At 59 years of age, the scares are still there. This song is so emotional for all who have felt unloved regardless of the reason. James has become my favorite artist, as he can do justice and more to songs I've listened to throughout my lifetime.
@jacqueline43657 жыл бұрын
Dianna Allen Yes me too, I just turned 53 and I could not agree with you more.
@tylervickers95105 жыл бұрын
3 Years Later This Message Is Still Amazing 😊
@juddyallen51172 жыл бұрын
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@wilhelmina47349 жыл бұрын
Actually crying....I'm a huge James fan but I've never heard this before and oh my god. This hits hard.
@Sam.Karrow Жыл бұрын
His old music will always have a place in my heart
@SyahmiHaziq32 Жыл бұрын
Im still listening even now
@Kalebmyg Жыл бұрын
Same here. I'm so glad he's not in that pain anymore though.
@filip98058 жыл бұрын
This is such pain! This is the kind of songs James should write to his second album. Not those ''trying to be hits songs''. True art before success, but with true art comes most often success. Be true to yourself James and stand for you music.
@HP2000x6 жыл бұрын
just a random guy you don't know he can’t write songs like this anymore, his life is good. He can sing about all the Gucci things he’s bought instead
@cathcrow93525 жыл бұрын
@@HP2000x He has to record what the music industry thinks people want to hear or he won't keep a record deal...it's up to us to let the industry know what we are interested in...don't go blaming James for everything. I'm sure there are lots of things he would love to record that he gets told no to by his publishers. They try to make all the stars sound the same. James is still amazing. We should all send memos to his record labels and say here is what we want to hear on some of his records!!!
@Svtmme7311 жыл бұрын
He sounds so hurt and angry, and so sad at some parts, I'm sitting here with a real ace in my heart, like so close to crying through the whole song. No other artist has ever ever done that to me before... And the contrasts in intensity, from "what you used to adoooooore (where I completely MELT every time)" to YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO LOVE ME!!!
@Kalebmyg5 жыл бұрын
This is about his mum/family. Alot of hurt was there
@turnipchair30309 жыл бұрын
Anyone else repeatedly murdering the replay button? This is definitely my new favorite song. I absolutely love the raw emotion and talent in his voice. Not something you see in most popular artists these days. "They think I'm violent and mean" is such a powerful and deep line in this song, as it expresses the fact that they misjudge him. Very relatable. Amazing job, James Arthur. 💕
@germicus6068 жыл бұрын
Kiara Ryde go check out confessions it's pretty raw as well
@Kalebmyg5 жыл бұрын
His mother use to say that to him in arguments "you're violent and like your father" it's all in his book,this song hits hard because its about his family / foster family
@petrapargfrieder6572 жыл бұрын
James, you are a true inspiration. ✨ Your songs come straight from your soul, so pure and authentic. Thanks for sharing your emotions with us. It's really helpful for so many other souls (like me) out there🙏
@helengalloway30502 жыл бұрын
Wow James first time I have heard this song . What raw emotion I'm so sorry you had to go through all that in your childhood . You have a beautiful soul and don't forget it You deserve all the love and success in the world . Nobody has affected me the way you do. Stay safe stay well stay positive xx
@oneloudermedia Жыл бұрын
The atmosphere in the room when this was being recorded was quite unforgettable.
@AMBERBUSBY11 жыл бұрын
This has always been one of my favorite songs by far , only a man with true talent can break people down to tears with his own life story, he has made it truly relatable and heartbreaking and that is why I am proud to say I am part of the #JArmy x
@chloearthur328511 жыл бұрын
He well and truly deserved to win the Xfactor! Amazing! Xx
@Kalebmyg5 жыл бұрын
No.shes not, he did really deserve to win.
@angel.star.4 жыл бұрын
OMG YESSS
@baellaisa6 жыл бұрын
This is so crazy. If you have read his book 'Back to the boy', you will recognize every single thing he is talking about in this song.
@musicinspired47977 жыл бұрын
Obsessed atm with this. James voice my goodness. Relationships/family. So relatable I think of my boys venting & a younger me. James wrote a song for his mum it's so beautiful & the track Finally. I see they are each other's whole world. I have so much admiration for her, a beautiful soul like James. So strong. May the angels continue to watch over them. A truly special family.
@carolmcgarry10 жыл бұрын
Another brilliant song! When you are brought to tears you know you are listening to great talent!
