I’ve overdosed three times and the last time I used sleeping pills. I had the worst experience with those and almost died. I’m still in a bad place mentally but I’m still here and still fighting!
@letitiajackson40905 жыл бұрын
Mercedes Wooten keep fighting! There are people who love you whether you see them in person or online, don’t give up. ❤️
@erikaradcliffe34365 жыл бұрын
I’ve overdoesed over 10 times and I’m not proud of it, the last one mad the doctors need to induce coma to reduce swelling on my brain and stop my airway from getting shut off. I know what it feels like to be hopeless, or feel like a burden. Never be afraid to ask for help.
@bee39034 жыл бұрын
Mercedes Wooten omg you are a fighter!! Sending lots of love and support!
@Yournewothermother4 жыл бұрын
Pleases don't try again to OD everything will get better
@kookieeee314 жыл бұрын
@@Yournewothermother i was going to ask does it get better
@PhinntheGem5 жыл бұрын
Me: *_*had multiple intense breakdowns last night and didn't take sleeping medication in fear of OD*_* Ben: *_uploads accidental OD video_* Me: *_*squinting at screen*_*_ _*_I know you're watching, Ben. I see you._*
@artemis150103 жыл бұрын
🤫
@Gisselle_Rose2 жыл бұрын
Covers webcam*
@YelahsanedraC5 жыл бұрын
We've been saved so many times ive lost count......
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
Hly L Crdns Hey, I gotta give the people what they want. :)
@YelahsanedraC5 жыл бұрын
@@aussiebenasmr damn straight :p
@seadreams29065 жыл бұрын
He is Batman after all!! XD
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
Sea Dreams Exactly!
@popstarprincess1235 жыл бұрын
Aussie Ben ASMR i want a sweet’s shop
@sugarm18605 жыл бұрын
My uncle died of a drug overdose a few years ago. This kind of stuff hits close to home, but thank you for making videos like this. It means a lot to so many people
@flee11445 жыл бұрын
Sugar m18 sorry for your loss 😔
@kooismyuniverse81155 жыл бұрын
Sugar m18 my uncle and aunt died of a drug overdose in the same night
@ajoyfullsound5 жыл бұрын
My Cousin did too a few years back. Sorry for your loss
@Yournewothermother4 жыл бұрын
That happen with my uncle to but it happen last year and i never knew about it a few weeks ago but still be happy they will still see your smile in the after life
@jessicathomas3543 жыл бұрын
@Sugar m18 I'm so sorry for your loss
@sadcanadian99624 жыл бұрын
“Wake up and look at me!” Me : * wakes up confused as hell * “Keep looking at me! Stay awake, stay awake!” Me: *what year is this?*
@adamnedfrogboy16334 жыл бұрын
Dr.Stone who?
@Yournewothermother4 жыл бұрын
Is this 3000??
@yoshiko91714 жыл бұрын
Me when my eyes are closing
@mainlymai20044 жыл бұрын
The end year
@funlilly15624 жыл бұрын
Its 2050
@firefox9235 жыл бұрын
Me, just woke up is still half asleep and sees notification: "I'm awake!!!!!" As strong as a cup of coffee. 😆
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
Fire Fox hahaha!
@kaylamucha44135 жыл бұрын
👌noice
@marissacasey955 жыл бұрын
Can this poor man just ever get a break from saving our lives for once? Like let us take you on a date or something for Christ sake Ben.
@Whity2055 жыл бұрын
This almost made me cry! My sister was like "What happend to you?" and I was like "Leave me alone a great man just saved me from death" 🤣❤️
@squishysatansoo32885 жыл бұрын
SIS-
@ericasears91154 жыл бұрын
Me living in a house with two nosy brothers: I can relate 😞😑 My brothers: why the hell are you crying? Me watching this at 3:00 in the morning: WTF- *falls out of bed* gothic cheese crackers get out😠
@0bsessedLolz_5 жыл бұрын
Me: *wakes up from being OD* let’s see what’s on KZbin Recommendations: *sleeping pill overdose* Me: Alright stop watching me I’m good
@risingrose79275 жыл бұрын
Lol
@theyluvindigo4 жыл бұрын
The fbi hides in your phone
@Yournewothermother4 жыл бұрын
Wait wat
@ducky32865 жыл бұрын
It’s five in the morning but I’m still here
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
Ducky _Cutie_Pie That’s worth a treat. *hands you a sticker*
@beepusboop86784 жыл бұрын
@@aussiebenasmr wait stickers?
