Behind The Scenes At The Copenhagen CS2 Major

[@nikolascsgo]

watched this live, probably the happiest I've ever been for someone else's personal growth and future

[@dalt0n]

gifted my friend a sub, got my dopamine for the day. maybe seeing old people win really is the greatest gift! LOVE YOU RICHARD

[@rabidhercules9059]

As someone who spends half their workday driving, I cannot express how much I appreciate the longer videos on KZbin! Thank you❤

[@Sanquinar]

I just had a 10 hour road trip, and at least half of it was just Richards and Thorins videos/interviews. Makes the time fly by a lot faster.

[@BoxSounds]

Full time college student and truck driver here. I don’t get much time for cs but I love RLs content. If you’re ever by my side of the world drinks are on me!

[@oreZcs2]

I work as a prep cook and listened to this entire thing !

[@ignacius1994]

Ears on the road pal

[@Salsasports]

Lol same. I work 12s, can listen to these all day

[@Corsileo-w9q]

Richard, I'm like 25 minutes in, but I have to say that I am inspired by how you take accountability of your actions. You don't sugarcoat it. You don't make excuses. You own up it to it and you show empathy, understanding and growth. I've watched your stuff for years now and it's always helped me out tremendously (more than you could imagine), and to see you acknowledge your past mistakes helps me, because I've had similar problems. I know the rest of this video will be an absolute banger and you just showed me why I love watching you so much. You're a man of integrity and honesty and I love you for it. I would love to have a drink with you sometime and chat because you make me want to be a better person. Anyway, sorry for all this asslicking, but I just felt the need to let you know how you've reached me. Thank you, Richard. Much love, brother. Regards from the Netherlands.

[@larz4437]

A million times this. Richard’s ability to hold himself accountable and maintain high standards is truly commendable. It takes immense courage and self-awareness to do this.

[@j_kaRN]

Ima have to be real guys, been watching Richard for awhile but it feels like Jason and Chad having to point it directly out during their first interaction as a reality check, at his age is a long time coming. Too many years later did he realize his love for cs,the scene and the friendships he made along the way were being washed away behind his petty decisions and overinflated ego about being “the goat journalist” One thing you could learn from one of your close friends Thorin is that, even though the TOs may not want you, the players and the fans will still appreciate your content if it is good content. Again no hate, just trying to keep it real for a man trying to make amends for being a diva online when it wasn’t necessary

[@zilliq-qz5uw]

To be fair I was there for the sir chad of baggington shenanigans and laughed alongside the others, but I didn't stop and think for one minute that he should have called him before assaulting him on stream. I feel bad for going along with it as a viewer. The good thing to do was obvious but I was oblivious to it

[@toysgone]

The tragedy of becoming a true richard lewis fanboy is never missing a stream and therefore having most of youtube be old content 😢 i am enjoying myself

[@HellOzzzGaming]

The quote ''MOUZ shit the bed so badly Johnny Depp might divorce em'' Made me burst out laughing like a maniac.

[@M45KY]

Only 40mins deep and this video has such a positive and up-lifting vibe... much love brother

[@hawkfire1515]

yet again listening to rlewis continues to humble me. a man like this continues to learn and grow and make mistakes and heal. really shows and tells that we're all not perfect, but we can always strive to be better. much love to you rich, ty for everything you do. you're a legend and someone i look up to - for your failings and your strengths in equal measure. not many people can do content so open and vulnerable like this.

[@mihirx27]

21:45 the SPUNJ, Moses and Scrawny story was LOADED what the hell. I had tears flowing at my workplace. Damn you Richard, fookin hell.

[@2tonNe]

Hope this new outlook, bridge-building Richard Lewis doesn't go too far and we see him on a desk in Riyadh at the ESL Khashoggi Masters

[@ShadowWasntHere8433]

That sounds just unhinged enough for ESL to do

[@evanfury130]

I just want to say as a viewer, the experience and production of this major was fantastic the whole way through. The chemistry and vibes between the talent was palpable, and it elevated the whole show. The production was the best that I can remember at a major since ELEAGUE. 10/10 would fail my pick 'ems again

[@MacMate_]

If anyone ever bullies you for going to the gym or trying to get fit send them my way. Every time I have met any cs or esports player at the gym has only been an incredibly positive experience. I swear the trolls just live online.

[@notdroidbot2348]

Usually put your stuff on in the background to let the bald man shout at clouds while I work. This one was different. Locked in the entire time. Engaging, heartwarming, it's awesome to see you work on yourself, reflect and take accountability. Most wouldn't have the chutzpah to publish something this open and honest. Glad to see you back on the desk & much love to you Rich.

