BACK SLIDING||THE BLEEDING CHRISTIAN|| EPISODE 11

[@sibongilemtshali9196]

"Christians" are very judgemental. I'm an ex - sangoma myself. I was self delivered through the guidance of the Holy spirit. Wasn't an easy journey but with God by my side I pulled through 🙏🏽 . We thank God Almighty for salvation. Whom the Son sets free is free indeed.🙌🏽

[@Portia_Mohau]

Amen and Amen!!!! We give God for your life and testimony sis. Thank you for sharing ❤️

[@thembimakhanya5033]

May God heal your soul

[@bridgetdlomo8023]

Amen indeed but this stories are so painful...

[@dennifresma3784]

Sibongile tell us your story

[@SecretInsideSecret]

@@Portia_Mohau Believe me God wanted me see these special videos I'm convinced now really wanted His way his Will being Christian can cut your heart into pieces end Douting this Purpose Will Of God that need to be Done. Worse you expected to being treated best mmm its me Who now finding myself Believe me Hollyspirt can be Patient with you that you Get it right when you get it have to go back process progress slowly bcoz this thing of end up hating men

[@kingdomlifestyles9974]

I was born again in 2016, and I have not been in church. My relationship with God began here at my house, the learning, the deliverance, everything happened here in my house. Some people who were saved in church don’t see how this is possible. I don’t care. I know what church folk are like. I am happy fellow shipping here at home with the Holy Spirit. I am more discerning of God’s voice than most Christians because I don’t have the clutter of their impure hearts. And I don’t need to be in a building on certain days of the week to be in God’s presence. I fellowship every single day. The Lord has placed the right people in my path to disciple me and groom me for the work of the Kingdom. You’ll be amazed just how much you can grow spiritually online, and in your Bible. He is always here with me and my family. Maybe one day He will lead me to the church building He wants me to serve in, but we are currently content where we are. Thank you for sharing your story sister Mohau. You are a Queen. You are a flower 👑🌸

[@NtombenhleNgcobo-uh3sb]

I love you sister 😢thanks for your testimony it make me Stronger and stronger

[@nkosinathimbatha9340]

God is using you mightily my sister, I am also a Pastor but I feel like I need to grow more everytime I listen to you, you touch the heart, every detail of your story deals with a certain aspect of my life. Through your scars I can tell you are a matured believer. Ever since I started listening to you im praying for you.

[@Portia_Mohau]

Praise be to God 🙏 Thank you Family 🙏 I am still growing🙏 We must grow in the knowledge of our lord Jesus.🙌

[@mosslegae2807]

Very painful testimony I cried so much coz I can now understand why my life is so scattered, sex and having kids before marriage. Lord have mercy on my wrong ways and guide my life to work for the spirit not flesh may all my locked doors open

[@serogolemogole2685]

"You cannot base anything on a foundation of sin and think that it's gonna work out ultimately"..that hits home😪

[@lethabor]

I can testify to this! Unless the Lord builds the house, the builders build in vain.

[@angiemanganye9900]

That was not a man of God. God is not a God of abuse... For where the spirit of the Lord is there is liberty... Being christian is not easy but God is faithful. Keep doing what you do Portia you are changing and reshaping worlds ..

[@radithakothinane8809]

Portia you are such a strong person...self analysing and self correcting... you are so amazing...this is unbelievable...I have so much respect for you young lady... from the Vaal area South Africa 🇿🇦🇿🇦🇿🇦

[@Portia_Mohau]

Thank you so much 🙏 I am humbled😩🙏

[@thato4579]

I agree she is unbelievable! I came here after hearing about her from the vault entertainment channel yesterday, I have been binge watching. I'm 39 & haven't been 1/2 of the stuff she went through. She is special my God!

[@Portia_Mohau]

Thank you so much sis❤️🙏 I am truly humbled🙏

[@thato4579]

@@Portia_Mohau You are one of a kind! ❤️

[@Nosipho846]

...And u have no idea how timely this message is right now for me personally at this stage of my life and it's 2023🙏May God bless u my sister for ur boldness 🙏❤️

[@Malkiarose]

Christians who have refused to grow in Christ are extremely dangerous to the entire body of Christ. I feel your pain, I've been there as well. I pulled through it, anyone can pull through if we focus on Jesus.