@villaindenkikaminari15354 жыл бұрын
It’s been 1 week 😔🤚
@obesepp57284 жыл бұрын
@@aussiebenasmr *loads gun* Hand over the stickers
@oliverthemthey67494 жыл бұрын
Same 👁👄👁
@BrownEyedBirdAudios5 жыл бұрын
Wow, intense audio. One time, I accidentally took one too many pills; not to do anything but because I was in pain from surgery. I slept pretty hard, nearly a whole day. It was scary when I woke up and realized what had happened. Thank you for the audio Ben.
@-kermitsuicide-67855 жыл бұрын
This hits close to home My girlfriend had tried to overdose, and has recently made another suicide attempt, and I feel like I have to save her but I can't because she's across the country
@parker_doesart4 жыл бұрын
I know its been 9 months but is she okay?
@dancinggnob76184 жыл бұрын
U should visit her...
@PikminandOatchi4 жыл бұрын
I hope you and your girl are doing ok.
@rias2924 жыл бұрын
I hope she is doing alright
@doyoulikescarymovies60744 жыл бұрын
I really hope she's okay... 😞
@Raya_rpg5 жыл бұрын
Am I the only one who likes the video before they watch it 😐
@phoenixfireheart85215 жыл бұрын
Nope. He hasn't done anything I haven't liked.
@eyebagsanddarkcirclesforda38804 жыл бұрын
Nope!
@oooodoni4 жыл бұрын
I don't like the video if I don't enjoy it. 😅😅
@anwtf4 жыл бұрын
"keep those eyes open!" me: *starts agressively staring at the screen *
@jesuschrist91075 жыл бұрын
Can I just overdose on appreciation of your talent instead?
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
Chimerical • Absolutely!!
@Yournewothermother4 жыл бұрын
But don't die from it
@thecrazygooseofyourdreams47854 жыл бұрын
What are you doing here?
@funlilly15624 жыл бұрын
Jesus what are you doing here
@mingming2434 жыл бұрын
Forgive me father, for I have sinned 👁👄👁
@Svenja_Schaefer5 жыл бұрын
I overdose drugs several times in suicidal attempt (not sleeping pills) and ended at intensive monitoring station in hospital for days. I regret to survived... But I'm still here, right? So I'm pretty sure that I will fight until the very very very end!...
@alexiabarfield73835 жыл бұрын
Ben the audio was amazing.... but it made me upset cause I thought of a friend who did this, but they pulled through.... love ya ben
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
alexia barfield I’m glad they pulled through!
@edgy_mommy585 жыл бұрын
Wait does that mean he's isn't with us anymore or did he save you I'm sorry for asking
@Nerkmit4 жыл бұрын
Okay whats wrong Kirishima? Who was it?
@obesepp57284 жыл бұрын
@@Nerkmit Damn its only her pfp 💀💀💀
@risingrose79275 жыл бұрын
Ben:* tries to keep me upright * Me:* face plants onto the floor * Edit: sorry just trying to make a heavy situation lighter
@medicine-minibot55475 жыл бұрын
From personal experience this touched my heart. I didn't have anyone at the time to help me through it but this helped close that gap.
