Art Therapy - The Lightbearer Custom Art Doll

MATERIALS/SUPPLIES ;
Base doll : Draculaura (Monster High)
Hair : 100% acrylic yarn (Red Heart Super Saver)
Sealant : Mr Super Clear UV Cut Flat
Pastels : Gallery by Mungyo Artists' Soft Pastels / Pastel pencils by Derwent
Watercolor pencils : Arteza, Faber Castell Albretch Durer
Watercolour and gouache paints : Arteza, Magicfly
Acrylics : Various brands, mainly DecoArt, Delta CeramCoat and Liquitex
Gloss varnish : Liquitex High Gloss Varnish (lips)
Matte varnish/Glue : Mod Podge Matte
Most fabrics are from thrifted clothes or sourced from Fabric.com . If you want to know more about other materials or where I got them, sign off in the comments below. Many of my accents and ribbons were donations from friends or bought in local craft stores.
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All music and sound effects used in this video are from the KZbin Audio Library.
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You can find me on Facebook at " Kay's OOAK Factory "
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If you want to buy one of my dolls, I do have a few on sale. The best way to learn about that view the products I have is to visit my Instagram.
I do not accept more requests or commissions at the moment.
Stay safe and healthy!

[@drobb7260]

Thank you for sharing your amazing journey. Being open and vulnerable. I can relate to you the same feelings and emotions. Your work is impeccable, so artistic and emotional. Thank you for sharing all your gifts. Daniel

[@Virgo_valley]

I love everything about this video. Very powerful message.

[@LeeLeestsandspoods]

Beautiful and a fab representation of finding yr way out of the darkness into the light 🥰 a journey I found myself taking a couple of times in my life n now as I am facing the biggest fight of my life through illness and the biggest life change I have ever had to take I find her to be a warming reminder that the light will come she is like the guide to take you to the light stopping the darkness creeping back showing the path forward 😊

[@binx2929]

I cannot put into words how much this doll, and all of your words struck me. She is beautiful, and it is clear that she represents so much of yourself, and your journey. Thank you for sharing this with the world, and choosing to release your emotions into such a wonderful and beautiful art piece. I love her shawl, and the fact that you responded to the idea that she was cold by caring for her and warming her up. Always have that compassion for yourself as well. I can't wait to see even more amazing things from you.

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

Thank you for your kind words

[@eloisetucker1288]

Ngl this made me almost tear up. I felt the emotion going into this piece as I have been going through a rough time atm

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

I send virtual hugs of support if wanted

[@angelicarosales7890]

Watching you create for me was a blessing. I'm sorry 😞 for what your going through. You are an inspiration. Thank you. She is beautiful, an expression of emotions.

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

Thank you so much!

[@deniserichardson1170]

She beautiful. I've been going through somethings. And your words touched me. Thank you

[@Dolleemixtures]

She's stunning. How did it make you feel just going with the flow? I'm sorry you've had such a rough time friend. I hope things will improve for you. Life can be rough. Thank you for sharing

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

I think I'm going to go with the flow more often, and maybe stop trying so hard to make perfect removable clothes and focus on the finished piece. :) I'm really glad you're my friend. Of everyone I think you know the most. I needed someone like you in my life. I thank you for existing. You've also gone through stuff. I think we can both be proud that we made it through.

[@ramonarettzo8883]

Having gone through this years ago myself, I can tell you, you are headed in the right direction. I don't know what I would do without my art. Your doll is beautiful! ❤️

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

Thank you so much!

[@altavanderwalt7152]

Thank you so much for this video. You describe my feelings 100%. You make dolls and I make doll's clothes.

[@teresamedley139]

This doll is just breathtaking. This doll should be the symbol of strength when fighting things like depression. This is truly just beautiful because it's not something that was already there. She is something that was created for the purpose of just giving peace. Peace and serenity is just what she is.

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

I agree. I see all of that reflected on... the small journey I took making her. She's been sitting next to me at all times since her completion. I was very excited about showing her to the world. I am very happy to know that you like her, friend.

[@teresamedley139]

@@StarlightDreamDolls she is so beautiful I loved the little henna designs on her legs and arms. That was a beautiful touch

[@sashazambri5464]

She's gorgeous. Your art is amazing. I love watching you create. Big hugs from your fellow Sasha💜

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

Thank you so much 😊

[@celtina24]

I love her, I'm proud of you! Take care of yourself 🙌❤️

[@winterthewisp1001]

I can relate with making something that are symbols of things that hurt you. My favorite part? Looking back, at the good days and bad, and seeing how far you have come. I always found it oddly optimistic to see products of rough patches and hard times stubbornly being present.

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

I completely agree with you. Thank you!

[@nobodishere]

Your dolls are gorgeous. I hope you feel better now, and if not, soon.

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

I'm in a very good place right now. Thank you so much. I hope you are doing amazing too.

[@jaidenbellet96]

Shes beautiful ⭐🌟 Get well soon Try to relax and try to feel the light more ok💕💖

[@robynvandebussche5077]

She's absolutely beautiful 😍❤️!!! It's good to just let go and just go with the flow ☺️. I'm so glad you're feeling better and are happier than ever ❤️😊.

