Blackmill - In The Night Of Wilderness (Full Version)

[@dominicpierce5551]

My best friend died of a heroine overdose. We use to listen to this song everyday 10 times in a row. Don't get me wrong we listened to all of them but this one in particular. If you ever are in Michigan drive through the tunnel of trees with this song playing. Blackmill will forever be in my heart as I keep him there. This song chokes me up a little. Thank you so much for the memories..

[@NostalgiCrazy]

:'( Sorry about your loss. R.I.P. to your friend.

[@benborja3200]

r.I.P. to yer friend. Jesus bless yer heart

[@editor7354]

Sorry for your loss mate hope you’re doing well:)

[@joseph4043]

Glad I love this song, I’ll keep jammin to this in the honor of great music and your friend rip

[@paganhippie9644]

I hope your friend is up there jamming to blackmill rn, and I will ] Keep this comment alive till I go to Michigan

[@BlackmillMusic]

Call it what you want. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder :) Peace

[@AshokKumar-xb9tt]

Isn't it just lovely to remove of the issues and worries of life and work and just drift into the world and works of the one we know as BlackMillMusic, thumbs up if you agree!

[@vaerighey4172]

Blackmill is love Blackmill is life

[@jessstumbaugh8767]

❤️🧡💛💚🖤💙💜

[@jesselopez4665]

nothing eases my anxiety more then this kind of music. it's soft healing melodies bring peace to my mind and just washes away any stress from the day

[@ItzClawzy]

Listen to this while driving in the rain (outstanding and awesome) the fact that this song is real and it played on the radio the other day is amazing!

[@radeemer1]

cool! where do you live?

[@NostalgiCrazy]

You're lucky I wish I didn't have driving anxiety or simply had a nice area to go driving through :(

[@UchihaReturns]

Its literally unfair with how amazing their music is. This is music. No bias, no words, no superficial style to go with it. No this, is the purest of sounds, all put together to make the ultimate harmony. Its perfect.

[@AshokKumar-xb9tt]

I absolutely love BlackMill, I've been listening to him for a year now and I salute whoever's listened to him for longer, and I love how he doesn't make songs out of cheap catchy tunes and crap hollow rhymes. He puts his heart and feelings into it, and that makes him one of the purest people I know today, he doesn't go mainstream and let all the attention get to his head, unlike singers nowadays.

[@senorvlaya3648]

This song is all about climbing that mountain. Pure focused effort. Rain or snow won't stop me. It's worth the effort. Majestic. I don't really know how to describe it. It's just got this killer vibe that I'm REALLY feeling..

[@islandvibes8267]

i love this song :) !!!!

[@BlackmillMusic]

@TheTonyofdoom It's incredible that it's come this far already from people spreading the music, if it continues like this it won't be long before they're over a million :) Peace

[@aratusthebosco]

I love the box saying it was "made 2 years ago, be kind". Honestly, this is one of my favorite songs from him haha! Couldn't enjoy it more. It's a perfect song for driving somewhere at night :)

[@carl4614]

Yeah it so awesome. You can just relax and drive or look out of the car as i am 15 and cannot drive

[@tonymcculloch8157]

***** I feel that's a little too hostile for this kind of music. Just relax, dude.

[@tonymcculloch8157]

***** I did. Your sarcasm is hard to read. I'll try better next time.

[@adrenalinerandomizedfun1282]

Holy crap guys! this is good driving music! like that driving when you have no real destination you know?

[@AshokKumar-xb9tt]

Just amazing. 5 minutes listening to heaven. BlackMill blanks out all the bad and allows me to ackknowledge the good, to appreciate what I have and what BlackMill has given us. I learned not to take anything for granted, and I will never take BlackMill or his talent for granted either.

[@slickvick1855]

BlackMills music has been by far the best in this genre. Its something about their music that tells a story as soon as you hear it! amazing!

[@CGB7RANDOmTOPs]

Music is never old, when music is good, that is all that matter. GOOD MUSIC BLACKMILL

[@MysteryOfMovies]

Nearly 1m, listening to this since 2011. Getting to the point where 1% of these views might actually be mine.

[@BlackmillMusic]

lol, glad you're still around :)

[@DragonHeartHisMajestyX]

@@BlackmillMusic I love this song, but it is a pain in the ass to play as a custom track in Vib Ribbon.