@WendiwooJarmy5 жыл бұрын
Incredible one of the saddest songs ever written . 💔🙏🏼
@jacqueline43657 жыл бұрын
OMG this song, what a brilliant artist and lyricist is James Arthur! I just discovered this amazingly talented musician who never fails to keep me awe struck and speechless. His raw emotion and passion are simply beautiful.
@mjkddjbatman99808 жыл бұрын
You can just hear the pain portrayed through his voice its heartbreaking
@chloearthur328511 жыл бұрын
Omg this is so emotional, he let's all his feelings out! Shows what happened in his life and how he felt xxxx
@lisav.88169 жыл бұрын
I absolutely love this song! He deserves more recognition, his songs... I can't explain how true they are... I can feel he's been going through hard times and his voice radiates this.
@JB-xk3gc7 жыл бұрын
He needs to do a studio version , and now that he's famous people will actually get to listen to his real touching music
@valuribe96788 жыл бұрын
You were supposed to love me..... Heartbreaking to hear :/
@leeann49007 жыл бұрын
Simply Val: We all have that one person, from our past, whom we believed were supposed to love us forever.
@iluv2sing200210 жыл бұрын
His voice plus these lyrics just make you want to run up to him and hug him for like a billion years I love him SOOO much and it would mean the world to be noticed by him 💫
@anntigers280010 жыл бұрын
What a wonderful, emotional song so much talent, which this country has not had for some time. He should be more valued by media for his amazing voice
@anntigers280010 жыл бұрын
Thank you Alex
@anntigers280010 жыл бұрын
Thank you Veronica for your support of James Arthur have you ever seen him in concert he is amazing!
@anntigers280010 жыл бұрын
Thank you hayleyabbie ando.
@anntigers280010 жыл бұрын
Thank you iveivana.
@anntigers280010 жыл бұрын
Love your support Ryn Tin of James Arthur.
@martam443511 жыл бұрын
he's so amazing. impossible to describe how much i love his music.. so emotional, so true.
@mattd5018 жыл бұрын
I hate that anyone has to go through this, but he's here for hope and hope he gives me every day. Unbelievable talent.
@hellokittyhighfive11 жыл бұрын
Brings me to tears, so emotional and straight on.
@tracysmart50357 жыл бұрын
i felt the some when i was younger, it wasnt my family that picked me up from school,no it was strangers and i was always scared to go with them as i never knew what to expect when i got back to the home i was in, just so glad you are getting to where you want to be and i wish you all the best and luck you are such an honest and talented man, love from Glasgow. XxX 😀
@512ADY51211 жыл бұрын
Wow this is amazing!! he has an beautiful blessed voice!! and will surely be number on charts when his album comes out :) can't wait !!
@aleeeesesposito9 жыл бұрын
I don't know why every song of James, with his wonderful voice, makes me cry… Always, every time.
@Abdoulaye_Mbodj11 жыл бұрын
he s so talented world must discover this talent
@SH-ux5ij6 жыл бұрын
Your mom gave you life now take it and make it a happy one God gave you beautiful voice that a lot of people would Love to have sisters that love you stop and be thankful and forgive love Your mom You 《 will f 《
@marylynncoyle70065 жыл бұрын
Whoa....the most intense lyrics by far and I have listened to all James songs
@AreYOUaSpider9 жыл бұрын
this was a tough song to match the lyrics to! literally. some things Im sure I got wrong but more than that, it's such a sad song. I'm glad James is in a better place now.
@santanahibbler9 жыл бұрын
you actually got all the lyrics right
@diannaallen46818 жыл бұрын
+AreYOUaSpider does your "he's in a better place" refer to how far he has come to put his childhood behind him or does it mean he has passed on? I pray not the latter.
@AreYOUaSpider8 жыл бұрын
@Dianna oh god no, I meant he's come a long way from his childhood. James is thankfully still alive and kicking lol.
@makaylahenderson91148 жыл бұрын
he hasn't passed away haha. :)
@youtubehelper88218 жыл бұрын
MaKayla Henderson meant mentally. he isnt doing drugs now hopefully. Basically hes got his life better collected and has a grip of himself
@carolineraphael65825 жыл бұрын
he's the real artist .....a great fan of you James.....perfect job ever!!!?
