BECAUSE OF YOU I FOUND HOPE | Twelve Titans Music

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@lorrainemace1983 6 ай бұрын

When im listening to this it reminds me of my mother because she fought long and hard to get me away from my neighbours who used to abuse and bully me but NOW because of her im now living in a bungalow far away from all the abuse i suffered, i never would have gotten it if it weren't for my mother. Because of her i have hope of a happier life now, because of her i now no longer want to end my life

@LaVidaAwesome 5 ай бұрын

Keep staying alive ❤

@theanti-star7151 24 күн бұрын

@@LaVidaAwesome please 🫂✨

@andrewhayes2773 14 сағат бұрын

Keep hanging in there kiddo. 🫂

@pink-doublethink 6 ай бұрын

I've watched Frieren twice. The first time, I binge-watched all serials in 3-4 days, and then almost immediately, I started re-watching 1-2 episodes a day. I think I'll re-watch it for the third time, because Frieren teaches me humility and fills me with kindness before a new day.

@CRISTHIAN_477 9 күн бұрын

I want to apologize for everything that has happened, and I want to start over. It's the perfect time to keep growing. I hope to see you again with good news. 1/12/2024 97.5Kg It's all or nothing❤❤

@alex-jblack337 6 ай бұрын

When I listen to this.. It reminds me of a time when people cared for me instead of hated me. I used to be an inspiration but now I am just looked at like a fool. A Fool who's eyes have been opened for the first time in most his life. I wanted to help so many people with their problems that I started to lose faith in myself and those around me. I pushed away the people I cared about and now they resent me. If I had the courage to even look them in the face I would, but all I feel is fear. I made them hate me, I tried to make them help me because I was afraid to do it alone, and now they pushed me away. When I have problems I try to ask for help but no matter what I do it only pushes them away. If I had any sort of courage to just say it to their face I would but all I can do is laugh away my problems.. and cry alone at night. I was always carrying pain on my shoulders because I thought if I did that it would make others feel happier and less afraid but it only put more pain onto myself. I am Autistic, I have anger issues and yet even if they know that they still think of me as a loose cannon. I have a heart of gold but the rust just keeps setting in and hiding it behind all my scars. I just hope that maybe one day someone I meet will understand that even people as kind hearted as me suffers the most inside. All that pain is hard to get rid of, you get people to help you and yet even if your fully listening.. you don't have the courage to get rid of the pain. Its like a fire trapped in a cage. If you want that fire to grow you have to have help for it but what if the help you need just pushes you aside. That fire shrinks along with the courage you may or may not have and for me to even be on KZbin to talk shows I am still hurting. But I am done asking to help others or asking for their help with the personal stuff. If asking for help alone is only going to result in pain where you lose friends then I wont do that anymore. I may be annoying but I don't try to annoy people. Its in my nature as someone who's willing to actually show kindness to have a little fun. But to continue to push me down has only broken my will. I know it sounds like I am quoting an anime, I watch a lot of them. But even with the help of people who have helped others before, I am still left in the darkness. Cold, Alone, and Helpless. I tried to find love and my own actions tore them away, I begged God for help.. if he's even real. But I lost faith in that too. No matter how much I pray and cry for the pain to end I can't even seem to find an ending. Was my life supposed to end in pure loneliness or just pure suffering? I am not even sure anymore. All I want now is just to find a way to be forgiven. May it be Gods will or some thread of luck that comes my way but someday I will see the light at the end of a rainbow like the fancy characters on screen. It was my dream to create things, roleplaying as if I were there myself. But all that time on a computer has blinded me for years and added onto the scars. My childhood was just as painful. Most kids or teens would blab about having the best time of their lives and although that might have been true for my past years it was fun.. but it was lonely as hell. I've been constantly feeling alone since day 1. Bullied on the streets and in schools for being nice. The only ones I had were my own parents and their constant arguing. I just want all the fighting in my life to end and to go away. Its not something simple phone calls can remove its something that takes time and time to get rid of. And even so I would still feel alone, despite having such great parents even with their arguments I would still feel that loneliness all because of what I did. I hurt a lot of people but I never meant to do so. This music here on this channel is inspiration enough to keep me happy each day but it will never fill the emptiness in my heart. If Marissa / Nyx hears these words I hope they don't push you further away but all I ever wanted was you. I never wanted fame or fortune.. just you. Thanks if anyone actually reads this but remember to not push your friends away. It is the loneliest feeling in the world. *A Quote from a Good KZbinr @CozyCraft: ''Don't Cry because its over, Smile because it happened.''

