ASMR| WHISPER RAMBLE & HAND MOVEMENTS (+ MORE PERSONAL ATTENTION)

[@jojomarieco954]

I don’t normally comment, but I felt compelled to tell you how much I admire your vulnerability in this video. I’m so sorry you have serious health problems, and I will be praying for your healing. I have struggled with some similar feelings as you, such as feeling invisible. I have zero eyebrows, so I’ve learned to draw them on really well. LOL. I even sleep with them on, and some lipgloss in case of an emergency where I’d have to leave my house. I’ve lost most of my hair, and have been experimenting with clip in extensions and wigs. It’s very hard emotionally to deal with these things as a women, but I am grateful to be alive and healthy. Thank you for all you do Maddie. You are beautiful inside and out, makeup or no makeup.

[@nataliestamper8235]

Perfect timing. My son & I just crawled into bed & was pulling up KZbin when we got the notification 😍 My sweet boy is autistic & he relaxes so much to your videos so thank you so so much! ❤️

[@Schultz829]

Aww that is so sweet. You are such a great Mom! ❤️ 😊

[@nataliestamper8235]

Lauren Thank you so much 🥺❤️

[@deborahlimpin7488]

💙💛❤️💪🏼

[@user-np6lq1hr8x]

that is so sweet!! ❤️

[@elitemindsetgoals]

I can relate, I am autistic too! I always watch this

[@laonekwenaekgakala4420]

I AM SO HURT BY THE FACT THAT SHE DOES THIS FOR US EVEN THOUGH SHE IS NOT FEELING WELL.Anytime you are not feeling well Maddie you can rest,we will watch the previous videos you have done for us.We love you always and i pray you get well soon.

[@hippieworlddd]

is she ill?🥺

[@laonekwenaekgakala4420]

. yes she is.She generally suffers from a number of sicknesses.And she says today(the day she shot this video) was one of those days .😭😭😭you can tell from her face.i was so hurt 😩

[@BBB888B8B8]

She has literally been through some serious physical illnesses and has fought hard. If you go to her Instagram you'll find out. And honestly I appreciate how she remains strong and promotes body positivity. More power to her. Also, like she's said her channel is a safe space for all, let's all make sure, too, that we keep this a safe space for her and be kind and nice. Do not bully if someone wears make up, too much or too less. Please

[@nea415]

💕🙌🏾

[@GianIsToQT]

Laone Peter I well

[@darthgaIaxy]

i'm so thankful that this channel exists: i've been struggling with my mental illness for such a long time and everytime i'm on the edge of doing something i will probably regret, i just have to click on maddie's videos and thanks to her all of my stress seems to go away. thank you for this safe space, mads, we love you

[@hiimbi655]

Im sorry for that :( I hope you will get better soon! Sending love ik its hard sometimes but it will get better❤

[@darthgaIaxy]

@@hiimbi655thank you so so much, love ❤

[@madsasmr1838]

Hi my sweet sweet love! I just want to first off tell you how much I love you. I want you to know that you always will have the safe space and someone that loves you and is thinking of you. I am so blessed and honored to have you here..... I am so lucky to have the one and only you here with me! You are the only you in this entire world, and you are so beautiful and loved. I can’t imagine how exhausted you must be from your illness. I know how draining they can be💜 I just want you to know how proud I am of you. Even when you can’t be proud of yourself please know that I’m always proud of you. Every day. I will always be here supporting and loving you!!! How was your mind and body feeling lately?💜 I love you I’m sending you such a huge bubble of love light and protection

[@hiimbi655]

@@darthgaIaxy no problem! If anything im here for u! ❤

[@darthgaIaxy]

@@madsasmr1838 omg, thank you so so much mads, i'm so glad to be part of this community, you can't imagine how much your sweet words mean to me. love you lots 💜

[@paulbolena249]

I just wanted to say, I know your health isn't good sometimes and you struggle making videos. I want to say thank you! I appreciate everything you do! I genuinely depend on your asmr..I have anxiety, you help!

[@juliannej5826]

Yes!!! 👏👏👏 same

[@KJ-oq9du]

Her and her sister r saints

[@krystalbrizuela2123]

K J who’s her sister

[@swashington969]

Krystal Brizuela gracev

[@anayeli4570]

asmr just hits different when your actually not tired but perfectly awake at midday LMAOOO 😎

[@muffinman1145]

Cindy Beltran get ready for one heck of a ride

[@scarlettr8184]

Cindy Beltran good luck! One tip STAY OUT OF DRAMA

[@mrki7524]

Agreed

[@tahlaya9928]

Riiii but u fall asleep but u weren’t tired so u don’t sleep to long

[@livinsosa]

Anayeli Roque lol

[@butteredtoast2312]

your natural face is literally killer. like it’s crazy how God can make people this beautiful. you should totally do this more often. ik how stressful it would be trying to get your makeup just right to do a youtube video. you look amazing 💕

[@juliannej5826]

I think she actually looks better without makeup

[@delphinesmith3744]

@@butteredtoast2312 who are u answering to?

