@@Willow_ml tired, but aren’t we all. How about you
@cherryandtheberries2 жыл бұрын
Me listening to this song 24/7 while being that student who only studies a day before a test:
@Playlists7232 жыл бұрын
yep
@sahratorres89112 жыл бұрын
me fr
@zaikami.2 жыл бұрын
my exam is like 7 hours away lmao doing nothing
@cherryandtheberries2 жыл бұрын
@@zaikami. ooof good luck anyway maybe the power of friendship will help u who knows
@zaikami.2 жыл бұрын
@@cherryandtheberries yea the exam went rlly good ^^ was mid term btw ty
@toast5108 Жыл бұрын
This song represents this much of me : 'Insomnia' 'Eating disorder' 'Keep eating' 'Try vomiting' 'Study more' 'Make everyone proud' 'Stress' 'anxiety' I actually can't stop crying -
@JoharaleenSTahil Жыл бұрын
you shouldn't have to try so hard just for those who think you're not good enough, your perfect and don't let anyone say otherwise. dont let them bring you down, your perfect no matter what😊
@Z_xhx Жыл бұрын
@@JoharaleenSTahil that true
@toast5108 Жыл бұрын
@@JoharaleenSTahil just as much as i love your comment but its hard right now . .
@JoharaleenSTahil Жыл бұрын
@@toast5108 you should focus more on the things that make you happy then the things that will make others happy, you can worry about that later, but your health, physical and mental, is what you should care about right now, and if those people actually care then they should understand.
@toast5108 Жыл бұрын
@@JoharaleenSTahil my mother isn't letting me go and keeps making me do more. My sister's were rude enough to the point i can making lunch and breakfast for myself .
@yyuyu111 Жыл бұрын
As a introverted and rational person, who always wants more and that thinks that is never enough and that i can always improve, this is such a vibe
@Sunset_DreamOfficial10 ай бұрын
listening to this while studying>>>>
@ccerealsoupp2 жыл бұрын
I relate to this song 100%. Ive always been a high achiever, ive always been the top of my class and gotten straight A's. But in middle school my dad said if i dont keep my grades up he'll move me to another school, and i didnt wanna move. So i pushed all my friends away and studied every time i could. Given, i had very smart parents so even if i didnt study, i would still be very smart. But i wanted to keep that gap between the average kids at my school and me. I spent my lunch break in the library, i did projects alone and i mostly talked to people in my theater or band class.
@kris-qy4yq2 жыл бұрын
how are you?
@ccerealsoupp2 жыл бұрын
@@kris-qy4yq im doing fine for now, how about you?
@hedgeater2 жыл бұрын
I love how ur username is so relatable
@Tooglamtogiveadamn140642 жыл бұрын
Are you showing off your intelligence...?
@ccerealsoupp2 жыл бұрын
@@Tooglamtogiveadamn14064 no-sorry if it game off that way
@rikamajica66902 жыл бұрын
listening to this song knowing that I dont get straight A's
@ssaturqn2 жыл бұрын
:((
@Killvts2 жыл бұрын
this is sad, cause when i got a 43 in math because my teacher didnt help me learn i got grounded for 5 months.
@rikamajica66902 жыл бұрын
@@Killvts thats unfair, teachers are supposed to help us and not ignore us for not understanding the problem:(
@spruggyvtwo2 жыл бұрын
@@Killvts I finished this year with a D+ and I felt mad bc I had help but never listened
@Rabbit_hearted2 жыл бұрын
Same.
@_Blu3q2 жыл бұрын
I feel like no matter what you're feeling, you can just relate to this song
@applauseforme2 жыл бұрын
Even w supportive parents u can relate
@jinseoxxi2 жыл бұрын
fr
@GigglesLove123 Жыл бұрын
i get a+
@Aceyoov Жыл бұрын
I always wanted to get 100s but now I’m just to tired
@nikisayuri3 Жыл бұрын
mhm
@aphrodisiac_enby2 жыл бұрын
*Are you satisfied...?* My favorite song ever...because it resumes my life,literally!!!