[@MysteryOfMovies]

@@BlackmillMusic Still listening to this! Great new album too

[@homerdough]

Wow listening in HD makes it SO much more better

[@JohnnyDipkins]

Blackmill, I just wanted to thank you for bringing such beauty to our ears and lives. Your songs are helping me get through some of the toughest times I've ever had... I just sit back, listen, and reflect... And for at least that time, it's like I'm free.. Thank you for being the beautiful person you are inside, creating this music, and showing every one of your listeners the true power that music can have.

[@BlackmillMusic]

@Iamlooty iTunes don't take 30%, it's the record companys which take the chunk of the profitst. iTunes takes about 35% away. You can grab it from Tesco Entertainment which is personally the best as it has the highest quality of audio. If not try these stores mate: Amazonmp3, eMusic, Zune, Spotify, Napster and Nokia store :)

[@volkan540]

I dont know why but this music gives me hope.

[@rfx3000]

Mausfaushed what? loool

[@danielj5650]

hope for what?

[@volkan540]

​@@danielj5650 I can barely remember I wrote this, but these were though times for me. I believe that imaginative people tend to simulate certain feelings with music, which they may not be able to acquire from their lives, like a child who plays with imaginary friends. And I was probably seeking for hope to keep going, even though it feels like life doesn't even worth a candle.

[@nono4340]

@@volkan540 This used to give me hope (about 6-7 years back), now it gives me nostalgia. missing something

[@soccersouveneir]

When i'm feeling down, i go to my computer, plug my earphones in, and go to heaven in a Blackmilly bliss.

[@CJMEESUM]

12 years later I agree

[@alicexhearts40]

Some guy showed me this song a few months ago and now I can't stop listening to blackmill. ^w^

[@phnx]

Had this going in iTunes. I found myself about halfway through the song with my eyes closed and my fingers just tapping to the rhythm. If the earth was made of music, it would be Blackmill.

[@FreezaCreepa]

ohhhhhh myyyy goooooood listening to this in complete darkness gives ya goosebumps

[@Norwegian_Auto]

simon shadowbracken i agree!!!

[@abdelouery4114]

simon shadowbracken I got them just by reading this!

[@FreezaCreepa]

Lol AbdelQuery

[@DivinityIsInYou]

you have.. absolutely no Idea how much I am with you, you took my thoughts and put them into text and I thank you

[@codyosborne9307]

This is actually my favorite song of yours. 2 years ago doesn't compare to how great this is. It should be timeless.

[@KiraMayxo]

Its just pure nostalgia, sadness & happiness, but i love it so much! When the track ends its almost an end to them times, heart ache man

[@Twiggthemage]

I love Blackmill. I work in Warehouse/delivery so I pump this when doing freight or driving around company vehicle, late into the night in the rain.. just thinking of my family at home .

[@redkingd0m]

This song touches my soul every time.

[@DieDarnIt]

This song and that picture do fit together well in my opinion.. I can see myself walking down that road..

[@vikrantd646]

+Stephen Alleyne- So fucking true

[@Arbitrary6104]

Kinda creepy. Not sure I'd walk there

[@cucucachu3276]

Please don't. Kidding! I get what you mean actually. You know what? I'd walk down it with you! So long as the name Blackmill and his music are resonating throughout the universe for the time I do so. I want to hear heaven whilst walking down the road to hell.

[@artpowers319]

2017? For every blackmill song I have a memory... This one is staring at the night sky while driving through the mountains.

[@dMolten]

This is just pure perfection! To make something this soothing and yet powerful is an accomplishment in itself! All of your tracks is so full of emotion that express itself in me getting goosebumbs. This track also brings to mind all my good moments in life! You, sir, are an true artist! Keep up the good work!

[@sweetmuffinbuddy]

@Blackmillmusic you have changed my perspective on life and and now I've quit smoking weed so I can go to school and finally live with the girl I love. Thank you blackmill.

[@Favled]

I can't stand high school. Blackmill gives me a better mood.

[@kiabi133]

+Adam Thomson keep your head up , it will be over before you know it :)

[@cucucachu3276]

Felt the same. Still do with a lot about my life.

[@danielj5650]

now it's over, welcome to college or employment, which is 10 times worse

[@TheFpskiller]

bullshit, you were one of the cool kids probably and he the autistic one maybe. don't talk for everyone.

