i’m crying over this rn. this was badly needed. thank you🥺
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
I hope your in a good space Olivia 🥺🥺. You need anything from me you let me know, give me ideas and il make vids on them.
@maddie96133 жыл бұрын
My parents (my dad especially) have always complained about my weight and told me that I eat too much and I thought nothing of it until the other day. My parents actually put me on a diet and have restricted me of some food and I’ve had enough of it. They will never be happy until I’m skinny and it gets so hard to eat my meals knowing what they won’t be happy until I lose the weight.
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
Im so sorry about this situation Maddie, this is flat out horrible, those actions, specifically restricting your diet is toxic. Is there any way to contact your doctor and get them to talk to your parents about how forcing this diet and making all these comments are detrimental to your mental health? Overall this is a really tricky pickle. Is there anything I can do? Any specific audio youd like to hear?
@maddie96133 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR I’ve thought about contacting my doctor but going alone usually makes me anxious and I have a small but noticeable stutter that gets worse when I’m anxious so I usually avoid going anywhere alone. As for the audio idea could you do one for fainting, I faint quite often, especially after sports, so it would be nice to have one about that.
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
I will make the audio Maddie. Glad I'm able to help. As for the doctor. Could it help to write down what you want to communicate and read it to the doctor if you are anxious. Or maybe if you don't feel comfortable talking just giving the letter to the doc during your appointment and putting at the top. I stutter and would like to communicate all of these things. That way you can think about what you wanna talk about and what you need from them. From there you could talk or you could continue writing down what you wanna say if the stutter is inhibing your speech in major way
@maddie96133 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR thank you for the advice, I’ve just booked an appointment with my doctor for tomorrow and just started writing what I would like to say. Hopefully it will help things get better with my parents. Thanks again.
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
@@maddie9613 if you get anxious in the docs appt. just imagine me, a large brown bear in the corner going growling softly playing with a balloon.
@ongits-alex3 жыл бұрын
I’ll give it to you, this made me actually feel feelings I guess. I don’t usually cry but here I am, crying from an audio making me feel better than my family ever could, than you do much for doing this. And to literally anyone reading this (because I like to read other’s comments) please know that you aren’t alone, there will always be someone there for you. Love and accept yourself as much as you can, I love you all. -Al
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for listening and commenting Al! I really appreciate it. Your family is making you feel better :) (im insinuating im your brother now( my subs are my cubs welcome to the bear cave Al!))
@elizabethcanfield8523 жыл бұрын
The way you talked about you finding out you had ADHD reminds me of how I’ve recently come to self-diagnosis with Autism. I also really liked how comfortably you talked about and used the word stim. I use the word but my family doesn’t really understand it or accept it yet. I’m also glad that you did the eating disorder a bit different than others. Usually they are about stopping eating all together for days. When my anxiety was high last semester I only ate one meal a day for weeks and I always told myself that it wasn’t that big of a deal because I still ate each day. This video really helped me feel validated. Thank you. (Sorry for the long comment)
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
The length of your comment doesn't bother me, i like interacting with my viewers! I'm glad you enjoyed the video, I hope your in a better mental health headspace. As for your Autism I would strongly advise going to a doctor and talking to them about Autism, you should get a doctor to first diagnose you and then help you, I am in the process of getting accommodations at school so that should be something you should also look into even if you dont want to use them its nice to have it. Also be careful about self diagnosing, I dont wanna sound like a berating big brother XD but you should go to a doctor for that, check out any insurance coverage from your govt and bursaries or grants from your school that may help with getting a psychologist and/or a comprehensive mental health assessment specifically about autism. ( ADHD, anxiety, Autism have a lot of overlap so its good to figure out which) Learning more about your Autism will help you understand what you can do to manipulate your body into functioning the best it can with school or just life.
@elizabethcanfield8523 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR Mm, thank you for the advice. I’ve tried to be careful about self-diagnosing so I was very hesitant at first. I’ve also talked to a friend and my sister about it along side other research. I might start looking into seeing a doctor about it. Thank you again, Brown Bear :)
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
@@elizabethcanfield852 Its good your researching and talking about it! You should definitely see a doctor gurl. Do you have any suggestions for future videos? Maybe one about ADHD? I could talk more about the social aspect, from the the little I know about Autism it seems that neurodivergent folk in general dont seem to care for social norms or unspoken rules? Or maybe I could talk about my life with ADHD and what I do to get through bad times? Dont let my suggestions to you to suggest to me (suggestionception, (bro jokes XD)) colour any suggestions you might have.