@kang_97_sol_c3 ай бұрын
No I'm not😂
@Coquettechuuya2 жыл бұрын
0:44 Is the best part no one can change my mind
@SirCyre Жыл бұрын
that's my fav aswell
@traezv Жыл бұрын
same
@its.eya11111 ай бұрын
Same❤
@AvipoppyАй бұрын
YES
@lolz17182 жыл бұрын
Lyrics
@howdyyall43352 жыл бұрын
Thank you and God bless 💓
@eviesdays85552 жыл бұрын
Thx❤
@8R05K12 жыл бұрын
Thx
@nicoleornicky78172 жыл бұрын
relatable for my life 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
@GleebleSkoob2 жыл бұрын
this was a mistake cause yeah they appear on every video and theyre annoying they just want likes so please stop these comments
@rachel-er2of2 жыл бұрын
UPDATE: I GOT INTO HIGH HONORS I wasn't the best in school. I'm currently in grade 8 and I did horrible in the first two semesters. I obviously passed and got B's and C's (honor roll idk I got rounded in) but I remember the day where i saw my highschool courses/electives. I was mortified and started crying (they were ok now thinking about it but I felt so ashamed of myself) So I made a pact to myself that I will better myself in school so I can prove everyone wrong. It worked actually, for the third semester I put my effort in everything school related to do better than before. It turned out great. I got noticed by all of my teachers (I GOT ON A BOARD LOL) and passed the third semester with an 84 in english, 87 in ur mom (sorry but its a class, not actually named ur mom) , 90 in history, 91 in science, and an 83 in math. But this semester (the final one) i think is probably my best, i studied hard and tried my best in everything. I now have... - a 95 in english - a 93 in ur mom! (joke but the grade isn't) - 90 in history - 90 in science - 91 in math (was originally a 96) hopefully i can get into high honors, i'll update! just comment underneath to remind me :)
@ssaturqn2 жыл бұрын
THE UR MOM HELP?/
@ssaturqn2 жыл бұрын
also great job !!
@heikoluf63542 жыл бұрын
did you make to high honors?
@handlethatsavaildable2 жыл бұрын
congratz
@hiimdepressed_2 жыл бұрын
Congrats 🎉
@mistfulvoid2 жыл бұрын
*VENT* i’m headed with all advanced classes with algebra 1 (high school honors) at the age of 12 and i want to just stop. i know damn well in less than 2 weeks the bullshit school year will start again and i’ll burn myself out again. i absolutely cannot drop any of my classes as it will bring dishonor to my family filled with engineers who run powerplants, doctors, scientists, and famous lawyers. and to top it off, i am developing social anxiety which makes things a whole lot worse. i’m 12 years old and having to go through all this bullshit. the education system needs to improve.
@kris-qy4yq2 жыл бұрын
aww its gona be okay
@saimasehar5429 Жыл бұрын
i hope you're doing okay right now.. you're so young.. im 17 and its exhausting sometimes ik. remember that its all soon gonna pass
@macaronicheeseistheone4me2 жыл бұрын
I relate to this song sm. Whenever I got a B - C in my grades, I would get upset. Especially since my parents pressured me to getting good grades. It's as if they only cared if I got a high grade. They never listened to what I had to say, only they would listen if they were *satisfied.* I hope that everyone who also relates to this song are doing well now. Don't pressure yourself into getting good grades. Do what makes you happy.
@imawesometakecaution Жыл бұрын
my parents are nice to me because my teacher is mad about something and doesent give me the right grades
@sofiasheronova7846 Жыл бұрын
real... i'm in my post burnout era and don't want to do anything except entertainments and relaxing hahs
@suki-grr11 ай бұрын
I relate to this. Tho.. I'm the one who's pressuring myself. Not my teachers nor my parents. Idk what's wrong with me.
@Nappleon9 ай бұрын
@@suki-grrSame..
@kaeya_jinhit78052 жыл бұрын
I can relate so much to the song even when I'm not a "high achiver" i try to study so hard and only get average scores- I hope one day....this will change
@lilithx98042 жыл бұрын
same no matter how much I work I end up with average grades :((
@mallorydagreatest5963 Жыл бұрын
same...
