dw4cd 2 жыл бұрын
@@seonghwasbae2771 Thank you! You too!
@s0satierolle616
@s0satierolle616 2 жыл бұрын
Mom: Don't let anyone break you down... Dad: Fight back for what you love... Brother: I'm always here if you need me... (Mom calls me useless 24/7, dad screams at me and when I try to help he gets violent and my brother just watches as they abuse me) What am I supposed to do then...?
@prasoetsakseehanart4947
@prasoetsakseehanart4947 2 жыл бұрын
This is so true
@luluaung6908
@luluaung6908 2 жыл бұрын
This song was supposed to make me cry and be sad but i feel free and safe and the comment section make me feel that the pain i feel is not alone we all share a pain which is different but the common thing is it is painful and i feel good again because of the sharing of pain the people in the comment section share. We all will feel Free one day and we must try to survive for us for others. Sending love to all💕🌹💖✨
@Grace-rz8nl
@Grace-rz8nl 3 жыл бұрын
i feel nothing anymore. and the worst part about it is i don’t even know what the hell is wrong with me.
@x-knight580
@x-knight580 3 жыл бұрын
when your depressed they think you want attention so you fake it when your sad they let you solve it on your own but when youre dead they suddenly care
@adalbertomellado8318
@adalbertomellado8318 3 жыл бұрын
They seem to care until its too late... 😣
@valentrixx2063
@valentrixx2063 3 жыл бұрын
So true my parents couldn’t care less about me always worry about themselves I just talk about being in pain and they say I’m exaggerating
@wpruitt81
@wpruitt81 2 жыл бұрын
Yea people think because I’m 10 and i struggle with depression that I’m faking it and I’m to young to have it but your never to young :(
@imanmaniji
@imanmaniji 2 жыл бұрын
it hurts the most when ur trying not to cry but it stings and u can't stop it
@user-zj5dp7zt7w
@user-zj5dp7zt7w 2 жыл бұрын
whoever is reading this, you made it this far and you should be proud of yourself for overcoming your pain another day. it's not easy, but enjoying the little things in life can change your life.
@imfine5817
@imfine5817 3 жыл бұрын
I Love walking in the rain because no body can see me crying - Charlie chaplin
@dianaamistoso
@dianaamistoso 2 жыл бұрын
deep
@Twizoo
@Twizoo 3 жыл бұрын
Hey. Hey, you. Yes, you. You're the one reading this, aren't you? Well, let me tell you something. You need to know. DON'T SCROLL, please.. I know, I know I'm a stranger here on the internet. But, I guarantee you, you need to hear this. Are you in a dark place? You aren't alone. We all were there, y'know. Feeling Suicidal? Please don't. I think you matter. Even if I don't know you, I still think you matter. You are the best stranger I've met. So, do something for me real quick. It's quick, I promise. Drink some water. WAIT! DON'T WIPE THE WATER OFF YOUR LIPS YET! Look, see how they shine? See how they twinkle and glimmer? it's like you. Even in the tiniest bit of light, you shine. If you want to take your life, think about something. Out of the 7 billion+ people on this earth.. Someone out there, they think you're perfect. They love you, so much. Imagine how much you'd hurt them if you left.. even if it seems unlikely, I can assure you. Someone out there, they love you. So keep fighting. You'll win, no matter how hard it is. "Fight the storm to see the rainbow". Remember that, okay? Good, I love you. Stay safe, handsome/beautiful :)
@bored_af4450
@bored_af4450 2 жыл бұрын
ok bruh thanks tho y tf is it long bruh
@Raf_OoO
@Raf_OoO 2 жыл бұрын
thanks 🥲😞 ily
@bored_af4450
@bored_af4450 2 жыл бұрын
@@Raf_OoO wlcm ily to
@ilikeanimals3010
@ilikeanimals3010 2 жыл бұрын
Tf.
