Bella Poarch - Living Hell (Official Music Video)

[@bellapoarch]

Living Hell is a story about my childhood. It’s a story about how I struggled growing up inside a real-life living hell in a tiny room in the Philippines. My whole life, I’ve been trying to escape my childhood trauma, my living hell, and no matter how much therapy I do, no matter how much medicine I take, and no matter how far I try to run away…it always comes back to haunt me. The music video is inspired by my childhood room. My room was yellow and had a lock on the outside. Yellow because it was a color I was forced to like growing up. It was my parents way of letting me know that they have the power in the house. And a lock on the outside because my parents wanted to make sure that I didn’t escape when I was in there. It was really hard for me to relive this while shooting the music video. I really want to talk to you more about it when I’m ready. Sorry for the essay the reason I’m writing this because I want all of you who are reading this and all of you who have supported me along this journey to understand that I love you more than you know. You guys are my escape. You guys are why I wake up everyday. You guys are the reason that I’m able to break free from this mess and in my darkest times, understand that things are going to be okay. I truly can’t thank you enough and I want you to know that I’m here for you the same way that you’re here for me. To anyone who is also going through their own living hell, you will escape and I'll be right there by your side. This one's for you💛

[@Kels404]

love you bella

[@xuesophie842]

I’m a big fannn!

[@Chaeyoungoppa]

First

[@jennilopez7074]

Love u

[@3yearsofcyber]

Ha ha 🔥🔥

[@bellapoarch]

If you're reading this, drop your country's flag in the comments🇵🇭 I want to know where everyone's from!!

[@hearts_forjay]

Philiphines😍🇵🇭

[@Ravenonweed]

Singapore 🇸🇬

[@arxyt]

United Kingdom (also bella please reply anything to me it would mean so much

[@dannadiaz7318]

United states of América

[@Bunny_rabbit.]

🇨🇦

[@peppapigwantstoknowyourloc5830]

Can we just talk about the message of the song? I love how Bella is trying to convey such a deep meaning through her music. That is what makes me respect her, the way we can connect and relate through her music. She’s not gonna stop anytime soon, all her songs are amazing

[@terrorwraith3402]

Imagine bella 10 years from now

[@OIeka]

To the person above me Bruh why ^^ that’s so pointless

[@Julieta-y1v]

Shijn🎉❤😊❤m❤😂hwvf​@@OIeka

[@P.H.P.S3920]

WTF

[@ezmeralda_madison_miller_2007.]

The fact that this song is still everyone's favorite after 2 years is just.. ✨

[@arissoooc]

Exactly

[@Cute_Eunchae_H]

Fr

[@Cute_Eunchae_H]

Bella's songs never gets old

[@J4ÐE]

Fr

[@OnyxDollano]

100%

[@loves6368]

The fact that Bella is brave enough to share her trauma, let alone put it into MUSIC is a big deal in itself. She deserves all the love she gets and more.

[@ShanaèlampART337]

Slowed+reverb kzbin.info/www/bejne/l6S9paucarqnrqs ?????????????????

[@bw4life704]

THIS IS TRASH MY CONTENT IS BETTER!!!

[@assassinate6638]

I can relate to her

[@ShanaèlampART337]

@@assassinate6638 Slowed+reverb kzbin.info/www/bejne/l6S9paucarqnrqs ?????????????????

[@Happy-fb2uc]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/oqO8qp-Hmbxkb68 how is that 😍😍😍 please comment😌😌

[@uzumakiasmr1273]

the fact that you made yourself this vulnerable to your audience knowing that they (**cough, cough** “family”) will potentially watch this, is so admirable and badass. i am proud of you bella and yes we are here to support you 100%.

[@melonenjoyer]

Her parents be like: omg sue her

[@animefangirl9006]

yeah

[@TommyhillTrigga23]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/hYqXY36hfb2ErLs 🌎🎯

[@animefangirl9006]

@Mr Shaq ❤️❤️❤️

[@us3rk1t30]

I cannot with these fucking bots💀 but I agree with you. Bella slayed this album 💅🏽💅🏽

[@hannashbelledelosreyes6065]

This made me feel chills. A toxic household is so common in the Philippines. This is our battle and let's win it. Thank you Bella you are such a beautiful kind soul. You deserved a better family, were your family

[@CJAshes]

It is sad to know that having a toxic household is common or considered normal in the Philippines. I hope that would change because any child does not deserve that crap.

[@Sweetieee]

It really is. My type is Filipinos & every guy I’ve met is a party animal drug/ alcohol taker that’s sleeping around still when they’re pushing 30 & all have family trauma of some kind. I wonder why there’s so much generational trauma but I hope this generation ends it

[@Mechakoshi]

@@themore-you-know theres more in life about being a mother and being a wife she sings about cuz men take advantage of women

[@Mechakoshi]

@@themore-you-know geez i feel like youre whole personality is having a male partner

[@Mechakoshi]

@@themore-you-know she hasn’t “taken responsibility” cuz she did nothing wrong

[@agnimitragayen7212]

2:23 I don't know but this might be the MOST ATTRACTIVE part of the song, I mean...it's so beautiful and perfect!! 💕

[@jarred9809]

How sad that yellow symbolizes happiness and yet for Bella it's something traumatic, you're such a brave girl Bella, I admire you for that aside from being an artist. You'll found your peace and healing soon, keep moving forward! You got it girl

[@realgoodman69]

@DON'T stop commenting this on every comment if we cared you would have subscribers

[@kavya71954]

yellow also sometimes symbolizes madness.