@shatteredreality78924 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry to hear that. It's a terrible feeling when no one is There when you are about to die. I know that it just has a little diffrence in my. Well our case. We are DID System and one of us tried that too a few years ago. They still had the Rest of us yelling at them and getting the pills out of the body soon enough. A Day later we colapsed in School and still no one apart from the other Alters and a teacher cared. I hope you are in a better place now and that you wont try that again. Please remember that people love and care about very much dear. I dont know your Story and why you Did it but I know what ever tried to kill you back than should better Start running now because you survived and prove that you were stronger than what ever happened or Who ever pushed you to that point. Keep fighting for your life After all it is your life and not anyone else's. Even if it Seems imposible to fufill a dream or even be happy at some days it's not. Take a look at the small things you achived like eating, showering and staying alive. I hope very much you are better now and i'm sorry if this long Text was pointless because you already know all of this, Well Most of it, have a great Day or night and stay save and please stay here with us all ok? - Harper (I'm the Protector of this little Circus and i truely wish you the Best dear that you are in a safer place surrounded by people Who love you dearly and will be There for you when you need them)
@babybearm6365 жыл бұрын
This happend to my older sister in the beging of the year it was really scary to see her at the hospital not knowing if she will be here tomorrow it took a cupple of days befor we can take her home i did hope at the time that she just. tolled our mum or dad but she did not. I just hope that if someone is in this type of place that there is someone who will be there for you ans that you dont just have that one chose of an overdose
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
I hate to hear that this happened to someone you know. And you’re right, we all need people to stand with us in dark times! That’s what this tribe is for!
@mikkib99565 жыл бұрын
ASMRist of the year!
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
Mickey B Dawwwwww
@janell83725 жыл бұрын
Based on the title I am going to pass on this one for now. I had a rough day on Saturday and don't feel like I am in a good enough place mentally to handle a topic like this. This is probably the kind of topic that needs a trigger warning not necessarily because it could cause someone to take a negative action but because it could be upsetting especially when a friend or loved one or even they have been there.
@swaggiest_moss69585 жыл бұрын
“Shit I gotta call someone “ who ya gonna call? GHOST BUSTERSSSS DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DADASDADADA
@missnob0dy2873 жыл бұрын
*I AINT AFRAID OF NO GHOST*
@connorbeans7993 жыл бұрын
DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DADADADADA
@CrimsonWrites3 жыл бұрын
ik this comment is 1 years old bit i started laughing at 04:08 ajd my stomache hurts
@oliviayoumans40514 жыл бұрын
Ben: "baby wake up for me" "nose get itching" My inner thoughts: "uh no my nose is itching and trying to stay still" Me:...."itches my nose"
@teatime84435 жыл бұрын
You need a trophy for all the times you saved us😅
@LunaLovedgood5 жыл бұрын
Wonderful Audio! You shoulder consider doing one where the listener has an asthma attack
@Moonlit.Eclipse4 жыл бұрын
That would be really cool to do. Good idea
@Yournewothermother4 жыл бұрын
Yeah so i can get my cuz (who has it and scared of the docters)see how bad it is without an engahsnsnd idl how to spell it
@Urfav-vm4iv4 жыл бұрын
Me: Sleeping peacefully Him: *BABY WAKE UP* Me: Wakes up Also me: Why you screaming??
@asymond135 жыл бұрын
I've listened to this one a few times BUT only last night i guess I took too much Benadryl in liquid form around 2:00 this a.m. and i slept for like 11.5 hours and woke at 130 p.m. today. Then i see this in my list and im like " I must watch this again."
@chubchubcherub91835 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this video Ben. It woke some bad memories but it also helped
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
FairyDragon127 Sorry it was a rough ride for you, love. Hope you feel better now!
@chubchubcherub91835 жыл бұрын
Yeah, I feel better now
@pennykilgour89235 жыл бұрын
This one means a lot to me as this is something I've tried to do many times and I didn't have someone to try and stop me so this one connects to me on a very personal level
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
Penny Kilgour Hang in there babe!
@pennykilgour89235 жыл бұрын
@@aussiebenasmr trying but it's getting harder and harder
@shaneeseschloss5 жыл бұрын
@@pennykilgour8923 you are never alone. And i will keep you in my prayers 😇🥰
@pennykilgour89235 жыл бұрын
@@shaneeseschloss thank you 😊
@АннаКартова-д4у5 жыл бұрын
Ben this one was so hard for me to watch because my brother died of a pain pill overdose just 2 months prior keep doing what you do your videos comfort me
@alyssahayes6085 жыл бұрын
Very nice audio because I accidentally taken to many overdose sleeping pills when I feel depression alot and I never going to do it ever again so thank you so very for your videos really helps me alot since I'm so very thankful that I'm lucky to stay alive but I felt so guilty and I can't stop crying.
