Billie Eilish Reveals She Was Suicidal

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@doesitlooklikeicare2518
@doesitlooklikeicare2518 4 жыл бұрын
when a famous person is depressed, everyone cares. when your own classmate is depressed, everyone avoids.
@gemdumet3125
@gemdumet3125 4 жыл бұрын
Not really. There's a ton of people who mock her and make memes about her being fake and just a show. So, people are d*cks about mental illness everywhere to anyone
@mimisinghhh
@mimisinghhh 4 жыл бұрын
people invalidated her feelings too and only few people supported her....celeb life isnt always glamorous and beautiful as it looks
@iiiEllxrie
@iiiEllxrie 4 жыл бұрын
Yeh, it's pretty sad...my best friend has deppression and none of her classmates help her...she always eats lunch alone and in the bathroom because she thinks no one likes her.
@grootloveee5008
@grootloveee5008 4 жыл бұрын
so true tho.
@ricardocortez7503
@ricardocortez7503 4 жыл бұрын
She faking it
@justahotdog5153
@justahotdog5153 4 жыл бұрын
“I didn’t think I would make it to 17” That hit different
@introvertedgirl9202
@introvertedgirl9202 4 жыл бұрын
When she said this I felt this so much. People would ask me what do you want to do in the future and I would tell them I don't want to do anything. I just wanted to die.
@naomij5153
@naomij5153 4 жыл бұрын
vingerdaily 2020 can you not...You don’t know what they are going through
@annnn___66
@annnn___66 4 жыл бұрын
Im hungry
@oklu_
@oklu_ 4 жыл бұрын
I thought I am the only one who has this kind of thoughts. When I was depressed badly it felt like next year would never come.
@Necoarcchaos205
@Necoarcchaos205 4 жыл бұрын
Imagine being self-diagnosed
@ashleybabeh100
@ashleybabeh100 4 жыл бұрын
How her voice breaks when she said “my mom” was the reason she’s still here. Awwww
@asideofaioli4630
@asideofaioli4630 4 жыл бұрын
I get her so much. No joke, talking about how much i love my mom often sends me into a panic or anxiety attack. It just gets so overwhelming how much I depend on her, and the idea of losing her. So talking about my love for her brings up all those emotions & fears, which is why i usually change the subject once i feel my throat tighten. I relate to Billie because i sometimes think I'm weird for how close I am to my mother & family in general. It's nice to see other young ppl who put their family over friends & social stuff.
@diahminarni9828
@diahminarni9828 4 жыл бұрын
Delicate Dabs 😭😭😭😭
@donkhorse
@donkhorse 4 жыл бұрын
I was talking to my uncle about offing myself, and he said: “Isn’t it bad enough that Patty (my mother) already had to bury one son, let alone both? If that happened it would break her heart completely.” That quote is why I’m still breathing.
@kiriakikarapourtsidou8867
@kiriakikarapourtsidou8867 4 жыл бұрын
@@donkhorse Keep going please. You're doing amazing so far. You got this.
@waleedhassan9196
@waleedhassan9196 4 жыл бұрын
“Take me to the rooftop, i wanna see the world when I stop breathing.” -Billie Eilish.
@guaweismsung3467
@guaweismsung3467 4 жыл бұрын
❤💔
@alexxahenriquez4360
@alexxahenriquez4360 4 жыл бұрын
Doris Chen it’s not it’s called talent
@anais8904_
@anais8904_ 4 жыл бұрын
@Doris Chen shut up ❤
@conjoinedtriplets
@conjoinedtriplets 4 жыл бұрын
anaïs manga løve wait what did they say
@tasheve3015
@tasheve3015 4 жыл бұрын
don’t romanticise her words. she wanted to kill herself. it’s not some beautiful quote.
@j27044
@j27044 4 жыл бұрын
I could tell she was depressed you could see it in old interviews vs no she’s vibrant now
@Brandilea1201
@Brandilea1201 4 жыл бұрын
Amani j browskie u can still tell
@clubpenguinmaster123
@clubpenguinmaster123 4 жыл бұрын
And also she has 2 whole songs about suicide
@lohisnormalguy9355
@lohisnormalguy9355 4 жыл бұрын
Her interview in 2018 alrdy show us some hidden clues (especially her eyes and facial expression) about her mental health.
@paulchristopherlittle
@paulchristopherlittle 4 жыл бұрын
Amani j duh
@ip815
@ip815 4 жыл бұрын
Yea like this came as a surprise for some of yall?
@MaxChillin
@MaxChillin 4 жыл бұрын
This just goes to show you can have a great life with tons of money, loving parents, opportunities, and still be able to suffer from depression. Bless her soul.
@pasta4762
@pasta4762 4 жыл бұрын
Money is unhappiness repellent lol
@doseofisaac1172
@doseofisaac1172 4 жыл бұрын
Pasta nope money does bring happiness
@cutienerdgirl
@cutienerdgirl 4 жыл бұрын
@@pasta4762 It isn't. Many rich people kill themselves.
@heatherdelaney7608
@heatherdelaney7608 4 жыл бұрын
@@cutienerdgirl yeah one of my friends who was rich recently killed himself
@HiDE-rj5pt
@HiDE-rj5pt 4 жыл бұрын
‘Money Hungry (The Feeding)’
@joshifereverlark8605
@joshifereverlark8605 4 жыл бұрын
'everything i wanted' is literally about her dreaming she committed suicide and being grateful for her brother, don't know why people are so shocked
@varsharaman2166
@varsharaman2166 4 жыл бұрын
People are shocked to hear her admit it outright....there is a difference between understanding it from a song and hearing her say she wanted to take her life
@alenunya5506
@alenunya5506 4 жыл бұрын
honestly......
@ninac4935
@ninac4935 4 жыл бұрын
Ikr i feel like we all know she was depressed
@ninac4935
@ninac4935 4 жыл бұрын
@@varsharaman2166 she didnt have to say it its just common sense
@jack-er5bz
@jack-er5bz 4 жыл бұрын
@@varsharaman2166 yes theres a difference but the shock is coming from the idea of not knowing she was suicidal; it was obvious but hearing her say it is shocking
@sozie310
@sozie310 3 жыл бұрын
"i didnt think id make it to 17.." im so proud of her because she is now 19 years old.
@zainab4288
@zainab4288 3 жыл бұрын
same :)
@macom9932
@macom9932 3 жыл бұрын
noobs
@Wet_Fungus
@Wet_Fungus 3 жыл бұрын
I’m impressed that she has survived as a millionaire making sexist jokes against men
@ruki4585
@ruki4585 3 жыл бұрын
Same
@Lily-gz3ip
@Lily-gz3ip 2 жыл бұрын
@@Wet_Fungus ??
@joannaaltartour
@joannaaltartour 4 жыл бұрын
"honestly I thought that I would be dead by now." -billie eilish in bury a friend
@localidiot4116
@localidiot4116 4 жыл бұрын
Joanna Al Tartour جوانا الطرطور “I wanna end me”
@ghostkozlowski9755
@ghostkozlowski9755 4 жыл бұрын
"I wanna end me"-Billie Eilish Bury a friend
@raniaaaytb212
@raniaaaytb212 4 жыл бұрын
"today im thinking about the things that are deadly" felt this on a HIGH LEVEL
@tcsan4301
@tcsan4301 4 жыл бұрын
Raniaaa ytb You are tough and strong. May god bless you💗
@gemma8373
@gemma8373 4 жыл бұрын
just listen to the song listen before i go
@happyendings10193
@happyendings10193 4 жыл бұрын
People are really forgetting she was a teenager and is human. She has feelings. Stop bashing her.
@KjetilRSkaug
@KjetilRSkaug 4 жыл бұрын
Diana she is still a teenager
@noobelix
@noobelix 4 жыл бұрын
She turned 18 in december
@happyendings10193
@happyendings10193 4 жыл бұрын
Ugh! • 40 years ago okay she’s 18!!!!!! She dosent deserve all these negative comments
@KjetilRSkaug
@KjetilRSkaug 4 жыл бұрын
Diana true. Lol sorry
@imbored9955
@imbored9955 4 жыл бұрын
People forget that people are human. We never treat anyone with the respect we should, because we’re human.