[@hamaedgar7336]

This woman *Potia* again pins the struggle in my face.... We are not saints but we are innocent by the Grace of God. It's not done till we are done 🎉

[@mariasono6117]

Sister Portia...thank you so much,you are helping me/us.Im soo embarassed for us as Christians,im also one who judges aware and unaware at times.Ohhh may the Lord have mercy on me/us.I repent of the judgemental Spirit.

[@xoliswajulietmvinjelwa2255]

You needed father figure my beloved Sister I feel you in my Spirit.

[@gebamabandla6518]

Thank my sister, for being so honest and not giving up on our God. May our Lord cover you and direct your life on this journey, may he increase you and grow you more in the understanding of him, in Jesus name. Amen.

[@makiemazibuko1678]

May God almighty keep protecting u may legions en legions of His angels encamp u all the time.

[@Portia_Mohau]

In Jesus name Amen 🙏 Thank you Woman of God 🙏

[@TshwareloMasweu]

I have been following your testimony and admonishment, ausi Portia. And it has opened up a lot of things spiritually for me. It has helped me to gain some spiritual insights into sexual immorality that I struggled with for yes, which was mostly responsible for me running away from the call of God in my life. Thank you for sharing your journey with us and may the Lord, God, the Almighty bless and protect you always. In the mighty name of our Saviour and Lord, Jesus Christ!

[@marthamasilela5922]

Each time I listen to u I learn and wants to know more abt God and long for a deep personal relationship with Him...I used to feel so unworthy so undeserving of His Love because I thought how can He love me when I disappoint him so much..but you have strengthen me..u giving me hope and reassurance..Yooo sis P u are amazing and so pure and so honest..ur not faking it..I feel ur sincerity as u speak..I pray for u..may God keep u...bless u and continue to use u...I love u so much..keep shining for JESUS

[@marthamasilela5922]

As for bleeding Christian I was onced hurt deeply by the church that I'm not sure I've recovered as I'm still scared of committing to church even now..I have a personal relationship with Jesus but not planted as yet to church ...Christians can hurt a person and destroy them😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭I'm still wounded and it's still painful

[@Assikoena]

I can relate ❤

[@esmert1622]

Thank you Portia for allowing God to use you in a mighty way. Lives are saved here

[@janemabuza1468]

You have such a PURE heart my dearest sister, keep on with the good work. I pray that you get all the protection from the Almighty God in Jesus Christ name Amen 🙌

[@Portia_Mohau]

Amen🙏 Thank You woman of God🙏 All glory belongs to God. I am grateful and encouraged Stay blessed 💞

[@thndythemedtech2143]

Listening to ur testimony revived me because for a while now I have been feeling so distant from God because of my own mistakes and u just made me realize I am a working progress and only God can make me whole...just wat I needed

[@Portia_Mohau]

Glory to Jesus 🙌🙏 let us continue my dear sister He who promised us is faithful 💓

[@johnchinedu4128]

Christ, on his way to Calvary fall 3xs, so we're expected to fall... but the blame will come if we refuse to stand up. God bless you for all this sharing I so much love it listening to you. The Bible says that we will pass through fire but it will not burn us. I have to remind you of this song: refrain: Yes, I shall arise and return to my father! 1. To you O Lord I lift up my soul: In you, O my God, I place all my trust. Refrain.... 2. Look down on me, have mercy O Lord: Forgive me my sin, behold all my grief. Refrain.... 3. My heart and my soul shall yearn for your face: Be gracious to me and answer my plea. Refrain...etc

[@emilywood3720]

My dear. God is healing you through your testimony. And healing others including myself. Thank you. May God strengthen you 🙏 ♥️

[@Portia_Mohau]

Amen🙌 Thank you sis❤️ All glory belongs to Him🙌

[@kingdomlifestyles9974]

The Bible says the consequence of sin is death. I wish people realized just how big the impact of fornication is on our lives. It’s a mess. I pray that our children are spared from walking down this path. It’s not worth all the trouble. Keep preaching sister 👑🌸

[@Portia_Mohau]

🥺🥺🙏❤️

[@thembakazithembi1561]

I thank God for your life 😭😭😭😭😭😭 i find my self in you

[@Portia_Mohau]

