✨ARTIST DIARIES✨ Packing Orders, Breaking My Lease, Scheduling, Embracing Sadness, & more!

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In this vlog, I pack some Patreon orders, do a lot of cleaning & scheduling... aka getting my life together, and talk about embracing sadness! I've been doing a lot better recently and I hope you all are doing well~ Sending lots of love, Apple Cheeks.
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[@apple.cheeks]

Wishing you a wonderful day and remember to eat and drink water !! If you haven't checked out our sponsor for this video, the first 1000 people to use the link will get a free trial of Skillshare Premium Membership: skl.sh/applecheeks06211 :)

[@withlovelinh]

thank u for sharing ur sadness!

[@gunjandeshmukh5665]

You are my favorite youtuber

[@apple.cheeks]

thank you Linh :')

[@thewthew1987]

Daddy Apple’s coffee table is so well made👍🏻

[@hershidrawz]

Let’s appreciate her colorful thumbnails 😩💗

[@jessimouse3025]

hi Hershey!

[@ithinkiwasbornbackwards9063]

Your dad is the sweetest for making you furniture💕💕 so wholesome

[@ZoeysMusings]

We forget how important sadness as an emotion is because life has its ups and downs and it's okay to be sad. It reminds us of what we have that does make us happy and sometimes it's good to be sad, feeling it and letting go of it instead of bottling up, pushing it down or denying it. You always keep it real, Tiffany and I really appreciate that. Here's to new beginnings 🙌🏽🥂

[@hallocarmo]

thank you for sharing this vlog and especially for talking about mental health and sadness. A lot of people often don't realize that... being sad is just a part of life and that its okay to be sad. Being able to think about your feelings and to wallow in it is important. it absolutely does make you a better person :) You got this tiffany. Everyone is cheering for you and you're going to find your way out of feeling lost soon!

[@flamingoliz]

I lived by myself for 5 years, it's nice having independence but it also gets lonesome at times. I had to overcome eating by myself in restaurants or going to movies by myself. You know what's best for you and if being around your friends more is helpful then so be it. I lived in a similar kind of apartment in Phoenix and it was nice but also lonely. Also harder lugging things up and down stairs. Excited to see you in your new space.

[@CaitlinBongers]

Thank you for making these vlogs! They make me feel a lot less lonely while working alone in my studio. I am happy to see that you’re making changes that will help you in the long run and I hope you’ll feel less sad soon ❤️. I think you’re very brave sharing your feelings and sadness with us and it helps me accepting my own feelings. Often when I feel sad or lonely I feel like I shouldn’t be allowed to feel this way because in general I’m really happy with my life. But it’s good to have a reminder that being satisfied with your life doesn’t mean you aren’t allowed to be sad

[@fangirlauie]

honestly, i really love your house 😍and i love watching you in your house ☺️ so i’m kinda sad you are leaving it 😢 but cheers to another chapter in your life 🥳 🙋🏻‍♀️🇵🇭

[@apple.cheeks]

I am too, but I'm here for the change! It's about time for something new :)

[@nematarot7728]

When it comes to difficult emotions, the only way out is through! You won’t feel sad forever, and when you’re on the other side of difficulties you will have more empathy and wisdom proportional to how deeply and consciously you remained with your true feelings ♥️

[@Nichirime]

You are such a bright sunshine! Thank you for being vulnerable and truly making it feel like we’re talking to each other ♥️

[@VanessaManley]

As a leasing consultant I was surprised that you were nervous since it is so common for people to break their lease. In my experience it is never an issue.

[@AmmyWolfable]

I've been wanting to break my lease but I can't afford it.

[@tarabooartarmy3654]

@@AmmyWolfable yeah, the fees for breaking a lease are crazy. I understand why the fees exist, but it’s OUCH, especially if you find yourself in a position where you HAVE to break a lease.

[@minhlieu259]

I know someone that move in the middle of the night and didn’t tell the office people. Never paid the fee for breaking the lease. 😬

[@NutCase]

The past month and half I've been dealing with so many things. I didn't really understand how it effected me until I took a couple days off for my birthday. And then even thinking about my age upset me. It wasn't until my husband asked me what was wrong that I really even noticed. Sometimes having someone just checking in on us is a good thing, to remind us to check in on yourselves as well. You got this, I got this, we all got this!