@jungkooksbadgurl5037
@jungkooksbadgurl5037 4 жыл бұрын
"Honestly I thought that I would be dead by now" - bury a friend "I’m in love with my future" - my future I looove how she evolved
@alexxahenriquez4360
@alexxahenriquez4360 4 жыл бұрын
Yup
@alexxahenriquez4360
@alexxahenriquez4360 4 жыл бұрын
Therunningsloth WTF
@spongebobtrianglepants2081
@spongebobtrianglepants2081 4 жыл бұрын
Therunningsloth what- u good? 💀
@jiminmochi2139
@jiminmochi2139 4 жыл бұрын
She's happy now :)
@marisapugs6824
@marisapugs6824 4 жыл бұрын
There’s no time to die
@softerhaze
@softerhaze 4 жыл бұрын
and there are still people who think she ‘faked her depression’, which absolutely breaks my heart, no one is ‘too young’ to go through shit edit: yall saying uve suffered or still are suffering from depression, my heart goes out to u 😔 it will get better i promise, no matter how dark of a place u r in now, u are loved and u matter, killing yourself is not the way to stop the pain, please talk to someone, anyone, there are many lines you can call please, be patient. things fade
@krystalreaper3557
@krystalreaper3557 4 жыл бұрын
Ik too many trolls on the internet.
@JaydaHeartTV
@JaydaHeartTV 4 жыл бұрын
It's mostly the teenage boys on Instagram that say that... I've seen so many of them say all girls fake depression for attention and how no girls *know what real pain is. It's kind of embarrassing...
@inkwrll9722
@inkwrll9722 4 жыл бұрын
I get more triggered about when somebody says that she is too young to go through shit. Life can hit you like a truck at any age. No body is too young...explain why children commit suicide.
@isabellamaturana446
@isabellamaturana446 4 жыл бұрын
Especially being so young and going thru a rlly big change, less privacy. It must be hard for her.
@joshrentos216
@joshrentos216 4 жыл бұрын
mikaela eilish this comment reads like this is supposedly proof that she really was suicidal. It isn’t
@sav6448
@sav6448 4 жыл бұрын
Depression doesn’t discriminate. Someone is never “too rich” or “too successful” to be depressed or experience any mental illness for that matter. We need to stop gatekeeping mental illness. It’s not beneficial for anyone.
@ed8329
@ed8329 4 жыл бұрын
so true, look at Anthony Bourdain
@georgia3966
@georgia3966 4 жыл бұрын
Depression doesn’t help you, it destroys you from the inside out, swiping away the remains until you are nothing left. That’s what it feels like.
@bluecheesewithwings2105
@bluecheesewithwings2105 4 жыл бұрын
Sure but also if you were happy last year than all of a sudden you listen to her and you're "crazy" Clearly your faking
@georgiaoc3861
@georgiaoc3861 4 жыл бұрын
Savannah T. z
@user-hz9dx7pb9l
@user-hz9dx7pb9l 4 жыл бұрын
Shout-out to Chester Bennington. I miss him every damn day (Linkin Park) 💔
@rhiannon2002
@rhiannon2002 4 жыл бұрын
if she did kill herself, she wouldn’t be here inspiring fans, family and other celebs. she became so big in such a short period of time and makes so many people happy.
@irisvasquez662
@irisvasquez662 4 жыл бұрын
Nice pfp
@GSSMAV
@GSSMAV 4 жыл бұрын
It's so hard to read this seriously without ignoring your pfp
@jared8002
@jared8002 4 жыл бұрын
“Everybody wants something from me now. And I don’t wanna let them down.” -Everything I Wanted lyric
@rhiannon2002
@rhiannon2002 4 жыл бұрын
fruit loops 🤣🤣
@rhiannon2002
@rhiannon2002 4 жыл бұрын
Guianosic M ahahaha😂😂
@imsamiurrahman
@imsamiurrahman 3 жыл бұрын
depression: i want to die anxiety: what if I die
@kaylebqstian9877
@kaylebqstian9877 3 жыл бұрын
STG
@gm.8805
@gm.8805 3 жыл бұрын
damn
@oliviascardigan
@oliviascardigan 3 жыл бұрын
I have both
@Lily-gz3ip
@Lily-gz3ip 2 жыл бұрын
adhd: what is die
@georgemoore2830
@georgemoore2830 2 жыл бұрын
@@oliviascardigan Im sorry, Jesus Loves You and can change everything for you.
@XXallycat101XX
@XXallycat101XX 4 жыл бұрын
Based on her lyric, "I want to end me." I thought it was obvious.
@theaudreyfam3274
@theaudreyfam3274 4 жыл бұрын
yes that's true
@Drehgab
@Drehgab 4 жыл бұрын
Fair
@reece9424
@reece9424 4 жыл бұрын
Yea :/ I quoted this to a close friend once when I said "I love Bury a Friend" and she was shocked. I played it off as a joke even when I am dead serious about it lol.
@sofiyaaaaaaaaaa
@sofiyaaaaaaaaaa 4 жыл бұрын
Yeah and like listen before I go also kinda gives a hint
@badbitch5069
@badbitch5069 4 жыл бұрын
fr.. y’all should go listen to my lyrics
@samanthaskye00
@samanthaskye00 4 жыл бұрын
She already revealed that she was suicidal through her music.
@user-on9cb1ik7i
@user-on9cb1ik7i 4 жыл бұрын
What song/songs?
@samanthaskye00
@samanthaskye00 4 жыл бұрын
@@user-on9cb1ik7i listen before I go, Bury a friend and everything I wanted (maybe more, but that's all I can think of rn)
@user-on9cb1ik7i
@user-on9cb1ik7i 4 жыл бұрын
@@samanthaskye00 thank u!
@lesly2565
@lesly2565 4 жыл бұрын
True
@Smolbean-wu8xk
@Smolbean-wu8xk 4 жыл бұрын
Samantha Skye don’t forget goodbye!
@The6Eternal6Dark6Lord
@The6Eternal6Dark6Lord 4 жыл бұрын
The worst depression is when you have everything you ever wanted and everything is going great and you still want to die
@siri-st5xz
@siri-st5xz 4 жыл бұрын
Well I'd rather have everything and want to die than have nothing and no one to talk to and wanting to die.
@RonCrown
@RonCrown 4 жыл бұрын
No not at all. Having nothing is definitely worse.
@siri-st5xz
@siri-st5xz 4 жыл бұрын
Crimson Rosetta wtf how. For me that just sounds really dumb to say. Of course it’s better to have everything, because then it’s easier to think positive, you Have someone to talk to, people who love you etc. Of you Have nothing, you chance of recovering is veery small bcs no one cares to help. You Will just die on the street, there is no hope
@RonCrown
@RonCrown 4 жыл бұрын
@@siri-st5xz ? Ok well you just answered uour own question friend. Thats exactly how
@siri-st5xz
@siri-st5xz 4 жыл бұрын
@@RonCrown oh I must've read your comment wrong. sry
@francisrose501
@francisrose501 4 жыл бұрын
I love how the interviewer is so understanding with Billie and listens to her instead of trying to squeeze every single information out of her to get more views on their video.
@shireenkanwal7800
@shireenkanwal7800 4 жыл бұрын
*"The bravest thing a person can do is stay alive when they actually want to die"* ~Unknown.
@emma-gx1hj
@emma-gx1hj 4 жыл бұрын
"the smile that you gave me even when you felt like dying"- i love you; billie eilish
@Ayasha_Kasim
@Ayasha_Kasim 4 жыл бұрын
I wanna die
@skychological
@skychological 4 жыл бұрын
truth
@sophielaine4173
@sophielaine4173 4 жыл бұрын
@@Ayasha_Kasim no
@sofiamorales4334
@sofiamorales4334 4 жыл бұрын
Ayasha don’t. Please. It’s genuinely not worth it.
@baneebyclovers
@baneebyclovers 4 жыл бұрын
I hate when adults say “back in my days kids/teens didn’t commit suicide” like okay? The thing is we aren’t in “your old days” we are here,now, present, not in the past.
@luudoo1
@luudoo1 4 жыл бұрын
And also, people DID commit suicide in the "old days", like, it's not because you're not aware of it that it didn't happened. It pisses me off too.
@AdibHoque
@AdibHoque 4 жыл бұрын
Those who suicided didn't deserved this world nor the body they were given.
@caitlyn6303
@caitlyn6303 4 жыл бұрын
Suicide has been around forever It’s just more people are opening up about their feelings nowadays
@baneebyclovers
@baneebyclovers 4 жыл бұрын
ADIB HOQUE they were born cause clearly they were gifted their body and life but some don’t live as long as others and you know suicide isn’t like “yep ima treat my body like garbage and then I’m gone “ like no.
@kuromiloveu
@kuromiloveu 4 жыл бұрын
I’ve never heard adults say that lmao
@aanyas.5830
@aanyas.5830 4 жыл бұрын
That is so terrible. People still think she has "fake depression" and that "she's too young for depression." Well I just want to say this. NO ONE IS TOO YOUNG FOR DEPRESSION. IT IS A REAL THING WHICH ALL AGES SUFFER FROM. Please Billie, don't ever think about doing that. I can't loose you, you make life so much better, just by making your music. You make it feel like there is someone else there with you. And know that there is ALWAYS, *ALWAYS* someone you can talk to, to make it easier.
