Billie Eilish - wish you were gay (Official Audio)

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Music video by Billie Eilish performing wish you were gay (Audio). © 2019 Darkroom/Interscope Records
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[@hannahbecxa]

The applause slowly fading away at the end into blurred noise wow

[@evieallsop5110]

underrated moment

[@yanabrewster6493]

whos been listening to this song before she officially put it out ?

[@rihonnagagnon6629]

Me

[@isabellarodriguez2149]

Me

[@siennanigrelli6183]

me

[@cristinaromero8947]

Patience Lopez tbh I liked that version better if you are talking about the one she did live 🥴

[@leoneabbacchio5463]

Meee!!!

[@JorJorBinks69420]

The fact that I can relate to this song in 2 different ways is insane 💀

[@thatissoslay]

same

[@TayTay299]

Lmaoo same

[@elijahdisney12]

Same

[@stitchedmitch]

Bi/pan problems ya know?

[@tilly.hldg_646]

Same

[@_yellowcardeu_]

lyrics 🫶 Baby, I don't feel so good Six words you never understood I'll never let you go Five words you'll never say I laugh alone like nothing's wrong Four days has never felt so long If three's a crowd and two was us One slipped away I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay Is there a reason we're not through? Is there a 12-step just for you? Our conversation's all in blue 11 heys (hey, hey, hey, hey) Ten fingers tearing out my hair Nine times you never made it there I ate alone at 7, you were six minutes away How am I supposed to make you feel okay When all you do is walk the other way? I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay To spare my pride To give your lack of interest an explanation Don't say I'm not your type Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation I'm so selfish But you make me feel helpless, yeah And I can't stand another day Stand another day I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay

[@onetdoublen2340]

I’ve been listening to the unreleased version for so long 😭

[@twoh3adeddog]

sammmeee

[@princessbabygirl7875]

Off Currents Me tooooooo

[@jacvee235]

Sameee

[@asphyxia4679]

Skskdndkene sameeee

[@emily-qk1ko]

we alllll have ahhh

[@chanvilkhu8670]

" And The award goes to Billie Eilish for wishing you were gay"

[@a1w022]

Chan Vilkhu I wish ahaha but she doesn’t have a contract to get those things oof

[@olivia-kh5ik]

*existing

[@chanvilkhu8670]

@@a1w022 :'(

[@saikinay7005]

Guys omg ive just pieced together at 0:14 the “aww” is from the live show she did in berlin in 2017 when she first performed ‘listen before i go’ when it was unreleased and she said to the crowd before she played the song for the first time, “its kinda just my thoughts which means its pretty sad” then the crowd went “aww” AND ITS LEGIT THE SAME AWW

[@miike153]

This song is pure gold ! I'm a 26 year old frenchie gay a**. Every time I listen to the lyrics i'm impressed how billie (who's younger then I) just understand the world better then even olders !

[@aleksa2.112]

Я считаю, что понимание мира не зависит от возраста 🤷‍♀

[@Josssssssssssssss]

@@aleksa2.112fr

[@nylahflaherty7665]

Honestly, the song title is a whole MOOD.

[@asphyxia4679]

* NylahBaby * factssss 😭😭

[@anna-ot5wj]

* NylahBaby * More like wish u weren't gay for me😂

[@regentofnothing]

Ikr

[@regentofnothing]

@i lish The comment is talking about the title not the song.

[@nylahflaherty7665]

@i lish I know. The meaning is a *phat* mood as well.

[@lakshitajetti4324]

Who else has listened to this masterpiece before it was released today?

[@eyeless5444]

ME

[@sydneyd4578]

meeeeeeee

[@sonicscum864]

Oml meee

[@awesomealiza4351]

Lakshita Jetti me

[@amyhanbury152]

1000000000 times x

[@chris-sirhc6416]

I just recently got rejected by this girl. I've liked her for 3 years. This hits hard. I'm a girl also so it's the opposite but it hurts that I can actually can relate to this now. Life sucks :)

[@kathvi]

Im so sorry

[@annapoghosyan2106]

Omg saaame😢 i asked my crush out for my prom and i got rejected 😭😭

[@lightsluiza]

Yes :(I'm sorry I already suffered for someone too so I understand you perfectly :(

[@dhirajsai4698]

sorry to say but this song refers to her boyfriend, he was cheating on her with another woman and its hard to accept for a woman when her loved one was he's cheating on her, so if her boyfriend was turned-out to be gay, she would accept the fate she can move-on peacefully that's what she refers "wish you were gay" (just follow the lyrics with this prespective you will get the whole story behind the song.

