The Game Where Every Blink Skips Time

this was a random chat suggestion that turned out to be really sad and beautiful ! gross! back to League of Legends for me.
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[@technetium9653]

It was pretty impressive that atrioc didn't blink once in the entir 34 minutes, he just stared into our souls

[@LucidProtean]

That's the power of the new Nvidia eye-lock camera software, powered by AI

[@DankBobRoss]

Reading this comment before starting the video is fantastic especially as he blinks 10+ times in the intro

[@kaidynanderson4919]

Not only is it the sheer amount of coffee keeping him from blinking, but also the trained glizzlord within him that MUST keep the eyes on them glizzies

[@ImFarley]

I don't watch Atrioc to feel any sort of serious emotion. I watch Atrioc because I know it will be some goofy shit and on occasion, at least some semi-educated take on a company or individual fucking up and/or being stupid in a capitalistic regard. It's great, and every time I learn something I feel a little bit better about having "learned" from the funny KZbin man on my computer screen. This video absolutely fucking floored me. I have not cried this hard in a decade. Poor Atrioc was faced with the task of trying to entertain and make light of a game that from what I've seen here (I have no other exposure to this game) is crafted to just absolutely fuck you up. I sat through the entire duration of this video pretty much balling my eyes out. For whatever reason I've lived my entire life with 1 extreme medical condition or another. I'm grateful that day-to-day I am mostly totally normal now, but from time to time it comes back up. This game, even just through the short lens of this video, obliterated every part of me. I'm sad that I was only able to experience it from the context of this video laying out the major parts, but the cry that I got out of this was so far beyond euphoric. It was necessary. I dread the day that I lose my mother, but I suppose at least this game can ATTEMPT to prepare me for such a monumental loss of life that I can only hope is still many years away. TLDR; Do not watch this video if you have to go on a date in the next 24 hours. I will be fucked up from this game for at least that long. Fuck. What the fuck, Atrioc? Talk more about Beijing or some shit.

[@richardbeare11]

Man, this game fucked me up too. And that's true despite the fact that I'm one of the devs. it still hits hard to this day - particularly when it hits home for others. I'm grateful that our game has made such an impact on people - just like you. I also had a long overdue cathartic cry watching this tonight. I wish you well, friend.

[@TasimbSpencer]

Absolutely incredible to be that fucked up over a videogame playthrough. I wish you the best. It gets better.

[@72Null]

I'm going out in two hours wtfff 😭

[@Zel-Veraan]

I had that cry about three weeks ago. OVER FREAKING NIKKE!! A GACHA GAME of all things ripped the heart from my chest. I was sobbing for fifteen minutes straight.

[@bummeryyy6306]

I watched this vod the other day at like 2am and cried my eyes out, wasn’t expecting it to be so sad

[@1Jetsurf]

Never expected a game to make me cry this much. It was beautifully real.

[@BrandonGHEwing]

Same 😭

[@Amick2003]

I always thought this game was too in your face about the sappy stuff. Feels a little cheap idk

[@slowestjabroni]

same wtf

[@thenightjackal]

I don't remember feeling anything about the game however many years ago when it came out and I saw a playthrough of it, but this time it really hit hard near the end.

[@simmons866]

Every time he screamed because he skipped a scene that he wanted to see play out is really on brand for the game. The whole live in the moment or life will just quickly pass by.

[@Timely-ud4rm]

So true, the game makes me quite sad. Theres a movie that invokes the same emotion of a lack of time, the sadness of fading time of our short lifes. It's called "Old" ofc this game really gets you into the sad emotions but both that movie and this game both share the same sentient. If you don't live in the moment IE you live in your head, life will pass by so quickily. It makes me quite sad thinking about it.

[@Zenniverse]

Atrioc is incapable of lasting more than 0.001 seconds without blinking.

[@quest3912]

This one hits hard. As a young person with cancer I often find myself questioning weather I'm living life to the fullest. Even though I'm not in nearly as poor of a situation as is depicted In the game, I still feel like my teen years are being wasted. Time ill never get back. Time I should have spent having fun.