[@dogsushienjoyer]

this was one of best vods i ever watched, truly inspiring, i'm super happy for you and you also made me change the way i look at things. thanks for the great insights, everyone has flaws but you surely have some great personally traits and moral standpoints and im super happy that the negativity got softened within you keep up ur great work

[@Whateverworksism]

Thanks for uploading it to youtube, look forward to watching it. I enjoyed this major very much btw, thanks for your contributions on the desk, great stuff as always

[@SauceAppleEater_2885]

Glad you had such a good time Richard. Definitely deserved

[@mindbodyesports]

You’re always articulate, insightful, and entertaining but this was vulnerable and so pure. Thank you for sharing your story, Richard. And thankful you had an enjoyable major - how our tables have turned! 😉

[@getstuckin_]

Glad you had a good time. Sometimes friendships are lost, without knowing. Had that a few times, rebuilding them is definitely difficult but 100% worth it in the end. Enjoying these videos!

[@curlybri4823]

I watched this live, and I related a lot to what you said about becoming someone you weren't proud of during the last few years and getting back on the right path and growing. I'm glad you're getting out of that place Richard, I'm getting back to who I used to be too, and you sharing this story will hopefully help some others in the audience get the drive to go on that healing journey themselves because it's always worth it. :)

[@Jaspeli]

Appreciate the humility in this video. It made me reflect on the way I interact with content as well.

[@troubleshootingGG]

I’ve been watching all of your YT content at an increasing cadence over the last month or so and I finally watched this video … it [scarily] hit close to home … this video is reminding me to continue my journey of getting offline, being more positive, slow down my drinking and taking better care of myself … thank you so much for sharing this and being vulnerable … I’m really happy for you Richard … thanks again and can’t wait to see you at more PGL events moving forward

[@Tophe]

28:35 man, I shed a tear... Love you Rich and so glad you're feeling better 👊♥️

[@Tophe]

Also, amazing to hear you're going to be doing all of those PGL events! I'll definitely tune in now.

[@caboose2741]

awe man, I haven't seen you in a while, but God damn it's so good to hear that you had this experience. It's probably a lame tie between parasocial and your amazing story telling but that fucking hit me right in the feels. I am so happy for you man!

[@sitreppin]

very glad to see you on the desk man you fucking killed it your professionalism is top tier

[@EssentialEvil98]

This video really made me happy. As someone going through a lot of changes at the moment it’s nice to hear some positive things in your life.

[@Jason-jk3tn]

The throw to Harry and Hugo at the major final was so well done, it nearly brought me to tears. Your content has changed my life and provided me with laughs through some of the darkest periods of my life. I’m glad you did the major and excited to see a less bitter Richard.

[@kasenlehenbauer4855]

shit was wholesome asf, glad things are getting better richard, was glad to see you back on the desk

[@mojommmm]

this has really been an impressive video, thank you for your work at the major to keep it entertaining between games, you were arguably the best part

[@brendanalder8293]

A man is not judged by his success but how he responds to his failings. On this Richard, you are truly a hero for this accountability. Love your work as always and glad we have you in the scene.

[@samshield9016]

Richard I've been watching your content for quite a short period of time and love your content even though you may rag on some of my favorite players an listening to you speak really happily on the major and reconnecting with friends I feel really moved and as someone who feels that he's been online a bit to much as of late I feel really motivated to reconnect with people and I really hope you bring some more of a positive out look to some of your content in the future because its really heart warming many thanks keep up the good work hats off for sticking it to Astralis

[@williamherrington1522]

I'm really glad to you're back in the light, Rich!

[@ihaveyourcrayola]

I loved watching you fling shit at people in your toxic arc, but seeing you give flowers instead is nothing short of inspirational to me as a fan of you and the scene. I have been in that momebt where i feel like im a nice guy and my own past actions directly confront me, and it took a long time for me to realize that i am a douche and need to work on myself. Im glad you had that moment and im glad you got to grow from it instead of double down. Amazing video.

[@Jaeq]

3 hours left on my work shift. Rich coming in clutch!

[@devlequ4692]

Same

[@astar2394]

I do seriously mean it when I say this is one fo the most uplifting videos I've seen. Seeing a guy who I admire admit his flaws and make peace with the past and look forward to the future. Actual inspiring stuff Rich. Wish you the best :,)

[@jNoxx]

Hi Richard, I’m the crazy fan who sends in those chocolates. I’ve been doing it at every big tournament I go to. They are not that expensive tho! But they -look- expensive. (Also thanks tax write off). But I do enjoy the idea of the crew enjoying them. Super underrated part of the total experience, so every big tournament I bring them. This time a friend of me brought them by car from Belgium since I came by plane and couldn’t bring them. Untill next time, from the chocolate man.

