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I should probably be arrested for this.
As far as the title goes, yes, I'm aware Stiles is not Lydia's first "love." Jackson was, and I totally respect that. But Stiles is the first person who ever loved Lydia for who she is, and I believe that he will be her first real, grown-up, love. So it still fits.
Yeah, I got hit with the 5x16 feels HARD and even as I was basking in the Stydianess of it all, Scott face hit me really hard. Yes, most of it was probably Scott's fear of losing Lydia, his best friend, but I am positive that Posey was trying to portray Scott's reliving of the loss of Allison. After having your first love die in your arms, I think it would be kind of impossible not to think of that every time you watch anyone else die, especially if you were watching your best friend panicking over the possibility of losing the first girl he'd ever loved. And then obviously he was relieved when Lydia was alive, but I think slightly bitter as well. Not toward Lydia for not dying, god no, but toward the universe for not giving Allison that second chance.
And yes, this is the song that was playing when Lydia "died."