I hate it, I felt i was on the verge. Was just trying to get groceries from Walmart. You can literally feel it boiling in your body so you try to avoid ppl. Got my groceries and the lady asked for my receipt which i forgot because my mind was racing. I did a pyscho march got my receipt, throw it at the lady and cussed her out. Got in the car and cried like a baby. Its horrible.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong9 ай бұрын
Very hard days to swallow - They make you mad and then so sad and I feel for you. Bipolar is not for the faint of heart - I feel for you. Maybe go back and say sorry and make it right - for them and for you or just do it better next time
@mariahconklin41508 ай бұрын
lol that’s because you were at Walmart every time I’m there I want to die 😂 then my boyfriend calls me a Karen…yet he’s the same at Walmart. I hate that place
@mariahconklin41508 ай бұрын
@@estherherbert-bipolarstronghonestly why this person needed to do is step away it works for me I step away I had to walk out it got so bad but once I stepped away from Walmart and used distraction techniques I felt better idk maybe I don’t have bipolar but a psychiatrist said I might
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong8 ай бұрын
Yes many different ways to handle the rollercoaster ride that comes with having biolar. I so appreciate your thoughts. Thank you
@sassysoutherngirl76585 ай бұрын
I can relate 100 percent to this. Absolutely. If I feel this blood boiling episode rising in me , that is my cue to stay home. When I have to go out it's a nightmare. Traffic. People. Etc. I thought I was absolutely crazy and evil but when I come back to the " nice " me , I realized this is part of this horrific illness. Shame guilt and anger at myself for going postal out in public if one single thing ticks me off.
@helensproston73123 ай бұрын
The world around us is in chaos and I believe our environment is also causing a lot of conditions. The way we live isn't normal anymore
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong3 ай бұрын
Yes it is in chaos. It certainly can exacerbate our symptoms. What I do know is we affect our environment more than any one, any circumstances, or any thing. We change it one step, one thought one positive moment at a time. Bless you on your journey. Thank you.
@robinjanz-buhr44277 ай бұрын
It's definitely a good nap, self-care, some healthy food, and radical acceptance, and like you said, ride it out.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong7 ай бұрын
I like that! Thank you for your note! Wisdom in that!
@tammywade36492 ай бұрын
It's like if i step outside my door, there's wolves out there! I love being alone, nap times, self care, self love, eating healthy, and loving nature, and my dog and cat!!
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong2 ай бұрын
Yes, that is a very good description of Bipolar aggitation. I do like the self care and me time too. I like it a lot but when I go out and conquer a 'wolf' there is nothing like that! I am so glad you wrote to me...thank you. I'll hope your journey is blessed ❤
@tina4himalone9848 ай бұрын
This is all so helpful. Three years ago I was diagnosed with Bipolar2. I have struggled all my life. I am 54 and recently pushed for a full hormone panel. The increase/decrease/change of meds were not helping. Come to find out, I have been trying to function with ZERO estrogen in my body. The symptoms mimic each other greatly. It makes me wonder how many women end up “crazy” for this reason. I didn’t know whether to laugh or cry when I saw the results. Now all I want to do is advocate for “mid-age” women to PUSH for every test there is when it comes to mental health. There can obviously be underlying issues to address alongside of it. If not for the grace of God and my Savior, Jesus, I wouldn’t be here to talk about it. Thank you for your transparency. We all need the support around these topics. God bless you! 🙌💞
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong8 ай бұрын
Yes wonderful note ! You are so right, we have to advocate for ourselves because really if we don't no one else will. We are in this together and your note will encourage someone that really needs to hear that. I am so glad you found what can help you! thank you for taking the time to write and God bless you so much in the new Year !
@mariahconklin41508 ай бұрын
I noticed that when I eat pasta I get super depressed and lonely it’s so weird so I ate oatmeal today and I’m fine.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong8 ай бұрын
So very glad something worked for you @@mariahconklin4150
@Simplymesf1237 ай бұрын
This is great advice, thank you
@Wowzersdude-k5c6 ай бұрын
Real bipolar usually first hits in the early 20's. It is unusual for someone at 54 to get diagnosed, so the docs should have tried to rule other stuff out first.
@simmov94897 ай бұрын
100% correct. 20 years and all of the medications under the sun and nothing works better for the irritability than hiding away and letting it ride. I too wish there was a better answer but the technology and medication still isn't there yet. Good luck to you all
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong7 ай бұрын
Very sorry to hear that. That is miserable and very trying for you I am sure. I do know that it can be managed a good portion of the time but that does not help when you are experiencing it as you described. Please know your efforts will be rewarded. Thinking of you.
