"Fans get weird and get attached to you and weird stuff" LMAO i mean, he's not wrong
@kung-fukennyfamily7 жыл бұрын
IKR.
@RegalRexus7 жыл бұрын
My friend who is a blackbear fanatic tattooed cybersex on her butt, yeah you can say the fans get a lil attached hahaha
@PepperPapi695 жыл бұрын
FAXXX IT AINT WEIRD GANG GANG
@trailer.prince4 жыл бұрын
LMAO it's blackbear how can we not? but hahaha ikr
@lynn1676 Жыл бұрын
THAT'S...thE ticket
@ChristopherTito7 жыл бұрын
"My mom was on food stamps and now she lives on the beach" More inspired than ever after watching this. Thank you for the interview!
@awfullyawful97796 жыл бұрын
Christopher Tito how?
@miriam-qp8gz5 жыл бұрын
Awfully Awful Food stamps are what people who can’t afford food have to use in the grocery store. And now they live on the beach which is more inspiring than ever.
@angelacevedovega55333 жыл бұрын
Just start drinking heavy and be drug addict and almost die cuz of it and become depressed.
@theolajean61717 жыл бұрын
i love his voice so much, not only when he's singing but also when he's just talking...like... is it just me or I might have a problem..ok
@lifewithjenna5437 жыл бұрын
Theola Jean no I love his voice ughhhh
@theolajean61717 жыл бұрын
That's what I'm saying... That I love his voice...
@giuliamule20797 жыл бұрын
Theola Jean he's everytime hot
@plzdontfeedthecows7 жыл бұрын
It's very soothing lol
@jeannie5537 жыл бұрын
Theola Jean I fucking agreeeee 😩
@frazahsa27367 жыл бұрын
i got mad respect for bear, absolutely love his music. he been slept on forever now but he finally started to blow up. i see this man going big places, the fact that he had to battle something that severe, spent a year in the hospital, and hes back. mad respect.
@shadybish30387 жыл бұрын
frazaha preach 🙏🙏
@meladite7 жыл бұрын
I love how he's just wearing his own merch.
@siIIylittlegoof6 жыл бұрын
gotta rep my man
@leedleleedleleedlelee61886 жыл бұрын
👏 Get👏 That 👏Promo👏
@johnlexteryap23666 жыл бұрын
He's his own brand 😎
@siIIylittlegoof6 жыл бұрын
@@leedleleedleleedlelee6188 stop being cringy man... grow up
@xXDunceBoyXx5 жыл бұрын
@@siIIylittlegoof How about you grow up, and let people Express their feelings about something without judging them for how they put it out there.
@akirniayt35437 жыл бұрын
My god he's fine
@Alex-no6wb7 жыл бұрын
•••Emmy ••• that's what I was thinking the whole time like omg his nose and jaw structure is beautiful. He's beautiful
@neesajanae7987 жыл бұрын
•••Emmy ••• YES
@prettymuchaheadass3487 жыл бұрын
FOR FUCKING REAL
@vialovialo63827 жыл бұрын
•••Emmy ••• RIGHT
@jeannie5537 жыл бұрын
•••Emmy ••• I second that 😩
@user-pp7hz8vk6i7 жыл бұрын
been looking for a 2017 interview for ages!! it's so nice to see him talk about his music!
@iriejohns79017 жыл бұрын
gayl gobourne he has another one too I think the channel it's on is "oh jezuz "
@user-pp7hz8vk6i7 жыл бұрын
ik! i watched it after this then realized that other one was uploaded before this one lol
@cheldori.16287 жыл бұрын
gayl gobourne ιкя ѕαмє!
@bellereed71447 жыл бұрын
damn gayl i see u
@unitewithmusic.lyricsletra26727 жыл бұрын
can we just acknowledge the fact that Black bear looks exactly like Tyler Carter is it just me?
