NEW SPOTIFY PLAYLIST 🖤 2AM depression vibes open.spotify.com/user/reapfy/playlist/1zVcQuNd2s3GDi5FU1DlHD?si=PsrjoG8xSLmnTWbocyDFsA
@elyse48765 жыл бұрын
WILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL your name is wHack
@7yrical144 жыл бұрын
your name is acctually aids
@bilsexual4 жыл бұрын
WILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL haha l love your name
@byuwbyuw4 жыл бұрын
how many L’s do you need-
@Scarwz3 жыл бұрын
LMAO YOUR NAME
@five.32195 жыл бұрын
Close your eyes,breathe and feel the pain in the music
@stanfordpines92164 жыл бұрын
Dana Thank you for that- more reasons to remember that I’m depressed- that wasn’t being sarcastic by the way.
@jonadona62354 жыл бұрын
Dana r/im14andthisisdeep
@BKK4594 жыл бұрын
Depression level 10000000000
@Black_Sheep-014 жыл бұрын
@@jonadona6235 heueheuhe XD
@oliviabaganz4 жыл бұрын
IKKKKK
@teo_whitaker4 жыл бұрын
the "awww' in the beginning sound so much more sad
@Jana-ml8ov5 жыл бұрын
In the slowed down versions you can hear the pain in her voice.. My poor baby 😭💔💔
@vicetacion5 жыл бұрын
No
@madi35185 жыл бұрын
His* this is a guy
@llekaii5 жыл бұрын
@@madi3518 Oh my god I wanna slap you so hard 😤🤡
@madi35185 жыл бұрын
Thanos it’s the male version slowed down if it was actually Billie it would sound less of a guy.
@dub15025 жыл бұрын
Crystal Nigga this is here maybe you should leave the thread if you this fucking stupid. Its obvious that its her.
@merc83154 жыл бұрын
POV: your reading all the arguments in the comments
@Mo0nL1ght_Shadow3 жыл бұрын
It's nice to see people wasting their time to argue
@bubbleguppiebitch10203 жыл бұрын
Yup
@emersyn37833 жыл бұрын
lol
@majorazul2.0353 жыл бұрын
XD
@selmahassanein5 жыл бұрын
THIS IS WHAT I NEEDED
@eross87433 жыл бұрын
kesinlikle
@c4lcif3r5 жыл бұрын
It really deserves its 0 dislikes
@Mohdzn5 жыл бұрын
not anymore
@ouchmitch4 жыл бұрын
@@Crumpled_Towelie that's not want they meant, they meant that the video is so good that it deserves the 0 dislikes
@hellochloee3 жыл бұрын
Omg i read this wrong i was gonna type a whole paragraph but yes it deserves NO dislikes 😃
@c4lcif3r3 жыл бұрын
@@hellochloee IM SO DUMB AT CONSTRUCTING SUCH SENTENCES BACK THEN, LMAO SORRY
@hellochloee3 жыл бұрын
@@c4lcif3r LMAO ITS OK
@marmaladeoftheworld99165 жыл бұрын
Put this at 1.25x and omg it’s like a cherry on top 👌
@najwakhadijaz5 жыл бұрын
IKR😭
@oof_95015 жыл бұрын
It’s like the normal one then uwu
@EmmaAbts735 жыл бұрын
1.75 it’s a bop
@katelyn51944 жыл бұрын
If you want this then listen to the regular song?
@sunny-45934 жыл бұрын
marmalade of the world or just listen to the original 😂
@misamisa09904 жыл бұрын
1:54 the moment i was waiting for.
@stephl71543 жыл бұрын
billie: four days has never felt so long me, listening to this to sleep: four minutes has never felt so long
@stanfordpines92164 жыл бұрын
I may not know the way of girls/lesbians but I’m a boy/gay and I could imagine the pain of falling in love with a straight man-
@Stintypete4 жыл бұрын
Stanford Pines it’s even worse when he acts like y’all are dating-
@vmblove744 жыл бұрын
@@Stintypete happened to me but a girl
@vmblove744 жыл бұрын
@@Stintypete for 3 years
@nervios0deltodo4 жыл бұрын
This song doesn't mean that actually.
