black box recorder - child psychology (lyrics)

[@pau8652]

I love songs that tell stories.

[@gaiag9926]

do u know other songs like this?i can t find simalar song to this

[@pau8652]

@@gaiag9926 7 years A million men Ultraviolence Television/so far everything is good Ride (the 10 min video) Melody of a murder 5 years time Carmen ♡

[@papamochilittlemochi4064]

@@pau8652 the ride is lana i’m pretty sure. (it took me awhile to look for it)

[@dracuIascoffin]

@@gaiag9926 gods and monsters by lana is pretty similar too :)

[@dx26r]

@@dracuIascoffin true. but west coast is by far the one..

[@shaym4306]

The fact that, that one line motivated me to get over shit more than any bubbly quote ever did lmao

[@YukiTorres]

If it’s the line that sings,” kill your self or get over it” then yes I also relate to you. I had 0 fucking motivation, now I’m standing on top of my bed forcing myself to keep on going.

[@criminalcrystal]

Me

[@ramak5226]

@@thehermionegrangerryou will eventually

[@whimsical_angel7189]

frrrr!!! more than motivating quotes and low key more than people telling me stuff like "it gets better"

[@natasha5553]

I mean it told me to get over my shit too but in a more detached numb way or "idc what happens nothing bad ever happened to me it's whatever it is what it is" but somehow it made me more miserable and disassociated from the world around me but hey atleast I'm doing good in the world's eyes for the most part

[@eyekandi]

as someone with selective mutism this is so relatable. I stopped talking at 3 to strangers and kids and then finally started being able to talk to strangers around 14.

[@eyekandi]

@@xleepy221 ty:)

[@NikolaG0gol]

ong same

[@wabi--sabi]

OMG i used to have this, just in my teenager i started to talk in my school

[@wabi--sabi]

whats more "funny" is that i really stopped talking when I was six.

[@laurenmungaray3912]

I have selective mutism too...

[@rwuiinedd9411]

those 16 dislikes are people that can't accept that life is unfair.

[@dinnerbone444]

this comment makes me reminisce

[@luv_arson]

@@dinnerbone444 if only we could go back

[@catalinab794]

it only is what you say to yourself that it is. i cannot accept it(i like this song though)

[@garfballs]

missing when you could see dislikes

[@luccaskingo]

Its me

[@user-cq8ye9nz3g]

the way they say “kys” takes me out 💀 love this song tho

[@Luixxxd1]

well, you got two options...

[@rorymarcel228]

@@Luixxxd1 lmao

[@fairy8765]

For a weird reason this song is very calming, I like the sound of her voice

[@maggotchic1540]

why did i think lana sang this

[@kallia6876]

Frrrr omg

[@zomb6]

SAME LMAO

[@Lucas13344]

samee

[@thinkimbored104]

And I was about to ask that

[@user-hq1uk5yq8l]

Me too

[@hornychristiangirl]

"i stopped talkin when i was six years old" how is this not effy

[@Alixsup]

whats effy?

[@anandag.8855]

@@Alixsup character from skins

[@costcofreezers]

@@Alixsup effy stonem from the show skins

[@milaanna444]

when i first heard this song i immediately thought of effy 💀

[@dominicvega9267]

Gayyyy

[@dinnerbone444]

last night i woke up at 1 am, and this song was playing. i was half asleep so this was the weirdest thing to hear in the middle of the night

[@aidenwilson8113]

I listened to this in a breakdown and thought it was a fever dream lol

[@moneyhearts]

must’ve been some cool memory tho i love random things like that it’s what keeps me living

[@dinnerbone444]

@@moneyhearts yeah i was a little scared at first though lol

[@michellenash4101]

@@dinnerbone444 lmfao u ok?

[@kumanedayo6915]

The song telling you to kys while you re half awake

[@angellindamaye]

"My parents welcomed me with loving arms, that within an hour we're back at each other's throats. Normal, happy childhood back on course." Fucking ouch

[@magnolia7212]

This song is how I feel 90% of the time

[@baekhyunandeggs3564]

I also stopped talking when I was six years old, then was able to talk again when I was 10 years old after meeting this boy who was so talkative, I couldn’t help but also talk to him, and he broke me but also made me have my ego again, somehow. I was passive back then but learned how to fight and be honest because of him.

[@evelin2970]

As a neurodivergent person this song hits me in a very different way.

[@julia_x8647]

This song hits hard when you’ve experienced selective mutism on your own skin. It’s breaking and healing my soul all at the same time. I’m glad I wasn’t the only one.

