BLÜ EYES - you'd never know (Official Music Video)

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BLÜ EYES

BLÜ EYES

Жыл бұрын

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Lyrics:
You’d never know
I was fighting for my life 8 months ago
I shut the door and covered the windows
Cuz the sunlight hurt my eyes,
I couldn’t even go outside for so so long
& you couldn’t tell
But the inside of my head was a living hell
I tried my best explaining how it felt
But nobody ever understood
Doctor said that everything looks good
So I blamed myself
I don’t think I’d ever been so lonely
Didn’t know if I would make it out
The dead of the winter of my life
In the middle of the summertime
And it still haunts me now
But you’d never know
That it took me months to step outside alone
Cuz my body still gets tense when I walk home
Past the spot where it all went dark
It’s like a movie flashing back in parts
That cuts deep and slow
Ohhh, I don’t think I’d ever been so lonely
Didn’t know if I would make it out
The dead of the winter of my life
In the middle of the summertime
And it still haunts me now
Everyone said
You look fine from the outside
But in my mind I was upside down and screaming
What the hell is wrong with me
Tryna make it make sense
Makin my head spin
Now I pray to forget
Cuz I’m still here screamin
What the hell is wrong with me
But you’d never know
Oh, you’d never know, no no
Video directed, edited, and colored by Brittany Berggren
song written and produced by BLÜ EYES
mixed by Keith Armstrong
master by Justin Shturtz

Пікірлер: 334
@cbrookee569
@cbrookee569 Жыл бұрын
As soneone who has struggled with invisible disabilities that confused doctors for my whole life, this song is such an anthem. Thank you.
@kiyagthk415
@kiyagthk415 Жыл бұрын
Ikr she explained it all and if they still don't get it.....
@OliveCandy38
@OliveCandy38 Жыл бұрын
You are seen precious person. I'm so sorry for the world's alienation. We sure have a long way to go. But it's people like you that make a difference with creating awareness. ❤️‍🩹
@archasfenrir2422
@archasfenrir2422 Жыл бұрын
Seconded. I was being denied for so long for mine getting told I was perfectly fine or not allowed to hurt. Having to swallow my pain for 8 whole years and this song was the first time since those 8 years started that I was able to really cry again...
@deniseann4757
@deniseann4757 Жыл бұрын
🙏 for all
@deniseann4757
@deniseann4757 Жыл бұрын
@@archasfenrir2422 🙏
@k-yoko8422
@k-yoko8422 Жыл бұрын
I've waited so long for a song that could describe both my mental and physical illnesses. This is perfect 🖤
@Tired_Panda_Zzz
@Tired_Panda_Zzz Жыл бұрын
Oh my goodness. I'm crying so much right now. This is exactly how I feel. Medical PTSD is so awful and so real, but I can't explain it to anyone, not properly. They don't understand why I had a panic attack in a shop bc the ceiling reminded me of the hospital where I nearly died for the third time. No matter how much I tried to explain they didn't get it. There's so much more, but I don't want to trigger anyone including myself. Thank you for this song, it just ring so true and you are a phenomenal singer, so so beautiful. Thank you.
@sjui100
@sjui100 Жыл бұрын
you’re not alone and you’ll get through this!❤ i’m sending you all my love❤
@Tired_Panda_Zzz
@Tired_Panda_Zzz Жыл бұрын
@@sjui100 thank you so so much. That means a lot. It definitely feels like I'm alone most of the time. They said but you're not in the hospital you're in the shop so just tell yourself that. Then I say that I'm not in the shop anymore I'm back in hospital and they didn't understand that to me everything disappears and I AM back in hospital. When I look out I don't see the shop, I see the hospital. I could see the disbelief on their faces and how it's not possible. I have family members who suffer from ptsd/anxiety disorders. They understand panic attacks. The person I was with called me gently when she'd finished in the shop, then gently rested her hand on my shoulder as to not scare me. They understand the most I think. The person with ptsd, they get the flashbacks, but it's not medical related, so yes they understand, but it's still not the same bc our triggers are very different. Although we do overlap on a few which is nice. But now I hate having the lights on or any brightness (so I dislike the long summer days) because it reminds of hospital. And going into a supermarket with the extremely bright lights and the beeps from the checkout and all the people makes me flashback to hospital. I've had to buy noise cancelling headphones just to keep myself from having a panic attack, but even then the lights cause such anxiety. And yeah it feels like no-one understands anymore and I'm on my own. My neuropsychiatrist keeps saying I need specialised therapy, but it never ever happens. So yeah I feel like I'm just wasting my life, living in the dark, and always wanting to be alone. I hope it changes soon but I've been on so many antidepressants but they do nothing so idk what to do. But thank you, your comment means a lot. Xxx
@meredithmoffett4266
@meredithmoffett4266 Жыл бұрын
I am sending you so much love right now! Discuss with your therapist EMDR for your PTSD. Keep fighting 💜💜
@mfranck1
@mfranck1 Жыл бұрын
I am a fellow Spoonie and Coma survivor. I definitely understand medical PTSD. If you want to connect on Facebook let me know. I understand.