@elizabethcanfield8523 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR A socializing comfort audio could be nice. I can usually hold a conversation fine but small talk almost always feels awkward (at least on my end) and I almost never understand when someone uses sarcasm. I just ask them to repeat or explain themselves and then realize it was a joke and I’ve made the whole encounter awkward. It sucks. Also, if there’s too much noise especially (auditory sensitivity on my end), I have a hard time maintaining eye contact or even focusing on the conversation and just want to go home, be alone, and stim openly. It’s just an idea. Not sure how exactly you’d make a script of it. Also would probably be relatable to a lot of neurodivergent people.
@elizabethcanfield8523 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR Maybe a trip to the mall with a group of friends but sensory overload starts to kick in (from noise, lights, smells, etc) but the friends keep trying to engage us in conversation. We try to hold ourselves together but it gets hard to keep masking. Big brother then notices and helps excuse us from the group and also comforts us on not being able to socialize “normally” or for very long or something. Just a thought.
@Dr3amc0reb3Ing3 жыл бұрын
:) this made me feel better bc i havent been eating well lastly since my sisters friends and my friends bully me for my weight count :,(
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
I gotchu Ash. hope you enjoy it! kzbin.info/www/bejne/pKDVYqWPg8hmqcU.
@Dr3amc0reb3Ing3 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR i woke up and saw that u commented that im just crying now and i have to go to the shops so i needda watch it later :,(
@iveforgottenhowtobreathe8443 жыл бұрын
Congratulations, I’m your family now. I’m proud of you for doing your best
@Dr3amc0reb3Ing3 жыл бұрын
@@iveforgottenhowtobreathe844 :D
@Lorine-vl6nn3 жыл бұрын
I'm literally watching this after I told my parents I'm not hungry while I'm starving 😅
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
Go eat hun. I promise you it will be healthier for your body to eat. Please? Just a few bites of something 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
@Lorine-vl6nn3 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR thank you so much Its been 4 hours since the comment and i finally did it Just had a cucumber and a cookie but i feel much better ❤🙏🏻 ur amazing
@Tori-cn5hq3 жыл бұрын
@@Lorine-vl6nn LXNWNXKMWOYLEF I‘M PROUD OF U :D
@Lorine-vl6nn3 жыл бұрын
@@Tori-cn5hq thank u so much❤
@Strawberryfroggy_132 жыл бұрын
Same bro , i haven't eaten in like 3 days
@koopakeep45612 жыл бұрын
im sobbing thank you so much for this!! its been a real struggle to eat lately ❤️ i hope you are doing amazing!
@spaced.0ut.h0m03 жыл бұрын
This is rlly good thank you🤗
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed it!
@boh51203 жыл бұрын
it's amazing 🥺
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
Thank you sis!
@Gigim4303 жыл бұрын
I haven’t eaten in four days 😅 thank you for this, it made me feel like my brother cared for me even though you’re not my brother.
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
What is this blasphemy? I AM your brother! 😊😊
@Gigim4303 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR Dang I now have 4 brothers and only one cares about me lol
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
You have 3 bothers and 1 brother 😊😊😊😊
@lunalove41152 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR Lmao I love that
@altacc15813 жыл бұрын
You are so underrated!
@izzy_animemusic72473 жыл бұрын
This is so good I can really relate to this
@jabellawilliams37943 жыл бұрын
I can't believe you only have 87 subs! Your so underrated
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
I am 💅
@cupcake-go6li3 жыл бұрын
I loved this and I like how you are replying to so many comments I can't really find any videos of comfort for eating disorder that doesn't involve weight but this still made me feel better 😊I haven't been able to eat because of my mental health and just thinking about food makes me nauseous even though I'm hungry 24/7 Anyways thank you for this 😋❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
I'm glad you liked it. Could you expand on that idea? Would you like if I made a video about eating disorders but not talking about weight at all? Is there any specific topic or subject within eating disorders you would like me to talk about?
@tamia-3 жыл бұрын
My big brother doesn’t even talk with me anymore much too check on me 😭 that just hurts me a lot I’ve been through this a lot. I wish I had a brother like this
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
You do have a brother like this, me!
@tsukkisdino63733 жыл бұрын
awh this is so cute thank you
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching! Let me know if you have any suggestions!
