🎧 ASMR Roleplay | Please Don't Leave Me, I Need You [F4M] (Trigger Warning)

[@NoceurASMR]

This video is a remake of one of my most popular videos! Check it out here: kzbin.info/www/bejne/gKjNlK2ejKqqncU

[@matthewcherrington2634]

Im such a failure that not even death would take me

[@matthewcherrington2634]

Thank you I have had these thoughts for years and you have relieved some of them.

[@matthewcherrington2634]

Thank you For in the grim darkness that is my life you are 1 of the few lights that keep me going

[@theloneliness7128]

Its kinda dark that this was the most watched vid. I guess cus everyone wants someone to care.

[@TheMockingjay74]

I remember Goodbye Recording from Theo Lucia Audios that was uploaded without a disclaimer and was done so well people thought she... so she had to repload it with one. Shit. I have no means to downplay this but I'm glad this more easily palatable.

[@codydery8933]

I am a grown man I am a big adult her: "You are my sunshine" Me: cries non stop

[@erosaguirre2133]

Hina comforting our "Crybaby Hero", Takemitchy

[@LordVebrand]

Same bro but I'm at work.

[@odiscozzens2121]

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck, I'm glad I was not the only one. I cried like a child when she started to sing.

[@dudeWithAsword]

that's sad bro im crying too

[@KatsuisCooking]

I am a grown man I don't need anyone "You are my sunshine" *Cry like a fountain*

[@Just_Liqourice]

Once again I have to note He wrote ''I'm at the end of my rope'' In a suicide note.

[@orfanclub6288]

Why did I laugh at this I feel bad bout it but it's so ironic

[@masontatum5101]

@@orfanclub6288 same I feel so sorry for laughing but low-key I loved his rhyming Edit: see what I did their😉😊😍🤣💞

[@aginger-ph8cl]

Figuratively AND literally, double whammy!

[@chickenflavor9880]

Funny vines compilation 2015 best vines try not to laugh 😂😂😂😂😂😩

[@josephbrown4768]

"This is my last sh*tpost..."

[@hungrymusicwolf]

"Please don't take, my sunshine away" - that singing at the end actually made me feel shivers down my spine.

[@Aimothewizard]

it was really spooky

[@Gorilla.298]

NOBODY CRYING ABOUT ME LIKE THIS🗣️💯🙏🏾

[@Crumpie12]

me too, buddy me too

[@user-cg4bn5dq4m]

Same, my pfp is my POV rn

[@Gorilla.298]

@@user-cg4bn5dq4m i love you

[@FunnyFireDragon-ex3ii]

Same here man

[@crustyians]

I saw the comments about the singing. I was like “ive survived most of the video, i’ll survive the singing” i didnt. i just cried. i havent cried in 2 years. thank you.

[@kirutekatia1434]

The older video actually prevented alot of potential suicide attempts of mine. Every time I started to think about it I listened to this video and it made me feel better. Thanks for that. It's also nice to see this video get remastered, your voice acting really improved since then

[@Hammerbass]

I hope you are activity seeking help friend.

[@kirutekatia1434]

@@Hammerbass I am currently in therapy. Thanks for your concern

[@cheezithaning9404]

@@dudezombie1498 bruh

[@kirutekatia1434]

@@dudezombie1498 I'm not sure I understand

[@jacksonwolf4640]

Well dude, I'm here for the same reason, but I hope you be better in no time, and remember there people how love you but you don't them K?

[@Whatamidoingatthispoint]

I was sleeping until 14:06 woke me up and I was dying laughing cause I kept on thinking of the lebron meme

[@gunlyrics]

Anyone in 2024 would think of that xD But to end the video like this was a great idea. It made this emotional audio even more emotional

[@shadowman830]

As someone whho's constantly thinking these thoughts, and having life smack me in the face with misfortune all the time, this video really re-shaped my entire perspective on this topic. It made me think of how much more life I have left to live, and how it would only be a regret if I ended up doing something drastic. Your acting and emotion in this was astounding, I felt the words hit so deep in my heart, the wake up call I needed. The singing aswell, really put tears in my eyes. Thank you Noceur, for putting this into perspective for not only me, but for many others who needed a shoulder to cry on, when no one else was there. And as for anyone else going through the worst times ever, or just bad life events, you're not alone, and things will shape up, I promise you that, you just gotta keep moving foward. Have a blessed night / day everyone.

