Beaded Peyote Bead

[@Jewelottica]

I'm in tears listening to you. I am so very sorry for the loss of your daughter. I lost my 29 year old to suicide in 2004. He wasn't on any meds that I know of, but he was seriously depressed. The anger is getting you through the day. It is just part of the grieving process. Take care of you right now. Thank you for taking the time to make this video for us. These are really pretty. I wish you good health and many hugs of comfort.

[@leesasees]

You have every right to be angry, and I think you're right on about the psychotropic drugs. Good job getting this vid out! We're glad you did it.

[@Dawnybros]

Glad you are back. I will hug my daughter all the more when I see her Saturday, and I will give her a hug from you if you don't mind. Wish I could feed you strength and serenity, but right now your anger is just, and you need it. Please take care of yourself.

[@nelliedavis5721]

hello you know I'm not one for writing comments.but I love to listen to and enjoy your tutorials when your in a mood.Don't think people aren't listening because we are and I totally agree with you .I have no idea what happened to your daughter but I have 3 daughters and I pray I never have to feel what you are going thru right now because you are so real! Your pain is so real. its so felt honestly!

[@dksuttle]

I really enjoyed this video, can't wait to get to my beads. I am so sorry for your loss. My son died 2 and a half years ago. I hope you find the strength to get through this. Your pain will ease in time. I imagine your anger with the industry will always be with you and justifiably so. I am just so sorry for your pain.

[@debbiecarney1724]

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss, I agree with everything you said :( Hope your feeling better soon. Thank you for showing us your beautiful work . My heart hurts for you and your family , sending tons of love your way HUGS XXXX

[@maryp8089]

Just wanted to give you a hug and tell you how much you inspire me. I've had panic disorder all my life, pills help keep the anxiety down, but you are exactly right. Don't stop being you!

[@sumachy]

Im so sorry for your loss hun, Ive lost someone too from mental health issues, my heart goes out to you, i wish i could give you a huge hug and erase your pain. Xxx you are right, drugs just make things worse, and psychotherapists should me sought after before anything else!

[@lindalowney1404]

I'm sorry to hear about your loss. This really brings back memories, I lost my 13 year old grandson a few years ago to suicide, he was on meds too.

[@jcb0818]

Sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your talents with us.

[@gaynelled6427]

You are sooooo right about the mental health INDUSTRY!!! I am so sorry about your daughter. I see a Behavorial Therapist, much more helpful. Glad you are back. Sending prayers

[@tsummerlee]

Yes!

[@chilwthme]

Please accept my condolences on the loss of your daughter......losing a child at any age is life changing and depressing in itself. I lost my little girl when she was 2. Please make sure you take care of you......we sometimes focus on the loss and forget about our own mental health. Take care and thanks for taking the time out of your day to make this video for us!!!!

[@melindalacatus5722]

Hope you feel better! Unfortunatelly, here in Europe is the same thing: depression is treated with loads of meds, and when you read the adverse effects it is unbelievable. It is a huge industry, they make huge profits, and this is all it counts for them .There is no such thing as resposability, morality, humanity. And the doctors are, unfortunatelly in the same category. A big hug for you from far away (Romania)..Melinda I forgot to thank you for another great tutorial.

[@tsummerlee]

I heard that CBT therapy was very popular in the UK. Honestly, I think most doctors are honest and really want to help, but I worry very much about their fundamental premises regarding human nature.

[@ennis4489]

I love you and your attitude! I am so sorry for your loss, I understand the anger also. I have depression from loosing a son. I can not get myself to bead yet, however you always inspire me to try. Thanks for being you!

[@sam9164]

My heart is going out to you, my son died last year because of drugs and if I could hug you right now I would.

[@cathynugent6628]

Peace to you. I agree that cognitive behavioral therapy is the best for depression. You can even buy a book and do it yourself as long as you keep with it and realize that you will be your own worst enemy in the process and it takes work and persistence. Thank you for your tutorials.