@yoisheeshee83763 жыл бұрын
My dad always calls me fat or get a diet whenever it's a event I've gotten so insecure to the point that I lie to my mom that I already ate but the truth is I didnt. It's been over a week and I'll try eating again 😃 thank you big brother 😭
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
Please please do eat Yuna. I am so sorry mom and dad are on your back about this. This is horrible, it really really sucks. Im glad me talking to you helped :) :) :)
@simonevestling51833 жыл бұрын
I have adhd too and always having been in a cycle, starving myself for months then eating every second of the day I have never related to a video more than this one o.o
@luhver52093 жыл бұрын
Eating is getting progressively harder for me. (From my POV) When I didn’t eat for like almost a day, I started feeling weaker and I felt wobbly and could’ve fell down, I know not eating isnt the way to go but Its really hard for me. I keep counting my calories, I cut of meals, portions, And it makes me panic when I have things in the range of 100 - 200, And then I have one of my teachers telling me to eat my food, and telling me what happens, then I have to eat and I feel so bad for eating after. So then I have to tell myself to workout a lot after i get home and I do it when my body really shouldn’t do it. Its getting worse. I dont know what to do :(
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
That sounds really difficult Ghost. I cannot fathom how you've made it this far with such great pressures. I'm really sorry you feel this way. I would say you need to get professional help even if it feels uncomfortable to talk about your relationship with food. I would recommend going to this link and finding out if you can talk to anyone on the phone to help direct you to healthcare professionals you can access. Beyond that I think talking to someone that you trust. I know it might seem difficult or you might not know where to go from here but I think talking to someone. Like a very close family member or friend maybe able to give you a different birdseye perspective of what you should and can do (with school resources, regional/government resources, non profit health care organization resources. I wish you all the best Ghost. It's tearing me up to know you are in so much pain. Sending love and support hun.
@riri45883 жыл бұрын
Omg I love this so much please make more big brother vids 🥺❤
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
Any ideas for new videos are welcome sis!
@riri45883 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR Ideas: big brother comforts u after being bullied maybe?
@Dr3amc0reb3Ing3 жыл бұрын
@@riri4588 i also had that idea 😂
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
A bullying vid! Lemme know if you like it! kzbin.info/www/bejne/fnbTqXqtitGMiMk
@riri45883 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR it's amazing I love it 💕
@juno36293 жыл бұрын
Damn, kinda wished my brother cared about me not eating
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
I do care about you not eating Juno! Get some grub sis/bro/sibling!
@joonieborahae943 жыл бұрын
My family is constantly nagging me for my weight, and in general about my life choices, and also my autism. I was officially diagnosed with it 5 years ago, and they to this day keep using my autism as the main reason, and also my weight. I've been chubby my whole life so I learned to accept it, but they are set on changing it. And I am close to cutting my eating schedule down to dinner only at this point. That's how hurt and tired of hearing from it I am.. Also, Idk if it's possible, but maybe could you make a audio where the listener has a autistic, crying meltdown after a rough day? I haven't seen many of them around, but ofc if you can't, I understand 🙏 Keep up the amazing work, first audio I listen to from you and I'm in love. Keep it up 🙏❤️
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
I know EXACTLY how you feel, I understand how frustrating it is for family to want to change you when you have accepted and love yourself. Please don't only eat at dinner, that is not healthy and if your goal is to lose weight you will not, I tried doing that but after a while I binged a few weeks after, your body will try to bring all that weight back because your not changing the source. If you are eating because that is a form of stimming there are other ways to stim, if you want to lose weight (and this is what YOU want to do, dont do it for anyone else but yourself, I would suggest drinking a good amount of water and getting good sleep, as that is what has helped me for the most part). Im so sorry you feel so hurt and tired, I know exactly how mentally tiring it can be to hear all of that from the people we hold most dear/love. I would be glad to make an audio like that. :) Is there anything you'd like me to say in that audio. Im thinking it will be about me comforting my sister with autism but is there anything that you would like me to reference, or is there anything autistic people do when having a meltdown (any ideas on what the meltdown might have started from?) Thank you for watching :) I do this for my cubs like you to provide love and support to people who need it, I have such a big heart, ive been called over loving a few times so this a good way for me to manifest my love and care to people who need it, im glad you enjoyed it!