[@nicoleardon5100]

No no the last person who commented is very wrong she had a best friend who she liked and she wished that he was gay so she wouldn't feel so bad turns out he was actually really gay

[@meeeeez_]

Coming back to this song after she came out 🤭

[@Love4billieeilish]

Real

[@mitsu761]

Omg same 🎉🎉

[@illbebcak]

SAME FR

[@Smalldandelionseed]

No she didn’t what🤡🤡🌹

[@meeeeez_]

@@Smalldandelionseed she literally did?? but whatever

[@fotyaprivet]

*learning to count from 1 to 12 with Billie Eilish*

[@soniabindal2193]

But with a missing 8 😂

[@clippy3274]

@@soniabindal2193 technically it was a play on words with "I ate (8) at seven". Also since it's technically the only missing number, will it have anything to do with the 8th song 8?🤔

[@billieeilish2045]

She forgot 8 so maybe she could maybe say gr8 or sum like that

[@soniabindal2193]

Didn't realise thanks!

[@arvindepaudhon6932]

who else was waiting since she first released this?

[@amelka0229]

yaaa

[@bi.fruitsalad]

Meee

[@soph9523]

ME

[@jaylin395]

meee

[@paleologugogu9739]

yess

[@Jesseandasua]

Who's here in 2024 and 2025??

[@Mm2_amer]

Wish you were gay…

[@Sewerlidal]

2025

[@Monosta]

I'm from 2029

[@stellarey7720]

now, this song hits so different

[@dudafdfs.]

Yess kakakaka

[@flutteripaw]

Me: *breathes* Billie: *makes best song ever*

[@emanuelcerqueira6164]

V_Xinyl GUYSSS #1 BILLBOARD OK? REPEAT AND REPEAT = STREAMS

[@SaintGhostt]

*YOU MAY BE INTERESTED IN READING THIS* *As Eilish explained in an Instagram livestream, “wish you were gay” is about how it felt for her to be rejected by a boy she liked. At the time, Billie thought he didn’t like her because she was a “shitty person.“ She wanted some other reason for him not liking her, such as him being gay. Ironically, after she wrote this song, she found out he really was gay after all.*

[@angela.luntian]

ayyy it do really be that way sometimes

[@angela.luntian]

@@georgipetrov5701 not everyone knew

[@blammmed]

@@georgipetrov5701 some of us dont know everything smart ass

[@GoodBunni]

Sometimes if you lwant someone you have to accept that they may be better off without you.

[@nyooxd639]

Pro world how in the fuck is it obvious? “wish you could be gay” could mean anything. the story could be about a guy wishing his guy crush would be gay for example stop being arrogant

[@_alex_-zf3so]

Billies style: 🖤🐈‍⬛🌬🚬🎤🎧⛓️ Billies voice: 🫧🩷🦄🍭🌈✨️🧸

[@1.swiftie]

Her voice is the same as her style

[@PixiePikachuTheSwaggiest]

Lmao

[@user-xc8mb6jy5o]

I think that's Melanie Martinez

[@itz_windsor6520]

"to spare my pride" NO HEAR ME OUT THE EMOTON IN THAT LINE MADE MY HOMOPHOBIC BROTHER TEAR UP THANK YOU BILLIE

[@yamelybonilla]

Damnnn

[@lea-sophieernst3688]

Why am I ALWAYS so obsessed with her songs?

[@DorkyCabello]

I made a beautiful lyrics video abut this song check it out if you want💖

[@Dwragon.]

Cuz they're good? pretty stupid question tbh

[@katelynnshelton1207]

Same here I click as soon as it pop up

[@San_Pearls]

Samee

[@luciebrozkova8245]

Who isn't😍😍♥️

[@lucasvandenbrink6003]

me: *listens to bury a friend* my heart: *freezes* me: *listens to wish you were gay* my heart: *melts*

[@musicbydeborah]

ha ha ha

[@energybeats6051]

Didn't you hear the queen hear the album in order!!!

[@savi8648]

That’s a very accurate statement lol

[@sambavis8531]

what does ur heart do when you hear ‘8’? lol

[@nortonsaysbaksjs1830]

Im proud I made this 1,00 likes

[@cannedfruits]

Damn this hits really close to me, Unpopular opinion:One of best songs by billie btw happy bday billie, it was yesterday

[@guelrote]

it's my fav song, i really like how it sounds and i very much like idea of the song

[@kentozapater8972]

not unpopular at all

[@lalthlamuanah.k9822]

this the type of song you listen when your homies not around...🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@peppermint7997]

when billie performs this, the audience will fill in the "aww", "yay", laughs and claps sound effects

[@collindeguzman5995]

oh yes please

[@rein2622]

That’s genius. Thanks for bringing it up!