[@banana-ichirama-souda1778]

@@musiqlover961 the backrooms?

[@llawliet8279]

Lurking in the background is the dark side of yellow: cowardice, betrayal, egoism, and madness. I think this is her what she means.

[@banana-ichirama-souda1778]

I was kidding💀

[@KyleCabalitasan]

The message in this song and the music video is so powerful. We’ve all had childhood traumas and Bella is showing how vulnerable she is through her music. But as a fellow musician, it is therapy in a different form. Love the song and love the message!

[@MbitaChizi]

Ok dont read my name 😑.

[@Bri-eb5bn]

Yesss ❤️

[@robinskull]

MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH

[@lilmunchblgoddess5884]

@@robinskull then who are you? I saw your comment on Bella's mv and it sounds like u love it...lolol

[@LittleTea62]

@@robinskull I had a look, and bro, your beats are like when xqc tried to make one for the first time. hahaha

[@Proser3lap]

I really like your voice, it's so soothing and charming

[@Frostedflakey]

Bro it’s bots

[@Cupcakesq3id]

​@Frostedflakey no her voice is real it's not bots

[@OneHumanJustLikeAnother]

Bella is the perfect example of keep going. This is fire

[@kiwiwella]

honestly Bella’s story is so inspiring. It’s amazing to see how far she’s come and I can’t wait to see what else she’ll come up with!

[@mayisabela8234]

So far all her songs are so damn well produced. So catchy, and addicting. Then there's the impressive storyline on all her mv connected to each other

[@Bri-eb5bn]

So good!!❤️

[@angelwest6]

its giving me pop melanie martinez

[@cipz7124]

Yes they are

[@robinskull]

MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH

[@Pelusanefasta]

@@robinskull obviouslly, and i am a mars mermaid whos married with batgirl

[@fatherplatypus2316]

I always appreciate people who express themselves through art, like this one. The anger, rhe sadness, every emotion was able to be poured out into something amazing, and i can see and feel it in this video

[@larrybird992525]

Makes me cry 😪 kzbin.info/www/bejne/qKuseaqlfsqqq7M

[@AwkwardAvii]

Exactly!!

[@tiktokblu.]

Tiktok will go crazy

[@thekidrichie]

Don’t read my name 🤠 .

[@forziriyto]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/rGioZn6jnN1-bpo afro beat t mix

[@tannazshamimi8137]

the fact that you write comment on all of your music videos and try to connect w ppl shows that u really are something else 🥺

[@DeluxBass]

Can't imagine how hard it was to make this. I've recently tried writing stories to help process trauma myself, and I barely get past a few sentences/pages without scrapping it and needing to rest for days. Respect that you managed to make the video, and good luck with recovery.

[@ZombieSazza]

As a survivor of a violent childhood, this song resonates with me deeply. So proud of you Bella, you’ve created a masterpiece

[@lyannawinter405]

I hope you feel loved and valid until the end your days and I'm proud of you that you made it so far.

[@Bri-eb5bn]

I wish you all the best! I noticed she wore the blouse that choked her at the beginning.. I wonder what that meant 💔

[@lilliewest1887]

i wish you all the best and you are a strong individual for going through it

[@legendyt1715]

@@lyannawinter405 .

[@larrybird992525]

Same 😪 kzbin.info/www/bejne/qKuseaqlfsqqq7M

[@kettyspikes]

Her vocals are getting better and better. The melody and the production is just sick. The main verse feels very Bollywoody and I'm here for it. This is gonna be on repeat for me this week

[@BlazingGamezDK]

his

[@ameiaa620]

Thats exactly what i thought! I thought i was trippenn

[@TianTao274]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/qZ3EaWOkpriabKs Finally it's here

[@avril99887766]

Bollywood 🤨🤨

[@TommyhillTrigga23]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/hYqXY36hfb2ErLs 🌎🎯

[@hey-junee]

2024, get obsessed with this song !

[@wjkae]

This is my favourite song from you yet. The funny thing is, nothing I owned growing up was yellow, because I made sure my “family” never knew I loved it. I’d make up a different favourite color every few years in a cycle, because yellow would have been just another tool to control me. Since moving out, almost everything I own is yellow. Freedom. This video is a beautiful expression of a painful childhood, an inverted mirror. Thank-you so much for this song. 💛

[@tiktokblu.]

Tiktok will go crazy

[@thekidrichie]

Don’t read my name 🤠 .

[@vitalisokekegwu7104]

I love the way you express urself am just treated the same way u are ... never given the opportunity to express my self always been locked from reality and treated like a second hand doll my great passion for music 🎶 was been discouraged by some family friends and parents but now my mom is dead I felt same way for music.. the only thing is for someone to help me prove them that there all wrong

[@rich2583]

Wow the victimhood is strong here. What a bs story.

[@forziriyto]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/rGioZn6jnN1-bpo afro beat t mix

[@niles8102]

I'm a metal head but damn she has some amazing songs and this one cuts deep. One of the few popstars whose music I can appreciate! I hope she goes far.

[@dalast.2593]

Yes²

[@toxiczombiewolf5692]

Same

[@zushc]

same

[@BermieLostella3003]

YOO NAH IS THIS BELLA POARCH THE SAME FROM TIKTOK????