[@theconductoresplin8092]

Here hug (---- ----)

[@masontatum5101]

Shadow man🤗💞🥺

[@WarVeteran213]

I’d hope for it but I don’t think it’ll get better if anything my life will get worse

[@francovillalba6112]

Think of burgers

[@krillin4090]

Whenever I feel sad I played Fallout: New Vegas. I know it might sound stupid but that game is like a second home to me and there’s something that Mr. New Vegas said that makes me feel better. “It’s me again, Mr. New Vegas, reminding you that you’re nobody ‘til somebody loves you. And that somebody is me. I love you.”

[@unity2808]

important question, who is your favorite to side with?

[@doofgoof6177]

Beautiful

[@marcellofunhouse1234]

@@unity2808 myself

[@TravisBroski]

Honestly, I’ve had darker thoughts going through my head for years, it feels like. I never really contemplated it, but there have been thoughts, and hearing audios like these actually bring me some comfort. Thank you for this again, Noceur. I hope you do realize how much these audios mean to us. ❤️

[@lachlanparker570]

One thing that is unique about your content is the fact that it is entirely mature, completely wholesome, and surprisingly realistic at the same time. Only you... Thank you, Bella. 😘🥰💜🫡☺️

[@NoceurASMR]

💗💗

[@chief8825]

I’ve tried taking my own life 6 times, this video gave me chills. Finally someone actually asking me if I’m ok…. Thank you

[@WDinATX]

*Hugs* I hope this video helped you at least as much as the original helped me. Would it be too much to hope that you’re ok now? Either way I recommend getting professional help if you haven’t already. While I’m not going to lie and say I’ve been deep enough to truly know how you feel I can say from experience that it helps.

[@Ray-wf6pt]

Hope you are doing good and everything is going well for you ❤

[@BaileysAudios]

Hey I hope you’re doing better. It gets better. Hang in there.❤️ You are loved and cared for.❤️

[@slystar6418]

Keep on trying. 🙏 One more day. I love you. Keep going we're all rooting for you.

[@hudson8204]

dam

[@marlonlima3777]

I almost cried listening to this, thank you for making people like me feel loved once

[@angrymonkey78]

As someone who has actually attempted suicide this hits home really hard for me. You reminded me of my wife who was there when I came to in the hospital who reminded me that my life was more than worth living. I was going through a dark dark time in my life due to reasons I’d rather not talk about but she was and still is the reason I’m still here. If this audio helps just one person you have done more than enough. Thank you for this and I appreciate it.

[@husranlol]

brooo this is kind of dark man, hope ur doing better now, do not commit suicide whatsoever its not worth it trust me

[@kipyt3501]

I’m not actually suicidal but I have been really down lately and this is helping Edit:I started to cry when she said you are my sunshine

[@Ethanol245]

Same

[@thechilichangabro7134]

Same

[@deus2243]

Yikes

[@doofgoof6177]

Everybody gangsta till she starts singing "you are my Sunshine" and bringing back memories.

[@CT-1202]

If I knew I was gonna cry so much I would have stayed to watch admiral rampart destroy kamino.

[@Spector_01]

This actually made me tear up at the end because there have been many times where I felt unloved thank you noceur for making this

[@sebaesm]

When she started to sing "my only sunshine" i couldn't stop crying 😢

[@bellvm.disorganization8737]

"please dont take my Sunshine away" i cried for 1 hour like a child and then cried again, that moment remembered me that even if i am lonely i am making the best choice to stand up and to resist for everyone, thank you so much

[@Chadek_T]

Absolute perfection, Bella. The acting is superb. Thank you for remaking this! Do you have plans to remake more of your popular videos?

[@NoceurASMR]

not as of now, i don't know which one's you all would like to see again.

[@Chadek_T]

@@NoceurASMR well whatever the case Im sure that itll be amazing. A siggestion I have would be your 2 hour sleepaid but that might not be that interesting to do ifor you i think.

[@13mythiical]

Thanks

[@MamaTrixxieAsmr]

I feel so bad for laughing at the fact that they wrote "I'm at the end of my rope"... In a suicide note. But in all honesty,while I'm not suicidal,i am at a low point, and this has given me a morale boost while I'm down. Thanks for this.

