billie eilish - everything i wanted (slowed & reverb)

[@fay-lc3tx]

the fact that this song is about billie dreaming about killing herself and nobody noticing or caring, makes me cry spontaneously

[@clubpenguinmaster123]

@@sennahfn5969 if you don't like her then why are you here? good for you for having your own opinions but there's no need to go out of your way to make a point that you don't like her..

[@sadslouse7741]

HNS B no it’s definitely not that She was in a bad mental space when she wrote this song and yes it’s about her killing herself but not about her fans not caring it’s about her friends that didn’t care and when she killed herself she dreamt that they all said they didn’t like her anyway and it’s also about her and her brother because while she was thinking these things and dreaming them her brother was always their to comfort her Basically she’s saying that the fans found out she killed herself and they were calling her weak and being horrible about it and in the song when she says “if they knew what they said went straight to my head what would they say instead” is basically her saying she killed herself because of what the people were saying so if they knew it was their comment that did it would they take it back and say something els

[@sennahfn5969]

See it clearly worked out for her everyone believes her including both of you

[@sadslouse7741]

HNS B no because she explained it her self I didn’t just make it up

[@sadslouse7741]

HNS B lying about what 😂 Also why are you here on this song if you think she’s just an attention seeker

[@jazminlittyxx]

Billie’s voice slowed like this makes her sound like a dream. ✨

[@ellakwhite]

let’s be real though, billie always sounds like a dream and we can’t lie 😂😂

[@walkingwitch9439]

She already did but this makes it not hit but SLAP.

[@sarita-le9rz]

YES

[@satoki7165]

"I got everything i wanted" still you try to end your life…. that's the harsh and sad reality of some of the beings that live with us...

[@pasta7259]

That's why she's talking about it being a DREAM where she got everything she wanted.

[@pasta7259]

@@magnesiumjacket I know, right?

[@kristiyanadelcheva531]

The "everything i wanted" is exactly about committing suicide in a dream. Everything she wanted was to die. Been there. Love the song.

[@JackieandValerie]

Fr....

[@firelife7364]

UNKNOWN / It pains me to see that it took a song to she people the true being of real sadness real depression real heartache real agony real pain 🖤💔open you eyes and it wouldn’t of tooken millions of views people

[@st3leia848]

I am so into slowed down songs and you just made a slowed down version of the only song I want to listen to rn

[@ZazzieLittle]

Stella Ntampoudi I agree

[@jaimegallegos4728]

Hi... I recomend dj screw style music this is good but screwed and chopped sounds better to me...

[@meowmiaous]

*cries in slowed reverb*

[@melou_]

Made my day

[@characterdevelopment8504]

Yes

[@sofiazar16]

AIGHT-

[@bruhchill2263]

Ight why does this version make me cry even harder

[@twinkiethebunny]

the more i listened, the more i paid attention to the lyrics and the more i realized what they meant and yet, i felt so peaceful..

[@juju7967]

pov: ( warning: suicidal? ) the wind blew through your hair, a slight breeze danced with the ends of your dress. the calming sound of a few cars driving by. the sound may have calmed you, but it added onto the pile of why’s rather than why not. you were coming too short with why nots, as you realized that people weren’t going to stop you. your feet anticipated the fall as you danced on the edge of an inevitable end- death. there was no stopping you now, the tides crashed against the shore, willed by the moon. the stars that once resembled hope only reminded you of burning stars that would soon lose its spark, a dying star like you. the tears that had previously cascaded your face, the doubts and the rational part of your head that begged you not to do it had waved their goodbyes and taken the next taxi. your sadness was long gone, and all you could feel was emptiness. golden was the bridge yet you felt nothing colorful, you felt empty. your emptiness spread and soon took control of your nerves, and finally, as you looked back once more at a city full of lights, you let yourself free. free of everything that had happened to you before, free of all worries and all feelings. you felt the strong winds carry your lifeless body and rest you into the calming sea. your body full of alert, struggled to take one last breath, but your lungs filled with water, and you soon drowned deeper into a deep blue, never to be seen again. you soon woke up from your nightmare. breathed in the oxygen, hoping it was water. you looked around you, hoping to see endless blue. one could say it was a nightmare, but it felt more like a dream. (hiii if you really liked this pls follow my writing acc on insta: @justajujubee 💗)

[@ellakylie2872]

h0ney are you a writer? If not, then you should be :D

[@rosedefknows]

gosh. makes my writing look wack as hell.

