Beartooth "Caleb's Speech on Depression/Suicide + Disease" (Live) Disease Tour Chicago, IL 10/1/18

Beartooth - DISEASE NORTH AMERICAN TOUR 2018
(w/ Knocked Loose and Sylar)
MONDAY · OCTOBER 1, 2018
House of Blues
329 N Dearborn St, Chicago, IL 60654

[@MightBeCale]

Well I wasn't planning on crying today, but here we are.

[@Trent2002W]

Same I heard it live in Boston but it still hits hard

[@jaywortman3444]

I don't cry often but this hit hard

[@illeandreas920]

Half a year passed after i lost it...still love this video...i will always have to cry when i see this video

[@lessthankristin]

I was in the room for this speech. I was in tears the entire time. Damn, I miss shows.

[@petercollier4362]

I know this comment is two years old but if you ever feel down feel free to message me. I go through this a lot and Ive learned to accept who I am mostly. I hope you’re well.

[@carminalopez3532]

Dude when he said "Why can't I be like my friends? Why can't I be normal?" I just broke down in tears, I always think about that

[@MarioLopez-fs9tm]

I don't know if anyone will read this, but I hope it benefits someone one day. I saw Beartooth for the first time last year in Orlando. When Caleb gave this speech, I felt an indescribable wave of emotions rush over me. I have been struggling with things in my head for the past 5 years. And I had never really understood it nor took the time to begin to understand it. When I heard Caleb talk about this, I felt like someone saw and understood exactly how I felt. This also motivated me to dedicate the past year to figure out what truly goes on in my head and what are the pulls and levers that make me feel the way I do. And what Caleb said couldn't be more accurate. These things are part of you. But you are bigger than them. Some days are better than others, but knowing that there are people out there going through the same thing gives me a bit of comfort. Thank you for uploading this and thank you Caleb for giving us an album that addresses the things everyone is too afraid to address.

[@jamesatter4475]

Mario Lopez ❤️

[@fredriknorman5528]

Thank you for sharing, and you are not alone! i promise you!

[@jaywortman3444]

Remember we will all stand by you and never give up because people do care

[@chriszagaros6346]

I understand you, I understand, I understand you. Stick to Your Guns lyrics

[@lawnkingslandscaping8328]

God bless brother!!! Hope you are doing well!!!🤘🤘🤘

[@hollyvelasquez5361]

first time i ever cried at a concert. that says a lot man

[@nclsdnk5951]

Oh, I see you never saw Frontz of Attila speak about pizza in live

[@ToppysTalkShow]

If I went to this show, I 100% would have to🙃 this shit hit home

[@christophermolina5522]

I legit broke down crying and leaned on my girlfriend that night when he did this speech in LA which was the first time she’s ever seen me cry the way I did cause I have deal with depression and anxiety and have had those dark thoughts but luckily I called the hotline to help. It fucking sucks how painful it is to go through that. I felt like I connected with Caleb that night cause it does fuck with you especially when you put on a fake smile to get through the day cause you don’t want to let the people you care about to see you suffer. I will never forget that night ever because that night I sat in the dinning room at 3am ready to just fucking end it all in one go. I thank Caleb and Beartooth and everyone I’ve ever spoken to that helped me through it

[@ItsdaFittySimp]

My idol I remember it was 2016 I got up & went outback my house Turned pandora on and aggressive came on I fell in love. Spent all of 2017 trying to meet Caleb 2018 I finally met him at warped Cincinnati Ohio Got a photo and few items signed I couldn’t believe it. I actually finally met him. I love you Caleb And all my fellow fans here.

[@braedonmorrissey7548]

Starsat Gaming I heard “I Have a Problem” in April 2015 and ever since I heard that song I’ve been hooked on Beartooth! Love the emotion and meaning behind the songs. It’s why they’re my favourite band and will always be

[@trishabrady9337]

i remember being 15 and at one of the lowest points in my life. i was on the edge and i was about to just end it all. beartooth came on and it snapped me out of it. i wasnt a huge fan at the time but one of my favorite songs by them came on and it stopped me. idk how to explain it but it just did. i have spent every moment since i was 15 trying to snag tickets to the closest concerts near me that they were playing at and i never could. and now, for my 21st birthday, i get to see them live and i get to look up to the man whos music stopped me from making a horrible decision. Thank you caleb and Beartooth. you have no idea the amount of impact your music has on your fans.

[@Soulwhistle]

Trisha Brady which song was it?