[@nanolathe1193]

if only you had the ability to go forward in time and be older and wish you could go back and live your life more fulfilled at every age. enjoy it all my friend. every moment

[@tvogl9543]

At this point I am beyond words... this is just so amazing!

[@jennybagano4734]

Has anyone ever fantasized about having been in an epic battle, and after coming out victorious, hearing this song? That is what I imagine, when I hear this beautiful song, even if that epic battle is against the world.

[@daincain]

This song is the soundtrack to my salvation!! ❤❤❤

[@stagman1500]

The picture is both relaxing....but at the same time creeping me out!

[@davidalum8587]

I listened to this song for the first time and then fell in love with your music. I've been listening to it for 10 years. I feel a lot. I hope you continue to create brilliance

[@jemmyhadar]

Kind of music you listen to in a super car cruise!

[@chimrichalds4929]

More like cruising on a boat partying with your bbest friends on the ocean

[@jemmyhadar]

Chim Richalds what ever the perception may be. It's very enjoyable

[@chimrichalds4929]

:D

[@battletalk9603]

rasheed kroix i agreed. :)

[@mzakharov1022]

Couldn't agree anymore

[@DJEnZo360]

Finally, I found music that really relates to me. Finally, I found you.

[@AkropolisNo9]

This song was made 2 years ago....and i LOVE IT Blackmill

[@ItsJimmis]

***** More like 4 years ago! That annotation is outdated :P

[@Arbitrary6104]

ItsJimmis Oh hey Jimmis :)

[@ItsJimmis]

Hello there, earthling :D

[@michaeljackson7104]

***** I still bump this rollin down the hwy at 3 a.m. it never gets old!!

[@Vayrion]

+Shiny Hunter Josh Almost 5 years actually.. that's how fast time is flying :o

[@udaymadaan7290]

Nothing can be more perfect than this

[@lurkingshadow5398]

Blackmill litterly saved my life. Depression+Blackmill=Spirit of life Thanks for sharing this amazing music ;)

[@Uzziclips]

Blackmill is life...

[@christopherleroyschaefer8963]

This song brings tears to my eyes and feel as though my spirit is being elevated in hope love and joy

[@SuperspaaaNK]

I love your songs love playing them while playing

[@shaddaielchai1]

One of my favorites. this, let it be and sacred river are the best in my opinion.

[@Shadowslayer347]

8 years later still going strong

[@cglarsen26]

This track is sensational but also love the background pic. Dark windy roads are hard to come by.

[@scrimbo5794]

I know I'm a little late, but Happy 6th Birthday to this song!

[@cerealsgames3118]

I actually cannot believe i've been listening to his stuff for 6 years :O

[@ApathyTea]

Yeah, it's pretty crazy

[@jimmorelli8987]

I love Blackmill music, I hear new compilations every week. I am just now listening to this, and it 13 years old. Wow so thank full.

[@laiealina-kamark2422]

Most of the music I like is by Blackmill

[@johncrackerbutt5470]

I love this song, I'm a quiet person and I normally don't listen to music, but when I do, it's always Blackmill's songs! Love it!

[@scarysugarhigh]

It upsets me that this song still isn't at 1 Mil views yet :'(

[@dwdesign2873]

it upsets me that blackmill ain't at 1 mil

[@NostalgiCrazy]

Ikr wtf! He deserves so much more :(

[@DragonHeartHisMajestyX]

@Matthew James Your wish has been granted. This video now has 1.1 million views as of December 15, 2020. I'm sorry if I'm 4 years too late, btw.

[@markyboy914]

Love how you say "This song was made 2 years ago so be kind" Dude, this is such a brilliant tune, even 2 years on, i thnik this is one of my fav! good job!

[@thecreepyitalian]

why does this have to be so addicting?

[@djtech17]

Love this type of music

[@syn1931]

Goddamn the nostalgia really hits

[@jacobrichardson1952]

I feel like a kid again.

[@essque92]

I can click on any song that has "Blackmill" in the title and know that I am going to hear some beautiful music. So glad I discovered this

[@luisvesperd]

Man I just wanna put this track on my car and start driving anywhere

[@CoolFreakin22]

very talented...upbeat tempo yet soothing at the same time. This music sounds ageless...my brother found it and shared it...am glad he did.