@wiaadhrawijaya33208 жыл бұрын
Such an emotional song.. and I love his voice
@Mari-il4bw7 жыл бұрын
Wow did not expect this to be so deep but I love that, I absolutely love music that can hit me so emotionally because I rarely come across music that has that affect. It’s refreshing to hear music that makes you feel something.
@jiyankara886710 жыл бұрын
2 min in and tears are already rolling down
@jiyankara88679 жыл бұрын
It's been a year and I forgot about this song, but today I heard it again and the tears are rolling again. I can't believe it's already been a year, all that pain....
@dhohabaig64316 жыл бұрын
i cry everytime i hear this song . it's so emotional and i just wanna give james a hug.
@abcabc-cb1vj5 жыл бұрын
Now I understand his voice and his depressions...💔
@parisjohnson993110 жыл бұрын
If there ever was a song to describe high school friendships & relationships, I think this song shows it better.
@sambrown933910 жыл бұрын
Incredible, his music and voice move me
@irena20326 жыл бұрын
This song needs to be recorded and released
@mariahw76968 жыл бұрын
Im literally balLING MY EYES OUT
@dez73338 жыл бұрын
Same
@TheSeveredTongues7 жыл бұрын
The way he says "friends" at 3:12. fuckin hell man. amazing
@DestinyBentley10 жыл бұрын
This song makes me cry.. It's so beautiful. ❤️
@evyf.f64988 жыл бұрын
❤️ Memories Love it so much....one of my favorites
@crazyicehouse11 жыл бұрын
Beautiful :'( Hope he holds it together after his debut hits.
@tamekacolley77675 жыл бұрын
No matter many times I listen to him💔it breaks me down ..yet, it's not in a bad way..I went through this with my mom ..
@angelawood70536 жыл бұрын
this make me cry like a baby . such hard hitting lyrics . god i love you James XXX
@cathcrow93525 жыл бұрын
Amen to that!!!
@Jennah09087 жыл бұрын
Holy shit.. I’m actually crying. As much as I love how honest and raw this is, it’s too sad for me to handle
@jaynelethbridge9 жыл бұрын
wow! I'm crying now. where did you find this song? it's beautiful
@AreYOUaSpider9 жыл бұрын
after I heard a couple of his pre X factor songs on KZbin, I just continued to search and search because I fell in love with each and every song!
@naomiburke148010 жыл бұрын
I abso love dis song it means so much and reflects alot of me
@hannahhs959311 жыл бұрын
I love the song! I can relate in so many ways it brings a tear to my eye but such a great song!!!!!!!!!!!! x
@christyarciszewski28967 жыл бұрын
Wow! After reading his book I'm sure the end was about his mom. But i think he's in a good place now but we all know our past will always be there..
@Kalebmyg5 жыл бұрын
The whole.thing was. About his family. Great boomc
@Kalebmyg5 жыл бұрын
Book
@dimi-888 жыл бұрын
Masterpiece!!!!
@justmekinga766011 жыл бұрын
Okay AreYOUaSpider now you're a mindreader...sooooo long waited a lyrics for this beauty... From 3.16 I just wanna stop the world for a second...
@WendiwooJarmy10 жыл бұрын
His songs make me cry .
@elliearthur380211 жыл бұрын
Just crying to myself :'( amazing as per ❤️
@gee735910 жыл бұрын
I never thought I'd find my story in a song
@elliemcdonagh44274 жыл бұрын
his book literally puts the song together
@Lukindyr10 жыл бұрын
that choking sensation in the throat
@HMayhead486911 жыл бұрын
I cried and I'm a Bloke
@KathleenMcVarish10 жыл бұрын
A REAL bloke too!!!....:)
@robinsummers91417 жыл бұрын
Heartbreaking... I love you James!
@escapistreader54428 жыл бұрын
Beautiful.
@benjones63604 жыл бұрын
Who’s here in 2020 still listening to this?
@rebeccaedwards93627 жыл бұрын
oh wow after reading the book this is even more heartbreaking xxx
@lovelife284210 жыл бұрын
I can relate so much to this song
@aug24myangels9 жыл бұрын
feel the ache in my heart :(
@misstwilight88811 жыл бұрын
woooooow amazing song
@TylerDurden420693 жыл бұрын
Glad I found this song he should sing this live sometime
@ErickFlores-jt3td3 жыл бұрын
Still get emotional every time I hear this
@lobaetoile84403 жыл бұрын
This song still hurts.
@carollewis98279 жыл бұрын
love this song, so sad.
