the emotional 2018 MAMA speech - BTS Reaction :')

[@caitlinmariereacts]

hiiiii army beans!!! thanks for being here :) here's one of the free Run BTS (puppy episode) reactions i posted on Patreon, if you wanna check it out! www.patreon.com/posts/run-bts-puppies-45139053

[@chiaki.85]

Hello caitlin love you so much

[@missingff551]

Please react bts let go lyrics and stage mix 🙏🙏🙏

[@ailynsyenecaparro597]

love your shirt and that green sweater ☺️☺️☺️☺️

[@landrycastricone8660]

I love your hope world shirt❤❤❤❤

[@Fllippa00]

ello, can you try playing the new Bighit game that came out yesterday? its called rhythm hive and includes bts, txt, and enhypen edit: spelling

[@joshina4497]

Jungkook yeeting his tears kdldnfn

[@ma.anjelicachan3351]

Keep forgetting how he yeeted those tears lol Such a rollercoasterride of emotion cry cause of Hobi then *JK yeeted tears* laugh and then back to *Taehyung crying* Tears again

[@handlewith_care]

lmfaoo diheuehusgss

[@lauren0047]

hobi crying really breaks me. like he tries so long there to keep smiling like he always does, until his face really just breaks down. and jimin staying strong for the other members even though he's usually really emotional. i love all of them sm 😭

[@lilac5040]

When i saw the title i was like ok everyone let's cry together

[@alexiastraduzioni537]

Same

[@urma8720]

:’)

[@yukthasubramaniyan5117]

Indeed 💜💔

[@urma8720]

Bts are my old idols. I havent listened to them in a while but i used to be OBSESSED! I have mad respects for them

[@ARMYFOREVER-wi7cv]

Same

[@spam1028]

When jhope cries the whole world cries

[@ARMYFOREVER-wi7cv]

Yeah thats right

[@mugglepuff]

Yes. I don't think anyone can not cry when he does because he's the sunshine of bts.

[@LeeHasBeenTiredSince02]

I love how Namjoon didn't say anything himself but let the members do it. Also when Jin says ARMY, it hits different.

[@simonevandermerwe4445]

Yeah because usually when Jin says "armyyy" he kind of screams it happily.. But here his voice was so shaky and soft I just want to hug him 🥺

[@seokjinstwerkinghusband3009]

@@simonevandermerwe4445 😭😭😭

[@ur.senpai1798]

I SWEAR HOBI FIGHTING THE TEARS AND SLOWLY BREAKING DOWN HURTS MY SOUL SO MUCH😭😭

[@artemis_0525]

When JHope cried, its the end of us all. A crying Mr. Sunshine himself is too much. 😭

[@lauraaa3049]

What makes this so much sadder to me is that Jin and Hobi are like the source of energy of the team and army , we expect them to be happy because they never show us when they're in pain and it must be such a burden to always be bubbly for us. Namjoon also stayed in the back comforting members when he, himself was trying to hide his tears, I won't ever find a better leader than ours . And all of this really makes me think that we never truly know if they're ok and it kills me to know that right now they could be facing the worst kind of sadness in their life but then turn on the cameras and smile for us. And the way Tae broke down when Jin mentioned disbanding has me in tears

[@AwaisAli-hl4hn]

And JIN went viral among locals after that..

[@meabhocofaigh3554]

Honestly people don't realise this but we don't actually know much about Jin. He never shows emotions because he masks them and it honestly just makes me want to give him the biggest hug, I love them all and seeing them cry hurts.

[@lauraaa3049]

@@meabhocofaigh3554 yeah, I feel like him and Hobi and even Namjoon are the ones that always pretend to be strong and ok even if they aren't and I just wanna give them a hug and tell them that they don't need to be happy and bubly all the time. And the thing that makes me sad is when I read comments like J-Hope is happy all the time, and he's not, he's happy for us but he's human, he feels pain and sadness and clearly showed how good all of them are at hiding their struggles from us when no one even dreamed that they were going through a tough time enough to make them consider disbanding.