[@cosmyctaylorsversion]

@@BermieLostella3003 Yea, I don't have TikTok but it damn sure is

[@xaerinas]

didn’t expect much coming into this tbh. just thought she would be another tiktoker trying to make a music career. but wow, she blew me away. what an amazingly written song, amazing production, those vocals in the chorus, the mv aesthetics. everything was so great. i can tell she genuinely cares about what she’s doing and has that artistry. i’ll def be checking out her future projects.

[@robinskull]

MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH

[@balladofahomeschooledboy0514]

@@robinskull oh yeah is that why no one has ever heard of you before?

[@lilmunchblgoddess5884]

+ the meaning of her songs are painful 😭😭

[@Mr.XShun.]

So perfectly said. ✊🏽🙌🏽

[@miwo4984]

Idk about tiktokers but its kinda weird how people make assumptions about someone they know nothing about then act surprised, etc. I guess this is just how the world works 🤣

[@sofijacvetkovic6529]

this whole music video and the lyrics and melodies are so dark, yet so angelic. i love this combination and this genre and it really touched me, especially when i heard the story. we’re all here for you and this message really got to people be aware of that. this is why everyone doesn’t feel alone anymore and people really find themselves in your music. in my old house, where i lived with my toxic mom, the room was in yellow and white straps. before, it was a symbol of colorful and joyful life, until things turned around and our family was torn apart. after that i was stuck with her for a few more years without dad being there by my side whenever things escalated into something violent and mentally destroying. i could only run away to talk to him to feel better and since i had a ,,busy scedule” like she said i couldn’t see him more often then i did. so the colors that once represented joy and positivity in my life started making me feel pesimistic. until i got sick of it and started doing crazy things to get out of there. it changed me as a person but i’m thankful because i grew from it. i grew into a better person. i just miss that little part of me that faded trough time and wish it came back. i’m so thankful to hear i’m not alone, and this song is the first one that actually got trough me and i could relate to.

[@MoonliteIce]

The visuals, the lyrics, the vocals, everything…I can’t tear my eyes away from this. Bella is such a star. I can’t wait to see where the future takes her.

[@hidn2635]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/pGemd4Cqg5uaZ7M

[@crystalrivera8250]

Me too! Its too good

[@youtube_chaplain]

ATTENTION!!! Hell is real!!!! Your soul is the "real you". When your body dies, your soul will continue to live forever, in Heaven or in Hell. We can not hide our sins from God. Jesus Christ loves you and He died for your sins. If you will REPENT of your sins and put your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior and believe in the gospel, you will be saved and your name will be written into the Book of Life. Revelation 20:15 Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire. "Confession Prayer" (Repeat Aloud) Father God, I come to you, to confess that I am a sinner. I have done some things in my life that I am not proud of and I repent of my sins. I believe that Jesus died on the cross for my sins and that He arose from the grave and that He is alive today. I ask that you forgive me of my sins. I confess with my mouth, that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. AMEN...

[@seraphicchic8829]

I've suffered from childhood traumas and the lyrics and music video show so much meaning for me🙏🏼 🥺 Thank you, you're my inspiration! Love you Bella💖

[@robinskull]

@BeIIa Paorch Vevo 🅥 MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH

[@Bri-eb5bn]

❤️❤️❤️

[@khiandaniel5760]

@BeIIa Paorch Vevo 🅥 bruh fake

[@forziriyto]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/rGioZn6jnN1-bpo afro beat t mix

[@Itsmelilly__4_]

She gave you a heart 😮

[@HeylinPrincess666]

If there’s one way to viscerally communicate the idea of parental/guardian trauma it’s the line “I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to”. Anyone who has been there knows the fear that instills, whether it’s been outright said or just implied. Thank you, Bella. This evoked an emotion I’d been failing to articulate.

[@e.g.4218]

“I can do anything i want to to you cause you’re just my daughter” will forever haunt me :)

[@TommyhillTrigga23]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/hYqXY36hfb2ErLs 🌎🎯

[@jadesmoben9270]

She is so emotionally and artistically intelligent but people seriously overlook it

[@mummaP19]

My mother used to scare the absolute crap out of me. One day I was at my sisters (her and my mother had stopped talking). I'd been there all morning and I get a phone call off my mother. "Come home now". My sister saw me face and said she doesn't envy me that walk home. I'd be walking along panicking, wondering what I could have possibly done wrong. All I had done was dare to spend time with my sister. My mother never needed to say that line "I can make your life a living hell". She had a way of making you feel it. Took me a long time to find the strength to leave that situation and I've had to deal with alot of issues for a long time. Now I'm a mother myself and I constantly panic that I'll make the same mistakes that my mother did. It's a struggle. But this song hits me deep and so does Bella's story. I don't follow her on tiktok (I don't even have it, it's not for me), but I love her music and she's just cute as a button.

[@seedplanter7173]

The Satanic agenda is where you all reside unknowingly..