@kendallgregory71585 жыл бұрын
It scares me that this could actually happen and that people could die from this...
@eyebagsanddarkcirclesforda38804 жыл бұрын
Yeah and especially because it doesn't need to be on purpose
@DarkClaudia17945 жыл бұрын
Aussie Ben I did the exact same thing years ago for the same reason and I had did the exact same thing I woke up with an extreme headache I almost cried you are such a sweetheart! Thank you!
@_rainydays_2 жыл бұрын
This man has saved us so many times, I love it
@potterhead9.3.455 жыл бұрын
Oh god- I actually overdosed w sleeping pills- never gonna do it again btw nice audio :D
@audreyray47125 жыл бұрын
Ya know, just got back from a softball game and now I have 2 listen to ben save me. WHERE WERE U AT MY GAME WHEN I WAS DYING OF HEAT
@yamazakura33303 жыл бұрын
*Him scared to death* Me : *I FINALLY GOT SLEEP AFTER A WHOLE THREE WEEKS! LET.ME.SLEEP!!!* * hits him with pillow *
@funnyferret60645 жыл бұрын
Holy shut this is an intense one. Good hon Ben!
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
Funny Ferret Thank you!
@olim05 жыл бұрын
Ben... You posted this at 3:15 am GO TO SLEEP
@chekuranai94005 жыл бұрын
Morgan Bailey you need to go to sleep too dude
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
Haha sorry!
@Yournewothermother4 жыл бұрын
Oof called him out like that XD
@-Sp0ts-11 ай бұрын
“Hell is she alright?” *add pops up* COOKIE RUN KINGDO-
@cystslayer5875 жыл бұрын
My heart! Beautiful and sad at the same time! He really cares for us doesn't he?
@gamingwithkookies99505 жыл бұрын
It awesome Ben how much you care for everyone who is going through a tough time that's why we care for you. Hope your day is wonderful ben! :)
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
GamerK Bad Awsome Cool Angel! That’s very sweet of you! Hope your day is great too
@gamingwithkookies99505 жыл бұрын
Thanks
@lecarnetdevoyagedechloe45825 жыл бұрын
God ! Such a good one ! Amazing job (as usual)
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
Chloe Creapy Thank you!
@sleepysere2 жыл бұрын
Ben: "Are you ok?!" Me: "No bitch, I'm dead-"
@jazzhands33294 жыл бұрын
"No don't close your eyes." Me: wElL iT'S hArD tO kEeP mY eYeS oPEn aFTeR aCcIdEnTaLlY sTaBbInG mYsElF iN tHe eYe wIth tHe cOrNer oF mY bLaNkEt tRyINg tO gEt CoMfOrTaBle aNd nOw mY eYe kInDa bUrNs wHeN i oPeN iT Edit: The pain is now gone took like maybe 7 minutes to go away lmao we good now
@BlueJayAnimates5 жыл бұрын
As an animator, animating makes it hard for me to sleep and it's part of the reason why I listen to Asmr roleplays so I don't pass out working on an animation and when you posted this I just felt like I had to giggle due to sleep deprivation and now i'm actually thinking about going to sleep :) thank you
@leoneabbacchio92365 жыл бұрын
I enjoy how this dude likes ecg comment. it makes me happy imagining that makes someone else day.
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
Fluent American I sure hope it makes yours too!
@leoneabbacchio92365 жыл бұрын
Holy shit i was not really expecting that even tho i did make it seem like i wanted one,er, let me just yeet back into a corner (excuse my language reader)
@leoneabbacchio92365 жыл бұрын
@@aussiebenasmr ya it did and gave me quite a spook
@bjstarshine17575 жыл бұрын
Hello Ben, I'm here to say great job on your videos it really helps when I'm 😥 and lonely; thank you for everything you done and I hope you have a amazing day.☺🌞💗
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
You’re so welcome!