@espresleinesdaughter841 Жыл бұрын
Real
@RinyuraISNTyours2 жыл бұрын
" high achievers don't you see? Baby nothing comes for free they say i'm a control freak driven by greed to suceed nobody can stop me " bro i like this sm
@driftywayy11 ай бұрын
Why is this me. "work harder!" I'm trying my best. "Don't overwork yourself!" You just fucking told me to work harder and the next moment you're all "ohh i'm sowwy". Just because you have the power to do that doesn't mean you should. (oh lord i feel so good venting on youtube)
@kkcrayon.officialxx2 жыл бұрын
i can relate this so much. the lyrics "it's my problem" is literally me. i always wanted good grades and everything. my parents never pressured me. it's my problem if i have stress and addiction to success. my problem if i don't have friends. my life problems is just bc of me.
@kanoshikita7060 Жыл бұрын
0:19 that one part... "people like to tell you what ur gonna be its not my problem if u dont see what i see?and i do not give a damn if u dont BELIEVE!"
@SkibidiSwiftie132 жыл бұрын
I have always been on the top of my class. I was always a straight A student, and always happy. But anxiety and just overall bad emotions have been going up, making my grades go down. But I’ve started to work on myself, and put the same amount of effort I put into school in to my own health. It’s hard, but it’s helping.
@ZoroyoZerOSC Жыл бұрын
Same 😔
@tinaninu2 жыл бұрын
"Baby nothing comes for free" Is actually true because I go on many sports and acting to +I have school and I'm excellent student for everyone irl my life seems perfect and they want to be me but things that actually happened to me are traumatizing the fact that I don't even get enough sleep to achieve my goal and at same time hang out whit friends and my mental health is going down because of quarantine I wasn't straight A student in 2020 but I had A's and B's which were ruining my "perfect girl who is good at everything" thingy
@konversenconverse Жыл бұрын
to me this song is like all those people (myself included) who used to get straight A's and now are falling behind with the stress. also finding out more about yourself and stress and lonelyness :(
@heyTrishia Жыл бұрын
My definition
@scarleyyXD2 жыл бұрын
You know this song is really good when you nonstop listen to it every day.
@mehrsami9026 Жыл бұрын
I feel bad for those people who think they arent "good enough" YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH! YOUR AMAZING! SAY THAT YOUR GREAT OR I WILL VIRTUALLY SLAP YOU! no but srsly you are perfect the way you are! Dont beat yourself up!
@cx1nyАй бұрын
VIRTUAL SLAP?? NAH IM GOOD 😭🙏 (but srsly, tysm!!)
@-notfloofy-3071 Жыл бұрын
"'Cause it's my problem if I want to pack up and run away" "It's my business if I feel the need to smoke and drink and sway" "It's my problem, it's my problem if I feel the need to hide" "And it's my problem if I have no friends and feel I want to die" this is me honestly. especially those lines.
@watermelonpotato-d3o Жыл бұрын
fr.i relate sm istg
@sayussi Жыл бұрын
For me it's "One life pretending to be the cat who got the cream" "high achiever don't you see" "They say i'm a control freak"
@Katytheanimeloverxx Жыл бұрын
For me it's "do I need to lie... To find my way in life" and "it's my problem if I have no friends and feel I want to die"
@watermelonpotato-d3o Жыл бұрын
@@Katytheanimeloverxx ye
@_lLexa_l Жыл бұрын
Same
@mariacamilamejiaocampo94242 жыл бұрын
actually i just started school three weeks ago and I already got a bad grade (85, ik is not a bad grade but for me it is), im trying to not think about cuz a have a test tomorrow, but is impossible i need to have my grades at least 90, I have to success in all of my classes (have to get an A+ in all of my classes), and it feels sick cuz if u don't do it u think u can't have a good future.
@Hi...203hsjik3 ай бұрын
Real :/
@jinseoxxi2 жыл бұрын
this song literally is the description of my life.
@yilzilxx Жыл бұрын
Are you okay people? Don't overwork yourself, you can do this. I believe in you. 💗
@EmmaYourself Жыл бұрын
Thank you
@littlenymphh Жыл бұрын
Thank u... I needed this but for u Jay! IF. U need this ur amazing and js by u trying to help children and adults WE thank u!