@imbored9955
@imbored9955 4 жыл бұрын
Muna Berry she won’t, I don’t think. She seems pretty happy and self-confident now :)
@mollymallas8880
@mollymallas8880 4 жыл бұрын
“Too ignorant for depression” that is some ignorant as shit.
@awatefgharbi1576
@awatefgharbi1576 4 жыл бұрын
No one is too young for dépression. My 5 years old cousin is deppressed
@lesly2565
@lesly2565 4 жыл бұрын
Okay you can be depressed because you can live a life without depression
@aanyas.5830
@aanyas.5830 4 жыл бұрын
@@imbored9955 thats good
@ellamay5488
@ellamay5488 3 жыл бұрын
“I don’t wanna be too dark..” no girl say whatever is on your mind, we’re listening
@guessmyname1104
@guessmyname1104 4 жыл бұрын
Fans: "Guys, just because she sings depressing music doesn't mean she is suicidal" 🤨 Billie: "Well, yes...but actually no" 🤔
@guessmyname1104
@guessmyname1104 4 жыл бұрын
@@wxrps 😂😂😂
@jodicrafter300
@jodicrafter300 4 жыл бұрын
@@wxrps 🤔🤨😂😂😂
@itsalicia7505
@itsalicia7505 4 жыл бұрын
Took me awhile to get this lol
@georgiaoc3861
@georgiaoc3861 4 жыл бұрын
Jeff White i
@donaldduck8571
@donaldduck8571 4 жыл бұрын
I predict that the Community kills her mental health like they did it with Justin Bieber
@noname-gl2or
@noname-gl2or 4 жыл бұрын
Nowadays people are so mean, the one who actually has depression can't even reach for help, bc those people will laugh and think you are faking
@cutegrande7123
@cutegrande7123 4 жыл бұрын
I love Billie fr
@cristinaskirtich6884
@cristinaskirtich6884 4 жыл бұрын
A lot of uneducated people making comments on this post... sad
@georgia3966
@georgia3966 4 жыл бұрын
I saw this one comment and it was making fun of all the 13-14 year olds who are “faking depression”. I’m 13 and it’s been a tough couple years. My friend started to do drugs, my sister tried to commit suicide, and I’ve have been dealing with the sad genes. Although I’m young I still have the same emotions that many adults do and I think a lot of people over look that. I’ve finally started to talk about it a little with my parents but I hate saying depressed because it just sounds like I’m seeking attention. That’s all I wanted to say.
@jodicrafter300
@jodicrafter300 4 жыл бұрын
Its because of the whole "14 year old girl" trope which is honestly so toxic. I know it was supposed to be a joke at first but it has gone too far.
@georgia3966
@georgia3966 4 жыл бұрын
Jodi Crafter all the 14 year olds never thought it was a joke and if people were really trying to be funny, it’s a cruel joke to make. It hits way to close to home.
@armyjen5330
@armyjen5330 4 жыл бұрын
The bravest thing I've ever done is staying alive.
@alexx8711
@alexx8711 4 жыл бұрын
it may not seem like it at the moment but it gets better I promise 💗🥺
@omaroiid_6465
@omaroiid_6465 4 жыл бұрын
cute
@lilbullets7064
@lilbullets7064 4 жыл бұрын
cute
@omaroiid_6465
@omaroiid_6465 4 жыл бұрын
@@TSG_ finally someone understands
@alexx8711
@alexx8711 4 жыл бұрын
Alijah Stewart it’s not that easy dude...
@evelynbell4971
@evelynbell4971 3 жыл бұрын
1:14 You can see tears in her eyes just from thinking about it 🥺
@Jhope.jay.Stan.
@Jhope.jay.Stan. 3 жыл бұрын
Yes 😢
@dollface6104
@dollface6104 4 жыл бұрын
y'all couldn't tell by her music already?
@princessbainey9825
@princessbainey9825 4 жыл бұрын
Right... Like in plan view
@unicornmagic5858
@unicornmagic5858 4 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@andrejttt9161
@andrejttt9161 4 жыл бұрын
Fr
@kevinfreeman3837
@kevinfreeman3837 4 жыл бұрын
so many people are oblivious only people who've gone through suicidal thoughts or depression knew it before she said it
@freemanmuse6111
@freemanmuse6111 4 жыл бұрын
They knew but she rarely talks about it lol yall funny
@7575jc
@7575jc 4 жыл бұрын
Interviewer: “So why do you think you didn’t?” Billie: “um.....my, my mom” I owe you Maggie, I really do🥺🙏
@kodi2701
@kodi2701 4 жыл бұрын
"um...my fam-,my mom"*
@skychological
@skychological 4 жыл бұрын
@@emilyvillamil ugh that is unfortunately so true. my heart breaks for anyone who is struggling without that kind of support. my mom died of a heroin overdose and i have no insurance/financial resources and don't feel like i can stay on this planet much longer. i feel like it's really impressive i made it to 28 tbh but no one can stay alive forever. trying to hang in there as long as i can.
@Frogjimin7878
@Frogjimin7878 4 жыл бұрын
She's so fake why are you fans so blind
@7575jc
@7575jc 4 жыл бұрын
@Mr. Huh? So you’re one of those who say that she’s faking everything when she’s went through depression since a kid, if it weren’t for her family, surely she wouldn’t be here today, next time, take things seriously, you wouldn’t want someone calling you fake cause of something real about you, let alone being suicidal, this isn’t a joke you know
@Frogjimin7878
@Frogjimin7878 4 жыл бұрын
@@7575jc are you daft anyone with common sense could tell she's struggling to think of something to say don't be dumb we all know it's a act she's laughing all the way to the bank
@tannie375
@tannie375 4 жыл бұрын
It's honestly crazy the amount of people that question her depression. No one is too young to be suffering from depression.
@melodew
@melodew 4 жыл бұрын
yeah, my damn 12 year old friend wants to end her life and I make sure she takes her antidepressiants ever night by checking on her
@vibe9155
@vibe9155 4 жыл бұрын
Candy Persona You people misuse the term depression and clearly don’t understand the meaning of it. This isn’t depression, just edgy.
@dccrashergames6553
@dccrashergames6553 4 жыл бұрын
@@vibe9155 No, it's depression. Please don't be trying to tell people what and what not they are feeling. You do NOT know that person, so you can not say that they aren't suffering from depression.
@haleyhutchinson9353
@haleyhutchinson9353 4 жыл бұрын
Vibe it’s a common thing for people who are depressed to hide it with a smile. A lot of depressed people do that because that don’t know how to express they feelings and emotions which is one of the reason Billie started righting music. A lot of therapists can even tell you writing down your feelings and expressing your self through music or art is very therapeutic. Poems, writing in a diary or journal, and music or ways to express yourself and not keep the emotions bottle up because that is really not healthy and cause cause people to do different things. So to all the people that are depressed, I deeply encourage you to invest in a journal, note book, a dairy and/or art supplies to help express yourselves and when you are ready share it with the people you know will help you. Ps. I used to want to be a psychologist/therapist when I was younger to help people. People in the world still love you.
@cjck1344
@cjck1344 4 жыл бұрын
Vibe Yeah man I agree literally wanting to end your life due to stress and pain and then finally finding the courage to speak out about it to raise awareness for mental health is just…sO eDgY
@socktoast636
@socktoast636 4 жыл бұрын
And people have the nerve to say "She can't be depressed, she's rich and famous" Bro, that's like saying that "You don't have a disability, you don't have a wheelchair" They don't know what Billie went through.
@mvvlm-22
@mvvlm-22 3 жыл бұрын
So true.
@matthewlachance3362
@matthewlachance3362 3 жыл бұрын
People say she’s depressed because her lyrics are really shallow and when you compare her to someone like Kurt cobain she looks really fake
@haydenmary103
@haydenmary103 4 жыл бұрын
I was suicidal throughout middle school and high school, hospitalized many times for thoughts. I told myself if I wasn’t better by 18 I would do it. Things did get better, even though I still struggle daily. Therapy and my family definitely keep me going. I want to hug this girl so bad because her and her brother help me through my negative thoughts, and the fact that she went through something similar, and that she is open about it, makes me appreciate her so much more. If anyone is reading this that is feeling suicidal please take it from me, it does get better, you deserve to be happy, and you are worthy of life.
@erostube3759
@erostube3759 4 жыл бұрын
I just smoke cigar and made me feel better
@cmulder002
@cmulder002 4 жыл бұрын
woman only make a fraction of the people dying from suicide since they get all the attention and support. Men are just left to suffer. In part because of all the emotional abuse woman put them trough.