@joonieborahae943 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR if you somehow can refrence to that it's okay to have a meltdown and become weak, that the listener doesn't have to mask up how tired she/him gets after just a few hours and that being less social is okay too.. that is all I'm thinking I want something referenced too since this is what I personally struggle with and want others to know it's okay to be weak and less social because you can't help it. Thank you for being open to make it, it means a lot for me ^-^
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
Hey. Very sorry. This vid is recorded. I just don't have the time rn to edit. It's exam time for the next3 weeks so I will try to find a time when I can edit and post. Very sorry.
@joonieborahae943 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR no rush at all! Take your time, and good luck on your exams and everything, since that is way more important. So absolutely no rush and go kill it out there. Good luck 😙
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
Hey this is a video I made, lemme know if you want more or expected something different. Hope your enjoy. kzbin.info/www/bejne/fKXIkoGVYr6Gh6c
@jadefinia99763 жыл бұрын
Not the subs being at 111 almost stopping me from subscribing
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
114 now!
@jadefinia99763 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR well-deserved!
@minisapxrose31053 жыл бұрын
*sniff snuff* I smell underrated
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
I am ☺️☺️ thank you hun 🥺🥺🥺
@emerycorner3 жыл бұрын
I miss believing my actual brothers gave a shit about me🤪
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
Your actual brother does care about you! I do!
@jamiee83283 жыл бұрын
i love all 8:19 seconds of this
@ranboo92623 жыл бұрын
Im sorry for the unexpected vent, but I have no where else to go- My mother always complained about my weight, and fat shamed me. It was only until I had gotten skinnier, did she stop the fat shaming. But, now she is saying things like ‘you’re so skinny you should eat more’ when she had driven me to starve myself. I don’t know if I should be angry at her or be happy she is worrying. I had a ‘diet’ where I would eat only one meal a day -‘lunch’- or eat nothing all day and only until the end of the day eat a large meal. I have had my sibling tell me about how jealous they are about how skinny I am (I think my sib is already skinny). And started talking about how that they would start starving themself to be skinny too. I don’t want to be the cause of my sibling starving themself. I don’t want them to be having the idea of starvation simply because I am skinnier than them. I hate it. I haven’t really responded to their comments about the starvation ideas, essentially because I don’t know how to, and I’m suspecting that they think I am ignoring their pain and problems. I really just don’t want to talk about how them starving themself is bad, because it would feel hypocritical. I just don’t want this to happen. I hate it.
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
This is a tricky pickle. Venting is always welcome on my channel btw. I've experienced that myself. Getting skinnier and then having parents say certain things that go against what they previously said. It rips one's mind apart. If you want my unsolicited advice. Talk to your siblings about how bad starvation and poor diet habits are (diet in this context meaning the food and way someone eats regularly NOT a temporary schedule/fixation on certain foods). So that they don't have to follow the same burdensome path you seem to have been on. I wish you all the best, all the love, and support Ranboo.
@ranboo92623 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for the ideas. I love your videos! I will be sure to try my best in conversing with my sibling. I honestly wish my older brother was like you - you’re amazing. Once again, thank you. :)
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
i am amazing 💅. No problem hun. feel free to comment in the future!
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
@@ranboo9262 ... I am your older brother :)
@ranboo92623 жыл бұрын
Aww, thanks
@gabrielleisalanastan3 жыл бұрын
My brother is abusive towards me so this makes me feel like I have a good brother :)
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
Im so sorry your brother is horrible to you. Feel free to watch my other vids for more comfort thats what this channel is for. Im so sorry this is the situation with you Gabrielle, that really really sucks. If youd like to suggest any ideas for vids im more than happy to do them if you need comfort for any specific situations. Sending Love Gabrielle.
@gabrielleisalanastan3 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR you're gonna make me cry, tysm
@frogqueen11593 жыл бұрын
0 dislikes AS IT SHOULD BE
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
This comment has the same energy as "YASSSS QUEEN" and I love it 😊😊😊
@hollylikesanime3 жыл бұрын
Dude I wish my brother was like this- 😭✋
@demi61283 жыл бұрын
WHY YOU SO UNDERATED YOOOO
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU FOR WATCHING
@allymury143 жыл бұрын
this hit hard😅
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
"Power, real power Abe, comes not from from the truth" - some-guy-i-forget-his-name in under valued film Abraham Lincoln: Vampire hunter.
