I FINALLY MET WITH MY ONCOLOGIST... It Left Me Hopeless | Stage 3 Appendix Cancer | Day 31

[@bignoknow]

Thank you all for taking the time to watch, support, and share in my journey. Your kindness, prayers, and generosity have been a light during one of the darkest and most uncertain times of my life. Because of your support, I’ve been able to pursue specific treatments for my rare and aggressive appendiceal cancer-treatments that go beyond the limited standard options available to me. The donations to my GoFundMe have made it possible for me to access hyperbaric oxygen therapy, peptide treatments, targeted chemo options based on my RGCC test results, and so much more. These approaches give me a fighting chance and hope for the future. We are over halfway to the fundraiser goal, and I humbly ask for your continued support to help me see this plan through. Every donation, prayer, and act of kindness matters more than I can ever express. If you feel called to help, here’s the link: gofund.me/c3e2410b. Thank you for walking this road with me. I am endlessly grateful for this incredible community. God bless you all. 🙏

[@catlady6463]

@bignoknow has HIPEK been mentioned.Paul from Perth,an Australian guy had what I think started as appendiceal (sp) cancer It is the treatment where warm chemotherapy is washed into the abdomen and destroys the cancerous cells

[@youMatterItDoesGetBetter]

He’s just super scare and worried. It’s a pretty natural reaction.

[@youMatterItDoesGetBetter]

Your body is shredded man. You’ve got this! I just started chemo, it’s not awful. Makes you a little nauseated. I was able to eat find afterward.

[@OkieDokie680]

Has anyone told you about the clinical trial for colon cancer and ivermectin? The paper is on the NIH website you can look it up yourself. If I remember correctly they had a 100% cure rate. ( cure rate may be incorrect wording I’m not from a medical background). You should give it a read.

[@scottbean8077]

If you like to discuss any of this please let me know…i had T3N1AM0

[@andreahiggins2662]

When my family and I were “shopping” around for an oncologist for my mom, we met with one Dr that was so cold and unfeeling. He basically said she was going to die. We found someone else who was kind and compassionate. She lived another 15 years. Best of luck

[@glendamcrae6496]

I found dealing with specialists that their patient list for the day was so long they didn't have time to elaborate .

[@bdlimea7018]

An oncologist should be compassionate if nothing else jeez..

[@chimariich3278]

exactly what I deduced from their conversation. These consultants can be super busy and probably has been talking all day. I guess he should meet another oncologist​@@glendamcrae6496

[@karenvannorman1538]

I fired my first oncologist. He was brilliant, but we did not connect on a personal level. He didn't like me and I didn't like him. I told him that his life was cancer and mine was not. I wasn't hardened to it like him. I was Stage 4 when I got my port. I did well with chemo the first three months. 4, 5, and 6 kicked my butt. You just learn to roll with it. I had a few hiccups along the way, and they were dealt with at the time. I am currently cancer free - 11 years out. I will say your life is different after cancer treatment. A new normal.

[@Judith-wb3jl]

@@karenvannorman1538 🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@tw2102]

So glad you are cancer free. You are right, life is different after cancer. I’ve been fighting leukemia for a year and a half. I’m not the same person I was before being diagnosed. I’ve been on targeted therapy medication since day one, no break in treatment. It takes a severe toll on you physically, mentally and emotionally.

[@Mariasanchezz235]

God Bless you Karen! So glad for you. Wow

[@Jquintan3]

I had an unsympathetic doctor tell me to get my papers in order and felt totally devastated and defeated…. I searched for another doctor and 20 years later I’m STILL HERE and living a healthy life. Not all doctors are created equal.

[@andir2143]

You HAVE to find a new oncologist. One that is familiar with YOUR cancer. Do your research and don’t settle. This is your LIFE!

[@Meah-t7q]

Good point ❤❤❤

[@CoreyMoore515]

Came here to say this. You have to find a doctor that's willing to listen and help you attack the cancer the way you FEEL comfortable in doing! Find someone that has your back, Noah, not someone emotionless reading from a textbook and that gives the impression that that's the only way.

[@Marywebb5879]

Such fancy packaging on that portal😢 keep searching Noah

[@johannagarcelon9240]

@@andir2143 Absolutely you hit the nail on the head.

[@cynthiabrown4327]

I was appalled at your honest and nice review of the doctor.

[@Drifter1969]

2015 at the age of 46, I was diagnosed with double lung cancer! I had a 2% chance of living 5 yrs! I had 6 1/2 weeks of chemo and radiation followed by double lung cancer surgery. I had upper left lobe removed and wedge resection of right lung. My nerves to the left diaphragm and left vocal cord had to be sacrificed so I have a prosthetic vocal cord to talk! I’m now a 5x double lung, lymph node, rib and brain cancer survivor/ fighter! I’ve had SBRT radiation, Proton Beam radiation and Gamma Knife radiation! I started immunotherapy in 2020 and just completed infusion #88 and scans been stable since 2020! I was only 30% match for immunotherapy but I told them what choice do I have? Worst case scenario it doesn’t work! My faith is what keeps me going and the will to live!! You’re in my 🙏🙏🙏!!