@priyankodevchoudhury80878 ай бұрын
❤❤
@elliebee79985 ай бұрын
Thank you so much my love! Uu take care too!
@g4late2 жыл бұрын
It's insane that I relate to this song 101% It's literally me telling about my life.
@shipmates.journal2 жыл бұрын
It's overflown with sounds of excitement and courage, I love that
@vvamp1re2 жыл бұрын
Actually finished last year (7th grade) with straight A's, got into my dream school, and now because of the perfect grades last year they're going to give out 40$ per month to me. I overworked myself and still do not because of my parents wanting me to be a lawyer or a doctor, no, they'll be proud of me no matter what, but I have very high expectations for myself that I feel like I have to achieve them or else I'll fail. Expecting too much from yourself and overworking yourself because of that is just as bad as laying in bed all day not doing anything to help your future life.
@wHale_Emmaa2 жыл бұрын
I always related to this song When I got in kindergarten, they didn't give us grades, they also didn't in preschool, but for 1rst grade I started getting grades. I always was the best student on all my classes, all of my notes were a 100%, and straight A+ in all of my tests. I also do ballet, I can paint and draw, I have violin lessons and singing lessons. I'm also the best on all of the extracurricular classes, but the thing is that I hate it. Everyone always said I was a high achiever, I'm the exemplary girl of my family, I'm the favorite of all my teachers, I get all the soloists on the orchest I'm in, in the competitions of my ballet. But that makes me mad and sad. It's all because my mom is forcing me to do all the things I'm currently doing because she wanted to do those things when she was my age. She thinks I have to be perfect, she doesn't admit me to have a simple error as a human. I'm currently in 8th grade and I'm in the roll of honour as the best student of the year, all of my dear ones are so happy and proud of me, but I'm not. Because what's the matter of being it if it doesn't make me any happy?... I just want to throw all of my 1rst place medals to the garbage, burn down my grades and be an normal person. I'm really sick of having to be forced to be a golden child. If you read this entirely, I'm thankful for you to read all of this long comment. I hope you don't relate and if you do, remember that you are a human with an important life, capable of making mistakes, so don't let that make you less of smart or important as you really are! 💞
@SusieLostHerDog Жыл бұрын
Must feel annoying and peer pressuring… you’re just a human. Just a child (under 18). Just you. I mean, what else can your mom ask for??- you’re already doing so good in things you don’t even like.
@jableczznik17 күн бұрын
“do i need to lie to make my way in life?”
@f.r.26482 жыл бұрын
High achiever, top of my classes, best student in the whole school, valedictorian, perfect child, loads of activities, but still my parents get mad at me for trying to not do my homework for a few minutes. Being perfect and having loads of mental illnesses come with its own territories.
@Ruki-k3d4 ай бұрын
me too, me too, high achiever, top of my class, “best at everything” “smart kid”
@hpscrunchies66705 ай бұрын
Listening to this after getting into my dream uni hit different cuz I used to listen to this every day to prepare for it
@_Nobuntu_Maphosa_4 ай бұрын
CONGRATULATIONS!!❤
@hpscrunchies66703 ай бұрын
@@_Nobuntu_Maphosa_thank you ❤❤
@Heichousswife Жыл бұрын
Nothing feels better than people in the internet relating and comforting you
@eviesdays85552 жыл бұрын
I get chills down my spine listening to this but in a good way like-
@MonaJ-ud8lb7 ай бұрын
They didn’t notice how sweet you are They didn’t notice how you love to make everyone smile They didn’t notice you needed a shoulder to cry on… They didn’t notice how you put everyone/everything before you They didn’t notice you were all alone They didn’t notice that you try your best not to cry just because someone else needs attention They did notice your failing grades They did notice the mean side of you They did notice that you’re not good enough for them They did notice all the bad thing abt u They did notice how unattractive you are They did notice that you are very talkative But that didn’t stop you That’s what makes you…yourself Your strong and your beautiful And you are worthy 3>
@sapamanita328411 күн бұрын
Thank you so much for your lovely words❤ it literally made me cry while reading the first paragraph (cuz everything what u said is true and is truly relatable) I'm trying hard
@Mika.shinning2 жыл бұрын
I am inlove with this song
@electricitysandwich41662 жыл бұрын