[@butteredtoast2312]

@@delphinesmith3744 goodness idk why that happened, but i was replying to some jerk on a different video. idk why it showed up here. he said something along the lines of “maddie is a fraud she doesn’t support blm she’s a racist” and stuff like that and i chewed them out for it. idk why the reply is on this vid tho i deleted it for less confusion. thank you for telling me!!

[@delphinesmith3744]

@@butteredtoast2312 ah okay thanks for clearing that up i was super confused lol

[@RachASMR]

*It was a stressful day today, but clicking on your video Mads, made all that stress melt away.*

[@jennipurrrsleepyhead6738]

Awe. I love to see ASMR-tists supporting each other 💜

[@hahah1231]

Rach ASMR ur getting annoying no wonder maddie doesn’t like your comments

[@bl4ccj4cc4]

@@hahah1231 rach is her friend. Maddie does like them, what's wrong with being an overly-supportive friend?

[@Emma_4578]

@@hahah1231 you are mean! they work very hard! you shouldn't judge someone unless you are in their shoes

[@chipsasmr3878]

Tingles without headphones gang where you at

[@sarahbeara7084]

When I watch ASMR on my phone, I have to do it without headphones since I don't have working ear buds for my Iphone and it's nice I still get tingles. Currently listening on my laptop with headphones tho

[@jaedamarie3397]

Only her videos!

[@mangoboy3367]

@@saigemoo what?😁 I HAVE to have my headphones at 80 to 100 volume. Makes the sounds more sensitive to me and if I have no headphones I can't get tingles at all.😁😁😁

[@TinglyTappingASMR]

🙋🏼‍♀️🙋🏼‍♀️🙋🏼‍♀️

[@ZYZYKOASMR]

I literally stopped using headphones 1-2 years ago as well and I still get tinglesss🥰

[@roisinscholey1266]

This really just goes to show how blessed we all truly are and how much we take for granted maddie really is such a sweet girl she’s so strong and beautiful 💓💓

[@SunFlowerPwr99]

m K - that video has nothing to do with her first of all second of all you’re just trying to start unnecessary drama. Like leave her alone and go hate somewhere else.

[@izflood]

Dear anyone who needs this, We love you no matter what. Your beautiful without makeup. You’re right we don’t see everything. And that’s ok that’s your body. It’s ok if you bloating, it’s ok if you have bags under your eyes, it’s ok if you have a rash on your face, it’s ok to be uncomfortable. I honestly loved this video it’s a whole new side of you most of us have never seen. But I love it. It’s way more relatable don’t get us wrong we love when you dress up and make a fun video but it’s ok sometimes to take a break of that. Let your face rest. It’s ok to be reminded about your illness because it’s reminding you how lucky you are to be here and like you said our bodies work so hard for us to be here. So be happy to be reminded about your illnesses it’s just reminding you how beautiful you are. Your not going through this alone you have your family, your friends, and all of us. We love you so much, I cannot stress that enough be happy when you see your bloating, your rash, your bags under your eyes. Embrace it. I know easy said then done. But it’s possible. Please remember it’s ok to not look runway ready all the time. I know this is kinda a corny thing to say but who wants to be normal? Be normal is overrated. You stand out when your different, and that’s great. So Maddie or anyone who needs it please please please please please remember it’s ok to not be ok. Sincerely, Isabelle

[@avanthika3450]

you are so kind ☁️🤍

[@Emma_4578]

very kind!

[@sarahkatherine151]

i must say this is the earliest i've ever been to a video😂

[@vlogzzierandomer]

Same!!!!

[@coralinejones5538]

Same

[@cannibaluwu7453]

Me too lol🖐🏻

[@faruqpeker]

Me too

[@madsasmr1838]

Girl.....possibly same😂🤭😂🤭

[@Emma_4578]

Intro 0:00 - 0:37 Listing the triggers 0:38 - 2:54 Apply the chap-stick 2:54 - 5:12 Talking about her name 5:13 - 6:24 Personal attention, Camera tap 6:25 - 8:11 Whisper ramble about different things & Mix of triggers 8:11 - 24:47 Brushing, Scratching away negative energy 24:47 - 25:08 Whisper ramble again w/ triggers 25:08 - 26:14 Camera tapping 26:14 - 26:21 Whisper ramble again w/ triggers 26:21 - 33:45 Quick camera tap 33:46 - 33:54 Back to whisper ramble 33:54 - 34:42 Inaudible whisper, Personal attention & Friendly reminder 34:43 - 36:37 Quick scratching 36:37 - 36:49 Back to friendly reminder w/ Personal attention & Other triggers 36:49 - 43:00 Outro/Three things that Maddie is thankful for 43:01 - 47:18

[@kholoudhaysam7177]

For all random people scrolling down the comments.....I hope you all have a great day and sleep well,,,you’re beautiful,,you’re important,,you’re worthy,,you’re loved,,,and I love you very very much❤️❤️✨

[@savismith8222]

Thank you! I love you too!!