@TvCla
@TvCla Жыл бұрын
Medical trauma is real. PTSD from not being listened to is also real. I hope you find the proper help to get you through this, and feel in control again. Doctors and medical personal are just people. People that hopefully try their best, sometimes it just isn't good enough. I hope you find answers. I went through many years being undiagnosed and in danger. There are plenty women that have. Maybe get your therapist to start a support group. Heading others can help out perspective when we're going through a difficult time. Much love your way. You're in my thoughts, and I'm wishing you the very best💕
@aleciabarbieri7763
@aleciabarbieri7763 Жыл бұрын
I found this song on November 22, 2022, EXACTLY one year after November 22, 2021, the day i woke up with an unexplained headache that has not since gone away. All medical professionals think its from illness anxiety and no one thinks anything is wrong with me. I've lived with this pain and many more psychosomatic symptoms to follow for 365 days and am STILL fighting for my bachelors degree in electrical engineering. If you are reading this, you are not alone and you will get through whatever you are going through❤️
@elizagray1397
@elizagray1397 Жыл бұрын
have you looked into long covid? headaches are very common. asymptomatic cases can still leave lingering effects. whatever the cause sendning you big love
@Eee.17
@Eee.17 4 ай бұрын
I have the same problem right now. :\
@joer8273
@joer8273 20 күн бұрын
I have an intense feeling of empathy and, well, MORE, for you. Would you mind sharing a follow up? I’d love that.
@sophshorts
@sophshorts Жыл бұрын
the chronic illness world ain't ready!!!
@mightymorganl6890
@mightymorganl6890 Жыл бұрын
THIS
@mahalah
@mahalah Жыл бұрын
Seriously, the anthem of our community
@GretaM21
@GretaM21 Жыл бұрын
👆👆so true
@Itz_kare
@Itz_kare Жыл бұрын
Thank you mental health issues are one of the hardest things people have to deal with I am balling my eyes out right now because I’ve been there before many times beautiful message ❤️
@Brodo007
@Brodo007 Жыл бұрын
From having meningitis to a stroke with right sided paralysis and epilepsy; ur words mean so much and soo much to me. Xx still trying to absorb them. Xx I can't express how much these words in a song mean. New no 1 fave of all time cuz u understand it all. Thank you so very much. Just need lyrics on guitar if I can stop crying xx Thank you can't cover how much this means. Ure amazing. Xxx
@Kzuu402
@Kzuu402 Жыл бұрын
I am Japanese. I lost both legs in an accident a few months ago. I knew this song when I couldn't see the front. At that time, I couldn't understand English, so I listened while looking at the lyrics translated into Japanese. I regretted not being able to speak English, and wanted to be able to understand the meaning of the lyrics without looking at the Japanese translation. I am studying English desperately. I am grateful to be alive now. 💛
@HarukaHearts
@HarukaHearts 11 күн бұрын
I hope you are doing okay
@kriskordis5594
@kriskordis5594 Жыл бұрын
Yes, this… I feel this to my core. No one can understand or feel the depth of loneliness, helplessness, the self hatred. Your body has betrayed you, your doctors have neglected you. See me, hear me, fix me….