[@Drifter1969]

@ that’s what I’m on aka Keytruda! Infusions every 3 weeks!

[@yourfriendbonita]

That is very inspirational Thank you for sharing😊

[@beccafitz22]

Wow…you are a BEAST…a true WARRIOR! Blessings to you for your health & mind! May all be strengthened & healthy!

[@Sarah-o8i7j]

@@Drifter1969🙏🏻❤️

[@Sarah-o8i7j]

@@JeffryDegrandekeep strong 🙏🏻❤️

[@matypelo9682]

As someone who not only works at Providence but who’s dad went through chemo at that exact clinic for colorectal cancer, RUN. Get away, go find someone and somewhere else. It is the furthest from Providence’s core values of “know me, care for me, ease my way.” Even though it should be the place that is closest to it. Every person we came across had the same flat demeanor. You felt like a statistic. The nurses in the infusion clinic were rude the doctors were not open to alternatives it was their way or the highway. I wasn’t going to say anything but after your experience I felt the need to tell you you’re spot on. Good luck with everything and may God heal your body and rid it of the cancer.

[@Glorydancer333]

I am so sorry to hear this. My husband had a craniotomy this summer after a fall and we were pretty much on the same page. But in general, no one cared to let us know anything. I don't know when the medical world became so uncaring. That's why it's so important to stay strong mentally as well as physically. Trust God and walk on.

[@dillydalie11]

I did not have that experience in the lab at all, mine was the total opposite of yours. A pharmasist even came to me in my chair while I was getting blood and platelets to explain about the pill I would be taking each day. They asked if I needed juice or coffee, or a snack, brought me a warm blanket if I was cold. Sorry you had such a bad experience.

[@Grahamt978]

I thought they were in LA

[@bradcampbell5766]

These are their core values? ~~~ “know me, care for me, ease my way.” What is your job at Providence? I suspect that most large medical centers are the same way. Maybe they are detached and aloof because they generally don't have confidence in their treatment$...

[@whatever8243]

@@dillydalie11I trust the person who works there. They see behind the scenes

[@Girlgonewise]

I’m so glad you’ve had your dad there with you. He’s an amazing father and support for you. Doctors can be so cold and unfeeling and narrow-minded.

[@Ophthalmology35]

I think when drs deal with thousands of cancer patients unfortunately they become robotic...in their defence if they broke down every single time it would be worst we need them to be empathetic so they can keep on going....❤

[@thekingbee100]

Oi-- I'm happy for You and SKIPPY McKEWKELL.

[@AlexandriaEscobar-r7x]

I lost my Noah to cancer when he was 2 years old. An infusion room full of babies is the worst place to be. We would have to fake smiles for my son while completely crushed on the inside. I’m praying for you and your family. You will have a great testimony at the end of this journey!

[@carolinagurl22]

I’m so sorry for your loss.

[@kathyn8780]

so sorry for your loss x

[@Judith-wb3jl]

@@AlexandriaEscobar-r7x 🙏🙏✝️✝️❤️❤️

[@comeoncarebear]

My condolences to you and family dear

[@DefiantAngel87]

@@AlexandriaEscobar-r7x I'm so deeply sorry

[@teeka7777]

Move on from this appointment with optimism for a meeting with a doctor familiar with appendiceal cancer! You got this!

[@JamieRoberts77]

I’ve been treated at Sloan Kettering memorial in New York. What she said in my opinion, is untrue. I’m stage IV deemed terminal, but the thing keeping me alive is immunotherapy and an oral chemo prescribed because of the gene mutation I have. I, too, had a PL that made me “ineligible” for immunotherapy but here I am thriving on it! The oral chemo targets the mutation which keeps the cancer at bay. You need to find out if you have a mutation. It’s a game changer. I was supposed to live max 15-20 months. I’ve hit my 5 year mark, and live a semi decent, normal lifestyle. I’m so sorry for your experience. Run from that place, and onto the next. Never settle. 🙏🏼

[@bignoknow]

So happy you’ve found a treatment that is working right now. Just be hard 😊

[@terriny1040]

My mother also was treated at Sloan Kettering in NY and found them to be the best as far as treatment options and their caring nature

[@much2pretty57]

@terriny1040 my friend went there too

[@terriny1040]

@@much2pretty57 Hope she also had a good experience

[@leonatomlin8280]

The reason the Dr mentioned the kidney stones was important. You can get septic from stones when you are having chemo. It is a very serious situation. Good luck on your journey🌸😊

[@vdeniceeckert3494]

Yes I no someone who's in that boat, she is very ill with septis

[@jacquelinehunt7794]

My husband has just come out of hospital after having sepsis due to kidney stones.

[@joegoldberg8533]

You have an amazing father. What a true blessing. ❤

[@MrParazitii51]

Don t lose your hope ,been watching your videos about anxiety and it had helped me a lot long time ago .My mother had stage 4 ovarian cancer and she fought for 7 years, and she wasnt t young. You are still young and strong you will get over this, and God loves you!

[@Judith-wb3jl]

@@MrParazitii51 prayers and positivity.