@N.E.Nordby 6 ай бұрын

Hi @alex-jblack337 I know we don’t know each other at all, but I was listening to this and read your post. I’m so sorry you’ve been through so much, and there must be so much more than the little bit you’ve written out in this comment. I usually never reply to comments I see on KZbin, but…I felt convicted to when it came to this one. I hope you know I only mean well in what I say below. Your life was not supposed to end in pure loneliness or pure suffering. That’s all that it may feel it is now, but that’s not what it was meant to be. That’s not the case for any single one of us. I don’t know if you believe any of what I’m about to say, but it still remains true. God doesn’t abandon us or forsake us. But…sometimes we get tired of the pain and what we’re dealing with. We try to pray but feel like it will never change. So we give up, maybe we lose faith. I won’t pretend to understand everything you’ve been through, but pain, loneliness, and darkness are the same at the core. During my teenage years, I was very lonely and friendless. I’d cry myself to sleep some days. My life as a teenager was no blissful picnic. So, I can relate to loneliness. That much I’ve felt, deeply at one point in my life. Maybe that’s why I felt so convicted to reply to this. When you are feeling so lonely, like the pain blots out the rest of the world and the claws of emptiness dig deep into the very core of your soul…look to God. Get your hands on a Bible and start reading. It won’t be easy. I’m not saying God magically makes all the pain go away or that we forget the past that haunts us and the pain that torments us. God never said that those who go to Him would be protected from the world’s harmful touch, that we’d never have scars. But He did promise to be our strength. To steady us. To hold our broken pieces in His hands. To love us no matter what. He knew we wouldn’t be able to take the darkness and pain that this fallen, broken world has around us-and the brokenness in us-but He is a God of healing. He will not leave you destitute and in pain. It doesn’t mean it will instantly all get better. Sometimes things take so, so much longer than we want or that we think we can take. They say time heals all wounds, but they were wrong. Even with years and years, some wounds and scars never heal. But we can still find a way to live with those scars. They may be a part of our daily life, but there is a way to grow through them, because God gives us hope and life. Isaiah 41:10: “Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” God will never change his mind about you. You are His precious child who He loves enough to have his own Son die and take your place just so He could have you. Even if you had been the only person on earth, Jesus still would have gone through all of that immense pain, suffering, and loneliness if it meant He got to save you. Just you. And because of that, you have forgiveness, love, and purpose in God. Maybe a lot of this sounds like it’s all too nice and too good to be true in real life, but…who decided it had to be too good to be true? Why can’t there be a God who loves and cares about us this much? I hope this has helped in some way. Even if we never interact ever again, I will pray for you. Pray that you find hope and light and healing through the loneliness, pain, and darkness you’ve been through and are still struggling with. We all have been broken in this life. Some more than others, but each in our own way. But…brokenness doesn’t mean there isn’t hope. There is one hope that remains, even if the rest of the world crumbles before our eyes. And that hope is Jesus. Isaiah 43:2: “When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze.” When you feel like you have nothing left but the pain and loneliness that stifles you...there is still one hope, one light, one last person to bring your SOS to. Psalm 34:18: “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.” If you feel like you have nothing left...is there anything to lose? Go to Jesus. Cling to him. Even if you’ve been there before and walked away from God, He still wants you back, as lonely and shattered by the pain as you may feel-He still wants you back. He’s been waiting, oh so patiently, for His beloved child to find Him. God does not want your life to be nothing but pure loneliness and suffering. He means for your life to be so, so much more than that. But the first step starts with you. It’s only a matter of if you’ll take that first step. Matthew 28:20: “And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age.”

@ai2802 6 ай бұрын

Hey there, couldn't help but read through your comment. It sounds like you are really going through a lot. I'm no expert but I always encourage those who can to seek professional help via something like counselling. There are many different types of counselors and professionals that could help you. If you are interested, I'd recommend you do some research as there are lots out there. Depending where you live there are also some great groups you can call for free to simply talk to people like the Samaritans. Anyway, thank you for sharing and expressing your feelings. Keep safe and if you find yourself really struggling, please do seek aid.

@howlingraven1863 6 ай бұрын

I forgive you for everything

@alex-jblack337 5 ай бұрын

You know, remembering this message I posted and seeing the nice comments and the words they speak to me fills my eyes with tears but it only makes my heart ache. Like the same fire in there wants to burn again but it can only spark without hope. The hope that I found was the ones I friended. It was the same loneliness I had today that I felt back then before I met a single friend. Although sometimes I lose my head I never lose the thought of seeing them again. While I sit here a Storm is coming, one that I can't face yet I feel it. I feel this storm coming; I dream it, and I am the only one standing between it and the home I made for myself. My dream shows a possible future where all my old friends return and we face it head on but that dream is like a broken glass panel. A False dream where A Dream I've wished till death was true but deep down it may never come true to be. This storm is the backlog to my sins and it is like a falling bomb about to strike down the last of my hope. All I can do is close my eyes, crumble to my knees, and just wish it end. But then again that spark doesn't go away, because That feeling of hope just flickering on and off like a broken lamp. I even feel sorry for the ones I've hated over the years, except for one person who I won't name. Because that person not only hurt me but they made me realize there is no reason to fight anymore. Every person this world has will either try to eat your heart out or just give you a hug goodbye. Nobody is perfect. When I sit here silently now I realize that yes I am very annoying but my inspirations have even moved the quietest people to open up. The more I help people I feel happy they can get a second chance but what about me? What will I get from giving inspiration, Just a flag that says you did great? What I want is no trophy. It can only be earned from the most open and hopeful people. What I want.. is to not be alone anymore. ''Sacrifices are bound to be made. It pushes us beyond the boundaries that we have set, beyond the limits that we can take. It helps us to gain new heights, or new lows. But one thing is for sure, without those sacrifices we make, we would never overcome the things that lay deep inside us.'' (Epic Music World - Youandi -)

@Teufelhelvegen 3 ай бұрын

You’re not alone there’s many of us out there trying to make a difference in the world to make it a better place for our next generations.