@Carolina-tb4gl7 жыл бұрын
But like who the fuck would cheat on Blackbear like damn
@tora38997 жыл бұрын
Phan Trash ikr lol
@cayenne45367 жыл бұрын
Phan Trash hey phammm
@aprilsfool60457 жыл бұрын
True also phamily
@emily-ud2bp7 жыл бұрын
Hey fam and ikr
@cayenne45367 жыл бұрын
Twenty Øne Crybabies At The Disco! Lover |-/
@frigausername18927 жыл бұрын
god his smile could light up an entire city
@retrolynn69835 жыл бұрын
fertilizer right?!
@abilouise99187 жыл бұрын
4:16 that smile omg
@jayla.43437 жыл бұрын
Lol ikr ew
@beatrizamorim68735 жыл бұрын
So cute ♥♥
@retrolynn69835 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@eva446662 жыл бұрын
cringe
@Christoferdrewlovful7 жыл бұрын
"My ex fiancée" girlie you were about to marry the best and ruined that smh
@rezebombs7 жыл бұрын
Emily do u know who his fiance was
@natasza10387 жыл бұрын
Emily i want to know who it was, i though he had only girlfriends
@Christoferdrewlovful7 жыл бұрын
I was really guessing it was Anne Marie because they were together for a long long time (since 2014) and he even said she cheated.... so i was like ?!?!?!? but they never said they were engaged and they broke up recently too.
@gothicpandas29407 жыл бұрын
Emily could've been madds?
@youtubeg2_8117 жыл бұрын
Emily i think it was Nylo
@tiscayea50007 жыл бұрын
11:21 blackbear straight up giving the formula
@bubblebay83447 жыл бұрын
Tis Cayea That califormula ;)
@a.l33n7 жыл бұрын
Bubble Bay lol dats wut i was thinking when i came across this comment xD
@xanno56946 жыл бұрын
I'ma need a audio Lord translator, duet? Waves plugins? Cla2a? L1 on master?
kate seemed like he was getting annoyed that the interviewer guy kept cutting him off.
@RySmith10177 жыл бұрын
i'm the only guy i know who likes bear's music lol he's gotten so far since i heard idfc in 2015
@sarahgerrard117 жыл бұрын
Ryan Smith i hear ya, no one i know has even heard of him and i'd drop anything to see him live, love his voice, never get sing of his stuff.
@sarahgerrard117 жыл бұрын
Ryan Smith *sick of
@retrolynn69835 жыл бұрын
I know right? He was a great singer then (still play that song on repeat) and he still is now
@jasperkoppelaar16355 жыл бұрын
Lmao I'm a guy and i wanna go to his show but in the group we're going in there's only 1 other guy so feel ya
@ItsMeBluu4 жыл бұрын
@Pau Alcón 😭😭lmaoo
@TeesAdventures7 жыл бұрын
This guy is down to earth and real, I love it
@medhir267 жыл бұрын
AdventuresOfTinTin no not really. Like he is real but he isn't down to earth. Which is fine he deserves to Brag
@ranad50197 жыл бұрын
god i love him so much
@feodora62957 жыл бұрын
yess
@crazywebshowgirl097 жыл бұрын
Am I the only one who can listen and watch bear's interviews all day?
@GGz6137 жыл бұрын
No I can listen/watch for hours day's even...he's EVERYTHING😍
@emily-ud2bp7 жыл бұрын
Crazywebshowgirl09 nope cause samee
@trinitycrystal87126 жыл бұрын
Tori Vonapartis no you are not the only one
@tysonxx99456 жыл бұрын
Nope
@angelacevedovega55333 жыл бұрын
@@trinitycrystal8712 you do know you can click on her name and do not have to type it out right
@lucindawilliamslw7 жыл бұрын
Is voice makes my heart *MELT*
@tiedyeghost16937 жыл бұрын
anyone else catch blackbear trying to tell the interviewer not to mention drugs and he just goes ahead anyways? around 8:45
@jeannie5537 жыл бұрын
Tiedye Ghost oh shizzle I just noticed that
@justycecarey31667 жыл бұрын
Oh shit I didn't see that at first😔
@retrolynn69835 жыл бұрын
Damn, yeah
@yulianna17365 жыл бұрын
I rewatched it and deadass my heart hurt :(
@oliverj.1695 жыл бұрын
That's fucked up. People should respect what other people do and don't wanna talk about
@bearoxnoose2157 жыл бұрын
I NEED HIS JACKET
@chelji7 жыл бұрын
digital druglord issa custom body suit
@gullysteph7 жыл бұрын
OfficialChelji do you know from where?
