Bella Poarch - Living Hell (Official Music Video)

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CREDITS:
Director - Andrew Donoho
Creative Director - Sub Urban
Production Company - Obsidian
Executive Producer - Doug Klinger
Head of Production - Anna Heinrich
Producer: Jami Arceo
Producer: Paul Young Lee
Director’s Rep - Doug Klinger at Reprobates
Production Manager - Kelsey Anderson
Director of Photography - Julian Kapadia
1st Assistant Director - Mike Estrella
2nd Assistant Director - Benjamin Salvador
1st AC - Jacob Perry
2nd AC - Jake Dugger
Ronin Op - Adam Hull
Gaffer - Justin Garcia
BBE - Harper Thomas
Electric - Zach Stilwel
Electric - Yoann Cifuentes
Key Grip - Jon Coyne
BBG - Natalie Coyne
Grip - Anthony Santos
Grip - Johnathan La
Driver - Austin Murillo
Production Designer - Wesley Goodrich
Art Director - Carter McNeil
Choreographer and Movement Coach - Monika Felice Smith
Stunts - Tony Snegoff
Artist SFX Makeup - Sasha Glasser
Artist SFX Makeup Assistants - Malina Stearns & Hannah Starke
Artist Wardrobe Stylist - Aquiles
Artist Hair - Donovan Domingo
Artist Makeup - Jose Corella
Artist MGMT - Danny Kang, Aryan Mahyar, Gabriella Pulley & Francisco Montiel
Young Bella - Kendall Nguyen
Post Producers - Nazeli Kodjoian and Maria Rinaldi at Sunset Post
Editors - Andre Jones at Sunset Post
Color - Matt Osborne at Company 3
Color Grade Producer - Dan Butler
VFX Supervisor - Andrew Donoho
VFX Producer - Denhov Visuals
Additional Roto & Paint - Vitaly Verloff
Beauty - Sunset Post
Label Commissioner - Norman Wonderly & Devin Sarno
Special thanks to Cash App for helping make this all possible! 💚
LYRICS:
[Verse 1]
You know I don't believe in ghosts Or letting people close
I'm good at letting go
You kiss my lips until they're colder Think you're in control but
But I should let you know
[Pre-Chorus]
Well, the good guys don't always get the glory
Can't you see the warning signs?
[Chorus]
I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true)
Love me, love me
Trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy
Lying on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
[Verse 2]
Chew you up and spit you out
And still you come around
So I can watch you drown
Hate when you tell me that you'll wait
Like you think that I could change
When I've always been this way
[Pre-Chorus]
Well, the good guys don't always get the glory
Can't you see the warning signs?
[Chorus]
I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true)
Love me, love me
Trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy
Lying on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
[Bridge]
I'm haunted by the words you say
When I can’t say that I feel the same
Admit you’ll always be alone
And baby you should know
I’m only gonna ghost
[Chorus]
I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true)
Love me, love me
Trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy
Lying on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
#BellaPoarch #LivingHell #DollsEP

[@bellapoarch]

Living Hell is a story about my childhood. It’s a story about how I struggled growing up inside a real-life living hell in a tiny room in the Philippines. My whole life, I’ve been trying to escape my childhood trauma, my living hell, and no matter how much therapy I do, no matter how much medicine I take, and no matter how far I try to run away…it always comes back to haunt me. The music video is inspired by my childhood room. My room was yellow and had a lock on the outside. Yellow because it was a color I was forced to like growing up. It was my parents way of letting me know that they have the power in the house. And a lock on the outside because my parents wanted to make sure that I didn’t escape when I was in there. It was really hard for me to relive this while shooting the music video. I really want to talk to you more about it when I’m ready. Sorry for the essay the reason I’m writing this because I want all of you who are reading this and all of you who have supported me along this journey to understand that I love you more than you know. You guys are my escape. You guys are why I wake up everyday. You guys are the reason that I’m able to break free from this mess and in my darkest times, understand that things are going to be okay. I truly can’t thank you enough and I want you to know that I’m here for you the same way that you’re here for me. To anyone who is also going through their own living hell, you will escape and I'll be right there by your side. This one's for you💛

[@Kelvinwyz]

love you bella

[@xuesophie842]

I’m a big fannn!

[@sanajinabolmuko6212]

First

[@jennilopez7074]

Love u

[@3yearsofcyber]

Ha ha 🔥🔥

[@bellapoarch]

If you're reading this, drop your country's flag in the comments🇵🇭 I want to know where everyone's from!!

[@lemonplash2581]

Philiphines😍🇵🇭

[@Ravenonweed]

Singapore 🇸🇬

[@arxyt]

United Kingdom (also bella please reply anything to me it would mean so much

[@dannadiaz7318]

United states of América

[@Bunny_rabbit.]

🇨🇦

[@aniqah75]

2:23 this part was SO satisfying

[@Applejuice36]

Omg YES

[@lukecurran6552]

❤ereerert5

[@MelanieStan-ho3fi]

Yess I love that part

[@user-bi6mo5oi7m]

Hi Bella, In 2023, I was suffering from a blood infection, and at that time, my grandfather had passed away. I was unable to recover myself for 6 months, but within my recovery time, my girlfriend cheated on me, and I was having serious mental health issues. But I used to listen to your songs, and this song is just like antibiotics. Thank you so much for making beautiful songs.❤❤❤

[@trongnghia8190]

Saej72iwoejw🎉😂❤😢😮😅😊kw9dk

[@SanketJadhav-rn1ni]

Ab sab thik hai na bhai ?