@Stintypete4 жыл бұрын
MikaLovesSweets yeah ik i saw the review
@billieeilishfan62114 жыл бұрын
This hits way to hard man…….....😭💔💔
@MiningNinjasFTW5 жыл бұрын
"Wish You Were Gay" Baby, I don't feel so good Six words you never understood I'll never let you go Five words you'll never say I laugh along like nothing's wrong Four days has never felt so long If three's a crowd and two was us One slipped away I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay Is there a reason we're not through? Is there a twelve step just for you? Our conversation's all in blue Eleven "heys" (hey, hey, hey, hey) Ten fingers tearing out my hair Nine times you never made it there I ate/eight alone at seven, you were six minutes away How am I supposed to make you feel okay When all you do is walk the other way? I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay To spare my pride To give your lack of interest an explanation Don't say, I'm not your type Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation I'm so selfish But you make me feel helpless, yeah And I can't stand another day Stand another day I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay
@star-qt3dq4 жыл бұрын
tbh, can white girls ever like billie eilish without be calling depressed 14 year old girls like, we can like billie eilish but we don’t have to be depressed. like chill.
@pikku43193 жыл бұрын
people say that? oh well, honestly it doesn’t matter about your race or age. anyone can be depressed
@amy-ruby3 жыл бұрын
Facts!
@amy-ruby3 жыл бұрын
@@pikku4319 sometimes people fake depression.
@kaedenmiller28223 жыл бұрын
@@amy-ruby because they think it's an ✨ AESTHETIC✨
@donoshoyos36623 жыл бұрын
@@kaedenmiller2822 Honestly i hate it when people are like that
@dxniellxaudios4 жыл бұрын
i can't be the only one who got distracted because of the creator's username--
@S0FIAV3 жыл бұрын
HAHAHA YES
@staticdoggoe34rd3 жыл бұрын
Yes
@totallyapng73153 жыл бұрын
the letter L is intrestinf
@simpforkirishima89903 жыл бұрын
No
@keamani13 жыл бұрын
Billie Eilish is #1 fav in my book✨
@pav.k3 жыл бұрын
Being overly obsessed with Billie is the best option I've ever made
@lyfeboat90473 жыл бұрын
I used to cry to this song....... he came out a year after I got over him😐
@jayhamgerbur47675 жыл бұрын
I’m in love
@your_local_aries9294 Жыл бұрын
This might honestly be my favorite song of hers. I mean, I love all her songs, but this is the one I come back to the most. It hits so hard man 😭
@bluwzen5 жыл бұрын
This is the side of my heart that’s telling me that I need to leave him but my other half is telling me to stay
@crazygirl555553 жыл бұрын
What did you do?
@em_btch39773 жыл бұрын
This song calms me so much even though it’s sad
@shadybeashooketh19114 жыл бұрын
"baby, i don't feel so good" _six_ words you never understood "i'll never let you go" _five_ words you never say i laugh along like nothing's wrong _four_ days has never felt so long if _three's_ a crowd then _two_ is us _one_ slipped away *i just want to make you feel okay* *but all you do is look the other way* *i can't tell you how much i wish i didn't want to stay, hmm* *but i just kinda wish you were gay* is there a reason we're not through? is there a _twelve_ step just for you? our conversations all in blue _eleven_ "hey"'s _ten_ fingers tearing out my hair _nine_ times you never made it there i _ate[8]_ alone at _seven_ you were _six_ minutes away *how am i supposed to make you feel okay,* *when all you do is look the other way?* *i can't tell how much i wish i didn't want to stay, mmmmm~* *but i just kinda wish you were gay~* to spare my pride~ to give your lack of interest an explanation don't say i'm not your type just say i'm not your preferred sexual orientation, i'm so selfish. but you make me feel helpless, yeah~ and i can't stand another day, stand another day~ i just want to make you feel okay but all you do is look the other way~ i can't tell you how much i wish i didn't want to stay~ but i just kinda wish you were gay i just kinda wish you were gay~.
@loza51364 жыл бұрын
it’s “to spare my pride”
@shadybeashooketh19114 жыл бұрын
@@loza5136 shit that's what i meant autocorrect lmao
@komaeda41514 жыл бұрын
The pain in her voice but I’m sexually attracted to this song 😭
@hersfall87483 жыл бұрын
This is a song I like because I fell in love with a straight girl and I can’t get over her so when ever I see her with a new guy or boyfriend it hurts me so much so I love just listening to this video to just be myself and try not to be so hurt about it
@hersfall87483 жыл бұрын
First best friend no first straight girl you had a crush on
@hersfall87483 жыл бұрын
@@davida7245 damn mate I feel you it’s ok
@megannzzz3 жыл бұрын
I was in love with a girl that was lesbian and liked another girl. She was literally perfect so I had no chance with her though.