Glory to Jesus 🙌 Thank you Sis Thembi. It is well❤️

[@alicemasemola2319]

When it comes to us Christians, what I have learned is that many of us do not understand what it means to be a Christian. We do not read our Bible and are not hungry to learn the word of God and plant it on the tablets of our heart. We are just fine with going to church, looking great, reading the Bible on Sunday and that’s it. We don’t often renew our minds daily as the word of God says. We do not hunger for a genuine relationship with God. Where we believe that our flesh and sinful nature was crucified on the cross with Jesus, Jesus lives in us and we are no longer of the world. I say we coz I was once like that. And which is why demons play skop die bol with the children of God. We forget our authority. Sometimes children of God don’t even know the power they have coz they don’t read the Will of God (Bible). We need to wake up. Hunger for a relationship with God. Be obsessed with reading the Bible than posting on Insta and reading self help books and novels etc.

[@evelyngadinabokao7615]

Brutal honesty. Portia, you are you.

[@manganesencala1974]

Ha re lahleha o re kgutlisetsa hae .Ah lerato le lekalo. Holy spirit🙏🙏🙏

[@blessedblessed8294]

Thank WOG for this testimony I’m going through the same things I’m learning a lot from your testimonies. May God continue to use you to change lives.

[@VENT6154]

You are indeed GOD’s BELOVED. I salute you . Giving God all Glory.

[@maggyngeno8931]

Many are the afflictions of the righteous but God takes them out of them all. May the blood of the Lord Jesus always protect you WOG, be strong in the mighty power of Jesus. Amen

[@helenmakwakwa6335]

Hi Portia I thank God Almighty for leading me to your video, I am a sangoma initiate but ever since I have been on this journey my life has turned upside down mostly I lost peace I have been having this feeling that I am on the wrong path but your testimony has strengthed me ,I now know that it's not too late God can deliver me.God Bless you .

[@Portia_Mohau]

Glory to Jesus😭🙌🙏 It is never late my sister. The saints are still around preaching these good news Sis Helen. Please meditate on these verses Proverbs 1:23, 1John1:9, John3:6, Romans3:23, Roman8 God loves you so much sis please do reach out if you need more understanding on the scripture sent out my email is [e-mail]

[@sdmogola2505]

@Helen I will pray with you Sisi, I have so many family members initiated and my heart pains me every time I think of what they are going through, so it's always been a commitment to pray for all the people who are in the dark but I stopped and now listening to Portia I'm encouraged to start again. I can imagine how empty you feel , because even we as Christians when we are in trials and tribulations we lose the peace of God. God timing is always perfect, He will come through for you.

[@mpumezungu7318]

Thank you Portia my child God allowed you to go through it all for a reason beyond human understanding to help His people through your story so His would be glorified .God bless you so much and continue to pour His spirit upon you Love you so much you are resilient

[@Portia_Mohau]

Amen Ma😩🙌🙏 To God be the glory 🙏 Thank you so much 🙏

[@kholo_Faith78]

Praise be to God Sister Portia, I really wish to meet u one day. Thank you for your testimony. May God continually bless you 🙏♥️

[@Portia_Mohau]

Amen🙌🙏 All glory to the most high God sis 🙌. Thank you so much 🤗God willing we will❤️

[@ROZE6025-o4g]

Thank you young lady. You are brutally truthful in every way. One heals faster when you take responsibility for your predicament instead of blaming others even if they are the trigger 🙂

[@JBar-ft1iy]

So far the most brutally honest episode, thank you for your transparency sister Portia

[@lisabrown1782]

Each of your videos touch me in a different way. Praise God for you!

[@ernestbuleli5355]

Sister Portia, the Grace of God is upon you. Your story is bringing healing to many souls that are wounded. Glory to our Lord Jesus.