[@danielle_isyourfav]

I used to have a ear infection that took 1 week to heal.

[@Kitty-zk6qv]

Omg that must be tough

[@sephwastaken]

The lyrics in the bridge really comes from her experiences as a kid. The young Bella deserves all the love and we know she didn't deserve that treatment before. 🙁

[@seraphicchic8829]

💖💖🥺

[@Bri-eb5bn]

Yesss ❤️💔

[@robinskull]

MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH

[@sephwastaken]

@@robinskull little boy, no one asks.

[@samanthaluke9370]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/qXO8kJKnj7Bjba8 😘❤️❤️🙏

[@hannashbelledelosreyes6065]

This made me feel chills. A toxic household is so common in the Philippines. This is our battle and let's win it. Thank you Bella you are such a beautiful kind soul. You deserved a better family, were your family

[@estenne8061]

It is sad to know that having a toxic household is common or considered normal in the Philippines. I hope that would change because any child does not deserve that crap.

[@Sweetieee]

It really is. My type is Filipinos & every guy I’ve met is a party animal drug/ alcohol taker that’s sleeping around still when they’re pushing 30 & all have family trauma of some kind. I wonder why there’s so much generational trauma but I hope this generation ends it

[@Guanlezg0]

@@themore-you-know theres more in life about being a mother and being a wife she sings about cuz men take advantage of women

[@Guanlezg0]

@@themore-you-know geez i feel like youre whole personality is having a male partner

[@Guanlezg0]

@@themore-you-know she hasn’t “taken responsibility” cuz she did nothing wrong

[@TAELEND7]

It's April 2024 and legends still listening to this masterpiece.

[@angelicassweetgaming1751]

Me too^^

[@obviouslyALYM]

Hello❤

[@jastmin21]

I too am still living in constant pain, but I am learning to live with it. Hurting made me understand that I AM alive, and you Bella, has inspired me to become better than those who have hurt me. Thank you, sincerely💛

[@mayisabela8234]

So far all her songs are so damn well produced. So catchy, and addicting. Then there's the impressive storyline on all her mv connected to each other

[@Bri-eb5bn]

So good!!❤️

[@romeonovell]

its giving me pop melanie martinez

[@cipz7124]

Yes they are

[@robinskull]

MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH

[@Pelusa_nefasta]

@@robinskull obviouslly, and i am a mars mermaid whos married with batgirl

[@ZombieSazza]

As a survivor of a violent childhood, this song resonates with me deeply. So proud of you Bella, you’ve created a masterpiece

[@lyannawinter405]

I hope you feel loved and valid until the end your days and I'm proud of you that you made it so far.

[@Bri-eb5bn]

I wish you all the best! I noticed she wore the blouse that choked her at the beginning.. I wonder what that meant 💔

[@lilliewest1887]

i wish you all the best and you are a strong individual for going through it

[@legendyt1715]

@@lyannawinter405 .

[@larrybird992525]

Same 😪 kzbin.info/www/bejne/qKuseaqlfsqqq7M

[@chikisinq]

Como una persona que tambien paso la mayoria de su infancia encerrada en una habitacion sin poder salir por años gracias a la manipulacion y violencia, me salen lagrimas cada vez que escucho esta cancion aunque ya haya pasado 1 año desde que la subiste y escuche por primera vez. Yo jamas hubiera sido capaz de cantar las injusticias y el dolor que sufrí de pequeña, me echaria para atras y, a pesar de que recuerdo todo muy bien, no seria capaz de recrearlo porque, al igual que tu, los fantasmas de mi niñez me siguen atormentando. Eres realmente valiente bella, saludos desde chile 🇨🇱

[@Kayla11139]

I love everything about this song. ❤❤❤

[@loves6368]

The fact that Bella is brave enough to share her trauma, let alone put it into MUSIC is a big deal in itself. She deserves all the love she gets and more.

[@HarmonicHaven337]

Slowed+reverb kzbin.info/www/bejne/l6S9paucarqnrqs ?????????????????

[@bw4life704]

THIS IS TRASH MY CONTENT IS BETTER!!!

[@assassinate6638]

I can relate to her

[@HarmonicHaven337]

@@assassinate6638 Slowed+reverb kzbin.info/www/bejne/l6S9paucarqnrqs ?????????????????

[@Happy-fb2uc]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/oqO8qp-Hmbxkb68 how is that 😍😍😍 please comment😌😌

[@zzdoggie]

Omg I am coming back to this song now and I did not realize before how amazing this is

[@angelmation436]

I also have to deal with mountains of childhood trauma and its weirdly warming to see people who understand. Id like to thank you for reaching out and being a voice for us♥️💛

[@FavoriteBookBoys]

2:43 I love how here it's almost as if her child self is mocking her for how she can't break out of her trauma and how herself is like a trick mirror were one side of her is how she tries to live and the other side is the trauma she faced as child growing up that will always be lingering.