@hersfall87483 жыл бұрын
@@megannzzz that sucks poor you
@R0DRICKIE2 жыл бұрын
@@megannzzz Last year I had a crush on this girl, and she always complimented me. She came up to me and my friends and called all of my friends pretty. She turns to me and says, "You're especially pretty." I thought I had a chance with her, because she told me she was gay. Turns out she lied and got a boyfriend. They broke up a few months later, but then got back together. This then happened to me again with another girl. 😔
@j.aw65 жыл бұрын
this makes me sad, it reminds me of a girl or boy going to their crush (same gender) and their crush is straight but the person isnt and their just like i wish you were gay but their crush just ignores them:(
@toukos5 жыл бұрын
why is this me tho
@muyffintop4 жыл бұрын
My life story
@Robert_E.O_Speedwagon_4 жыл бұрын
Kinda like that for me except my (now ex) gf said she liked this guy.. after we were together for a year.
@j.aw64 жыл бұрын
HeyItz Emma oh i’m so sorry 😔 but trust me our soulmates are somewhere out there we just haven’t met them yet. keep your head held high bub☺️
@Robert_E.O_Speedwagon_4 жыл бұрын
@@j.aw6 Ty I'll try to keep my head held high 😊 Its still a bit difficult but let's hope we find our soulmates soon. It's especially difficult since she was cheating on me with him before she told me but.. everything will get better soon I hope
@peaaboo53864 жыл бұрын
my favorite part is when the petal falls
@kibbleunhinged3 жыл бұрын
Understandable have a nice day
@umhi99303 жыл бұрын
lol same
@michzk3 жыл бұрын
Nah when the petals fall is much better🙄
@jettsinthesky3 жыл бұрын
Time stamp?
@umhi99303 жыл бұрын
@@jettsinthesky lmao
@satoruu..3 жыл бұрын
My bestfriend is straight, and we've been friends for like 5 years. I have liked her all those 5 years, and today she just got a boyfriend and she has been wearing his hoodies and jackets front of me and fangirling, so I am just smiling through the pain, haha. (Help)
@samanthavilly12423 жыл бұрын
i-
@rochellemoses5593 жыл бұрын
I feel your pain so much. I liked who I thought was a straight girl who’s also my best friend and I just now lost feelings/hope for her after 4 1/2 years of waiting so I hope that we both find good people so we can move on completely 💕
@samanthavilly12423 жыл бұрын
@@rochellemoses559 not to mention i like my best friend both was as a friend and more but mostly she really changes my mind and gets me made between im a virgo and virgo and sag are not a right match
@thelandofmisfits86863 жыл бұрын
**hugs** you need it
@satoruu..3 жыл бұрын
@@thelandofmisfits8686 Thank you. 🥺
@tenzinnyima86763 жыл бұрын
Ah, thank you WILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL, for this wonderful edited song.
@ren_ulf64015 жыл бұрын
30 seconds more of my favorite song ayee
@tiareblossom1833 жыл бұрын
Slow songs just hit different especially when it’s Billie
@madhattie15525 жыл бұрын
ᴛʜɪs ɪs sᴏ. . . . ᴀᴍᴀᴢɪɴɢ!!!!!😍😍😍😍
@playboi_louis39115 жыл бұрын
Ezra Nicole reaper *hOw’D yOu dO tHat!?*
@erikbrainrot4 жыл бұрын
Is that a Chicken!? The app fonts or instafonts.io or any font generator
@mx58605 жыл бұрын
mate ur so gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood
@jaden28225 жыл бұрын
yo im in love with this song
@strawberrymilktae73865 жыл бұрын
I'm proud to be the 600th like. I love your vids, you always give me the feels
@selmahassanein5 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU
@tessahizoni87482 жыл бұрын
Ah how time passes within a blink of an eye . I remember putting this song in the background while reading wattpad and now here i am with one sided feelings and still in love with my ex while constantly repeating this line 1:57 Over and over . I wish i wasn't just a friend to him
@hasinashah84205 жыл бұрын
One word *Amazing*
@lolllolllollloollolllaugho61943 жыл бұрын
This slowed down is a diffrent vibe 😌
@dreadofthedeadtokismoki4 жыл бұрын
I'm gonna start crying and remember him.
@honeybear57923 жыл бұрын
Ok so I see people giving their way of how they view the song and I see the meaning as having someone who you like but they are straight and keep leaving and going to other people. So it's like I don't want to stay because you ignoring my feelings is hurtful, but at the same time I want you to feel comfortable around me and need me. That's what I see Billie having the meaning behind this song as being.