[@vidbox44]

I'm so glad to hear your voice, and know you're getting on. I know - what choice do you have, right? Just the same, you've been on my mind and I'm still feeling for you every day. And the message you chose to share and the words you used are SPOT ON, as usual. Xxoo

[@tsummerlee]

You write the nicest comments!

[@Sadiesbling27]

So so sorry for your lose, may your days become a bit easier in time.

[@GinasGemCreations]

So sorry about your loss, but happy to see you beading. These are supercool! Would look pretty as a loop knot over pearls. Going to try that.

[@patricia67252]

Good to see you back. You're one of the most real, funniest people on KZbin and you're a fantastic, creative beader. BTW, I know how you feel about the mental health industry, and thanks for sounding off about it. All they're doing with drugs is masking the problem, not helping people to get to the crux of their problems.

[@tsummerlee]

:) Thanks!

[@karenmc4592]

i love you videos, thank you for sharing your time with us even when you really aren't feeling like it. so sorry for your loss. take care of yourself. Seriously

[@sam5miy]

I admire your strength

[@danibf2224]

I send you a big big hug and prayers for your daughter

[@janewalshaw]

Thank you for sharing your story, it is so hard.... i lost my brother to suicide....i know how you are feeling...i felt angry for a very long time...its been 18 years on November 14th ..... i miss him every day....but now i can smile when i think of him, one day you will to........ stay strong... Love and hugs from Jane in the UK Xxxxx

[@Synzora]

I adore this bead!! I will have to watch it over without the sound though because those pretty, gentle froggie sounds in the background are making me drift off to sleep while sitting here! GAH! lol

[@connieborg6471]

Love all your colour choices! Its a Beautiful design! I am very sorry that you went through so much. I will pray for you.

[@Stephanie_Hancock]

Sweetie, so sorry for your loss. Wish I had words to help.

[@echoandmeaservicedogslife3300]

I'm so sorry for your loss sending you love and light and healing energy

[@ivoryroberts546]

you are right sorry about your loss.

[@maggieculbert1033]

I just found you.....I was feeling kinda out of sorts...these folks with these perfect videos...thank you ..for being you

[@donnaccincinnati]

my heart goes out to you....i deal with ptsd and i dont take their drugs and its so unfair the way we are treated by the social services industry

[@blumoonshadow9154]

I agree with you wholeheartedly! I'm glad to see you back sweetie! Hugs to ya! :)

[@its.the.bling.for.me.2]

My Heart goes out to you hope all is well

[@TheWiseMagpie1]

I instinctively wanted to comment ....but it is too late now...(just wanted to say that you were só right, and só righteously angry...). You will be so sadly missed.💖

[@lavonnewashington6479]

oh my... I pray that you are feeling better. I pray that you have been able to find some peace with this situation. I don't know when you posted this video but good God you need us to pray for you. I'm doing just that love!!!

[@DanielleComesBack]

Cookie LaVonne I don't know if you know, but TC died last September. She is greatly missed. I hope she is happy again, if that's possible after death.

[@quinettajames6279]

How did TC died.? This breaks my heart.

[@DanielleComesBack]

Quinetta James It is believed she had cancer or a heart attack. Her son told me. I think it was cancer as she was very very thin at the end of her life. That combined with the deep sadness of losing Ashley conspired for her early and sudden passing. It's still hard.

[@quinettajames6279]

I agree. I've watched her you tube for years. I cried when I heard. She will be missed. Thank you for taking time to answer. I've lost 4 children from death. One from suicide, the others from health.

[@DanielleComesBack]

Quinetta James oh that's so sad! Yeah, Teresa lost one daughter to suicide in 2015. She was very hurt, obviously. I'm sure you understand. But that's what happened. It's our loss. 🙁

[@cathijohnson5867]

im so sorry about your beautiful daughter. I know what you mean about the mental health industry. they suck! my daughter has a lot of mental health issues and I don't see where anyone is helping her other than doping her up with crap! I talk to her till im blue in the face and she doesn't listen. my heart goes out to you and sending prayers and love.

[@tsummerlee]

:( Wish I had the answers.