[@usualobject0]

My mother was fortunate to have a wonderful oncologist. He was such a kind man. All I can say is trust your gut when it comes to your life!

[@Judith-wb3jl]

1st of all God bless you with many healing prayers! I am a nurse, I worked for a top 10 hospital for 40 years. I worked for a neuro oncologist who is now retired, I used to ask other staff why he always had such a flat affect, showing no emotion with his brain tumor patients. His patients loved him, felt secure, just no empathy. Then one day, I found him sobbing in the staff room corner. I was told to just leave him alone with his grief. One of his patients had passed away, and I was amazed at the emotion pouring out of this doctor. I was later told that he holds his emotions close to his heart to be as effective without letting his emotions get into the way of his treatment therapy. Not sure what is best, he was a great well known doctor, one of the best in his field. Look for credentials/treatments, emotions can be deceiving! 🙏🙏❤️❤️✝️✝️

[@aspencer2328]

I think a flat affect indicates one is actually very touched emotionally by a situation. It's a way to maintain focus and objectivity without being overcome. However it comes off as detached and aloof. It's tough to be the doctor in dire situations. Hard to balance feelings vs professionalism. Hard on patients too.

[@sophie-q3e]

Exactly. My neurosurgeon showed no emotions, even though he and everybody else was sure I was going to die during my surgery. Straight to the point, telling facts, keeping it professional. The emotional support I got professionally from my family and friends. I had the best of both worlds. Who ran out of the hospital to speak with me after a check up with my nurse? My emotional neurosurgeon who wanted to know how my scar was healing and how I was doing. He once sank into the floor sobbing over losing a patient as well, I saw him a few years later sitting on the floor devastated. I don’t like the aggression towards established knowledge and the judgment of a person they don’t know.

[@denese2822]

Completely agree!! My oncologist is one of the best in the U.S. Not great with bedside manner at first, but I didn't want that, I wanted someone who knows what's up! Years later, great guy, love him dearly. He is retiring, and I was sad when he told me. Everyone is different.

[@Ashleyiza]

That's fine and all...... but sometimes people just need a little sympathy

[@sophie-q3e]

@@Ashleyizagetting educated to become medical professionals we learn to be empathetic, not sympathetic. It’s a huge and important difference between empathy and sympathy, and absolutely necessary to master this skill in order to keep ourselves sane and clear minded, make our decisions based on the best possible educated reasoning and science, stay calm and a healthy resource for our patients, show professionalism, be trustworthy and so on. Sympathy comes primarily from immediate emotional reactions and belongs to family and friends, colleagues. We can’t mix this up and it’s extremely important to understand that.

[@gigiof451]

Whatever you do please dont wait too long because cancer grows fast. Find another oncologist fast and start some treatment.. Prayers for you and yours ❤

[@ADWorcestershire]

“Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.” - Psalm 23:4

[@granddaddyofthemall6320]

Who made the darkest valley?

[@karyne826]

The valley of the shadow of death…

[@sharenbrewer9611]

Noah, I’ve commented before and wanted you to know that my son with stage 4 colon cancer has been doing the standard chemo for colon cancer for almost two years and has responded so well with it. A lot of cancer lesions are gone and many have reduced in size to nearly being gone. His oncologist says he is a super responder. He is 47 and healthy. Thru all this he has still worked and been very busy. And I think that CT scans are better than pet scans (especially measuring tumor size). Praying for you and remember to let God have all this ! He cannot bless you with victories if you do not trust Him ❤❤

[@carolwunsch4546]

Thinking of you. ❤

[@APM1978]

Johns Hopkins is a leader in appendix cancer treatment, seeing 100 to 200 patients a year

[@margaretgarana911]

This

[@mandybradley3079]

Why is he dragging this along without any chemotherapy or radiation? Most people with cancer don’t. I’m 20 years cancer free, started treatment right away.

[@paniolo6113]

@@mandybradley3079 I think he has to wait a little bit like 2 months before he can start the chemo because he had the surgery. But I agree the more aggressive he is towards it now the better.

[@OldSlyEyes]

@@mandybradley3079he seems very scared of it understandably so

[@scottbean8077]

I’m stage 3B colon cancer survivor….Partial colonectomy and 12 rounds folfox 5….piece of cake the chemo was…Only thing is you will be very tired and maybe neuropathy

[@charleneking7078]

A PET scan is absolutely standard treatment after a cancer diagnosis. Insist on getting one. ❤

[@yvonnetengen158]

Prayers for healing, strength and finding the right team for your treatment. ❤❤

[@eyeah4511]

The pain in his dad's eyes is heartbreaking😢

[@jesswolfe9445]

Husband 57/ Stage 3 colon cancer, did both the protocols you mentioned , one after the other. Quality of life sucked, and he said at the end ( exactly 3 years later ) he would not do it again. I pray you get EXACTLY the perfect team for your cancer.

[@granddaddyofthemall6320]

Did you pray for your husband?

[@jesswolfe9445]

@granddaddyofthemall6320 of course.

[@granddaddyofthemall6320]

@ Is he still alive?