[@_.blackb1rd._]

I noticed that later on she is wearing the dress that suffocated her at the beginning of the video!

[@valvomb1567]

Her acting skill are on point and her voice is a heaven's voice. Everything she has are perfections

[@amor7886]

y’all are lying 😭😭

[@annaoopatemybrotherandkill8479]

Stop lying

[@robinskull]

MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH

[@cimtheaverage]

@@annaoopatemybrotherandkill8479 You're everywhere. What a hater

[@Jordan-rx7tk]

@@amor7886 bruh its unique and good wym

[@Aaron-jf2oc]

My heart breaks for her she's been through so much I'm really proud that she does what she loves to do and can make songs about her experiences and open up and by doing that she's helping other People who have also had traumatic experiences in there lives

[@mohamedfakoorbooso1970]

The music & her voice OMG it's so gorgeous 😍 I'm obsessed with this song 🔥💯

[@peppapigwantstoknowyourloc5830]

Can we just talk about the message of the song? I love how Bella is trying to convey such a deep meaning through her music. That is what makes me respect her, the way we can connect and relate through her music. She’s not gonna stop anytime soon, all her songs are amazing

[@terrorwraith3402]

Imagine bella 10 years from now

[@panget3566]

As someone who experienced feeling locked up, was locked up in a small room, and was under the household of abusive people, this song really made me cry. It's hard to express and open up so i can't really describe how amazed I am that Bella wrote her past trauma into a song. You're so strong, we fcking love you

[@arabellaaspen2713]

Bella Poarch dun went off 2 da next level like fr fr 💖 a u t h e n t I c v i e w s 💖 is what got them HUGE!

[@kamelnaasarabat2467]

2:06 My favourite part ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@KyleCabalitasan]

The message in this song and the music video is so powerful. We’ve all had childhood traumas and Bella is showing how vulnerable she is through her music. But as a fellow musician, it is therapy in a different form. Love the song and love the message!

[@MbitaChizi]

Ok dont read my name 😑.

[@Bri-eb5bn]

Yesss ❤️

[@robinskull]

MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH

[@lilmunchblgoddess5884]

@@robinskull then who are you? I saw your comment on Bella's mv and it sounds like u love it...lolol

[@LittleTea62]

@@robinskull I had a look, and bro, your beats are like when xqc tried to make one for the first time. hahaha

[@MoonliteIce]

The visuals, the lyrics, the vocals, everything…I can’t tear my eyes away from this. Bella is such a star. I can’t wait to see where the future takes her.

[@hidn2635]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/pGemd4Cqg5uaZ7M

[@crystalrivera8250]

Me too! Its too good

[@youtube_chaplain]

ATTENTION!!! Hell is real!!!! Your soul is the "real you". When your body dies, your soul will continue to live forever, in Heaven or in Hell. We can not hide our sins from God. Jesus Christ loves you and He died for your sins. If you will REPENT of your sins and put your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior and believe in the gospel, you will be saved and your name will be written into the Book of Life. Revelation 20:15 Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire. "Confession Prayer" (Repeat Aloud) Father God, I come to you, to confess that I am a sinner. I have done some things in my life that I am not proud of and I repent of my sins. I believe that Jesus died on the cross for my sins and that He arose from the grave and that He is alive today. I ask that you forgive me of my sins. I confess with my mouth, that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. AMEN...

[@KIMPOY971]

This is so freaking great to play on a bass speaker.

[@elizaAlves-hi7mk]

Yes❤

[@kiwiwella8939]

honestly Bella’s story is so inspiring. It’s amazing to see how far she’s come and I can’t wait to see what else she’ll come up with!

[@jarred9809]

How sad that yellow symbolizes happiness and yet for Bella it's something traumatic, you're such a brave girl Bella, I admire you for that aside from being an artist. You'll found your peace and healing soon, keep moving forward! You got it girl

[@realgoodman69]

@DON'T stop commenting this on every comment if we cared you would have subscribers

[@kavya71954]

yellow also sometimes symbolizes madness.

[@banana-ichirama-souda1778]

@@musiqlover961 the backrooms?

[@llawliet8279]

Lurking in the background is the dark side of yellow: cowardice, betrayal, egoism, and madness. I think this is her what she means.

[@banana-ichirama-souda1778]

I was kidding💀

[@HugoEarthling]

This one is f****** incredible Bella ❤

[@lauras_youtube4]

I resonate with this a lot I had a really traumatic childhood with power trips, guilt trips , feeling so small , you want it to end and then just become numb and on auto pilot , can't feel just going through your day but can't remember conversations , losing days . Then I got out and it took me years and a really good support system to break me out that and become stronger and independent and know my own mind and stand up and let them know I won't be that person anymore

[@niles8102]

I'm a metal head but damn she has some amazing songs and this one cuts deep. One of the few popstars whose music I can appreciate! I hope she goes far.

[@dalast.2593]

Yes²

[@toxiczombiewolf5692]

Same

[@zushc]

same

[@BermieLostella3003]

YOO NAH IS THIS BELLA POARCH THE SAME FROM TIKTOK????