@naomiweaver18556 ай бұрын
That was great advice. I feel swept away by irritation sometimes, and it was good to hear that I don’t have to go rushing to someone because it doesn’t help me. In fact, it makes it worse.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong6 ай бұрын
Thank you so much. I am glad that you found something that resonated with you. I hope you have good success as you manage the irritability. It is hard but for sure manageable. Take good care and thanks for tuning in.
@NatureHeadSupreme8 ай бұрын
Thank you for addressing the other side of mania. Everything is not always so euphoric. Dysphoric is the absolute worst for me. Its worse than the lows. Anyway, thanks for sharing ma'am.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong8 ай бұрын
You are very welcome for that. I do know so well that there are two sides to Bipolar and we, that have this disorder, suffer from both sides of the coin - so to speak. For you having that profound unease and dissatisfaction of dysphoric must be very hard. Thank you for taking the time to write and do take care in 2024.
@dyscotopia8 ай бұрын
I very rarely get any kind of euphoria. Between a depressive episode and a dysphoric hypomania I will get a period will I have a lot of ideas and feel inspired, but this leads to overwhelm and thst leads to paralysing agitation which eventually leaves me exhausted and miserable. Good stuff.. I only got diagnosed recently, and it's so useful to have a label for what's going on when that constricting electric sting permeates my body
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong7 ай бұрын
So incredibly hard to manage especially at the beginning of your diagnoses. I am believing that you will adjust and manage as you walk your journey. I am glad that the 'label' is useful to you. Definitely you are not alone. You can do this !
@jessicasuzanne___2 ай бұрын
I get that too with my bipolar; this disease is so misunderstood and gets ignored way too often
@andreacapri82226 ай бұрын
I am so glad you addressed the irritation/agitation because it can be so extreme and overwhelming even with myself at home. I try not to go out shopping when I am so irritated because as soon as I step into the supermarket the warbling, idiotic music makes me so angry I want to scream. People get on my nerves and it takes so much self control to not shout at them for speaking loudly for instance or doing something quite normal really but it sends me off so much I have to just try and calm myself by focusing on what I have to buy and not on the things that make me want to scratch my own face off. The only thing that saved me the other day was the vision of people staring at me in disbelief and me being carted out of the shop but I was so close to shouting my head off at a couple who were walking around as if they owned the supermarket and talking really loudly. My feelings scared me and I got out of there as quickly as I could. There have been times I have been so snappy with the check out person I have had to go back and apologise. It is not fun.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong6 ай бұрын
Hello and thank you so much for your note. What an excellent description of the irritation associated so closely with Bipolar ! I do know how it feels to be on the brink over someone reaching into a bag of chips - so yes it's the same audible irritation and I know that you did a good thing by focusing on your shopping and getting home. Thrilled you have found my channel. Thank you for tuning in !
@andreacapri82226 ай бұрын
@@estherherbert-bipolarstrongThank you for your reply because it was only when you mentioned "audible irritation" that I realised that although I get the general irritation I realised it is the audible irritation that sends me off like a frog in a sock! Hearing the crows cawing in the tree next to my house gives me such anger and murderous thoughts that at times I have been consumed with which way I can permanently send them to Heaven 😂 My neighbours just laugh and say "yes they are a pest aren't they?" Grrrr. Yes I have also nearly had to put my fingers in my ears and gritted my teeth to stop myself screaming over the chip eating and packet rustling on a train.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong6 ай бұрын
@@andreacapri8222 you write like the wind. So witty I laughed a lot😂....thank you. Yes crows, music in grocery stores and your roommate eating bags of chips all drive us up a wall. It is hard but knowing how to diffuse the irritability is key. You have a good handle on that!!😁
@sassysoutherngirl76585 ай бұрын
Me too. When you mentioned the music overhead in supermarket it reminded me that people with bipolar are hypersensitive to sounds and can be quite over stimulated by it
@InfiniteLife..6 ай бұрын
This is one of biggest issues . The anger and talking to myself or around people but it’s still to myself out loud. I have zero filter when I’m in this state. I get physical chest pains too. At time I don’t care who hears me or what they think about me. After math is complete embarrassment and feeling like a crazy person that everyone is judging. Then back to not caring. It’s exhausting and draining. The emotional rollercoaster and never knowing when this side arise. I have so many different triggers sometimes it could just be a particular noise sometimes it’s my own thoughts and sometimes it’s other people facial expressions or feelings of being disrespected.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong6 ай бұрын
Yes that rollercoaster is so difficult to be on. The surprise element of the moods is so discouraging and as you said can be humiliating depending on the circumstances surrounded them. I do understand and I do know that it is very exhausting. It is hard come by to have good days so I hope and pray as you stop and take stock and make any plans to combat those feelings when they hit that you will begin to manage them and have many good days. I know for sure much easier said than done but still doable - I believe that for you and with you ! #bipolarstrong - that is you !
