Billy Lockett - Alone

[@GinOnTheRockz]

About three years ago, I had a few beautiful dates with a girl and it felt like "this is it", finally.. I actually never had this feeling with someone before. I totally fell for her and was blind to see the truth.. that we probably wouldn't match each other in a relationship. And then, as she realised, she wrote me that her feelings are not strong enough and she can't go any further. I lost the ground under my feet in that moment.. I tried to fight but she went on distance. For months I was wondering what could I've done better, where did I go wrong? Of course there wasn't an answer to all the questions inside my head.. But ever since I never met anyone like her again and to this day I still asked myself sometimes, what could have been? I think she's already married now and I hope she is happy.. But in some way, I wish I'd never met her you know.. for what reason did I? It just hurt for so long. Well what I'v learned, is to be more careful with my feelings, don't open my heart to someone too quickly ever again, to accept who I am and to be true to myself. I'm 30 now and won't lose hope, that one day I will find the love I wished I'd found in her. Life is beautiful anyways. :) Never forget.. Love don't hurt. It's our expectations that do. Have a good life everyone!

[@MammalMan]

Hey, I am sure that better days are ahead of you Dös. Yours and mine too. You are so kind to write your life experience here, it takes a strong heart to do this, and I hope that people like you and me will read this and get inspired on. I have pinned this. Thank you

[@GinOnTheRockz]

@@MammalMan thank you :) It was good to write it down..

[@Michellemutts7848]

You need to let it go, whatever is meant for you will find you and what is not will pass you by. Some people we meet are just passing through and others stay for the journey, every experience is a lesson learned so have no regrets x

[@kimberlysnowden6472]

This song makes me think of all of the people that come in go in my life. I've always had a hard time keeping people close. I push them away on purpose because I am scared that I will mess up and they will desert me. It's just easier to create a safe distance. But this is lonely. Even in a room full of people that I love so much, I feel so alone and I don't know how else to act or feel. I try to tell them how I am doing but it is all lies. They think that I am okay and that way they are not worried about me and I'm okay with that because I don't want them to worry about me. I do this to myself over and over. And I will tell you this much- we truly are our own worst enemies.

[@simontrolley5330]

Kim Snowden deep 👌🏼💪🏼

[@kimberlysnowden6472]

simon trolley Dude I know. That was a dark night and this song made me feel pretty expressive 😂 But every word is true.

[@28utkarsh]

I totally feel you

[@DevasKnight]

I understand how you feel though I'm different. I'm not into social media and when I meet people in person I interact and get along with everyone amazingly. I never keep in touch though. I've come to accept the fact that I'm an introvert and am a loner. My aunt was similar and used to stare out the window for hours. I feel its perhaps genetic. If it weren't for my mom or wife I'd be completely cut of and just on random internet sites absorbing a ton of news or getting into a random discussion and simply cutting of. I try not to be like this but I can't really fight my nature as I've found that its unpleasant like trying to break a strong addiction. The hardest part is when people say its been so long and we should keep in touch and I promise sincerely to do so and just fall back into my introverted nature. I don't believe I'm sad or depressed just alone.

[@raven-wolf9252]

Kim Snowden i feel your pain Kim... i have this pit deep in my heart that everyone is going to hurt me .. so just like you i push them away first before they hurt me ... sending love from NY

[@SatoshiNakamotoAi]

This guy is incredible. 26 year old man here reduced to tears.. his songs literally define my life as well so its spooky

[@MammalMan]

Lyrics: (turn on CC for lyrics on screen) Used... and I don't know why I'm not listening, you're whispering. Confused... and now it's been too long and you're far from gone, you're far from gone. So why do you keep wandering inside my lonely head and why do I keep suffering when all my friends said life goes on? Why do you keep wandering inside my lonely bed and why do I keep surrendering when all my friends said I'll move on? I don't know why Don't know why Maybe I Maybe I Made a lie Cause I don't want to die alone No I don't want to die alone I don't know why Don't know why Maybe I Maybe I Made a lie Cause I don't want to die alone No I don't want to die alone And I know... that I was someone who said I'm over this, get over it, one more kiss and goodbye. And so... I know I deserve to be a memory, the irony, don't go changing your mind. Why do you keep wandering inside my lonely head and why do I keep suffering when all my friends said I'll move on? Why do you keep wandering inside my lonely bed and why do I keep surrendering when all my friends said life goes on? I don't know why Don't know why Maybe I Maybe I Made a lie Cause I don't want to die alone No I don't want to die alone I don't know why Don't know why Maybe I Maybe I Made a lie Cause I don't want to die alone No I don't want to die alone

[@resilientoverthinkervm4343]

Mammal Man I want to fly back to Titan with you ... hmu man, I have airline miles a plenty ☺️💕 www.truity.com/personality-type/INFP

[@MammalMan]

hii, what do you mean by that? and what is this website?