[@laurarroncbf]

hi, in my case I Was very sick too, and no medicine worked for me until I discovered that in most cases severe depression is caused by hypothyroidism I have been in treatment for almost a year and the depression is almost gone. if someone would had told me this information a long time ago, it would have avoided a lot of pain and sorrow to me and my family. Im sharing this information with you with all the good intetions because maybe a simple blood test can help your doughter. I send you my best wishes sorry for my bad I grammar

[@luemoonba]

Please take care of yourself. My heart goes out to you and keep posting vides and keep swearing if it helps. We don't mind.

[@Elagydaorb]

Thank you for sharing big hugs and prayers!

[@lievedegeyter5319]

Glad you're back! I''m glad you're angry too!

[@quinettajames6279]

How did TC died?

[@kyra-leemariewilson9141]

You Are So Right Hun. You Have Every Right To Be Angry Ok Don't Worry About What People Say You Have People Who Cares About You Ok. I Am So Sorry To Hear About Your Daughter. I Hope You Get Better Soon Keep Your Chin Up I Know It Hard To Do When You Are Sick. Sending You Heaps Of Love, Prayers & Big Big Hugs Ok

[@Pherine1]

Teresa, love the beads, please come back soon x x x

[@tsummerlee]

It's practically impossible to get excited about making videos anymore. I don't know how to change that. :(

[@lechatnakit5433]

Dear Teresa, when I stumbled across this video it touched me so deeply. I said to myself "This is me speeking". Drugs helped me not to do the worst BUT every day is a struggle. There was a time when I could create things, now everything I want to do, makes me wanna throw up I watched many of your videos but I never realized what you are going through now. Everything you say about the industry is to the point. Many hugs and God Bless You.

[@Colleenhine]

Love the rat tail cord one. Hugs and blessings.

[@Oonagh72]

That would make a cool bezel.

[@sebayoutube2009]

miss you prayers and hugs

[@pamelarose5578]

I am sorry for your loss. I feel for you. Be as angry as you want, you have a right to be. These doctors. throw drugs at every problem. Starting in elementary school. I have a daughter with mental health problems and q

[@amyweinstein1740]

yes it has become an industry. I left the mine d field in the early 90s when the medical profession took over the field of psychology. big pharma.

[@lsd9287]

I love your inspiration, thank you for share

[@kathleenvinyard9231]

You sound like me beading!🐱

[@geogrinaqisthina2226]

So faster .. i dnt understand what u do

[@stefaniarugiati7690]

Grazie!!!

[@donnaccincinnati]

i like you just the way you are

[@kiriasle]

the same in Portugal.....treat us like shit.....they do not care....

[@ErinLynnMUA]

This breaks my heart. I'm so sorry. You shouldn't have had to lose your daughter. It's unfortunate that therepy has become all about the drugs. And this is because big pharmaceutical companies are pushing it down our throats. Their greedy hands can't get enough money. It's all they care about. They don't care if it works. :(

[@nalinilutchman7336]

sorry about what is happening . Try meditation

[@lavonnewashington6479]

oh and yeah taking drugs prescription or street they all just cover up what's going on....

[@debbiewood6024]

The swearing is not pleasant watched with my son had to turn it off

[@melodymadry4707]

Not sure you are aware Debbie Wood. But her daughter had just died Oct. 3rd 2015. As you see this was published on the 25th. Also she will never see your comment. She died herself Sept. 6th 2016. Not judging you at all dear. I know what you meant. Just wanted to let you know. Makes me so sad.

[@debbiewood6024]

Melody Madry I'm ver sorry to hear about your daughter, I cannot imagine how you feel. No I was not aware of this. X

[@melodymadry4707]

Oh no Debbie honey it's not my daughter it was TC beads daughter. Although she had a dirty mouth anyway, she really was being that way in this video. She died herself on Sept 6th. Everyone believes she committed suicide. But I know how you felt about having your child right there listening to that bad language.

[@debbiewood6024]

Melody Madry oh no that's so terrible , and very sad x

[@matselisomatseletsele3791]

I sympathize but I bead to escape my own demons. I unsubscribe.