[@jess-ui6zj]

THAT TABLE IS SO PRETTY

[@AkiraOboro]

I literally just had one of the worst break downs I've had in a while and I pulled myself out of it and went to watch some videos to try and not think about it and your bit at the end regarding sadness and letting oneself just feel it...Well, it was just nice to hear that. It's hard to feel okay with being sad because so much of the world has spent so long shaming people for it. It's nice to follow a creator who isn't feeding into that toxic cycle of shaming sadness. Cuz you're right, it's okay to be sad, sometimes that's the more healthy route. Anyways just wanted to say thank you for that, that message came at a surprisingly needed moment for me. 💜

[@cynthiamedina2414]

Hope you feel better!! Thank you for sharing so many things! It makes me feel understood! Also it'll be interesting to see your dad's process to design / build a table like yours!! It's truly gorgeous!

[@aliceinwonderland42020]

Your dad is so talented! Now we now were the crafting skills comes from hehe 😌

[@lucioleenchaussettes]

This final speech really had impact 💛

[@Bookfidelity915]

I love seeing your videos and being part of your Patreon. You're very motivating because of your art and your honesty. I wish you the best!

[@venshibaba]

i'm so excited for your changes and thank you for being so vulnerable on here and sharing your emotions with us :')

[@yeshnacallatchan2813]

While you're getting inspired by others, im getting inspired by you 😘 I've been binge watching your vlogs since the past days while completing my orders and im really liking it 💜

[@boredbears]

I wanna buy from your dad, that table is lovely

[@sombunni]

I really appreciate you talking about your process in dealing with your emotions and sadness. It's really great to see someone who, as you say, a lot of people might think they have it all together, be so open about how you're navigating this. It's really empowering because at the start of -insert major world issue here- I started down this path of not really knowing what I was doing and I wasn't sure how to navigate my own feelings about everything and even now I feel like I shut down when I try to process how I'm feeling and what I'm trying to do. You being so open about this is really a reminder for me that it's okay to feel this way and that I shouldn't be ashamed of trying to navigate how I feel. Thank you so much for being so open~ I love to watch you so I hope you never stop being your authentic self and continue to be comfortable with sharing your feelings with those close to you and those of us who love to follow along with your journey!

[@DaisyTea1]

Beautifully said, Tiffany! The Lord bless you as you walk through this valley ~ keep moving forward, forward the light at the end of this chapter of your life. You are very precious! 🌸🍂

[@DaisyTea1]

*toward the light

[@jelenala_pina]

It feels like all the creators are feeling nervous right now. About different things of course.. I am dealing with lots of stress in the last couple of months. Sometimes it just feels I have selected the wrong way and my art sucks. I am still trying to stay positive and I want to wish you luck and all the best too! Keep on going and have a great day!

[@maelanngegot4482]

i've been following you since the first lockdown in France (march 2020) and even though we don't work in the same field at all (i'm a video editor) you've inspired me so so so so much, i'm really excited for you and your new experiences and growth to come !!!

[@kiarahelen6006]

I'm going through something similarly with depression and I agree, it is very important to feel the feels and process the emotions

[@mariec5716]

Hi Tiffany. I love YOUR Apartment. I will miss your studio. All the VERY best for your new life...

[@valentinafreiregonzalez5992]

these vlogs make me so happy:') i can't even explain it, bring me hope and motivation!!!! thanks for everything, tiffany

[@ElizaPrax]

I hope your new beginnings will make you very excited!! ♡ The feeling of not wanting to leave our "comfortable" life is very normal and people tend to stay like that for really long periods of time. It is brave of you to want to change that and even though it feels somehow bad to do, it will be very rewarding and you'll feel a huuuge weight get off your chest! Anyhow, hope you will have a nice move and thank you for this lovely video ♡

[@justanotherada]

We love some sadness appreciation! everything you said is so right, feelings are an important part of life ✨✨ hoping that the move goes smoothly! 🌼✨

[@haseena1001]

Hi Tiffany 😍 - So many people believe that somewhere has to be bad for you to move on from it when that isn't necessarily the case. The home you have had for the past while has been one that you have grown a lot in and it simply is time to move on for the next phase of growth. I like how you are mindful and have gratitude for what your life journey is bringing you, challenges and all. Although it is important to stop and admire the view and truly embrace the moment and be present. It is also important to know when it is time to go and explore somewhere new. This new experience will certainly bring you new adventures and learnings. Stay safe and well x

[@apple.cheeks]

Agreed!