[@resilientoverthinkervm4343]

Mammal Man ... Oh gosh I am sorry for the confusion! Okay the link I sent was re: a question I asked you the other day, on a different song video: "Are you INFP?" Then I saw where you replied, asking "I think so, but what does that mean?" But when I went to answer you, that video had been deleted? So I went exploring for inbox or something, I don't really know how to send messages on KZbin, I never tried it before? And while exploring i saw your cute description of how you're from the planet Titan where there's no sorrow or misery ☺️ so I mentioned that too, while i was sending you the link to INFP thingy One of my hobbies is studying personality sciences (Jungian and Myers-Briggs temperament typology) ... (I'm super nerdy about it!) I am INFP and I see things in patterns, and just following you on here, i notice you like the same things as me ... so I was piping up and asking directly 😂😂 Sorry for confusion! I will send you this quiz though! Just for fun... because idk I just have this feeling like you're a kindred spirit, and might like this kind of thing, like I do? Take care Mammal man! And if you can figure out how to send messages, you're welcome to message me? www.16personalities.com/

[@MammalMan]

Thank you for the taking the time out and writing :)) I am taking this personality test right now, lets see what it shows haha

[@MammalMan]

it says this: “The Commander” (ENTJ-A) lol

[@Caliikou]

I’m so thankful to youtube algorithm for recommending this song

[@resilientoverthinkervm4343]

This song kills me softly

[@mechalilyz]

His voice is so lovely. Really nice song.

[@MammalMan]

Magaliiiiii, i miss the powerful poop sessions :(

[@mechalilyz]

Same Mammal. Same :'(

[@radzy2607]

Every song from him is a masterpiece tbh

[@catherinedevlin465]

Good song it makes you look at your self. Sounds sad but it makes you think ,love it .

[@MammalMan]

That's the best part about music isn't it. It makes you think ❤

[@laand4444]

Very Nice Song and Voice

[@KashMillioso]

I'm mad i haven't hurd this til now

[@pauloyes2010]

This song is so cool!!! I love it!!

[@MammalMan]

Paulo!! Its been so long since I saw you here?! I hope everything is well and good with you :)

[@holidayiv4856]

God damn this track is beautiful!

[@MammalMan]

hellll yassss, I believe its one of those tracks that will sound pretty for a remix, maybe you should try it holiday!

[@MAllway]

Need a version with the lyrics. Saw this preformed live at union chapel last week, ‘twas amazing.

[@MammalMan]

Martin i just added the lyrics. Turn on CC to see them on the screen :)

[@MAllway]

Mammal Man awesome

[@MrFoxxFrequency7WnWuhBYV3eCA]

Billy Lockett!!! I have not heard this one before! Hurrah :) This is so gorgeous my friend. I am going to listen to this again tonight when I go for my evening stroll and reflect on stuff (all deep-like, lol) . Love how it picks up slightly like that near the end. And the sad , twinkly piano. Bit heavy for morning, but just beautiful, beautiful.........catch ya later brother :)

[@MammalMan]

his voice is so powerful and still honey to ears! Glad that I was the one who made you listen to this song haha :p

[@MrFoxxFrequency7WnWuhBYV3eCA]

Good morning! Oh, you are often the one who makes me (makes sounds so funny, ha, ha, like you have a gun to my head, lol ) listen to these amazing songs . I love so many you post, but don't want to add too many to my playlists, 'cause it feels like stealing your from you. I respect that you're the one who showed them to me :) I notice that a lot of the songs you post no one else has posted. That makes your channel extra special. Have a good day, mammaly man :) A pat on the head to turtle. Tell him he is missed in the forest.

[@MammalMan]

NOOOOOO, you can definitely put these songs in your playlists, das no stealing, not at all. I'd be happy to see these songs there, more people will listen to them! And then only the purpose of music channels will be fulfilled. Btw thank you for the kind words hehe, your little fox place is equally if not more, special and magical as well! And the turtle is so happy right now, knowing that a fox from the forest cares about it.

[@MrFoxxFrequency7WnWuhBYV3eCA]

Aw, you truly understand the purpose of our channels, don't you? :) How 'bout I try to share the ones only you have posted. That way listeners will come back to you . Like the recent Fred Page I added. You alone posted that one..........You have so much great music, it would be pretty tough if I never used any of it, I suppose..... Okay , I am convinced! That was easy, lol. Thank you for your kind words, also. I am happy you think my channel has some magic to it. It is not more special than yours, but I am happy to even have some of this magic of which you speak :) I am glad turtle remembers me and the forest fondly . Turtles are amazing. I took a spirit animal guide test thingy and I actually got turtle :)

[@MammalMan]

you are just being modest :p turtles are cute honestly, a lil slow but cute. Laters foxxyyyy

[@sadanandachaudhury2638]

It's so good.😊

[@timothyadams747]

You can Hear more of Billy Lockett's music on Spotify.

[@anaisbkiss920]

hey you don't be so sad!!! I promise I'm here and I am you're friend forever :*:*

[@MammalMan]

awww thank you and I am here for you haha!

[@markpriestley7812]

He is singing how this country is feeling right now what the hell is going on !,,,?

[@markpriestley7812]

Look at us all help is needed

[@KerenNaomi]

As depressing as it is, you truly only have yourself, but till then you have friends okie? I think you're a great person :)

[@MammalMan]

keren

[@KerenNaomi]

Awww thank you

[@MammalMan]

yes everything is cool, thank you for asking :)

[@ajmeena911]

Don't ruin it by saying anything just listen to it ..

[@ЯрославОтченаш-т3я]

Ляаааааа °•°

[@lilNavi-360s.]

can't say nothing🔥🔥🥹♥️