@chelji7 жыл бұрын
stephanie paque sav_noir on instagram!
@gullysteph7 жыл бұрын
OfficialChelji thank you very much
@TheBozeman77 жыл бұрын
Blackbear ft Post Malone!!! Please make it happen
@lucacandido18587 жыл бұрын
ewww no
@al3xx.x7 жыл бұрын
Oscar Gonzalez please no
@Franklinberry7737 жыл бұрын
that'd be fire dude
@fantellerhur7 жыл бұрын
HELL FUCKING YES
@edgyjoji37777 жыл бұрын
YASss
@fabulousalenore567 жыл бұрын
I love blackbear, glad he's not dead 💕 keep making masterpieces
@shainneb79697 жыл бұрын
I fucking love him and his attitude. like yass be fucking sassy and yourself
@taylorbrennan80277 жыл бұрын
his story is so amazing
@benhurzz7 жыл бұрын
this guy is hella underrated man
@Mishmishkiwi7 жыл бұрын
My friends said "who the fuck listens to blackbear lmao" me: "me bitch, and 50 million other people"
@gotripoveraknife42357 жыл бұрын
Jomana well your friends and I need need to have a talk
@panda8395785676596107 жыл бұрын
dudes,, i now have mad respect for this guy. he's been doing everything himself? and making music since 7th grade?? he's literally the kind of self employed badass i aSPIRE to be
@lunaofc73067 жыл бұрын
I love how they keep cutting eachother off, it doesn't make me mad, I just find it really funny.
@tylerwabnitz79337 жыл бұрын
Bear you're the shit bro
@RufusBunny1017 жыл бұрын
His nails are painted, I love it
@luxury-style69056 жыл бұрын
togrosso A.R.T
@jaimejhernandez16 жыл бұрын
So he doesn't bite them. Probably from constant stress/anxiety; had a few friends who had to do that so the taste of nail polish keeps them from biting
@SNKYOfficial7 жыл бұрын
bear is soooo adorable, it's difficult not to love him xx 😍
@kimberlyxo21357 жыл бұрын
Blackbear seems like an amazing person to hang out with
@lukefallon99187 жыл бұрын
damn bear just gave away the perfect mix/master advice ive ever heard in less than 15 seconds 11:35
@勃-r3o7 жыл бұрын
Luke Fallon Finally! I've been looking for someone to talk about this in the comments lol
@christinajacobs75905 жыл бұрын
Hes a real one for that.
@mugiwaku7 жыл бұрын
9:34 "I'm a really weird person" that's why we can all relate to you and look so much up to you, WEIRD IS THE BEST, love you and stay as you are boo
@josiebaker53282 жыл бұрын
I love everything about Bear. His voice could soothe me to sleep.
@kizmaruu43017 жыл бұрын
this is the first time ive ever heard blackbears voice without singing and i just... wow i didnt expect this
@ItsMeBluu4 жыл бұрын
Righttt! Im addicted😩
@mckennabond59267 жыл бұрын
Bear: Yeah... I got a real hard mixtape coming in the fall.. I think I'm gonna name it ... shit bag
@mikailabarria7187 жыл бұрын
Omg it's my dad and I love him more then ever like I love you so fucking much blackbear like I told everyone about you and then everyone loves you like I'm so proud and happy and it lowkey makes me so emotional just seeing how successful you are becoming, and you are gonna make everyone proud and prove everyone wrong who puts you down okay.