i always come second in everything so i cant really say i fully relate but it breaks my heart bc i know ill never be top at anything
@ssaturqn2 жыл бұрын
i relate to this sm
@yeah95012 жыл бұрын
Bro this song slaps and nobody can tell me otherwise
@colliegod4842 жыл бұрын
“Was I meant to feel happy that my life was just about to change?” I strongly felt that one
@Jjkisthebestanime2 жыл бұрын
This song is so catchy
@иєннє Жыл бұрын
My mom never forced me to study she always said to do what i can but seeing her work really hard for me, i just can't can't let her fail us. I wanna make her proud and also due to fam probs i feel like an putcast in my own fam so i just wanna go far away and this somg really keeps me reminded of my goal
@Ana.Ng143 Жыл бұрын
I know I’m not a perfect child, I know I can do things wrong, but If you as a parent had your own child have multiple panic attacks in front of you and not do anything about and still continue to scream at them until they feel the need to cvt themselves and actually want to commit because of a number, you shouldn’t be a parent.
@therandomgirlthatlikesbobateas9 ай бұрын
yes! as a parent you should make them happy
@mithunjoarder2041 Жыл бұрын
i'm in love with this sped up version this hits different
@luluvi2 жыл бұрын
listening to this knowing i get into the top 5 every year : 👯♀️👯♀️💃💃 yet i still somehow relate to this in a way 🥺
@Mae1111-abc2 жыл бұрын
I've never been. An high achiever, but I've always had the want to make people happy and prefer their feelings and emotions over mine. So although I can't completely relate to this song I still enjoy listening to it💕
@lavender4412 Жыл бұрын
Most relatable song ever
@txtbestbg49732 жыл бұрын
listening to this in loop this year bc i have a looot of exams
@SightlessDemon2 жыл бұрын
I love how the song starts out with no music and then after a few lines they added music, it gives it a great sound that I love
@BabitaRathod-f4fАй бұрын
i haven't come this far just to see others conquering what i dreamt of !!!!!
@zeynepiclalsakinak-ew8kb Жыл бұрын
woke up at 05.20 in the morning just to study on a saturday
@Sglitchdoors Жыл бұрын
i love this part so much
@nekorynn Жыл бұрын
me too!! that part i started imagined animation :D
@urfriendsdeadhamster Жыл бұрын
“people like to tell you what you’re gonna be its not my problem if you don’t see what i see and i do not give a damn if you don’t believe” SO RELATABLE
@thatone_waffle Жыл бұрын
i was always really smart. the first time i got an 88% in math class i beat myself up so bad for it because i thought i didn't deserve love because i was stupid. the first time i got a 73% on a test i cried i front of the teacher and the whole class. the year after that i stopped caring and my mom has just accepted me as a mostly b student but she doesn't stop with the "you used to be so smart." and the "you just need to apply yourself!" etc. it's kinda just hard to try as much know ya know.
@GabriellaSalmeron-uq4ds10 ай бұрын
This song is literally my life 😭😭
@notanexploreranimations12182 жыл бұрын
It's funny because this is my favorite song and yet I don't relate to it in the slightest bit. I am satisfied with everything I can do because I know I can't trust myself to go further if that makes any sense. I'm so scared to fail that I just won't push myself to do the things I want to do. I have no confidence in myself whatsoever. The last time I tried to push myself was when my track coach asked if I was okay with doing the 4x100 relay as well as my jumps, and I said yes. It was supposed to be an easy relay, but I was shaking like a maniac. I had never practiced passing the baton or anything. When it got to me (I was in the 6th lane, turning the curve), I grabbed the baton and I accidentally swerved and slammed into the fence, going at my fasted possible speed with the help of an excessive amount of adrenaline. I passed out. Most embarrassing thing that's ever happened to me. Some mean girls were watching too and they made fun of me for the rest of the year. I made fun of myself too. I remember looking around at everyone thinking 'no one else did that. No one else is that clumsy. Why am I here?' So I didn't join track the next year. I hate my confidence in my abilities and I hate how I can't do them either. Later that day I was actually watching Olympic relays on youtube and thinking to myself 'aren't they scared to death, like I was?' Then I realized, 'no, of course not. They're in the Olympics for a reason. They can actually do what they need to do! They're not like me' And sometimes, I want to do more. I don't want my goals to be 'don't get last place' all the time. I want to be first, or second or third. Just sometimes.