@arianagrande5314
@arianagrande5314 4 жыл бұрын
You never met me but I just want to say I love you
@cmulder002
@cmulder002 4 жыл бұрын
@@arianagrande5314 you would just pass me in the streets like i am invisible just like all others.
@stephaniewallace6151
@stephaniewallace6151 4 жыл бұрын
cmulder002 only someone insane would really reply to a girl taking the courage to be open about her struggles and how billie helped her by invalidating her because suicide is a problem in men? huh? please get help and don’t make things unnecessarily political on videos about suicide, since you clearly don’t know how to respect it.
@emamut9936
@emamut9936 4 жыл бұрын
"My....my mom" those words and the tears in her eyes broke my heart.
@harharharlee9308
@harharharlee9308 4 жыл бұрын
Ema Mut ): baby
@jiorji5057
@jiorji5057 4 жыл бұрын
This poor baby has been crying for help since she was like 13 and everyone thought she was just a crybaby.
@summersky7856
@summersky7856 4 жыл бұрын
Ok so that doesn't mean a person cant have depression she is very pressured from fame and no matter how much you have you can still go through depression just because you are more privileged doesn't mean you cant have depression
@TheClover42
@TheClover42 4 жыл бұрын
@@homer7504 mental illness can also be hereditary and develops later in life. From the sounds of her and Finneas' music it could've been passed on. Mental illness doesn't discriminate, so to say it's her having white privilege is completely ignorant.
@adamgriffith-smith9106
@adamgriffith-smith9106 4 жыл бұрын
@Daniel S what does this have to do with white privilege idiot?
@queengabii6663
@queengabii6663 4 жыл бұрын
@@homer7504 how is being a crybaby a white privilege 🤨
@sethmurdoch287
@sethmurdoch287 4 жыл бұрын
She practically practically had her career handed to her mother and father in the music industry her brother's a producer songwriter....duh duh!
@nyx_asena28
@nyx_asena28 Жыл бұрын
*this is one of the most heartbreaking interviews to watch. Thanks for sticking around Billie.*
@flowersforever5970
@flowersforever5970 4 жыл бұрын
I feel like so many people are suicidal and depressed that it’s almost becoming the norm. It really goes to show how messed up the world really is.
@nierA2
@nierA2 4 жыл бұрын
Alot of people have the balls to feign depression these days, alot of them are sheep.
@andread6245
@andread6245 4 жыл бұрын
Because not everybody has families anymore, or if they do, they break up. So many young girls don't want to have babies anymore, but what else is there, after money and travel? And that's why I think the world is messed up, anyway, and people want to die so much more than they used to. Plus everything needs specific qualifications. And the Internet takes away from meeting IRL
@TheFunnygym
@TheFunnygym 4 жыл бұрын
@@andread6245 they don't want to have babies anymore because now they have a choice, while in the past they were shunned if they didn't want a family. Talked to my grandmother about that. It was expected to have a baby, even if you were miserable. In my opinion, it's better this way today. We wouldn't have families breaking apart if people who were creating families actually wanted them in the first place, not doing it because society expected it of them. Imagine getting married even if you didn't want to, putting your career, education and passions on hold to have a baby you don't want to and live like that for the rest of your life. People become unhappy, can't take it anymore and break up. This in turns scars your children because unhappy parents often do bad things. Those children grow up to never want a family of their own in turn. Every action has a reaction. Besides, a lot more people in the past would also pursue just career and travelling if it was their choice. And a lot would have families they want. Everyone has a different way of life. And that's okay.
@airanator1212
@airanator1212 4 жыл бұрын
I honestly feel the extreme spread of atheism is a major factor in declining mental health in society. Everyone now sees their lives as a tragedy. No ones content with anything anymore. No one feels the need to create personal codes for themselves and don’t have a reason to hold themselves to a higher standard anymore, or atleast not near as much as they did many years ago.
@moniesworld8468
@moniesworld8468 4 жыл бұрын
@sun flower I hope everything is alright
@0rioo
@0rioo 4 жыл бұрын
No one noticed your tears No one noticed your stressed No one noticed your pain But they noticed your mistakes
@laurabenzer1524
@laurabenzer1524 4 жыл бұрын
true
@aikhii
@aikhii 4 жыл бұрын
Arf so true...
@peeraatifa
@peeraatifa 3 жыл бұрын
Happened to me twice
@0rioo
@0rioo 3 жыл бұрын
@@peeraatifa happened to me a lot
@peeraatifa
@peeraatifa 3 жыл бұрын
@@0rioo same....even mom,dad and brother
@idkhowtobreathe7710
@idkhowtobreathe7710 4 жыл бұрын
Yet people still suck up the courage to say she’s “fake depressed”
@theepicgamehub9448
@theepicgamehub9448 4 жыл бұрын
Maybe she is. You dont know anything about the real her and neither do I. It's very common for celebrities to fake what brings attention and followers. That's literally all they do nowadays. It's a profession. I dont know much about her and not judging but all I ever hear from her is complaining nonstop. She has enough money to quit bitching and start enjoying life. These kind of celebrities are beyond deluded. Who gives an actual fuck about a millionaire complaining about not being happy.
@daniquesmith3788
@daniquesmith3788 4 жыл бұрын
@@theepicgamehub9448 woah. you're stupi- I can't even.
@ezrealxshsh5460
@ezrealxshsh5460 4 жыл бұрын
@@theepicgamehub9448 You are so basic for thinking that money solves everything lmao.
@rhinestonecowboy9720
@rhinestonecowboy9720 4 жыл бұрын
key word guys he said "maybe".
@mshilton
@mshilton 4 жыл бұрын
TheEpicGameHub i- bruh
@JST03
@JST03 3 жыл бұрын
I'm 17 now and I honestly thought I wouldn't make it to 17 either. I was supposed to die at 16 like I planned. But instead of dying I woke up in the hospital rather than the cemetery 😑
@iamaperson3871
@iamaperson3871 3 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy that you are still with us! Keep going sis, you can do this! I know that it's so fucking difficult, but you are strong, I believe in you ❤
@kaylebqstian9877
@kaylebqstian9877 3 жыл бұрын
felt but i’m so happy you’re still here
@georgemoore2830
@georgemoore2830 2 жыл бұрын
Im sorry, Jesus loves you and can change everything for you!!!
@paraseviyom1190
@paraseviyom1190 2 жыл бұрын
Why
@salmanfalah8026
@salmanfalah8026 4 жыл бұрын
She’s really brave because she talked about her mental health
@batmanlikespizza2541
@batmanlikespizza2541 4 жыл бұрын
salman falah Agreed, could never be this open or vulnerable.
@carpediemearth
@carpediemearth 4 жыл бұрын
Many other artists have talked about their mental health.
@batmanlikespizza2541
@batmanlikespizza2541 4 жыл бұрын
finelinehaven Very true, but luckily it’s becoming more common.
@7575jc
@7575jc 4 жыл бұрын
Billie: “I genuinely didn’t think I would like, make it to like, 17” Interviewer: “You didn’t think you’d make it to 17?” Billie: “No” 🥺I can’t, that hurt so much😣
@unknowntrademark9992
@unknowntrademark9992 4 жыл бұрын
Shes a fake.
@eveek
@eveek 4 жыл бұрын
@@unknowntrademark9992 get over yourself please. ❤
@alopecia09
@alopecia09 4 жыл бұрын
Ohhhhhhhh 😢😭
@skychological
@skychological 4 жыл бұрын
i remember feeling this way when i was 16, now i'm 28 and don't feel like i can make it to 30
@thoryn666
@thoryn666 4 жыл бұрын
@@unknowntrademark9992 ur face too
@lyubo_stan
@lyubo_stan 4 жыл бұрын
I'm so glad she is here with us, changing lives and helping herself. I love Billie and her art and cant imagine a world without her. Billie Eilish is who I turn to every time I feel anxious, depressed or bad in general. There is something in her voice and music that just calms down everything in my mind and I cant live withou. Billie, If you ever see this, I just wanted to tell you that no matter what, I'll always love you and support you! ❤ Edit: OMG thank you so much for the likes! I've never gotten so much!
@anastasiashusharina953
@anastasiashusharina953 4 жыл бұрын
🇷🇺
@cmulder002
@cmulder002 4 жыл бұрын
Helping HERSELF? seriously? you did not see the amount of SUPPORT she has from her family and now countless others? She is the result not the cause.
@lyubo_stan
@lyubo_stan 4 жыл бұрын
Yes, she got a lot of support from everyone, but in the end if she doesn't want the support, nothing would've happened. It really takes a lot of effort to accept the fact that you need help and you need to ask for it.