[@kaymccormick2279]

I know people who have. Survived Stage 4 colon cancer. I don’t know how different appendix cancer is but I do know you are not stage 4

[@jesswolfe9445]

@granddaddyofthemall6320 no. He is resting in peace to rise in glory.

[@JstcountryGirl]

Your dad is absolutely right. Your soul will know where you’re supposed to be and this was definitely not it. You’ll KNOW in your “knower” when you’re on the right path!! Your spirit will roar!! ❤

[@watchingreviews528]

I think finding the right team that will advocate for you is crucial. I followed the cancer journey of Jessica from the channel Krocks in the kitchen, and something that struck me so much about her case is how her situation seemed completely dire at one point, but thanks to one doctor speaking up at a tumor board meeting pushing for a surgery the others had decided was basically not worth it, she was able to have a miraculous outcome and she’s now NED. I keep thinking how if that one doctor had gone along with the others in thinking they shouldn’t bother, her cancer would have probably killed her.

[@WhitneyEstep]

I'll be praying for you all has you make decisions: Don't wait too long to do something....for your sake, please!

[@jroark101]

Yes I agree with others to find another oncologist who’s familiar with your cancer

[@ADWorcestershire]

You are my thoughts and prayers. It is so comforting to see you walking this out with your father. What a blessing you are with the two of you together. 🥰🙏

[@Elysekiera]

As someone who has had a complex chronic illness for 17 years, this brought back so many memories of leaving drs just sobbing my eyes out. Zero compassion, by the book, very cold etc. I’m so sorry, I would try to find a new oncologist who is open to alternative treatments. Also get that PET scan, my step mom couldn’t get her insurance to cover it and by the time the Drs recommended it, it was already too late for her and her colon cancer had advanced too far. I don’t see that happening with you at all, you are doing all the right things. ❤

[@alexc08]

Your Father is so reassuring and right on so many points, your soul responded to the incorrect path. God has something BIG for you brother. I will continue to pray, you got this.

[@tracylinn4520]

Agree! Listen to your intuition

[@granddaddyofthemall6320]

But God made cancer so why pray to God?

[@carolwunsch4546]

@@granddaddyofthemall6320Why do you find it necessary to be negative?❤

[@granddaddyofthemall6320]

@ It's not negative.

[@jacquelineenston3966]

You and your dad are inspiring people accross the globe. Your combined remarkable spirits and the love you embody beam beautiful energy to all of us encountering obstacles and fill us with your power. Thank you. I'm one of them, and filled up with that power, and my own, I'm beaming our combined powers back to you. Love and power to you, Noah, there's nothing stronger but God, and we're praying for you 🧡

[@rosieabreu8124]

I’m so sorry you left feeling that way. I can definitely relate to your feelings and how doctors are so emotionally detached. I get that they are used to seeing patients on a daily basis with similar conditions but it doesn’t help when you leave an appointment feeling emotionally crushed. It certainly adds to your anxiety and mental health which manifest itself in your wellbeing. Don’t let anyone including your doctors put you down, it’s your body and health. Advocate for yourself!!! ❤❤❤

[@simonlarkin2263]

My mum is 73 has cervical cancer three off my uncles have died from cancer. Can I please ask any woman reading this please please get ur regular tests . Keep fighting bud . Hope you're treatment is going well . Sending love across from the pond

[@ninajones1175]

Wanted you to know that a sister in Christ lifted up your name in our online prayer group after finding your channel that day. I am a moderator there and shared that I followed you as well. We all prayed together for your healing, peace and comfort. I just wanted you to know people really do care and we will keep following your journey. You are NOT alone. All glory to God! May you rest in his care.

[@nyprince5922]

IMHO, if the doctor is the best in the field and with a great track record, I would pick him/her regardless of bedside manner. I am only interested in beating the disease, don’t care if he/she will hurt my feelings. PLEASE get treatment ASAP…the longer you wait, the more time you give to the cancer to grow and spread.

[@Kathleensailorgirl]

This is the same BS that. Paul in Perth went through HE Found a doctor who saved his life Paul was ready to accept death until he took a chance and traveled across the country to the right doctor. 🙏🙏

[@catlady6463]

I’ve mentioned Paul too

[@denisiojoy]

​@@catlady6463YES me too.

[@leannetay6066]

Paul went from dying to living because he found the right doctor.

[@tswart]

Exactly what he should do as well

[@katflem222000]

Not what cancer patients need , they need a warm approach not robotic protocol , bless you , you will get through this ❤

[@thecraziestcatladyyouknow]

Long time cancer patient here and I think you’re being very smart! Check ALL options. Chemotherapy has given me terrible short term memory issues and now in the end stage CIPN caused by the chemo. My life is pure hell because of that. The radiation damage was immense. I’ve been fighting secondary cancers now that were caused by the radiation. I’m have now chose quality of life over quantity of life. This past 14 years have been pure hell. Prepare yourself if you choose to go this route so you don’t end up like myself and many others. I’m praying for you and thank you and your father for helping you share your story. The more followers you get then that more people praying for you and I believe in the power of prayer and I know you do too. Hugs from me…. Beth in Illinois❤

[@jimmiepatrum]

I also have CIPN from chemo. My doctor says that 70% of all patients with CIPN do eventually get better of it after chemo is finished. I pray that I am in that 70%. I am so very sorry that your neuropathy is still there. Diane

[@Judith-wb3jl]

@@thecraziestcatladyyouknow I believe in the power of prayer too. At our hospital, some medical students would gather us nurses, staff, and family around the bed to pray. We never made it a big deal, mostly at the families request. I will stop and pray with anyone. I also say a prayer b4 my shift to give the best care possible! 🙏🙏🙏

[@genetgashawabebe8768]

I understand your father’s feelings, because I am also caring for my husband who is suffering from stage 4 lung cancer. which doctors say is hopeless, but with God it is possible,. Please never give up hope.!