[@meabhocofaigh3554]

​@@lauraaa3049 I agree, sometimes I wish the company would stop making Hobi put on this exaggerated smiley persona, because you can see how forced it is and he shouldn't have to be someone he isn't, fans push the narrative that he's always perfect and so content when really he's human too and in reality isn't like that. I don't mean to imply that he's fake or that he's actually a miserable person, because he is incredible but we have to remember he has emotions and stop believing that he's this person who always acts that way behind the cameras. Namjoon has way too much pressure put on him, the company need to get them a freaking translator for interviews and let them rest for once because the entire group is clearly exhausted but the amount of responsibility he carries is insane. I just want Jin to know that he's loved, too. And the extreme sexualisation of Jungkook NEEDS to stop, it's so disrespectful. All of them deserve a break, an extended one. I hope they're ok and that the fandom wakes up and realises bts don't owe us anything.

[@zebaansarkhan]

the fact that tae was crying in the backstage interview and didn’t stop 😭😭😭

[@squishycoveswena]

Hello my fellow emotionally-devastated Hobi bias

[@gfornayeon3242]

Hi:(

[@lindenbrett2286]

Hi

[@linalinaa1]

Hi

[@akankshamishra9117]

Hiieeee! :((

[@estrellaaa9689]

Hi😭

[@aadhirasantosh9102]

MAMA- mnet Asian music awards Mnet is basically like a company that hosts award shows, music shows, festivals, etc This was such an emotional speech for both bts and ARMY bcz this was when they first decided to let the public know that they were considering disbanding. Even the other kpop idols in the stadium had started shedding some tears because their speech was THAT impactful

[@micaeladiez4497]

I remember a fancam of Twice after that speech, they all stood up and hugged each other and I think even some members were teary eyed

[@willa9880]

​@@micaeladiez4497 Twice were already crying even before cuz they also won a daesang

[@tiktoktrendyvideos3136]

V crying and sobbing and out of breath bc of crying and being red that all of that broke my heart 🥺

[@fishybass5958]

The relationship we have with the boys is honestly so comforting. They came into my life when I was at one of my lowest points, and to be honest I wouldn’t say they completely changed me, but they pushed me far enough so I could change. When I joined and became a fan, I found so much raw beauty that I didn’t know I even needed. I found beautiful music, beautiful lyrics, (beautiful people lol), but what I found also, was beautiful souls. That might sound corny, but you must understand that I had never seen such wonderful human beings. They have such beautiful hearts, and that’s why it was so easy to become a part of what they had created. I am so grateful I didn’t lump them in with other boy bands, and I am so grateful I read their lyrics. I fully believe that everything our boys have achieved they deserve, and that it was not the result of ‘over hyped’ fangirls. And ARMY’s are wonderful. I’ve met toxic people, but those people are usually very young, and don’t really know how to appreciate the love we have received. Plus, if I can be so bold to say... You can’t really be ARMY if you don’t love or respect people. BTS taught to love ourselves and also others, and if you don’t take that into account and go hating on other people, other fandoms, and just individuals in general, then did you really learn anything? Did you really care for the message? But generally speaking ARMY’s are the best. I am in MANY fandoms, but not one is on the same level as ARMY. And that is not to say that other fandoms aren’t great, but the amount love and genuine support is unmatched. And it shows. We have never booed BTS, and never given our boys a black ocean, (Other fandoms sadly have because of fan wars), we stream hard, (not because we want to be at the top, but so that we can reward BTS for all their hard work, and show them that they have done a good job). The saying goes: BTS will come into your life when you need them, and I believe that’s true. If you’ve seen them, reacted to them, listened to their music and still can’t see what is there, then that’s ok, it’s not your time yet. They will find you eventually. Anyway thank you for this reaction Caitlin!!! This one was really special, and I cried with you, so thank you!

[@itll_be_owlright]

Not gonna lie... This made me teary-eyed. I couldn't have said it better myself 💜

[@mannatmuchhal877]

Thank you for writing this😭

[@billipta3573]

Relatable💜

[@MarilynPF]

So well said. Their message is love-based and kind. If you feel the urge to come at someone with mean words, the message of BTS hasn’t quite worked its way into your heart and you consciousness.