[@EunaAndiBarayuga]

Bella is so good at singing

[@valvomb1567]

Her acting skill are on point and her voice is a heaven's voice. Everything she has are perfections

[@amor7886]

y’all are lying 😭😭

[@annaoopatemybrotherandkill8479]

Stop lying

[@robinskull]

MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH

[@cimtheaverage]

@@annaoopatemybrotherandkill8479 You're everywhere. What a hater

[@Jordan-rx7tk]

@@amor7886 bruh its unique and good wym

[@rehaamqaiser456]

The lyrics are angry but her voice is calm and soothing. She's amazing! And the fact that she went from having a traumatic past to being this successful is such a motivation for people. Bella is such a good role model. She shows people that no matter where you're from, you can still manage to make it big. Her music is so satisfying to listen to as well. She has such a soothing voice. Love you Bella

[@weyadoe]

Frrrr

[@JyunJyunie.00]

Her voice sounds sad and lonely, maybe a representation of what she felt during her childhood. It's pretty sad.

[@Bri-eb5bn]

I noticed she wore the blouse that choked her at the beginning.. I wonder what that meant 💔

[@lilliewest1887]

she also sings in a horrory way i dont know how to explain but its just so unique to me, but yall check out ”living hell thnked remix” its such an good edit/remix of this song!

[@rizzyree5841]

@@Bri-eb5bn maybe its a sign that she was forced to wear it? She was choked and forced out of her room to bathe in yellow goop, I think thats what it means..?

[@Legend66669]

2:24 that bass 💓 😊😊

[@dailyllamapics9566]

Your songs just keep getting more and more relatable. Going through a living hell is what takes your childhood from you, and you’ve captured that in such a creative way. Thanks for all that you do :)

[@lilliewest1887]

i wish you all the best honestly! also i recommend you ”living hell thnked remix” its more dance version

[@panget3566]

As someone who experienced feeling locked up, was locked up in a small room, and was under the household of abusive people, this song really made me cry. It's hard to express and open up so i can't really describe how amazed I am that Bella wrote her past trauma into a song. You're so strong, we fcking love you

[@diyasardjoemishre7454]

Just know you are not alone❤

[@tayemonumohonTaye]

I am listening your song for the first time..I am in my teens and in a hell😢 just like you...I will support you from now on ..love from 🇮🇳

[@sephwastaken]

The lyrics in the bridge really comes from her experiences as a kid. The young Bella deserves all the love and we know she didn't deserve that treatment before. 🙁

[@seraphicchic8829]

💖💖🥺

[@Bri-eb5bn]

Yesss ❤️💔

[@robinskull]

MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH

[@sephwastaken]

@@robinskull little boy, no one asks.

[@samanthaluke9370]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/qXO8kJKnj7Bjba8 😘❤️❤️🙏

[@Chloe-tn6kz]

The scene where the little girl was in the mirror i started crying cause it reminded me of so many things,i hope we all break free from things that hurt us the most,thank you bella so much i wish you a lotta healing and i love you sm❤️

[@nibortheanxious]

MELANIE MARTINEZ IS RELEASING NEW MUSIC!! MAKE SURE TO SHARE THE NEWS EVERYWHERE SO SHE GETS THE ATTENTION SHE DESERVES!!!! 💖

[@RubulGoswami-i5n]

I've heard this more than 5 times and I LOVE IT

[@Anastasia-ex6sv]

This song has left an impression on me. Knowing a bit of the backstory behind the lyrics makes them so much more important and meaningful. The music tells a story, and so do the visuals. I imagine it was difficult to put your memories and thoughts into this song and video. Even so, what you created is amazing. Thank you for sharing this music with us!

[@urfat14791]

✨

[@adieldesira99]

Nmtsfg

[@rrrrauf]

💋

[@rosalia2940]

True love = the love of God! *God himself went to the cross for you out of love for you as a human being* Philippians 2:5-8

[@ЗлатаКостенко-ъ4й]

@@jaafernasri2845 ошащнщнщ👍🐷🐂🖕🤝😚🤤😙😉🤲🏿🖖🏾🤏🏾💅🏼👏🏿🤜🏿✍🏾🤛🏻🦻🏾🫀👐🏼👍🏼🤞🏽👋👋🏽👌🏽🤌🏽🤏🏾✌🏾🖐🏾🤚🏽✋🏾👎🏼👰🏿

[@mummaP19]

Anyone who knows Bella's life before she blew up will be able to tell what this song is about. Another amazing song. Can't wait to see what she does next. In the meantime, I guess I'll have to put this song on repeat with the others.

[@weyadoe]

Same:,)

[@weyadoe]

@XelloRecords no problem! Props to you for the grind :)

[@Bri-eb5bn]

I noticed she wore the blouse that choked her at the beginning.. I wonder what that meant 💔

[@somepotato8702]

yeah true. I wasn't a fan of her at first. I knew her when people were sort of hating on her and I was like she seems good so lemme follow her then I heard about her past and it broke me. In the music video I try to correlate everything she was saying in the music video to the interview and it breaks me. Hats off to anyone struggling with their trauma :')❤

[@karljohnvillarias3371]

She's not only a tiktok star. She's a legit lyricist and singer ♥️

[@李捏捏-w8x]

9wol Is.

[@JohnSmith-bw6pv]

this is beyond dumb..

[@Lily26183]

Yes! She is a queen

[@Fra93TheGrande]

Well said 🥹❤️

[@childrenoftolkien]

Didn't she cheat on her husband with some thug and bragged about it? Nice to see the youth if today just keep on winning.