[@kittychibii]

true, I have selective mutism since I’m a child, I still have it

[@Lucy-gj7gk]

real. i have selective mutism and the hardest thing to deal with is how unpredictable it is. like one day im talking fine with someone and having a good time, the next day i cant get a single word out and they think im being rude but i just physically can’t. i completely understand how you feel

[@Iflirtwith_suicide]

i dont know why but this song is so comforting and relateable

[@dollsongsyuri]

i love her voice tone so much

[@ell18888]

I kinda wish the whole song was singing, but it's really interesting with a story

[@luxbaby444]

alison is pretty but this gives effy vibes 100%

[@bellzeebu]

wow yes

[@Kc_7777]

Yess

[@samantharackley3882]

yes effy!!

[@user-wf9cw8nc3n]

Right

[@norangy6676]

Fr

[@ladyofthemoon1319]

“Life is unfair,kill yourself or get over it” to all my relatives including the ones I hate.I don’t have much I hate but it’s very rare to see a good one.They were raised by themselves,surviving wars and racism.I can’t blame them but I can’t give them the right to be so destructive to others.Mostly their children.I am tired of raising ur children but rather than them doing the “parenting” I will do it.This is my mindset since I know myself.

[@Ew.mp3]

this song is so addicting and calming

[@Micaela022]

i think i am obssesed with this song

[@enk335]

I love this song so much. I relate to it so much. I have depression, gad, adhd and asd but that's not the point. The point is I've always felt disconnected, almost inhuman, chronically bored with life, and though I'm doing my best to get better that doesn't mean I don't struggle. In fact, every day is a struggle. Only because I ironically know that death isn't an option. This song is really good to just let out some tears to.

[@aidenwilson8113]

What’s gad

[@dave5161]

@@aidenwilson8113 generalized anxiety disorder

[@neptune.5758]

whats asd

[@eryeoo]

@@neptune.5758 Autism spectrum disorder

[@user-no7sg8to5e]

holy shit you’re me

[@EchoFerreira]

I hope I can make something this incredible one day

[@jasmineamberroy]

you can & you will

[@p1llpr1nce55]

i believe in you!

[@lilniris]

Make one day today! You got this 💕 Can’t wait to hear it!

[@spooonkz]

you’ve got this :)

[@modelstatus3456]

I'm sure you will

[@kaliyahjade]

I love their voice it’s so calming and soft lolz

[@zuzuu428]

i love alison

[@VMrevelations]

who is Alison?

[@certainlyevie]

@@VMrevelations alison is the girl in the backround, shes a character from pretty little liars.

[@VMrevelations]

@@certainlyevie ty, Didn't know

[@agonamber]

i don’t

[@satinluva-4302]

I don’t🤗

[@loren9167]

what a lovely voice

[@silentshadow2957]

As someone who has always struggled with speech and living in a dysfunctional family, I love this song. It's so bitter but so sweet and soothing at the same time. The picture ties it all together too. That shrug says, "Oh well, this is my life, get over it," while also showing a glimpse of the pain concealed within. I love it.

[@Freyasdiary-emms]

the fact that this song hits right in the spot...

[@Dead00017]

I hope ur okkk

[@lexireis8431]

I could definitely imagine Allison listening to this.

[@d.akiehs]

Who's Allison?

[@pennyroyalT]

@@d.akiehs a character from pretty little liars

[@baddie1750]

I’ve had this song stuck in my head for 8 hours omg

[@baddie1750]

i dont reamber commenting this

[@wacko8665]

Love that for you

[@yourLocalPopPunkFan]

Last night I had it stuck in my head so long omg

[@lucylatangona]

Her voice reminds me of Myrtle Snow from AHS

[@kirra8502]

omg it does

[@nails4592]

myrtle is honestly an angel

[@puppiedollz]

its true omg

[@johnticarr1747]

I would listen to this everyday like fr

[@ceeseee]

Like i used to be kind and friendly but got bullied and harassed now i'm stuck with severe anxiety & ptsd. People call me weird & autistic and i'm so tired of it!

[@tothebeyond6318]

honestly fr, i'm so much happier now that i didn't get bullied but people will still comments about you without knowing your past and all it does is taking effects on you.

[@sad.m0r0n]

Alison perfectly fits this song

[@stargazerrrrrrrrrr]

Gonna have many thoughts in school , I can barely get words out at certain moments. It's horrible but I'm here., not doing amazing but I'm breathing.

[@innactiveaccount7390]

you're doing great, love

[@stargazerrrrrrrrrr]

@@innactiveaccount7390 thank you, I'm doing so much better and you made it even better

[@Arii27]

This made me feel so better. I’ve always felt so alone, thank you.

