BLÜ EYES - never got better (Official Lyric Video)

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Lyrics:
Please,
Don’t ask me
How i’ve been doing
‘Cause I don’t wanna lie to you
I’ve felt like me
The last few weeks
But if I start talking
I’ll think about the shit I’ve been through
Then I’ll be knee deep in those
Feelings i’ve been
trying so hard to escape,
But oh god, now
it’s too late
Suddenly I’m right back in it
Shaking and scared to death
I feel it
Pounding up in my chest
One second
Step back, and i just can’t
hold it together
I’m back re-living
Trying to catch my breath
I miss it,
end up back in my head
My prison,
hope i’m not on the edge
Like this forever
Cuz every time that i remember,
it’s like i never got better at all
At square one,
and it takes months
Until I feel normal
and one day if i scroll back too far,
the photos put me in those
Feelings i’ve been
trying so hard to escape,
But oh god, now
it’s too late
Suddenly I’m right back in it
Shaking and scared to death
I feel it
Pounding up in my chest
One second
Step back, and i just can’t
hold it together
I’m back re-living
Trying to catch my breath
I miss it,
end up back in my head
My prison,
hope i’m not on the edge
Like this forever
Cuz every time that i remember,
it’s like i never got better at all
AHHHHHHHHH
Ten steps backwards without a warning
I push it down till I can’t ignore it
Crying on the floor
I’ve been here before
Suddenly I’m right back in it
Shaking and scared to death
I feel it
Pounding up in my chest
One second
Step back, and I just can’t
hold it together
I’m back re-living
Trying to catch my breath
I miss it,
end up back in my head
My prison,
hope i’m not on the edge
Like this forever
Try to keep on getting better,
Moving forward every time that I fall
But every time that I remember,
it’s like i never got better at all
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Video shot by me, edited and colored by Brittany Berggren
song written and produced by BLÜ EYES & Davin Kingston
mixed by Keith Armstrong
master by Justin Shturtz

[@vicecanguru7766]

dear Blü Eyes - I don't know what you went through ... your songs - your words - are the words I never found. Thank you for giving me a "voice", a way to express myself by using your songs, your lyrics.

[@ThrivewithSierra]

Your music 😭😭😭 Sheesh. I felt so alone for so long with the battle of my husband's chronic health issues... but your music has truly spoken to both of us. Thank you for sharing.

[@embee3690]

Such a fan! Each of these songs has such soul, insight, and catchy tunes! Keep it going. The world needs to take notice! You’re phenomenal!

[@girlwithahothead2900]

The feeling i want to express, your music says it all and hearing somebody being in the same shoe as me yet still coping up with life kinda feels sad and comforting at the same time, it gives me hope for better tomorrow somehow

[@janainaferreira1899]

❤

[@miss420mj]

Even this video... feeling lost. She gets it! 💙

[@janainaferreira1899]

This can be dangerous in some situations in my opinion, life is made of options and the time dosnt wait for nobody ,once you lost the opportunity you might never get another chance like it. The universe makes us move from time lines when is time,ready or not you have to go! Is easy to just go with the flow instead of fighting against to it,there is no point as you can't win the battle anyway. Be aware of it,without any warning the train can live the station and live you behind. Hope my way of thinking can help someone who might just be ready to jump. JUMP!

[@miss420mj]

@@janainaferreira1899 just the message of trying to improve and not think about the pain, but being constantly reminded you're not ok because someone asks how you're doing...that hit home.

[@katieforshythe6295]

@@janainaferreira1899I’ve experienced this but I would hope if I’m in a relationship with someone they would have the decency to have an honest discussion instead of disappearing in a flash like your connection meant nothing atall to them. I would of done anything for my person and put him first many times…. It saddened me that he had intent to leave but pretended we were still together and being intimate ect then it all changed so fast., especially as he knew I was going through one of the worst times in my life, it broke my heart he could be so cold. The man who wanted to harm me was a stranger to me and I had to question if I ever really knew the person I’d loved for years

[@rojinviolin5726]

Wow I love this song so much, especially the lines: "hope I'm not on the edge like this forever" and "every time that I remember it's like I never got better at all" I thought it was just me :')

[@lydiajoystuart4082]

This song really reminds me of my trauma and triggers. Literally feels like a song I could sing directly to them.

[@stonebud]

This has to be one of the best songs I've ever heard all round. Lyrics, sound design, her voice are all extremely good This is honestly better than most modern music by a huge margin

[@sonolife4650]

Your music has helped me cope with alot about my life thank you so much 😩

[@lalitarawat8411]

♡ thank you for this beautiful songs🎵 🎶 ❤️

[@randomish4285]

🖤🖤🖤

[@vaniakanti593]

Can we appreciate the colors of the flowers? Also the song 😭❤️

[@laurencarter9792]

I needed this.

[@lifeof_bi9982]

The bridge gave me chills.

[@JasonHeinJPH]

Hate the reality of this, but love the relatability. Excellent song!