[@EShum]

Sorry to hear of your situation, and wishing you the best. It's easy to regret not doing enough in the past, especially teenage years. You still have now though, this very moment you are present. So many folks would love to hear from you, spend time with you, or even just text with you. I hope things go well and that you can cherish the present more than you regret the past. Take care.

[@bingusenjoyer197]

damn man, this hit me to my core. i wasted 2 years as a drug addict doing nothing and i constantly think im wasting myself away even when im doing good, but your situation made me put it in perspective. i hope you enter remission soon, stay safe man.

[@rileykwinn3527]

Hey, I know this comment is like 10 months old and you’ll never see this, but as someone who did not have cancer and had no reason to do so, I spent so much of my teenage life avoiding the world. It’s only after becoming an adult that I’ve started really engaging with life more, and I want you to know that there’s nothing to be gained from beating yourself up about the past. Just use it as motivation to experience as much as you can every day going forward. There’s no objectively correct way to live, and there’s so much to see and feel and taste and smell and hear and learn, and doing stuff is always gonna be better than regretting having done nothing, so try as much stuff as you can and don’t look back unless it’s to remember something warm and fun! I can tell you it’s worked for me so far!

[@ch0mperz840]

Its been a long time since I was so emotionally drawn into a game. This was a great game, and I was balling at the end of the stream when he was finishing it up. Great video, Atrioc.

[@bbluemann]

It's spelled "bawling", but balling at the end is based af

[@Amick2003]

This one just doesn’t do it for me. Too sappy.

[@jurb417]

@@hidratadop gigachad

[@Murks33]

That's it buddy, dunk on those feelings

[@tokyowwww]

he will never be balling you asf: 🏀

[@wideeric1]

This game is almost as sad as Atrioc not fulfilling union demands UNIONIZE

[@keceti9606]

atrioc7

[@pikapowns]

We have to keep moooooving towards our union.

[@BrandonGHEwing]

Keep the moooooooovment going ☕️

[@ArchiverOfWorlds]

MOOOOOOOOOOOO

[@unbornify1185]

for real, for real. For real, for real: For, real for real. For real for; real for, real.

[@FogzArt]

I watched people play this game when it came out and I obviously felt sad but it was more sense of melancholy as I didn’t truly understand the loss. My mom died from cancer almost 2 years ago now and after rewatching this game I couldn’t help but cry.

[@shapuku1674]

I was JUST thinking this game is NOT for someone who recently lost a parent haha, but I'm sorry for your loss man

[@dac.40]

much love bro, stay strong

[@peytonalexander5300]

My mom was just diagnosed. Doc says she’s got less than 10 years left. It’s a long time, I guess, as far as this sort of thing goes, but…having that timer has changed everything. Absolutely everything. Much love to you friend.

[@lukasbrown6114]

i have both parents now but theyre getting older and I have no way of preparing if you can please

[@FogzArt]

@@peytonalexander5300My mom was diagnosed with stage 4 inoperable pancreatic cancer and she immediately started on chemo. The doctors said probably had about 3 years left. That was in October of 2021. She died in November of the same year, one month later. My biggest regret is not spending enough time with her in the last month because I thought I had more time. Please Please PLEASE, spend every moment you can with her and let her know just how much you love her.

[@markthematey9873]

This is probably my favorite game of all time, i love this game so much and im so happy more people get to see it

[@zarkes7943]

More like stare at it

[@alsldoekd]

@@zarkes7943 Or if you're atrioc blink at it because HE CANT STOP BLINKING ICANT

[@K3Vz0]

​@jackwalker7304SO TRUE

[@DawnX-0022]

I love how Atroic keepings insta blinking, and I can't help but think that this game's an absolutely perfect example of how you can't hang onto the past for so long, and Big A proves it. No matter how hard you try, you'll always blink one too many times and miss something that you can't recall. It's a wonderful game, and I love how Atrioc keeps trying to make it lighthearted during portions of the game that's trying to tug at your heartstrings. Amazing content as always, keep up the good work.