[@Le_Schlag]

I imagine driving on this road

[@jessstumbaugh8767]

Star Racer. Mario kart. ...is that what’s it’s even called? Idk anymore.

[@cracyzero777rat]

Yo. That would be a dream come true

[@marshallorama]

After not hearing this song for a few years, it just popped back up in my feed and forgot how much i love it. Thank you so much for creating and sharing this ❤

[@jakethedog4039]

still listening in 2015 :D

[@Zibbit27]

"This song was made 2 years ago, so be kind", I can clearly say that this is one of the 2 best songs you have made, simply überfantastic.

[@joshyoung1968]

Be kind... haha. This song is still awesome

[@darkangel13915]

This brings back a memory of Few months ago when I was driving in the middle of no where through some forest in North Dakota at 3am.

[@goon_369]

where does he find the pics? they are soooo amazing

[@AlluringTwo]

wall.alphacoders.com/ enjoy :D

[@n44r85]

Josh Mendoza Thanks dude. Love ya. (No Homo)

[@AlluringTwo]

No problem :D

[@Nirvanexus]

or if you wanna get them out of the videos, then CTRL+U and then CTRL+F and then type in *og:image* and you get a link ready to copy/paste :) This works with all youtube videos who have an image instead of actual video :) i.ytimg.com/vi/VqKjIT1ECZg/maxresdefault.jpg

[@wuyt5]

Thank you for this breath-taking masterpiece. It didn't matter when this song was made.

[@liambennett2889]

