Awakened | My 2019 Awakening | 1 Year After My Breakdown

In 2019 I discovered so much about myself as an individual (literally). I always believed that happiness did not come from my external environment but with all the noise out there distracting me from my belief made it hard to really look at myself deeply and make myself accountable for the unhappiness I was feeling. Instead I always felt that if I just get more money, if I just get my body done, if I just become really famous, etc, but truth is I couldn't make any of that happen with a heavy soul and a stressed mind. I gave up every single time I set out to do something because It was too much weight to carry with me to the top. And I always promised myself that I would never compromise my soul chasing fame because I knew that I'd end up in a dead end.
When I set on this journey not only did I discovered my purpose, but also that I could be happy without ANYTHING and truly understand WHY. My soul was free and my mind got decluttered, knowledgeable, and wiser than its ever been.
We always want to assign that responsibility to everyone and everything that is outside of us, instead of digging inside of us to find it. Disconnecting helped me really redirect my attention to myself and put work into my mind. So that I can find what the true meaning of happiness really is without anyone or anything to blame. I became hyper aware of every thought, and emotion and spent hours journaling ( almost on my 3rd journal and a second year hasn't even begun ), thinking, decoding what my soul was trying to tell me.
Thankful for Glen's guidance in this process. He led the way and pointed me in the right direction not only with his own wisdom but also all that he was learning and discovering on his own.
However, regardless of his guidance, it was not his responsibility to make me happy & truth is he never could, no matter how much he tried. Glen could only help me by guiding me out of love to find my own happiness. Last year was such a beautiful journey.. I learned so much about myself, healed my traumas, learned a lot about life and gained an abundance of wisdom not only from my own understanding and some really amazing people, but also from the world and its beautiful energy.
I never felt this fulfilled, EVER. I have decoded my life and the meaning of life and am continuing to do so by learning so much more. Things that I would've never been able to learn since I was so distracted by social media and all the people I had around me who didn't reflect the person that was screaming for help deep within. Without Glen helping me wake up this would've definitely took me decades to figure out. (LOL)
Please stick with me as I begin to release some videos detailing my process last year and what it took for me to get where I am. I would love to pass not only my gift of words down but also guide you the way Glen and the universe guided me. I have nothing but pure humility, love, and genuine words to help you all unconditionally. Now that I am in a good state of mind I can begin to share it with you all.
Something I never wanted to do was help the world before I helped myself. That would've made me a hypocrite. A lot of people preach but aren't living up to those standards. I gave up my social media influence to remove my layers and uncover my beautiful soul. To un-become all that wasn't me and become what my soul really wanted me to be. It was a very important assignment to take care of before becoming someone to the world and investing my energy to my brothers and sisters of the world.

[@morganschive1539]

Just thought I should let you know how incredibly healing this was to me watching. Thank you for being so real and so you in a sea of those changing their personality, their appearance for more and more validation…

[@CarolinFrancheli]

🫶🏼🙏🏼🤍

[@meganmaldonado9635]

This is so inspiring. Thank you for sharing this with us 💛

[@flourishingcheli2177]

Thank you for this. Needed to hear all of this 🤍 you're simply amazing.

[@vee7089]

I AM SOOOOO PROUD OF YOU 💕

[@hurena]

Your growth shows in this video! You have inspired me....continued blessings to you!

[@fune4266]

You are amazing. Keep going you are a role model

[@erikajvega9592]

I needed this. Even cried (dramatic) but felt like future me was speaking to present me. Been struggling so hard with this.

[@nicolesantiago8648]

You took down the food recipe videos 😢 I was going to try and make the rice beans and chicken tmm the way you cook it 💔

[@BlondieRayyy]

I miss you so much me canse de buscarte por IG y no te encontré espero que estes bien lo mejor que hisiste fue desconectarte de todo para encontrarte ati misma estoi loca que hagas y compartas tu viaje a peru no te conosco personalmente pero siempre te seguía en ig te amo much love for you family