@vivianvielma40033 ай бұрын
I agree that self isolation is the best advice. I used to panic and berate myself for being this way. My husband suggested not to chase my symptoms with more meds and he helps keep me from self medication. On days like this I stay home and ride it out.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong3 ай бұрын
It is tough! And doesn't work for everyone but it sure helps some of us. Sounds like you have a supportive helpful husband. So glad for you!
@vivianvielma40033 ай бұрын
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong I get it. It barely works for me but it keeps me out of trouble. I hope it doesn't sound like I'm bragging. Just trying to help.
@Human0906_4 ай бұрын
Ya our illness is NEVER and excuse to treat others poorly That’s on us. It’s one thing to talk about emotions and another to act out at them. So if u got to be alone to avoid being juvenile emotionally it’s worth it and getting help professionally! Thank you for this message! It’s beyond true. People need to be respectful and responsible for their actions towards others always
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong4 ай бұрын
You have a very mature outlook on that and I am sure no matter how difficult it serves you well, Thank you so much for watching and for this note - Bless you on your journey !
@janetohlsen671211 ай бұрын
Your words helped me. I do understand that agitation can come on as snap of anger. You mentioned “riding it out “ (as long it is not dangerous!) seems best for me and going out on a run
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong11 ай бұрын
Janet, so kind of you to let me know this video helped you. I think each person discovers the best way to manage the snap of anger. I really like that you go for a run. Good for you! Take care, Esther
@bobbicarr-pupsvv7 ай бұрын
I use to run away when I felt the boiling within but now with ms and can't drive away for a few minutes hours or days I snap fast really fast and throw stuff scream but then I'm alone to cry for all I've lost over the conditions I have and most I've had for say 30 pluss years.
@sardengineering7 ай бұрын
Thank you for being open and honest, it really is an impossible task with no real win scenario. What I truly dislike is being shamed for being overwhelmed by these symptoms I have to live through. Feels like more is being piled on to my plate.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong7 ай бұрын
you are more than welcome for the openness in this video. I am glad you watched. These symptoms are debilitating at times and I do know and feel your pain. I don't have an answer but I do know we are powerful, determined and strong. We can do this !
@sardengineering7 ай бұрын
@@estherherbert-bipolarstrongthere's definitely strength in numbers.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong7 ай бұрын
Yes! Right on to that 👏🏻👏🏻
@jessicasuzanne___2 ай бұрын
As someone that also has bipolar the agitation part hit me so hard; I hate when that feeling arises ‘cause it makes you feel awful and you just wanna go off on everyone you see 🫤
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong2 ай бұрын
Yes it is awful! Sometimes so much harder to control the "tell off" mode. Success comes but those you left in your wake will never be the same. All the best as you manage this tough disorder.
@lindamastropietro4429Ай бұрын
I take it out on myself. I talked nice to everyone else.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrongАй бұрын
@@lindamastropietro4429 very sad and real thing to do - you are worth a lot more than that.
@JHabc2 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing this. I’ve been trying to get a clear diagnosis for several years now, and I feel like my primary symptom of mania is anger/rage. It’s so frustrating. I go through deep depressions, and I’m thrilled to finally be out of them and have enough energy to leave my apartment, but I have this hair trigger temper, and I go off on nothing. Then I feel so embarrassed and ashamed of my behaviour. Nothing about it feels good or euphoric. I appreciate your experience. I want medication so bad, but I’m having trouble finding a psychiatrist who will treat me and I don’t think I’ve been able to be very clear about my symptoms. You’re giving me hope that this could be managed. Because it’s exhausting for me
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong2 ай бұрын
it took my 22 years to get a proper diagnosis and when I had a complete break with reality and had to be handcuffed and led out of my place of employment did I get the help I needed. I really hope you get the help you need. You are open to it and you want it those two things are very important. Mania is so very hard to manage and no there is nothing euphoric about it. Getting a Psychiatrist and a good one is important for your ongoing help and managing the disorder. I wish you much success as you navigate your journey. Bless you.