[@venshibaba]

ohhh i love ur coffee table! daddy apple issa wizard! ✨

[@mrosec1326]

I am so thankful for you, your videos and your authenticity. I’ve finally found someone that understands how I’m feeling and, your perspective on the normalisation of emotions has made me feel less ashamed and alone 🥺 Take care and I hope you feel better soon

[@fatdandelions]

Gurl, We went into the journey You made us compliced, hahahaaa. We saw You shy, uncertain, unhappy But You showed is the discipline and finally accomplish your dreams. Must not think it is bittersweet. It was bridge period going into the bright future of more growth. You asked for help by Patreon and your beautiful products You made along the journey. We could clearly see You cannot be by yourself, You need people around You and when you Said this was not your thing living with other people like your peers. I was immens surprised. And when you said that You decided to live there, I was happy for You. I cannot wait to see New adventures we will witness with You. Happy Moving Time !!! 🎉🥳🎉🥳📦📦📦❤️❤️❤️🤩🤩🤩

[@apple.cheeks]

hahha sometimes I believe myself too much when I say things because I haven't experienced it yet! I want to be more open minded and to not say no too soon :)

[@chloeedirectioner]

I watched this vlog today while I ate my breakfast and I wasn’t expecting it to hit so hard. I also just moved in with friends after living by myself for 2 years. Moving brings up a lot of emotions and I felt really sad lately. Thank you for your beautiful words surrounding sadness 🖤

[@MemeLeeMusic]

“Sadness is a sign that you care about something.” I love that! So encouraged by you and so comforted by your vlogs always~ I always like to say we all have bad days so that we can enjoy and appreciate the good ones all the more 🙂 thank you for being the transparent hooman you are 💕so excited to see where life takes you these next couple weeks! i’m sure it’ll be great~ 🍎 love you tiff! not to mention how excited i am for you to move to red door. no matter what anyone says, make the decisions for you! be happy, stay healthy. 🙂♥️

[@stephmakemess]

I'm glad you talked about sadness and how it's okay to feel sad- it's something a lot of people need to hear! I remember when watching Inside Out and they told Riley "it's okay to be sad" and I burst into tears because I needed to hear that so much in that moment. I'm also excited for you for the changes coming, it can be scary but sometimes that's how you know it's the right thing to do!! Can't wait to see what you do next!

[@laurenclark865]

I hope you’re doing better💕💕

[@TheSnuffy1994]

I definitely got the sad vibes.. Glad to know you recognize it and I hope you feel better soon

[@briteya_art]

Your outfits in this were just so adorable 🥰

[@itsmylife2205]

Thank you so much for being so honest and open with your feelings 🥺Really apreciate it ❣️ I can totally feel you for your thoughts about emotion

[@curlsandsketches3346]

You have no idea how much better you made me feel by saying what you said at the end of the video. I’ve been sad for so long and Idk why and then I feel bad about myself for feeling sad and then I get sadder. Anyway, thank you for this sentence “it’s okay to feel sad” I really needed to hear that. Sorry for the emotional comment but it’s nice to know someone else feels the same way even tho you don’t look say as you said neither do I and I nope we both and everyone else feels better and everything gets a little bit better. ❤️💙💚💛🧡🤎

[@flamingoliz]

Really liked what you said about being sad. We all go through sad times and that's ok. And you're right, sadness helps us appreciate other happier times. I think all to often we view sadness as being wrong when it's not. It's absolutely valid to be sad.

[@SoffyChannel]

I love that you talk so much about improving yourself and accepting yourself and working towards that. For everyone who suffers from anxiety, there is a saying that stuck in my head and I hope it maybe helps you as well: At some point, you are bound to get bored by your anxiety and step out of your comfort zone.