[@OoLiiMiiT3D]

Exactly, with Jesus everything is possible. And even when people leave us, we will see them again one day. God bless you and your husband, and maybe even a miracle happens 😊❤

[@genetgashawabebe8768]

@@OoLiiMiiT3DAmen🙏

[@konradvonmarburg7733]

What does that mean, "with God it is possible"? If God is all-knowing and all-seeing, then why would he have not only allowed your husband to get cancer but also caused it to happen? Now you are hoping God will change His mind and rid your husband of his cancer. None of that makes any sense. If God gave your husband cancer, it means that He is calling him home, to our eternal home with Him forever in paradise. We need to stop fighting cancer and embrace it as a gift from the Lord. Cancer allows us the time needed to put everything in our human lives in order so that our relatives will be safe and secure. If you believe in Jesus Christ, our Lord and Saviour, then you have nothing to fear from a cancer diagnosis.

[@genetgashawabebe8768]

@@konradvonmarburg7733 I am a born-again Christian, my husband too ,and I know there is life after death, so I am not afraid of death, but I do not believe that illness comes from God I believe sickness come from Satan or a bad lifestyle,so I wait for the healing .

[@operaman2570]

Thank you so much for sharing such raw, vulnerable feelings. I can't understand what you're experiencing and I can't make it better for you, but it's obvious that you're hurting and experiencing so many messy feelings and thoughts. Your pain touches me deeply. I'll be remembering you in my private meditation and reflection time each day and wishing only good things and clarity of mind and heart for you, Noah.

[@lisavanginder9693]

So sad that this doctor has lost her empathy for her patients. Not uncommon in the Healthcare world, which I have worked in for 46 yrs. Praying for God to lead you to the perfect match for your care, HE WILL! Stay encouraged, God is with you, for you, and so are we!!!!!

[@yasniely]

Praying for you Noah! Just continue to focus on what you CAN do, okay. Pray and continue to look forward. Everyday is still a blessing. Even with cancer ❤️❤️

[@rocquieparker6993]

From one stage 3 cancer survivor to another. I was diagnosed 13 years ago. I agree that you need an oncologist who specializes in your type of rare cancer. Search online for a cancer center. Forget alternatives for now. They have helped you be the strong man you are and they can help you later after remission. You have a disease that wants to kill you. You don't have time to be looking for something that MIGHT help. You are going to need an oncologist you trust and then follow their protocol. Your oncologist will be a thinker and a mechanic, not your spiritual advisor. Don't poo-poo the infusion room. You will be amazed by the strength imparted from your fellow survivors. And compassion. It can be very healing. Also your nurses are angels. The "we" in your journey should be you and your wife. I am sending you so much light and love. . .

[@discospiders]

I LOVE my infusion room! It’s a big bay, and I’m the youngest person in there by 20 yrs! (I’m 54) The nurses are angels. I get some much emotional support there. I’m not going to say I look forward to chemo, but since I have to have it, I’m happy it’s not a terrible experience.

[@happytrails699]

yup, he will lose his window of opportunity to knock this cancer down. Cancer does not sleep. You are fighting a war and you need to be prepared.

[@anyaw340]

Speaking as someone with a rare heart condition, people in our situation may never find a doctor who "specializes". When you have a rare condition, sometimes the best you can do is find someone who has at least treated it before. Oftentimes, even that won't happen, and the best you can do is to find the smartest, most experienced doctor you can. No one "specializes" in my condition. There are doctors who have treated patients with the same condition, but none "specializes". They are treating me as they would treat anyone with heart failure and hoping it works. That sounds a lot like what's going in Noah's situation. Every condition won't have a doctor who "specializes", or if there is, they may be inaccessible. It's important to look around and research your options, but it's also important to not waste time chasing something that may not exist.

[@mirzafatic1663]

At 10:50, I feel you and I see you Brother!!!! You are staying right here us with other available options. Currently I don't have lots of money yet when I can you will see help from me. Brother, Noah I want to meet you one day 🤝💟

[@positivelastaction3957]

Thank you for sharing your pain and painful experiences. It's overwhelming. Praying for lightness of being in a comfortable body for you my man.