@eviemay1086
@eviemay1086 4 жыл бұрын
Любослав Станков so well said ❤️
@maxbuijs7189
@maxbuijs7189 4 жыл бұрын
Jennifer yes because money just magically makes you not feel like a piece of human shit.
@listenbeforeigo3084
@listenbeforeigo3084 4 жыл бұрын
"honestly i thought that i would be dead by now" -bury a friend Why is no one talking about this.....
@snakewhitcher4189
@snakewhitcher4189 4 жыл бұрын
"It rhymed" was the best possible answer. You have to take advantage when rhyme lines up with yer truth
@snakewhitcher4189
@snakewhitcher4189 4 жыл бұрын
You can usually do that with most situations though. It's probably the best thing you can do for yourself
@snakewhitcher4189
@snakewhitcher4189 4 жыл бұрын
Only if you feel inclined to write a song though. There's no other circumstances
@ryann45
@ryann45 4 жыл бұрын
being sad isn’t depression. A lot of kids or even young adults mistake being in a sad mood a lot is depression. What Billie had was real depression. It’s an illness worse than any sickness. Trust me. You can have everything you want in life and depression will make you not enjoy it. I went through a year of really bad depression. I had friends I hung out with, I went out and did things, I did my hobbies and interests. and it was still the worst year of my life.
@OutlawKING111
@OutlawKING111 4 жыл бұрын
Tch yeah. It annoys me seeing people THINK they have depression for feeling sad out of the blue. They also self diagnose themselves off google. Get a diagnoses from a real professional.
@shelby7188
@shelby7188 4 жыл бұрын
Everything is relative though... a bad day for someone who’s always happy could feel the same to them as your worst depressive episode feels to you. Idk if that makes sense but it’s important not to judge other people’s suffering based on your experience.
@tanishabelizaire3052
@tanishabelizaire3052 4 жыл бұрын
This isn’t about you nobody asked for your back story
@orah8212
@orah8212 4 жыл бұрын
ii_FluffyPlays_ii your important to me :) your smile would make my day
@user-vw7jz2gq6k
@user-vw7jz2gq6k 4 жыл бұрын
“not enjoy” yes exactly
@donkhorse
@donkhorse 4 жыл бұрын
I was talking to my uncle about offing myself, and he said: “Isn’t it bad enough that Patty (my mother) already had to bury one son, let alone both? If that happened it would break her heart completely.” That quote is why I’m still breathing.
@yomommuhhh
@yomommuhhh 4 жыл бұрын
🥺🥺
@MegaRoro16
@MegaRoro16 4 жыл бұрын
🙏🏻 amazing, good on you for pulling through, may god bless you and give you the strength to carry on
@yomommuhhh
@yomommuhhh 4 жыл бұрын
Rayan .A ❤️ i’ve been needing something like that for a long time now thank you. -sandra :)
@MegaRoro16
@MegaRoro16 4 жыл бұрын
Sandra Quintero you are so welcome ! I’m so glad you can have some relief from those words, you got this 💪🏻❤️❤️🙏🏻
@yomommuhhh
@yomommuhhh 4 жыл бұрын
Rayan .A ❤️
@angellalabiba3552
@angellalabiba3552 3 жыл бұрын
she’s the reason i stayed, she’s so strong. i love her☹️.
@Leannatlantis
@Leannatlantis 4 жыл бұрын
When she said my-my mom my heart dropped🥺. If I ever lost my mom I wouldn’t know what to do.❤️
@debbiekealy9156
@debbiekealy9156 4 жыл бұрын
Me too i will be broken 😥
@tanishqatd
@tanishqatd 4 жыл бұрын
I already am since I was 8 years old😢
@invisecy76
@invisecy76 4 жыл бұрын
@@tanishqatd rip
@Leannatlantis
@Leannatlantis 4 жыл бұрын
Gacha life Superstar I am so sorry stay strong ❤️
@whatsaslowphia
@whatsaslowphia 4 жыл бұрын
Lost her last summer, family is everything. don’t take any moments for granted
@autumnblevins8875
@autumnblevins8875 4 жыл бұрын
when she talked about how she grabbed a girl by the shoulders and told them to take care of themselves made me feel sad :(
@lexxy6305
@lexxy6305 4 жыл бұрын
carrots are good for your eyes
@margaretopalla1086
@margaretopalla1086 4 жыл бұрын
@@lexxy6305 wow so irrelevant
@beth7132
@beth7132 4 жыл бұрын
why’s everyone saying “yall couldn’t tell?” like this stuff isn’t easy to tell someone. it was so difficult for me to tell my mum that i have been having suicidal thoughts again and i haven’t even told her i’ve hurt myself again (whoops)
@armystayblink9865
@armystayblink9865 4 жыл бұрын
it’s a big boy boog this is literally what I’m going through now, you can do it ❤️
@marleymescudi
@marleymescudi 4 жыл бұрын
Okay? No one said it's easy to talk about but it is often easy to spot people who suffer from depression. Billie's interviews last year versus this year are two completely different people because she's in a better place mentally and it shows.
@armyjen5330
@armyjen5330 4 жыл бұрын
@@marleymescudi My mom, she doesn't get me.
@varsharaman2166
@varsharaman2166 4 жыл бұрын
Please don't...don't hurt yourself. Trust me there are a lot of this you have that you can be grateful for. Don't hurt yourself, or blame yourself for anything. Remember that you have a mother who loves unconditionally ❤❤
@lauvvv
@lauvvv 4 жыл бұрын
Just Like Tea Tea yeah! exactly what i thought. sometimes tell in sentences isnt always about telling someone something, in this sentence its “yall couldnt tell” means yall couldnt figure it out? like yall couldnt get it?
@sabrinamary5922
@sabrinamary5922 4 жыл бұрын
Am I the only one that cried when my idol Billie said she was gonna jump I can’t even imagine🥺❤️
@ranahamadimran4628
@ranahamadimran4628 2 жыл бұрын
No ur not alone i cried too😥😭
@yolotiktoks3357
@yolotiktoks3357 4 жыл бұрын
I’m glad she’s not one of those people who thinks being depressed is an aesthetic. Some of her fans are tho so it’s sad
@Oracleofcrows
@Oracleofcrows 4 жыл бұрын
It comes off like that.
@Ly-dz1mk
@Ly-dz1mk 4 жыл бұрын
WhenLifeGivesYouLemons they are saying that now people think that being depressed is aesthetic. So many people call themselves depressed... which is kinda rude to people who really suffer
@Jo_Wardy
@Jo_Wardy 4 жыл бұрын
Yes the song is sad her self is sad. But an aesthetic OMG wth
@Ly-dz1mk
@Ly-dz1mk 4 жыл бұрын
joe ward you don’t get it... people think that being depressed is aesthetic I know people that fake being depressed just for an “ aesthetic purpose “ and that’s not ok at ALL.
@Ly-dz1mk
@Ly-dz1mk 4 жыл бұрын
YAYA YEET are you being sarcastic? Cause I don’t get it. Imma make it clear. Depressed people are so brave and I support them with all my heart. But I hate when people fake depression just to get attention ( this is why I say that some people think that being depressed is aesthetic ) and I personally know some of them. Depression is a mental illness and that’s not okay to joke about this. I hope that you’ll understand me :)
@lamiaechihab2717
@lamiaechihab2717 4 жыл бұрын
this girl is just amazing.. it makes me so sad to hear this kind of stuff
@zkrichards7012
@zkrichards7012 4 жыл бұрын
lams chi kzbin.info/www/bejne/lXWmq6aYnsxpnJo
@urmom-pi5hq
@urmom-pi5hq 4 жыл бұрын
It’s so upsetting that people can’t just support her and have to keep bringing her down. If she was suicidal, THAN STOP THINKING SHES FAKING IT! It disgust me truly people keep trying to make a point that she was “faking it all.” Like, really?!
@Chuchutrain806
@Chuchutrain806 4 жыл бұрын
Audrey Cho No one said this
@lexxy6305
@lexxy6305 4 жыл бұрын
@@Chuchutrain806 someone must have, I don't think Audrey Cho would just say that out of nowhere xD
@Chuchutrain806
@Chuchutrain806 4 жыл бұрын
Kindestkid Gt yeah some people do for attention
@johannes3155
@johannes3155 4 жыл бұрын
Kindestkid Gt yeah but you gotta understand there are going to be haters name a celebrity that dosent have any haters
@AdibHoque
@AdibHoque 4 жыл бұрын
All of the suicidal people are idiots tho
@grxnge.txpess9784
@grxnge.txpess9784 3 жыл бұрын
2019 I wanna end me 2019 Take me to the rooftop 2020 my future 2021 Happier than ever
@julianceja1072
@julianceja1072 3 жыл бұрын
I’m in 2019 I wanna end me Which is me right now in 2021 I’m not happy yet
@slashngash6718
@slashngash6718 4 жыл бұрын
Jesus this is sad. I’m so glad she didn’t do it. She’s amazing for opening up
@cmulder002
@cmulder002 4 жыл бұрын
Imagine all the money her record company's ceo's would have made of the additional sales if she did do it. Dead artist are great for profits and can't stand up for themselves anymore.