[@fayyy-y9e]

Im so sorry for your childhood❤ i love thissassss

[@dieselclockwork]

Love how creative and avant-garde this video is! Bella is becoming no stranger to innovating with her visuals and meanings of her songs. She uses her platform to a tee and produces shock value at times to draw the watcher in. As a new artist myself, I take a lot of tips from how she markets herself for when I consider how to market my own music. Keep grinding Bella! Your journey is inspiring!

[@sebastian20315]

the creative director is sub urban, so no wonder the video is so good

[@tropfrecords9279]

Bruv this ain‘t avant-garde 💀

[@sebastian20315]

@The King good

[@dieselclockwork]

@@tropfrecords9279 Dipping yourself in a tub of paint is definitely avant garde 💀

[@sebastian20315]

@@dieselclockwork they are talking about the visuals

[@aquariusamber]

Wow, seeing the part with Little Bella actually really made me tear up because you've come so far and done so well. I'm happy to be a fan and happy to support you, Bella. You're absolutely amazing and so fucking strong and I admire that. I cannot wait to see what's next for you and I can't wait to see your career skyrocket

[@КристинаМарчукова]

😂😂😂😂😂он

[@chrris10_productions62]

Tiktok aside and how she got famous aside , Bella is one of those tiktokers that makes music that is actually talented . Every song that she has dropped has been nothing but amazing while in the process shows her growth . I’m not even a fan of her content on tiktok but I’m able to recognize that Bella music career is off to a great start.

[@AngelPerez-by1lx]

Agreed

[@Paquetteism]

It's the same beat like everybody else with the falsetto singing. What are you talking about? There is nothing unique here. 😂😂😂😂

[@johnnylego807]

Nothing unique here, another cash grab, she’s not even writing the songs 😂😂💀 Shes got a whole team for everything including her lyrics, she’s got multiple ghost writers.

[@angster4267]

I disagreed with your comment the moment you wrote that she makes “music that is actually talented”

[@chrris10_productions62]

@@Paquetteism I didn’t say anything abt her music being “unique” I said she shown growth in what she’s releasing with vocals and visuals .

[@SemaPawayeva]

Damn, in general, it's cool, I like it very much ❤❤❤

[@Bubble_wrapPop]

I’ve supported Bella for such a long time as I saw some potential. I’m so glad I did as behind every music video there’s always a story. Even though I’m not happy that she went through childhood trauma, I’m glad she’s out of it now and able to get support from us. We all love Bella

[@AURORAstuff]

the music is REALLY good. sorry about everything you've been through bella.. long ago I've watched the H3 Podcast and knew about so much, you're very strong and we love you💓. loved the music video as well♡ hope you're dealing well with everything

[@donzkyyy]

OMG!!!!♥️AURORA 😍🥰🇵🇭✨️

[@brayanc.sardanas71]

Queens Supporting kweens

[@jayveesalvatera3971]

I also hate the color yellow.

[@thousandmerry11]

You are so supportive 💗 💕 ❤️ 💖 💓 💛

[@pinkqqq]

I love the music too, I hope Bella gives you a heart.

[@MiaGraceMusicPH]

It’s one thing to have been trained musically and produce the best kind of songs. It’s another thing to actually make music from the heart and speak your story and truth and then sound so equally awesome and raw. Loving this so much Bella. I’m such a big fan of you!! Cant wait for more music!

[@mishijj25571]

@@iammesmerized if you are just going to hate please leave, she took all this time and courage to tell us her her story and you are just going to hate, so just leave

[@Bri-eb5bn]

@Mesmerized There are so many songs with "Love me love me" lyrics. There's also a thing called "music sampling" but the tune of Living Hell isn't even close to lovefool bruh. You're just creating a non-existent issue and your reply isn't even related to the comment

[@jubilee.x6440]

@@Bri-eb5bn exactly. Not even close. Not an inch close to the Cardigans hit.

[@iammesmerized]

@@jubilee.x6440 you're free to believe what you want to believe. Nobody wants to oppose. I'm just posting what I thought about the song. 😉 Have a nice day! 🙌

[@iammesmerized]

@@jubilee.x6440 Also it sounds like Katy Perry's Dark Horse. 😁

[@CutePinky0312]

Her voice is so beautiful

[@ThatsETA]

2:43 I love how here it's almost as if her child self is mocking her for how she can't break out of her trauma and how herself is like a trick mirror were one side of her is how she tries to live and the other side is the trauma she faced as child growing up that will always be lingering.

[@cigisvirag_]

I noticed that later on she is wearing the dress that suffocated her at the beginning of the video!

[@braydenavery]

That’s a really good and heartbreaking point. This music video was definitely a touching one for many people in many ways.

[@KerleenNicholas]

Sndmnznnd❤

[@VishuMondal-oy9no]

🇮🇳

[@austinfiregaming9740]

We can all agree, Bella’s voice is magical

[@lilliewest1887]

she has a super unique style too! also definitely check out ”living hell thnked remix” its such an good edit!!!