[@SheliaRPierre]

The support of parents is SO AMAZING! I know people who have no or very little family support. YOU ARE SOOO BLESSED! Wishing you complete healing!❤

[@My_youtube_acc]

I want you know man.For the past few years I’ve been feeling terrible, in a search to find out what was wrong with me about 9 months ago I stumbled across your videos.. I got my bloodwork done for the first time in my life and found out my testosterone levels were unbelievably low at 89. I started testosterone replacement and it has completely changed my life. You were the one that pointed me down this path. I hope you get better man, it’s awful to see.

[@karenbutnotthatkaren5528]

I couldn't be more impressed than I am with your level of self-awareness. That will continue to serve you very well moving forward. Based on my own life challenges and lessons learned, I don't feel that anything is more valuable in life than self-awareness in concert with our guiding instincts - they make a formidable team. From my perspective, you are doing everything just right and I have mega confidence in your ability to get where you want to be, your own way. Although already a strong young man, I'm sure we're going to see much more growth on every level of your beingness (cancer excluded) as this journey unfolds. Keep trusting yourself, Noah. 🤗💪☯️ Karen

[@makenzieh3035]

i have been following you for many many years. i am in recovery as well and you ALAWYS seem to give hope. you are the most unbelievable speaker and strongest person i have ever heard. i will continue to follow you on this journey. if you can be sober today and go through this unfortunate life you have been given, i truly believe the strength you have can get you though anything. thank you for continuously giving me hope. i pray for you my dear recovery friend.

[@nadyneingrassia1479]

Noah, go for a second opinion. I am sure you are frightened, but God will show you the way.❤

[@wss222]

Thank you for sharing your journey with us, Noah. You are a brave soul. You will get through this 🙏

[@debbiebroom7037]

Keep up the hope, Noah!! I think what you eat has alot to do with your outcome. I think holistic is good. Please find an oncologist who knows your cancer. You're going to beat it❤

[@AnneSmith-mu2ph]

I’m so sorry the doctor wasn’t more informative.That doesn’t help you ,sending love and blessings from Ann uk .Your in my preys every night god bless ❤️❤️❤️🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧

[@Catfluff521]

I was nearly 50 and perfectly healthy when I found a swollen lymph node under my arm and was diagnosed with stage 3 breast cancer. I felt perfectly fine, so I could have felt I didn’t belong in an infusion room. But I did belong there because I had cancer and I’m certain that chemo is the only reason I’m still here 10 years later. A year after my chemo, I was back in the infusion room as a caretaker for my mother who had lung cancer. I don’t think anyone feels they “belong” there, but it’s where we ended up.

[@maryf3219]

Everything you're saying about chemo and the room brings back so many emotions and memories for me. I remember sitting in the waiting room, looking around at the patients and thinking how I didn't want to be a member of that 'club.' On my first day of chemo, as I waited for the nurse to bring my poison, I looked at the other patients. The ones who were bald, sick and their skin was grayish had a red bag. The ones who had hair had a yellow bag. I wasn't sure how far into their treatment they were, but I prayed I'd see her bringing yellow for me. I'm so glad you are researching all options so much. I had nobody to help me. I was lost and scared. And I just blindly did what my doctor advised. I was lucky and survived chemo and cancer. I think so much has changed since I went through it. I'm about to celebrate 30 years cancer free. With your dedication to finding your best options and with your dad's advice and knowledge, I just know you will get through this. I am praying with you and for you. God bless you.

[@nickmet123]

I stopped by your channe this morning just to check up and this was a complete shock. Its been heart breaking to watch the last 10 videos 💔 I can't belive you're going through this. I truly belive you will make it and your testimony will inspire others! Praying for you 🙏 ❤️

[@toocold8985]

This breaks my heart . 2 amazing poeple. My dad has fought hodgekins lymphoma and a few tumors . We shopped around and were glad we did . Made the world of difference. He beat all 3 rounds of cancer . Keep your chin up and fight . You all have so much support and love backing you all . Hugs and prayers from Oklahoma .

[@GRABSTOCK]

NOAH THOMAS YOU CAN BEAT THIS CANCER STAY STROMG MY FRIEND

[@travisgreen9604]

Yeah, these comments are a lot. Stay strong. You guys will figure it out. You're gunna do what you're gunna do at the end of the day, so embrace it.

[@shane6284]

Keep the faith Noah! God can redeem ANY situation. We never move forward from a position of fear, but from strength and peace from our God. Prayers for a healing miracle!

[@MrAhutson]

We are praying for you !! God is good and he has got you!! 🙏❤️

[@elenashvorab171]

Crying with you Noah. You are strong! I know you will make it. Sending you positive vibes and hugs. ❤

[@cheryljohnson7838]

Stage IV colon cancer for two years. Have had my own rocky road with my treatment. Very frustrating. Knock on as many doors as you can. It's your life!

[@mikebordner3820]

Time to find a new oncologist. Keep looking. Going through something like this, you need to feel like they care about your wellbeing. Good luck to you Noah.

[@marlonsandoval2819]

Noah, there is almost nothing that hasn’t been said on the comment section, at least nothing that would really change where you are now. I also don’t the experience and or the knowledge to give you my opinion as a professional..so I have decided to the following instead. Every time you post a video about your journey..I will watch it to support you that way..but as if your last video, I will always leave you a “God bless you Noah”. Just know that while it may not be the most elaborate and scientific based comment, it does come from the heart, and that I do mean it from my soul when I say..GOD BLESS YOU NOAH!!