@shade5737
@shade5737 4 жыл бұрын
@@gamesnroses7878 no she's not wtf
@orlane4646
@orlane4646 4 жыл бұрын
the look in her eyes when she talks about it says it all
@orlane4646
@orlane4646 3 жыл бұрын
@Stella Moritz i bet it was really hard for her. I’m happy too she still is here
@creepiestadventure
@creepiestadventure 3 жыл бұрын
I feel like she has a very dangerous mind set
@lovelylayla2803
@lovelylayla2803 3 жыл бұрын
@@creepiestadventure had she’s happy now obviously depression never goes away fully yk there are still depressive episodes but it’s different in everyone so idk
@pooheilish1603
@pooheilish1603 4 жыл бұрын
this woman is the reason i’m still alive. edit: i forgot about this comment for 6 months and came back to complete chaos, so i figured i’d try to clear this up. first of all, billie herself has INSPIRED me to keep living, i’m not saying she straight up cured my depression and suicidal thoughts. second of all, why does it offend you SO bad that i said she’s the reason i’m still alive? i really don’t understand why that’s triggered so many people. and lastly, thank you to the people that are being kind, i appreciate it. keep going, it gets better.
@lol-jd2ox
@lol-jd2ox 4 жыл бұрын
stranger danger i’m glad you’re still alive . :)
@luvv3438
@luvv3438 4 жыл бұрын
fr
@mrrobotvoice8321
@mrrobotvoice8321 4 жыл бұрын
I dont know you but r u sure thats tru depression doesnt go away becuase of a pop star
@eveinred5427
@eveinred5427 4 жыл бұрын
Mr robot voice - I’ll explain how. Her lyrics, spoke to me. I’ve felt like I related to her lyrics so much, some of them made me want to stay alive, gave me hope, her interviews, her words spoke to me. She made me feel hope again.
@victoriarodriguez492
@victoriarodriguez492 4 жыл бұрын
Therunningsloth no, you’re pathetic. pop stars can influence so much on a persons life. they’re personality and lyrics, they’re past life, can make someone feel like they matter and that they are truly loved, and that hey aren’t alone and can relate to things that the pop star went thru as well. and seeing someone going thru the same thing u did and coming out on the better side, gives ppl so much hope.
@user-sm8zf9vz9j
@user-sm8zf9vz9j 8 ай бұрын
I'm so glad Billie is still alive 😊
@happygustofwind1610
@happygustofwind1610 4 жыл бұрын
The way her voice cracked when she said my mom😭
@renjuncansteponmekay6193
@renjuncansteponmekay6193 4 жыл бұрын
I get told "you ain't depressed, you have such a good life" that does not matter. The richest people in the world have depression, there is so many people that put on a happy face and battle depression.
@iiiEllxrie
@iiiEllxrie 4 жыл бұрын
That's true..
@AdibHoque
@AdibHoque 4 жыл бұрын
Happiness lies in contentment.
@ariellas
@ariellas 4 жыл бұрын
ADIB HOQUE Dude, I've seen ur boomer comments everywhere here. Go take a nap FOREVER.
@renjuncansteponmekay6193
@renjuncansteponmekay6193 4 жыл бұрын
@@ariellas I thought you were talking to me at first I was about to cry lmao
@ratfinker
@ratfinker 4 жыл бұрын
why are your i’s and o’s k’s?
@xofatima8841
@xofatima8841 4 жыл бұрын
so no one else thought "listen before I go" was like a goodbye letter?
@jewelborn
@jewelborn 4 жыл бұрын
xofatima been did and everything I wanted
@carla5624
@carla5624 4 жыл бұрын
Yesss i love they song but it makes me sad
@brokeboy4954
@brokeboy4954 4 жыл бұрын
I sorta looked at it that way I even messaged Billie on insta about the song and she replied with “it’s personal”
@gracesarahoktovina8781
@gracesarahoktovina8781 4 жыл бұрын
I hope she won't give up 😢😢😢😢
@Itzzz_aj_madden
@Itzzz_aj_madden 7 ай бұрын
Makes me cry every time.
@bethanythompson1772
@bethanythompson1772 4 жыл бұрын
The scariest thing is that you can be like Billie, successful and famous af and still battle depression, it just shows that mental health is the most important thing
@AdibHoque
@AdibHoque 4 жыл бұрын
Happiness lies in contentment either you're poor or rich.
@lavender802
@lavender802 4 жыл бұрын
@@AdibHoque would you please get off of this comment section? You don't understand depression, you don't understand suicidal thoughts, and you think people who have them are stupid. Get a damn life.
@Nessienez
@Nessienez 4 жыл бұрын
I’m so happy that she’s happy right now, honestly she deserves the whole world
@invisecy76
@invisecy76 4 жыл бұрын
What?
@alyssafoley1439
@alyssafoley1439 4 жыл бұрын
Yesss
@thesilentknight4554
@thesilentknight4554 4 жыл бұрын
If anything happens to her I'll be ripped apart😰 She should stay herself no matter what anyone says. Really is a tragedy to feel pressured to be perfect, when nobody on earth is😞
@wge621
@wge621 4 жыл бұрын
She's been abused and was likely a part of operation monarch. She isn't just sad, these lyrics (and a seeming unawareness of where they come from) is what happens when you are raped and tortured when you are a child. Read the lyrics in bury a friend. Controlling someone through trauma induced cooperation also means she likely won't remember most of it. My heart breaks for this girl
@Parmeey
@Parmeey 4 жыл бұрын
roodles who abused her 😳
@wge621
@wge621 4 жыл бұрын
​@@Parmeey ​ the people who made her famous. The same types of people who abused britney spears, amanda bynes, lindsay lohan, etc and made them all lose their minds. look how she poses in the "Arch of Hysteria” in "bury your friend". there is a lot of symbolism in that song, and when you put the pieces together, you see why a successful, beautiful teenager is so depressed, suicidal, cutting herself, etc. look into mk ultra - operation monarch is an off-shoot of that. op monarch trained mind control victims to compartmentalize their minds through trauma (this is why britney spears was said to have multiple personalities, speaking in a british accent for example, and not remembering what she said when she was in that mode), but it also leads to better mental and physical performance, because they push people beyond their limits. this is likely why billie has synaesthesia and in part why she is so talented
@wge621
@wge621 4 жыл бұрын
@@mathiaspalma1041 I don't think this has happened to every artist, I was specifically interested in Billie when I saw the signs of being abused and mind controlled, which we know happened to US citizens through MK Ultra. I don't expect her to come out and say 'hey I was abused and mind controlled and that's why I wrote these songs' but she did write them and the lyrics and symbolism are hidden in plain sight. Her brother said in an interview that they wrote bury a friend on his 21st bday, which was less than 2 weeks after the death of Billie's friend, xxxtentacion (the same guy who died of 'gunshot wounds' despite there being no blood in the videos of him dead in his car. He was also fascinated with satanism and the occult). Mind controlled victims also don't usually have memory of their abuse, they're specifically traumatized in order to break their minds ('where is my mind') so that they can't remember what happened to them and so that they won't come out with the truth (although this has happened multiple times after mental deprogramming through the reports of Cathy O'Brien, Fiona Barnett). The issue in this country is that we refuse to believe child abuse victims, especially when they're in the social or political elite. Unfortunately that's where it happens very often because it's very lucrative. I agree, her mom and brother seem like sweet people, but that's not enough to prevent me from being worried about another humans welfare, especially after seeing what happened to other young, talented hopefuls who also lost their minds.
@_VictorGrantz_
@_VictorGrantz_ 4 жыл бұрын
roodles omg a conspiracist
@hgz08
@hgz08 3 жыл бұрын
1:30 This is literally so sweet. This proves how much family can affect you for the people that say family's word can't hurt you or make you feel better.
@carsivus4866
@carsivus4866 4 жыл бұрын
Not trying to be a downer, but is anyone surprised? She wrote songs about suicide.