[@zD1OR]

I hope you’re doing okay right now

[@tannergrinzel1835]

@@zD1ORI would never think like this

[@slystar6418]

Mental health can seriously kill. This is such a a gem. Who ever needs to hear this, I love you. Keep on going. Just 1 more day.🙏

[@Totallywholesomegirl]

you just had to bring out the "you are my sunshine" 😭

[@Cedric.j]

Even crazier when you see the vids 2 year's old

[@Totallywholesomegirl]

@@Cedric.j nah fr?🫢

[@venom890]

Oh yeah, sad and heartwarming, love the original one, and i love this one

[@lachlanparker570]

Damn near flawless. I love how you weren't afraid to confront the trauma it would leave behind on the loved ones. More reason for you to be my new favourite. Thank you, my friend, for giving us this...

[@destroyer_fletcher7415]

I personally find someone I can trust with my emotional baggage and just cry my entire life out to them to relieve some of the pain that I have experienced in the last 5 years. Helped and kept my mind inside of my own head.

[@epicmiles6534]

This actually made me tear up, i have a close friend who suffers from depression and every day i worry that she had killed herself, this fear of losing a close friend always has me feeling on edge

[@ilokivi]

This was a very hard recording to hear; even four years after my father took his own life after a short struggle with depression which he concealed almost to the end from his wife, time has passed but the memory does not. Dealing with the consequences of that decision, the indifference to it and rudeness of work colleagues in senior roles has made daily life still more complicated. Some unusual coping strategies have been devised, to keep from falling into the same hole. These may not always be understood. One lesson learned is to bring some happiness and (if possible) joy into the lives of the people around you, those you love and care about. When your time is done, it's done. Use the time well.

[@fb.8863]

It's been 10 months since this dropped. And here I am still. Doing a little better these days i guess but these exact feelings are still around often. Thank you so much for putting your effort in to helping us with our struggles. And please stay safe yourself

[@spidergalva]

No need to worry, just stay in my twig arms and every thing will be alright

[@Avetho]

Wah

[@soybajo-kira8585]

WAH

[@brianloger8243]

WAH!!!!

[@ElfinOrcTM]

WAH!!!!!

[@capitaonemo42]

Wah.

[@talkingaegismissle7388]

Im surprised not only was the first video really well done, but your acting in this one was just as good. You are really good acting! I cant wait to see what other types of scenes you could do!

[@StarManSean]

Omg, this is so sad but so amazing at the same time!! Many people can definitely relate to this so it’s really great that you made a video about this topic!

[@dyingturtle8220]

Wash away the anger... Here I stand beneath the warm and soothing rain The droplets falling gently down on the terrain Wash away the sorrow, all the stains of time But there's no memory it's only dry inside In the mud and sinking deeper INTO A PEACEFUL LIFE *AND* *IT* *WILL* *COME* *LIKE* *A* *FLOOD* *OF* *PAIN, POURING* *DOWN* *ON* *ME* *AND* *IT* *WILL* *NOT* *LET* *UP* *UNTIL* *THE* *END* IS HERE *AND* *IT* *WILL* *COME* *THROUGH* *THE* *DARKEST* *DAY, IN* *MY* *FINAL* *HOUR* *AND* *IT* *WILL* *NEVER* *REST* *UNTIL* *THE* *CLOUDS* *ARE* *CLEAR* *UNTIL* *IT* *FINDS* *MY* *DREAMS* *HAVE* *DISAPPEARE-E-E-E-E-E-E-E-E-E-E-ED*

[@RamiGold]

I needed this

[@condescendingonlineman2136]

Memes, the DNA of the soul

[@comicster7262]

From a lot of the videos I watched on you're channel. This one really got me of how great acting this is & the story too. Keep on with the great work you do.

[@epicsandvich014]

The amount of emotion you put into this was just a slap in the face. Really makes me reconsider how much my life is worth to others.

[@cucumber7199]

Cucumber Appro‎ved

[@cheese9186]

Cheese found Cumber again

[@miggy7382]

Ah, yes another masterpiece in the making, can’t wait!