[@thebestvids12345]

Imagine Billie not only being into you, but being so into you she WRITES a song about you and even UPLOADS it.

[@slimshady6115]

or its fucking hypothetical

[@maree0397]

Slim Shady nah it was about a real dude

[@MilkMan7300]

Man I wish

[@eekdraws4124]

I would date her automatically

[@alonamerezhko5829]

Imagine not liking Billie back

[@roxie3762]

4 years ago aw man everytime I listen to this song it's like I've never herd it I love this song I'd never get sick of it I love Billie she's such an amazing artist.

[@the3rdeif]

Real

[@rtyson9110]

this song is so perfect. her voice, the production, the meaning... can't stop replaying this

[@sadbg8688]

Billie : baby I don't feel so good Me : ah shit , here we go again

[@dianatanguma2026]

Lol

[@aryadhanyn612]

Mr stark i dont feel so good

[@ernestoperea6978]

XD

[@sadbg8688]

@Kansas Cookie of course

[@yo840]

☁️✨

[@sentinelsamurai]

“four days have never felt so long” *laughs in quarantine*

[@isaluvscarti]

True

[@pcong498]

Me it’s 6.. *weeks*

[@owblaze7095]

シcookiexcream yep

[@leoisgay332]

True

[@luisramirez5004]

actually four

[@Ali_eilish01]

OMGGG 5 YEARS TODAY!!! SO PROUD OF YOU BILLIE !!❤❤

[@usagidatoittadeshou]

Who here after she came out

[@charliesinho8451]

It’s painful to love someone who doesn’t love you back, and she couldn express it with better words. I hope to sing with her one day

[@zpc5523]

Charlie Trestini Fuck her trash ass songs

[@1ztwd.25]

The Joker : why are you here if you don’t like her? I mean your allowed to be here, but why watch something you don’t like

[@zpc5523]

Izisboss643 nigga I was wanted to see if this girl could sing naw she can’t ***(Sing)*** at all mate

[@1ztwd.25]

The Joker : Okay, cool. Your opinion and I respect it. I don’t wanna argue tho so, truce?

[@marcoosh2403]

The Joker Go fuck yourself and leave, thanks :)

[@animationstarz2087]

Billie : Out here Getting millions Me : Pushing a door that says pull

[@superiorpanda6449]

David Williams your a mood 😂

[@jnthnofficial]

David Williams lmao I am billie’s age and I make music as well. Check it out if u have a sec, I might surprise u :)

[@animationstarz2087]

jnthn Damn u good

[@swag-pm8tr]

I died reading this xD

[@irisaurios]

Same 😂

[@raynemccauley3069]

life doesn't really hit hard till you truly relate to this song

[@floatingyunsan]

This song still hits like it was yesterday 😭

[@morgan8945]

For people who don’t know...she’s not meaning that she wishes the other person was gay because she is, it’s because the other person doesn’t like her back and she wishes the reason was because they’re gay, and not just disliking her. She said this in an interview

[@cryoconjurer3053]

Yeah I figured this out lol... Even though that's the way she meant it to be viewed... Art (visual or auditory), can be viewed the way you want it to be and I like both of the ideas so depending on how I feel lol 🤷🏽‍♂️

[@morgan8945]

Cryo Conjurer Of course! Both ways have interesting depth and perspective and that makes this song all the more great

[@cryoconjurer3053]

@@morgan8945 glad u agree, I u have urself a wonderful day

[@mixup6400]

That's fucking stupid

[@biancaalonzo874]

That’s really confusing.. so she’d rather his reason for not returning her feelings be that he’s gay instead of just not feeling the same way..?

[@Zyerix1]

i love how she sneaked in numbers throughout the song. 6 words 5 words 4 days 3’s a crowd 2 is us 1 slipped away 12 step 11 hey 10 fingers 9 times i 8 alone at 7 6 minutes

[@ZacharyTay]

right? its genius. Anyways, I just sang "wish u were gay" acapella ♥︎ Please take a listen if you have time!

[@egallagher4185]

It’s a reference to needing a 12 step to stop being addicted to that person

[@demorayspencer4675]

@@egallagher4185 so there are 12 steps to getting over someone?