[@trishabrady9337]

Soulwhistle body bag. “One life, one decision. Make sure it ends with you still living”

[@jaywortman3444]

How does it feel at the bottom of the barrel

[@zeuszo_o1593]

I’m 15 right now and yup going through that right now. But still no concerts of course

[@johnconnor993]

@@zeuszo_o1593 I am here bro

[@ramscapampangan1297]

Kyle pavone we will miss you

[@fredriknorman5528]

This, this saved my life. Thank you Caleb thank you Beartooth. We're not alone

[@JDmusic51]

I cried this whole entire video:( I feel so bad the people I look up to go through the same shit as me and I’m not alone:( I missed this show cuz I attempted suicide and horrible depression and panic attacks and hallucinations and I’m not scared to admit that😢 I’ve always loved Beartooth but now they are officially and forever will be my favorite band

[@kellyj.guzlas6854]

Thank you for recording + posting! We were there yesterday and loved this part! 💕❤️

[@noahthegentile]

I was fuckin there, this was the most emotional show I have ever been to. I will always remember this show, made new friends and saw old ones I haven’t seen in a long time, we all got together and embraced one another. It was the most powerful thing I have ever felt. I will never forget

[@braedonmorrissey7548]

This is why Beartooth is my favourite band ever! No band will change that. All the emotion and meaning behind the songs he writes makes every song unique and amazing. Heard them 2015 and been hooked ever since

[@Jacksonscarberry101]

Me too me too

[@shelbysmith6557]

I was up front in Atlanta right up on the gate and this was the first time I’ve ever cried at a concert.. but it felt so mf good to know that I can look up to my biggest inspiration when I’m feeling at my lowest and he would understand

[@adriyear]

OMG CALEB HAS IMPROVED SO MUCH LIVE

[@calebanderson5385]

Who left the dislike? I just wanna talk...

[@zeuszo_o1593]

1 year later and it’s still at 1 dislike. Sometimes humans aren’t that bad.

[@aubri_3208]

He did this in my hometown too and I cried 😂 Such a good speech.

[@cursedone2231]

The vibes are real with this, im an intovert and going to concerts like this is not my thing. I love the group bonding and having people who dress like me, understand me and arent judgemental and will be a friend. Its the going outside part. 🙄

[@tdrew337]

I love Caleb and Beartooth, such a great band!

[@RelMCProgram]

0 dislikes! Lets keep it that way 😤

[@maggiescanlan9859]

Thank you for recording and posting!

[@navinavi1630]

A few strums and scream can save everyone's life, thanks beartooth, means so much to me.

[@SimplyJustice1177]

I fucking love this band

[@naught49058]

I absolutely love these guys. 45 year old mom and they are my absolutely favorite 😍

[@jaywortman3444]

I've been in that situation before looking at that bottle of pills and every time I do I come back to this video and it helps

[@creekyboards2570]

Best of luck man I understand the struggle of addiction

[@jaywortman3444]

creeky boards thank you I know and have been trying my hardest

[@creekyboards2570]

Well best of luck man I know you got this

[@mitchcalvin995]

this shit just made me tear up man

[@lu4056]

Love u caleb!!!!!!

[@spencermartin5622]

Thank you for posting this. Caleb may feel like that but he inspires so many and these words I hope will help many.

[@terencekelly695]

Beartooth saved my life 🙏🏻❤️

[@nativeprincess4013]

Im seeing them tonight!

[@JNOV114]

Thank you.... Thank you

[@shadowroach]

Fuuuuuuckkk that’s heavy

[@laurenellis9237]

oh to have been at this gig, i’m sobbing just sat here in my bedroom, but i’m seeing them next year in march and i could not be more ecstatic

[@raeraethecircusninja1408]

I just wanna hug Caleb🥺🤘🏻

[@zakkforchilli]

I watched the whole thing and I was like yeah damn he knows what’s up… No tears yet tho. Then he got on his knees and that first sentence I starting fucking balling. Unreal. Thanks for having the guys to say that shit while people wanted to just start the show back up. Say what you need to say. Fucking dude is right as fuck, struggle hurts so bad and I’ve had this disease for a decade and a half. More of my life with it than without it. There’s hope yet… like this video. Thanks.

[@kennastout7621]

I'm cryinggggg 😭😭

[@kristamoody5011]

This brought me to tears. This guy fucking gets it

[@lincolnlee777]

caleb is the man

[@nicolee4118]

♡

[@dariadalke3093]

Caleb 😭

[@iwallabyi9207]

ik people wanted to say things but they were kinda being disrespectful tbh

[@braedonmorrissey7548]

I Wallaby I I wanted to say something but I was too busy crying 😭

[@otislaurence9393]

this doesnt deserve dislikes

[@weirdkid4470]

😭😭😭😭

[@spencermartin5622]

BEARTOOTH! YOU FUCKEN RULE!

[@iAmPrude]

Holy 😭😭😭😭

[@seppetoni7227]

Wow, that stuff is so fucking deep! I love it!

[@anaisnotokay]

bruh i feel the same

[@ethanschulte5148]

Hi my name is Ethan

[@WelshKyle]

Hey Ethan :)