[@tophat9462]

That trigger warning was no joke this audio was a heavy one, but your skills are unmatched! Thanks for quality audio’s

[@MrAnqueetas]

Fantastic remake Bella! Hope all's good with you! Thank you for the audio :D

[@ThenarratorVA]

i listen to these types of audios everynight just so i can cry tbh

[@thiagodutra7474]

I don't cry for anything, but this... I had to do a coinscious effort to not cry. Beautiful and touching.

[@Ben28117]

This helped me a lot thanks keep up the amazing work ☺️

[@GlyphxAstraea]

love the emotion you put into it again

[@szellemsam]

When the demons within grow more and more hostile and darker, it is always an enormous help to find light and warmth in the form of a loved one. So blessed be those who found that especial one, for it is thanks to that that they see life with other, less tired eyes.

[@sebaesm]

This video made me cry a lot... I have dealt with depression for many years, alone, since I was 14, now I am 19 I had suicidal thoughts every day, every minute and every second in my teens. I had neither friends nor relatives to tell, i talked to my mom, but she didn't care and ignored me... There are days when memories, loneliness and guilt overwhelm me, draining all my energy and clouding my mind. I feel like I'm worthless... I still don't have anyone by my side, just before watching this video I thought about taking my own life again, but after hearing this, for the first time I felt that someone cares about me... Thank you very much Noceur! You do a great job 🥳

[@mostlyjovial6177]

As a saying I once heard goes. "Id say its better to die old with plenty of regrets, than young without the chance to earn them"

[@TrisJ12]

My mom used to always sing me that song and it always made me cry. She passed away a few months ago. Thank you so much catori ❤

[@Caramelbee1]

yay nothing like a Noceur video to lighten my day! :D

[@Dragon-King1232]

Thank you for this. I couldn't stop crying when you started singing You Are My Sunshine

[@finnthechosenone4268]

Earlier today I was about an inch away from ending things lamplighter style. This video grounded me for a moment and helped me reconsider

[@thenerdyguy2020]

This pulls at my heart strings a lot

[@dallassunderland]

my ex partner would sing “you are my sunshine” to me some days when i was down, it was the most adorable thing, she was a very special girl. so it was really sweet to hear that at the end.

[@afork3614]

Its a double-edge sword since it helps me temporarily delete any negative thoughts but when it finishes reality slaps me twice as strong than before.

[@VoidyPendragon]

Hey I found 3 of the same audio and I like it Great work BTW and such a good voice 👍👍

[@finncruz8748]

Im late to this, but searched for a vid to help calm myself and think things through. It was great as is, but then i heard the song my mum used to sing to me as a kid. Genuinely, thankyou for the help.

[@daddyj5739]

Her: another thing love Me: hm? Her: I think we need to meet with a therapist Me: **intense loud screaming**

[@Scringletart]

I relate to this. I’ve been told “oh maybe if you talk to someone you’ll feel better” so many times and instantly it triggers a goblin in my brain that’s basically a “I don’t need to take this from a fatherless rat.”

[@some_random_giraffe2806]

This is very well made, ages ago I was in a dark place. Glad I'm better now. and I hope this video motivates others to get help and feel better too :)

[@Cashter8655]

Pls tell me how u made it im going through what you’ve been through and it hurts me so much pls pls tell me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@ts25679]

I try my best to find series I enjoy. I get little to no joy from...well almost everything. But every once in a while you find something that makes feel. And wanting to know what happens next has kept me here for most of these 27/36 years. I've only really attempted twice, which is pretty good since I think I should at least three times a day.

[@praetulitautemodium5847]

This is great and the end is chillingly beautiful

[@thatguyoddly4610]

I will say this is so heart warming and I felt the guy in this I almost cried remembering old stuff

[@darkrider189]

I already know this is gonna make me sad! 😭❤️❤️❤️

[@jjverse_9737]

when i startred listening to this, i wasnt in a good place. this video made me put the knife down and think. thank you so much, i really appreciate it

[@mosomedve207]

I had no idea this could me tear up. It was beautiful.

[@maracaman6778]

I loved the ending, my mom used to sing that to me when I was a little kid and that brought back alot of memories.