[@flaredesel3425]

This is one of my favorite games ever and it always makes me cry. It hits such a personal note for me. The fear that I’m going through school and all the struggles of life, just to one day have it cut short before I do anything great. Anything that leaves a mark on the world. This game helped make me realize that I have already done some great things in my life for the people around me. Even if I don’t end up making some great accomplishment.

[@sel_gaming8916]

Man I'd never seen this before...I haven't cried since my mom got diagnosed with cancer back in 2020. It's um. That was powerful.

[@Foxexar]

bro accidentally blinking to her grave would of INSTA made me restart the entire game . You can feel that NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO deep down

[@kirbyhypno2522]

Best part of the video was when Chloe said to close your eyes so she could give you a gift and leave, and I said "It's a pipe bomb" at the same time as Big A 🤣

[@irrelevantsafety]

Thanks for the laugh, I needed it

[@macawweb2211]

Wow, I never realised how amazing the ending was (mostly because I was bawling my eyes out lol) - the way the game stays at the same point with the two storytellers but because you’re crying, it just flashes between them when you blink. It was really the end 😭🥹

[@tristram0073]

Watched this game a few years ago I bawled my eyes out watching it the first time. Hopefully it doesn’t happen again Edit: Fuck me

[@irrelevantsafety]

Yeah, same man I figured ik what's coming I'll be fine, then I realized how much I'd forgotten from bawling my eyes out

[@tristram0073]

@@irrelevantsafety such a powerful message

[@NateLevin]

Incredible storytelling that draws you in so much in just 34 minutes. Came in laughing, ended up emotional 😢

[@blackcowharu]

Oh man, I love this game. I funded it in Kickstarter when it was still called "Close Your" way back in the day because I loved the concept, and so much time passed that I wasn't sure it would ever come out, but it did, and it is one of my all time favorite games of all time.

[@Kevin_Aus]

It's often said that the measure of a piece of art is if it makes you feel something. This game is definitely a great piece of art.

[@Obsructor2]

What a catch this one was, highly recommend this too many, too bad It lived short, but maybe in a couple of years I’ll come back to live this moment. I love it’s concept, and trying to not blink because your on the verge of crying is such a nice way to end this game, just to have the same thing with the Mom.

[@shadoww7301]

This actually made me cry, not just tears, amazing. I don't even remember the last time I cried, probably when i broke my arm in 7th grade.

[@CptSushi]

Wow, the video started off as being hilarious, then the story drew me in, and then the ending destroyed me. Thank you Atrioc for making this video, it really moved me.. I have no more words.. just.. wow.

[@mugiwaraLux]

Holy shit this game was fucking sad. I’m tearing up in the shower while just listening to the video like holy shit. Might genuinely buy this and play it because I wanna see it all for myself

[@lotus4147]

I wish I didn’t watch this video and had the chance to play it myself but highly unlikely i would’ve played without watching a video like this. That ending man… idek what to say.

[@tijn9137]

I decided after 5 minutes of watching that I should play the game myself first because it looked so good, and I'm really happy I did!! I doubt I would've cried if I constantly saw chat spamming 'the glancer got him'

[@Worsethanyou2]

idk why but someone's chat said "Who tuned this piano?" when he was playing blind LMAO that shit killed me

[@lapiras1054]

I forgot about this game, played it for the first time right at the start of the pandemic, absolutely destroyed me emotionally but it was amazing

[@ExiStrife]

I felt A T T A C K E D by the accusation that I could be deaf for listening to the nightcore version of Cotton Eye Joe at max volume.

[@JV-bm4dd]

Truly an atrioc classic

[@Figure_Ate]

great video (definitely watched all the way through) editing was fantastic as usual since my goat zhilly edited it

[@Oksobasically2]

It is hard. But being a parent is the most fulfilling thing one could ever do.