[@brently6595]

“Sneaked”..... *BOI*

[@giacmac]

@@brently6595 that sure was sneaky

[@eilishlovee]

Some " fans " seriously were shocked with billie coming out?... not real fans cause real ones knew.

[@poweroftheapes]

🤓 what's with this real fan, fake fan crap? People can enjoy an artist's music without having to be an absolute diehard.

[@jasmine22104]

this song was never about her being attracted to girls though so your comment is irrelevant. the song was about her wishing a guy as gay so she'd feel like he'd have a good reason not to love her.

[@eilishlovee]

@@jasmine22104 I didn't say this song was about her being gay, I said how did poeple not knew.

[@jasmine22104]

i know, but it's about context. to post a comment like this on a video like this where the message can be miscontrued, it is important to clarify the songs meaning@@eilishlovee

[@Hollagrl0999]

The day this video was released was the day my daughter was born. I’ll never forget it. Now we sing to it! This song and “Clover Cage - Learning To Love Myself” are the two songs that helped get rid of my depression. I just want to send love to everyone and I want everyone to know things will get better. We are in this together..I love you ❤️🎉

[@Emilyemiluemloy]

Baby I don’t feel so good *fades to dust*

[@CoalBrando]

N o

[@evie5332]

oof that hurt

[@soph-sd2cw]

My heart...💔☹

[@KURDTC0BAlN]

p l e a s e d o n ' t , you don't know how hard endgame is gonna end my ass

[@kateolivia2327]

sad. ok but endgame hopefully bby boy comes back.

[@dansmemory6363]

Billie: i wish you were gay Loren: i wish you were lesbian

[@emmawebb7998]

V E L O C E S 😂

[@ajalistar3397]

XD

[@bbgbunniexoxo]

V E L O C E S you actually stole the words right from out of my mouth( not literally) 😂🤪

[@justsomeone3747]

You need to go back to school

[@m1lkyway823]

Grammar 100

[@Schlemila]

I love this song so much more now

[@Sondert]

Billie is probably a celestial in disguise

[@Violet-mw9ri]

SHES TOO PERFECT FOR THIS SAD EARTH.

[@CherryMarieTuazon]

AYO

[@zoes3661]

1:40 you can hear the bite in her words. Holy moly she's amazing ❤️

[@KylanGFX]

ik i love that stop stating the oBvIouS (not hating it's a joke if its a bit rude)

[@tahaali3424]

LMAO UR PROFILE OF ALLURA IS EVERYTHING

[@danielle_8780]

@@tahaali3424 oh my gosh ikr that's everything lmao

[@noriemacordova1026]

Who’s here before the million ❤️ ? Billie we love you 💫🖤

[@DylanBounce]

i

[@bana8768]

noriema cordova meee

[@notmiku00]

Meeeee 💕

[@notmiku00]

noriema cordova I came here at 3k likes and 313 views 💕

[@marchristineramos1925]

I love you too

[@LateNightVibesYT]

Love billie's voice, she has a special voice, i have listened to this song many times lately, it's great ❤

[@meakiez]

Billie: I don’t feel so good. Me: Peter is that you?

[@henley7747]

Omg i can't understand why so many people didn't get it😂😂😂😍

[@mursu3785]

Me: *laughs too loud* My mom: WTF IS GOING ON?!

[@mercurytheplanet778]

Oml oml I'm dying on the floor 😲😂

[@meakiez]

Jassy Productions! Oh my god

[@gato-asiatico]

Sarah Kelly LMAO I was thinking the same thing

[@radin1]

*WHO ELSE IS PRAYING BILLIE WILL RELEASE 6.18.18*

[@evamorgan6500]

MEEEEE

[@leydislujan6086]

Yassssssssss

[@reym5346]

radin ME OMG

[@spicytea4013]

radin MHM

[@xoandromeda]

might be the song titled 8

[@ray.lilley]

i just found out my crush (who i’ve liked for over a year) is gay and tbh it’s still a sad feeling but glad for him living his truth

[@TheEjh00720004]

It's just amazing that this song perfectly makes sense for both way They are genius!

[@observantalien]

I listened to this song 2 years ago and NEVER thought she would actually release it! I’m so proud of her

[@sophiahernandez1302]

McFist me wait woah how’d you hear the song 2 years ago ??

[@peachycupcake]

is it that old? :o

[@observantalien]

Sophia Hernandez It was an acoustic version! Go look it up it’s r good

[@danicao7980]

Sophia Hernandez she released an acoustic version on her insta

[@peytonleehagens123]

Sophia Hernandez This song was written more than three years ago by Billie and her brother.

