Birth Story, Postpartum, and Losing My Dad.

[@paytonbendure7316]

God met you where you were at and helped you through the hardest part of your birth. That’s what He’s here for. ❣️

[@lttle_ghost3421]

I hope and pray you are doing good :) thank you for sharing this... I'll soon be doing vids like this sharing our story.. Wife and I had a life we did not expect at all. She first got pregnant, we had 2 miscarriages. Said there may be something wrong with how her body carries the baby. Took a while after but she got pregnant with our first daughter. Soon after, same year, she fell pregnant again with our second daughter. Thinking there would be problems because its so soon after our first.. But full term came and she was born. We had 2 daughters. Spencer, our first. And our 2nd we named Luna.. Had a happy 4 months... But luna passed away rite at her 4 month time. I did cpr that failed. Died in my arms. Come to find out the soft spot closed to soon losing her oxygen. The dr that seen her normally measured her every visit. Tells us shes perfect. But the corner said it it could have been spotted by skull measurements. We tried to fight the dr and the office. But couldnt find a layer that would help us cause it was rolled as sids by corner because he said theres a chance the skull could close fast. That a dr could have missed it at first glance -_- so i ended up trashing his office feelimg completely broken. Telling all parents there that day about him.. We left home. Stayed with her dad for a year. Then came back home, and we were just still so broken. And then some time pass and she falls pregnant again. It scared us. We raised her in fear. Had a heart monitor on her foot at all times at night. We were broken and scared. But now she's 4 years old. We named her Amelia. Said she was our last... But now our first son is a year old.... Spencer. Amelia. And Alec. And in heaven, our little Luna. It's still hard tho. We are in the same apartment we lost her in. Everytime i see that spot in the room I held her with her last moments I break. We live in Palmdale CA rite now. Decided to leave. Make a new life. A new home. Moving to Fargo, ND. Witch is why i originally found your channel. Searched whats it lile to live in fargo. You were the first video i watched on that. Then seeing your story tripped me out. God works in different ways. Brings ppl in one anothers path for some reason or another. The vid a year ago when u first got your positive test, I cried for you. I felt so happy for you. And now seeing you hold her. Is a complete blessing. Thank you for sharing your story. And for the forgo video. We will be moved in and settled by August. I really do hope to meet you some day. I hope your doing well. -Patrick S

[@Blessingsbeautyandbravery]

I’m so so so sorry for your loss… that is a pain no person should ever have to endure. You have had quite the journey getting to where you are now! Sounds like it’s far from over, too. I hope you’ll enjoy Fargo! Im thankful my videos helped you in one way or another. God definitely works in mysterious ways. Thank you for that encouragement! Helps me to want to create more content when i know it’s benefiting someone 🤗 i hope you and your family enjoy the upcoming holidays!

[@PaanAkeer]

Sending you love. I also loss my mum and sister the same time as your dad. May the rest easy

[@Meleahbrianna]

Always thinking of the comfort and hope you brought our family by sharing your story with infertility. I am thinking of your family now and the people watching this video who have been impacted by similar loss - I pray that this finds them and you feel community in which you don’t feel alone in ♥️

[@Blessingsbeautyandbravery]

Thank you Meleah ♥️ that was so kind.

[@patriciahutchenszimmerman9357]

God is good all the time

[@Blessingsbeautyandbravery]

Amen 💯♥️

[@NatAttackGaming]

My father also pasted away. He overdosed on drugs when I was 8 month pregnant so I understand how your child helps you deal with these hard times. My daughter was also a pain when trying to give birth to her. I got induced a week early and she was 10 pound and 9 oz. I pushed for a hour and got a second degree tear. When my doctor did that stomach thing to me I was not prepared for that pain either, I thought I was done. I threw up and then passed out after everything so I can say also that my birth wasn't as peaceful as I would like either lol.

[@Blessingsbeautyandbravery]

Thank you for sharing your story with me…I’m so sorry you went through such a similar experience. You are strong and that willed girl is so lucky to have you. We are cycle breakers and will give them a different story ♥️