[@Extray]

OMG the acting made me tear up

[@zoomin1982]

This happened to me 3 days ago. I'm in middle school, the girl I like rejected me twice, and my mom's house rules were wack. On top of it there was the overwhelming amount of homework. I couldn't take it anymore so I tried walking into traffic, but my brother pulled me out of the road. The day after we went to the hospital to talk to someone and they said I needed help.

[@ilo3456]

I actually broke down sobbing and crying to myself listening to this, I had just sort of resigned myself to a longer term form of suicide, to just sort of coast through life and waste away slowly and over time because I can't bring myself to actually attempt to commit suicide normally, I realise how cold I felt before like I was just a walking corpse who didn't quite get the memo he was supposed to stop being around, but it just hit me and I felt warmth and cried for the first time in so long, I felt like some life was put back into me. I just felt this warmth coursing through my arms and body and I just couldn't control the sobbing, unlike the person in this audio I have no wife, or girlfriend or really many friends for that matter, my family are a big part of why I am depressed, when I am around people I feel like I can't speak or fit in, I just feel out of place and like the words won't leave my mouth, like I can't be myself, it is like a chain holding me back and it is really tough to break while feeling like I have no strength to even try.

[@thezanz4210]

this is actually how i feel.. any solutions? i dont have any.. i can't keep going like this

[@ilo3456]

@@thezanz4210 I would say go to psychologists or psychiatrist, talk to them about how you feel and let them help you and listen to what they have to say, maybe they will give you anti depressants to help you manage your condition and eventually you might no longer need them, but it will be much better than what you are feeling now, even if it is difficult, maybe reach out to a hotline and talk to them and see if they can help you get help. This is no way to live and I can't find the strength to tell those around me how I feel but maybe you can and if you can find that courage and strength things will get much better.

[@eternal7777]

@@thezanz4210please try finding a community!! It has helped me A LOT!! God Bless!!

[@garlogan2783]

W..wow her crying is actually scaring me I can't watch any more right now but I will leave a like.

[@eggzkaratejl5124]

I had a breakdown today and was going to end it all, but then I remembered this video, and it gave me a reason to live, and for that thanks

[@ihatemylife10197]

Right now I'm not going through the best part of my life. I'm beginning to become depressed because my sister is moving away I've got a terrible environment at home and I'm overall very lonely. This video really helps. Thank you :)

[@gunlyrics]

Oh man, where do I even begin... This audio was heart-touching. Really, you played the role so well and honestly the last part, where you sang "You are my sunshine" was the cherry on top. During the rp, I realized how much it would hurt the person who loves me and wants to be the one who will take care of me as much as I'd take care of her. I will never forgive myself if I ever made that person cry so much and put her in such fear. I will never think that ending it all is a solution. Because I understand the value of someones love. I just wanna say to everyone who ever felt like you are not worth it, ending it all is never a solution. You might have a loving family or a partner who loves you until the end, or if you are alone, there is professional help ready and saving you from your lowest IS THEIR JOB. They are ready to listen to you and just like Noceur said in the audio, they will guide you back to the right path. If this isn't for you, then find things in life that will make your life good again. The thing lacking is your willpower. If you think you are alone and pulled up on this video and saw my comnent, I'd hate to know you left, and I MEAN THAT. Great audio and good luck to my fellas. ❤❤❤

[@judegaming1043]

Holy shit this was deep, I honestly almost cried, 11/10 acting!

[@azrieldreamer]

Ngl I haven't been feeling all that good lately so this really helps. I needed this. Thank you

[@lunard8690]

This video is appreciated, thank you

[@lunard8690]

It's nice to be able to pretend someone would care, thank you, funny thing I never told any partner I've ever had even my ex-wife about my depression or thoughts about this stuff, though even back when I was married if she had known about those feelings she would have probably told me to just do it already

[@moreflix333]

The best thing to listen to while working out

[@k06blocked45]

The voice in my head had a field day while I was listening to this. The heartache was pretty bad too but nothing compares to the belittling from that voice in my head

[@kenauro7169]

havent read something as relatable as this in a minute

[@k06blocked45]

@@kenauro7169 I would say some generic shit like “good to know I’m not the only one” but if I’m being completely honest, no one should have to feel this pain. I don’t know what I did wrong in the past but I most likely deserve all the bad shit that’s going on in my head

[@kenauro7169]

@@k06blocked45 real real

[@AlexAre0]