[@savismith8222]

You're amazing!

[@eeshapoliah2128]

I FREAKING LOVE YOU TOO MA DUDE OR DUDETTE. YEEEEE

[@Rat-hv8wk]

Savannah Smith tnx i needed that

[@rox5898]

@BorekPL r u OK :)?

[@kbrehh]

When I first clicked on this video my first thought was, "wow she's glowing- like EXTRA gorgeous today" and then as I listened I was shocked to hear you thought otherwise!! Anyways, remember we're here to support you just as much you help support us :) Feel better

[@TheBelieving24]

I’m a 22 year old woman with multiple chronic illnesses as well. Listening to you talk about your experiences and feelings with all that feels incredibly familiar to me. I know you were really vulnerable with this video and it probably wasn’t easy, but I want to say thank you so much. Everything you said really spoke to my heart ❤️. May God always bless you!

[@kholodyousef4143]

lwish you well be in health and long life

[@cheyennepickles5744]

Hey Maddie💞 This video made me cry, and remember to appreciate my body, and remind me of so many other things. It feels like you're in my life for a reason. I recently got diagnosed with a disease, and morn my 18 years prior... I love you. Thank you for being here for us all.

[@FayeRoseASMR]

Having you talk about your illnesses makes me feel so much better about mine , i hope you know how much you help so many people feel like what theyre going through is real and they aren't alone ❤️

[@rae8116]

Me trying to figure out if she has makeup on or not. She’s such a goddess

[@applefarm6126]

Everyone says she looks different, but she looks the same to me.

[@ermbeach]

she has tinted moisturizer on so not really “makeup” but less than she normally wears. she’s clearly beautiful either way

[@applefarm6126]

anastasia ok

[@anyabussiere-filion2524]

She also has lip liner and mascara on and her eyebrows are filled in! :)

[@VaqueritaChih]

She truly is!

[@zacharybell2590]

She’s a champ for doing this for 47 minutes while being sick, you deserve my like queen

[@gigi8091]

mads i’m so sorry you’re feeling so sick. you’re always there for me at my lowest points and i just wanted to reach out and tell you that this entire community loves and cares for you so deeply. i’m not sure if this is helpful at all. i know what it’s like to have an illness take a lot from you. including self confidence. i can relate and you make me feel less alone. ❤️

[@kirascarlettt]

I understand if you're not comfortable doing this, but can you make a video comforting for chronic illnesses/flare ups? I think it would just be really nice if it's made by someone who gets it. Ilysm please keep making videos like this! They really make my day!

[@TrishaR84]

This Fibro Warrior would love a video like that too! 💜 (currently dealing with a monster flare)

[@wichiku]

Trisha Jansen i hope you feel better! you’re incredibly strong!! ❤️

[@frensypitzalis1612]

Same I have 3 chronic illnesses and listen to maddie makes me feel less alone

[@wichiku]

m K if you’re saying blm is a terrorist group, then you’re incorrect. its a movement to bring attention to systematic racism, and further equality. it’s not to put black lives above other lives, but to say black lives matter TOO. they’re treated like they don’t. do not let one person influence your whole perspective on a human/civil rights movement. also, wtf is that video you sent meant to do?? to say??

[@sianyandemoh6787]

I play this for my cat and she falls asleep quicker than me 😂

[@MoMommin]

Ha! That’s hilarious!!!

[@hellothereturtles8207]

@@libzxi I think you have a small grammar mistake near the end where it says "ass"

[@fifeagaiga7299]

@@hellothereturtles8207 🤣🤣🤣🤣 OMG I just noticed it cause I read it as *as*🤣🤣

[@elizabethbobo4228]

I love when my kitten comes over and cuddles up with me while I watch maddie or her sister grace and she will just fall asleep🥰🥰.