He takes is gun out and walks away from his apartment. Into the streets of darkness. When the moment arrives that he can't even see his own hands he stops. There is a light coming towards him. The light of a lantern. Behind the lantern there is a woman. The woman gives him the lantern and vanishes into the darkness. So the guy keeps walking with his gun in his right hand and the lantern in his left hand. As he walks he suddenly notices he isn't in the city he lived in. The people he pass ignore him, their eyes dancing away from his gaze. No, they dart towards the shadows, anywhere his light isn't. They shy away from him, his very presence weighing down upon them, just as his burden bears down on his own shoulders. The lantern in his hand, the only light in this forgotten city of emotions and abandoned memories, where the trains of thought never ran on time and sometimes never arrive, was all he had to see the way. And so he blew it out. He felt the tears streaming down his face, mixing with the blood pouring from his skull, he had found his purpose, and they killed her, after years of searching he found the ones responsible and took his revenge. Walking away from the dreadful deed, he remembered how much he loved her, and how he was never strong enough; until now he'd been a passenger in life. As the crimson tears fell onto the snow; the mortal wound about to relieve him of his life, he was ready to see her again. she wasn't ready for him, she kissed him, "Live!" is the only thing she said to him as she disappeared again and her touch nothing more than a memory now for the weeping man who had not known love, who had only been one of life's shadows, content being in the fringes until now, he had hope again... And so the man had risen from the ground, with no emotion he continued his journy, let it be with blood and tears, he didn't quit, he walked into the darkness until he saw nothing, nothing but yet another light, so he ran, he ran towards it as it seemed that he will never reach it, it was her...her face lit up the sky, the man stood there for hours while his memories started hunting him yet again, he turned away from her shining face, and walked on.... the ground fades, narrowed vision, the tunnel of despair and the passing of hope, slowly but surely awaiting his eternal loneliness, time passes ever faster as the darkness manifest, shapeless forms surround him, his senses dulled as his final moments approach, a glimmer of hope in the dark, a beacon of faint security, a warding light, as delicate as a rose, he sums up his dying courage and reaches out.......... but falls to the ground, asleep in both worlds he has no hope, he has no future, he has no life, but in the very depths of his heart, he hears the voice of the ones that love him, the ones he loves, and so he gets up, begins walking until he falls again, he is pulled back up with mighty strength, but there is nobody there, he is no longer in a city, he is no longer on earth, he is his own man, he wonders when he will be woken up, or if he even can be, but he has been awake the whole time his soul has never reached the place where stands the great light that illuminates the surrounding hearts, he looks, hardly ever, in a far distance, and perceives the shape of an impressive moutain.. He thought, to climb it would be meagerly reassuring but above all prodigiously hazardous, so he headed towards it, he kept walking until he fell down and got injured.. he said to himself : ''luck fails in dark places'' It is then that he contemplated the mysteries of life, his purpose and very ethics that had caused him to be where he is at this very moment. As he climbed to the peak, he was oblivious to the world around him, clueless of the plethora of mother nature's beauties watching upon him as he progressed. He raised his weary eyes above him, It seemed as if the peak was a light, the light to mortality, but most importantly, the light to her.. He stands alone, in a world overcrowded with people. All so similar, yet so different. His story ends in the same place it began, the same place it all began. He knows it was all for naught, but feels no regret. In the end it was worth it; because no matter the magnitude, the grandeur, it was his life as well as hers. But in this he achieved greatness, true greatness, unlike known to the universe prior. His story is long, his memories are eternal. He was now so wise he could share the wisdom for centuries. His loved ones were fueling his blood, whereas his love was fueling his courage. Not knowing whether is reaching her still correct or not and either way not knowing whether continuing the way is yet possible, he began to find a new experience. He traveled far from people, he went through fields and he crossed mountains. Walking somewhere, he just stopped and looked around.. And what he saw; he saw everything he had not seen before. He had opened his eyes and understood everything that was laid out before him and closed his eyes, letting all he had been through weigh upon him. His eyes opened and shone with a glimmer of hope and realization. He knew what he had to do. He trekked through the barren land of his mind, through the happiness and sorrow of his memories, through everything until the start, back where he had first begun all of this. To the darkness. To her. There she stood, a timeworn smile on her face, etched into his mind, something that would never leave him. No longer did he see her as the pale, motionless person, a kitchen rag on the floor, stained with blood. Now, he saw her as the person she had been, an angel. He knew then that he had to hold on to life. It was a train, and no matter how much he wanted to slip off and, he had to hold on, for her. She lived inside him, so as long as he breathed, she breathed too, in harmony. He remembered back to that first night, and a nostalgic feeling returned to him, he felt as she was always by his side, even at this moment where he is leaving his old life behind. He knew inside he was never alone, and she always had his back. He gazed up at the sky in awe, as the clouds began to part, and he could see his new life so clearly a feeling has never felt before. A man who lives barely breathing with emotions stuck in a world like void. A man with his face down staring at this dirt. He remembers it all. How happy he was and how happy the girl could have been without him. As he think deeply with his loud sighs. Unforgettable moments became his obsessions. Even though he could bare it no longer, even though it pains more than a fire burning inside him, he cried, and fell on the ground with the rain start pouring, blending the tears within. And clinging to those distant memories of what had been, he creates in his mind what could've been and should've been. And he's trembling, because it's so hard letting go. He's free from those old shackles, but bonded my ones stronger than the latter. A feeling of regret courses through him. A feeling of sadness that flows with his tears. And he looks to the sky like he always had and whispers to himself, "Heavy hearts like heavy clouds in the sky are best relieved by the letting of a little water." And with the release of those powerful tears came the release of his regret and inhibition. The shackles that had bound him to his tormented memories were no longer, he saw them for what they were, stairs. And the shackles that bound him currently were stairs ahead. Through the tears & the shadow, the delusions & the madness, he sees what must be true. He climbs slowly and feebly onto his trembling legs. He takes one step and then another and he feels stronger with each step, finally nearing freedom. These stairs creating a new journey, and new life. Each step taken is a new experience, a link broken in the chain that bound him to his past and his fears. Those fears that brought him to the brink of destruction now lead him to freedom and salvation. Freedom from those memories of her. Not knowing what is ahead of him he climbs past everything, creating his own story, the next chapter in the book of himself. The book of love & loss He hath remained a vagrant forever it seems, searching for what lies in the horizon. He wanted to give up, not reaching the white light after thousands of steps. The other side of the field is farther away than can be described. The wind beckons him return to his home, which he so despised. Not knowing what the moving light holds, he knows the only way to find out is to keep moving and reach it. As he drifts through the vast landscape unfolding before him, so he drifts through the uncharted territory of his own mind. Observing this unimaginable expanse, he turns to see what he has left behind. Upon the horizon is a burning city, the city he used to call home. He stops for a moment, and looks down to the scar on his forearm, forever reminding him of who he used to be, who WE used to be. He has no regret for he knows; though we are unaware, we are all exactly Who We Want To Be.