@budgiregar801811 жыл бұрын
The original version, on achk29, made from his bedroom when he originally felt it all, is the true feeling to this song. As I warned in my previous post, it has been meddled with, to deter listeners, but I always think the artist should get the accolade, not the site that's able to put the lyrics on screen..
@shanahan201111 жыл бұрын
Woa this gives me chills!
@nadiedeboer932210 жыл бұрын
I want to make him happy , cuz I love this guy
@naomimartinez14869 жыл бұрын
If i could have a few minutes with james to tell him my story i will feel very happy. It will make me even happy if he wrote a song of my story to share with the world .... I love every song he has
@Lyii911 жыл бұрын
We can feel his pain through lyrics.. he's angry and hurt, I can see that :/
@stephaniemel772711 жыл бұрын
well THIS IS A SONG THAT I WOULD GLADLY like to learn how to play on my guitar, such a true and beautiful song
@Alyssaclark23187 жыл бұрын
This song kinda gets me..... 😔 depression and anxiety life... Right here
@carollewis453210 жыл бұрын
so sad, great song
@budgiregar801811 жыл бұрын
blips have been introduced into the original version of this to deter listening, all the more reason to listen.
@Kalebmyg5 ай бұрын
Proud of you James.
@stephanieschulz70136 жыл бұрын
This song breaks my heart! 😢
@irena20329 жыл бұрын
Great song.
@dumpacct85768 жыл бұрын
Beautiful ♚
@tamekacolley77675 жыл бұрын
I feel every word. I hear his pain. I understand ..I went through it💔💔
@natalaki19999 жыл бұрын
maybe he'll care when I'm dead
@rosesmith73989 жыл бұрын
this song almost made me cry
@anochkaana62818 жыл бұрын
omg i think he's talking about himself if that was true am really sorry@@# and he is the most nice and talented singer and his mum must be proud of him not pushing on him and if its not well than this song and this words are really true am feeling that way always love for you always😘😘😘😍
@Owangatang8 жыл бұрын
im pretty sure he is. because in his xfactor audition he was talking about how he got thrown out of school all the time and how he signed himself up for foster care
@anochkaana62818 жыл бұрын
Owangatang omg that's so sad how could she omg but now at least he is so successful love him more 😊😊😚
@Owangatang8 жыл бұрын
Anochka Ana it was because his mum and dad were arguing alot, having relationship issues, and he thought that he should just grow up and stop hiding.
@anochkaana62818 жыл бұрын
Owangatang am happy he did because hiding from anything is the most scary thing and his in better place so glad for him thank you so much😘😘
@jules28287 жыл бұрын
I Unproudly Present Is about James himself. He is giving us a glimpse into his difficult upbringing and emotional struggles. You should get his cd Back From The Edge {2016}. He always brings us into his world in good or bad times. Also check out Rudimental, Sun Comes Up feat. James Authur soooooo gooood
@lazarreahead73768 жыл бұрын
why bones life have to be so hard this song describes my life its full of crap and almost every night I do have to cry myself to sleep but that's not stopping me from fighting because I got friends that are always by my side so to all you people out if you are going through a lot of crap don't give up because there are friends and family that actually loves you so don't give up
@asslookinass7 жыл бұрын
i love this pain
@beatrizmonteiro929211 жыл бұрын
Perfect!
@tracysmart23427 жыл бұрын
I can totally relate to this as I still run to this day, I wasn't welcome XxX
@amulcaire10 жыл бұрын
Sooooo good
@Taly_gee8 жыл бұрын
WHATS A BACKSTAB BETWEEN FRIENDS? 😢
@Owangatang8 жыл бұрын
an insta kill
@budgiregar801811 жыл бұрын
I would like to unproudly divert you pure music lovers to James original version on Achk29 1 yr ago, songs from his bedroom, as a youngster when this came straight from his heart, it'll kill you.
@luisalbertobautistabautist429711 жыл бұрын
what? o.O
@lemonli17497 жыл бұрын
This one broke my heart :(
@itzzheniahere68244 жыл бұрын
I love this video, but one of the lyrics that you wrote goes like “A Disappointing Pride”. He actually says, “The Disappointing Part”.
@HP2000x6 жыл бұрын
I’m so pissed X factor didn’t let James sing his own songs. Fuck that show
@billiemarierosado40388 жыл бұрын
i can relate to this song in some ways. :( is that a good thing or a bad thing?