[@higan98]

Absolute G

[@Lionbug]

This is EASILY my favorite video of yours, how great to hear all this!!

[@MichaelTermini]

Love the honesty and tough conversation at the start. Swallowing pride and admitting that you made an error is one of the hardest things to do. I respect you a ton for it.

[@blizz_cs]

I have been a fan of Richard's work for around 4 years now. Watching him show such a fire in wanting to clean up the scene and showing such strong leadership to rally everyone to fix what we all love is so inspiring and means a lot to me. The optimism is electric. CS is looking so back.

[@TheMasterPotato1]

Excellent Rich, props for being so forthcoming. Looking forward to seeing what’s next

[@ethanrummel6476]

Richard, I've been watching since 2016, so I suppose at this point I'm a long time viewer. Hopped on your content right before CSGO Wild, got wild. It was sad watching you struggle with your mental health throughout the last 5 years. Through the pandemic, I noticed your struggles and could feel them through your work, and like you said, out of character comments. Its a joy to see you return to a happier path. You are the only journalist I've followed for this long for any subject. I'm talking like I'm 30. I'm 22. You've shaped quite a bit more of my life than you'd think you would making videos in Europe. Cheers from MI, USA

[@pykeselslayer]

This makes me so happy honestly. Proud of you Rich

[@PavanNanduru]

Reposting comment since it was deleted somehow. 2 hours into the video and I'm loving the authenticity and the "behind the scenes" tidbits. Really good transparent video.

[@mckinleyostvig7135]

KZbin randomly deletes comments all the time

[@kutagen]

@@mckinleyostvig7135 Of the 6 comments i made on RL's videos I can only see one. Fucking youtube man.

[@Ruffnecknarwhal]

Richard, I am happy you understand how good of a human being you have to be not for yourself, because that's how you end up being in the mindset you were before the major, but how good of a human being you have to be for all the countless people who look up to you and who deserve the best Richard. I am sure you will enjoy infinitely more your time working now than ever before man 💪

[@DazaTheKing]

Iv been watching since 2015, I know you dont know me personally but you do feel like a good friend to me, in the recent years when Iv had struggles I would always rewatch any random episode of the Richard Lewis Show to push the shit to the side. And these types of discussing tell me exactly why I’m still a huge fan after all these years, it’s because your the GOAT, and the pinnacle of integrity, your admission of guilt in your struggles shows how much of a shining light you are for this scene, god bless brother! Here’s to many more years. 💪

[@jaiwalke]

Made me tear up a little :) Excited to see you happy again hopefully the positive energy keeps coming!

[@SleepyPengu1n]

Every time I hear the shit you went through Im still in awe how you pushed through everything. Very happy you had so many great moments, wish you all the best. Even though I only started watching you around 2022, youve quickly become pretty much my favourite personally in the scene. Esports needs its GOAT

[@Lisjerovde]

I'm really glad to see you like this! I'm in a pretty shitty situation in my life, and this is wonderful to see. It gives me hope for me as well! Happy for you dude!!

[@samuell]

Following you through the years and the journey this video shows.. Very proud of you mate. Thanks for doing the major and very good to have you back in the scene!

[@guatBush]

Good on you Richard! Hearing the stories about talent and the teamwork pulled at my heartstrings (I’m a wuss). Appreciate the stories and your work!

[@DavidParyan-o2r]

how can anyone hate you. i don’t understand. what a stand up guy. respect. i haven’t been around for most of what you’re talking about but i have huge respect for you and the rest of the talent and production for entertaining us out there.!! hope to meet you one day richard

[@TrueBronzo]

Richard, I genuinely love your content and everything you stand for. And I am overjoyed to hear you rediscovering yourself and your love for being in the scene. Can't wait to see more of you. Wish you all the best

[@Str0b3l]

I just wanted to say thank you I listen to your videos when i get up and it helps when struggling to get out of bed at 4am before i leave for work i listen to them when i need to fall asleep which helps me turn off my head after a long day I listen to them at the gym to keep me going Im barely watching esports, let alone CS anymore, but with this i can keep up with whats going down Watching BTN got me into CS, now Thorin and you are the only thing that still connects me to the game

[@alexannuk5988]

You are one of the only people who can make me listen a non edited video for 3 hours. Happy that you got you life back on track, it was really wholesome to listen to. Edit: I need to go to sleep, but I can't stop listening.