[@Portia_Mohau]

Glory to Jesus 😭🙌🙏 All for His glory🙏

[@lifeinashackwithabby2734]

What a journey! But his grace is sufficient 🙏

[@Portia_Mohau]

Amen!🙏

[@marthamasilela5922]

But I know Jesus Christ is Lord ..Hallelujah 🙏

[@Portia_Mohau]

Amen and Amen 🙌

[@tembelazwane9923]

Ohh my God I feel you. My tears are rolling over my face, this is so painful

[@thulisilegamedze4188]

You are beautiful those mntase...but your honesty is something else....indeed the five fold is working in you...continue with this testimony..THEY OVERCAME HIM BY THE BLOOD OF THE LAMB AND THE WORD OF THEIR TESTIMONY...continue overcoming my sister

[@Portia_Mohau]

Amen thank you MTAkababa

[@bnkufa]

I can see your pain, you are a strong woman. Thank God that He strengthened you.

[@Portia_Mohau]

Amen🙏 Thank you ma🙏

[@lebogangtaffa3403]

Shuu!! 😭😭Jesus our brothers needs you. The Lord has graced you sis. You are a blessing in the kingdom 🙏🙌

[@Portia_Mohau]

Praise be to God🙌🙏 Thank You so much 🙏

[@xoliswangobese5743]

Glory to God 🎉 I bow with the engels I say holy is our God❤❤

[@ckaudetteanderson9293]

THIS IS MY STORY ...THIS IS MY SONG...PRAISING MY SAVOIUR FOR ALL THE GOOD THINGS HE HAS DONE...GLORYYY TO JESUS...AMEN...

[@JohannaMakgorogo]

I thank God for u my sister , I've learned a lot from you

[@alicemasemola2319]

I just want to thank God for blessing us with you. You understand the assignment God has given you. It is not easy but you had to live that life so you can wake us up from thinking that life is a physical paradise. God has saved and woken up many of His children through your story and videos. May God continue to protect, strengthen and bless you even more. Glory be to our almighty God. Jesus is the shepherd and guardian of our souls. We fear no evil. For God is with us. Amen.

[@Pinki0134]

I felt that pain.... I can relate🙋‍♀️. Praise be unto God who can heal every wound🙌🏽. There is a balm in Gilead... I've been through that path. Thank God I live to tell the story. Great to see that what God does for one, he can do fo all🙌🏽

[@MagadalaHighlyFavored]

It takes a lot to share one's experiences, you have a family to think about and kids, you're brave lil sis may the Lord continue to give you strength and wisdom.

[@Portia_Mohau]

Amen😭🙌 Thank you so much Family 🙏

[@ivymartilah477]

esshhhhhhhh so painful experience, but above all God's time is ALWAYS the best

[@winifredmoripe7458]

Wow, beloved, we r learning a lot frm yr journey, Holy Spirit in you is working miracles n wonders,

[@sundaeemhayise9642]

Hang in there kutolunga Sisi Portia, I was born to my Mother who ran away ephehlweni because she came from a Roman Catholic Church. She left because she was raped by her Gobela, she was 16 years and that man cursed her and her future and her children. So when I was born at a year old my Mother was told to get rid of her bone's because I have a super natural gift so the bone's also got me sick and she got rid of them by letting them go through the river at the river near my Grandfather's farm. So I watched your episode's because I wanted to know why my Mother ran away and gave her life to God. Thankfully I understand my Super natural Gift. I'm on a personal journey because Pastor are not what they say they are and they've tried to exploit my Gift. These videos have helped me alot. They have given me the truth of everything of the spiritual world 🌍. I thank God I found your videos they are helping me 🙂. Thank you God 🙏 for helping me come across you Sister 🤗 Portia

[@Portia_Mohau]

Jesus is Lord 😭 🙌🙏 We bless God for your life and your testimony 🙌 Indeed God is faithful and good🙏 God bless you Family❤️

[@sundaeemhayise9642]

Thank you for responding Sisi wami 🌺 Sisi Portia. I pray everyday that one day God 🙏 will give me strength to be able to use my Spiritual Gift. So I help people, I know I'm here to help God's people. I'm being attacked by witchcraft daily and I understand because of the Spiritual Gift God gave me. I Pray for my sanity and safety. I Pray God uses you Sisi Portia in helping the nation's. You are a living testimony of God's Love.