[@H0uxdubxston]

Doubtful as I always hear this from people who are miserable and trying to convince themselves of that

[@KevinSchaeffer2]

I was allowed to blink and I cried twice..

[@noobula7]

Jumpscare warning ⛔️0:05

[@MrGoofyGooberson]

Thank god I went to the comments immediately so I got a warning of this absolutely terrifying jumpscare

[@noobula7]

@@MrGoofyGoobersonI’m glad I could be of assistance, I sadly won’t ever be able to recover from the horrors I witnessed

[@MrGoofyGooberson]

@@noobula7 A worthy sacrifice

[@bradycrowson]

its impressive that noone in his chat named a modern painter like banksy

[@Pinks0]

I'm not a very emotional person but I randomly decided to get this game awhile ago and it definitely got me crying. Watching this video even though I already played through it and cried once it got me again. This game is an absolute masterpiece. I'm happy more people get to see how beautiful it is.

[@maqyk4648]

EVERY VIDEO FROM THIS DUDE IS A SLAPPER

[@twentytimesjade]

so glad i recommended this to big A, happy to see him and chat have such a good reaction to how emotional it is

[@octilli]

atrioc really made a good point with any famous still-alive artists. literally no one nowadays

[@jcp1296]

Not true really, just that there isn't as much interest in paintors rn. Like there are plently of famous grafitti arists, singers, illustrators in other mediums , singers, composers,...

[@luckylanno]

Banksy, and there's plenty of art content creators with decent sized followings. Not household names, but still significant

[@ActuallyPuppy]

im doing my homework at midnight throwing on some youtube to keep me occupied i wasn't expecting this, thank you, i needed a good cry

[@gabe5868]

pretty amazed at this top notch camera quality. truly one of the greats

[@bennok403]

Jesus I cried so much. This game is so sad, life is so fragile man. Enjoy every moment guys, Every day that nothing happens is a day to be gratefull for. wow this was sad. Stay healthy guys

[@MonkingTV]

I watched this game when it came out and seeing it again after so long was so beautiful. This game is so amazing and I really appreciate you for playing it and reminding me that such an amazing game exists.

[@pika_9259]

This is probably one of my favorite games ever, the emotions are just so real

[@themothman3726]

The game plays itself just don't blink every 4 seconds. I've never been so angry watching something so sad.

[@Loxu69]

Dude I started crying so hard when the gatekeeper was his fucking cat

[@anshumandash1304]

I actually fucking cried within 20 minutes, I haven't cried in fucking months. God.

[@kryptico2240]

This is one of those games you avoid forever and then start telling your friends about years after they already played it

[@garneet]

19:10 im dying it was so funny but i know its going to be super sad 23:00 what the fuck? 30:50 beautiful

[@postpup]

The first time I played this game broke me. I thought I'd be fine watching Atrioc play it and make jokes, but by the end, I was sobbing again. I don't think a game has ever stuck with me as much as this one did.

[@Rangothemovie]

Nice editing Godzhilla

[@Moxyze]

Damn, if I cried over the 34min vid, I wonder how I would have reacted to the entire vod...

[@monkeyman1ooo183]

Love this game, glad Atrioc played it.

[@navedoesthings]

Atroic reinvented the word blinkerton. My man instablinked so many scenes. It was a great speed run!

[@zacbhumgara]

19:40 Banksy

[@Pyxyty]

I saw a lot of comments saying they cried before I started the vid, so i put it off, watched the stream, made it like 95% of the way through without shedding a tear... And then the mom/storyteller told the story. And tears just came out of nowhere. I dont even know why. A masterful game. Jeezus christ.

[@alexhirt4382]

I helped play test this game before it was called before your eyes. Was a cool experience!

[@dundee2858]

God damn that fucking ending chokes me up

[@bigmiles]

This proves atrioc is a speed runner because of how fast he was blinking

[@bensomeone]

As someone NAMED BEN who plays piano and my family always considered me more of a prodigy than I was… this was strange lol

[@danieltruong4873]

Even though Atrioc was a comedy filter over the game that kept me entertained and noncommittal, the end caught me slacking and had tears running down my face.