@goldenfangryushenron 6 ай бұрын

The fact that Frieren is on the thumbnail makes this ten times better👌👍✊!!! This anime is a gem in itself!

@mikeglaus5440 6 ай бұрын

When I see Frieren, I click automatically! Thanks again for the amazing track❤

@googs3273 6 ай бұрын

You clicked cause you saw Frieren, I clicked cause I saw Epic Music World. We are not the same

@mikeglaus5440 6 ай бұрын

@@googs3273 I like both 😇

@musically..induced 6 ай бұрын

@@googs3273 But @mikeglaus5440 didn't say he was the same as you. ( TO EACH HIS OWN) 🤣

@cristinarodriguez4212 6 ай бұрын

I clicked for both does that make me win something?

@musically..induced 6 ай бұрын

@@cristinarodriguez4212 Yes you win a COOKIE 👉🍪 lol

@sandragrecki6283 6 ай бұрын

WHOAAAAAAA ABSOLUTELY STUNNING GOOSEBUMP COMPILATION!!!! Finding Hope totally hit me right in the feels. So did number two and three!!!!! EPIC as always, EMW!!!!! SOOOOO good!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

@Lanau.Marie-Christine 6 ай бұрын

Bonjour. Epic Music World, merci bcp très belle musique orchestrale félicitations excellent !! 👍😄👋💯💯💙👍

@GPRBR1 6 ай бұрын

Frieren it's so beatiful and elegant!

@PWA5-f1l 5 ай бұрын

葬送のフリーレンがとても素敵です😊👍めっちゃ大好きです。がんばってください。フリーレンの内なる感情が伝わって来ています。最高です。クライマックスにこの音楽がもし、かかったら、考えさせられる気持ちで、泣いてしまうかもしれない。ありがとございます。今の戦争の時代に、この、フリーレンは必要なのかもしれない。

@tottoland 6 ай бұрын

I always feel strong energy when I listen to these tunes

@Shron_Hypercore 5 ай бұрын

I found hope in my life because of you. Now I hope from my this hopefull life that some day you find somebody as a hope in your hopeless life. ......And............ I hope that somebody might be me.

@The-King-of-Typos 6 ай бұрын

These tracks are all so incredibly epic and yet are also considerably emotional, and they simply touched my soul, I love these tracks with every fiber of my being. 💛💛💛💛💛 Thank you so much for sharing this with us, EMW! I truly appreciate how much you continually bring us such phenomenal mixes! Thank you!!! 💛💛💛💛💛

@РашатМамедов-э6к 6 ай бұрын

Amazing music as always. Love this channel

@Maricelis-k3b 5 ай бұрын

Tanto las imagenes como la música son asombrosas, me encantan tus videos,me transmiten un cúmulo de buenos sentimientos. Diría que las palabras sobran cuando los corazones hablan.

@MaRiAnike77 6 ай бұрын

Amazing and Wonderful ❤❤❤

@bearlover-hn1us 4 ай бұрын

Absolutely beautiful!

@corinnecalamia7854 6 ай бұрын

Beautiful music thank you 👏😍🇨🇵🌹

@worldwide_hitu 6 ай бұрын

Beautiful and wonderful tracks💚

@JaimeD. 6 ай бұрын

Beautiful music that fills me with hope, which fits the title brilliantly. 😁

@millerlucerojames 5 ай бұрын

Because of you ... i found a reason to live to laugh and love again .. why cause you gave me hope a reason to never fall into darkness nor let my demons comsume me

@amangogna68 6 ай бұрын

Fantastic music !

@hollymatton474 6 ай бұрын

Beautiful ❤❤

@emiliafrimu4761 6 ай бұрын

Superb 🙏💖

@Kinhdentivi 6 ай бұрын

Nice , make me feel stronger

@TenkoBerry 6 ай бұрын

This this is Quite Nice 👌

@bestvideosworld2521 6 ай бұрын

amazig

@swapanbordoloi8758 6 ай бұрын

Wow

@DavidSimmonds-zn2rv 5 ай бұрын

💚💚💚

@wesleyfortin3351 6 ай бұрын

Being a outsider, always appreciate one who appreciate me..may be short but gives a small measure of hope

@All_Beef_Hotdog 5 ай бұрын

Frieren, my silly elf wife, what are you doing here?

@virginialeite2787 4 ай бұрын

💙🌸

@HAdriana-z8u 6 ай бұрын

❤❤❤

@ssam1337 5 ай бұрын

Good that you found hope. I need to find some mutafuking money. How much hope for a better day is worth when all hope seemed lost? How much you would have payed for that? Or logic and reason?