[@cosmyctaylorsversion]

@@BermieLostella3003 Yea, I don't have TikTok but it damn sure is

[@Lala-ic2wf]

didn’t expect much coming into this tbh. just thought she would be another tiktoker trying to make a music career. but wow, she blew me away. what an amazingly written song, amazing production, those vocals in the chorus, the mv aesthetics. everything was so great. i can tell she genuinely cares about what she’s doing and has that artistry. i’ll def be checking out her future projects.

[@robinskull]

MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH

[@balladofahomeschooledboy0514]

@@robinskull oh yeah is that why no one has ever heard of you before?

[@lilmunchblgoddess5884]

+ the meaning of her songs are painful 😭😭

[@Mr.XShun.]

So perfectly said. ✊🏽🙌🏽

[@miwo4984]

Idk about tiktokers but its kinda weird how people make assumptions about someone they know nothing about then act surprised, etc. I guess this is just how the world works 🤣

[@AmandaSunet-xd8if]

Big fan of you Bella I had no idea you been through this

[@iamyoudaman]

Can NOT say ENOUGH about how great it is to see her succeeding!! This is a REAL person everyone not a musical puppet-and this is how superior we can all be - regardless of abusive pasts, and any obstacles in our way!! 💪🏼👊🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼 Good for you Bella u found a release and u will find peace ✌🏼 💛😊

[@HeylinPrincess666]

If there’s one way to viscerally communicate the idea of parental/guardian trauma it’s the line “I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to”. Anyone who has been there knows the fear that instills, whether it’s been outright said or just implied. Thank you, Bella. This evoked an emotion I’d been failing to articulate.

[@e.g.4218]

“I can do anything i want to to you cause you’re just my daughter” will forever haunt me :)

[@TommyhillTrigga23]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/hYqXY36hfb2ErLs 🌎🎯

[@jadesmoben9270]

She is so emotionally and artistically intelligent but people seriously overlook it

[@mummaP19]

My mother used to scare the absolute crap out of me. One day I was at my sisters (her and my mother had stopped talking). I'd been there all morning and I get a phone call off my mother. "Come home now". My sister saw me face and said she doesn't envy me that walk home. I'd be walking along panicking, wondering what I could have possibly done wrong. All I had done was dare to spend time with my sister. My mother never needed to say that line "I can make your life a living hell". She had a way of making you feel it. Took me a long time to find the strength to leave that situation and I've had to deal with alot of issues for a long time. Now I'm a mother myself and I constantly panic that I'll make the same mistakes that my mother did. It's a struggle. But this song hits me deep and so does Bella's story. I don't follow her on tiktok (I don't even have it, it's not for me), but I love her music and she's just cute as a button.

[@seedplanter7173]

The Satanic agenda is where you all reside unknowingly..

[@rehaamqaiser456]

The lyrics are angry but her voice is calm and soothing. She's amazing! And the fact that she went from having a traumatic past to being this successful is such a motivation for people. Bella is such a good role model. She shows people that no matter where you're from, you can still manage to make it big. Her music is so satisfying to listen to as well. She has such a soothing voice. Love you Bella

[@weyadoe]

Frrrr

[@JyunJyunie.00]

Her voice sounds sad and lonely, maybe a representation of what she felt during her childhood. It's pretty sad.

[@Bri-eb5bn]

I noticed she wore the blouse that choked her at the beginning.. I wonder what that meant 💔

[@lilliewest1887]

she also sings in a horrory way i dont know how to explain but its just so unique to me, but yall check out ”living hell thnked remix” its such an good edit/remix of this song!

[@rizzyree5841]

@@Bri-eb5bn maybe its a sign that she was forced to wear it? She was choked and forced out of her room to bathe in yellow goop, I think thats what it means..?

[@bucky4195]

this song just randomly came back to me cuz i listened to it for the entirety of 2023

[@keynansalambi7264]

Incroyable le son ❤

[@letizialorusso1950]

And people still dare to say she's not talented, not hard-working or not deserving... I sensed this girl had it in her since the start, she's been killing it and the message of this song is amazing, we don't realise how hard it is to make these kind of projects that have to do with childhood trauma, but she did it and did an amazing job 👏🏻

[@AldeMaestro_22]

Let's all be realistic here she did not get famous for her talents, she got famous for moving her face on tiktok... that's what people mean when they talk about her

[@peipei7287]

@@AldeMaestro_22 true, but yet they all blamed her for getting famous doing faces when they were the one gave her views 🤷🏻‍♀️

[@IMPEBOIII]

It’s not a good song ppl are gonna give her criticism for it it just dosent hit

[@peipei7287]

@@IMPEBOIII huh? R u trying to say this song sucks? Fym bro, this song has the deep meaning. Well maybe ppl like u cant relate to it but u cant just say like that. Her songs r literally mostly about her traumatic past.

[@fanboy3175]

@@peipei7287 agree

[@karljohnvillarias3371]

She's not only a tiktok star. She's a legit lyricist and singer ♥️

[@user-bg5cf5ks4l]

9wol Is.

[@JohnSmith-bw6pv]

this is beyond dumb..