@Liaabelle2 жыл бұрын
Finally, a comment I can relate to
@adrijachakraborty82522 жыл бұрын
Remember the only 2 things that can stop you from doing that is 1. ur lack of ability, now this one you can scare it away everyone can do everything, but the 2nd one is, ur lazy, this one is hard to remove. The only thing that makes you different from them, is that they do more of what you do often, they had accidents too, like the ones you said you had, uncountable ones. They were all ones like you But the difference between you and them, is that they came back, stronger and worked hard for it, you can't just expect yourself to be great at anything if you don't try. Lack of ability can be scared away, but laziness and fear, isn't so simple, it runs deep and your the only one who can fix that, your the only one who can bring your killer instinct in, because everyone needs to do that, no one is born with it. And if everyone can, you can to, you just need to push yourself until ur off the cliff and the only concern you have in your head is to land on your legs.
@notanexploreranimations12182 жыл бұрын
@@adrijachakraborty8252 tysm, i really needed to hear that. Im doing track rn again and i am actually doing better. im a very scared and paranoid person but yes im also lazy so u literally got everything right. it really helps to just stop and notice that we're all human and to a certain degree can do the same things. :)
@five77462 жыл бұрын
Anybody looking at those scores thinking "not good enough." Or is it just me? Edit: Got my grades, got an A- on the assessment I worked the hardest on! Yay..
@hazy-bunny89132 жыл бұрын
You’re not alone bud
@yorley23462 жыл бұрын
i start crying everytime i get 9.9 on something, not alone pal =)
@LeviAckerman-hd5id2 жыл бұрын
@@yorley2346 that's sad, but it's worse that so many people relate.
@aldaxx55372 жыл бұрын
awe, im sorry dont know if this will make you feel better but im really proud of you, at the end of the day the most that matters is that u put ur hardest into it, and im rly proud of you no matter what the grade is, wish i could add a hug to the statement :(
@user-jg1km7so2i2 жыл бұрын
Same
@SUKUGOLEADERTEAM2 жыл бұрын
This song just reminds me of school when i was younger but then going grade after grade feeling exhausted because it gets harder every grade. Now im at 6th grade and i still hear this song. I have lost my rl friends they betray me . but this song just reminds me the good times.
@miseryca Жыл бұрын
I was one of the top students since i was around the age 6, my grades remained the same. Studying is the only thing im "good" to, had to study well for my future, for my parents to be happy and proud, and for my teachers to be proud. I didnt know it would be really hard, i was so happy to be a valedictorian when i was 6,i thought to myself, "I should stay like this until i became older." But i don't think i can keep it up still, lessons getting harder and harder, teachers expecting me to have good grades, forced to have good grades. I dont want to let go, i understand its for my future but dont assume its easy. It really hurts, whenever i have a low grade my teachers would say, "i expect better from you." "What happened?" "Did something happen?" They would expect a really good grade, this not only goes for the teachers but also ny classmates. Im tired, im really tired. I cant vent to anyone i know about this, except for one person which is also a top student. Reading, studying and drawing are the only things im good to. No other talents indeed, but they may ask, "If youre tired then why not let go?" As i said its because i want my future to be a successful one, i cant just let go without graduating with such high grades, i want to improve my grades, i want to improve more. I started to starve myself just to study for our incoming exams, it sucks that most students also do this just to ace their exams. I have to admit it, i love having high scores. One mistake, two or three is okay. 39/40, 20/20, 38/40 is enough. But i wonder, will my grades stay the same as i grow older?