[@jimmiepatrum]

I have a port and am really thankful to have it. It makes receiving chemo so much easier, as each infustion lasts over three hours. Of course, it does feel surreal in the beginning to walk into a room full of chemo patients and chair after chair! My experience of having 8 rounds of chemo thus far (triple positive breast cancer and double mastectomy) has shown me that the nurses are exceptionally dedicated to making sure that chemo is administered exactly correctly and in a friendly manner. No less than two nurses check the bags to make sure that the correct "cocktail" has been prepared for my infustion. That has been very reassuring. Fortunately, my oncologist has been extremely compassionate and has explained in great detail answers to all my questions. She has explained the side effects. I have blood work every single time prior to the infusions. I am so very sorry that your experience has been less than ideal, to say the least. I completely agree that you should investigate any and every alternative available for your cancer. How can you not? But if chemo is the route you take, I pray that your experience will be every bit as good as might as been. I pray for good results for you. Diane

[@kathleendegennaro6845]

I totally appreciate your video's. Speaking the truth always. Its a rough journey. Yes it hits in waves. Wait until you are well, it still hits in waves, then you have moments of not believing you are well. Train your mind to be one with the body and the dark days are less

[@LilBC-e3q]

Wow, I really wish I had seen something like your vlogging while my friend was going through this. I just wish things had been different for her; you and your dad have lots of ideas that I wish I had heard back then. The holistic ideas presented in a vlog format- allowing you to respond to each moment in a critical journey- is really relatable and helpful. Thank you guys! ❤

[@cheriebrittin7627]

I agree with your dad. That’s not your path. Sending you lots of healing thoughts and vibes. You’re path will reveal its shelf and you will recognize it. ❤

[@mirzafatic1663]

My Brother, Noah you are soo going to a right direction. Unfortunately not all doctors will show their real human emotion. You saw her, the doctor now go to anyone. I am soo glad that you dad is with you all the way to keep giving you his medical feedback. You are young, very young and your strong system is going to soo fight that off, anything. I am here with you, all the way!!! I am following you dear Brother, Noah. You are truly hero, believe that 👏👏👏😊😊

[@shernandez2276]

Noah, sorry to hear this! Some Drs have become immune to their profession, oncology, while no excuse as they see multiple patients, some who live years long and others who die quickly- no excuse. Sometimes they need to be reminded so a change is made, it’s time for a new Dr. I understand, you shouldn’t have to ask him to be kinder, etc but perhaps he’s just going through the motions and forgot that there is a human who is scared and fighting for their life on the other side. Fortunately, my sister’s oncology team and surgeon have all been amazing. I pray you find one who is kind to you. ❤🙏🏼

[@lorimaurer3529]

Hi, I just wanted to say, everything is gonna be OK. You’ll get through everything that you need too. you will come out the other side a stronger than before, and you’ll see the world through a different eyes., everything that you’ve been through in life you’ve gotten through it. You’ll get through this too. sending you a bright light of strength and hope.

[@cinzo7238]

Dr. Joseph Coulgan at Mayo Clinic in Rochester, MN!! Head of hematology/oncology. My husband was stage 4 large b cell non-hodgkins lymphoma in 2016. He is fine. Keep in mind, Dr. Coulgan may have retired, but they have an excellent cancer center.

[@laurafencl43]

Best doctors in the whole world.

[@Mariasanchezz235]

Praying for you!!!❤

[@ailsamallison3061]

My heart aches for you both. I lost both parents to cancer and it’s such a horrible disease. Sending love ❤

[@RafaelHernández-w4q]

It's not his fault what is happening to you It not your fault what is happening to you he's just trying to help you understand what is happening to you I wish you health and prosperity 🙏

[@arashi6595]

I am glad you have the GFM, because what you find out on this journey of research and protocols, could very well be the ticket that not only saves your life, but also contributes to saving others. As you have mentioned, your cancer is vastly underfunded in research, so sometimes we have to call upon others to do that research themselves, because it doesn't appear from your current protocol of 'stay the distance, no matter what' that is being advised by your oncologist, that a lot has been learned about treatment options for your cancer. I wish you much luck going forward and please know, that no matter what you are creating a legacy of cancer exploration that may just reveal new protocols that will make a huge difference to all who suffer. Huge shout out to your dad for being so loving and supportive. What a good good man.

[@TaReneeO]

Keep your trust in the Lord and do not doubt Him. My prayers are with you. May God comfort and keep you and your family 🙏🏾❤️

[@jessescarth4374]

I'm from Portland. Recently went through a cancer battle with my mom she succumbed to. Rest easy ma. I've been in those very chairs at the same hospitals. Cancer sucks Noah. Do whatever you can to keep your body healthy. A healthy body fights cancer better and survives chemo better. You can and will beat this. Feel free to reach out. Positive vibes your way sir!