[@letizialorusso1950]

And people still dare to say she's not talented, not hard-working or not deserving... I sensed this girl had it in her since the start, she's been killing it and the message of this song is amazing, we don't realise how hard it is to make these kind of projects that have to do with childhood trauma, but she did it and did an amazing job 👏🏻

[@AldeMaestro_22]

Let's all be realistic here she did not get famous for her talents, she got famous for moving her face on tiktok... that's what people mean when they talk about her

[@TanPeiPeii]

@@AldeMaestro_22 true, but yet they all blamed her for getting famous doing faces when they were the one gave her views 🤷🏻‍♀️

[@Impeboiii]

It’s not a good song ppl are gonna give her criticism for it it just dosent hit

[@TanPeiPeii]

@@Impeboiii huh? R u trying to say this song sucks? Fym bro, this song has the deep meaning. Well maybe ppl like u cant relate to it but u cant just say like that. Her songs r literally mostly about her traumatic past.

[@fanboy3175]

@@TanPeiPeii agree

[@Pbl_Carrero]

Incredible 🤍🤍🤍 Love you bella💯✨❤️

[@itzabun]

As someone who has experienced trauma growing up, I felt the resonance when I saw Bella's comment explaining the video. Thank you for continuing to be here, you're a big inspo. Bc reality is, yes, it's hard to fight...I understand childhood trauma all too well...after reading her comment...I cried a lot bc it feels like no one sometimes understands...

[@maxzytaruk8558]

She's so experimental in her visuals major respect to her and her team

[@ysgcentral]

Here's a gift 💝 I hope you like it kzbin.info/www/bejne/qZe4mKV8pLacmdU

[@meixizou86]

Bella Poarch deserves the rise to fame. She's pretty talented. I'm hoping her career will soar further. She's literally living like Cinderella.

[@WinniePooh33]

Why include pretty? not saying your wrong

[@SH_Hof]

I mean... she sold her soul for it.

[@meixizou86]

@@SH_Hof proof?

[@elzbietajaskowska1987]

That is so true ❤️

[@lisk328]

@@WinniePooh33 pretty talented*

[@montira7392]

I really like this song

[@creepout1316]

I'm addicted to this song... I also had childhood trauma and I still live in my childhood since I'm 15, something about this song brings up all I wanted in my childhood but the vibe is outta this world, we love and support you Bella! You are such an inspiration

[@kellyregan7469]

I love that shes so comfortable with showing her body and that shes so strong while still remembering all the horrible stuff that happened to her. We love you bella

[@escwilde222]

I think the better way to say it, is that she's brave enough to show herself vonerable. Comfortable is maybe not the right way to put it. (I get your intention tho and ofc agree. She's amazing!)

[@Ellie-bd4qu]

Her story is so inspiring. I wasn't a fan but now I'm in love with her songs. Channeling fear into talent is the hardest, but shes done it. Edit : tysm for the likes! Im having the song on repeat😶

[@lezliwelge9626]

Damn you thought you'd just write a book on here instead of on paper and turn it into a published book about your life in a living hell?

[@YeeHaww]

@@lezliwelge9626 what ?

[@twixiestiix]

@@lezliwelge9626 I think more people would read it here than a book- plus, this music vid is based on it

[@johnnylego807]

1k likes but only 8 comments? 😂 Goofy Ahh music industry. This whole video is filled with bot comments 🤖

[@youtube_chaplain]

ATTENTION!!! Hell is real!!!! Your soul is the "real you". When your body dies, your soul will continue to live forever, in Heaven or in Hell. We can not hide our sins from God. Jesus Christ loves you and He died for your sins. If you will REPENT of your sins and put your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior and believe in the gospel, you will be saved and your name will be written into the Book of Life. Revelation 20:15 Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire. "Confession Prayer" (Repeat Aloud) Father God, I come to you, to confess that I am a sinner. I have done some things in my life that I am not proud of and I repent of my sins. I believe that Jesus died on the cross for my sins and that He arose from the grave and that He is alive today. I ask that you forgive me of my sins. I confess with my mouth, that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. AMEN...

[@brandonngu4635]

🇨🇲 I’m from cameroon it’s a country most people forget about, 😢it’s a country in Africa and I am a big fan of yours😊!!!!!!

[@lapizlapoppy]

Okay personally, this is probably my favorite song of hers so far. It's probably because of the fact that this is the longest song she's released (but it still didn't hit 3minutes 😭) but I am in LOVE with the vocals. Her riffs and runs 😍

[@chuu_official5128]

@Tommylmit 🅥 tommyinnit flop

[@spacecraft37773]

Ditto

[@donttalktome313]

SAMEEE

[@Odddod0]

Fr tho

[@balladofahomeschooledboy0514]

is that you in your pfp? 😳

[@Crystal_Sky_]

2:05 Bella's childhood in the mirror and the story about her life as a kid makes my eyes teary 🥺 Girl you have been through a lot but you made it out of that place,Proud of you

[@WilmaWestenberg]

Your song and music video are so good. Sorry you had to go through such hard childhood trauma. Glad you made it this far, see where you're standing now! Sending many hugs.

[@williamdunst]

OMG!! Check this out! 😱🔥 kzbin.info/www/bejne/n2PYoHSKapyZodk

[@tiktokblu.]

Tiktok will go crazy

[@thekidrichie]

Don’t read my name 🤠 .