[@fishybass5958]

@@MarilynPF Exactly. Of course witty remarks and carefully thought out comebacks are obviously fine, but straight out screaming at someone is immature, and can stop a potential fan from joining.

[@ipek8209]

your HOPE WORLD shirt is so cute omg

[@softsquishysuga]

3:21 JUNGKOOK LITERALLY YEETING HIS TEARS AWAY-

[@Ahjusshi_Brown]

2018 was literally the year where BTS finally broke through all the prejudices and limitations for foreign artists and started their current journey in the western industry by securing their 1st #1 on the BB Hot 200......can you imagine what would have happened had they disbanded right before then??? I’m so incredibly proud of these boys for persevering and being able to overcome whatever pressures and demons were plaguing them in the beginning of 2018 bc had they not done so, they wouldn’t be making history today 💜

[@meetmeinthehallwayoopies2081]

This broke my heart into a thousand peices when it happened and I genuinely wasn't myself for a couple of days. The fact Hobi smiled right before he broke down is what gets me the most, he's hides his emotions a lot so this broke me.

[@anabrito2582]

It's so cute how happy Suga is, like he was hopping and smiling, he was also the one to start the group hug 🥺🥺

[@syaerrys6895]

I cry everytime i watch this. Its when you see Hobi unable to hold on to his smile any longer and breaks down...it hurts. It really hurts. And when jin mentioning them almost disbanding. What would we do without our 7 kings?😭

[@micpie9480]

When hobi starts crying I know I shouldn’t even try to hold my tears.

[@unknownerror1095]

You can not not respect bts even if you aren't a fan of their music because of the message they spread and because of how hard working they are ,I'm glade I found them at such a young age💜💜🥺🥺❤❤

[@angelatchounkeu9044]

They honestly are too good. They only want to make other happy, putting us first, even before their health. BTS will forever remain ICONS. Icons who changed millions of people's lives. BORAHAE!!!

[@joshina4497]

Y'all remember when we watched it live? And didn't understand (cause no subtitles) and didn't know why they're crying 😭 and I just cried so much not even knowing why 😭😭

[@bembolbug]

And how your heart dropped to your stomach when you finally saw a subtitled vid and realized they were that close to Disbanding 😭😭😭

[@Smeraldo-ov9bn]

@@bembolbug exactly..😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@peytonmcendree7892]

i love your energy caitlin!! literally if im having a bad day all I have to do is watch one of your videos and it feels like I’m just sitting with a friend and I feel better🥺💕

[@caitlinmariereacts]

aww wow, it makes me feel good to know I can help make your day better, I appreciate you so much 💜

[@peytonmcendree7892]

@@caitlinmariereacts aw I appreciate you so much too queen💕✨

[@imharis9608]

I've seen this five times but I'm still crying 😭 tae at the back tho😭

[@silu3737]

I still cry every time I watch this, they worked so hard and deserve everything🥺💜

[@beobeo7959]

This is the most emotional speech in the whole world even the idols who were there cried their eyes out like everyone saw this video 😭😭😭

[@psychokitty71]

I knew as soon as I saw the title of this video that you would end up crying. There's no way that you could NOT cry when seeing how emotional the boys got, especially Hobi and Tae. I'm glad that you watched it, though. They deserve so much good things in their lives.

[@rarariri6658]

I still remember this day so clearly in my mind😭I am watching this award show and then the moment hobi start getting emotional.. ITS ALL OVER FOR EVERYONE😭Not to mention when Jin mentioned about the disbandment😭

[@IRideABroom]

