ASMR| SCARY NURSE STORYTIME☕️

[@madsasmr1838]

TRIGGER WARNING: MEDICAL TRAUMA🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨 To all the wonderful nurses out there-you are SO beyond appreciated and loved! My life has been so blessed by many nurses who help my world go round! XO🥹🤍✨ NOTES: The first nightmare happened about a year ago…..I was told by this company he was already gone and there was nothing for me to take action against. Then a few ppl in my world told me he was “just doing his job” and that he just wanted to “make sure I was ok”. Which shamed me for feeling so distraught over the whole situation. I was told he probably had a family and I could be the reason they suffer if I decided to do anything with the situation. I felt really crazy for all the tolls that took on me….. I just wanted to feel safe and get the medical care I was in need of. I hope this company really did get rid of him and measures to assure this never happens again is taken. I wasn’t harmed physically, just a mental toll. Always be careful and protect yourself in any and every situation. If your gut is telling you something doesn’t feel great, LISTEN TO IT! Don’t ever feel like you don’t want to offend anyone and take on a situation that doesn’t feel good (such as having a nurse that might be male). FaceTime/phone in a friend while getting an infusion so whoever is caring for you knows there is another human who knows what’s going on. Keep them on the line the entire time and just rest. I’m so sorry if you know the feel of medical trauma in any capacity.🥺🤍 You are NOT alone and are always loved

[@mtndewmonsta9376]

In the field I come from that would have never flown.

[@lizangely11]

Hi Maddie, I've been a paralegal for years and if they are telling you that you can't press charges, try a civil lawsuit. You can bring about a lawsuit against the company. I would highly suggest looking into a personal injury attorney for a consultation, which should be free. Make sure you keep all of the videos. Even if he's fired, the company was still negligent in hiring someone who would do this. Just my recommendation, that is super scary. I'm glad you are okay ❤

[@TwoGayToFunctionnn]

That’s really great advice💖

[@LittleSongBirdTales]

I agree with you 100% here!!!

[@clairemorgan5911]

Employment law paralegal here: many more questions would need to be asked to understand if the company can be held liable. Did he have a criminal background that they were aware of? Has he done something like this before to a patient? Has the company received any complaints about him regarding suspicious or unsafe behavior? If a company had no reason to believe the employee could do something like this (at the time of hiring or during his employment), there may not be a liable case against the company. If they didn’t fire him, and this happened again to someone else, that person could possibly have a negligent retention claim against the company. I 100% agree that a consultation with a personal injury attorney will shed more light on this issue for Maddie!! Even if she doesn’t want to pursue something legally now, she may want to in the future. It is important to know the statutes of limitations (expiration dates) for any claim which can be preserved!!

[@daisyjaneasmr]

this is horrible. i am so very sorry you had to experience this. you are not over reacting, you deserve to feel safe in your own home and protected by these people instead is harmed. i hope you’re able to get justice for these experiences. this is so not okay :(

[@May_003]

i burst into tears when you said the female nurse was telling you "maddie, you don't look good, your vitals are low". i was told once at the ER by a nurse that she was "surprised i hadn't died of a heart attack / of my extremely low pressure" when i woke up in hospital. i was trying to understand what she was saying, i was loopy, confused, nauseous, and bloody scared. i didnt know where i was. and i was alone, like always. that was the scariest experience of my life, i was weak and helpless and all these doctors and nurses were injecting stuff on me. i wont ever forget that night.

[@pollycx7787]

as a first semester student i can’t believe i know more than him 🥺 i’m sorry you went through both of those experiences it must have been so scary! i’m sure there’s more as well but you sharing your story helps incoming nurses know better so i appreciate it

[@ajabaker1014]

Hi I’m a lawyer, I would definitely consult a lawyer in your state about medical malpractice, negligence and a civil suit for trespassing. The company that provided these services is liable and should be held accountable. It doesn’t matter if the employees were fired. At the very least I would file a complaint with licensing board that issued their license.

[@ashtonreneau9365]

I am so sorry that happened to you Madi! It’s so sad and scary when the ones that are supposed to help and protect us do the exact opposite and harm us. Please please please sit down with a lawyer if you can and press charges because that is absolutely not okay and completely negligent. Stay strong baby and don’t let them silence you 🫶🏼

[@May_003]

girl even my cardiologist didn't know what POTS was 😭 i learnt the term thanks to you, i have the same symptoms but i was dismissed for years. then i paid out of pocket to see another doctor that was very well known, and i straight up told him "do i have POTS?" he said "yes. but your doctors would've never told you that cause POTS has no cure. you're gonna have to deal with it for the rest of your life" i cried the whole way back to my home.