[@libzxi]

Toxic Comment response I know that now thx

[@Lovedomi]

Maddie is so pretty. With or without makeup 🥺🥰. You're so strong, and we appreciate you. Thank you for opening up to us, love you! ❤️

[@antoniarobles3273]

"because I know that my body is doing the best it can to keep me here, in this moment" that's so beautiful and so true, i loved that

[@sirdrew9694]

Ikrr

[@catherinemarie7058]

maddie- i LOVE this more relaxed look!! since i’m just laying in bed in a t shirt and sweat pants it feels super comfortable for you to also be more casual. I know it’s easier said than done but seriously, try to remember that we honestly and truly do not mind at all 💖

[@Leslieschannel85]

I wish I could take all your pain and health problems away 🙁❤️ I’ve been struggling really hard with my MS (4 more months will make 18 years with it, I’m 34). It has gone haywire and I have developed many more problems. Thank you for your videos. You’re such an amazing person and always thinking about us. I also appreciate your openness about your health and how you’re feeling. You’re right not everything is always “perfect” or fine and it’s ok to talk about things. Thank you so much for this video.

[@mollybenedict7709]

Shes literally the sweetest person ever! Gave me so many great tingles!

[@applefarm6126]

Same

[@brookekemmet5571]

she donates to what? she donates to a woman talking about her opinion? who cares at least she’s not racist. if you don’t like her then get off her page.

[@zoevns5843]

when you opened up about feeling like you want to show who you are on the inside on the outside i got so emotional lmao. i love you so much maddie, you are such a lovely person and i look forward to every upload to hang out with you for a little bit. i, and thousands of others, see you for who you are, a kind, beautiful and eloquent nearly 21 year old that uses her platform to help others in the most selfless way ❤️

[@jennspth2freedom]

Yes! This! Couldn’t have said it better myself ❤️

[@leilani7555]

I can’t express how grateful I am that I was able to find this channel. They love that she gives her subscribers is so genuine. I love that I am able to share this safe space with everyone. Maddies kind words genuinely make me feel so good about myself. I am forever thankful. 🥺❤️

[@btsot7armyforlife49]

I've been struggling recently with my mental illness and its been keeping me up at night because I've been having panic attacks frequently. Your channel has helped me so much when I've been close to the edge, the safe space you have created has been my main support for my panic attacks and bad thoughts. Thank you so much mads you are truly the best ❤️

[@vonsungotu5847]

I hope that u will get well soon. All my best wishes from Turkey.

[@jtaylor875]

One thing I love about your channel Maddie is how transparent you are! I respect you so much for being open about your health issues and sharing your story. It takes courage to discuss your personal feelings. Much Respect 🙏🏾

[@jasoncoop5638]

You are dealing with so much. Yet day in day out you bring the love. You give so much love , compassion, and understanding, you are genuinely amazing person. I pray you get threw this and can feel better. Thank you for you continued work. You are an artist.

[@ReslyDale]

Maddie is so natural in what she does . She is relaxing us effortlessly . Her hands move so smooth and her whispers were made for Asmr

[@violettat1200]

I can see the pain in your eyes..it's amazing that you stay so strong and still do and edit your videos. I hope you get well soon! love you

[@lesa2563]

Oh Maddie , you brought tears to my eyes when you said you mourn the life you used to have before you were sick 😢 My heart 😩 you are a warrior and have such a beautiful soul . I’m praying for you . Sometimes God doesn’t “heal” us because our sicknesses have a reason . You have a story , and you are beyond brave to share it . Crazy enough , I see you as a friend , and I come to your channel , not only to listen to ASMR but to check and make sure you are ok ❤️ you are a light in this very dark world ! Love you girl !

[@ASMRBellaBree]

*With every click in her voice, my eyes get heavier and heavier. She’s so beautiful* 🥰💖

[@Mr.morale969]

Fr

[@Salvation243]

Fr

[@yazzz1364]

Me too

[@yazzz1364]

💖😇💖😇

[@mrki7524]

Dont let them eyes fall out then

[@phoebs5592]

it pains me to see maddie hurting and i hope that she knows that we all love her and accept her and wish the very best for her! she is so beautiful and such a kindhearted girl 🖤

[@Corporatizm]

What you said in this video kinda moved me. You seem to be such a nice person. Keep going, and don't forget to think about yourself too. Also I really approve your view of the body working when you're ill. It's so positive to be grateful instead of frustrated in hard times!

[@rebeccaaguayo6266]

THANK U MADS!!! I’ve never heard someone put the feeling into words about how shitty it feels to know that because of things out of ur control u don’t look the way u feel on the inside. My anxiety can be so crippling some days about it and ur asmr helps me so much!! Honestly some days it can be a random afternoon and I just play one of ur vids and it helps me to get through the day every time!!