@debbiev8887 жыл бұрын
I love Mike's and Bear's friendship so much. I'm glad they're doing Mansionz bc it's so amazing. (And it's upsetting when people are so offended by Mike and Bear being shirtless on the cover bc they're just doing them! It's pretty sad that it's considered "controversial")
@itsjvck17 жыл бұрын
debbie v it does make me a little uncomfortable, but I don't really give a shit about it lmao
@debbiev8887 жыл бұрын
JVCKHMR That's what I don't get. Why would anyone be uncomfortable by it? just the fact that it's two shirtless males chilling ? They're not even posing suggestively lol
@limzining7 жыл бұрын
+debbie v exactly it's so lame. I actl like the album artwork, cuz it seems so chill.
@jayrod25367 жыл бұрын
debbie v no...I'm a str8 man and that album cover is sus asf lol but idc if they're gay or not, they both make bangers.
@Jaliaanreese6 жыл бұрын
Jay Rod you're unconfertable with yourself then my guy
@taylarlauren85397 жыл бұрын
It's so amazing how far I've seen him go. From releasing music as Mat Musto to Beartrap records is incredible. So much respect for him. He's an amazing artist! Keep going Bear ❤
@tigeress6993 жыл бұрын
I remember when I discovered him four of five years ago and to see him with such success makes me so happy! He deserves it
@Julia-mn5wp7 жыл бұрын
blackbear being sad breaks my heart like wtf he deserves the world he's amazing
@sarasaunders71147 жыл бұрын
I seriously love Blackbear. My favorite artist for sure and I loveeee Mansionz! Can't wait to hear the collab with 24 hrs🙌🏼
@ricciamber7 жыл бұрын
where is his attention at?! Something is off. he might not be drinking, but he is feelin goood!!
@ishanotesha7 жыл бұрын
RICCI AMBER he seems like one of those people who anxiety prevents them from staring at people. I got that shit bad. I can't look at people when talking. I get uncomfortable.
@avacadoluna7 жыл бұрын
hes trolling. thats just his personality
@Lividiumcore6 жыл бұрын
nah thats just how he is. plus the interviewer kept talking about drugs and bear tried to get him not to (8:45) as well as kept cutting him off. Just rude and probably spiked bears anxiety
@sofiaestaenlaluna7 жыл бұрын
I would love to see Blackbear sober and normal for once, I mean being high isn't bad, but I just want to see him normal, like he is without any substance.
@Joemama_777 жыл бұрын
A Blackbear and Kehlani collab someday please 👌🏽❤️❤️
@Joemama_777 жыл бұрын
Avery Wind you are wack, wym? 😂😂
@LoLo-kp3uf7 жыл бұрын
Rose Juarez-Lopez yesssssss
@atiyaha81917 жыл бұрын
Rose Juarez-Lopez I would scream if that happened
@bubblebay83447 жыл бұрын
Rose Juarez-Lopez HONESTLY OMG
@albanamazzola41777 жыл бұрын
It just happend!!!!!
@smolfrenchfry97377 жыл бұрын
I freaking love bear. He's so wonderful and I will never stop listening to him. He's my baby and I love him so much.
@rebecca88667 жыл бұрын
HE FUCKING UNDERSTANDS ME FUCK I HAVE PTSD TOO SHIT MAN THIS IS INSPIRING IT IS SO HARD TO GET OUT AND GET SHIT DONE WITH THESE KIND OF ISSUES THANKS FOR KEEPIN IT REAL
@sweetmossylungs7 жыл бұрын
2016 was a hard year even for daddy 🐻🙏🏼🤕
@lieutenantdanielson7 жыл бұрын
Paintedpawzs AJ I believe it was catastrophic
@im_azraelle7 жыл бұрын
Daniel Broderick And he deserved it, but he's thankful that it's over 😉
@gestelleschra7 жыл бұрын
i'm just grateful that it's through tbh
@im_azraelle7 жыл бұрын
Gestelle Schra She got a runny nose... I don't think that it's the flu 💁
@ednicoleoliveros33747 жыл бұрын
stfu right now and let me breathe oh no wrong song
@shayla41387 жыл бұрын
his smile is so beautiful
@reynasalas54867 жыл бұрын
He's very good at storytelling in songs and just talking.