@KZebrastripes
@KZebrastripes Жыл бұрын
i grew up with a rare disease, i would get told "you don't look sick" (or some variation of that statement), or "you're just faking it for attention" all the time. This beautiful song captures every emotion of what chronic illness, invisible illness and rare disease patients go through on a daily basis. I only heard this song yesterday and i have already listened to this song like 20 times and shared it with as many friends and family as possible. Thank you for giving us all an anthem.
@lovespandas9433
@lovespandas9433 Жыл бұрын
I’m sorry people have been so ignorant towards you. I really dislike when people don’t have empathy towards others. It’s so much easier to judge rather than try to understand. The statement “you are just faking *insert whatever illness / condition* for attention” really grinds my gears. Even if a person was faking or exaggerating symptoms for attention, they still need help hence the attention seeking. So it doesn’t make sense for a person to call that out like another person doesn’t deserve help or support.
@erikajaney._.
@erikajaney._. Жыл бұрын
this :
@gabr0901
@gabr0901 Жыл бұрын
I’ve had the same thing!! I find that I have the need to over explain everything as an adult because of not being believed by peers as a child. And for “not looking sick.”
@kaileybaker-ik2ih
@kaileybaker-ik2ih Жыл бұрын
As someone with many mental health issues, I also am a rape survivor and this song really hit me, that’s how it was for me after that. PTSD is HARD. Stay strong everyone you’re not alone. ❤
@heatherlee3591
@heatherlee3591 10 ай бұрын
After cancer in 2017 at 27 , blood clots , lung toxicity , and now POTs and dysautonomia this is exactly how I feel physically but also mentally . Lots of tears with this song I love it . 😢❤
@jennybo2471
@jennybo2471 7 ай бұрын
Pots, mcas, post concussive syndrome, and adrenaline dumping /autonomic storming. This song seriously says everything
@itsjennabean
@itsjennabean Жыл бұрын
As a spoonie who was also diagnosed with cancer approximately 8 months ago, this song speaks to me on so many levels. Wow. Incredible.
@shethjrebbell
@shethjrebbell Жыл бұрын
Spoonie meaning not enough spoons?? My therapist uses the same rhetoric!
@KP-ej7gc
@KP-ej7gc 8 ай бұрын
I hope you are doing well 🧡
@stephmorrish2506
@stephmorrish2506 Жыл бұрын
As a survivor of child abuse. I developed C-PTSD and a seizure disorder from the abuse and this song describes everything so perfectly. Thankyou
@tyrachristie5513
@tyrachristie5513 Жыл бұрын
Yay! I'm glad you survived, I'm trying to pull myself out of a similar hole and its so hard and people just don't understand that.
@stephmorrish2506
@stephmorrish2506 Жыл бұрын
@Tyra Christie don't give up! It's tough and I still have my rough days but eventually the good moments will outweigh the bad
@ryanmouser9890
@ryanmouser9890 Жыл бұрын
I've said it before, and I'll say it again... your music and vulnerability are healing the world. ❤‍🩹 This was beautifully done, BLÜ EYES, Brittany, and Bella! 💙
@brittanybphoto
@brittanybphoto Жыл бұрын
Thank you Ryan!! Bella made her debut!
@emmakarp-hecker8794
@emmakarp-hecker8794 7 ай бұрын
As a cancer survivor I listen to this song a lot
@_asantesana_squashbanana_
@_asantesana_squashbanana_ Жыл бұрын
Finally, a song for survivors like us. Trying to forge a new life in an irrevocably altered mind and body, most often deprived of answers, guidance and understanding. Even belief. All while trying to even begin to process and grieve what we have lost. We are stronger than all of them, for we have gone through hell, sometimes things people say that could not live through, and yet somehow, we take that other step forward, sometimes crawling, or using our hands to drag us forwards, forward into the unknown, like trying fo navigate a cliffside with a blindfold. We know the darker side of life, yet we still search for the light, and as a community, often help remind others that they are still here, and life can still mean something. Just don't give up. We are different, but we can forge something from the ashes of our old selves and old lives to create something unique. It will always be hard, but we are survivors and we should make the most of the life we have left. Small moments. Small steps. Experiment. Explore. Experience. It is not over. No matter what we endure, we are inherently worthy of good. Don't forget self care, and to find moments of joy and contentment. It may be like mining, but the gems are there if one doesn't stop looking for them. They are ours to be enjoyed. They will bring us soms reprieve and sustain us. Take care of yourselves, and each other. There is still hope, whatever that may look like in our individual, but shared journey through a myriad of severe and chronic mental and physical health issues. The invalidated pain and trauma of it all. Change what you can, and get support to help adapt to what you can't. Just don't give up. In the darkest of nights, the stars and shine the brightest. Despite our struggles, we can too. We will, shine too.