[@siwapiwecokoto8395]

I can related , thank you Blu😭😭

[@sunflowersrosieashle]

I seriously needed this. Thank you for releasing this song. It's so relatable.

[@anniemgregory]

Wow! Every word of this is true. Amazing song. ❤️

[@randomish4285]

Needed this today 🥲

[@sophiajoy4170]

This song, like all your songs, really speaks to me. Thank you so much!

[@kimeris_]

Yes, this is everything I want to tell my mom since I got diagnosed with depression and PTSD. It. Fucking hurts so much. One day I'm good for a few days and then it's back all over again. Thank you, your music helps me articulate all I just can't say

[@vanshome7612]

I've been relating to your music a lot and I'm so glad I found you cause you've become one of my fav artists now 💙

[@reemaaslam590]

Thank you for these songs. Express for me what i can never bring to words myself. 😢

[@iulianapop1058]

I'm glad I found this song 🎵 💯❣👍🏻👏💖🎶

[@ninili830]

End up back in my head 🥲

[@marioz2332]

Came across it on IG Been waiting its release ever sinceee❤❤❤

[@dakotalesli5330]

I have Graves disease and your music has hit me so hard in my feels. Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing with the rest of the world. Your music has helped me so much, I don't feel alone. No one understands. 6 months I laid on the couch and in bed due to my heartrate being so high, getting told I'm find and they can't find anything wrong with me. I blamed myself and thought I was going crazy.

[@jessicarobenalt615]

I was diagnosed with UC 2 years ago and have been in and out of 2 flares and for 6 months at a time I’d be bedridden too. I completely understand where you’ve been! ❤

[@vanshome7612]

this is so beautiful 💙

[@SeeWhatISee3]

So relatable. You expressed it perfectly. 😇

[@ayankusari5488]

SO GOOD

[@marcxhitsdiff]

Your music found me

[@millienlilly]

istg your so under rated . i relate to your songs so much

[@rachaelscott3064]

Yikes, that hit deep. Thank you for giving words to emotions I haven't figured out yet

[@ecofrank6488]

es hermosoooo...... 🎶🎶todas

[@kgrayston]

This is becoming my favourite song of the album! My 2.5yo and I love grooving to it together 😂

[@laurenashill8759]

Your lyrics are soo spot on. In every song.. damn incredible

[@Chhunmenghak]

@BLU EYES, you never fail to amaze us with your songs.✨👏

[@littlemermaid8638]

I just found your channel and I love your music! Hugs from Austria 🇦🇹🤗

[@ChessanNycomotovlog]

Damn... im a fan boy now...

[@lisawhoo]

love it so much

[@JulihSantos]

OMG! What an amazing voice and what a wonderful song 🛐🛐 I hope many people can appreciate this work, what a fantastic production! Congratulations ❤❤

[@janainaferreira1899]

❤

[@michellemattera5388]

This song hits all my feelings after losing my brother to suicide and finding him😔 life's not fair💔

[@lisaflesher]

Your songs touch my soul. I’m going through it medically right now and I relate to your music deep. I’m not a swiftie. I’m a blue eye girl. 💙

[@tigeroats913]

This is amazing

[@vitoriaborisov6229]

Wow amazing song!! I feel that I needed this a song that knows what I feel and express my thoughts and feelings. Amazing song❤️‼️

[@praveenchaudharry]

Wowow why is this so Underrated 🥲🥲

[@annerathasarara]

❤

[@hello_kittycaysey1208]

I ruined my 3 year anniversary with no s/h but today was a bad day this song is sooo relatable 😢😢 I have ruined my hard work 😢😢

[@ayah.m9614]

You remind me of sasha and i already adore both of you girls 😢❤

[@user-qw7bi1it9g]

love it

[@cindyconway355]

Love ❤️

[@megankelly8222]

My panic attacks in a nut shell its hard to act fine wishing you healing

[@rushtamil4748]

"God's gift you gorgeous"yours voice"great super cool every Times"

[@Girl-fk1wf]

❤❤❤

[@philipstump9772]

🎶💙🎶

[@k0bsessed]

I relate so fucking hard to this💔

[@JollyxToasters]

Oof, this songs speaks to my heart

[@yeissonberrospi3496]

beautifull song uwu

[@songapoet2561]

You sang well

[@patrickleonida1383]

This song reminds me of what I did wrong last year

[@bochra363]

You just save 19old me now I'm 21

[@bennie822]

They say i was just dramatic 🥲

[@megankelly8222]

Thats them not wanting to deal with it your feelings are valid

[@bennie822]

@@megankelly8222 thank you 😊👍🏼

[@sabrinagrajczyk8820]

Collaboration with AJR? ❤❤ PLEASE DO IT

[@JukemDrawles87]

Too bad I'm an adult man and I can't relate to this song. It feels nice though

[@YamLoGan]

Sub 👌👌👌

[@rhnabam]

For a second I thought I am listening to Taylor Swift... ❤

[@SMAvlogs_123]

I LOVE THIS SONG SOO MUCH!! is it ok if i Use your song in a video i,ll be creating! @BlU EYES ??