@echo87085 жыл бұрын
This hits different when it's slow
@zbkn61383 жыл бұрын
ive been listening to this for like 2 hours on loop, im inlove.
@renanneres58075 жыл бұрын
never leave so fast xvideos
@mammaluigi223 жыл бұрын
We’ve all had that crush that just didn’t have feelings for us for no reason in particular. Like I get it. She would rather have an excuse/reason for her crush to not love her but sometimes it’s just that he/she didn’t have feelings. That hurts on a deeper level because your always left wondering why.
@wrd_c0re9153 жыл бұрын
I love this song it’s good to cry to
@siriuslyqwynn3 жыл бұрын
Welp perfect. I had this crush on this straight girl and I never had a chance begin with, I was told she was bi. Months after she got a boyfriend lmao welp no one asked and these comments are a year ago so umm I'll stop being depressing now-
@fariafizal66493 жыл бұрын
oof its ok youll find love :D
@moss84763 жыл бұрын
well i kinda wanna know the rest now! unless that was the end.
@mk_mason3 жыл бұрын
BYE CUZ THIS IS ME RN-
@thelandofmisfits86863 жыл бұрын
hi denki
@DannyandZed3 жыл бұрын
I picture this song as a girl bsf comforting her boy bsf but slowly gaining feelings for him and watching him go after new girls that always break his heart. He always comes to her to get comforted but she can't anymore because of her feelings for him. It's too hard for her
@musicdeshcube3 жыл бұрын
OUTSTANDING
@amieyahmil53575 жыл бұрын
This is so dope👏👏👏
@santiagost.46543 жыл бұрын
I LOVE IT
@cryb4by1373 жыл бұрын
This gives me the chills..
@nessa74492 жыл бұрын
i love billie she feels me
@johndenmark34772 жыл бұрын
U mean we feel her ?
@nessa74492 жыл бұрын
@@johndenmark3477 its like every time i listen to one of her songs she explains my mind
@marileevalleramirez21602 жыл бұрын
I love this song so much make me feel better
@peanut.buhtur3 жыл бұрын
fun fact! billie didn’t write this as a coming out she wrote it in the sense that she wished the reason this person rejected her was because they were gay
@delreydechoe3 жыл бұрын
Lol we love finding out that you related to this song more than you thought you did
@wonderrxo29042 жыл бұрын
I’m actually really happy I just love her music
@oliviacaulfield85705 жыл бұрын
Um I think yes
@niyu17084 жыл бұрын
I feel like everyone can have a different interpretation on the song. Some people feel it means that they wish the person was gay so they had an actual reason for not liking them back. For me I feel like it’s abt someone who likes someone else but the person isn’t gay you know?
@lol-jo2sg3 жыл бұрын
maybe both haha :)
@st1ll.cryinq_1083 жыл бұрын
I went to her concert once and she was holding up the LGBTQ’s flag
@beems96173 жыл бұрын
@@madisonmarshall1268 wait what happened? i havent been caught up on drama..
@everly6079 Жыл бұрын
This song isn't about her coming out.... it's about a boy she liked and confessed to said no so in the song says "I just kinda wish u were gay." So she can think that he just likes guys instead of her thinking that he doesn't like her..
@ayshajajaja4 жыл бұрын
SO PRETTYYYYYYY
@gc91045 жыл бұрын
Nice work bro!
@au_creworiginal51793 жыл бұрын
P.O.V:My mom hummed this near my dad and I heard him sigh as she went to her room crying. What is going on?
@user-km9bx3gf3z3 жыл бұрын
i- u good?
@Tess11s2 жыл бұрын
I remember seeing this song before and thinking about how pretty the flowers were, I started watching Revolutionary Girl Utena and recognized the flowers, they are juri's
@ava-hl8sf3 жыл бұрын
omg i love ur user dude
@ngahoang30594 жыл бұрын
Baby, I don't feel so good Six words you never understood I'll never let you go Five words you'll never say (aw) I laugh alone like nothing's wrong Four days has never felt so long If three's a crowd and two was us One slipped away I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way, mm I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay Is there a reason we're not through? Is there a 12 step just for you? Our conversation's all in blue 11 'Heys' (Hey, hey, hey, hey) Ten fingers tearing out my hair Nine times you never made it there I ate alone at 7, you were six minutes away (yay) How am I supposed to make you feel okay When all you do is walk the other way? I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay To spare my pride To give your lack of interest an explanation Don't say I'm not your type Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation I'm so selfish But you make me feel helpless, yeah And I can't stand another day Stand another day I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay
@yngl_ms3 жыл бұрын
the deep breath killed me
@arkeossisyt15563 жыл бұрын
i dont think you understand. im OBSESSED
@lynx63443 жыл бұрын
Ouch the pain in her voice
@leaf143 Жыл бұрын
Listening to this while eating pizza rolls at 2:58 am has become a core memory
@Kinotickets3 жыл бұрын
Hey.. i just wanted to say i love this. I downloaded this yesterday on samsung music and i cant stop hearing it. Btw what do you use when you slow the music down?