[@lunamationss]

Not gonna lie, her beats are always so sick!

[@shuhadakookie3361]

IKR 😍

[@urfavam1n]

Yep

[@emmaidk5248]

listened to this song at my best friends house who I've known for 8 years. she gave me a funny look but since she already knows I like her, it was just funny. yet it still kills me. *wish she was gay.*

[@user-pp3vc4eo1c]

توبوا إلى الله لأن بالصلاح والاسلام تحيا النفوس والقلوب.*.** repent to Allah in Islam because by Islam live the hearts and souls

[@babydxll.x]

w best friend 🗿🍷

[@Danin8686]

after years since the release i still struggle to hear this song for all the feelings and the memories this reminds me

[@my_bay_jed5509]

How are her songs all so different but all so similar, but they're all so amazing and unique! How can someone make such perfect music?!

[@gabefolco1888]

My_Bay_Jed listen to Slayer

[@sumuqh]

Listen to polar bear

[@SergioSanchez-id7zh]

A good producer and talent

[@jasminehaule7294]

I hope she releases the original version with just guitar

[@solana-2650]

Same

[@aaliyahruhland9974]

She has like a year ago I'm sure you could fine it some where

[@katey8000]

right

[@alyssafernandes1595]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/m32nhYiAbpVgpac to all of you ^^

[@randompersoncrystal5018]

I kinda like the guitar more but its probably because im used to hearing that one.

[@trvsh7254]

This song will get old and will never not hit!!😩🖤

[@duchessharbiejayimah5081]

i swear the 2 two different perspectives make this song real art 🧡

[@sofigomez8028]

1/2 cup butter 1/2 cup granulated sugar 1/4 cup brown sugar packed 2 teaspoons vanilla extract 1 large egg 1 3/4 cups all-purpose flour* 1/2 teaspoon baking soda 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt 1 cup semisweet chocolate chips INSTRUCTIONS Preheat the oven to 350 F. Microwave the butter for about 40 seconds. Butter should be completely melted but shouldn't be hot. In a large bowl, mix butter with the sugars until well-combined. Stir in vanilla and egg until incorporated. Add the flour, baking soda, and salt. Mix until just combined. Dough should be soft and a little sticky but not overly sticky. Stir in chocolate chips. Scoop out 1.5 tablespoons of dough (medium cookie scoop) and place on baking sheet. Bake for 7-10 minutes, or until cookies are set. They will be puffy and still look a little underbaked in the middle.

[@roxyarting6280]

Ok?

[@carolinegarceau1603]

😂😂😂😭

[@rhiannonatlee2068]

Lol what?

[@autumncollier6317]

OMG you were on a lyric video for this that was made like a year ago lmaooooo

[@daskrinalps6262]

ok thanks

[@justsomeone3747]

Billie: I just kinda wish you were gay Us: I wish YOU were gay

[@demetermensah8249]

I was about to say that

[@Ghost_Bunni]

Anonymous 0057 felt that 😂😂😂

[@hannaboven7768]

Ugh this is a daily struggle yuh

[@christophergoncalves6104]

Exactly

[@Lil_Suzy]

Same I kinda wish I had a gf but I don't 😢 (I'm a lesbian from the uk)

[@user-fh2rw9zh8g]

Billie spoke about this. She is not lesbian. She just loved a boy, but he didn't, for that she wished he was a gay so it would be a good reason for her because he rejected her

[@kll_cln]

It's justin bieber hahaha joke😂

[@user-qx2kb9jl4y]

bruh the fucking audacity. have she never face rejection before? normally i really love her music but the message of this song pisses me tf off and especially how she reacted when the guy she was talking about in the song was forced to come out and she didnt even feel or express regret.

[@juliusroman8616]

@@user-qx2kb9jl4y That is weird. I actually got the message of the song (I'm lithromantic and asexual so I've never asked out anyone ever, and therefore have never gotten rejected) because I thought I could understand it, I thought it was about a breakup, or him leading her on by praise or manipulation so when he "rejected" her she'd think it was her own fault(s) or a action that was a mistake. But if it's rejection, as in he is not interested in her, I can't really see how that would be her own fault(s) and it's definitely not him leading her on a path to think that way. It could be for literally any reason, and I feel like she could have asked? Sexuality, lack of interest, life problems, mental problems, you name it! Another thought, the fact he came out only after the song came out is probably because he felt a need to, or at least a push to, because for Billie or her fans or himself or his family or whoever. I wouldn't assume or say he's "forced" to though (from the information provided to us), that Billie just made an honest mistake, not knowing the person well enough to ask him or know his reaction to the song being put out, after all we don't know his name (he's not a public figure she's seen with) so we couldn't have guessed. I believe the reason behind the song is great, you question yourself after a breakup or a friend turning you down when they've been leading you on and you question yourself, but it doesn't make sense when you realize it's just a simple rejection, and he has his reasons, and you don't have to make them up yourself. I get why she might be upset, but not this.