[@stargazerrrrrrrrrr]

@@Arii27 :))

[@grandmagertrude]

this song gives lisa rowe energy and i love it

[@eshaxee]

I FINALLY FOUND THIS SONG AGAIN OMFG

[@dollsongsyuri]

also Effy Stonem vibes

[@paigeeee9946]

omg yes

[@dollsongsyuri]

@@paigeeee9946 :')💖

[@petrovicisimon7501]

So quirky

[@faildabortion]

@@petrovicisimon7501 it has nothing to do with quirkiness

[@petrovicisimon7501]

@@faildabortion effy always tries to be edgy ,that's really sad lmao

[@karlavelazquez6958]

sounds like an unreleased song by lana del rey ❤️

[@kirra8502]

it really does

[@lobotomizadah]

i tough it was lana del rey 😨

[@hellosophied]

you should check out black box recorders tho the songs are so good

[@weronika2130]

YESSS

[@sporteechannel4788]

this was released 20 years ago before lana

[@htxx_erika]

This band is so underrated lol

[@adrija9340]

I first listened to this song yesterday and I can’t stop thinking about it now

[@stcrrgazed]

“i like this song, it makes me gloomy.” “gloom is good.” “really gloomy.”

[@JiwonChu1996]

omg this fits allison so well wtf i never noticed how much it fits until now

[@garnetcarnation6029]

Does anyone else notice around 3:20 when it starts singing the chorus again theres a male voice this time, as if a relative saying it at her as part of the story?

[@Renbadoobee]

Yea I hear it

[@NootNoot02]

The male voice is here from the first chorus but I get what you mean anyway

[@breannastewart1870]

idc what people say about tiktok i wil always love tikto for showing me this song

[@tothebeyond6318]

Yep, as long as they didn't make weird remixes i'll thank them for showing this amazing song

[@ravinethorns7440]

This song in a way feels relatable I feel something is wrong with me but I can’t put my finger on it

[@Karoline7787]

I stopped talking when I was six years old I didn't want anything more to do with the outside world I was happy being quiet But, of course, they wouldn't leave me alone My parents tried every trick in the book From speech therapists to child psychologists They even tried bribery I could have anything As long as I said it out loud Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it Of course this episode didn't last forever I'd made my point and it was time to move on To peel away the next layer of deceit And see what new surprises lay in store My school report said I showed no interest "A disruptive influence" I felt sorry for them in a way And when they finally expelled me It didn't mean a thing Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it

[@cutelittleduckfriend8379]

This song reminds me more of Cassie from Skins then anything. And for no reason either because Cassie really doesn't have much a back story. But it just makes me think of her.

[@aurora1871]

this is like 100% effy but the "life is unfair kys or get over it" feels like sth Lisa Rowe would say

[@kurtcobaindupe]

This song always reminded me of girl interrupted tbh

[@5thjuly]

im so in love with this song

[@103tilltheworldblow7]

Say what yall want about them but Sonic Youth really influenced alot of new age lo-fi and indie artists and I'm thankful they are a completely disrespected band for what they did for indie/punk sub genres. I hear them and a bit of The Velvet Underground on this track not saying they were the inspiration but the sound is uncanny and I'm loving it. Iykyk I'm only 24 so please stretch your playlists if you haven't heard either it'll be worth it I promise.

[@kurtcobaindupe]

Such a bittersweet song, nothing much like it to be frank.

[@camillaveiga29]

3:12 this voice sounds like Lana

[@StarzznScarzz]

One time I talked to my brother about how I felt (keep in mind I’ve never told him or anyone how I felt) all he told me after I poured my heart out to him was "life is unfair" ever since that day I’ve never told him anything and this song always reminds me of it

[@julie4068]

"kill yourself or get over it." this..this makes me feel something strange inside..

[@lemonlover-rg5ni]

New National anthem

[@maariyahshamsi7061]

Heard this in Gilmore girls and loved it, it has a lana vibe to it

[@trabelsisyrine8083]

Me tooooooo💔 I was looking for your comment

[@frictionlessfriction5862]

atleast I’m not the only one, thank you guys, I genuinely appreciate all of you.

[@patrickstar28]

There’s smth about this song that brings peace in my soul

[@Hesavedher]

My comfort song

[@crypidneko]

this song is so relatable to me but instead of speaking its understanding

[@missionhill7863]

This song is so beautiful right now

[@kittysmai]

this so like so relatable.. I had selective mutism.. LOL I didn’t even know that was a thing until I watched Effy from Skins. I only spoke to really good friends I knew and trusted. I only spoke when I had too as well. The bribery part is so true lmao I remember my teachers would say if I yelled I would get 100 points and I remember everybody looking at me, waiting for me to yell but I never did 😭 At home I spoke A LOT but at school.. nope. I started talking once I hit middle school lmao thank GOD.