@pandaHub1
@pandaHub1 4 жыл бұрын
Nope
@breatheinpoetry
@breatheinpoetry 4 жыл бұрын
People are convinced Finneas writes all her lyrics
@vladimirjeger
@vladimirjeger 4 жыл бұрын
@@breatheinpoetry *Finneas
@breatheinpoetry
@breatheinpoetry 4 жыл бұрын
Vladimir Jeger I will admit I put a minimal amount of effort in that comment 😂
@melivspp4796
@melivspp4796 4 жыл бұрын
Megin Marie they write it together
@user-kw2ur2ms1y
@user-kw2ur2ms1y 4 жыл бұрын
Beautiful, young, successful, Under the protection of fate. So that are a good an angel, the most gentle, Let it be with you everywhere. May this save you from all your sorrows. And he will take the evil people., To only good met.
@justsomeone3747
@justsomeone3747 4 жыл бұрын
@Lgge Gee xanny?
@AB-yk2pq
@AB-yk2pq 4 жыл бұрын
@Lgge Gee she's strongly against it
@cmulder002
@cmulder002 4 жыл бұрын
stalker much? you are projecting things on a child that can not meet your delusions.
@pasta4762
@pasta4762 4 жыл бұрын
If only protection of fate was real lol
@user-kw2ur2ms1y
@user-kw2ur2ms1y 4 жыл бұрын
I'm not a drug addict.
@berlynpayge
@berlynpayge 4 жыл бұрын
did anyone else’s heart just sink
@michaelgoodwin6123
@michaelgoodwin6123 7 ай бұрын
Glad you're still here with us.
@laylarhodes8959
@laylarhodes8959 4 жыл бұрын
I’m suicidal, I’ve never attempted suicide But the thought of hurting myself and killing myself rings in my head like a nightmare. I also do sometimes bruise myself, I don’t cut but I do hit myself with hard things like metal. If you some of you guys aren’t suicidal it’s a nightmare, my experience is voices in my head telling me I’m worthless and a fake, nobody ever loves me, and that I’m no use for the world I’m just in the way.
@TheBeanQueen24
@TheBeanQueen24 4 жыл бұрын
I just wanted to first and foremost say that you will never be the only person in the world to experience these things, therefore you are never alone. I have experienced all of these things and more throughout my life so far, and since I have been diagnosed with chronic depression, it will never stop. There will be good days and bad days, but the most important thing to remember is that you can do it. It might sound silly or impossible, especially in a moment where you are dealing with these thoughts, but you HAVE to keep pushing no matter how tired you are. It will pay off for you. Blessings to you and Namaste
@zoenoelle8844
@zoenoelle8844 4 жыл бұрын
you may not believe it, but you are worth it ❤ i've never been suicidal, but i have gone through what you have, and i know it sucks, but i got through it and i think you can too ❤
@lizziehargrove4310
@lizziehargrove4310 4 жыл бұрын
i’m just here to say i love you ❤️ you deserve everything so don’t be sad 😞 everyone would be very sad if anything happened to you
@mariannaoliveira4730
@mariannaoliveira4730 4 жыл бұрын
Layla, I can hardly imagine how hard it must be for you to be in this situation. You're too strong. Please, hang in there! Know that all of us, we matter in this world. I hope you seek help and find peace of mind.
@beth.newcomb
@beth.newcomb 4 жыл бұрын
You are such a strong human being, and I truly wish you the best. I mean, I read this and I felt the need to say that you DO matter. It was brave of you, putting this out here, however small a gesture, and you are not alone. Please remember that and that God forever loves you.
@rileycross753
@rileycross753 4 жыл бұрын
I hope she knows that she saved so many lives. Including mine.
@lizajansevanvuuren2662
@lizajansevanvuuren2662 4 жыл бұрын
Same xxx
@jessicazajac9886
@jessicazajac9886 4 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️❤️💞
@robyn1196
@robyn1196 4 жыл бұрын
Same💖
@sagala30
@sagala30 4 жыл бұрын
For a girl so young and this talented to put her feelings to pen to paper then in a song 😲 OMG I'm a fan and i respect her so much as I felt the same way for many years. I'm glad she still with us and im glad i stayed alive myself as well xoxo
@oliviaandkkkidder4245
@oliviaandkkkidder4245 4 жыл бұрын
Stewie Dark Child yeah
@fuhlash
@fuhlash 4 жыл бұрын
Her songs give me CHILLS
@emilikovacs9912
@emilikovacs9912 3 жыл бұрын
She saved my life...
@ZombalayaQ
@ZombalayaQ 4 жыл бұрын
ET: Billie Eilish was suicidal All of us: Did you even LISTEN to Everything I Wanted??
@kaseyactis7848
@kaseyactis7848 4 жыл бұрын
Zombalaya Q did they even listen to any of her songs ?? It’s pretty obvious
@iac903
@iac903 4 жыл бұрын
chiara f. actually art speaks. you draw what’s on your mind
@ninac4935
@ninac4935 4 жыл бұрын
ikr i saw the title and was like no kidding
@dianadiaz2718
@dianadiaz2718 4 жыл бұрын
This girl legit made me burst into tears the second she said that her mom is the reason she stopped herself.
@tiatowers5844
@tiatowers5844 4 жыл бұрын
Hearing her admit to this breaks my heart. No one should have to go through this and be told that they're faking
@fkatwigsisthequeenofenglan4748
@fkatwigsisthequeenofenglan4748 4 жыл бұрын
it's not normal how many kids in this generation are suicidal and just dismissed as 'babies' and 'snowflakes'. This isn't normal
@CaptainCrankyBeard
@CaptainCrankyBeard 4 жыл бұрын
Life just sucks and other humans do not make it any better
@mdelvalle2456
@mdelvalle2456 4 жыл бұрын
Its called IG
@BrittneyNicoleflicks
@BrittneyNicoleflicks 4 жыл бұрын
I think its the chemicals in the food but mostly the isolation were all experiencing now its not like before where people had to talk to each other now all we do is text
@tjpm
@tjpm 4 жыл бұрын
fka twigs is the queen of england This is a result of social media. Before we looked at ourselves and set our own goals and standards. Now social media is trying to feed you what you should be. So they think they will never get there and that they are losers. And they are not !!
@senatress6771
@senatress6771 4 жыл бұрын
tjpm I agree, social media is ruining our lives, it leads you to start comparing yourself to all the celebs and makes u realize how much u suck
@A-JolyssaD
@A-JolyssaD 4 жыл бұрын
we almost lost a legend.
@filippalind4631
@filippalind4631 4 жыл бұрын
Why is nobody questioning why she is so depressed? This music industry is not kind to their puppets. Her whole life is steered by someone else and she can probably hardly decide anything. That is truly gonna make anyone wanna die!
@Psycho.Bengali
@Psycho.Bengali 4 жыл бұрын
Filippa she has no reason to be depressed she is faking it
@eddieneil120
@eddieneil120 4 жыл бұрын
Angel Bunny the bunny oh look here you are again
@HaceneNene
@HaceneNene 4 жыл бұрын
Angel Bunny the bunny Actually, we don’t know what happens behind the scenes. So you can’t say anything.
@beam2981live
@beam2981live 4 жыл бұрын
@@Psycho.Bengali No one cares pony lover
@nekkobat6876
@nekkobat6876 4 жыл бұрын
Kpop stars tend to be extremely depressed and suicidal as well since they’re so controlled
@retro9042
@retro9042 4 жыл бұрын
This made me shed tears, Billie is a young talented and beautiful girl and has a bright future with that golden voice of hers, this made me very emotional
@DrivenAgony
@DrivenAgony 4 жыл бұрын
she isn't talented lol shes just your average female singer, but its sad she went through this
@retro9042
@retro9042 4 жыл бұрын
@@DrivenAgony Dude you lack the sense of sensing talents
@Deav25
@Deav25 4 жыл бұрын
Im glad she didn’t do it 😭😭💖💖💖
@beelzefood4535
@beelzefood4535 4 жыл бұрын
In I see in tiktok billie gonna die in 2024
@megannotfound2611
@megannotfound2611 4 жыл бұрын
its Angelapink gaming Bruh TikTok 🙄
@creativeflame_
@creativeflame_ 4 жыл бұрын
@@beelzefood4535 and you believed it.. Wtf is tik tok doing to people 🤦🏽🤦🏽
@megannotfound2611
@megannotfound2611 4 жыл бұрын
Banufshay That’s what I was saying bro 💀
@delmyrodriguez2787
@delmyrodriguez2787 4 жыл бұрын
LISTEN TO ME!! PLEASE!! BILLIE IS QUITTING INSTA AND SHE'S NOT FEELING GOOD AGAIN SO DO ANYTHING TO HELP PLEASE
@keyshawhite09
@keyshawhite09 8 ай бұрын
This makes my heart hurt I love her sm and to know she felt the way I feel rn makes me feel not so alone
@akbryant211
@akbryant211 4 жыл бұрын
And there really be people out there who trash her for having “middle school angsty poetry” for music. Music is expression and honestly her music clearly expresses how she feels. Instead of trashing her, she shouldve been getting support. So glad that she's doing so much better now
@galarprince
@galarprince 4 жыл бұрын
Lady: *"call this number to avoid commıtıng"* Me: who needs the number *when you have Billie to hug*
@brendahidalgo3058
@brendahidalgo3058 4 жыл бұрын
Haha I wish I could hug her dude
@medinschimaia6998
@medinschimaia6998 4 жыл бұрын
Reporter: _A very deep conversation_ Billie: *but it also rhymes*
@dollfacee.reality.8338
@dollfacee.reality.8338 3 жыл бұрын
Right 😭
@SpookyYukii
@SpookyYukii 9 ай бұрын
Shes literally the world, she saves alot of people so much and is so relatable with her songs and everything
@nycolamark4019
@nycolamark4019 4 жыл бұрын
We all knew this ......she has songs about killing herself. Why is everyone surprised.