[@jani69420]

@@user-qx2kb9jl4y she was 14

[@alyxiee]

@@user-qx2kb9jl4y language bro

[@ariaxox8071]

I REMEMBER ONLY BEING ABLE TO LISTEN TO A LOW QUALITY VERSION OF THIS SONG A LONG TIME AGO SO THIS IS FANTASTIC

[@DorkyCabello]

I made a beautiful lyrics video abut this song check it out if you want💖

[@azucenamiranda82]

Avalon Dragneel right

[@joyg6921]

Me tooo

[@toriwalker4170]

I KNOW HOLY S H it

[@alannahmcmahon8492]

Only real ones understand

[@user-ek3wj1on9u]

billie is the best at song writing

[@inessaaaxx]

2024 and still listening this art

[@hana-vp5zu]

yall remember when she stopped singing and said "i love you aidan"

[@jhanaelatoya657]

What part

[@weirdo66636]

tortellini yeah 😩 omg that was so painful

[@kylerkrugler2220]

Who tf is Aiden lol

[@westy_besty3261]

Yup oml

[@kanyinsolaa3656]

Who's Aidan?

[@moomoo-ie8fs]

Who remembers the original video where she explains why she made the song and how she only played the guitar while she sang sitting on the floor?

[@rednetroom]

me omg

[@nootutey]

Can you please add the link I'll like to watch that

[@ellademblon]

omg i remember crying over that video of her bc this song is so fucking good

[@braerayplays]

Did it get deleted?

[@ellademblon]

braeden no :) kzbin.info/www/bejne/enKYlqd8jcaUm5o

[@fannycaoht]

Love the way she wrotes songs. She is a genius

[@zellamacorn5064]

This song is not about a person who is gay and has a crush on someone who is not gay. This song is about a guy that really was not interested in her and it made her feel horrible. But I’m sure people will interpret it in their own way. No hate, I just wanted to throw this out there.

[@nandinibhandari1838]

*scrolls through recommended and sees thumbnail* **has a mini heartattack**

[@difaamaliaagustin7356]

Damn same, glad they didn't make it look closer/zoomed in to billie's face cuzZZZZ

[@madiwear1567]

Be bhandari omg that happened to me lol

[@dnut5349]

Yanlış yazmışsın

[@dnut5349]

@@difaamaliaagustin7356 Where are you from?

[@dnut5349]

@@madiwear1567 Where are you from?

[@kak_yoinn]

'Baby, I don't feel so good' [Thanos has entered the chat]

[@jorgea.carrazanagarcia4496]

He didn't want to go 😭

[@cbdatta7841]

No not billie too!!

[@janaokour8099]

lmfao

[@krazymarshie6896]

I ruined your 666 likes oof-

[@Amy_Sue]

Sorry but: who's Thanos?

[@pinkdrinkdeleted8144]

Y’all it’s not abt a gay crush, she’s saying she wishes her straight crush is gay so that she wouldn’t have to deal with the pain that is knowing her crush doesn’t like her back “Don’t say I’m not your type, just say that I’m not your preferred sexual orientation, I’m so selfish”

[@Hollagrl0999]

When this came out I was homeless, on drugs, and then jail. I now have a house, job, and husband. This song and “Clover Cage - In the Moment” are the two songs that helped get rid of my depression. I just want to send love to everyone and I want everyone to know things will get better. We are in this together..I love you ❤️

[@depressionsession2034]

“Baby I don’t feel so good” Song immediately ends, Billie got Thanos snapped

[@malenaboeva6759]

Commenting so this could get to the top

[@ashorr4829]

Not your comment

[@unnamedpoet9767]

Perfectly balanced, as all things should be.

[@stopjuststop4815]

I always see you EVERYWHERE your magical 🧙‍♀️

[@kimnum6815]

No espikin inglish >:'V

[@kyleighroyster6725]

*I remember listening to the original..* *both are so good she’s so talented!!*

[@princesstatsi9890]

{kyleigh royster} i was kinda expecting a ballad but this is also very good 💆🏽‍♀️❤️

[@victoraquino4590]

{kyleigh royster} the original + copycat = this version

[@faitheaaron]

{kyleigh royster} same!!