@louisac8176
@louisac8176 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for this, I felt seen 💕
@XxShadowSnip3RxX
@XxShadowSnip3RxX Жыл бұрын
Wow, beautifully written. ❤️
@51-malavika51
@51-malavika51 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for ur kind words 😭🙏
@Brittani_13
@Brittani_13 Жыл бұрын
You put into words what I cannot. Thank you 🙏 “… so I blamed myself.”
@mightymorganl6890
@mightymorganl6890 Жыл бұрын
I’ve never ever ever related to a song more in my life. Thank you for giving me this. I have chronic illnesses, and I’ve been through so much that makes this song hit so incredibly hard
@emilyrosebrennan
@emilyrosebrennan Жыл бұрын
As someone who has been struggling with severe PTSD and depression I am so grateful for this song. I feel like the words are just ones my heart songs to
@briannaleigh5669
@briannaleigh5669 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for making this song. This is the first song that has given me relief from my emotions in such a long time. I was diagnosed with autism about 6 months ago, I spent my life not understanding myself or why I felt the way I did and no one understood it. It took the biggest breakdown of my life for me to realize I needed to figure out what was happening. I got out of a toxic relationship and became hospitalized, which was terrifying and went through the hardest part of my life so far. I’ve spent most of my life feeling broken. My diagnosis has helped me so much in ways that no one else can. This song expresses all my feelings and I’m so thankful to have found it.
@ariannerandle
@ariannerandle Жыл бұрын
As someone also with invisible disabilities, everyday is a struggle. When noone else see's me, I do feel seen listening to this song 🥺 thank you ❤️
@caitlynosullivan9426
@caitlynosullivan9426 Жыл бұрын
This song made me cry. The accuracy of the chronic illness struggle. 🥺
@jennaluong5895
@jennaluong5895 Жыл бұрын
The first time I heard this song, my eyes welled up in tears when you sang the first line. This is absolutely amazing, this also led me to discovering your other songs and I can say I'm 100% fan and cannot wait to see where you go in life with your talent.
@fayebennekou9401
@fayebennekou9401 5 ай бұрын
As a person who struggles with chronic illness this is exactly what I needed thank you
@MidnightLabyrinth12
@MidnightLabyrinth12 Жыл бұрын
From physical unknown disabilities to trauma and mental illness, this helps me feel seen, like I'm not alone on this
@biancalebron4610
@biancalebron4610 Жыл бұрын
Same here 🧡
@kgrayston
@kgrayston Жыл бұрын
Ive been sitting here crying 12 year old pain I’ve never been able to access listening to this song. 12 months stuck in my house with multiple chemical sensitivity and down to a diet of two foods and baby formula. I have three beautiful boys and a different life now but I’m still kinda sick and broken. Something giant has shifted for me tonight. I LOVE what you are doing. I’m a song writer too and I just got so inspired. Keep being REAL 🤯
@GraceHopeBlessing
@GraceHopeBlessing Жыл бұрын
Crying as I watch this. I've been having undiagnosed pain for over a year now. Sometimes I feel like I don't want to live anymore. But I keep going somehow.
@yelrain9615
@yelrain9615 Жыл бұрын
💙
@blessedtobemyself
@blessedtobemyself Жыл бұрын
Your music is so important. It matters and so do you, more than you know. Thank you❤
@sanabell9983
@sanabell9983 Жыл бұрын
I just shared this song to so many friends because by 1:15 I was crying and by 2:15 I was sobbing. I have C-PTSD from medical trauma and felt so seen. Thank you for the reminder of not being alone in it
@desireelincoln8231
@desireelincoln8231 Жыл бұрын
My 16 yr old is a POTSIE and she feels so alone watching her friends do all the things she wishes she could! Thank you for this song. As a mom I feel helpless. This is beautiful!