@viiviisotalo49512 жыл бұрын
Oop i used to skip lunches at school before summer vacation started also sorry im late💀✋
@lizzyl93573 жыл бұрын
I've been skipping meals recently cause anxiety and I don't feel like I deserve it so this is really nice
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
Please eat Lizzy. If you dont eat regularly your hormones and chemicals spike your natural body levels and you will feel more anxiety later. (This reply was vetted by a doctor friend of mine) I know its difficult to eat ( full disclosure I dont personally understand this feeling or skipping but i do know binging very well) but its in your best interests to just have some carrots or some ricecakes with peanut butter on it.
@lizzyl93573 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR I'm trying. I'm not to the point of starving myself yet it's just really hard to eat a lot of the time
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
Well that's good your not at that point right now.
@lizzyl93573 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR I'm doing better now, one of my friends has decided to make sure I eat enough every day and it's been helping
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
@@lizzyl9357 thats good to hear :)
@pistachio_icecream3 жыл бұрын
Asmrs: *comforts u* My irl bro: well that sounds like a U problem so deal with it
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
That sounds like an US problem. Let's deal with those emotions together Kira!
@tamaratocacreations86282 жыл бұрын
Im 12 and i struggle with nkt eating and throwing up after i eat . I fought with my parents today because they said i eat to much, even tho i havent eaten in 3 days
@sakura-flower100 Жыл бұрын
Bro had me crying because I don’t like eating anymore
@ParisHall-tw3hw Жыл бұрын
Same I hate eating
@meriemzahralimam53543 жыл бұрын
Him: one meal a day isn't enough Me:oh darling i didn't have any in like a week.. 😐
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
yea hun eat somethin now plz :)
@Onyresthegaywriter2 жыл бұрын
I don’t know if I have an ED bc I’m so young but I binge eat and then I don’t eat for a couple days bc I feel guilty and bad and I just hate eating even though I is used too love it i also have passed out several times bc of not having enough food in my body I’m only 12 so I can’t have one right? I had some cake this morning and I haven’t eaten since I just can’t do it I feel so guilty
@kelsey25483 жыл бұрын
Wait, is it deadass not healthy to eat only one meal a day?😃🤚 like i know whenever i eat one meal a day and my stomach growls later on i just tell myself its sounds that'll go away but i didnt know its borderline ed
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
Kelsey Kelsey Kelsey Kelsey it tis NOT Hun. Please eat. At the very least you should be eating two meals a day. 3+ is optimal. (I'm gonna be very facicious now) your stomach growling is almost like your body telling you you need to eat. Curious no? (Take this with a grain of salt I may or may not be inebriated. Imma fail my exam Tomm, and in turn my class. 😂😅😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🙃🙃
@who_stole_love3 жыл бұрын
nobody: Not even god his self : Me: DON'T CRY DON'T CRY DON'T CRY DON'T CRY DON'T CRY DON'T CRY DON'T CRY DON'T CRY DON'T CRY
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
You can cry, you should. Crying creates tears, and tears make the sadness leave the body. Don't be afraid to find comfort in accepting emotions. If you wanna cry with me ill hug you!
@Thisaccountisnolongeravailable3 жыл бұрын
I was bullied cause of my weight so I starved myself and didn’t Telly anyone but my friend found out that I wasn’t eating lunch at school and started to get suspicious and kept a list of when she saw me eat……..I didn’t eat breakfast or lunch for 7 months [January 5th- July 11th] ( like I said before my friend kept a list and July 11th was last date she put down so that’s what I’m going off of) anyways I didn’t tell my doctor this cause I was already scared enough just going there so I didn’t want to add to the fear of going there so I didn’t tell my doctor, friends and not even my family cause they thought I was eating lunch at school when in reality I never did and my family saw me eat dinner so they thought everything was fine and they I was happy and healthy. Please if this is happening to you tell someone that can help you cause it will effect your eating habits really badly and it just won’t end well, take it from me! Over COVID-19 lock down and stuff I would eat when I was bored and I just gained all the weight back that I had just lost, and my little brother started to do it as well, he would eat when he was bored cause that was what I was doing and I felt so bad cause I was starting to pull him into the dark hole I was in. Thankfully I started to stop and he followed me and started to stop to and now I have balanced my diet and I feel so much better with my mental and physical state. I share my story so other know that their not alone and feel how I felt battling this, cause I know that is hard and stressful to not eat even though your body is telling you it hungry or eating cause your bored even though your body isn’t hungry. Share this with people you know that is struggling with this or even keep this in your mind if your dealing with it yourself. Stay safe and healthy and don’t be afraid to tell someone if you feel like something is wrong with you mental or physical state.