[@boot-4704]

I legit cried

[@Vyuel]

wow i am someone who rarely ever cries and this had me tearing up at the end

[@jamesmcdonald3078]

The ending made me cry so hard bro holy shit I'm still crying

[@JamesSatherley]

at 31:06 a cockroach crawls out of the lamp. also very sad

[@vincentli1064]

19:39 a certain hotdog salesman who killed god with soup

[@valocrazy]

I insta cried on the first flashback. Reminds me how fast my son is growing up.

[@baneflow]

God I love the banger "Before your eyes v1"

[@DEADRATCVLT]

i didnt expect to cry this soon into the day damn

[@Givens43]

My father just passed away a few weeks ago after a short battle with cancer. I miss him every day. I wish I would've talked to him more about his life. You should definitely follow up on that and talk to your parents about their lives this Christmas. You never know when it'll be your last chance.

[@turbotoke8882]

holy shid, never in my life did i think a video with atriocs face in the bottom right corner, would make me cry

[@noahkatz367]

Damn it atrioc now I need to stay up even later to watch something less sad

[@pa_radigm]

Man that ending killed me. This game is a masterpiece

[@egothekid4542]

didn't expect to cry, glad your back

[@zarmack8633]

saw this game years ago and it still made me fucking cry

[@lordcarrot5355]

the most famous living painter is probably banksy IMO, very good video

[@campusarboretum23]

29:53 "this is how I feel when I spend money on genshin impact" lmao

[@Taksheel]

Come back to this video while blazed outta my mind gotta be my favourite big a vid

[@MikeCore]

25:36 catscan ptsd, that came out of nowhere

[@EthanKnottsSmith]

Such a powerful ending, I’m sat bawling at 3 am eating cheesecake

[@frost9681]

Its actually crazy how much i cried like a bitch at the end there wow

[@unowenwasholo]

I was fine up until the parents were commenting about the kid smiling. That hit me like a truck.

[@smb4839]

When he joked about god being a one eyed cat I realized it was the cat his parents got him 😢

[@BrandonDoesAll]

I cried watching this again ❤❤ God, such a beautiful game and I'm glad you got to experience this Big A. Thanks for playing this amazing game

[@the_gardens]

nice speed run

[@philosophiabme]

The fact that he played this the day after watching House S4 finale 😰😰😰 I never recovered

[@rodrigos7070]

Game's not sad. You cry because it touches your soul. Probably my favorite game ever

[@cbot9302]

Oh wow, glad this game is still in peoples brains. Such a phenomenal game. I'm not that emotional of a person but watching a playthrough of it still made me cry. Wonderful story.

[@tyler.walker]

The night before this was the Season 4 finale of House, which was also very sad. I cried during 2 different streams back-to-back 😂

[@ryleybme]

a credits song has never made me cry as hard as this one

[@elliottsorensen5740]

The coffee cow would never another certified big A classic

[@dundee2858]

Such a cool and creative game, loving the amount of videos coming out. We back baby

[@UltraConstructor]

I was just thinking about this game. That sound effect with the red "thing" of death inspired me to make music.

[@zeed8102]

Atrioc the gamer

[@alejandrodiaz137]

1:51 "I get paid the bitcoin"

[@Tech__Tyrant]

Besides the his computer shut itself off every few minutes, This was a great stream.

[@RedRipeRaspberries]

Always glad to see anyone play this game. Since it came out and I played its been my most recommended game to others. Amazing game

[@rsvng]

It’s such a great game, because it was one of the few games that actually made me tear up

[@colio500]

Bro wtf, I just full on balled my eyes out. Not just normal crying, but wailing and everything. This was so fucking sad, but also beautiful.

[@EthanKnottsSmith]

Alternative title - Atrioc speed runs a game by making use of his chronic blinking

[@EthanKnottsSmith]

Jesus I’m in tears, what an ending !