@maximumpercy3 жыл бұрын
My life is this song
@mikeoochie76993 жыл бұрын
there are many slowed versions of this song, but I clicked yours because of that username
@haha-fy3gk3 жыл бұрын
Same
@ah-wg5cb4 жыл бұрын
Sir/Ma'am/them, you broke my computer screen with your name TvT
@ilikebumblebees3543 жыл бұрын
6 words you never understood 5 words you’ll never say 4 days has never felt so long 3s a crowd and 2 is us 1 slipped away 12th step just for you 11 haze 10 finger tearing out my hair 9 times you never made it there I 8 alone at 7 you were 6 minutes away ( idrk why I did this but I did it)
@kaiyadenny68163 жыл бұрын
i like how short your name is
@anvastasja17994 жыл бұрын
i love it
@laurentryingtogame77843 жыл бұрын
everyone in the comments is saying that this song is about same gender crushes and them being straight. but I see this song as you liking someone so much, likes its embarrassing, and you're trying to figure out why they don't like you back. like you wish they were gay, as in giving an excuse of them not liking you back. idkk if this makes senses like the part "to spare my pride" to make it not as embarrassing for you liking them and them not liking you back
@sw33tteainthesummer3 жыл бұрын
Yeah. That’s how the song was written , at least that’s what Billie said, honestly I think it’s all up to interpretation of the listener . :)
@DDOD03 жыл бұрын
when he doesn't give a shit about you and lie to you be like: I just wanna make you feel okay... but all you do is look the other way :/...
@meyquez83773 жыл бұрын
I'm not depressed.. But I like most of her songs.. 🤷🏻♀️ Slow song with the bass boosted like urgh.. satisfying~
@perhapsmissenis2 жыл бұрын
The feeling of reaching so hard for someone and they have no idea.
@mikaildharma8534 жыл бұрын
this song give me so nice sadness bc i am sad rn ~wish u were gay~
@aquapr901 Жыл бұрын
2:31 best part
@angelkatecruz50523 жыл бұрын
billie,,,,i feel the pain
@セちス-o8b5 жыл бұрын
0.75x ur welcome;)
@didizz083 жыл бұрын
i know this song isn't about something like that, but I just really like this boy who's together with my best friend (she knew I liked him before becoming his gf :/), and I feel so betrayed abt it because I even asked her to let me try win his heart and she said she wouldn't do anything but instead she got with him. so when it says “i just kinda wish you were gay” I just image it says “i just kinda wish she was gay”
@Midnight_memories23 жыл бұрын
I have a massive crush on my ex best friend. She unfriended me because I'm part of the lgtbq, which make this situation more hard for me. I can't seem to get over her, I don't know why.
@rando37943 жыл бұрын
To this day the flower is dropping that 1 petal
@takamxkii41495 жыл бұрын
Can i use this on my video without it being copyrighted? ♥️♥️
@Noah-dy3sr3 жыл бұрын
I remember when i listened to this song thinking about that one person, Yesterday I found out they like me back 😊
@brodygacha4 жыл бұрын
im just lookin at the name WILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
@dylanhrin7823 жыл бұрын
One slips away 🥱
@accforbillie3 жыл бұрын
yess
@zeearts94843 жыл бұрын
Okay, now, imagine this, but half of it is rock like Happier than ever 👀..
@ilyurprtty3 жыл бұрын
it’s like a petal dispenser
@jonah99162 жыл бұрын
this song hurts.
@eriealienz3 жыл бұрын
Who ever disliked there eyes had tears so they pressed the wrong button
@mounika63893 жыл бұрын
BABY I DON'T FEEL SO GOOD
@NachozMan5 жыл бұрын
Oh yes
@DracAxe3 жыл бұрын
I like billie , yes im not depressed , yes we exist 😂