@JHabcАй бұрын
@@estherherbert-bipolarstrong thank you so much. You’re very kind. It’s helpful to hear that mania isn’t euphoric. What I experience isn’t what I expected, and I think that’s made it hard for me to figure out. I finally got into a psychiatrist in the midst of a suicidal mania, and she was just awful. She completely blew me off, told me meds were never going to help, and ordered me to more CBT. I’ve been doing therapy for 20 years. Something has changed in my symptoms, but she wouldn’t let me get a word out. I went home and decided she and the province wanted me to kill my self (I was watching all these news stories about MAID). That made me mad enough to not do it. I’ve been trying to keep track of my symptoms, and I wrote about how I was feeling during my last episode to take to my family doctor because I don’t remember how bad it was now. I’m trying to have faith that she can help me get the right treatment.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrongАй бұрын
@@JHabc Getting a good psychiatrist who cares and is informed and wants the best for you is very difficult. I hope and pray that you either get some solid answers soon or a someone you can rely on in the future. You are trying and I believe your efforts will be rewarded. I wish I could just make that happen for you. Please keep at it. You and your mental health are so important ! Take good care and thanks again for tuning in.
@tamaraaba501810 ай бұрын
I very much appreciate your video, it’s been going on almost 3 months, my husband cannot seem to climb over this negative hump in his illness which has caused me to leave home. I pray he can get a tip or more from your experience and apply to his coping mechanisms.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong10 ай бұрын
Thank you for writing. I am glad you benefitted from my video. This disorder is so hard because it presents in so many different ways. If your husband could stop in his agitation and take that important 'time out' he may realize his actions hurt. Then maybe he could regroup faster before those he loves are in the line of fire. I recluse away when I can and breath, regroup and think. Then I can rejoin my life. Thanks again for watching.
@TripinHeidi10 ай бұрын
Yep - me to a T. Thank you 🙏
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong10 ай бұрын
I am so glad you can relate. Thanks for watching.😊
@KatherineColeTipsandTools11 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing your experiences
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong11 ай бұрын
Thank you ! Really appreciate your kind feedback. 😊
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong11 ай бұрын
@maureensmith9923thank you so much for finding my channel and your kind words. ! I am sure your video will be a good one. Try to look right at the camera and be yourself. People will want to hear your story and they will sense your authenticity😊 I wish you every success💕🤗
@nenadcubric26635 ай бұрын
Agitation is the worst off all, after Anxiety and Panic
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong5 ай бұрын
Very tough things to work through and manage with having Bipolar but it can be managed and I hope that for you !
@nenadcubric26634 ай бұрын
@@estherherbert-bipolarstrong thank You, after 25 years, they found that my heart itself was the problem, now i take Clonidine, and i feel perfect calm, and relaxed
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong4 ай бұрын
@@nenadcubric2663 I am very happy for you and so glad that you found something that helps you ! Good for you !
@DhonaTimm2 ай бұрын
this is what my biggest problem is, keeping my mouth shut. I try to and sometimes just can't and then later when this mood passes, the guilt sets in and then the obsession starts.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong2 ай бұрын
Hi there ! Oh my yes do I understand - I open my mouth and leave people slayed behind me and yes then comes the guilt. It is so hard when we lose that all important self control and then have to deal with the remorse of 'losing it' Can't entirely blame the disorder but it certainly is a big part of it. Managing is the hardest part for me and I am sure so many of us?
@mem1701movies5 ай бұрын
I beg/grovel for help from almost EVERYONE and get ignored and it makes me angry.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong5 ай бұрын
I am very sorry to hear that. You have everyone's attention on here and we do care.
@judithchandler73687 ай бұрын
Sometimes I just have to walk away for a moment when I get exasperated, but that only works at home alone, otherwise keeping my mouth shut is good advice. Not so prone to outbursts now.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong7 ай бұрын
I like that. 'Just walk away' is a good one. I've used and it's been successful. Really good about your control over outbursts. Thank you much for writing. Take good care.
@paivi96722 ай бұрын
Agree talking thst time not helping, I need to be alone and let it run it's course
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong2 ай бұрын
Talking can sure make it worse at times. Being alone when the terrible tongue doesn't need to be heard is good. thank you so much for your note !