@kimberlirose5997
@kimberlirose5997 6 ай бұрын
Thank you, Blu Eyes for your vulnerable and raw music. I am 20 years your senior but I resonate with so much of your music! I have a disability too and resonate with the pain.
@GretaM21
@GretaM21 Жыл бұрын
“Cause I’m still here screaming what the hell is wrong with me” #chronicillnesswarrior
@emsue2011
@emsue2011 Жыл бұрын
Man what I would have given to have these songs when they first trying to diagnose me with epilepsy. Thanks for putting these songs out.
@slyvestergarcia9417
@slyvestergarcia9417 Ай бұрын
LISTENING TO THIS SMOKING A JOKNT IN THE SUNLIGHT HITS ❤️💕🌲🧘🏾🌲💕❤️
@mahalah
@mahalah Жыл бұрын
Wow. You have no idea how much this song means to me. And I’m sure will mean to thousands of other people suffering. This will be close to my heart for years to come
@Xiaoshan_
@Xiaoshan_ 7 ай бұрын
This Song has just somehow touched my soul. I could not help to cry… maybe there is a place in our heart which is so soft and sensitive and need to be healed. This song did. Hope you will getting better in your life and begin to trust the life again., no matter what happened before. No matter where you are from, no matter where you are, who you are. Bless you❤ you deserve the best.. always.. trust me.
@leonorasenong2964
@leonorasenong2964 3 ай бұрын
😢thank you 🇿🇦
@trinefj11
@trinefj11 Жыл бұрын
It’s such a wonderful song! I’m obsessed with your music and I relate hard to them! I was diagnosed with chronic illness awhile ago and had to turn my life around completely
@SorooshMhs
@SorooshMhs Жыл бұрын
I’m in tears as i write this. As someone who has dealt with a number of chronic health issues for years these really hit home to me. Thank you so much for making music that makes me feel like i’m not alone. ❤
@fionabellimain9924
@fionabellimain9924 Ай бұрын
This song explained my depression so well 😔💔
@saustinspeaks
@saustinspeaks Жыл бұрын
Katie, you gotta be kidding me. You’ve done it again, and I think this song might be your best work. Keep it up, we love you
@chelseaambrose9205
@chelseaambrose9205 Жыл бұрын
I play this song everyday, and everyday I cry 😢 over and over again. This is my anthem.
@lisaadams8004
@lisaadams8004 8 ай бұрын
Thank you for making this song. I'm on my journey of finding a diagnosis. This song means a lot to me. And take it easy as you can. Understand to learn your limits. Make sure you spare your spoons and rest plenty.
@HarryMaddison
@HarryMaddison Жыл бұрын
4 years depression and anxiety free. You go girl 🔥
@alilmorethanalilgay22
@alilmorethanalilgay22 7 ай бұрын
I have a lot of confidence issues that I dont get enough help for that go on and off, nothing physical but especially after a toxic breakup this makes me feel so much better
@welcometothewhitworths6144
@welcometothewhitworths6144 Жыл бұрын
Chronic illness anthem!! A lot of my emotions described perfectly
@BurnItUpp2009
@BurnItUpp2009 Жыл бұрын
I have chronic pain and depression. This song has made me cry 😭❤️
@ItsOliverGrace824
@ItsOliverGrace824 10 ай бұрын
When I was a baby I was diagnosed a rare condition called möbius syndrome. I can’t move my eyes or the left side of my face. When I was about 13 or 14 I started feeling like people wouldn’t like me because of my disability and because I looked a bit different. But I’ve become so much more confident and comfortable with myself and I don’t care what people think about me.
@ChessanNycomotovlog
@ChessanNycomotovlog Жыл бұрын
This needs to blowup this is such a great song both in essence and musicality
@dianacabarcas2786
@dianacabarcas2786 Жыл бұрын
We love you! Thank you for still trying to be strong and for releasing this amazing song that will stay in our hearts forever!