[@juliemills9222]

As a former home health nurse I have never thought to break in if someone didn’t answer the door or phone. Someone who needs home healthcare are not acute enough for someone to be super worried about. Otherwise they’d be in the hospital. If you thought someone wasn’t ok you need to call 911 anyway.

[@juliannej5826]

21:54 I DIED. I feel I'm right there with you in that moment. This is just criminal! Also,200bpm while just sitting in bed (the other day you described) is WILD. It must feel so aggressive and scary. As someone with relatively mild tachycardia not nearly as bad as yours, I now understand what you go through a bit better. I'm so sorry and send you the biggest hug 💗

[@COYBIG1967]

200 BPM is crazy , honestly I can’t imagine the feeling of my heart beating at that speed. Shes one brave woman

[@juliannej5826]

@@COYBIG1967 I guess heavy drug over - dose or an intense fight or flight reaction can give you a close heart beat. But while just waking up in bed??? Imagine the level of anxiety this brings and the strength it takes to keep yourself calm during it. I wish I could be with Maddie in every moment like this supporting her. God this is heavy.

[@cathyd.9597]

RN here! And all I can say is oh m my gosh Maddie I am so sorry all of this has happened to you 😭 I am absolutely CRINGING at how he pushed the Benadryl 😮 It should ALWAYS be diluted whether it’s high potency or not. That literally could have killed you I’m soooo sorry and you definitely need to press charges against this company

[@wendyfrench8042]

I’m cringing really bad too - knowing the shock to the system and basically being paralyzed to ask for help.

[@freyjascats]

OMG!! The entire time I'm listening to this, I'm pausing to tell my husband because I could not believe it! So terrifying and I'm so sorry you're dealing with this 😢

[@Amie0046]

Saaaame

[@karenrosen2983]

Nothing says concern like breaking entering and vaping😟😳…that’s absolutely terrifying. And you’re so right-always trust your gut!

[@rowanz6128]

There needs to be chronic illness doulas-a safe person who is educated around your illness(es) and you as person and can advocate for you and stay with you throughout any or all medical exchanges

[@May_003]

jesus maddie I'm SO SO SORRY this happened to you. 🩷 the fact that you could tell us about this however tells me that you've been able to heal from this traumatic experience, even though I see your body language and you're clearly uncomfortable. I am so so sorry and I hope you're okay. this is NOT OKAY, there's no justification as to why as a nurse you'd do this. sending so much love maddie x

[@JoshNeibert]

Anyone who says this individual was just "doing his job" is fucking delusional. This is all alarming to me, but what's even worse is that he was so casual. As a person who vapes too much, I would never think about vaping while A: On the clock and B: if I think my patient is experiencing a medical emergency. I worked as a CNA in a short-term care facility briefly out of high school, and I had one lady who was as sweet as could be. We could chat for hours if I had time during my shift, anything to make her experience as comfortable as possible. Having medical issues and not being able to help yourself is such a vulnerable state for anyone to be in. So, when I came into her room one day after she hit the call button, she seemed almost hurt to ask me to get a female CNA to help her go to the bathroom instead of me while being extremely apologetic, saying that it "wasn't personal." You know what I said? "Absolutely! Don't you feel bad at all! Your comfort is what I'm here for." I went and got a female CNA right away. So yeah, anyone saying he was "just doing his job," have a random dude break into your house and vape while he watches you sleep and let's see how happy and willing to let him do his job you are. If I were in that situation and could, he would've gotten .45 milligrams of American steel. Stay safe, mads.

[@RavennaASMR]

Yay a new video! Your whisper voice is absolutely one of the best

[@valsasmr1272]

not only as a nurse, but as just a person, i cannot imagine how scary this was for you. i hope that in the future you continue to have lovely nurses that make you feel safe and give excellent care. love u maddy, thank u for being u🩵🩵

[@NFSMAN50]

This was intense!! Very sorry that you had to go through this Maddie!!!!

[@frostythehoeman6969]

JFC that is so scary! Go to a lawyer ASAP with your video evidence. It's so scary being a pretty girl out there. Please stay safe 💘 PS - I love your earrings

[@May_003]

it's like we all chronically ill people have the same lives ... this made me CRY because i also have a long story of many nurses and doctors that have seen me for my conditions and still to this day i think i should've sued them. a few were great, some were very inappropriate and insensitive, others traumatised me forever. but that just comes with the territory, i guess.