[@Cynthiasheldon17]

Big fan! Always here in sunday!! 🥰🥰

[@vjillustrationillustrator5340]

Super cute and your sketchbook your style is super cute ❤️😁

[@blackkittyy7823]

I'm so excited, I've been binging your videos for the past week and I'm so excited to see this one too

[@mariah4197]

Your friends are sooo nice! Glad you have people looking out for you.

[@Nowaki_96]

I'm excited for your new adventure in your new home! Can't wait to see it! 🤗

[@sikoth87]

June is being a month of changes for me too. When you mentioned how you realized you were being comfortable doing always the same things.. that's exactly how I've been feeling. Up to a point I thought I had no other possible choice.. it was comfortable but also kind of restraining. It's scary to change after getting comfortable like that but I also want to grow and try different things. It will be sad for me too leaving stuff behind but I'm eager at the same time. I hope you can find what you're looking for, moving to the new place.

[@emiv5342]

I have social anxiety and seeing you talk about your challenges when doing things like going out to a cafe by yourself is so encouraging. ☺️

[@unevieheureuse3115]

I love you and all your art!

[@arnavdalal05]

Tiffany looked so happy and cute in this vlog so happy for her

[@la_pcb]

Im still in bed, watching you. Lazy but pretty sunday 💖

[@Trishuu]

Watching the premiere rn and aww excited for you too and very happy that you decide to share your life's moments with us

[@ocean4763]

So jealous of your move into the house with your friends, it looks like you’ll be so happy there and have more opportunities to try new things and be creative! I hope it’s awesome ✨🌈❤️

[@caktivestudios]

Aww its ok to be sad...Sometimes we have to sit in our sadness, so we can appreciate the good times. This may sound crazy but have you ever watched the pixar movie Inside Out (I know its for children but some adults could learn a thing or too!)....It explores just this theory, that we need all emotions to experience this things called life 💜 I hope that this new chapter will help you to look forward and eventually you will get your joy back! 😊

[@Papershire]

Awwww I love looking at your sketches! They are soooo adorable! Good luck with your move, it must be exciting to live near your wonderful friends to help you with your journey!

[@achirayasrisupap2478]

Sadness is normal for humans. I want to tell you that you have inspired me to follow my dreams. Now that I'm back to drawing and with ideas for my small business, I want to cheer and thank you for the inspiration you've given me. I'm your fan club and friend from Thailand. 💗💗

[@tarabooartarmy3654]

Yasssss, Dance King!

[@kyoatickyon]

The thumbnail’s always on point~!! Wish you all the best on ur new journey 🥺❤️.

[@madmusings8798]

Thank you Tiff! Love watching your vlogs while I get work done, it feels like I'm hanging out with a friend :)

[@Tinymutation]

Everything you do brings joy to my day 💖✨

[@aimeecreative]

Thank you for talking about sadness and I think your outlook on it is wonderful. It’s okay to feel sad and process emotions to then move forward. Good luck to your move! I think it’s going to be the best choice you made for your career and to grow 🌟

[@oliviastier6054]

After having such a bad day, I needed this video!

[@layersofloriiii]

Yass, helpin the turtle get back to where it belongs!

[@apple.cheeks]

It was such a funny thing to happen xD

[@layersofloriiii]

@@apple.cheeks gotta save ‘em when you can = D

[@Izybuzy]

I'm about to make a change this june, because I feel like I'm lack productivity while my business is growing well. I should've produce more products but I didn't, etc. But then covid struck, my schedule is whole mess. All I do is lying on bed bcause of bad headache, can't taste anything, can't smell anything, too bad because food is life and I'm selling candle and soap 😂 I'm sad, but I should be grateful that I don't suffer much as people with covid out there, mine is just mild.

[@chinchanpoouu]

I’m so happy for u omg!! Hope the best!! ♥️

[@nurazmeramossa3045]

Love the honesty!!! Ur vids r so inspiring 2 me thank you for letting us peak in ur life!