[@dtm3dd]

This video right here is what pure class is. I've always rated your journalism as top notch but the level of bravery and growth you need to have as a human to acknowledge mistakes and pledge to do better in the way you do in the start of this video is astounding. Hats off to you Richard.

[@esoteridactyl]

The Monarch guy is trying to PRETEND to be you, PRETEND to have morals as a way to try to convince people to join his crusade

[@rodrigoaguiar5208]

Richard, thank you for everything you've done for esports and for entertaining and informing us throughout all these years. Also, hearing your apology on the first part of the video made me respect you even more (didnt think that could happen) Absolute GOAT

[@dietmar_schwarz5046]

This made me legit tear up a little. I'm so happy for you

[@pep3001]

Delight to watch from start to end, priceless reflections and fun stories that made 3 hours somehow feel too short :)

[@calebbeard6130]

glad to see you're actually back, was interesting to watch the healing process over the last couple years. enjoy the new spin on life. i'll be around to drop some more subs on twitch when i get the spare money.

[@tobyhall8048]

On the topic of Drunk crowds and fights. The event manager for ESL Australia posted on LinkedIn after IEM Sydney that every edition of the event had beaten the venues record for Alcohol sales. Not a single police or security incident over every edition of the event.

[@NO_obs]

Good video thankyou and was nice to see you at the major. love the longer vids I listen to them while im working its comfy

[@Melllo1437]

Hey Bro, great video genuinely. Can't describe how this video reminds me of a much more serious real life take on Reflections, but from your life in the last few years to current day and it's truly heart warming, eye opening and fucking real man. This has truly brought me down to earth again and I can't really put it into words as it's quite weird but watching this and listening has humbled me a lot. I'm so happy to just finally hear that you're back and I loved I mean the major and I'd say seeing you with the part you played is easily 65% of my enjoyment, the games and the result makes up the remainder of the 35%. But hearing the encounters you've had from everyone at the major and how you've also been humbled but in a positive way and niw you've squashed everything with everyone who you've has issues with, you might not agree %100 but at least you've made progress with people a year ago you'd never had thought you'd have any relationship with again. Thank you for all the work you've done not just in the last 10years but I'd say since I started watching you in 2017 since 2021 I've watched your videos every single one the day they've come out everytime. Sometimes the hour plus ones I'll space out but I love all your content and I genuinely don't know what I'd do without it. I also believe CS is better with you than without you and I'm so happy that you will be contributing in the future towards the game as you are a GOAT in more than field of hosting or journalism or just being a great honest human who's not just man enough but genuine, loving and selfless enough to take be ready to take constructed criticisms from people you've come up with. Sorry for the long comment I'm just truly so happy for you and this community that you're doing so much better in terms of everything as you've been through so much, but you help so many with your words your content just Richard Lewis is needed for so many. Please don't stop the amazing grind you've put in it's truly inspiring and much appreciated everything you do. Thank you mello ❤️

[@watsonmeyer4848]

Theres no doubt of your journalistic integrity, quality of work, and impact to the CS community. I admit it has been hard hearing the jaded attitude that came along with that wonderful work you do. Very excited for a next chapter and continued great work supporting the people who are also doing continued work to make this game as good as it can be. Cheers and respect.

[@iiiEpidemic]

honest self reflection is so necessary for growth as humans. posting this is incredibly brave and valuable life lessons are in this video

[@wassimdhaouahira7907]

We love you Rich! Your ability to introspect sets an example for the community on how we should conduct ourselves moving forward. Thanks always for your contributions to our scene and the massive leaps in standards that you have pushed for throughout the course of your career. We look forward to seeing more of you on the big screen soon!

[@MrWillbl]

Your integrity, accountability and ability to be so candid are an influence to those working in the industry Richard. Keep doing what you do.

[@Noseflap-watching]

Powerful video! I was almost moved to tears at points.

[@fluid176]

Watched this live with such a big smile on my face, a couple tears too at points. It's been a shit couple years for a lot of us, I'm glad you're slowly healing and moving forward as best you can and i hope the trip to Japan helps close this chapter.

[@RondoDondo]

Incredibly inspiring video Richard. It’s beautiful to see

[@hyde4004]

Richard, I you're one of the most important people in the scene and your work is unrivaled so I'm glad to see you're sort of getting perspective on life again. Your shit was going off the deep end and it's a relief to see you're doing better.