[@lolagastaldi9683]

We love you mads, I follow you from Argentina 🇦🇷 thank you so much for everything you have done for me and for all of us. So much love

[@Alicia_the_short1]

My heart hurts for you as I listen to your story. You are loved Maddie and thank you for sharing medical awareness. ❤❤❤ Sending love 🩷❤️🩵💯🫶🏽🫶🏽

[@jaymxu]

I just woke up from a nightmare minutes ago, about some female nun/nurse demon that was chasing me, she can float through walls and objects, this ASMR is a Godsend. Tysm Mads! 😪❤

[@May_003]

tw / SA stories like these, as a chronically ill person who has seen a lot of very inappropriate doctors and has been hospitalised and has had surgery with general anesthesia, makes my skin crawl and blood boil of fear and anger. i dont know what these doctors could've done to me or did to me when i was asleep after the surgery. and i have read stories of SA from doctors or nurses to patients (and seen disgusting footage) these are people who are supposed to take care of us........

[@erinerin670]

I was thinking as a nurse if I was that concerned I may go in but would go in and say “Madison are you okay”? and do my assessment/vitals/ give meds/call 911 if needed. So sorry you went through that ❤️

[@May_003]

this man DID NOT just tell you "you have anxiety" after overdosing you and causing you psychical distress and pain ... i swear anxiety is doctors and nurses' favourite word! im laughing cause i been there! truly so sorry maddie

[@kayleehope4221]

Hey girl!! It feels like having girl chat with a close friend!! You are just the best!! Thank you for all you do for us! By the way I think we can all agree you are looking absolutely goregous today!!! 💕

[@May_003]

if you can't press charges, go for a civil lawsuit and prove damages! i know that won't take the trauma away or make you feel better. but there has to be a precedent to this and you deserve justice. sending u so much love.

[@Imjessieblake]

Maddie, Im so sorry to hear this. Do not listen to anyone who tells you that you are overreacting. This is a horrible and creepy story and its good that you have footage of this. I believe you can press charges and i hope you do it and defend your rights 💕🌸 sending you all my love and support in this process, please do not feel alone 🩷 so glad you share your story

[@Fioasmr]

Love your story times or anything from you for that matter, some of the best delicate whispers

[@aj5762]

It’s unfortunate. A lot of these home health nurses or aids have less than an RN. You see similar situations in nursing homes. Real sad and aggravating. Sorry you had this experience!

[@ismodar1]

this is crazy omg! i’m so happy to hear that you are okay. that is such a scary experience

[@lilyASMR5303]

I do ASMR videos but always look out for other ASMR channels to relax my mind, you see we need each other to survive in life.❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤i love your videos dear.

[@emmasimpleasmr]

I am so sorry you had so go through this 😔 you are amazing for sharing this and making us aware of this medical errors that happen 💓

[@jaz3629]

OH HELL NO!! WE RIDE AT DAWN!!!! I’m so sorry this happened to you Maddie! He needs to be held accountable!! Get checked for everything! I mean everything… ugh my heart is so broken for you 💔 press charges.

[@roses364]

This is so terrifying! I'm sorry you had to go through that. You should press charges it sounds like their trying to silence you, plus it's scary to think that this could happen to someone else. They'll try and shame you into feeling bad but these kinds of people do not care about anybody but themselves and their company.

[@momentarymalaise]

a big thank u to all the nurses! x

[@n76543]

awh wanted the tingly intro

[@KreativeKem_Kem]

Wow Maddie I really feel for you, about the nurses walking in your home without your knowledge, living alone can be scary sometimes..❤

[@Kchance1220]

I could listen to your stories all day! Sorry you had to go through that. ❤

[@mikel1199]

Also, you should call a lawyer to see if you have a case against the company. Sounds like there may be a malpractice case and a payday!

[@rol3ins1]

Omg Maddie, that can't be for real!! you poor thing! Pray for you to have great nurses ONLY❤ Take care babe, hope you feel better

[@louieboozle]

girl omg this is so terrifying, glad you're ok! if you're able, PLEASE pursue legal action against this company. they shouldn't get away with this!!!!