[@schnauzer777]

I want to commend your courage in questioning doctors and what they say they can do - so many opinions out there and if doesn't feel right to you, in your gut, your courage to say it doesn't feel right is encouraging to the rest of us out here. Hope you get what you are looking for in your treatment. thanks for sharing your journey.

[@barneshomestead1240]

My sister didn't both messing with an onocologist after 2 visits was discovered with non-alcohol Cirrhosis shortly after & decided to face death with dignity at home...I miss her but I supported her decision after asking her what she wanted to try doing & she simply told me she had more relatives in eternity she was missing & wanted to see than things to live for here. It's been 3 years and I miss her. Truly our health care needs reform in America.

[@DefiantAngel87]

I'm so sorry for your loss

[@chrisbeaman8520]

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[@cassandrajones-s4f]

I'm sure you made her time sincere and special. Honoring her wishes was hard, but necessary. Truly sorry for your loss!

[@konradvonmarburg7733]

Why would someone with Cirrhosis be sent to see an Oncologist?

[@barneshomestead1240]

@@konradvonmarburg7733 it was discovered after her onocology visit

[@ChrisMazetis]

Noah, Thank you! Thank you! Your information is helping so many others. Try to be strong brother. Your faith in God will lead you to the proper path. He once showed us light when all we felt was darkness.✌

[@debradimascio565]

Keep positive!! You and our Dad are so very strong!! We are with you thru it all! Peace to you and your family!

[@mampiemattina5739]

I know there is so much more out there regarding options outside of traditional medicine protocols. I know the emotional component is beyond what words can describe. My hope and prayer for you is that new information and options become evident. What a great dad you have standing beside you. Blessings to you and your entire family. God is good. Matthew 7:7-8

[@faithdriven51502]

Hi noah i just wanted to say keep fighting im praying for you and you family God hand is over you giving you peace🙏

[@Samson484]

I think you’re going about this the absolute best way. You’ve got this.

[@guse8236]

Lots of love to you and your family! You are strong, you got this!

[@thecatholicunschooler6507]

Hello, you know your dad is right. Your soul reacted. Our 15 year old saw a bone doctor during her chemo treatments and he was so blah that I just lost it right in front of my daughter. He gave no hope. We immediately requested to work with someone else and we are so glad we did. The new doctor is so funny and pleasant. Stay clear from medical professionals who don’t lift your spirit and give you hope. It makes all the difference in the world. I have been praying for people going through cancer treatments every day and especially during at Mass during Holy Communion so you are all set! God love you!❤

[@traceygilligan1201]

Bless you Noah, I think that your Dad said it, she wasn't speaking a language that you resonated with. You will meet professionals that are passionate about what they do, and helping you through this with with details, encouragement, this doctor is one doctor, with one opinion. Go out there, and be guided, and thank you for sharing this day with us, you are one strong human xxx

[@shirleyvincent131]

Praying for you and you are very blessed to have your dad with you 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@ClareneRosas]

So sorry that this was the result of your office visit! There really are doctors that are more compassionate. I pray that you find someone that treats you as if you were a family member! Prayers!!!!!!

[@sprout1234ffs]

Hi Noah 1st i'm so so sorry that the Dr was not as helpful as you deserve but hang in there please give your dad a hug he seams a lovely man to have in your team sending you and your team good vibes 💙

[@laurenbendik2006]

Your dad is so great. My dad cant speak so openly and emotionally.

[@janaculbreth007]

Awee I wish you could come to duke.. I take my dad there for prostate cancer and he has just been approved for a clinical trail with immunotherapy which is not normally for prostate cancer. Also each patient has their own beautiful little area closed in with a curtain their own recliner and a tv. Which that truly does make it easier emotionally for a cancer patient. I’m praying for you!!! Also with your dad, hoping his situation is going to be just fine!! 🙏🏻❤️

[@amywebb2194]

So glad you have your amazing Dad to help you through this. I continue to pray for you and your family 🙏❤️

[@Charlotte74347]

Noah❤I'm obsessed with your cancer. I have feared cancer since I was 5yrs old

[@barbaracarpenter-murphy1598]

I thank God you think like your Dad. The only intelligent decision is an informed one. Learn everything you can about YOUR cancer, then make a decision for your life. In watching your Dad for years, I fell in love with the camera guy who loved kids like his Dad does.

[@kagomegrrl21]

I’m so glad your dad is with you every step of the way. I had a doctor that managed my anixety meds. And she made me feel like a drug seeker in which I’m not. She treated me like a number. My new doctor is such an amazing person. ❤

[@cathalbutler]

Hi Noah, I occasionally followed you over the years and left some harsh common sometimes as I thought you were an exhibitionist ( sometimes) However having seen how you’ve handled your current situation. I can only bow down in admiration of your courage and candour. I wish you the very best. I’m sure you’ve got what it takes to pull through and in the process I’m sure you are going to help a lot of people

[@claireweakley8311]

I used to work at that same clinic and I can totally sympathize with everything you felt. The docs there have such a heavy patient load, they don’t have the time to customize anything. It’s all very routine, and cold in many ways. I’m so sorry you walked away not feeling any reassurance about the road ahead.

[@Argenaut]

Listen to your gut instincts, it won't let you down. You got this!