[@weredog287]

that line, "breathed in the oxygen, hoping it was water" is so beautiful. great job. hope you're okay

[@baniwi.]

Damn.

[@jadal112]

Wow just wow 😪❤️

[@mynameisjeff9540]

_Lyrics_ I had a dream I got everything I wanted Not what you'd think And if I'm being honest It might have been a nightmare To anyone who might care Thought I could fly So I stepped off the golden Nobody cried Nobody even noticed I saw them standing right there Kinda thought they might care I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up I see You with me And you say "As long as I'm here No one can hurt you Don't wanna lie here But you can learn to If I could change the way that you see yourself You wouldn't wonder why here they don't deserve you" I tried to scream But my head was underwater They called me weak Like I'm not just somebody's daughter It could've been a nightmare But it felt like they were right there And it feels like yesterday was a year ago But I don't wanna let anybody know 'Cause everywhere they want something from me now And I don't wanna let' em down I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up I see You with me And you say: "As long as I'm here No one can hurt you, Don't wanna lie here But you can learn to If I could change the way that you see yourself You wouldn't wonder why here they don't deserve you" If I knew it all then Would I do it again Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead? If I knew it all then Would I do it again Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead?

[@kristiyanadelcheva531]

Why *you hear "they don't deserve you" ; cause *everybody wants something from me now

[@nannokao2196]

My name is Jeff when I read the lyrics it makes me think

[@user-sb4rr8oq3u]

Thank you. Needed it ❤

[@potatopotaaato4381]

“So I stepped of the golden. Nobody cried nobody even noticed. Saw them standing right there. Kinda thought they might care” that hit me way too hard. I’m just gonna go cry with my pack of Oreos

[@sofiazar16]

Umm...I just gonna go get my chair, that's my snack

[@halseygeek5867]

I read this right as that part in the song was playing...... I'm not joking.

[@Untitled_Novel]

Can I join ya plz🥲

[@paulaustin4392]

this sounds like she is singing it just for you in your room, its amazing.

[@moonlight.1308]

I had a dream the same as billies. Glad I’m not alone.

[@squishprince]

m o o n l i g h t. Same. I still cry every time I hear this song, even now, cause it just makes me feel so relieved that I’m really not alone despite how much I feel like I am

[@malayka9032]

@@squishprince me too

[@VentTikTokspari]

Same

[@jasminemay9591]

You know it’s a good song when it’s already been slowed down this quick 😍

[@youngwaveaudio9390]

legit

[@ayeshac123]

hi there, I may not know you, but i want to tell you that whatever you are dealing with it will get better. i promise. I know it sounds like this problem you have will ever end but trust me. People care about you and love you because if they didn't, you wouldn't be alive. you are born for a reason. last thing, you were made on this earth for a reason your dreams and nightmares can help you. your dreams help pursue what you want or what you need ( or you just think about your crush if you have one ;D) Your nightmares show your fears and what to avoid ( yes, it shows you to stay away from that one person you want to beat the crap out of). you are important and you will get through this and remember you mean a lot to me and other people - A person who cares about you

[@monicalopes4797]

thank u.God bless you and your life🙏❤

[@nayah2914]

tysm💘💖💞💗

[@xoxgrrr]

'a person who cares about you' i am crying sm rn- you deserve to be protected at all times

[@luzingmymind6928]

[@yellowbeanz1895]

I’m so happy this song was made, 1. Because she shows her actual colours of her thoughts dreams etc.. she isn’t fake and she can speak about her problems to people about her depression night terrors etc which most people can’t do. 2. It shows even if you can have everything in the world but you won’t make you happy, only real friends and family can make you happy with your life 3. I hope she sings this the tour so I can cry my heart out while screaming the lyrics at the top of my ability. I would understand if she can’t though this would be hard for her to sing.

[@avoyde]

this song is so dark but beautiful at the same time.

[@soda7865]

This made me feel so much better, I was having a panic attack just now and listening to calm music helps me a lot. Thank you so much❤️

[@ganjacookies111]

Who tf is cutting the onions?