@zoraidaarchilla41217 жыл бұрын
"I had a $6,000 microphone that I just sold because it was too crispy and I sounded like Selena Gomez" LMAO THE SHADEEEEEEE I LOVE HIM😂😂😂
@tanyaugarte36967 жыл бұрын
I love this. I found him when he was self promoting himself on MySpace comments. MUCH love and support for you Mat you deserve all this.
@maryaugust98676 жыл бұрын
Omg Blackbear is literally my favorite person in the world! His voice is just so amazing and he is just so funny and has a great personality!! His health story is so inspiring like how he just gave up drinking. I love you blackbear❤️❤️
@babyblu78467 жыл бұрын
blackbear's music is the reason i get up in the mornings
@bri34497 жыл бұрын
I've loved blackbear since 2014 I'm glad he's getting the recognition he deserves 👏🏾
@gotripoveraknife42357 жыл бұрын
trxstmepapi I heard of one of his songs a while back called dirty laundry and I have been trying and trying to find who sang it but couldn't find it...of course I didn't give up and finally a couple weeks ago I found him 😂😂😂
@paigeviola58386 жыл бұрын
respect to you and your music, i have never had someone's music help me through shit but you got it
@isabella_sol7 жыл бұрын
He’s beautiful. I love him so much
@imogenwrld48306 жыл бұрын
Not on a label. Proof of how fucking amazing this man is.
@Beetlejuicer7 жыл бұрын
Blackbear and Bryson tiller need to drop some shit 🙏
@lifewithjenna5437 жыл бұрын
djjayden12 is my Snapchat, add me please zI would cri
@rheajewan87057 жыл бұрын
Tits Tits yaaassss
@narxna50316 жыл бұрын
Tits Tits yes omg
@margotalmanzar52107 жыл бұрын
Love this guy! Cant wait to see him in December for his Amsterdam gig!!!
@keeganbale34157 жыл бұрын
Blackbear and Post Malone Blackbear and Khalani Blackbear and Oliver Sykes Blackbear and Mac Miller Blackbear and Brendon Urie
@shadiyahthomas51846 жыл бұрын
Keegan Bale BLACKBEAR AND OLIVER SYKES 😍😍😍😍
@ajm51986 жыл бұрын
Keegan Bale Blackbear and EDEN
@user-mq9vk6kq7z6 жыл бұрын
Rip Mac Miller
@hermitcrab95896 жыл бұрын
No mac anymore
@natureofartwolf56246 жыл бұрын
Him and Mac would have made a real good song RIP Mac well miss u
@ughitsvictor7 жыл бұрын
I loved this interview so much. You really know how to engage with your guests and seemed genuinely interested in getting to know Blackbear. Thank you for this, I gained so much respect for him through this. Subscribed to you for sure!
@emilersss7 жыл бұрын
so proud of him, he's made it so far
@shelbiefran7 жыл бұрын
bear is so humble i love it
@princesssamantha97967 жыл бұрын
Fuck, he makes me so happy.