[@queenofcrazy5551]

I have pots and was diagnosed when I was 12 (started having symptoms at 11). It physically made me tear up to hear you say that doctors told you it was in your head. I heard the same thing for months and got so sick that my organs started to shut down. I just want you to know that I know your pain and struggle and you are so strong for it 💙

[@harriebeth2422]

This is one of the realest videos out there. Thank you Maddie for showing us what being a real and genuine person is, you’re the perfect example of a role model. Keep being you because you’re simply amazing!

[@Qui2305]

Did anyone else notice how emotional she was getting in the middle. Madi has health problems and this video is the most emotional I've witnessed since I've subscribed and it's just heartbreaking that she feels this way, but it's okay because we all love her. I hope she feels better and know that love and positivity spread through us to her❤❤

[@allegrarenae1045]

Sending lots of love Mads ❤️ you made me cry .. I have postpartum depression, just had a new baby & I’m literally up all night with him. Tho I’m stressed, your videos make my night & help me sleep ! & for you to wake up everyday with the strength to make videos for us shows me that I need to stop complaining. I’m truly grateful for you Maddie !

[@samantarizzi248]

Maddie is growing right in front of our eyes, guys!! She seems more mature in this video IMO. Totally in a good way! 😊💓🥰 I felt i was feeling more of a woman than a girl when I hit 26, this was in March 2020, until then I was feeling like a little kid inside still 😅. But anyway, times passes by really fast once you pass 20 and just people have to remember to enjoy this life while it lasts and make it count! 💪💓

[@dananana1104]

Thank you SO much for everything you do Mads. I hope you feel the same comfort and safety from us as you give to us in this space. It’s so good to see such softness and support in our community. I’m sending love to everyone out there. You’re beautiful, you’re seen, and we root for you. ❤️

[@dietwaffles5907]

I love when Maddie just talks to us about anything 😇

[@bri3501]

I love mads whispering videos because I feel like she is personally talking to talk to me like she is here next to me and putting me to sleep almost gives me a bigger sister vibes who is having a late night chill talk with a younger friend/sibling and I love it because it makes me feel extra safe and relax ❤️❤️

[@Lelly12345]

Thank you for uploading this tonight Maddy. I just lost a friend to suicide tonight and really needed something to comfort me. Thanks for all you do in spite of your health conditions trying to hold you back, you’ll never know how much it means to some. ❤️

[@zeyklnc7487]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I will pray for your beautiful to have some rest, sending so much love.

[@livx8886]

I’m so sorry ❤️

[@yuna._.444]

Im really sorry for your loss!❤ I hope her/his sole may rip and you will get better

[@marianabm100]

Mads, I'm so sorry about illness. I just wanted to say you're are beautiful and worthy with or without makeup. It doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, you'll always be this amazing woman on the inside. You have our support no matter what. And you're a real warrior for having to deal with all of this. ily❤

[@Elizabeth-cc4dz]

When you talked about applying chapstick for 5 minutes it reminded me of a funny memory!! My friend and I had a contest to see who could apply chapstick for longer in the middle of class once! We had been going for about 10 minutes when the bell rang and we stopped. I felt like a human candle afterwards 😳

[@gem9394]

I want to thank you Maddie for always relaxing me and helping me get through depression, you’re helping many other people too,So I just want to thank you. Some super heroes don’t wear capes

[@lizzettegarcia1003]

I can't stop watching this while crying. I love you warrior. You are a hero❤

[@AllBellaASMR]

Wow thank you for your honesty. You have a lot of wisdom. Thank you for pushing through your strength is astonishing. You are amazing

[@rajvirbachu5960]

Omg the timing of this is perfect!!!

[@madsasmr1838]

Hi my love I hope that this video helps you with whatever you need it to! Sending you so much love💜💜

[@rajvirbachu5960]

mads asmr you’re honestly the sweetest person ever 😭😭☺️🥰

[@evs6417]

Girl, i swear you and your sister are the best asmrtist ever! I watch your videos twice a day!

[@patsyhay9592]

When you got emotional I really felt for you ur so strong. And you don’t deserve what you go through my mums just been diagnosed with breast cancer and I’m completely lost such a massive shock we’re all going through something your so right. At least your real xxx

[@ok___]

I love the light gum chewing. Usually I’m not a big fan of it but you integrate it so well into the mouth sounds that it fills in the quiet background and it’s very relaxing. Lots of love

[@teganpilling]

She always does but can I just say Mads looks incredible in this video

[@kyliecanterbury276]

Awwww mads please don’t cry you are amazing in every way shape and form

[@keirahill7766]

Hey I'm acc soo sorry to hear about ur illness. And ur such a strong, stunning woman like I love watching ur vids all the time bc I find that ur the only asmrist that gives me tingles. I'm soo great full that u post and tell stuff about ur life bc it's soo intriguing and most of the time inspirting depending on what's it about. And even better... we have the same b day 🥳🥳🥳🥳🤍🤍x but yh keep up what ur doing beautiful ❤️