[@COYBIG1967]

1 definitely you can sue the company. For them to say he’s away so you can’t is nonsense. At first I thought he rushed in to help you but as I listened and realised he’s not EMS and broke in round the Back this became really scary. Honestly I think this should be a police matter. Let’s say he broke in to help why would he stand there staring , wow that’s scary. So glad you’re safe . I d on t know what the specifics are around your home but if you can maybe you can get a personal alarm that you can hit it worried . Please try not to let it scare you too much. Blessings to you ❤️

[@x_sweet.9815]

As much as I love the medical field this is completely neglects!! Don’t give up because you may not be the only one. No matter what they say you know what’s right for your own peace and healthy. I hope you find a better understanding caring home care because you truly deserve especially if it’s for your heart healthy!

[@May_003]

it's like doctors think they know better about OUR own illnesses, pain and conditions or medication cause they read about them in books. but we LIVE IT. we experience the suffering. so don't gaslight me. you're the professional but im also a human being. if i tell you it hurts, STOP.

[@bryanbryan2968]

Speaking of strange stories, when I was 3, I had about 9 minutes of missing time while outdoors. Coincidently, that is the same amount of time that is thought that a flying saucer freezes, according to the X-Files series. Also, when I was in college, my memory was altered about an incident for about 6 months until it returned.

[@mylifeatrandomASMR]

I’m so sorry you had to go though that. That’s truly terrifying! 🤍

[@rebeckah511]

Haven’t watched the whole thing yet but the video doesn’t have an intro, feels like I’ve missed something big . Just sayin😆 ..it’s SO good to see you again though Maddie!!! 🤍🩶🤍🩶🤍

[@Heather.1]

Much love! 🤍

[@mtndewmonsta9376]

Wow!! Sorry to hear that.

[@allyw12992]

Did the beginning of the vid get cut off?

[@n76543]

yeah on a lot of mad's videos the beginning is abruptly cut, i just wish there was the intro

[@genevieveeve8181]

Will you do an ASMR video on what kind of self tanning products you use? Or if you just tan?

[@Alex-nx8mp]

I’m so sorry this happened to you 😮Omg sending you a massive hug 🤗

[@haleyduplantis444]

Holy shit Mattie, i am sorry you had to go through this. When i needed a home health nurse, she was awful, so much so that one day, she was late, and i needed my meds at a certain time. Mind you both, my parents are in the medical field. So my dad calls her and she felt like he was threatening her so she quit. My dad started the meds and the day we had a new nurse. I dont understand people who dont know what they are doing, in the medical industry.

[@Smileface101]

Hey Maddie could your next video be “a comforting you through your breakup” just because am going through it now and could really use a pick up and your videos are the best for it.

[@lunamichelleasmr]

Oh man....my heart is racing just listening to your story. You're so strong....wow...SMH

[@andawasp]

Dropped everything to come watch this video

[@Ella-nu9kr]

Yaaaaaay a new vid😍 Hey Maddie❤❤

[@ashlynharrison3170]

Ugh Maddie I am SO sorry you've had to go through this! I hope these people are held accountable and that you can maybe move to a more reputable company in your area. Maybe they'll be more careful now that you are sharing these stories.

[@halloweengiraffe]

Oh Maddie. I am so sorry. The event, the gaslighting about it afterwards... God above. The trauma.

[@behindthescenesreviews6858]

Both of these situations you should have talked to a lawyer. No one should be coming into your home and the last story you could have lost your life. Please talk to to a lawyer and see if you have a case. Hold these companies accountable so they won’t let this happen to anyone else. This is complete negligence.

[@flatbeefz]

This early now WAY!! Would make my day if Mads replied ❤🤩

[@LovesM855A1]

You call 911 and gets cops to open up! You never go in anyones home ever! I feel like he was up to something very bad Madde……. Don’t let this go you need to go to police, go to news channels etc etc! You need this to get out….. Im so sorry you went thru this the world has gotten so evil…..

[@melissalester2308]

Yeah even if he thought you're incapacitated he should have called in a welfare check instead of breaking in

[@vanessawood6186]

Such shocking stories, really traumatic ❤

[@COYBIG1967]

He fired in the whole shot in one 😮😮 wow , that’s just a no no and you don’t have to be a rocket scientist to know why… then he says I don’t know what I put in. Wtf 🙈

[@anakinskywalker1705]

You are so cute hitting on the fireman, after all this bs. I am so sorry that happened to you!!! I really hope you get justice and help with your medical bills 😡🙏

[@Schmusekissens]

Would love more storytimes!