@alexandra5540 Жыл бұрын
i am late but hey, you're doing great okay. I feel kinda the same way so we're in this together ❤️. Listen please don't starve yourself and please please please prioritize your mental health. I know it's hard but try to balance and take care of yourself 💗
@Vivid_colors8312 жыл бұрын
This song is so true, "are you satisfied" made my heart break. with an average life...
@ZUQKII Жыл бұрын
You're not alone going through this. And you might feel like ''Well, it's THOSE kind of people who are going through that'' But I swear. Everyone goes through shit at some point. You're not alone.
@aldaxx55372 жыл бұрын
i relate to this song sm help
@GRiMELORDD2 жыл бұрын
same 😭
@kris-qy4yq2 жыл бұрын
its okkkk
@Melissa-c4r10 ай бұрын
,,oh everybody say ,,Marina is a dreamer” people like to tell you what ur gonna be its not my problem if you dont see what i see” why it’s so real
@Ash-Nox2 жыл бұрын
My toxic trait is thinking that no one can relate to this song as much as I do
@sofiazenone Жыл бұрын
Honestly same, I keep thinking someone’s going to edit me with this song and show all my suffering
@Flyingturtle-ht3vs2 жыл бұрын
I'm trying to succeed but I can't let go of my urges and temptations thats slowing me down. The random spike of motivation and procrastination hurts
@LocalWife2 жыл бұрын
i relate to this so much , Although I'm not a nerd but I always pushed myself to study , and fr , I get high grades and shit , but now , I'm obsessed with studying , I even panic thinking that I haven't done enough even If I studied 3 hours straight for one subject , it's just I fail failing , especially that last year I almost lost my sanity for getting 98% and I went crazy and cried so hard , Now , I'm not even interested in going out anymore , In schooldays , I study and don't even think about school trips , going out with friends , I don't even have close friends anymore , in holidays , I prefer Studying something I'm interested in like "Psychology" so I could improve my skills , I also learn languages , I do that without even thinking about smelling some fresh air or make close friends , even my ex best friend was always like "Don't make all your schooldays about studying" , that's before We stopped texting each other , Friends , going out and meeting new people are just a waste of time when there's studies I have to do...... That's why I feel empty inside but I chose to improve myself than improving my social life , I'm scared that I would have an average IQ , I just wanna be on the top of every other average person my age but I feel like everything I do is useless , I'm literally scared about everything , about failing , about My IQ as I don't know if it's low or high , worried about my skills , worried about everything and I fear someone being better than me...
@Mysouliswithyou2 жыл бұрын
My exams start from tomorrow and this is just the motivation I needed!
@kawaiianime20132 жыл бұрын
0:45 is the best part!
@elliahsat81102 жыл бұрын
I've got bad grade for the last 2 years of online school and I'm sick of it, this is my motivation song :))
@kuychi2 жыл бұрын
I feel trapped. And I am the only responsible. I trapped myself and I don't know how to set myself free. My parents care about me. They care more about my health than my grade. Actually, they don't care about my grades at all. But I do. I have +130 IQ, and I skipped a grade. However, I've always felt like my IQ was just making my life more complicated. At first, I even thought it was a mental illness or some sort of handicap. After skipping that grade, I always felt like I had to be first. "I am the smart kid, I skipped a grade AND I have +130 IQ, how can I be behind someone? I have to be the best, there is no other way." I had good grades without even trying, but at the same time, I was too uninterested in school to actually revise. 80/100 was bad, 85/100 was acceptable, 90/100 was good, 95/100 was very good and 100/100 was perfect. I always want to be perfect. I feel truly satisfied of my grade when no one has a higher one than me. So I'm almost never truly satisfied. Sometimes I just want to be normal, but I know that if I was, I wouldn't be happy, I'd work harder to prove that I am better than just normal. I developed tics because of stress, because of school. My parents are trying their best to heal me, they tell me I don't have to stress myself because of my exams or my grades, but they don't understand. I don't want to let go, I don't want to stop. I just can't.