[@noralee4027]

what conditions does she have i have always noticed the thing on her chest but that was it and i live in a family of doctors

[@Yourfriendlysuburbanstoner]

Nora Lee It’s a port, it’s a direct catheter that goes to her heart, shes said her veins don’t work so they have to use a port to inject her medications(IV medication type I believe), they all help her illnesses. I am unsure as to what illnesses she has; but yes, that is what her port is used for. Her medications. I hope I explained this okay

[@veneziaficheva7043]

Nora Lee she mentioned them in her Health/Life Update video some months ago. 😊

[@vnessaprz]

everything about mads is just perfect. she's so strong omg

[@delaneyevers45]

I love your “no makeup” face!!! It makes me feel more like we’re about to go to sleep. Much love, D 💚❤️

[@juliannej5826]

Wow Mads this natural look, casual bed background, and warm lighting - is extremely relaxing and makes me feel safe and cozy. You actually look better than ever!!!! I love it all!!!

[@jasminm8244]

I‘m so touched by your video! I completely understand what you mean or what you are sharing with us, thank you for your bravery! But you are very beautiful inside and out. I know that is very cheesy but I truly mean it. Really just wanted to give you a big hug when you started tearing up. It is okay to be vulnerable and I admire you so much for being the strong woman that you are.

[@megantwining9221]

I love it how you did the video with your natural self. It helps me feel like I’m with a friend who is helping me deal with my anxiety and calm down. It lets me release the feeling of expectations set on me by others, because we are in a safe space!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰 so thankful for you Maddie!

[@asma-se9hv]

you made my night 💖💖💖💖💖💖🥺🥺 I love you I'm a cancer patient and I'm really proud of you ❤️❤️ I've been fighting with cancer for 2 years

[@ellaa9963]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🏻

[@izflood]

Keep fighting. You are strong I know you are. You have your family and friends to rely on for your emotional journey. If you feel like you can’t keep going just speak with your doctor, nurse, mom or dad, siblings if you have them, or friends. And Maddie’s comment section is very caring so you can just comment and people will help you out. You are so strong, god put you on the planet for a reason. I saw this on Pinterest and I thought it was amazing. “Before every decision, remember there is someone looking up to you. So don’t disappoint them.”

[@avanthika3450]

you are so strong 🤍🤍

[@charlottetimms9692]

the way she slightly smiled when she stated saying her name in the beginning was honestly so sweet🥺🥺xx

[@lyndahylton819]

Bless you, wee Maddie x As much as we all want to see you every day, please put your health first. You look beautiful even when unwell x Lots of love, Lynda xx

[@Sillydolly03]

Thank you so much for being so vulnerable it is truly beautiful 💕

[@ray9772]

Just wanted to let you know that I’m very happy that you exist

[@kitprilxoxo1765]

when she started tearing up i just wanted to hug her ;( i love you maddie 💖

[@tabrea2009]

Here she is 💕💕💕 SQUAD MAKE SURE YOU WATCH UNTIL THE END

[@OuNkChIc]

I needed this video so much and I didn't even know it. So much of what you spoke on I could relate too. I also have chronic illnesses and I just started a new treatment, so emotionally all the chronic illness type triggers have been up for me. This video helped me feel less alone, helped me to figure out some things, and made me feel more confident as self-doubt has been high. You are so strong and you are such a role model. Sending you love and good energy! 💜💚💙❤

[@yasminebh27]

I teared up when you said you were forced to go to school even though you felt very ill and IN PAIN , I am so sorry you had to go through that ... YOU ARE A VERY STRONG , SMART AND BEAUTIFUL YOUNG LADY , PLEASE KEEP THAT SMILE ON 💌

[@missymoomoo4958]

you’re absolutely gorgeous with or without makeup. you’re an inspiration to me, i never feel like putting on makeup because my mental illness makes me incredibly low-energy and it’s frustrating. my clothes never fit due to weight fluctuation either so i shy away from tight fitting clothes. i hate showing the world that i’m not ok but i never have the energy or confidence to fix myself up. i relate to you on another level and it feels good to have you as a role model. thank you for this.