[@angelbasham6631]

Ive got some medical horror stories also its sad how hard it is to get good healthcare in america

[@rawfit12424]

port access point looks good

[@rawfit12424]

vitals?? So glad ur ok... Miss you

[@josn5444]

Anxiety 😠 everything is anxiety until the patient dies in front of them🙃 It seems like medical professionals who listen/ believe patients are the exception not the rule

[@melissalester2308]

The second guy might have gave you a heart attack that's rage inducing

[@Mermaidhaze]

There is absolutely no excuse for breaking into your home. If he was worried he could have called 911 and just waited outside if ‘he was so concerned’. This is all beyond criminal. Is there no way to press charges against this company if the nurse was fired?

[@kblu99]

I couldn’t imagine. I’m so sorry honey

[@MissRedrum]

Im only half way through the video but- Oh my goodness, Madison… I’m so sorry this happened to you I can not believe a human being would go that far. I’m assuming you are in the States, please if you can arm yourself. You never know what can happen, it’s best to be safe than sorry! ☹️

[@Darkangel-wj9qx]

You should look for a different Home Health Provider, as you already know since you lived through it, these are literally life threatening mistakes these "Medical Professionals" are making, love you and your videos and im sorry this happened, Im glad your ok.😊

[@sarahjaye4117]

Oh my gosh. I am So sorry and not that you want to relive it but I hope you are able to press charges

[@slavicxprincess]

I’m a home health nurse…can’t believe this omg how unprofessional and scary. Press charges!

[@thrashmetalmike]

Hi Maddie, just hoping to make a suggestion; when you make a serious video like this again maybe you could stick to soft speech instead of just whispering. Sometimes the whispering is a bit too relaxing and makes it a harder to follow the narrative you're telling. Anyway great video and you look beautiful as always 😍😍

[@ZYZYKOASMR]

Yayyyy perfect timing🩷🩷

[@blumensekte]

Maddie! I am just in the process of filing a lawsuit against a doctor for medical negligence. I see you!! I hurt for you! I am so sorry and OF COURSE i believe you. Did you check out the musician ren? He just released an album thats all about medical trauma and misdiagnoses and chronic suffering. Maybe it helps to hear from another person… please stay strong maddie, you are just so loved by me and your community.

[@Mpilokhumalo856]

You do need to press charges. File a civil suit for psychological trauma. The charges should be against the health company. They are vicariously liable for their employees actions. Get your psychological to do an assessment on you and a detailed report. But this needs an attorney asap

[@DeathQueen63]

Your poor fucken heart man.. cannot begin to imagine how much pain & discomfort you was in. I'm so sorry lovely 😟

[@briewalker665]

I would sue the company and I 100% wouldn't pay the ambulance and hospital stay bill and take that to court

[@marie4291]

It depends on the home health policy that was signed.

[@mikel1199]

Like the new profile picture Maddie! 👍👍

[@ImIkaj]

I really wish you had made a video for Palestinians🇵🇸 like you did for Ukraine🇺🇦. Hope you’re doing good Maddie.

[@Stxtss]

You should totally press charges

[@amandipa8368]

I’m so sorry these things happened to you maddie. Both experiences are so unacceptable!! This company sounds like the worst and clearly they do not hire qualified, professional people ! I’m sorry you went through this and other medical traumas 💔💔 ❤️ ❤️‍🩹 you are a warrior.

[@elliudtgzz7956]

i loved so much jeje y cuidate demasiado😍😻🥳😋😶‍🌫🤠🤔❤🔥🥰😘

[@kholodmosa635]

This girl very classy ❤

[@netizenrealness]

please sue them girly

[@OliviaConroy]

I’m so confused. Did the video seem like it started in the middle of the story for everyone else? It almost seemed like it started in the middle of a sentence. Am I missing something?

[@TheASMRGamer]

That is mad!

[@elsag4870]

I love you ❣

[@amelia3572]

FINALLY FIRST 🤩

[@madsasmr1838]

HI BOO!!✨✨

[@wendyfrench8042]

Holy crap this is terrifying. Dumb question but how did she know for sure he broke in?

[@alyssaarguera9427]

Hey Madison, I heard your story from all the way through. The guy standing in your doorway is beyond concerning and petrifying. I would press charges and I would definitely stand up. That wasn’t right at all. I pray you get justice! I also want to say how much I’ve listened and heard about your medical journey. I want to say, that you CAN get rid of the medications you take. I know it seems like you can’t put them down due to your illness but medication isn’t the resolution for your sickness. If you believe in Jesus I pray that you ask him to heal you. He will do it. And I will pray for you too! I hope you are released from medication and you are a free woman from it. God bless you. I only want you to stay alive and be healthy 😌☺️