@possiblyavian-38203 жыл бұрын
He callin me out with the st4rving then 3at!ng a lot more- this helped I never had a brother that was there to help me just one that was in and out of my life
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
You do now simp Chan, you do now. :)
@maddieblack34082 жыл бұрын
I gave up on eating regularly at age 12 I was always made fun of so I started by not eating breakfast and lunch and then skipping dinner but my mum noticed and sent me to the doctors but they said I just have a slow metabolism and at age 13 I went almost a whole week without eating drinking or even sleeping i went to hospital but put it down depression and anxiety and now every time i eat i worry how many calories i have eaten or i feel disgusting and i go to the edge of my balcony and i feel like jumping off but I never do every night I look in the mirror cry and weigh myself to see if I have lost any weight I always suck in my stomach so poeple bully me less and I always wear at least 4 layers of clothing so nobody can see any stretch Mark's or scars I won't even take my mask of in front of poeple anymore because I know if I do poeple will see how ugly I am and beat me up again I never wear dresses or shorts anymore because I dont want poeple to see my figure and when my therapist asks how I'm doing I lie and say I'm fine because I know she will tell everyone even my friends ask me about my insecurities but how am I supposed to explain that I hate everything about myself head to toe they always vent to me about how terrible their life is but they are never there for me when I need them they always ask me are you not gonna eat today fatty maybe if you eat less you'll start losing weight so now I can't even eat or drink in front of them without feeling like a worthless pig
@BrownBearASMR2 жыл бұрын
I am so so sorry Maddie that sounds so difficult. You don't deserve that at all. I know it's really hard but please stay in there, you are not the person that you think you are. The truth, your truth is so much more beautiful you are wonderful Maddie. Can I help you in anyway. Can I make a video for you? Anything that you need comfort on? Or another video like this one? Please don't hesitate to ask. I'm more than willing to do whatever if it means making you happy/safe/comforted for a moment. Sending love darling ♥️♥️
@maddieblack34082 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR no it's ok honestly I wont be here much longer probably I constantly sh now and I have just given up nobody knows my right wrist and my right leg are covered in scars every day my old "friends" tell me to end my life because I'm worthless and everytime I dont see them for a week or so they text me saying are you still alive so I gave up my therapist gave up on me calling me a waste of her time so idc anymore I act like lifes fine but it never is and hasnt been for the last 3 years my mum tells me every day how worthless and pathetic I am and how I was her worst mistake and how she wants me dead my dad is abusive I just give up
@Strawberryfroggy_132 жыл бұрын
I haven't eaten in like 3 ish days
@BrownBearASMR2 жыл бұрын
You should have some grub hun 😘
@youcankissmy--hand88983 жыл бұрын
Me who didn't eat for 7 days:✌ sup homie ✌
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
Please eat Abbs 🥺. Just something, anything please. Maybe something simple like peanut butter on celery?
@youcankissmy--hand88983 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR Well I almost passed out lol Nah fam I'm not gonna eat anything...I dont see the big deal. Plus I'm on a record!
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
@@youcankissmy--hand8898 Yea... not a big deal. Please eat something. Cucumber is light and simple! What do you mean your on a record?
@youcankissmy--hand88983 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR I haven't ate in 8 days now So I'm on a record My friends invited me to go somewhere with them but then they would want to go to eat and I wouldn't eat and that would make them mad and then they would force food down my throat.... So I'm not going They just dont understand..
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
I hope you'll stop Abbs. I know it isent as simple as to just pick something up and eat it. But please 8 days. I pray you can come to a point in your life where you don't have to do this. :)
@ilikedonuts34482 жыл бұрын
My eyes r itchy
@BrownBearASMR2 жыл бұрын
I have gas.
@ilikedonuts34482 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR omg thank u for sharing that sensitive information i’m here for u
@alaniwells2 жыл бұрын
Is 166 pounds fat for a 13 yr old?
@BrownBearASMR Жыл бұрын
depends completely on your BMI which is partially a flawed system but is roughly good. Id say go to your doctor and get your blood work done. the blood test will show your cholesterol, glucose,iron and other essential things in your blood, that will show if you need to lose weight.
@thatgaybestie21053 жыл бұрын
I'ma cry now bye bye :(
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
aight gay bestie il be right here if you need anything!
@thatgaybestie21053 жыл бұрын
@@BrownBearASMR welp time to cry again
@BrownBearASMR3 жыл бұрын
@@thatgaybestie2105 would you like a handkerchief for those tears gay bestie?