[@oobbbjk1265]

She is just a perfect artist

[@samanthaluke9370]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/qXO8kJKnj7Bjba8 😘❤️❤️😘😘🙏

[@0nayo01]

Who's here in this clip in 2024? THIS CLIP IS WONDERFUL [I'm from Brazil and I love Bella 💓💖🇧🇷]

[@Lovely_tannies]

This song is so addictive.. she's got very unique and beautiful vocals.. I'm in love with this song bcoz the melody of this song.. it's literally stuck in my head..🙌

[@crystalrivera8250]

Same here

[@mm2_montageweaponsets979]

Just asking do u care about her childhood past and how she was in a real life living hell

[@donttalktome313]

@Zlok stop lying

[@mm2_montageweaponsets979]

@@donttalktome313 who’s lying

[@grey393]

out of all the people who could have blown up and become a singer, I'm glad it was you. you're truly an inspiration, and as far as childhood trauma goes, you give me hope that it will get better. thank you

[@saonicarasco9655]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nKOXfqGNlNKJeZY

[@black498]

So disappointing that her last 2 songs are getting less views now. These 2 songs, especially this one, is particularly good and showcases her vocals more. I got emotional watching this. Thank you for sharing yourself bella!

[@양민지-o2p]

@@user-iw8js7ne3d I understand that u may not like her music, but that is not an excuse to hate on her. People have different tastes and tolerance is a very important character attribute needed when talking to other people, kindly grow up, thank you

[@rodo2220]

5.4 mil in 8 days isn’t bad

[@bi.fruitsalad]

Exactly!! This deserves so much more

[@petchai4814]

It needs a better thumbnail. Yellow goo made it look not interesting. And her, covered with goo, made her look like a yellow gecko.

[@squishie2925]

She’s still getting MILLIONS of views lol

[@yumixxkhexxyumixxkhexx-c8f]

Thank u bella for making these music video❤

[@hazelleosala1705]

2:24 when the beat drop it's just so gooooddddddd

[@artisticsoulless]

Bella is gradually becoming my most favorite honestly…she deserves the hype and the fame. She works so hard for it. She is amazing. Love you Bella 🥺♥️♥️

[@melikemen9170]

Bella did not work hard for her fame. She's also not amazing.

[@jonellegregorio6218]

As also a Filipino who also feels trapped with my thoughts and strict parents, this really paints a picture that can be shared with everyone. I love your music and you are a filipina inspiration

[@ruhicenet3398]

Yess 🍑kzbin.info/www/bejne/j6XQm6yehNh6aKM

[@mysterybook7287]

your trapped in ur mind not 4 walls

[@its_a_solar_balls_fan]

Parehas

[@watermelonhigh8719]

who asked

[@whyareyoulookingatmyname7438]

@@watermelonhigh8719 please be sympathetic to people that are having a rough time

[@Mamita-vd5wf]

Her❤voice omg 😢i love you bella

[@teuworld6506]

Idk why but I became obsessed with this song recently, I love how most of her songs has a story behind it, And I am proud that she is trying to come over her past, she is so strong, I love her!!

[@rayaa2raww]

Frr

[@gingergirl6614]

same

[@sujatapriyambada1879]

Same here I am obsessed

[@sayyamzahid505]

Teu how are you

[@sayyamzahid505]

@@sujatapriyambada1879 Sujata how are you

[@weyadoe]

From the visuals, music and the message, everything about this masterpiece just gives me chills I'm so proud of how far she's come

[@thekidrichie]

Don’t read my name 🤠 .

[@norakbubbles]

I'm always so blown away whenever you release a new song. Your voice and talent is absolute perfection. This was absolutely incredible

[@MbitaChizi]

Ok dont read my name 😑

[@thegamesxd2344]

Tf so many bots

[@Legend66669]

2:23 that beat 💓 🔥 👌 😤 🤧

[@gachablackchannel2915]

THE VOCALS, THE EFFORT, THE SCENES, THE MEANING, LITERALLY EVERYTHING IS JUST PERFECTION!

[@abudabe]

I'm not your content fan but I'm definitely your music fan. All of your music is great! Just want to let you know that you're brave for sharing your story with us. I hope you have a happy life from now on :)

[@Ninjaraven42]

I agree

[@aduck3199]

Me too

[@xquxil]

Same

[@TianTao274]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/qZ3EaWOkpriabKs Finally it's here

[@SweetlyFaith]

2:24 best prt

[@biancatolentino_16]

I'm literally obsessed in this song. Bella, napaka ganda nang boses mo! 😫❤️🔥

[@naniedavac4528]

Same girlll i stan this girl starting from now.

[@kimemma3809]

Bella Porsche

[@SLURPZGAMES3121]

7M SUBSCRIBERS WELL DONE

[@kenichaaann]

Bella never dissapoints when it comes to visuals. MAHAL KA NAMIN BHIE!! ❤️

[@annaoopatemybrotherandkill8479]

She just disappointed

[@robinskull]

MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH

[@kevinmrnd]

@@robinskull BYEEEE i hope you're joking

[@Jordan-rx7tk]

@@annaoopatemybrotherandkill8479 she ate this up

[@kevtxdee]

@@robinskull no

[@samehdoll]

i love when artists are open about their traumas and real life experiences and express it in their art all i can say is i deeply relate to the anxiety and caged feeling and repeating imagery in this mv

[@usagibun77]

As a fellow abuse survivor who saw my home and family as a prison and jailers growing up, I can tell this was hard for you and I can relate to the trauma and anger and fear. I'm proud of you for dealing with it even though it's hella hard to do so and for catharting through music and sharing your story to help and empower others as well as help yourself to heal. ❤️

[@PureCurebyFaith]

they're not your family if they made you feel that way.