[@Lily26183]

Yes! She is a queen

[@fra93ilgrande]

Well said 🥹❤️

[@childrenoftolkien]

Didn't she cheat on her husband with some thug and bragged about it? Nice to see the youth if today just keep on winning.

[@jvjuanandfriends4326]

This is my favorite show I watch all the times.

[@Snehamondal-ys7wg]

You are God gifted ❤❤ Love from India 🇮🇳

[@seraphicchic8829]

I've suffered from childhood traumas and the lyrics and music video show so much meaning for me🙏🏼 🥺 Thank you, you're my inspiration! Love you Bella💖

[@robinskull]

@BeIIa Paorch Vevo 🅥 MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH

[@Bri-eb5bn]

❤️❤️❤️

[@khiandaniel5760]

@BeIIa Paorch Vevo 🅥 bruh fake

[@forzir]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/rGioZn6jnN1-bpo afro beat t mix

[@mikucrafts107]

She gave you a heart 😮

[@uzumakiasmr1273]

the fact that you made yourself this vulnerable to your audience knowing that they (**cough, cough** “family”) will potentially watch this, is so admirable and badass. i am proud of you bella and yes we are here to support you 100%.

[@melonenjoyer]

Her parents be like: omg sue her

[@animefangirl9006]

yeah

[@TommyhillTrigga23]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/hYqXY36hfb2ErLs 🌎🎯

[@animefangirl9006]

@Mr Shaq ❤️❤️❤️

[@us3rk1t30]

I cannot with these fucking bots💀 but I agree with you. Bella slayed this album 💅🏽💅🏽

[@Cantbeerased7893]

This is my comfort song. Thank you 😢

[@nadeemahmed-fu2yd]

She is so talented beautiful good artist she has beautiful Voice!! When she said:"I can make your life living hell"WoW really Love this line My favourite line ever✨✨

[@hazelleosala1705]

2:24 when the beat drop it's just so gooooddddddd

[@wjkae]

This is my favourite song from you yet. The funny thing is, nothing I owned growing up was yellow, because I made sure my “family” never knew I loved it. I’d make up a different favourite color every few years in a cycle, because yellow would have been just another tool to control me. Since moving out, almost everything I own is yellow. Freedom. This video is a beautiful expression of a painful childhood, an inverted mirror. Thank-you so much for this song. 💛

[@tiktokblu.]

Tiktok will go crazy

[@underwrldproductions]

Don’t read my name 🤠 .

[@Chaddd_d]

@@underwrldproductions alr

[@vitalisokekegwu7104]

I love the way you express urself am just treated the same way u are ... never given the opportunity to express my self always been locked from reality and treated like a second hand doll my great passion for music 🎶 was been discouraged by some family friends and parents but now my mom is dead I felt same way for music.. the only thing is for someone to help me prove them that there all wrong

[@rich2583]

Wow the victimhood is strong here. What a bs story.

[@Luvsnowyx]

A beautiful girl with a wonderful voice Amazing.

[@jeremysanderson9673]

Such immense talent and beauty in such a tiny girl. You’re the real deal Bella. Keep making music. This is high art!

[@kettyspikes]

Her vocals are getting better and better. The melody and the production is just sick. The main verse feels very Bollywoody and I'm here for it. This is gonna be on repeat for me this week

[@BlazingGamezDK]

his

[@mellya9514]

Thats exactly what i thought! I thought i was trippenn

[@TianTao274]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/qZ3EaWOkpriabKs Finally it's here

[@avril99887766]

Bollywood 🤨🤨

[@TommyhillTrigga23]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/hYqXY36hfb2ErLs 🌎🎯

[@fatherplatypus2316]

I always appreciate people who express themselves through art, like this one. The anger, rhe sadness, every emotion was able to be poured out into something amazing, and i can see and feel it in this video

[@larrybird992525]

Makes me cry 😪 kzbin.info/www/bejne/qKuseaqlfsqqq7M

[@AwkwardAvii]

Exactly!!

[@tiktokblu.]

Tiktok will go crazy

[@underwrldproductions]

Don’t read my name 🤠 .

[@forzir]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/rGioZn6jnN1-bpo afro beat t mix

[@ItzCocozx_]

I read your message Bella, and I totally understand. I feel bad and you really deserve more.

[@sir.richardarmstrong3rd759]

Everything that Sub touches turns into gold!

[@lapizlapoppy]

Okay personally, this is probably my favorite song of hers so far. It's probably because of the fact that this is the longest song she's released (but it still didn't hit 3minutes 😭) but I am in LOVE with the vocals. Her riffs and runs 😍

[@chuu_official5128]

@Tommylmit 🅥 tommyinnit flop

[@spacecraft37773]

Ditto

[@donttalktome313]

SAMEEE

[@Odddod0]

Fr tho

[@balladofahomeschooledboy0514]

is that you in your pfp? 😳

[@mummaP19]

Anyone who knows Bella's life before she blew up will be able to tell what this song is about. Another amazing song. Can't wait to see what she does next. In the meantime, I guess I'll have to put this song on repeat with the others.