@brittanyzahn7939
@brittanyzahn7939 Жыл бұрын
Last year I went through my own hell when I was diagnosed with panic disorder. I've had Generalized Anxiety Disorder my whole life and thought I knew what anxiety felt like and this felt SO different. I went to doctor to specialist, to the ER looking for some sort of diagnoses. They all kept telling me I was fine. I wasn't, I lost over 30 pounds in 4 weeks, I couldn't get off of my couch other than to pace my house back and forth for hours, had to take medical leave from my new job. I was suicidal. I didn't want to feel that way anymore It was hell. Thanks to finally getting diagnosed with panic disorder and getting on proper medication and into therapy, I'm doing SO much better. But, everyday is still a struggle. I'm terrified from "relapsing" back to the darkest place I ever was. This song hits SO hard. Thanks for making beautiful music that everyone can relate to.
@amandamarnoff2072
@amandamarnoff2072 Жыл бұрын
Your music always hits head on with chronic illness life for me. Thank you so much for creating such amazing music ❤
@lprovard77
@lprovard77 Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for this. This song touches me to my core. Being chronically ill is very hard and no one seems to understand unless they “get it“.
@thejennadiaries
@thejennadiaries Жыл бұрын
It’s painful the extent to which I relate to this entire song 😢❤
@YellowSkarmory
@YellowSkarmory 4 ай бұрын
i thankfully have never dealt with the mental issues, but this song speaks to the physical effects i've suffered from diseases. especially the line about not being able to keep the windows open - my eyes are very light sensitive, so i stay in dark rooms as much as possible. it's fine by me, but it would be nice to be able to have light if i want without my eyes hurting.
@abbeneal9455
@abbeneal9455 Жыл бұрын
I live this pain daily and only people that have chronic illness can relate to me❤
@thewoolverine4420
@thewoolverine4420 Жыл бұрын
When I first got sick I was stuck in bed for a year. I could barely get up to go to the bathroom. I thought I was dying. I said goodbye to my life, my children. My husband. I didn't see the sun. I didn't go outside. The first time I finally made it out, I sat in a chair and cried happy tears feeling the winter sun on my face. I never take it for granted. I have Ehlers Danlos syndrome, MCAS, POTS, Dysautonomia and gastroparesis. It's not easy. I'm always in pain. Hearing this song... I can't help but bawl like a baby. Chronic illness is a series of days strung together in which you hope for the best. You have to push it all down and pretend not to be bothered by what you've come through to survive another moment. It's so hard. I love that someone finally made music that my soul can relate to. This is so potent. Thank you
@livingpoetrylive
@livingpoetrylive Жыл бұрын
Song are portals that help us access emotions that would otherwise remain hidden. Thank you for this song that has helped me access these suppressed parts of myself!
@jessicamorrisonco
@jessicamorrisonco 6 ай бұрын
As a lifelong eczema patient, and now #topicalsteroidwithdrawal warrior, this song and even the music video echo so much of what we go through to heal. Thank you for helping us feel seen and heard for a moment.
@danlockington2600
@danlockington2600 Жыл бұрын
Amazing song. A masterpiece. A certified BOP. A song for the Soul. An instrument to my Heart. An accepting and Healing song. I acknowledge your talent and I'm proud. Sending love from FIJI 🇫🇯 ❤ 💕 💓
@sarahrideout6129
@sarahrideout6129 Жыл бұрын
i was diagnosed with ptsd , my world flipped upside down and my body shut down and it felt like noone understood. this song is phenomenal and im so thankful for your writing!
@bestbeatstoreacid
@bestbeatstoreacid Жыл бұрын
They killed the beat with this flow!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@joer8273
@joer8273 20 күн бұрын
Holy EFF this is amazing. Brilliance in here. The droning note in the first minute, which created incredible dissonance. Genius symbolism. And I love the ending syncopation in the original that, to me, symbolizes the out of sync feeling people plague with this darkness have.
@dilennymarielis
@dilennymarielis Жыл бұрын
This girl sing so beautiful and is authentic,simple and pretty. I just discovered it and i love it
@nataliehinojosa3964
@nataliehinojosa3964 4 ай бұрын
As someone with Cerebral Palsy and CRPS, this song describes how I feel. Thank you for this song!!
