If you going through something take your time, however you have a very humble amount of subs do not cheat yourself out of a chance for a career. I used to go to school with Colby and she used to get bullied that’s just how it was I was happy to see she is smiling now cause it was very hard to be here myself. Always wondered what happened after that incident glad to see she is with someone like you. Anyways take care bro ik your mom is watching over you just don’t give up keep on pushing and stay strong I’m praying for you.