[@douglasgumbi3375]

I love it,when you say Baba God,God bless you my precious sister ❤

[@nontobekomalinga6166]

May God continue to bless you n gives more wisdom woman of God , The way you r not pointing fingers at anyone !! I learnt a lot from you in this Christian journey

[@nontobekomalinga6166]

Jesus Christ!!!!I

[@Portia_Mohau]

Amen! Thank you woman of God🙏 Glory belongs to God🙌

[@mamikiramafoko4095]

You went through a lot Portia.Some Christians are wolf in sheep's clothing. Do not trust them too much and do not expect too much from them. Trust God and yourself ,you will not be disappointed.

[@mauricebotondo825]

Thank you so much many of us will have a better walk with Christ once we take accountability and stop pointing fingers...May the Lord continue protecting and perfecting you for his glory.

[@Portia_Mohau]

Amen. Glory to God 🙌 Thank you Family 🙏

[@songezoflatela7088]

My sister you've been through a lot, may the LORD give you all the strength that you need to carry on.

[@Portia_Mohau]

In Jesus name Amen 🙏 Thank you Family 🙏

[@tatolobenjamin4782]

This time around I'm speechless, but I thank God for using you cos tonight I've learned something that I was struggling to deal with it, & u said it loud & clear, thank you so much, I'm Goin back to God for help me & deliver me from this sin that I was struggling with it. God bless you Ma-sista.

[@IamKhay]

The rawness in your journey will save and heal a lot of people, sis Portia. God bless you for allowing him to use you as a vessel❤

[@tembelazwane9923]

May God keep on giving you strength, U'RE an overcomer, indefeatable, unbreakable my sisi, love you so much

[@Portia_Mohau]

Amen🙏 Thank you Family 💓

[@johannajohannes1049]

Wow, thank you for telling it like it is, no matter how brutal it is

[@johnmotswetsa3742]

Sis Portia, you are deep mam. May God continuously bless you 🙏🙏

[@Portia_Mohau]

Praise God 🙏 thank You so much brother John

[@emilymokoena9842]

My sister you have been through a lot,I love you,you remained in the Lord Christ Jesus,the joy of the Lord is our strength

[@seokejohnny454]

You are too Deep Sis Portia.God keep you.Thank you 🙏🙏

[@CharlesettaAde]

Thanks Sister! This video is very powerful! You have used your life as a living example for others! Praise the Lord. Christain have to be accountable to the word of God and the teachings of Christ. God bless you!

[@Portia_Mohau]

Amen and Amen 🙏 Glory to God 🙌 Thank you Family 💓

[@mokgadileferela4755]

Glory to God for this video, it built me

[@thulanicoolruler3192]

You are very Strong Sisi. I really must command you and your faith. God bless you 🙏

[@Portia_Mohau]

Thank You 🙏 Glory be to God🙏

[@pearlpebbles854]

Wooooow what A Testimony 🤗. God Keeps You. You Are Amazing Struu 🙏🏽

[@Portia_Mohau]

Glory to God 🙌🙏 Thank you sis❤️

[@winstonekamande9349]

I wish the men of God should attain the level of anointing and wisdom like the apostle Paul. If this sister would have gotten a mature spiritual man of God would have not land to such encounters. Jesus have lived with his disciples for there years training. Paul could mentar churches individuals like Timothy and Titus. Now having grown in spiritual understanding God will use you in the ministry of building young christians through your inspiring testimony in encounter with Jesus Christ.

[@assermogowane609]

Hey my sister I have just recently subscribed to your channel, because of the Nija's craziest, and I've watched few of your clips or your stories, and I believe we have more in common though I was never a Sangoma but your walk or your journey in Christianity, I pray and hope that God will heal you...

[@Portia_Mohau]

🙌🙏 Thank you so much

[@letsgetcooking1761]

Thank you daughter of Zion for your testimony. You just reprimanded me with some of the things you're talking about and I realized my mistake. When I got to know and understand Mark 4: 3-20 where the Bible talks about different Christians that was the start of understanding that Christians are not the same, now I'm able to approach every Christian with these verses in my mind and this makes my life so easy coz I always know when I deal with a Christian which one I'm dealing with through these verses. Stay blessed, won't say be blessed anymore🤣

[@thulisilegamedze4188]

What a word 🙌 soo much light you're sharing 🙌

[@Portia_Mohau]

🙌🙌❤️

[@oanamesebekedi1989]

Thanks sis Portia age really matters in relationship how can a young man with no previous relationship go 4 someone who was married and have kids that's a recipe 4 disaster,y can't everybody stick to his group,let's go to the basics.