@katelyncripps9597
@katelyncripps9597 4 жыл бұрын
Nycola Mark everyone just told each other it was only a character
@billSagr4ever
@billSagr4ever 4 жыл бұрын
literally what I said idk why anyone is surprised but even with that being said I am so so so thankful she is happier now
@clubpenguinmaster123
@clubpenguinmaster123 4 жыл бұрын
katelyn cripps wait seriously?
@jillreyerma7592
@jillreyerma7592 4 жыл бұрын
@Arianatics fever Yeah, just because the songs talk about these things doesn't mean it reflects her personally. Separate the art from the artist and all that.
@evelynfarrell7355
@evelynfarrell7355 4 жыл бұрын
And what songs are they....?
@venus7382
@venus7382 4 жыл бұрын
now thats why i hate when people say she's fake depressed
@ascendednightingale2456
@ascendednightingale2456 4 жыл бұрын
Sunny Sunny You know what’s weird about depression? You don’t know why you’re depressed. People keep trying to pretend that it’s not a mental disorder and keep trying to put a reason behind it. It’s a chemical imbalance.
@venus7382
@venus7382 4 жыл бұрын
@Sunny Sunny how do u kno if the fan base is "acting" depressed we really don't know what going on in someone's life. even if thats true they dont make the whole fandom some if us are actually depressed.
@ascendednightingale2456
@ascendednightingale2456 4 жыл бұрын
Sunny Sunny Does it really matter? At the end of the day, when someone commits suicide because everyone thought they were doing for attention, will it even matter whether they were “clinically” depressed or just had a bad day?
@mackenziejosephine
@mackenziejosephine 4 жыл бұрын
Sunny Sunny I don’t mean to be offensive or come off as rude as I don’t know you personally, but you really need to take a step back. I don’t think you understand how depression works. You may have it for all I know and are just not educated. That’s fine, but I would want to learn more about something before putting in your input. I was diagnosed with severe depression at eleven years old, and I can confirm that depression is not always caused by a “bad day”. I had a really okay childhood with not much issues. I was genuinely a happy kid, but one day I just broke down. There wasn’t a reason. It’s a chemical imbalance in the brain. You can gain depression from something traumatic happening (I have ptsd and definitely have gotten depression from it), but most people with depression have no root cause. I don’t know if you know this, but because depression is a chemical imbalance, it can also be genetic. Part of my depression comes from my mother and grandmother having it. You never know what someone is going through. I know you say some people are “faking it”, but you should NEVER accuse anyone of that. Sure, there are some out there, but you never know which ones are or aren’t.
@kiwifrog1768
@kiwifrog1768 4 жыл бұрын
No such thing
@christinemikhail7088
@christinemikhail7088 4 жыл бұрын
Honestly it kind of feels like she’s still not OK
@baileyfourie2454
@baileyfourie2454 4 жыл бұрын
Christine Mikhail especially with her new music video, i really hope she’s not in trouble
@clairecheatham1076
@clairecheatham1076 4 жыл бұрын
Breanna Fourie Her new music video was about her having a dream she killed herself but when she woke up Finneas was there to comfort her. She has too much to live for.
@nagisa4018
@nagisa4018 4 жыл бұрын
She said that her songs are one year late to upload so she is not anymore. She literally said that she isnt the songs she upload because theywere from HER A YEAR BACK.
@paulchristopherlittle
@paulchristopherlittle 4 жыл бұрын
Duh
@elephant-pr9fg
@elephant-pr9fg 4 жыл бұрын
@@nagisa4018 wtf... Just because she says that doesn't mean that it is true
@auburnkorf9913
@auburnkorf9913 4 жыл бұрын
She wrote songs of suicide and that makes me sad but she is so strong.
@breeperry488
@breeperry488 4 жыл бұрын
i’m so happy she didn’t hurt herself because she’s been helping me through my depression with how inspiring she is at such a young age.
@sydney7500
@sydney7500 4 жыл бұрын
I actually think thats wrong in the sense of never self harming. In the Grammy Museum interview she said "It really hurt, especially when I was bleeding on the bathroom floor" and she was talking about how people say she is faked depressed. Its a really sad thing to hear.
@spongebobtrianglepants2081
@spongebobtrianglepants2081 4 жыл бұрын
I feel like everyone’s talking about the comments saying she’s faking it, but no comments say she’s faking it 🤨 Edit:I saw comments saying she is faking and now I’m *TRIGGERED*
@totally.syd.
@totally.syd. 4 жыл бұрын
Exactly thank you!!!!!!!!!!!
@kqwqin6492
@kqwqin6492 4 жыл бұрын
She isnt faking it
@Psycho.Bengali
@Psycho.Bengali 4 жыл бұрын
Soaring Unicorn Kite she is faking it she has no reason to be depressed
@spongebobtrianglepants2081
@spongebobtrianglepants2081 4 жыл бұрын
Angel Bunny the bunny and u know that how? If Kate Spade, one of the biggest fashion designers in the world can commit suicide, then anybody can be depressed.
@Tia-my4je
@Tia-my4je 4 жыл бұрын
@@Psycho.Bengali having depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain, you can have the world and and depression can take you. You don't have a choice. I genuinely think you just don't understand depression, more than you're actually hating on her, so hopefully you read up more
@deadmihana
@deadmihana 4 жыл бұрын
i swear if Billie wasn't here right now, I would have never found out about her beautiful voice and talent 💕
@SnazzyBoxx
@SnazzyBoxx 4 жыл бұрын
Well duh
@AraberStolt
@AraberStolt 4 жыл бұрын
just stop lying
@hi-bb7hs
@hi-bb7hs 4 жыл бұрын
??
@deadmihana
@deadmihana 4 жыл бұрын
why tf is everyone everyone so confused i wrote this 3 months ago no one cares
@idk875
@idk875 3 жыл бұрын
@@AraberStolt she's not lying
@SigneGustafsson-yf6dw
@SigneGustafsson-yf6dw 3 ай бұрын
I just wanna hug her and cry in her arms I feel like that could be soooooo nice and like “warm”
@v_3777
@v_3777 4 жыл бұрын
It’s really sad that so many kids nowadays are suicidal and depressed or just faking it for attention that it’s almost impossible to tell who’s actually feeling that way and if there’s any way to help them. It’s so messed up. This world is a horrible place. Change my mind
@boyboss3322
@boyboss3322 4 жыл бұрын
Vero Glz People who fakes it are disgusting. A real depressed person wouldn’t be like”Everyone! I have depression and I am so miserable and might die tomorrow!” This world is disgusting and horrible I agree. It’s 2020 now and life haven’t been even a bit better.
@Mel_Melatonin
@Mel_Melatonin 4 жыл бұрын
It sucks people use depression as a way to get attention and some people who are depressed sometimes have people tell them they are only doing it for attention like my brother said to me I'm just faking depression when I'm not
@ivedirs7490
@ivedirs7490 4 жыл бұрын
Listen to songs of Aurora
@bryannahill5148
@bryannahill5148 4 жыл бұрын
Only comment I've ever liked on youtube
@fruitypeebils
@fruitypeebils 4 жыл бұрын
relevant WKUK: kzbin.info/www/bejne/eIPdnZuXYtmNiZY
@katsusoftie1641
@katsusoftie1641 4 жыл бұрын
2:14 Anyone just keep replaying this bit and crying? Or it it just me
@lilismith8302
@lilismith8302 4 жыл бұрын
This breaks my heart ,and I sometimes even feel that way but I’m glad that she’s still here and so am I .
@michaelgoodwin6123
@michaelgoodwin6123 4 ай бұрын
Don't harm yourself.I have been there I have a lotta scars from self harm and big scars from s attempts.I legitimately went threw years of therapy to get good. Also not being homeless anymore helped a lot.I can relate.It gets better.Slowly but surely.
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