[@kiyomi6568]

Namjoon

[@ganjacookies111]

Kiyomi 😂❤️

[@ariannareyes7878]

Little Joy I’m Not cutting onions I’m cutting my wrist

[@pastaslut]

Little Joy Billie Eilish is

[@notsurewhy3263]

@@ariannareyes7878 i was gonna say that lmao

[@clasiqc_222]

I'm hearing this with headphones and wow holly shit i love this

[@sofiamartinez6362]

"and it feels like yesterday was a year a go~ |*-same here-*|

[@Ri_5475]

Billie voice slowed down makes her sound a bit older and like it just sounds so relaxing and beautiful 😭💞

[@user-eo8xk5ct5u]

im a billie stan, and i need to admit, this is a masterpiece

[@oceano9592]

I got the meaning of this song as soon as I heard it😪. “I got everything I wanted” she wanted to die “And if I’m being honest it was a nightmare “ she regret it “I saw them standing right there” People or her fans idk “But when I wake up I see you with me” Billie and her brother Finneas: “If I can change the way that you see yourself” “They don’t deserve you” 💔

[@POO-wd9jq]

i will feast on who ever doesnt like this songs first born

[@pasta7259]

LMAO

[@markhomas2346]

All mouth no action

[@tylerrjack]

alright ima go cry

[@Mrhighguru]

Billie just gets us I swear

[@user-ep6ck2ix5v]

this deserves more views.

[@mrs.piggles9643]

I turned my lights off, lit a candle, put my bf’s hoodie on, grabbed my headphones, and played this on max volume for 20 minutes. Therapeutic at its max.

[@nelia5873]

this just sent me into a long and needed nap :) thankyou

[@mlxsii7988]

Crying alone does not show that you are weak but it shows that you are strong...

[@VentTikTokspari]

Yup

[@cellopain.5831]

2:24 excuse me but that part hit me

[@jeeg1516]

GOOD ON YAAAA this was so quick wow youre a hero

[@rawrdinosaur2008]

This is the best version I have ever seen!!

[@amayabowshier1429]

i listen to this song all the time

[@iilxnaii4607]

I had a dream exactly as billies once when my dad was still living with me and it was so scary it feels horrible and it makes you feel dead inside, I had no one to go to so I had to sit in my bed and cry. We love you Billie, if you ever did that of course we would care ❤️

[@PuShEeN-tk2fh]

Im sorry for your dads loss r.i.p 💔

[@st3leia848]

That's everything I wanted

[@teens_storm]

This is so magic! 💕💕

[@flvur]

Ive been waiting for this 😔

[@jessdraper]

im crying rivers but quietly as I don’t want someone to ask me why I’m upset lol

[@lisxha4244]

This shit hits different

[@soaringwolfey89]

didn't know I needed this. ✨❤️

[@xxisareixx]

thank u 🙏 u saved me-

[@Rosedimitri5]

I love this song so much. It really explains everything I feel inside... the whole parts where she’s singing about suicide I feel that in my soul but she transitions to the parts about her brother being her only supporter I can’t help but think about my partner. He’s stopped me so many times and doesn’t think any different of me. He loves me more than I can imagine and he would do anything for me... that is what keeps me going through life despite this pain I feel inside. Thank you Billie ❤️

[@galadrielle420]

this is perfection itself

[@lavendervibes682]

I don't know why i'm not crying ;w;

[@kenzytamer7250]

This song just hits me...

[@galaxy_minds1290]

We never stop crying we just forget after a while

[@asunbleachedfly]

I never really listen to billie’s songs, but this is just so beautiful :,) i love this song. She’s an amazing singer really

[@trujofn4175]

This is so beautiful, and mesmerizing

[@sabrinaforbes8795]

sitting here listening at 1 am crying, this feels so right

[@sinnombre9965]

This is magic

[@Cannibal1030]

We needed this.

[@zucchini4763]

Nothing is more perfect than this

[@emiliaduerden9029]

thanku for making this

[@jackief2000]

As soon as I saw this in my recommended I knew it would make me cry

[@nuivilaisack9857]

i cant stop listening to this song 😭💞

[@kingesuzanrandomgirl]

Broooo chills are going all over my body....😳🥺

[@cloudiistars]

Everything is going to be okay... ...we love you...

[@soulcottage5302]

oough this hurts so good

[@user-sb4rr8oq3u]

it sure is...

[@st3leia848]

I needed this

[@wholecaker]

thank you.

[@lizisathot1177]

you are loved. never forget that.