I've seen this speech at least 50 times and I still start crying when JHope starts to cry and I cry for the rest of the whole speech! Our 7 Men are so talented and now so famous and yet they still remain humble, thankful, and say all of their success is because of ARMY's love for them. I had concert tickets to see them in Toronto, Canada 🇨🇦 the spring of last year. I was heartbroken when the concert got indefinitely postponed. I turn 61 this year and seeing a BTS Live Concert is a life's dream for me. I am truly frightened with this whole Covid mess that I may not ever see this dream to come true. These 7 amazing Men found me in Jan 2018 when I was in a very dark, deeply depressed state. They helped me find my way out of my pit of desperation. It is still difficult some days but watching their videos and snippets of live performances help me grow a little stronger so I can face my Depression a little stronger. I don't want to even think about where I would have been without my 7 Angels. If only I could meet them to thank them for saving me. I am not well physically but I swear I would get on my knees and give them the deepest bow of gratitude! (I'm sure that I will need someone to help me up after but it would be worth it! BTS is most certainly the brightest ray of hope that shines in my life, and will continue to be so until I leave this world. I pray every day, hoping I can go to a BTS concert... I've never been to a live Concert and I'm 61!?!? How sad is that girl?!?! I don't think they even do these any more but I would LOVE to do a Meet & Greet with them. 2020 was a horrible year! Let's all send out positive energy to the universe! Maybe if there is enough of us doing this we can make 2021 the catalyst for a new and better beginning for our world! 🙄🤭😳. Sorry, I got a carried away and preachy in this post. Please forgive me. I absolutely LOVE your reactions. They are so honest and genuine. As soon as things get a little better for me monetarily, I am going to join your Patrion to help support your channel. I don't support anyone else so that tells you how much I 💜 you girl! Keep up the great reactions! Love from London, Ontario, Canada 🇨🇦. We are currently freezing our butts off up here (-14 Celcius or 7 Ferenheit and the wind chill makes it feel like 0F) 😱😩🥶🥶🥶. Please send us up some Sun and warm weather! 😁 Oppps, sorry 💩. I forgot to wear my mask! 😷. 😂🤣

[@frances2565]

I always cry whenever I watch that video. Especially in Jin's words. 😭

[@girlwithluvxx3060]

MAMA (Mnet Asian Music Awards) is an annual award show in Asia, but the main awards are mostly focused on South Korea. Known K-Pop artists attend there including BTS.

[@younicekeepgoing9373]

That was an emotional day for armys. I remember watching it live and it broke my heart into pieces. I can't imagine what they were going through during the time and the whole disbandment thing was just devastating. We always see them smiling and having the time of their lives but none of us see what they go through behind the camera. Despite hardships, they continue to show us their bright sides to make us happy and I'll always be thankful to them. I love them so much.

[@itsMeeeeeh]

I’ve watched this speech so many times but I still cry every.single.time!😭 I’m glad I found them and I truly treasure the kind of people they are. They give me so much positivity and good vibes. Their music never gets old to me. I love them so much. Fandom hug, Army!🤗

[@duhoonmanoj]

Everything finishes when Hobi cries😭 Happy Birthday Hobi 💜

[@heidi9908]

they absolutely, genuinely love each other and ARMY *so much* , it's so insane

[@alyssalitwiller7885]

Saw the thumbnail and was like "no Bean, Noooooo!" 😭💔 but I CRY EVERY time!!!

[@セラ-d6n]

When you started crying that’s when I broke down.. it hurts not only for me to see BTS crying but my fellow ARMY crying as well. Love you lots Caitlin 🤍

[@Ariadne4]

I was about to cry and then I saw Jungkook yeet his tears and I'm like-

[@marcuss.9302]

The music in the background REALLY drove home the sadness.

[@melanie1407]

Jins part gets me everytime... and the way Taehyung cried- omg they are too precious 💜

[@ch4neljjk915]

this speech was something else it hit real hard , they been through so much us armys are so proud of them !! 💜💜💜☺️

[@Sabnam147]

KIM SOEKJIN MIN YOONGI KIM NAMJOON JUNG HOSEOK PARK JIMIN KIM TAEHYUNG JEON JUNGKOOK BTS!!💜💜💜 awwwwwwwwww why my tears are not stopping😭😭😢😢😢😢😢

[@dilfhunterthv01]

I’m ready to ball my eyes out. No matter how many times I’ve seen this. I will sob, about a million times

[@stickypancakes2736]

I've watched this so many times but I just can't help but cry every time So proud of these boys 💜

[@nethu6577]

*2018 was the year they "rose" a lot in the wesyern market, the korean music industry, they received recognition from the president of south korea. In the festa 2018, yoongi talked about how they achieved things that they did not even dream of and wondered if there were anymore dreams at all. Its like they had to maneover through paths that many korean artists had never walked on before, they had tight schedules and they were in the process of renewal of contracts and thinking of the band's future. This led them to be emotionally tired and frustrated---thats when yoongi wrote "OUTRO TEAR" and the members cried when they heard*

[@Henzon23]

If our sunshine is crying, it means over.🥺

[@gerriberri.4412]

I just cried watching Namjoon cry at Moon, now ime hear to cry again.... this has to be the most iconic acceptance speech ever.