[@mashashishkevich4701]

I used to listen to this song back in july-august every single day and i'm getting so many warm memories I love this thank you ❤️

[@_Zelia_]

Listening to this song makes me feel so comfortable

[@kiddoprayer1843]

i love this song sm

[@Red_Rhinestones]

Juat found this song and im in love with it.

[@alexiaedwards3125]

I feel like this song would be great in the first season of ahs, it should've been part of tate and violets moments

[@handsomehead1381]

STOP TALKINGGG

[@nayeliha7502]

AAAA amooo

[@luanov5683]

this is really good

[@jauume]

i can't get over it haha

[@fanfiction8853]

I love how this song is :]

[@hazellevesquesupremacy]

Here before this blows up (i really hope it does its underrated)

[@oldphart9090]

written out lyrics: I stopped talking when I was six years old I didn't want anything more to do with the outside world I was happy being quiet But, of course, they wouldn't leave me alone My parents tried every trick in the book From speech therapists to child psychologists They even tried bribery I could have anything As long as I said it out loud Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it Of course this episode didn't last forever I'd made my point and it was time to move on To peel away the next layer of deceit And see what new surprises lay in store My school report said I showed no interest "A disruptive influence" I felt sorry for them in a way And when they finally expelled me It didn't mean a thing Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it At that time she stopped what she was doing, she stopped playing She stared, she had the facial grimacing And then the psychiatrist was saying "Julie, Julie, can you hear me? Can you open your eyes?" "Can you stick out your tongue?" And all of a sudden, Julie struck out The November day I came home The Christmas decorations were already up Spray on snow, colored flashing lights And an artificial tree that played Silent Night Over and over again My parents welcomed me with loving arms But within an hour were back at each others throats Normal, happy childhood back on course Batteries not included Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it

[@who8776]

Ok but Alison in the background 😩💪

[@starlyfafa]

i always heard this song on tik tok but decided to listen to the full version after hearing it on gilmore girls 😃

[@criminalcrystal]

When was it in Gilmore girls? Episode season?

[@marylisbon7]

Samee

[@marylisbon7]

​@@criminalcrystal It was in season 1 last episodes or 2 earlierst Lane and Rory were listening to it

[@reese334]

Idk why but this song reminds me of tori from the heart stopper comics

[@prcjrs]

love this

[@woshiainolagi]

my current fav songs

[@Smellyavocados]

Omg i first heard this song when i was watching gilmore girls

[@Lucas13344]

this is amazing

[@r4everr]

I lost my best friend ... Nisa i love u sm i will never forget you

[@Screamwaves]

Im so happy this song is popular, Black box recorder is such an amazing band and im so upset they are so underrated, but atleast this song is a good one.

[@sleepynoodlesromi]

I just got dymped so i was looking for sad music. I love this

[@lau9906]

mt bomm! i essa msc combina com a ali

[@a_fucking_star]

Beautiful song

[@minnt_txt]

i wanna find more songs with this vibe

[@andromeda5126]

Lana Del rey songs

[@_Zelia_]

​@@andromeda5126 Yup I feel like most of the people that like this song are lana del rey fans including myself

[@andromeda5126]

Also TV Girl and Eyedress

[@_Zelia_]

@@andromeda5126 yeah I love these 2 ❤️

[@littlbodybigtears]

other songs by black box recorder , my personal favourite is kidnapping an heiress

[@kir3i326]

!i

[@thekidsnextdoor1.]

This song gives some vibes🧍🏻‍♀️

[@Ellie-iz1wn]

This song is about Effy idc idc

[@niko-yo2dp]

YES

[@peachesbvssyshaert6916]

I'm not crying you are

[@somethingyoucanimagine]

Gostei da vibe da música.

[@michaelafton3642]

this song tells stories about their childhood

[@theunknownofknowns1688]

Having selective mutism it’s relatable

[@shaym4306]

This song is everything 🌿🖤 best type of fever dream

[@serenity4773]

the first part of this song is literally me

[@_aaakyatsww]

I love song

[@horchatamochi1006]

Coming here everytime I feel like this

[@emiven9592]

come back 🙏

[@dinnerbone444]

@@emiven9592 well………idk if you’d want them to come back

[@svetlananana9609]

🌅Glad you are at a better place. Everything is temporary

[@rem7408]

hayat gerçekten adil değil.

[@user-lp2bo6fu1s]

Acho que eu nunca vou superar o quão injusta a vida é, acho que vou escolher a primeira opção.