[@maddiekrevtski5392]

i couldn't hope better, thank you 🙏

[@rissapissa]

this legit made me tear up

[@marsbxxy6884]

this song just- 🙁💘

[@st5rgr4ce]

listening to this currently when it’s raining and it’s all gloomy.. hits different :(

[@adingobell]

this song take me back to few years ago

[@ellytnnesen1299]

ughhh i love this

[@Rockfist63]

3:50 this sounds peaceful

[@angelinna_6915]

What gets me is the fact that even tho that person is there, you still get hurt, even by that very person

[@user-sb4rr8oq3u]

I have such a problem with my mother. Once she causes me even more anxious and depressed by for example yelling mean things at me... And the other time she is that lovely mother who hugs you but when she did hugged me last time I felt even worse. She made me cry and when I tried to keep my shit together, calm down and trys to only not cry - she hugged me and then tears starts to fall on its own and I broke down. and when I did she left me on my own to collect pices of myself.

[@makenzymaness5408]

this is the first time I’ve heard her new song. I- this is beautiful. thank u so much 🥺

[@j111ssica]

🖤 amazing video as always

[@saniyaa05]

This sound so peaceful especially when you have earphones on 😌

[@blake2285]

Thank you - and I really mean it

[@galadrielle420]

this is everything i wanted

[@ollie5323]

fun to know me and billie have the same dream :)

[@mr.nibbles3733]

I love this

[@dom-xt9pt]

is you put it on 0.75 speed you will make a river out of you tears 😭

[@dom-xt9pt]

oh my god. don’t put it on 0.25 speed. you’ll start crying cause of how scary it is

[@Ri_5475]

@@dom-xt9pt lmao

[@youngwaveaudio9390]

@@dom-xt9pt ahahaha

[@eatcakedieyung]

love it🥺❤️

[@hehehepp9873]

This makes me just want to go hug my crush It’s also calming uwu

[@jinniecrunch7323]

1:16 - 1:33 reminds me of my Dad saying "no one will ever hurt u, when I'm here"

[@peacockgamer24]

Damn that was quick 😂😂 but I love it !!

[@oceanamina6184]

H E Y I L O V E Y O U❤️

[@user-sb4rr8oq3u]

WE LOVE YOU TOOO❤

[@pedemoleque8632]

the 2:05 feeling it's ...

[@Donttellm]

Love you man ❤️

[@ohyikes7104]

thank youuu 💕💕

[@georgiarosalie9182]

The 7 people who disliked this didn’t get everything they wanted

[@jencypetersen3410]

Y’all will want to listen to listen to this at .75 speed... thank me later. So therapeutic it helped me fall asleep at night.

[@2yldy]

*So this is the national anthem of depression*

[@MEOW-fv9if]

ok but like this hits.

[@artisticalex1206]

This is my depression song and the slowed down version is more sad but I love it.

[@jenniejk540]

3:33 OMG😩

[@svg4389]

I had a dream I got everything I wanted Not what you'd think And if I'm being honest It might've been a nightmare To anyone who might care Thought I could fly (fly) So I stepped off the Golden, mm Nobody cried (cried, cried, cried, cried) Nobody even noticed I saw them standing right there Kinda thought they might care (might care, might care) I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up, I see You with me And you say, "As long as I'm here No one can hurt you Don't wanna lie here But you can learn to If I could change The way that you see yourself You wouldn't wonder why you hear They don't deserve you" I tried to scream But my head was underwater They called me weak Like I'm not just somebody's daughter Coulda been a nightmare But it felt like they were right there And it feels like yesterday was a year ago But I don't wanna let anybody know 'Cause everybody wants something from me now And I don't wanna let 'em down I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up, I see You with me And you say, "As long as I'm here No one can hurt you Don't wanna lie here But you can learn to If I could change The way that you see yourself You wouldn't wonder why you hear They don't deserve you" If I knew it all then would I do it again? Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead? If I knew it all then would I do it again? Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead?

[@jnfbs]

THANK YOUUUU

[@Jk-LéonDaddy]

𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲.” 🖤“

[@gracier.4715]

Slowed, reverb bille songs be hitting diffrent😔

[@fightergirl2059]

Love u lustry

[@lustry]

FighterGirl 205

[@kevinurena1724]

My ears😳holy shit. This has to reach at least 1 million views.

[@nadiayakoubi6374]

I really like this song 😊