[@weyadoe]

Same:,)

[@weyadoe]

@XelloRecords no problem! Props to you for the grind :)

[@Bri-eb5bn]

I noticed she wore the blouse that choked her at the beginning.. I wonder what that meant 💔

[@somepotato8702]

yeah true. I wasn't a fan of her at first. I knew her when people were sort of hating on her and I was like she seems good so lemme follow her then I heard about her past and it broke me. In the music video I try to correlate everything she was saying in the music video to the interview and it breaks me. Hats off to anyone struggling with their trauma :')❤

[@raginikhandelwal2125]

She is not only a talented artist but a literal queen with her vocals.

[@NehaSingh-xp1qk]

This song gives me a peace 😊😊😊

[@meixizou86]

Bella Poarch deserves the rise to fame. She's pretty talented. I'm hoping her career will soar further. She's literally living like Cinderella.

[@WinniePooh33]

Why include pretty? not saying your wrong

[@SH_Hof]

I mean... she sold her soul for it.

[@meixizou86]

@@SH_Hof proof?

[@elzbietajaskowska1987]

That is so true ❤️

[@lisk328]

@@WinniePooh33 pretty talented*

[@Ellie-bd4qu]

Her story is so inspiring. I wasn't a fan but now I'm in love with her songs. Channeling fear into talent is the hardest, but shes done it. Edit : tysm for the likes! Im having the song on repeat😶

[@lezliwelge9626]

Damn you thought you'd just write a book on here instead of on paper and turn it into a published book about your life in a living hell?

[@YeeHaww]

@@lezliwelge9626 what ?

[@mamatwix]

@@lezliwelge9626 I think more people would read it here than a book- plus, this music vid is based on it

[@johnnylego807]

1k likes but only 8 comments? 😂 Goofy Ahh music industry. This whole video is filled with bot comments 🤖

[@youtube_chaplain]

ATTENTION!!! Hell is real!!!! Your soul is the "real you". When your body dies, your soul will continue to live forever, in Heaven or in Hell. We can not hide our sins from God. Jesus Christ loves you and He died for your sins. If you will REPENT of your sins and put your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior and believe in the gospel, you will be saved and your name will be written into the Book of Life. Revelation 20:15 Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire. "Confession Prayer" (Repeat Aloud) Father God, I come to you, to confess that I am a sinner. I have done some things in my life that I am not proud of and I repent of my sins. I believe that Jesus died on the cross for my sins and that He arose from the grave and that He is alive today. I ask that you forgive me of my sins. I confess with my mouth, that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. AMEN...

[@user-uz8mc6em5v]

Bella's voice is so angelic😈😇

[@Vitdangyeu]

I feel so sorry for her, but now she has her own free life doing what she loves, which is wonderful.

[@austinfiregaming9740]

We can all agree, Bella’s voice is magical

[@lilliewest1887]

she has a super unique style too! also definitely check out ”living hell thnked remix” its such an good edit!!!

[@chrris10_productions62]

Tiktok aside and how she got famous aside , Bella is one of those tiktokers that makes music that is actually talented . Every song that she has dropped has been nothing but amazing while in the process shows her growth . I’m not even a fan of her content on tiktok but I’m able to recognize that Bella music career is off to a great start.

[@AngelPerez-by1lx]

Agreed

[@Paquetteism]

It's the same beat like everybody else with the falsetto singing. What are you talking about? There is nothing unique here. 😂😂😂😂

[@johnnylego807]

Nothing unique here, another cash grab, she’s not even writing the songs 😂😂💀 Shes got a whole team for everything including her lyrics, she’s got multiple ghost writers.

[@angster4267]

I disagreed with your comment the moment you wrote that she makes “music that is actually talented”

[@chrris10_productions62]

@@Paquetteism I didn’t say anything abt her music being “unique” I said she shown growth in what she’s releasing with vocals and visuals .

[@user-nj5ip7qr4j]

Wow, Bella Poarch's 'Living Hell' music video is simply stunning. Her voice is incredibly soulful and powerful, and the raw emotion that she brings to each lyric is truly moving. Bella's beauty radiates from within, and her strength and resilience in sharing her struggles is truly inspiring. It takes a lot of courage to open up about our inner demons, but Bella does it with grace and vulnerability. You are a true gem, Bella, and your talent and spirit are a gift to the world. Keep shining your light, and know that you have a whole community of people who support and believe in you. Sending you love and positive energy! ❤

[@_Z7H_0]

Life is painful, but all people fear the weak, but no one approaches the strong 😢❤

[@mayurdevkate7694]

its true

[@maxzytaruk8558]

She's so experimental in her visuals major respect to her and her team

[@ysgcentral]

Here's a gift 💝 I hope you like it kzbin.info/www/bejne/qZe4mKV8pLacmdU

[@black498]

So disappointing that her last 2 songs are getting less views now. These 2 songs, especially this one, is particularly good and showcases her vocals more. I got emotional watching this. Thank you for sharing yourself bella!

[@user-uy2gs8zo1i]

@@user-iw8js7ne3d I understand that u may not like her music, but that is not an excuse to hate on her. People have different tastes and tolerance is a very important character attribute needed when talking to other people, kindly grow up, thank you

[@rodo2220]

5.4 mil in 8 days isn’t bad

[@bi.fruitsalad]

Exactly!! This deserves so much more

[@petchai4814]

It needs a better thumbnail. Yellow goo made it look not interesting. And her, covered with goo, made her look like a yellow gecko.