@Gulden_Galaxy2 жыл бұрын
I won’t be the type of person that says “I relate” however I can actually understand you. Though I am a person that you don’t know, do know that I feel pretty similar (I also stress, so much that it is actually unhealthy to the point where it might cause health issues. And my parents are also trying to help) if that makes anything better
@fairyrp-t5t6 ай бұрын
Nobody can stop me omg i love it
@mitsuri56932 жыл бұрын
This is what I needed in my life
@AvipoppyАй бұрын
this song is so me with my random spurts of energy- but also in general- i love it
@idk16422 жыл бұрын
The most relatable song ever in my playlist.
@jolie123sugarstar3 ай бұрын
I really relate to this bc I try to be a 100 percent in all exams but I get soo disappointed when I get 98-99 It's quite literally how I feel
@N00staIgia10 ай бұрын
I used to be a straight A student but Ive completely crumbled this year. I feel like a disappointment
@elliebee79985 ай бұрын
“It’s my problem if I feel the need to hide..” REAL ASF
@majumarinho68632 жыл бұрын
o hino da obsessão por validação academica.
@hanalikesschoolbusgraveyard Жыл бұрын
okay, my sister is currently getting her amazing scholarship to an amazing school and here’s me and my dad, his exact words, “Why can’t you be more like your sister?”
@applauseforme2 жыл бұрын
Even tho I have supportive parents (ex. If I get an C or lower my parents [mostly mom] will tell me that it's okay and I should just study more) I still like to have straight A's, even tho in class when I get an B I'm like "omg good I didn't fail" I'm probably crushed and super sad but u don't see that. I want to get into a good high-school. I want a good job. I want it all. Anyone relate?
@teav6782 жыл бұрын
me🤭
@Gulden_Galaxy2 жыл бұрын
I can relate I put so much pressure onto myself and there’s so much competition in my class
@0rwuga Жыл бұрын
this is exactly what i feel
@Geeysosad Жыл бұрын
This is the song i blast in my headphones before starting my finals studying routine :3
@thendraljagadeesh15442 жыл бұрын
I can relate to this song sm I love it
@V1nn100 Жыл бұрын
This song describes my life perfectly
@weird_art_kid2 жыл бұрын
I relate so much to this song. I feel like my parents have higher standards for me than my brother. And one would think being the “golden child” is great, but it’s so much pressure. I’m only halfway through the school year and I’m already feeling exhausted and burned out. Frankly I don’t know how I’m going to survive the rest of the year and still keep my GPA above 95 like I strive to do.
@alexandra5540 Жыл бұрын
Hey I know I'm late but you're doing great
@weird_art_kid Жыл бұрын
@@alexandra5540 thank you so much!
@alexandra5540 Жыл бұрын
@@weird_art_kid np!!!take care of yourself and try to prioritize your mental health ^^
@weird_art_kid Жыл бұрын
@@alexandra5540 thank you, I will! I hope you do too!
@espresleinesdaughter841 Жыл бұрын
1:05 this is my fav part, her voice is so beautiful
@applauseforme2 жыл бұрын
"High achiever don't u see? Baby, nothing comes for free. They say im a control freak." I relate sm.
@DolorReyes Жыл бұрын
“People like to tell you what you’re gonna be” i relate to this to much..
@howdyyall43352 жыл бұрын
I pray you're all doing well. God bless 💓
@ARMANDANISHBINMOHDKHAIRULNAZMY29 күн бұрын
idk how i can know this song but this song so fr for study it give you vibe like a competion for exam,and the vibe give me more energy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@gamingwithgrace6852 жыл бұрын
i relate to this song so much i stress out if my grades are under 95 when i’m reality it won’t even matter 10 years down the road
@noobvalentina10 ай бұрын
wow, this music is me fr
@Telmen01932 жыл бұрын
The more days that pass by and the more I start to relate to this song..😐
@Experimentlight014 ай бұрын
This song sums up my whole life. 💔
@cafeandcoffeechats29932 жыл бұрын
Perfect No matter what time
@karoluna_ackerman8478 Жыл бұрын
Everything is supposed to be perfect in my life, skinny body, perfect grades, control and control all over, but when depression hits me i wasn't even able to move my hand and then i had fallen and now i'm the worst :)