[@NarcissisticCannibal]

What's the original?

[@kyleighroyster6725]

Narcissistic Cannibal she did it on a livestream just look it up.. she was a lot younger

[@ryleelivingston535]

This makes me feel some way

[@wim446]

From wishing to become the part of the community ❤ Billie i respect you , my respect is 1000% for you.

[@vivi-xx7uc]

I remember the original. oH my lord this is wonderful edit: wow thanks for almost 1k likes. i appreciate it.

[@user-eh6us1hr7v]

i was wondering like why was there no album ver??? woke up today and oOf

[@sallyasmaro8580]

clancy omg yes the original is beautiful

[@xoluv5092]

clancy RIGHTTTT

[@michelleregister5385]

ikr same. i was waiting for this beauty

[@kups5028]

I prefer the original

[@user-dx4dc1bh9g]

Ma mom is Korean and she can’t speak English. However when I play this song, she is able to say gay.

[@missunimaginable6514]

That's actually really cute

[@rogerroger5283]

@@missunimaginable6514 *_Im gnome._*

[@bubbletea4330]

annyeonghasseyo

[@bubbletea4330]

andwae!! chincha?? waaa daebak. am i a koreaboo yet?

[@angelmae1995]

@@bubbletea4330 You really spoke your mind. 🧚‍♀💓✨never do it again🦋✨💓

[@callmeboo7037]

and now she's gay 🎉🎉❤

[@ayeweedrawee]

Even tho people say this song is not about a gay relationship, as a gay myself, I believes this song is 100% about me and the one I loved the most. Never found anything this much relatable than this and well done Bille.

[@marcmurillo7492]

still remember the live stream when she first sang this :'(

[@juleb8557]

CaptinKarrots me tooo

[@angiemartinez354]

CaptinKarrots I know dude, I feel so old for some reason

[@julienoyere1825]

That was iconic

[@ez1553]

CaptinKarrots omg sameeeee I was like shook

[@tp1835]

Literally

[@brookebrown101]

I was in school when this came out and rushed to the bathroom to listen Ps. It was worth it

[@lesliecruz2971]

I'm at the school bathroom rn

[@brookebrown101]

Lesloe 32 it’s worth it hahaha

[@ashe7020]

Lesloe 32 dang

[@avamedina-coleman9548]

Sanmeeee

[@rosexoxo5732]

lol this came out in math and my techer is so FUCKING strict so i had to wait ill class was over then i got detion for being ten minutes late to my next class SO WORTH IT

[@ChrisPVille]

The lyrics are so fucking clever. Is it a girl hoping her boy crush is gay because it's easier to handle (the normal, virgin reading)? Is it a girl hoping her girl crush is gay (the chad reading)? The lyrics allow either and there's no way that was an accident

[@Snow_Sailor]

I've been doing this chad reading all along...

[@leunamreyo3663]

It's about a guy but then got twisted into possibly being about being lesbian and the internet harps on making people gay

[@moonamoonz]

Billie already said herself the song is about a girl in love with a dude who rejects her, so she wish he was gay bc it would be easier to accept the rejection. But in the end songs always have different meanings for everyone. Personally it always gave me the fruity vibes of a lesbian girl being love with a straight girl, so i see it that way.

[@veyzraRBLX]

the start is so cozy

[@pfannkuchen365]

*Sees the song tittle* *Sends this song to every straight girl I ever liked*

[@straightgreat846]

Sucks for you! 🤧🤪

[@fiestyfox2207]

That's not what the song means though, they'd be confused lol

[@pfannkuchen365]

@@fiestyfox2207 I know. I just saw the song tittle because I was in school when she released it.

[@fiestyfox2207]

Oh okay love, I was just pointing it out because everyone keeps saying "omg she's gay now" instead of listening to the song :p

[@pfannkuchen365]

@@fiestyfox2207 😂 Yeah I listened to the song and was like "Wait that's not what the sing is about..."

[@RemusGabriel]

*everytime when i play this i'm feelin like a sad demon in a happy dream* 🖤

[@table4681]

Big fucking mood

[@user-hf5xo3ly4q]

This is PERFECT.

[@ilavbe]

Same

[@pilarvillalobos1876]

WoW deep😭

[@sharon.musnikov]

omg this is such a big m o o d.

[@bunniestay_for.daniellix]

I still hear it to this day

[@danielmwanamonga6880]

Im crying to how I'm relating to this song 😭🥺🤧

[@gabrielhachero3977]

When Billie Eillish said “wish you were gay” James felt that

[@maiden4293]

Gab Hachero best thing in this entire comment section.