@maaakaylaaa
@maaakaylaaa Жыл бұрын
I have multiple invisible illnesses. All which disable me and, one day, will take my life. It’s terrifying. So many doctors didn’t believe me. And when one did, I was waiting for the other shoe to drop. The PTSD from it is awful. I’ve since moved away from home because I couldn’t handle to see all the places I broke down. This song struck me in the deepest parts of my soul. Thank you. Keep fighting ❤️
@Adaeze611
@Adaeze611 Жыл бұрын
This. Nothing compares. Nothing.
@devonnamarie
@devonnamarie Жыл бұрын
I was 50 before they finally figured it out. Im in tears. You have given me an anthem.
@ashadamz
@ashadamz Жыл бұрын
Ive never experienced what you have but the lyrics hit my own personal issues too and im grateful for this song expressing myself as it does
@mutiaraalfisah8497
@mutiaraalfisah8497 Жыл бұрын
This song sounds like explaining my Dad thoughts. He got stroke since 2 years ago. He looks okay now he can walk, he can talk, but he is so different than he was before. He has panic attack now. He used to be a person with million of positive thoughts to people but now he can easily get mad with every small things. He overthink about every little things mostly about He cant be a "good dad" for us(his children) he blame himself for everything. Me and my family always told him that its okay now, theres nothing that we can do and a lot of things that we cant control and this is might be one so its okay. And we told him we do still love him. But he said "its easier said than done you dont understand!!!". But Dad what am i supposed to do?, to tell you that its okay. I know ill never understand you but i know ill love you forever and no matter. How do I explain to you, you are so important to me dad. Please stop blame it all on yourself. We never blame you for everything. Dad, you are okay. You are still the best dad in the world. For everyone, Im sorry if you can relate to this song. But please stop blame it all on yourself. You are matter. Im sorry if it seems like no one understand. But you should know that theres a lot of things that we cant control in this world. Overthink can slowly kill yourself. It also hurt people around you. No matter who you are and where you are, you are loved❤❤
@einhypochonderaufreisen6522
@einhypochonderaufreisen6522 Жыл бұрын
I am a survivor of medical trauma too... it needed a whole year of suffering until now (9/2022) that the trauma went away and there are not everyday or every hour flashbacks.
@ouesletiaziz3131
@ouesletiaziz3131 Жыл бұрын
hope it will go away for me too. I am suffering as hell
@einhypochonderaufreisen6522
@einhypochonderaufreisen6522 Жыл бұрын
@@ouesletiaziz3131 just go on, not giving up - patience is the key and staying with the medication for a long time that the nervous system can calm down. After that you can reduce with 10 percent and only one med at a time. What also helped me was the believe in god...
@heatherdegoski419
@heatherdegoski419 Жыл бұрын
I absolutely love this video and song. It is so powerful and so moving. 😭😭😭😭😭💙💙💙💙💙
@mireyahproffitt6555
@mireyahproffitt6555 Жыл бұрын
I can't even begin to tell you how valid this made me feel, I've been told over and over again how medical PTSD was just made up and this made me feel like I am not making it up
@theOGdebb
@theOGdebb 6 ай бұрын
This song perfectly describes what my postpartum depression felt like
@chrissy275727
@chrissy275727 Жыл бұрын
I can't stop listening to this. It's perfect. Most powerful chorus I've ever heard in my life. I love it X
@user-nj8pf9mv5s
@user-nj8pf9mv5s Жыл бұрын
This song became my favorite the moment I first listened to And the more I listen to, the more I come to love it Doesn’t it make sense? I’m not a native speaker. But I’m really happy to find this amazing song.
@hoodhomesgardens
@hoodhomesgardens 6 ай бұрын
Wish I could say it gets easier kid. It doesn't, but do things that make you happy. And never sell yourself short.
@StevenMartinOfficial
@StevenMartinOfficial Жыл бұрын
if you're listening to Blü in 2022 you have amazing taste in music 🔥
@user-md3qn9up6l
@user-md3qn9up6l 9 ай бұрын
こんなに素晴らしい曲を作ってくださってありがとうございます。 こんなに共感できる曲に初めて出会いました。この曲を聞くことが私の生きる意味にもなりました。
@chantellalee
@chantellalee Жыл бұрын
I have several invisible illnesses and I can relate to this 110%. It’s so on point. This has been shared in a FB health group and everyone loves it! Thank you!