@richardmorgan500211 ай бұрын
Hello Esther. My name is Richard. I am English living in Germany. I have Bipola. Its a living nightmare. I take Quilonum retard and Quetiapin. Even with medication i feel unstable, but it has helped much with extream behaviour. I have other meds for times of need. love your channel. Take care Richard 🌹🌹🌹
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong11 ай бұрын
Richard so very good to hear from you ! Yes Bipolar certainly can be a nightmare, as you said. Finding that right dose is one of the hardest things I have experienced. I hope you do find it and for sure soon. Thanks for watching and enjoying my channel. I so appreciate your feedback. You take good care Richard, Esther 🌻🌼🌺
@TripinHeidi10 ай бұрын
Nice to meet you Richard
@lindamastropietro4429Ай бұрын
I just get highly agitated, but it’s not brought on by anything that I did. The anger is sky high the other day I put my index finger in my mouth and I bit as hard as I could, and I let out a primal scream.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrongАй бұрын
Very had to copy and I think we try anything to feel and release the anger and get on with our lives. We can't do anything but try and for that I am glad you do. Coping mechanisms could work for you that are less hard on yourself as you say. Brisk walk, music you love, talking to a friend you trust, going for a drive, swimming, nature, pets can all divert the pain. I hope you find your way.
@johnk55034 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing this
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong4 ай бұрын
You are so welcome !
@GameOnWithFamilyJam2 ай бұрын
That is the worst feeling I just lost my job due this and finally got a bipolar diagnosis.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong2 ай бұрын
It is for sure one of the worst feelings ever. So suffocating. I am very glad you finally got your diagnosis ! That means you can manage and know what you have to deal with ! Good for you. Thanks for writing.
@GameOnWithFamilyJam2 ай бұрын
Thanks for responding 😊
@MrBenflanagan3 ай бұрын
Taking extra antipsychotics for a while helped me lots.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong3 ай бұрын
having adjustments to your meds is a very good idea - till you don't need the extra and things even out. Good for you !
@jenihendrix39275 ай бұрын
I like your sweater. It is really nice to hear from other Christians who also have bipolar. Please keep posting.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong5 ай бұрын
Thanks! It's a meaningful top isn't it? I am so glad you found my channel. Your note is so encouraging to me. Thank you.❤ All of God's best to you 😊🙏
@tkomla7 ай бұрын
Oh! Love you so much for this!
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong7 ай бұрын
Well that certainly is day making material ! Thank you !!!
@eyebutterfly7 ай бұрын
Great advice ❤
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong6 ай бұрын
Thank you so very much. Glad you are enjoying!😊
@johnizitchiforalongtime3 ай бұрын
All of that and more when your 72 yrs old. Lost sleep last night, be lucky i got 2 hrs in.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong3 ай бұрын
I am so very impressed that you are 72 and still fighting and managing and working through all of what Bipolar brings. Like you said 'all that and more' Good for you. Bless you on your journey.
@johnizitchiforalongtime3 ай бұрын
@@estherherbert-bipolarstrong My recent divorce didn't help me much, depressed to tears. I'm not lazy. I have better days coming though i don't know when. Thanks for being you. We are who we are on our journeys. God bless you also, he loves us for who we are.
@clairebear29756 ай бұрын
Such good advice, thank you
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong6 ай бұрын
Thank you so much !
@renostubbs85045 ай бұрын
Thank you
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong5 ай бұрын
You are so welcome ! thanks for tuning in
@JeffreyWilliams-dr7qe2 ай бұрын
How do you make a sincere explanation without a weak excuse? The real world doesn't care about Bipolar Disorder?
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong2 ай бұрын
You will have those that you have build up trust and they will actually hear you but you are right many frustrations trying to get the world to listen. Best to walk the walk do your best and be sincere like you said. Bless you !
@DeloresAdams-mg8nl23 күн бұрын
I'm at the point in my life,where I don't want to do anything.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong22 күн бұрын
That is extremely hard times. I think we have all been there but that doesn't help - ride it through, try to find one tiny thing to do that you like, reach out to someone you trust when you can and know that it will not last. I am very sorry.
@Jerrysmithsmyname5 ай бұрын
I talk to myself all day long, oft times out loud bc the internal dialogue is never ending but i can "control" it most times when im public. BUT..when im irritated, all my inside voices become outside voices. Best to stay home on those days. I wouldn't do well in prison.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong5 ай бұрын
No prison would not be good ! I do know that this disorder is tough and what you can do to manage is good. No one can do it alone so I hope you reach out like you did just now. All the best as you battle and glad you tuned in !!