[@stargirlpng]

but like- jimin being the angel babie he is and hugging everyone :((( i love him so much 🥺🥺🥺

[@skyec3418]

Girl don't worry about crying to this, every single one of us sobbed 😭💜

[@jesslove727]

I've watched this around 10 times in the passed 2 years and I cry everyine

[@61crispy]

This is still one of the hardest things to watch. Seeing our 7 humble young men crying, letting out those feelings, just breaks my heart. Even though they work so incredibly hard to get to where they are, their first thankyou is always to ARMY. it amazes me every time.

[@heidi9908]

I love Yoongi's smile so much

[@KahAraujo047]

It's just impossible for me not to cry watching their speech.

[@micaeladiez4497]

I remember watching it live without subtitles, I didn't understand a word they said but when they cried, I cried 😭 Edit: MAMA means Mnet Asian Music Awards, there's a lot of awards that they attend to every year during awards season 😊

[@taeomgyu7841]

*Actually J-hope said:* *”We want to show BEST OF US”* *not me😅*

[@soniaokeoma-wf9qp]

No matter how many times I watch the video, I still cry like a little girl especially Jin's speech😢😢

[@meikhen]

RM and Jimin hiding in the background and crying😭. Watched a few times to take notice of RM.

[@argyro27718]

Gets me every time :,)

[@yahparkjihoon9810]

Ur username...I SUPPORT YOU😌✨

[@argyro27718]

@@yahparkjihoon9810 thanks

[@nahidbegum2099]

When jin start talking about disbanding.. Tae breakdown was the most heartbreaking I mean I just lost control... Tae didn't stop crying back stage than after changing their clothes and then interview.. He just breakdown.. And when we just watching this whole live and saw tae like that it's breaking my heart very badly... It's very rare to saw hobi and tae as emotional because they having very sunny personality and tae breakdown like that for hour. It's just makes me speechless...

[@MarilynPF]

They’re still so humble and despite being so obviously great, they always promise to work harder and not be an embarrassment to ARMY. As if that were possible. I truly hope they win at the Grammys. We’ll all be having the biggest worldwide cry fest but it’ll be tears of joy. And no other singer or group deserves it more. I love that they aren’t afraid to show their emotions. And I’m glad that there wasn’t that “okay, that’s enough” music that plays at American award shows. This was such a heartfelt thank you from BTS to ARMY, their families, and those people who have stood with them during the hard times. 💜

[@sope_6830]

i cryed a lot that time and now to whenever i see this ~

[@pranjali269]

here i am crying over the same speech for the 34th time

[@chhavipandey4023]

even if I have watched it so many times it always make me emotional and I start crying. They're very precious for this world and they have been through so much to be at that position.

[@AwaisAli-hl4hn]

Jin's speech was the most emotional one... And even he went viral after that

[@amyjackson5288]

Crying with you girl and I've seen this a couple of times but cry every time.

[@ree560]

i cry every time i watch this. i'm so proud of them for persevering. truly inspiring. they really deserve the best in this world

[@TheJello23]

I think everyone cries watching this, especially the first time. I put off watching the whole thing when it came out because I heard it was really sad. When I did get around to watching it, I held back my tears until Yoongi (my bias) said he's never been happier. I just started sobbing after that.