[@nFinityV2]

1hr in and this has been quite refreshing, genuinely positive and also humbling. 45:40 and that MOUZ bit had me buckled to no end.

[@Arizzo97]

Just 33 minutes in so far but its so great to hear everything went so positively and you were able to mend bridges. Obviously this doesnt change the fact that theres fucked up things in esports, but it's great to hear that you were able to make up with people and sound so rejuvenated

[@bruhyeet1117]

love to see the growth. Keep your head up king.

[@TimSKarlsson]

It makes me really happy you had a good time Rich, I think we can all agree you deserve it more than most! Nice to hear that you and Sam had the opportunity to see each other, we all miss you two as a team.

[@Sasuke02Uchiha]

one hour in and this was really heartwarming to watch. loved you in the major, richard

[@smoothbrain_cs]

Takes a lot to admit to your own flaws and grow through difficult times, so good to see you back in a better place rich

[@Zach-bt2ky]

man i really am happy for you. also selfishly happy for myself as well because I think this positive attitude will reflect in your content and it'll be pure

[@xan9886]

Desk was tremendous all the way through the event, I thought you, Bleh and Maniac in particular had fantastic chemistry. Super glad you're back to events man!

[@csnoob02]

man i love the longer stuff cause that way my day gets easily lighter during work with u in my ears.

[@OverproofMMA]

Thank you for sharing this experience. I feel like myself and many others can learn from your growth

[@foofy8604]

A 3 hour banger to listen to at work? Thank you my lord

[@LpFr3aK]

It takes a lot of character to go out and show this kind of perspective and remorse about past actions. Glad you are in a good space and wishing you the best for 2024.

[@ChristianHedman]

DUDE. I'm only 22 minutes into the video and I am thoroughly impressed. As someone who has also acted like an asshole for no reason and put in the work to grow... This is so great to see. Glad I gave you the chance and watched this. Keep at it. Humility is a beautiful thing.

[@pinking123et]

As someone whos been abit on the fence about you, Neither bad nor good, Its refreshing to see this and youve "Converted" me. Good lad RL

[@hug7518]

big ups liquid richard, most transparent man in the industry ❤

[@retraC_CS]

as always an incredible video but u got my comment because the amazing part had nothing to do with counterstrike. very real and personal video and im glad to see you back on the desk

[@misoduricaa]

Great stream as always Richard, glad you're doing better.

[@iliekturtles2709]

I was excited for you to host the desk for the first cs2 major. I did wonder who frosty it would be between you and Spunj and Moses after some videos and streams. It's not about calling them out, but the vitriol you seemed to hold towards them as if they were reddit users or other plebs on the internet. Super happy you're on the road to healing yourself and your relationships with them because I'm hoping eventually you'll make a time travel lan series for CS2.

[@d3sbb]

Got us tearing up! Personal growth is important and sometimes we get lost in a dark rabbit hole. Remember to take time to enjoy being offline and speed time with friends, at the end of the day we are a sum of our experiences, don't make them all negative. My brother in law is Brazilian and loves your content, watches every video

[@Lea22002]

richard is truly an artist his words are literally splashing into ears of thousands like fresh paint on canvases webbed out of a million strings of silk.

[@strindler234]

Saw this live but was really awesome to see, all the best to you Richard!

[@qBeYcarpet]

Glad the event was such a positive experience. The thought of hooxi throwing a glass of milk at your face made me chuckle :D

[@dori356]

Great to see you back in the scene. No one does it quite like you

[@Monkeytownboss]

I really loved the self reflections in here, takes guts to do all that publicly

[@floodo1]

Congratulations and thanks for sharing, I’m sure many of us will learn or be reminded about a thing or two

[@gustavoamorim4548]

It's great to see Rich looking this happy. I can't help but feel happy that he's rebuilding past friendships that were left behind.

[@cull58]

Loved this. Really happy for you mate.

[@ncla02]

what a character development. could say it's so good that it is also inspiring. keep up the good work.

[@zakmcmillan2889]

It warms my heart that you took the opportunity to host the Major and that unexpected great things things came from it. The parasocialness certainly kicked in hard today 😂 but those first 30 minutes made me tear up more than once. Thank you for sharing your experience, and great work on the desk 💪🏻 I’m very excited to see you on future broadcasts!

[@goggezola6363]

I am genuinely so happy for you Rich. I really hope you get to further heal your friendships!

[@ryanl2944]

“There is a world of a difference between being cynical and bitter.” A good reminder for all of us with similar thought patterns. Thank you.