@Jerrysmithsmyname5 ай бұрын
@@estherherbert-bipolarstrong Thank you for your kind words. Tbh, this was the first and only channel I found that really nailed the anger, aggression and guilt that comes along with that. It's awesome to have found a community of people who "get it". Therapists can only understand from a clinical perspective but, for me, it's the emotional part of it that I just can't seem to get past. Basically, thank you again for this platform to discuss this issue. New subscriber here. ☺️
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong5 ай бұрын
@@Jerrysmithsmyname so very glad you did ! It sounds so simple but express and feel then learn and grow ! I believe it is possible for you !
@angelal773311 ай бұрын
Agree🧡
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong11 ай бұрын
Appreciate you watching😊
@melaniechiappini8155 ай бұрын
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong5 ай бұрын
Thank you 👍🏻🙏🙏
@millstreetteut78353 ай бұрын
Thats sounds like a mixed state. I have this right now. Did your heart race aswell? May i ask what medications helped you ?
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong3 ай бұрын
Yes it does. My heart does pound during those times. It is difficult to manage bipolar but we do and we get stronger. Bless you on your journey
@JeffreyWilliams-dr7qe18 күн бұрын
Greetings . Do you know anything about Late stage bipolar 1 and Cognitive Decline. Just checking around. Thanks!
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong18 күн бұрын
No just what I have read on google articles about late state bipolar and cognitive decline. Sorry. I am sure you have read everything you can get your hands on. Bless you on your journey
@PaulNoake2 ай бұрын
Hi I was diagnosed with bipolar 2 when I was 40 now im 57 and it's hard coping with the manic highs and devastating lows of this mental health problem I'm scared to wake up In case I feel manic high or severally low 😭😭😭😕😓😢☹️🙁
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong2 ай бұрын
Hello, I do get that Bipolar can be very tough to deal with. It is an insidious disorder and can chew us up sometimes. I am so sorry you are going through this right now. Your journey will get better. Bless you.
@noahroad657710 ай бұрын
Not perfect just learning to trust the processes.
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong10 ай бұрын
Good for you!! None of us are perfect but like you said when we accept that the process gets easier! Thank you.
@montanalaurahall5 ай бұрын
Question: I know bipolar has the two main sides of episodes, but does it also just create a daily fight to deal with any kind of irritation, even if it isn't per say an episode?
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong5 ай бұрын
Yes for sure it happens in all states of Bipolar. I just read this for you on google "are prominent symptoms of bipolar disorder (BD) that may occur during hypomanic, depressive and, especially, during mixed mood states" Thanks so much for writing.
@montanalaurahall5 ай бұрын
thanks so much. This will better help me to prepare how I need to support my fiance in our marriage.
@TP-vu3tc9 ай бұрын
MY WIFE'S BIPOLAR IS TOTALLY OUT OF CONTROL. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong9 ай бұрын
That is incredibly hard to watch. I hope that you can talk her into Doctor, therapist, social worker someone she can trust to get the help she needs. I'll be praying for you and your wife.
@TP-vu3tc9 ай бұрын
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong Thank you so much. You're an inspiration in my life
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong9 ай бұрын
So appreciate that. Thank you.
@dianecleary10547 ай бұрын
Difficult to know what is thé illness and what is bad charecter .
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong7 ай бұрын
Very wise words
@MrJacobmetcalf6 ай бұрын
539sub more videos please
@aphysique3 ай бұрын
What meds helped wit irritability? I hve a Tbi.... big part of it
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong3 ай бұрын
I am very sorry to hear of your TBI. That must be so difficult for you. I wish I knew the answer for you but I do believe a professional would be best for you to find out the best meds. Thank you for writing. Bless you.
@joeywelch13 ай бұрын
Nothing helps like cannabis does
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong3 ай бұрын
So very glad you found something that works.
@karlgustafsson60003 ай бұрын
Cannabis makes it worse in the long run 😢
@estherherbert-bipolarstrong3 ай бұрын
@@karlgustafsson6000 makes it difficult to find just the right thing to work. I hope you keep trying.
@joeywelch13 ай бұрын
@@karlgustafsson6000 How so? Please explain. My wife has used it for some time now and the results are better than any rx med that we have tried In our 15 years of dealing with these issues. She has actually been able to stop some of the rx meds all together. Curious as to what the down side is as I myself at 51 have been a life long cannabis user with 3 and 4 year breaks.
@joeywelch12 ай бұрын
@@glennerd3125 I’ve smoked for 30 years and never had this issue. Never met anyone who has but I hope you get better and the CHS goes away. I stand by my original statement