[@enneykenney9251]

I've been following your episodes. You've come from a dark place to the presence of God. Your heart is in the right place. You are a good person and an analytical person. You have qualities to be a fair judge. This is something lacking in most people. You know that the principal thing is the understanding of Gods word, and beyond that, walking in that understanding. You're in good place; a place that most Christians are not fortunate enough to chance upon in their lifetime. Let me point out one thing: you quoted Romans 8, *"they that live after the flesh do mind the things of the flesh..."* You might have taken that statement out of context. There is a light in scripture that you will see. It's much more glorious than you have seen.

[@Portia_Mohau]

Amen🙏 to God be the glory 🙌. Thank you.

[@mulaloratsiku6533]

All I can say is God loves you Sis P🌸🤞🙏 Keep going He is with you and will be with you always. I pray for healing grace upon your life 🙏

[@mphotsotetsi1210]

God bless you Sister🙏

[@Portia_Mohau]

Thank You so much 🙏God bless you too brother.

[@TebogoMaboya]

Sesi Ke Don, I am sorry you were hurt so much however on the positive side. It is your soul path and evolution and all of it will be clear one day…..

[@nelzg5819]

You make so much sense spiritually and otherwise

[@Portia_Mohau]

Praise be to God 🙏 Thank you Family 🙏

[@rosyrose6450]

My sister am so sorry you had to go through all this. They are lessons for the future generations. Bible says, experience is the best teacher but if you are wise you will learn from the experienced. Your experience will save a lot of people from harm . God be with you.

[@ezekielameduogidi5288]

This was really tough on you. Thank God for His word. You are blessed!!

[@holymonke5165]

Shalom sister. God is working in us everyday.

[@natashabwalya-vx6sv]

Just bear in mind that, we care for you. And we are always praying for you. for God to strengthen you all the time.. Christians are just human don't mind them

[@redeemablesoul]

Joh this makes me cry

[@jojobossman2190]

Thanks sis. I'm learning a lot from you.

[@ebenezermissiontv]

I wish I was there to help 😢

[@Portia_Mohau]

🙏🙏☺️

[@TshepoTsambo]

With all due respect... You look absolutely beautiful WITHOUT the makeup.

[@Portia_Mohau]

Thank you family🙏I actually love me without make up😂🙈 I just like lip stick sometimes

[@natashabwalya-vx6sv]

May God heal your soul my sister.remmeber it is written in the Bible not everyone who calls me father belongs me.. only God knows who is his

[@EyeAmXeenie]

❤❤❤

[@sefakomatjele5323]

U knw what I lv u ...u r so beautiful god des women

[@ntombzsibisi1613]

I love you sister ,Iv been listening to your vidoes pls can you pray about braiding your hair and also wearing makeup ask God and also covering your hair. Thank you for your testimony hope you will not feel offended about what I said to you

[@Portia_Mohau]

❤️❤️❤️🙏

[@olarindeoluwasegun6123]

Of all your testimonies this is the saddest. A lot of people in Church lack love and that hinders the move of the spirit. Beware of people in Church. The evil in the church is often very easily concealed by pious behavior.

[@abramkosa8631]

We are all bottling with fornications we lost it on the way

[@oanamesebekedi1989]

Sorry sis Potch u really went through a lot 4 Ur age,this world and Bible schoolers can be cruel some cause we are not perfect

[@magrethkhoeaos]

SEX AND MATURBATING CAN DRAIN ONE VERY TRUE I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT.

[@Portia_Mohau]

🙌🙏🙏🙏

[@dennifresma3784]

Why most of these sangomas we're very young?

[@chichidaniels2677]

But which one were you? Satanist or Sangoma?

[@TaWongs007]

Is ubungoma a deep darkness or am I missing something here, were you a sangoma or were initiated into something else via ubungoma what is happening here is there something I'm not hearing here.

[@yolanda.7033]

Yes, there's a lot you're missing. This is episode 11, so you have to go back to the beginning.

[@abramkosa8631]

I cannot judge you sorry

[@ivy.Joy.Superwombman]

Your WhatsApp number don’t work for there is an extra number..