[@indigoseyeliner]

It’s 0:34 in the uk and i honestly got so excited to see you uploaded. Well as excited as somebody at almost 1am can get

[@shekibashah4812]

Yh ikr

[@marijamoric9278]

Its 01:34 (am) in Croatia

[@theharris7207]

Fuck when did we go past midnight 0.o

[@lowri3387]

I’m listening from the uk too, in Wales 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿

[@vivix3042]

Same

[@ominouspoets]

This helped me so deeply.. I am a mom of two and I had to do 2 c-sections which left quite the large bulky scar.. I still have a mommy pouch and I've been so self-concious that i cannot face the mirror or ill cry my eyes out at the refelection peering back at me.. I spend so much time hiding myself from my partner when the lights are on if i am changing my clothes.. This has honestly helped me. I did cry a bit because you touched something in me because i struggle with gastritous and my stomach eats away at itself from the inside to the point where ill struggle through 12 hour pains resulting in bloody vomit.. Makeup is my outlet. To remind me that just because I feel like crap doesnt mean i have to look the way i feel. Thank you so much, Mads. I watch you every night and this just, I adore youuu! LOVE YOU BABES💕💞😍

[@enginchiterzihuahua8928]

Time stamps: 3:16 chapstick tapping 3:31 applying chapstick 5:16 talking about how she loves the way her name sounds❤ 6:59 me talking about Maddy 11:07 talking about how she fell in love with makeup 💄👄👸 I am sorry I cant finish the rest I sleepy 💤👋🏼🛌

[@sineadbhreathnach]

I’m so thankful to be apart of this safe space. I’ve been struggling with my mental health for the past few years, but this year is 100% the worst. I found your channel when I’ve needed it the most. Thank you for all you do, you’ve helped me through some really dark times for me💛

[@jadetrent0715]

I started crying while watching this, I really needed to hear this❤️ Thank you❤️

[@wesleymiller3467]

i hope you get through whatever it is that you’re facing✊🏾❤️

[@ael_x2]

I come back to this video every single time I'm not feeling well. It's just so comforting. I hope Maddi is doing well :(

[@paige3962]

I needed to hear the message in the video more than you can ever know. Maddy you are amazing and beautiful, with or without makeup, but I so relate to the reasons why you choose to wear makeup. Your kind and loving soul shines through more than any other youtuber I've ever watched. You've eased a bit of my pain in this video, and I hope and pray that some of your pain eases as well. Lots of love ❤️

[@siennathistlewaite1530]

For the last 10 minutes I have been searching for something to relax to, then my phone buzzes and Maddie has just uploaded a whisper ramble with personal attention *two of my favourite things btw*. When I say perfect timing, I mean like this was perfect timing. Thank you Maddie ❤️

[@sammi7372]

Please know that this is also a safe space for you Mads, not just us, and we’ll work hard to keep it that way 💜

[@saylor3447]

thank you for filming even when you don’t feel good 🥺

[@abbeybialek47]

hey mads! in your video repeating “linked down below” you said the phrase “like a cowlick” and it was sooo tingly! could you make a video repeating “like a cowlick”? love you💘💘

[@boobsrus3211]

you must really want that video huh 😂

[@abbeybialek47]

crybaby haha yep! i mean i’m stuck in quarantine and i have nothing better do. i was actually wondering if anyone noticed that i’ve been posting the same comment on all her videos for the past month😂

[@devon1777]

hey mads❤️ i just wanted to say that it really stuck with me when you talked about why you wear makeup. my mom has struggled with chronic pain and illnesses like an autoimmune disease and she always gets ready and does makeup when she leaves the house even when she’s running late. i never understood it because i think she looks great either way, but it really helped me understand why she does that. it makes total sense that you would want to put on makeup to look/feel like you don’t have an illness. thank you mads. you’re so strong

[@mommy1298]

I never want to hear the words I dont feel very well at the begging of one of you videos. If you feel ill take some time off, get some sleep. You don't have to record if you arnt feeling yourself you of all people deserve a break 💗🙏

[@cheyennepickles5744]

I think maybe she needed us just as much as we needed her

[@sirdrew9694]

Her venting n telling how she's feeling might be helping her a lot

[@hope5359]

something about maddie wearing a loose fitting sweatshirt and her skin looking really dewy and fresh faced gives this a cozy sleepover vibe. like this is what my friends and i wear when we would have sleepovers and spent the day out doing a bunch of things or swimming in the backyard and now we’re both showered and cozy to eat dinner and watch movies, so it’s almost like a good comforting nostalgia. also, please don’t take this as anything other than me noticing a difference and wanting to acknowledge it positively, since she has said before that when she does things differently she expects a backlash. all maddies vids are lovely and cozy and she’s a talented asmrtist regardless of the backdrop or what she’s wearing on her body or for makeup. i just wanted to let her know that her trying out something new is being received well and that the video is still and tingly and relaxing as ever. 🥰✨💛

[@beepboop8624]