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

Thank you so much Robyn

[@peachesyuson8989]

Thank you for sharing this with us. 🤗 Sending love from the Philippines ❤️

[@wolfsdfgu]

this is your best doll yet. I can really feel your emotions leaping off of it.

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

Thank you

[@christineingram55]

She’s gorgeous.I love her face paint and hair and her outfit is beautiful.The light is a lovely touch too.I empathise with you love I have had depression from when I was in my teens.I am now old enough to be your Grandmother probable.I can see by your hands you are very young.I have found the only person who understands is a fellow sufferer.But also it does help a lot if when your on a low do crafting,read a good book,go for a walk and really look around you.You will see things you have not seen before.Beautiful flowers trees , water etc.It will make you feel much more positive.And when you get older it actually becomes easier because your used to it.It’s just a part of you.Your doing a freak job.I have followed you since you first came on here and your dolls are getting better and better all the while .It’s lovely to watch you grow as a doll artist..Love n Light 🥰

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

I am 33 years old, so I guess I am young enough to still look around with fresh eyes but old enough to start understanding and appreciating some of life's unique wisdom. Life's a journey, we learn the whole way. And that's important. Thank you so much for your kind words, always. It genuinely makes me smile to see your names in the comments. Words have power. And you're having an impact. Thank you.

[@amaeve1950]

This was a beautiful video and doll to stumble upon today ❤️

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

Thank you so much! Reading that on this specific video really means a lot to me ❤️

[@heatherforster5962]

So pretty. Sorry that you have gone through this struggle

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

Thank you and no worries. I am way better today. ❤️ I hope you have amazing week end.

[@StitchwyckCreations]

I'm sorry you've been feeling like that. I'm always happy to chat xx She's absolutely beautiful 😍

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

Thank you Lex :) my DMs are also always open to you

[@wolfsdfgu]

you got this

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

Do do you

[@brianahawkins8124]

She's absolutely beautifully Gorgeous 😍❤️!!! It's good to just let go and just go with the flow ☺️. I'm so very glad you're feeling better and happier than ever ❤️😊. (true story) You're not the only one who was going through that dark times, me I had to go through with my parent's divorce, my mom marrying someone, I was so scared of changes. Before the divorce my biologic dad was not treating me or my sibling's right at all, slaps, yelling in the ears, work our bones in the hot summer sun with sunburns, mom missing out our child life and not knowing what my biologic dad was doing till now. My sibling's blame me for things I did not do anything wrong. My Mom being so harsh on me like pressure me into do something else it really struck me like a sword stabbed my heart, I told my friend's and staff members & they were shock seeing me in tears and they needed a private talk with my mom, when they talked to her they were not happy of she said Cesar and Mathew's words truck her & she felt awful of her childish action's. Then try and try to get my miniself doll face up I was in a severe meltdown and thought I was going to give up and give up my art of dolls. But I have friend's from One Step Beyond, KZbin who helped by never giving up. I finally got her face up just the way I want her to be I've never been so happy I almost cried tears of joy. See you on your next video Kay's OOAK Factory . :D

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

If you do not mind me sharing a bit more... What you said hit home. I relate, even though I know I can't fully understand what you went through. I've had a lot of talks with my parents after I became an adult about toxic things that happened. We all opened up and grew, and even if it won't erase the scars, this still helped a bit. Though I understand that my case is unique and that I am extremely privileged to have had these conversations...it still means I'm scarred for life even if I forgave years ago. I think that parents don't always understand the impact on kids. I also think blood family can be toxic. I am proud of you for speaking up your truth. The fact that you are able to tell other folks is a great achievement. I hope the life you lead today is filled with healthy relationships. We can't erase the past for sure. And all those feelings are valid. Though the future sometimes surprises us by how bright some things are. I wish you the best, Briana. Thank you for existing.

[@brianahawkins8124]

@@StarlightDreamDolls Thanks it means so much to me

[@lachauntiswashington231]

Very pretty

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

Thank you! 😊

[@Angelina_Davis25]

Hugs, you need hugs.

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

And I send hugs back, if wanted

[@lilmisskitten8325]

girl i will always comfort you im so sorry

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

There is no need to comfort me, I am in a good place mentally, and I have amazing close friends, an amazing partner, and an amazing doctor making sure I am healthy. I send you hugs if wanted. I apreciate that you care. Thank you so much

[@wolfsdfgu]

it's ok to take some time to work on yourself and to feel bad sometimes. progress is hard, and it's very easy to get lost in the spiral of self-hate, believing that you are broken and unfixable. edit: my original comment was to vague and could have been misinterpreted

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

I totally agree with you. And I do not feel broken and unfixable, not anymore. But that's me, and I am very priviledge. Not everyone can say the same. I hope we can normalize those discussions. Thank you for your support

[@aliciadovebridenbaugh1198]

It sounds like you might be catching a cold take cold medicine and drink mint tea or herbal teas are good and drink plenty of water and get plenty of rest.

[@StarlightDreamDolls]

Thank you, no worries, I take care of my health.

[@aliciadovebridenbaugh1198]

@@StarlightDreamDolls that’s good.

[@wolfsdfgu]

breath