I .. um ... kind of speechless. I am very fortunate to find this audio. I have struggled mentally and emotionally for many many years since high school and I am now a year after graduating from undergrad. At my lowest, I didn't truly consider ending my life. But, I felt the hopelessness and worthlessness that my mind had to be to consider life not worth living. I've gotten better. I no longer even think about that sad possibility... I made a breakthrough recently by honestly telling myself I wouldn't want to die. I have dreams and I have my family I want to take care of parents and all. But, it is still hard and I do still feel hopeless a lot of the time. The issue is that I have things to live for and the desire to live.... but the feeling of worthiness... is soooo hard... I hope to be in the position where I feel the love necessary for me to think I am worthy and have the will to be excited for the next day. 🙏

[@meowwama]

This is amazing so far!

[@JudgeAngelz]

I’m commenting on this because at the moment I am lingering in the depressed state, not by anything particular, it just bad memories hits me in the wrong moment, I am trying to sleep but you know…. And this video really broke me, I cried out and letting my feeling drown in the tears, I am fine now thanks for the video, I just needed that cried out loud moment for my past memories that scars me…

[@KaiorySakuraba96]

I think that you won't read this coment but, i feel in all the video like break in tears but when you sing that i couldn't take it and cry so so much, you had an amaizing voice, i want to hear you sing in more videos, today you win a new suscriber💙 i loved it with all my heart

[@ridgely1635]

Always remember, mom would be sad.

[@humblechad4922]

The song at the end was a song my mum used to sing to me so hearing it i was stunned and almost in tears.

[@Cashter8655]

I needed this, this year has hurt me so much. I wish people knew what I was going through I can’t survive this year and I want to go back to the past

[@wolfiesenpai3506]

When you sang, it reminded me of my pet rats. I lost them all to old age and I remember how they would always come out to greet me when I come home. Between them and my 2 dogs, I had 7 beautiful furry angels happy to see me. It's just me and my 2 dogs now. I lost the rats in such a rapid pace that it kept hurting more and more. I'm going to go hold my dogs close and cry while I remember my rat pack.

[@BlueDabi117]

Why is it that when she sings the song at the end I'm always busting put in tears

[@joshmarqz3588]

This is another audio that completes my day ❤ Love it ❤❤❤ Thank you for this amazing audio

[@brianloger8243]

Talks of Suicide is bad and terrible. But, It is good at the same time. Cause, You are getting loved by NoceurASMR

[@SoupAlchemist]

I feel like “leaving” a lot. So much to the point that these don’t even help me. The only thing that keeps me going are 2 thinks. Suicide is the cowards way out (I pretty much bully myself into thinking so) and both of my best friends and my mother all have chronic depression and have all told me that I’m the reason they’re still alive. If I leave, all 3 of them will probably follow soon. And no way in hell I’m letting that happen. So, here I am.

[@turnedwheat2013]

My mother use to sing that song to me, when I was little. It's actually a sad song. And thanks for the vid. I really appreciate all of your videos

[@tannergrinzel1835]

Why did my mom sing that nursery rhyme to me as a kid

[@trickyoatmeals]

This actually helped me

[@therealsauronviii]

Seven minutes in, and I needed a breather. This hits home for me. Well done.

[@brianloger8243]

I have cried when watching this video. It hits me very hard also. It took me back to when My best friend did this and succeed. I feel bad. But, Someone is still their who loves you very very much!!!

[@dreamlessking9]

Nice work as always.

[@memestat]

Did I just really cry to this?

[@rodacted7950]

Man, that's a heavy start. To any who need to hear it, there is someone who cares for you. There are more people than who would care to admit it, but lots of us have been to this point in our lives in some greater or lesser capacity but that by no means minimizes your own struggles. There are numbers you can call as well if you would rather talk to a stranger about it.

[@Blue-Jell-O-Squad]

This hits hard...

[@mogwiawolf4354]

Hope this story continues = )

[@RadiantMantra]

God, that letter at the beginning hits so close to home, i just needed something to sleep to but instead i started choking up almost from the get-go...

[@Whatthevr_official]

I don't get emotional over very much, but when she started singing "my only sunshine" I started crying like crazy. 10/10 would cry again

[@BK93752]

Another night. Another asmr. 😔 Things have to get better. They must.