[@squishie2925]

She’s still getting MILLIONS of views lol

[@jenlin6715]

Relatable song

[@sampurnabhattacharjee714]

1M likes coming soon 🎉

[@akashicrecords123]

Hearing this song is like watching a whole movie specifically a tragic or sad story. It also feels like watching an opera.

[@PreppySUZIEsheep3568]

Your my fave singer since 3 years ago and you still are and I'm from 🇬🇧

[@liz-tf9ie]

This is such a good song

[@johnmartinsoriano5778]

This is why living in a Filipino household is a matter of how lucky you are to avoid nightmarish parents. Imagine the struggles of every Filipino offspring out there just to try and escape the chaotic reality of trauma and oppression within a household. I love how Bella did portray this reality through her music. This is such an amazing repertoire, a soothing masterpiece with deep meanings behind.

[@nahidaxnilou]

Why fillipino if her foster father was american? and nobody helped her while she was living and going to school in usa? its worldwide issue not filippino houshold

[@romenmuana4110]

@@nahidaxnilou Agree

[@donttalktome313]

you don't know what you're talking about. Filipino parents (Asian parents) are literally a hundred times better than other parents out there. Kids are just getting rebellious today because they want to be like the American kids who don't know the word respect. Bella's stepdad is American too.

[@saonicarasco9655]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nKOXfqGNlNKJeZY

[@markruffles3626]

Yeah I'm pretty sure she was just a spoiled brat that's why she's portraying it like that

[@Anastasia-ex6sv]

This song has left an impression on me. Knowing a bit of the backstory behind the lyrics makes them so much more important and meaningful. The music tells a story, and so do the visuals. I imagine it was difficult to put your memories and thoughts into this song and video. Even so, what you created is amazing. Thank you for sharing this music with us!

[@urfat14791]

✨

[@adieldesira99]

Nmtsfg

[@rrrrauf]

💋

[@rosalia2940]

True love = the love of God! *God himself went to the cross for you out of love for you as a human being* Philippians 2:5-8

[@user-rj5gw8mc9o]

@@jaafernasri2845 ошащнщнщ👍🐷🐂🖕🤝😚🤤😙😉🤲🏿🖖🏾🤏🏾💅🏼👏🏿🤜🏿✍🏾🤛🏻🦻🏾🫀👐🏼👍🏼🤞🏽👋👋🏽👌🏽🤌🏽🤏🏾✌🏾🖐🏾🤚🏽✋🏾👎🏼👰🏿

[@christianholden3056]

I love this song so much

[@lucywilliams9263]

Genuinely feeling the song

[@kellyregan7469]

I love that shes so comfortable with showing her body and that shes so strong while still remembering all the horrible stuff that happened to her. We love you bella

[@escwilde222]

I think the better way to say it, is that she's brave enough to show herself vonerable. Comfortable is maybe not the right way to put it. (I get your intention tho and ofc agree. She's amazing!)

[@monkey6547]

It's funny how yellow is the color of betrayal/infedility/distrust even. Good message Bella as always, and I hope for anyone that is healing, it gets better.

[@JulieSings]

I thought yellow is a sign of happiness back then 😭

[@thiroknanic7016]

@@JulieSings it is, but i forget too that its also used on street warning signs that tell ppl to yield and all that... im sure all the colors have a positive and negative pyschological meaning

[@monkey6547]

@@JulieSings that's why it looks like a happy colour but it's really deceptive. Like with yellow roses, it can mean friendship but it could also mean a new betrayal.

[@JulieSings]

@@monkey6547 ohh that's dark

[@hithere9393]

@@monkey6547 I don't really get the music video can someone explain it to me?

[@word2yermum681]

Your story made me love you even more. I'm so sorry you had to go through those awful things. Look at you coming out on top anyway! What a smack in the face to your parents. I applaud you for your strength and you give me hope for my future now. Thank you so much! You mean so much to me and so many others!!!!!! May you live in peace. ❤️

[@zarina-._.]

This is like, the best videoclib what i ever see. It give me a.. idk, its so good!! ✨️

[@Chloe-tn6kz]

The scene where the little girl was in the mirror i started crying cause it reminded me of so many things,i hope we all break free from things that hurt us the most,thank you bella so much i wish you a lotta healing and i love you sm❤️

[@littletearbigcry]

MELANIE MARTINEZ IS RELEASING NEW MUSIC!! MAKE SURE TO SHARE THE NEWS EVERYWHERE SO SHE GETS THE ATTENTION SHE DESERVES!!!! 💖

[@DeluxBass]

Can't imagine how hard it was to make this. I've recently tried writing stories to help process trauma myself, and I barely get past a few sentences/pages without scrapping it and needing to rest for days. Respect that you managed to make the video, and good luck with recovery.

