It's always important to put yourself first and listen to how you really feel. Let the tears flow out as you feel a weight being lifted off your back. I wish you the best on your present and future self, to the family, and to your friends.
As per tradition, I watched a HIMEHINA ASMR before going to bed last night, to calm down. Then I wake up to a brand new ASMR from them. Delightful! No teaming up for this particular style of ASMR, understandably. I do like how both of them have their own segment where they can say what they like, at their own pace. Feels nice to be praised. 😇 Thank you~