[@Mochigardens]

yesss i can finally make it to the premiere

[@MoMo-is4ct]

Omg it’s been awhile since I watched your videos (Yes I am late lol 😂 but I am catching up on your Vlogs :p)

[@starbrown1219]

The very best to you in your new endeavor. It’s a brave thing to make a big change. Why not?

[@loshimizu]

I always love watching your vlogs! Best of luck in your new Beginnings!^^

[@sachisunkari6123]

I feel the new vibes ✨

[@aleMARG]

love the table!! your dad is a pro!!

[@deborahmeyers7839]

You are soooo lovely remember that every time you feel said I said that 🌺

[@NatashaElle]

miss tiff!! c'mere let me give you the biggest hug over the internet, it's okay to be sad

[@layla-sf5wp]

hey, thanks for sharing these emotions openly with us, it touches me :) We all go through clouds ☁️ it's okay

[@pinkuu_desu7750]

Crispin and Basilio from Trese on netflix 😳 8:16

[@britheloser83]

i love all your outfits, my one question is where do u get your jeans?

[@clarenceodbody]

the transition👌 15:33 -cup noodle? yeah beacause i'm NOODLE PRESIDENT

[@nes896]

thank you for those words at the end, I kinda need them right now and I am sure most of us do too. you're an example for talking about sadness and normalize it 🤍

[@apple.cheeks]

Hope you feel better

[@nes896]

@@apple.cheeks I think I do. I hope you too 😊

[@ahppple]

Hello Ms. Apple Cheeks! Long time no see. Congrats on taking this step towards new challenges and opportunities. I look forward to seeing your journey~ Actually, June is a month of change for me too. I just moved back to Las Vegas (after so very long!) from Japan...and I am pursuing illustration ^^ The last segment of your video really had me do lots of introspection, ultimately leaving me with a positive realization. I've been feeling lots of negative feelings since pursuing illustration. It made me doubt if I made the right choice...but then again, it means that I have something that I really care about, to the point I can get this sad about it. Just like happiness, sadness and any other emotion are equally significant in this complicated medley of "feeling alive". Sorry for throwing my personal rambles on youtube comments! Anyway, thank you for your hard work ^^.

[@da-quan]

Super excited 😊

[@imaturtel]

cool sweater

[@ninaa1055]

Yay! I’m on time. Lol

[@AunaAmireArt]

I see you said your breaking your lease are you going to move in to the Redhouse now 😱🤩

[@manyaverma5566]

😥😥 i love your apartment i wish i had a apartment like this and now u r leaving it 😥😥 well it's ok anyway love your vlogs soooo muuuch ❤❤❤

[@by_clars]

Girl where did you buy the calendar from ? Feel like that would help me stay organised 🗓🌸🍎

[@apple.cheeks]

I got it from Target a while ago!

[@camsmyth101]

I found it harder to live with people after being living alone. But I got use to it again after awhile.

[@ritarajkumari6907]

You are very beautiful!! Btw, I love ur vlogs! ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ

[@maiziebrown6785]

the squad: *goes to a cute plant store* me, who just came back from a six hour shift at a plant store: *SCREAMING*

[@apple.cheeks]

I would lay amongst the plants :3

[@maiziebrown6785]

@@apple.cheeks That's pretty fun most of the time, but if they're roses, you're in trouble. XD

[@VimeleosZen]

What do you with the sticker app packages? I can imagine it builds up every month so there's so much plastic.

[@hershidrawz]

Hii

[@mozzywalubita119]

Hii I was wondering what app or program were you using on your computer to organize your schedule

[@PHcute]

You are not “ being strong “ by not crying. You are just making yourself ill by not crying. Your nervous system needs to let your stress out and not let your body to soak it up... hence crying, releasing stress and toxins and relieving your nervous system. When will people finally learn this hey!? 🤦🏽‍♀️ xo

[@s-kee2928]

Wait so when are you moving to shopify? Its been a while since you said you were leaving

[@apple.cheeks]

I've been going through a lot lately + juggling other projects that I can't share. It will be a while before I'm able to release it!

[@ThatGirlTeal]

I’ve been following for about a year now and does anyone know why she chose Las Vegas to move to? I’m just curious lol.

[@apple.cheeks]

I initially moved for a job :)