[@usagibun77]

@@PureCurebyFaith Exactly, which is why I don't talk to them. They're estranged from me.

[@PureCurebyFaith]

@@usagibun77 you go, royalty 👑

[@anonymoususername834]

This song is absolutely amazing. And the backstory is so sad but we are here for you bella you don't need to worry💘

[@johnmartinsoriano5778]

This is why living in a Filipino household is a matter of how lucky you are to avoid nightmarish parents. Imagine the struggles of every Filipino offspring out there just to try and escape the chaotic reality of trauma and oppression within a household. I love how Bella did portray this reality through her music. This is such an amazing repertoire, a soothing masterpiece with deep meanings behind.

[@nahidaxnilou]

Why fillipino if her foster father was american? and nobody helped her while she was living and going to school in usa? its worldwide issue not filippino houshold

[@romenmuana4110]

@@nahidaxnilou Agree

[@donttalktome313]

you don't know what you're talking about. Filipino parents (Asian parents) are literally a hundred times better than other parents out there. Kids are just getting rebellious today because they want to be like the American kids who don't know the word respect. Bella's stepdad is American too.

[@saonicarasco9655]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nKOXfqGNlNKJeZY

[@markruffles3626]

Yeah I'm pretty sure she was just a spoiled brat that's why she's portraying it like that

[@chailugares5118]

Seriously though, this is such a brave move, ate Bella. 😭 I pray that you'll be able to achieve peace soon. This song is haunting (for the lack of a better word). Kasama mo kami, ate Bella. Sana, sa susunod na pagpunta ninyo sa Pilipinas, hindi na siya bitter memories for you. May this song serve as an outlet for your continuous healing, ate. Mahal ka namin. Legit.

[@xoxo_gwyn]

agree! she's amazing. faced probably her greatest fear and expressed her desire to showcase it in her music, that sure speaks a lot about her. and this song gave me chills i'm not gonna lie, ang gandaa! i hope she copes with it though, her living hell. keep your strength ate bella, we are always with you!! ♡

[@kwanitayates5785]

I'm so sorry Bella. Thank you for sharing. I went through something similar and finally found it in me to cut off my parents this year. I'm so glad I found you 💜

[@LisaASMR]

First time hearing your music, found you through recommendations. Your voice is intoxicating and now I will be forever subbed 🔥

[@jesusisthebesttttt98yearsa63]

She sold her soul to the devil so don't

[@meowieskie]

@@jesusisthebesttttt98yearsa63 lol

I uploaded a French translation of the lyrics on my channel to reach out an even broader audience !

[@natthistimefrl]

Hi

[@PhoebeandBuster]

It's crazy to think Bella went through all this as a child. She has made it so far and I know that her parents/guardians are jealous and wish they treated her better. Great job Bella, this is an absolute masterpiece! I'd think it would be hard to bring back your childhood especially when bad things happened to you then. But that's all in the past, and Bella is an absolute star now! There's no doubt her guardians/parents are jealous now.

[@saonicarasco9655]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nKOXfqGNlNKJeZY

[@levanteracha]

Fr. For celebrities, you would be thinking that they had an “amazing childhood” but you would never know what they are going through as a kid. I cannot even imagine being in a room the whole day. She has truly suffered a lot and she definitely does not deserve this.

[@pacificdigitalprinting7890]

i will support you bella

[@sehrryjanelaguit8022]

you are so inspiring 💖💖💖

[@BLINK_ENGENE193]

That is soo true thet bella'd parents/guardian are soo jealous how she made it here ass a celebrity now even thout she have going throuh

[@millie28x]

This is by far my favourite song on your album!! Keep up the amazing work bella x

[@6hantomreacher]

True

[@kayoniejones8716]

That is so true Bella porch is like the best I love living hell and I love build a b****

[@Name-sb2in]

@@kayoniejones8716 I was going to say this exactly, those 2 are my personal favs as well

[@Ersi.j]

I love the vibe that bella gives us 😊❤

[@sweetenergrandeari2155]

I'm obsessed with this song , can't stop hearing this masterpiece , I'm so proud of you Bella

[@iamcoriane9854]

Bella continues to impress me with her artistic vision and commitment to story telling. This is a beautifully executed music video for an equally beautiful song 💛💛

[@shoju_0]

Her vocals in this song gave me chills...I love it!

[@donttalktome313]

Check Villain by Bella Poarch dance cover (ITZY) ---> kzbin.info/www/bejne/bpazeXtqq7SZY9U

[@braydenavery]

This is by far the best music video she has ever made.

[@kaiajohnston3372]

I LOVE HOW HER SONGS HAVE SO MUCH EFFORT AND EMOTION!💕💕💖

[@annaoopatemybrotherandkill8479]

It has no effort

[@akashicrecords123]

Hearing this song is like watching a whole movie specifically a tragic or sad story. It also feels like watching an opera.

[@austinfiregaming9740]

Bella Poarch always working on new content is a living heaven.

[@robloxwsamantha1037]

@Dont go to my page rickroll most likely

[@srry12yearsago25]

Hehehe Opposite

[@ღLisaღ-i1u]

@Dont go to my page 100 subscriber

[@guywittamic]

Yaaaaaassssssss

[@ujjssjsjsjjsjs8061]

​@dontgotomypage4072nobody loves you

[@lacramioara-mihaelamanea7985]

What a beutiful song 💓