[@13jm30]

jimin He comforted and embraced others and forgot from himself that he does not want to cry, but he is really an angel jimin is the most precious human being ever, he’s such an angel and deserves only all the good things in life

[@kiransaini6424]

I was so emotional after seeing Taehyung and hobi crying.... My heart melts🥲☹

[@BansheePurple]

I remember when I watched that award show. I cried so SO HARD and I kept crying for like an hour lol. I mean BTS is so important to me, they brought happiness to my life and I just love them so much at the point that I can love them as my family. And when I watched that speech and I heard Jin saying they thought of disbanding at the begging of the year my heart just broke in pieces, It hit me so hard because imagine a world and my life without BTS is so painful to me. It hurts my heart the thought of them disbanded because they are tired mentally and emotionally. I know they can't be like right now forever but I really hope they still together loving each other like friends and brothers and I hope they still making music for us because they want, without pression and if they became tired physically by the time, we don't care If they decided not to dance that hard anymire because they are getting older or whatever. Like Yoongi said, I just Hope they still together making music for another 30 years or at least being close friends like right now (I know they will because they clearly love each other so much like a family) 💜 My English suck I'm so sorry

[@kamii0613]

YOUR SHIRT 👁👄👁 *high pitch squealing* I WANT NEED TO GET HOPE WORLD MERCH TOO T__________T

[@gmnsai]

i remember when i watched this live i sobbed my eyes out. it was the first time i ever really cried that much over a celebrity...ugh they deserve the world

[@NuriaSaladrigasLarroy]

This is a scene that makes me cry everytime I watch it 🥺

[@mraj467]

This and tae's speech about his grandma passing away always makes me break down in tears

[@kalliereadabook]

their speech makes me cry every time I watch it 😭😭😭😭

[@Hotshortie]

When ever I need to cry, I watch this video. It rips my heart open.

[@stryker_playz4304]

Everyone:*crying* *meanwhile jungkook yeeting his tears*

[@evelina2060]

I can't handle seeing bts & caitlin crying in the same video!!! It's tooo much.. *swimming in tears*

[@riekozazius2616]

i cry everytime i see this haha, it just never gets easier. you're not alone with this caitlin, thanks for reacting again

[@O9O393myg]

MAMA means mnet asian music awards :)

[@moonadict7]

When i Saw the tumbnail i Was like " oh no" lmao I just knew You will be crying

[@sydellealmeida4861]

i cry every time i see this

[@FarhanaK]

Caitlin you would be abnormal not to cry at this.

[@padmavatiyendluri7432]

3:20 did Jungkook just yeet his tears off his face like that- on the stage- how is he such a crackhead even while crying I'm-

[@vaL-kv6uy]

I agree!!! BTS are such good guys! Outstandingly talented and yet humble, kind, and generous. I'm in my '60s and I too admire them for their character. When V said "thank you to our members' mothers and fathers for raising us" - was he referring to BTS members' parents or the Army?

[@LullanGlad]

this is so emotional, this speech so no wonders you were affected too!

[@seliyoon]

My favorite humans in the entire world I love them so much and I'm forever greatful to have them

[@darmmae]

i watch this live and i cried even though i couldn't understand them, the feels is just so heavyyy

[@pinkcloud8182]

2018 was a hard year for bts... i swear i had a mental breakdown the night they did that speech 😭

[@joezaster4978]

I literally can't watch them cry it's too much

[@MrKyledane]

It is difficult, but essential for all ARMYs to watch this speech. We get to see so much of the BTS personas of J-Hope and Jin, our Sunshine and our Worldwide Handome, but in this moment, we got a little bit of the real Jung Hoseok and Kim Seokjin and that rawness is what makes this so beautiful.

[@AlekosBloom]

Listening to 'Let Go' from their Face Yourself album hits different after hearing them talk about disbanding.. I'm glad we're all here together in the end

[@mehrchhabda4611]

the tshirt...I love it

[@dugarcez]

i cried again, yep

[@L.A-kn4up]

i just want to say, you are absolutely glowing and so beautiful Caitlin 🥺 idk what is is, but you seem so much happier 💜💜 love your reaction always! 😊

[@kamii0613]

3:21 Jungkook's tears: hi ^_^ Jungkook: yEет

[@dugarcez]

STOP THAT ONE MAKES ME SO SAD BUT SO PROUD

[@angelatchounkeu9044]

Angela, we've been through this, stop crying T-T

[@Ariadne4]

Honestly, same