[@cannonfodder9930]

+Liam Bennett you have too much free time on your hands

[@SosaParks69hunna]

+Liam Bennett amazing

[@chris2fourlaw]

+Liam Bennett New World record?!

[@bryanbivins8036]

+Ravyen2 Couldn't have said it better myself. :D

[@scrimbo5794]

That's Deep. So, a man, who's mother had been killed, tries to slit his own wrist or shoot himself, and at the moment before death, decides to hang on to life because that's what she would have wanted. And through remembering her and everyone he loved, he pushes through and clings to life. That's... awesome. An almost poetic story of a man's life.

[@2nddgree]

All I can say is what a talent....

[@HeyGracefulAdam]

3years exact..

[@5Metalgod5]

You say to be kind, so here it is:) this is one of my faveroutes songs made by you blackmill ^^

[@reaperry750]

Is anyone here in 2018?

[@NostalgiCrazy]

I'm always here :)

[@artpowers319]

Blackmill saved by life a few years ago. I'm always here.

[@NostalgiCrazy]

Art Powers - If you don't mind, how so? :o

[@unknownperson4960]

The drums are so amazing in this and the picture suits so well

[@Augusts359]

hello

[@Bobsagitsux1]

All I have to say is.... Giggity giggity giggity Goo!.. heh heh.. all right.

[@ericscoggan2891]

All I can say is Roll Tide. Blackmill is a great artist, whose music you get lost in and step away from reality for a moment. Great song.

[@saturnstripe]

Who else is here because of Julian2? 😂

[@lunasa4856]

Me! :D

[@Sweetfefeta]

KatnissLPS me

[@tvogl9543]

Me! XD

[@Feltuney]

Me

[@jonathanrodriguez5762]

wish blackmill came back and did more songs he is really talented

[@TheAdrijunior]

I'm sorry for my bad english, but your musics are so wonderful, and I think there is any words for say what It´s doing when I listen your songs...

[@gruntzone3605]

Ha it has been five years and almost six sense this song came out and I still enjoy it to its fullest!

[@MattS-ig2br]

Without vocals, Blackmill can portray pure euphoria into us.

[@05tuck]

Blackmill is the only artist i've ever heard that every single song is amazing.. i want more!!

[@whoispaco_vii]

Nothing gets me calmed down & relaxed as much as your music does. Your music has become more than just eargasm, it has become an inspiration. You are truly talented. Blackmill for life.

[@greatmental]

After people make me mad, I tend to come and relax while listening to your awesome music, but it also pumps me up, such a great feeling!

[@DragonEmperorVT]

I listen to your music every day...

[@ApathyTea]

I hope you still do sometimes :)

[@IceyKnight]

I like the progression this song has!

[@Cass44]

incredible music, i love it ...

[@eliassmeets5328]

THANK YOU!!! thank you for the best music ever known!

[@jhans9837]

This music has been with me through good and bad times. Something about it resonates very well with me, including many other of your songs! And to think this came out 13 years ago and still resonates is pretty awesome, just my two cents

[@TheGuruOfTurtles]

My dog fell asleep by your music that's how amazing it is, she usually just go away when i play music on the speakers but when i played your's she fell asleep, dreaming about a dogs life..

[@controlyo]

one of the most beautiful song , i have ever heard :)

[@shooterhub2]

Blackmill thank you so much for giving me goose bumps everytime i listen to your songs peace and love .

[@klhmia]

I've always puzzled at the methods in which one can "Free your mind" and I never could grasp the concept... until now. Ultimate bliss and focus on everything great with a feeling of contemptuousness. Thank you Blackmill for the help.

[@ezshorty]

This piece is just perfection and soothing in a whole different way. Please make more beautiful music just like this. It's very awe inspiring.

[@cglarsen26]

Absolutely love the strong piano component - amazing.

[@jennyparker6742]

Blackmill is Awesome really good Artist

[@MrSpartenized]

The picture is amazing. I would say this song is amazing too but... Truthfully all of Blackmill's songs and truly inspiring. This is Deffinitely one of my favorites though. Hope to see and hear more from Blackmill soon. =D

[@1llm1nd]

love this song. It really has an effect on me. I close my eyes and listen and I can feel the music and my soul in perfect harmony. Thanks for that.

[@randomguy3139]

This song always gets the emotions going, especially at times times like this...