@natalierodriguez31997 жыл бұрын
Half of them streams of do re mi on spotify was me cuz i was so addicted to it 😂
@Elizabeth-ud2ww7 жыл бұрын
I'm In love with this wonderful man 😍😍😍😭 he is growing so much and I'm very proud of him this year was the best because I listened to his music ... I mean his songs are Heaven 😍😍😍😍
@ResidentEvil28607 жыл бұрын
8:47 HOW BLACKBEAR SIGNALS HIM TO STOP. LMFAOOO!!! 😩😭😂😂😂😂
@itsjvck17 жыл бұрын
Blackbear & Jeremy Zucker could make some good shit together
@brandonsmith44667 жыл бұрын
I'm patiently waiting for that to happen
@demiteresa7 жыл бұрын
JVCKHMR Jeremy zucker produced make daddy proud :)
@parker32707 жыл бұрын
JVCKHMR ur wish became true, jeremy zucker - "talk is overrated" ft blackbear
@anotherweekschtuff7 жыл бұрын
Talk Is Overrated
@Meloncitos7 жыл бұрын
JVCKHMR what if I tell you there is a song already :)
@whereisanon87496 жыл бұрын
This dude is just straightup talking what he thinks. I love it
@blackbearsluv79177 жыл бұрын
Luv my bb ❤️
@atiyaha81917 жыл бұрын
He's so underrated and I fucking love him
@Heatherrenee4247 жыл бұрын
It's hard not to smile when you look at him. He's so precious. I've been addicted to this guys music for months now. 😍😍😍
@bjk96477 жыл бұрын
Spotify put me on, seriously in love with your album and Mansionz
@JoseRivera-rr7hr7 жыл бұрын
Two more mix tapes and another album! Bro that is awesome 👏
@marbleddcactus39907 жыл бұрын
i love him~ saw his previews of his forthcoming album. they're litttt. can't wait
@ruefullysage7 жыл бұрын
"I sounded like Selena Gomez or something" 😂😂😂
@ItsIliana7 жыл бұрын
Blackbear is lyfe ✨🔥🔝
@nikolfullbuster69717 жыл бұрын
Love him and his songs! ❤
@istealyofood66517 жыл бұрын
I HAD TO KEEP REWINDING BECAUSE.. WELL, JUST LOOK AT HIM. DAMN.
@niachristine95597 жыл бұрын
He said my name at 2:46 and I replayed it over and over again😂
@theemonemoandthekillyourse63727 жыл бұрын
Nia Mamuya I heard it! xD
@ninakassafeleke3946 жыл бұрын
😂😂
@alecmain89926 жыл бұрын
What a real fucking dude. Nothing gay about the Mike Posner shit, it's just art. Gotta respect the fashion and that Bear just doesn't care. This dude deserves the success for what he's been through
@210UnderGroundRapper7 жыл бұрын
Man this dudes is so living my dream no lie....but im so happy for the soul.
@caitgoudie84945 жыл бұрын
matthew seems so much healthier now two years later and i’m so happy about it mann
@bethany19327 жыл бұрын
I love your songs blackbear
@limzining7 жыл бұрын
mad love for bear, I love his music so much, and he's such a chill person you'd just wanna hang, sit and talk random shit with 😭. i remember stumbling upon him before he got huge and now my mutuals on social media going all do re mi (lmao). want him to stay the same when he gets even bigger and I wanna see him live so bad (come to singapore 😭). 2016 was a tough year but I'm glad he's overcome that. writing digital druglord in the damn hospital though, is there anything this man can't do
@britneylopez89787 жыл бұрын
black bear is the shit. Love that man.
@ellienicholson64267 жыл бұрын
I’ve watched this interview so many times, I never get tired of this man omg 🤞🏻😍🐻
@simrandatta43456 жыл бұрын
He is so so SO cute. He’s real and a beautiful person.
@paulwenzel84394 жыл бұрын
Keep going BB someone turned me on to 1 of your tunes and I got hooked love the music...