@doggod7971
@doggod7971 2 жыл бұрын
Aww that’s so sweet:)
@lephan1347
@lephan1347 2 жыл бұрын
9:37 Once you start loving someone, it’s hard to stop…
@bungasantina7736
@bungasantina7736 2 жыл бұрын
Since when a playlist can be a comfort zone?? Such a ✨MASTERPIECE✨
@heartvi
@heartvi 3 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry. I’m sorry to my body, for giving it all these cuts. I’m sorry to my parents, for hiding my thoughts. I’m sorry to my sister, for thinking about leaving you alone at this time. I'm sorry little one, for once I'm gone I won't be able to see you all grown up. I’m sorry to all my friends, for ignoring you. I’m sorry to my teammates, for thinking of leaving you mid-season before our big trip. I’m sorry everyone, for wanting to end my life. This world deserves a person better than me. I beg of you. Do not dwell when I die, as it will be just a passing moment. Once that time comes, I want to say, goodbye. We shall see each other in another lifetime, may it be in another 100 years or so.
@nicetomeetya6775
@nicetomeetya6775 3 жыл бұрын
No please don't, Its not worth it.It's gonna be okay let's take one at a time,It may look like its the right thing to do but trust me its not worth it, Better days will come and you'd be proud of yourself for not giving up .
@sophiaferreira128
@sophiaferreira128 2 жыл бұрын
i beg you, please don’t do it honey. please don’t.
@musfiraafzal2793
@musfiraafzal2793 2 жыл бұрын
there is no one better than you. there is no one that can replace you. YOU ARE ENOUGH AND WORTH IT. pleased don't give up. its hard but please. if you wanna talk or you need someone to just be there, lemme know but please this world needs you.
@doggod7971
@doggod7971 2 жыл бұрын
I don’t know if u can see this hut I hope your still out there your enough more than it there is no reason to apologize for going through something everyone does but I hope you know u matter I’m sure your younger self would tell you to keep going :) your amazing✨
@nicomaume6778
@nicomaume6778 2 жыл бұрын
Damn... All I can say is felt... But it's not worth it; there's so many people out there who care. You won't take away the pain, you'll just pass it on to someone else. Hang in there😔
@edwardyb4mmx13
@edwardyb4mmx13 3 жыл бұрын
Guys.. i want you guys to keep strong and keep smile, stay healty:)
@roseprice8060
@roseprice8060 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you x
@sr.patataconlimon9462
@sr.patataconlimon9462 3 жыл бұрын
Im Sorry, its late. But thank you for the words n.n
@54stopsatcali
@54stopsatcali 3 жыл бұрын
Why,when there is no point..
@nepheliechristou475
@nepheliechristou475 3 жыл бұрын
kinda hard...
@bridgettebrinegar9737
@bridgettebrinegar9737 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@raccoonlord2261
@raccoonlord2261 2 жыл бұрын
A message to all the people that are having a bad day! Even if the days are rough, it will get better eventually, and if you think nobody loves or cares about you, you are wrong. There are so many people that care about you! If you're struggling through school or have a ton of missed homework (like me, Haha) or have exams that you're stressed about, just know that you can do it, and you've gotten so far in life! Whether you know it or not, one day things will be a lot better, and the sun will shine at some point. You are strong, and you've gotten through everything bad that life has thrown at you, and this time will be no different! You are beautiful in your own ways, and if anyone else says otherwise, they are wrong! Take care of yourself and get some sleep if you need it. Drink a lot of water and maybe take a warm shower or bath to relax, you deserve it! Stay a shining star, because all the bad things will leave at some point, don't lose hope!!
@ethanoh4921
@ethanoh4921 2 жыл бұрын
For those whose cries went unheard, for those who have battle scars, for those with that unbearable ache, for those who are alone right now. Know that you aren't truly alone. For those who feel this sadness, look to the moon when it becomes too much and know that there are others looking with you.
@merissa3257
@merissa3257 2 жыл бұрын
It's funny how your in pain crying and your friend is being happy with someone else...
@shan9912
@shan9912 2 жыл бұрын
this hit too hard
@imdepressed6315
@imdepressed6315 2 жыл бұрын
It’s happening to me. My best friend left me right as I went into middle school. I was lonely the whole year.
@hopeworld4266
@hopeworld4266 2 жыл бұрын
@@imdepressed6315 Now I'm in it ryt now😂
@troublemakeresha4971
@troublemakeresha4971 2 жыл бұрын
I felt that so deep.....😞
@beyondnormal666
@beyondnormal666 2 жыл бұрын
Friend? What's that
these songs honestly just have a sad vibe. (slowed down songs)
1:00:33
Alone & Lost
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these songs to cry in your room (slowed down songs)
43:30
Lost Dreams
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