@astrialnova5 жыл бұрын
H-hi, hi Ben! I didn't have too much to say- as everyone else already did that for me! I truly appreciate the work you put into all these videos- especially you recuring us so much. You do such a spectacular job. It's honestly something I can really feel connected and indulged by. B-but, as I said, everyone has said everything for me already. I just hope to give you a quick heart and wish you a good weekend, as you have always given us something to look forward too, that's the most I can give.
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
AstrialNova That is so very kind of you, thank you so much! -B
@laurenmeyer84105 жыл бұрын
Had an idea for a custom audio. I went through a bit of a heat stroke the other day
@sarahm32955 жыл бұрын
Damn, I was just thinking of overdosing last night... thanks KZbin
@Kai200742 жыл бұрын
Damn, the amount of times he saved us from death is crazy
@kye92222 жыл бұрын
He can’t even blink without us dying
@aussiebenasmr2 жыл бұрын
It’s very true….. you guys are harder to keep alive than a goldfish
@emmaparkinson79544 жыл бұрын
" glad she seems to be out, good for you babe" ben says to the dying female laying on the bed
@pennymojo_20025 жыл бұрын
Can’t wait for this one
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
Pennymojo 14 Hope you like it!
@lianne31305 жыл бұрын
Oh god.. this hit home.. very hard.... 😓 thank you so much 🥺
@honjkz18994 жыл бұрын
am I watching that at 10: 30 p.m? Yes Am I watching this because I saved my brother from an OD? Yes
@marya63103 жыл бұрын
Title : *SLEEPING PILL OVERDOSE* my inner Dazai : Yay Video : *you get saved* *my inner Dazai has left the chat*
@rainbowsandunicorns91965 жыл бұрын
Omg wow Ben this so intense and so good !!!😊♥️♥️♥️♥️🦄🦄🦄😭😭😭😭
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
jodie the unicorn audio audio Glad you like it!
@rainbowsandunicorns91965 жыл бұрын
@@aussiebenasmr 😊♥️♥️♥️🦄🦄🦄🦄😊😊
@roar10373 жыл бұрын
this is REALL close, my father passed away from a overdose when I was really young and I found him. January 1st 2021 my mom overdosed and I found her,my family struggles with drug addiction.
@adamnedfrogboy16334 жыл бұрын
I can only think back to that TikTok where that girl ate a SH*T ton of melatonin gummys-
@iwasnothere70925 жыл бұрын
The aussie ness is insane
@courtney_timmins4 жыл бұрын
What I love, is that every time he speaks it sounds like a question. I mean... *everytime he speaks? It sounds like a question?* 😂💜👑
@imenel57103 жыл бұрын
If i actualy lived all of the episode he makes my life would be DRAMATIC
@Jess-mh8uu4 жыл бұрын
“You scared me to death* Me:... *hahahahahahahahaha..I see what you did there*
@zenmari96073 жыл бұрын
the way you speak makes my heart melt even after watching this over 5 times 💞
@saldavis815 жыл бұрын
Can you do one where we go through dental surgery? I have to go through one on Wednesday and I'm terrified.
@midarisgunscene5 жыл бұрын
Sooo, tomorrow??? Good look
@midarisgunscene5 жыл бұрын
*luck
@ravenhorror27584 жыл бұрын
I cried when they took my wisdom teeth out
@aidanpaunovic69735 жыл бұрын
Notification squad. ❤❤❤
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
Thanked Conch eyyyy!
@subasiva20253 жыл бұрын
The way he said "babe" and the other pet names caught me off guard.
@jessielevy73815 жыл бұрын
I'm not crying 😭
@keyana30054 жыл бұрын
💀
@happypills50324 жыл бұрын
I'm about to holy shit
@thataethermain15602 жыл бұрын
Aussie accents are so comforting to me
@aussiebenasmr2 жыл бұрын
Awww
@kiwiii_juice5 жыл бұрын
if only he was here when I ODed on anti depressants...💔
@non-binary22864 жыл бұрын
Wait that works?