@MissteriousMisstress
@MissteriousMisstress 11 ай бұрын
The dead of the winter of my life- in the middle of the summertime- and it still haunts me nowwwwww! Put so perfectly Katie!! ❤❤❤
@sunrequiem
@sunrequiem Жыл бұрын
this song is healing because it brings visibility to invisible struggles. sending love!
@karriesancan4349
@karriesancan4349 Жыл бұрын
I just want to say thank you!!!! All your songs reach me so deeply, I’m in suck a dark place and I know many others are but it’s nice to hear. Your voice is beautiful. ❤
@Justcharlie5
@Justcharlie5 Жыл бұрын
You just described my whole childhood growing up with chronic illnesses. I'm bawling 😖
@nooneinparticular9868
@nooneinparticular9868 Жыл бұрын
I cried an ocean listening to this.
@angelahoover1612
@angelahoover1612 Жыл бұрын
You are so incredibly talented. Please never stop creating art ❤️
@theresalynn3633
@theresalynn3633 Жыл бұрын
I’ve listen to this song so many times and I don’t think I’ll ever NOT Love it! It speaks to so many who have had medical issues, are disabled and or chronically ill etc!
@russalyncromwell3046
@russalyncromwell3046 Жыл бұрын
I want to play this for everyone who ever asks how I’m feeling post-concussion. This. Every day, this. ❤
@rjcraftcreatives
@rjcraftcreatives Жыл бұрын
You're an amazing brave. Relatable. Writer pour out feeling into words I never new could be expressed this well. Thank you your incredible ❤️
@mayaippolito9893
@mayaippolito9893 Жыл бұрын
I have never felt so seen and understood in my whole life
@themiddleone3085
@themiddleone3085 Жыл бұрын
As someone who's lived through childhood abuse, SA, Anxiety, Depression and a literal grocery list of medical issues this hit home in a way nothing else has. I've done ok for a long time but the last 18 months with covid, other illnesses, injuries and home issues my mental health has gotten so bad I haven't been able to leave the house without help . I spend my time crying and sleeping so much my spouse finally encouraged me to reach out for help again.
@Kyrasaur_
@Kyrasaur_ Жыл бұрын
The amount of times this song has made me sob because I just feel so heard in this song
@xtophernook
@xtophernook Жыл бұрын
Amazing. Absolutely amazing.
@jessicamarsilio3304
@jessicamarsilio3304 Жыл бұрын
Damn this song hit hard, between invisible illness, autoimmune condition and queried second AIC i feel this so deeply. Thank you for making me feel understood and not so alone... it's so tough
@MatthewBess
@MatthewBess Жыл бұрын
This song hits me harder than anything has in a long time. I've definitely gotta work up an acoustic cover.
@RiyaKumari-kq3wn
@RiyaKumari-kq3wn Жыл бұрын
Today I listened to this song and I can really really feel myself in this. I have been through that situation and that was so scary can't explain it to anyone as I don't have words to explain that feeling what I used to feel
@user-yu1dv7bo3g
@user-yu1dv7bo3g 11 ай бұрын
もっとこの曲がたくさんの人に聴かれますように🫶🏻
@andrewgautron4404
@andrewgautron4404 Жыл бұрын
I was almost unconscious of the fact that I had started crying when we got to "So I.. blamed... my... self". Jesus. It's STILL effin me up lol
@XxVoiseyxX
@XxVoiseyxX Жыл бұрын
Cried listening to this and I think it's only because it speaks so many levels. Both mentally and physically I'm struggling and I'm now being told they think there's more than just my current invisible disability going on (or disabilities if you count mental health).
@emilymayy
@emilymayy Жыл бұрын
Always grateful for your music but this song in particular is so healing. thank you
@kittylovekid364
@kittylovekid364 Жыл бұрын
I have medical ptsd and chronic illness. This song hit so much of me. Thanks for being real.
@shaeleetate431
@shaeleetate431 Жыл бұрын
i’m crying. you literally summed it up. thank you so much for this 🥹
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