[@LivsLovelyRoblox644]

2:23 MY FAV PART ITS SO SATISFYING

[@subhrakantidey9692]

I can't understand anything else but still I feel happiness

[@Proser3lap]

I really like your voice, it's so soothing and charming

[@Frostedflakey]

Bro it’s bots

[@AURORAstuff]

the music is REALLY good. sorry about everything you've been through bella.. long ago I've watched the H3 Podcast and knew about so much, you're very strong and we love you💓. loved the music video as well♡ hope you're dealing well with everything

[@iamdonalee]

OMG!!!!♥️AURORA 😍🥰🇵🇭✨️

[@brayanc.sardanas71]

Queens Supporting kweens

[@jayveesalvatera3971]

I also hate the color yellow.

[@thousandmerry11]

You are so supportive 💗 💕 ❤️ 💖 💓 💛

[@pinkqqq]

I love the music too, I hope Bella gives you a heart.

[@user-mb9qk5eu6u]

This is not just a song this is the another level of art of rhyme ❤❤❤ masterpiece..

[@Aesthetic_07_vibes]

One of my favorite song 💝

[@hyunp1w]

*_lyrics_* [Verse 1] You know I don't believe in ghosts Or letting people close I'm good at letting go You kiss my lips until they're colder Think you're in control but But I should let you know [Pre-Chorus] Well, the good guys don't always get the glory Can't you see the warning signs? [Chorus] I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to) Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true) Love me, love me Trust me with that heart of yours Feels so heavy Lying on the bedroom floor I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to) [Verse 2] Chew you up and spit you out And still you come around So I can watch you drown Hate when you tell me that you'll wait Like you think that I could change When I've always been this way [Pre-Chorus] Well, the good guys don't always get the glory Can't you see the warning signs? [Chorus] I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to) Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true) Love me, love me Trust me with that heart of yours Feels so heavy Lying on the bedroom floor I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to) [Bridge] I'm haunted by the words you say When I can’t say that I feel the same Admit you’ll always be alone And baby you should know I’m only gonna ghost [Chorus] I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to) Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true) Love me, love me Trust me with that heart of yours Feels so heavy Lying on the bedroom floor I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)

[@Alessia_Valter353]

Thank you🥰

[@thealjohnsonshow2188]

+rubyyjane 👏👏👏

[@babibiba8646]

Thank you

[@Lovely_tannies]

This song is so addictive.. she's got very unique and beautiful vocals.. I'm in love with this song bcoz the melody of this song.. it's literally stuck in my head..🙌

[@crystalrivera8250]

Same here

[@mm2_montageweaponsets979]

Just asking do u care about her childhood past and how she was in a real life living hell

[@donttalktome313]

@Zlok stop lying

[@mm2_montageweaponsets979]

@@donttalktome313 who’s lying

[@RitchePintac-li6ef]

The real esthetics is you you're from: philipnes. Thank you 🙏 bella.u raise pilipinas.

[@titlichoudhury07]

I am from India 🇮🇳 I love this song so much, this song is so mistirious 🙃

[@kenethaneros]

Unlike her past songs, this song is serving vocals. I can hear you bella. Philippine Pride 🇵🇭

[@michaelhernandez8359]

Stop with that filipino pride

[@BigPinkBaldHead]

@@michaelhernandez8359 Ka umay diba 🤣🤣

[@arinewstoday3477]

@@michaelhernandez8359 umm what-

[@MbitaChizi]

Ok dont read my name 😑

[@artemiscollection6642]

@@michaelhernandez8359 😆😆😆😆

[@jonellegregorio6218]

As also a Filipino who also feels trapped with my thoughts and strict parents, this really paints a picture that can be shared with everyone. I love your music and you are a filipina inspiration

[@ruhicenet3398]

Yess 🍑kzbin.info/www/bejne/j6XQm6yehNh6aKM

[@mysterybook7287]

your trapped in ur mind not 4 walls

[@its_a_solar_balls_fan]

Parehas

[@jasminetorres2339]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/jZ-9qIyGd62fiqs

[@watermelonhigh8719]

who asked

[@KomalShaw0312]

I love this song and I feel this song's feeling

[@lordraza1921]

Hi Bella! How are things? I hope everything will be alright. Most of the people are of the view that childhood is the best part of life, cause childhood gives us freedom from many things and it also provides a tension free environment no matter your wishes are being come true or not. Remember the good aspects of childhood age. These were your memories which made you something. Make yourself able to find the brightness from darkness like this. Be this alive tomorrow!

[@NoVisionGuy]

0:40 why does this melody sound so good damn

[@scarlettusagi]

So true

[@alphavasson5387]

WOW. All of Bella's songs and MV's have so much meaning, from feminism to sexual assault and now childhood trauma. Most pop music (not to hate! just my experience) is so light and fluffy, and to people who have hard lives it often just feels fake. Bella hasn't even come out with many songs yet, and already I find myself relating to all of them on a level I've never felt with any other pop artist. I'm so looking forward to listening to the EP :) I'm not going to sleep tonight!!! And to Bella: I really really REALLY hope making this has helped you heal in some way. Trauma never goes away, but you can always grow around it and form your own identity and confidence and life. I hope I can continue to listen to your music through your healing process and that one day I can follow in your footsteps through mine

[@forzir]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/rGioZn6jnN1-bpo afro beat t mix