~❤️~Nightly reminders~❤️~ ~Turn off autoplay ~Drink some water/eat (keep in mind that food does not digest as well at night) ~Brush your teeth! ~Take any needed meds :) ~Use your skincare products ~Maybe clean your earrings/piercings ~Put in a retainer if you use one ~Set any alarms for tomorrow ~Close the closet door ~Make sure you’ve done all your homework ~Feed any hangry pets ~If you shower in the evening, take a shower ~Maybe if you don’t usually, say goodnight to someone! ~Make sure you’re cozy ~Are your front, back and garage doors closed and/or locked? ~🧡~A couple things to make you more relaxed~🧡~ ~Drink some warm tea (watch out for caffeine) ~Write in a journal about your day ~Write down anything that you need to know for tomorrow ~Light a nice candle (remember to blow it out) ~💛~Things to help you sleep~💛~ ~Unclench your jaw, relax your hands and face, and release your shoulders. Everything is going to be ok. ~Make sure you are cool enough. It is proved that when too hot, you are more likely to have nightmares. ~Write in a gratitude journal. This can help you clear your mind about anything and bring out the more positive things before bed. ~Meditate. Meditating can also clear your mind so it is easier to relax. ~Decide that the day is over. Doing this gets your mind and body ready for tomorrow. ~And please stop scrolling through the comments, it’s only going to distract you and make it harder to get to sleep. ~💚~If you needed to know~💚~ ~ I understand that I have no idea what is going on in your life, but whatever you are going through, know that it is going to get better. Think about some of your worst days. You have made it through every single one of them so far and there is absolutely no point in stopping now. You are an absolute warrior for getting this far because life is harsh and it can suck for a while but it will get better. Trust me :) I just wanted to say I love you and you are a valid being, whether you are a human, an entity, or a lil duck. Either way, you deserve all the love in the world. And I wish I could give that to you so much. 🦆 ~💙~Fun facts with Beep Boop!~💙~ ~Did you know that 12% of people dream in black and white? ~Otters hold hands when they sleep to keep from drifting apart. They also choose a special rock at birth that they keep in their pouch. ~Did you know bees sometimes like to fall asleep in flowers, preferably with a friend? ~Another fun fact: you are ☺️✨🌷GORGEOUS! ❤️🥰🌈 ~If you don’t see something on the list, feel free to suggest it so that I can add it! ✊🏻✊🏼✊🏽✊🏾✊🏿 🏳️‍🌈 💜~Goodnight lil duck~💜

[@beachlife1135]

Love you so much Maddie! You don't need to feel bad for getting emotional, it makes you human and shows just how genuine you are as a person. When you started crying, I just wanted to reach through the screen and hug you. I can't believe the struggles you have to go through on a daily basis, especially with you being an identical twin, and only one of you is healthy, that's just not fair. But you are such a strong woman. Hope you are coping well, and you look beautiful with or without make up😘😘

[@kamorreypearson6579]

this really made me feel safe and loved ty maddie for comming out of your way through your sickness to make your subscribers happy and loved i really hope u feel better and that u have a amazing day im on pc or i would used emojis lol

[@runitsmorgan2186]

You literally look STUNNING in this video!!! Even before you started sharing your feelings with us (and thank you for doing that btw❤❤❤), I thought to myself how dewy and bright your face looked! But I am so truly sorry that you have to undergo the trials and tribulations of your illness❤ I've listened to you talk about your experience in countless videos, but I've never commented before now. You're an inspiration to us all, and you bring me solace on my most stressful days. I always, always turn to you❤❤

[@icecreamonf1re]

also maddie you look particularly stunning in this vid 🥺❤️❤️

[@thelmagarcia9991]

This light makeup look makes me see how alike you and Grace look. I know you've said it before but the resemblance is amazing. Love you a lot Maddie, thank you for giving me a good sleep.

[@empire9639]

If you enjoy doing makeup, how about doing ASMR with you doing your makeup, BUT doing your makeup in an artsy way. Eyeshadow, shine or whatever you call that, and more! Im not a fan of women that wear makeup just to hide their "flaws", but I find watching people doing makeup for ART really satisfying. I think you would love doing this.

[@brooke832]

Listening to you ramble about your chronic illnesses is relieving in so many ways, and its also inspiring that you manage to accept it every single day which can feel impossible. I know its nothing in comparison but I have suffered from chronic fatigue syndrome for a year now and so little people understand how hard it is, I think you should film a video starting without makeup and then apply makeup on camera, as being seen with no makeup may be liberating for you as well as getting to do what you love in a video :) lots of love xxxx

[@francescapontoriero9803]

You look always perfect to me. Even during the “sick days”, you are perfect to me. You have a beautiful soul and I hope this comment brings you a little of joy and reassurance. Thank you for sharing your feeling with me ❤️

[@aimeeread327]

Literally the most down to earth and kind hearted person on the internet! She doesnt have to discuss this but still chooses to share it with us. My favourite channel ❤