@CotaCollective4 жыл бұрын
Wait- that- that fr works? Aight-
@wellsht78303 жыл бұрын
0:26 My first reaction: 😳😗😏 Then I realized it was just his keys
@Ash-hj4dk3 жыл бұрын
😂 we are too much alike
@8unzo2 жыл бұрын
"Hey baAEbe?" I'm sorry the way you say some things are just so funny
@aussiebenasmr2 жыл бұрын
Hehehehe
@stupidlyintelligent4913 жыл бұрын
This is what it’s like trying to wake up my friend when she’s snoring 😃
@adrianaratliff29794 жыл бұрын
I overdosed once and I will never forget my parents face when I woke up
@LouisT-u9c3 жыл бұрын
I overdosed on paracetamol 3 times . But no-one noticed .
@emarinne87184 жыл бұрын
The time I thought my older brothers pain meds were candy- I was a dumb little kid
@Jivebuggy4 жыл бұрын
Wow we’re just a bad accident waiting to happen watch when he gets tired of doing this just makes us die at the end 🤣
@bonnetsisterlocation53734 жыл бұрын
Me, who can't take pills: 👁👄👁
@EerieNone4 жыл бұрын
*OD on oxygen*
@aussiebenasmrАй бұрын
Hahahaha
@LynnAlexandria5 жыл бұрын
Amazing as always Ben xx
@itz.amariyah4 жыл бұрын
"Christ! How many did she take!" Me: I ate them bitches like skittles babe-
@aussiebenasmr4 жыл бұрын
Bahahaha
@RubyAsh-pr9cd Жыл бұрын
This help sm i had od a day ago and not long got out of hospital honestly your vids are honestly amazing i love them please keep up the hard work 💓
@jessicawoolwine44215 жыл бұрын
Love you so much aussie ben asmr you are the best keep it up.❤❤🙂
@aussiebenasmr5 жыл бұрын
Jessica Woolwine Aw much love back!
@snapdragon8987 Жыл бұрын
THIS.IS.WHY.YOU.ARE.MY.MOST.WATCHED.ASMR-ist?..ANYWAYS THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS BEN 😭😭❤
@EmLovesMusicx3 жыл бұрын
THIS ISNT A FUNNY VIDEO BUT WHEN YOU SAID “is she alright?” THE COWBOY JOLLY RANCHER ADD CAME ON-
@purplebutterflyprincess18525 жыл бұрын
What would I do without you, Ben?
@KimCarter5 жыл бұрын
Fantastic stuff.
@clairedovela41913 жыл бұрын
Not my girlfriend telling me several times she’s worried about me subtly and telling me to go to a doctor because I’ve twisted my ankles several times in the past five years
@avarincon11154 жыл бұрын
Me- about to overdose bc im a over life and want to die already Also me- sees Ben posted about Pill overdose I see u watching me
@yellow_sunni79354 жыл бұрын
"sHe NiDs SaM MiLk" in my mind: "SSSSssssSsSkkkkkKKKkRrrrRRrTTttTTT!!!!!"
@anime_pastel57395 жыл бұрын
My birth father who I never have meet died from a drug over dose so I started to cry
@sandcat23275 жыл бұрын
This hits too close to home-
@stephanierichardson33245 жыл бұрын
Amazing audio Ben 👍👍👍
@abunchofpossumsinatrenchco66524 жыл бұрын
Ok, I love your videos, they're amazingly well done and have helped me through a lot. But when I watched your first video I immediately thought you sounded like the great white shark from finding nemo. It's a compliment
@aussiebenasmr4 жыл бұрын
Names BRUCE.
@Dr3amc0reb3Ing3 жыл бұрын
Ur asmr videos have saved me so many times :)
@amandas.99732 жыл бұрын
Ben thank you so much for saving my life.😇
@Xx_NyxInTheEnd_xX4 жыл бұрын
This actually helps so much since i have tried to OD recently..