@alexonline23407 жыл бұрын
i love how casual he is about his success and how much money hes making and stuff. hes very humble
@LL-tm4uz3 жыл бұрын
I ended up in the hospital with alcohol induced pancreatitis and when I found out he’s been through it made me like him even more idk anyone besides me that had pancreatitis too so really I still have no one to talk to or relate to specifically that was an alcoholic that suddenly can’t ever drink again and is struggling wish I did but I’m glad he is another person I heard that’s also been through it
@ashleypoorman22954 жыл бұрын
I absolutely love this man. The most style and personality I have seen in one human. So handsome. Gorgeous smile. Best jams. Take care of yourself Matthew! ❤🎧😗
@SOLOCULT17177 жыл бұрын
what a trip. No bullshit, i used to live down in Hollywood for like 7 years, and i pretty much just drank and partied every day for the entire time. I was always a drinker but i stepped up my intake when i got into the local music scene down there. At the age of 24 on the day of the rose bowl parade i got woke up with a crazy pain in my stomach. I tried to wait it out but after an entire night of puking and cringing in pain, i drove myself to Hollywood Presbatyrian and proceeded to wait in the lobby for the next 12 hours. When i really thought i couldn't take it any more i walked up to the lobby window and just before i could tell the nurse i was really feeling sick i fucking passed the fuck out and took a header straight into a fucking wheel chair that was sitting out by the window. Woke up to the Dr telling me that i needed some tests done immediately and asking me if i was a heavy drinker. Long story slightly less long, i was diagnosed with chronic degenerative necratizing pancreatitis. That shit is all true i swear. The disease is known to be possibly the most painful disease a human being can experience. Unlike Black Bear i did not take the very sound advice from my Drs and decided to keep on drinking. The next five years of my life where nothing short of a marathon lesson in the true meaning of Pain. I could try and explain how deep that rabbit hole goes but honestly there is no language capable. no emoji expressive enough, and no picture/video/short film epic enough to even begin to touch what it means to be bi polar twenty something addict/alcoholic living with this disorder. Facts. Salute to BBear for making it through the hospital stay, that shit will absolutely leave you with PTSD and will absolutely make you crazy. I wish that i had known of an outlet back then that i could us to express myself back then, once that would not ensure continued and increasing levels of suffering. I was not so lucky back then though, and my journey was one that i really should not have ever made it back from. Drs gave me 7 years to live when i was diagnosed as that is the average life expectancy of a person with chronic pancreatitis. That was over 9 years ago. So what happened to me? How did i make it to where i am today? I was blessed! Nothing short of a miracle could have derailed me from my one way trip through the inner circles of Hell, and a miracle is exactly what i received. I got an angel at my doorstep some five years ago. Literally knocked on my door. Her name was Xela. She is my Muse. And my GirlFriend. She needed a place to stay and we had a mutual friend, so they both came to see if i had any extra room. Can you guess whether or not i had a spare bed or two??? ya no brainer right? i might have been a sick son of a fuck but i have never been accused of being stupid. I didn't know why she had came to me but i knew she was came for me. She showed me a new way to take all the pain and punishment i had been self inflicting for so long and transform it into something that could heal. My lifetime of torture quickly began to dissipate an was slowly evolving into something that one day i would not hate. She told me that She had always wanted to be a musician and that she was a very talented writer but despite her best efforts could not figure out how to make a song. She described to me about how she had always dreamed of a boy who would love her and help her to make her dreams into reality by creating for her the music she needed to hold her words. When she told me this i knew without hesitation i was that boy. After years of dedication on her part to seeing me through my rebirth, coupled with my own intensive investigation into learning to wield the new tools she had shown me, We are now at that point both of us had only dreamed about. I am Healed. And she is a musician. We are musicians. We now make #SickHop music full time in our small studio in northern California and are building our brand up with each and every song. Each one written, produced, mixed and mastered all here at the studio by the two of us. The music has pretty much become everything for us. And all those years of torture have given me a unique insight into song writing that tends to translate as you might imagine. Dark and twisted but at times hopefully, yet more often then not just plain old painful. We have more to offer then just the misery but if that is your cup of tea i promise you we can deliver a cold cup of sorrow in short order and with free refills for life. #cheesy but seemed appropriate. Not sure why i just wrote all this, something about hearing another artist say that they have the same disorder as me just stirred something and i wanted to share about my experience as well as invite anyone interested to check out this #SickHop thing we are so passionate about. Our band name is #SoloCult. But in general when people ask where they can find our stuff i just tell them to google the word #SickHop. We worked hard to get that hashtag dominated and its the easiest way to find us i think. Thanks for reading all those who have made it this far. This story was all 100% true and if pressed I can prove it, not that anyone cares, but just saying. We are doing great already and really all She had ever wanted was to be a musician, so mission accomplished but i will continue to work as hard as i do for as long as i can because i know she deserves nothing less then to be a STAR.
@shaditheprojmp26287 жыл бұрын
blackbear is the best singer
@shotbyserenity7 жыл бұрын
aww look how lovely his nails are 💗
@hannahsymanski4914 жыл бұрын
okay watching this in 2020 bear is a completely different person like he doesn’t even seem like himself in this. like i can just tell that he’s so so much happier now.