[@suhybswag6113]

I'm ur 100th like hope you get 100k likes cuz this is da best comment in da world

[@sammie3019]

@@gabrielhachero3977 oohooo, ouch! 😂 Legit the best comment I've seen so far

[@jennifergendason6601]

"Eyelash" 😂

[@Sunshine-pl7gi]

Gab Hachero *i read this and spit out ALL my pepsi* 🤣

[@gregoraab]

Even before listening I know this song is going to go viral !!

[@ella-jo9iz]

preach

[@arina2295]

Ik right

[@pwdgkr]

wish you were gay

[@gregoraab]

After listening to this song I am already addicted to it. It's amazing I...

[@wiggleflopbaker3855]

She been made the song just never an official audio

[@Hollagrl0999]

The day this video was released was the day my daughter was born. I’ll never forget it. Now we sing to it! This song and “Clover Cage - Learning To Love Myself” are the two songs that helped get rid of my depression. I just want to send love to everyone and I want everyone to know things will get better. We are in this together..I love you 💝❤

[@kimdr4cuIa]

THE CLOSET WAS CLEARR

[@thumbnail_]

You didn’t understood the song

[@Naokoschild]

@@thumbnail_I’m pretty sure Kim meant that because she came out as bisexual recently

[@thumbnail_]

@@Naokoschild ik but this have nothing to do with the song so it doesn’t make sense

[@lukesucksballs1069]

ok but the actual meaning of this song is so relatable 😩😩

[@stoutlager6325]

yep

[@consensuspigeon2031]

Me @ my crush

[@CapybaraEnthusiast882]

O k? It's not very often as me being a straight male that I have a crush on someone irl that turns out to be a lesbian bUT mAyBE ThAs JuS mE thinking of it there was this one girl that I was kinda like she Ight and she also happened to be bi.

[@consensuspigeon2031]

NickelCrack I mean I feel like girls are usually not full lesbian but bi or pan but like I know girls who are more into girls then guys so it’s hard for them

[@cyborgsaiko]

you wish your crush is gay because you couldn't handle their rejection? you find that relatable?

[@sigmahalperin8952]

Billie: *breathes* Trending tab: it’s free real estate

[@erasmyisalgue6081]

Karyl Slim *skips comment*

[@daydream_.1188]

True

[@notinjse443]

Hah.

[@JohnnySmokess]

Sarah Halperin Hey I just uploaded a new song :) it would mean a lot of y’all showed me some love ❤️

[@Mikey-vu5hy]

Sarah Halperin think it’s the other way around

[@dioneypintor3998]

People surprised about her coming out when she had this song for a while now???

[@Absurdi5t]

“I wrote this song about a guy that really was not interested in me and it made me feel horrible, so the song is called ‘Wish You Were Gay’,” she says in the video. cause she literally mentioned it for the other reason

[@_aoe]

@@Absurdi5tit couldve been a cover up if she wasn’t comfortable with coming out yet

[@Absurdi5t]

@@_aoe ahhh maybe... No one knows except her but by the lyrics Ig it was about a dude who turned her down

[@emmabumbova7161]

If you watching this 3 years later you Are legend

[@rafavelas9682]

Your a real one if you’ve heard the original version

[@saeedamuk918]

All these locals can't relate

[@sheliveshedies]

Rafa Velas I'm a real one ig

[@emil4335]

Rafa Velas I’m a real one

[@mariapestana2277]

🙋🏻‍♀️

[@Bunniemiaa]

Rafa Velas yup

[@LilacPanda00]

Been waiting for this song to be recorded for forever Ps. It’s not about her liking a girl. It’s about her liking a guy that doesn’t like her back, so she’d rather him be gay than not like her.

[@bellaseitzinger6165]

Not quite. It’s not that she’d rather him be gay than not like her, but being gay is a reason for not liking her. He being gay is a mental reassurance to Billie that there is nothing wrong with her.

[@darcdarcdarcdarcdaerc]

That is so DEEP. Omg girl

[@vanessaanderson194]

Shaela404 how does a guy not like her?!!🤦🏻‍♀️

[@ashleyeiler482]

This song was made for me😭

[@furby2720]

Bella Seitzinger she didn’t actually know that he was gay when she wrote the song. he later came out to her as gay, but she wrote the song before he came out. she wrote it because she wanted a better reason for him not liking her rather than “i don’t like you that way.”