heather by conan gray but it’s even sadder (one hour version)

[@bn7647]

Reasons why you should stay alive. 1. We would miss you. 2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. Talking bad about people that deserve it to your best friend and ranting all day 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don't even know you and I love you. 57. I don't even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 65. You've changed somebody's life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody's life. 70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. The new season of Sherlock 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen

[@thefatratperiodt-6223]

Thank youso much.. you can't even begin to understand how much I needed this.. everything's been so confusing and scary with foster care and losing my big brother to suicide and I've been thinking about ending it but this makes me rethink everything,how much my family would miss me,how sad my mother would be when she finds out I'm gone.thank you..

[@alyssameczkowska3089]

Thank you.

[@liisellillemagi5491]

this comment is wayyyyy too underrated

[@taina9820]

You don’t even know how much this helped. I’ll think about all of these reasons every time

[@leah9636]

thank uuuu🥺🥺

[@mxisoo]

“she’s got you mesmerized” “while I 𝗱𝗶𝗲...” damn that hits hard.

[@gabynavarro2350]

i saw this comment RIGHT as that part came on

[@cojecrnac]

@@gabynavarro2350 i- me too-

[@vintxqe6714]

Yes it hits really hard you do t know how hard I cried hearing this song

[@Absolutelynotnope2663]

That always reminds me of how I am to my crush.

[@shinyanon7839]

😐

[@thatgirlsarah8820]

I feel spoiled rn, like we get this masterpiece for a whole ass hour

[@Grace-wz2fs]

i have been listening to it on repeat for 3 hours

[@kennadyfulton8534]

hey, i love u just the way you are. lifes gonna get better, i promise, if you ever need anyone to talk to im here for you, my discord is kenna#5436, and if not i just want you to know it WILL get better. 🥺🤍

[@blondesky7851]

@@kennadyfulton8534 it never does for me sadly :D

[@zaire8750]

blondesky same bro i have a chronic illness

[@candiejos1292]

Imagine if it was 10 hours...

[@lex_xx8817]

Nobody: FBI Agent: Damn how long this dude gonna cry over this guy?

[@mollyollie_]

🥺🙃

[@reddiebunny6805]

Felt thid

[@cadiestroebel5269]

Me: till I die

[@illudaa6697]

Omg same!I always cry when I listen to it ...

[@love-zi3vq]

AsaArts literally forever

[@Mother-hobbit]

Conan: she’s an angel... I’ll just return her to heaven 🔪🔪🔪

[@missteabubble5707]

Lmaoo

[@killua5021]

Poor konan xd

[@oliviagrace31026]

XD IM SORRY IDK Y THAT WAS SO FUNNY

[@evelynolivia9010]

poor person dateing heather

[@ying-fn4go]

TvT too accurate

[@affevction9794]

The people that disliked hit the dislike button on accident because they were crying or they were Heathers

[@farhanakaonine9764]

100% true.

[@heatherchandler2710]

hehe, i didn’t dislike :)

[@cloudygreyskies]

h e a t h e r ?

[@heatherchandler2710]

rainy skies yes?

[@coje1227]

why would heathers dislike :/

[@livinlikelarry2862]

ah yes now I can cry myself to sleep without having to hit replay 😌

[@neekotaku5635]

I felt that on a molecular level~

[@carissaharasym8331]

Same here dude

[@nataliepollock4386]

Same

[@iljakalenkamp7248]

a little tip: if you're listening on your laptop you can choose loop. in this way the song will automatically start over. and you can make a playlist. but thesis obviously also very good, but not every amazing song has this.

[@marsissuperswag9678]

you're saying it takes you less than a hour to fall asleep?

[@toes9555]

the saddest part of life is when the person who gave you the best memories becomes a memory-

[@juznietygrysiamsp1034]

Yes

[@clelin1633]

Yep

[@emilyrangel8304]

because they died? yea best memories are staying in my head

[@iivy_flo4770]

Yeah

[@scottishlanguage.]

Sadly but yeah :(

[@user-ny5vf4hz6e]

it's still funny to me that some strangers on internet is the most relatable person to you

[@yohelpineedausername5908]

Still funny that internet ppl care more than ur own parents do

[@hamzehhseino7938]

@@yohelpineedausername5908 finally found someone to relate to. But im really sorry really really sorry im so miserable and pathetic ghat I can’t help you I really really do mean to help if i can because im going through what you are going through. No, actually im not anywhere near what you are going through

[@deftonesluvr]

update: i’m now more ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑛 and 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙮

[@denjisbff]

me too :(

[@ursulacumper3145]

same

[@viviana3805]

ah yes me too

[@kennadyfulton8534]

hey, i love u just the way you are. lifes gonna get better, i promise, if you ever need anyone to talk to im here for you, my discord is kenna#5436, and if not i just want you to know it WILL get better. 🥺🤍

[@eviemyers1549]

keep your head up babe I love you💕

[@kacey3903]

I need to cry but I can’t feel anything so here I am lmao.

[@valeriemiranda6626]

me on the other hand, i can’t stop crying

[@lizzy5688]

same, the feeling of nothing is the worst feeling ever, if you needa talk i'm here okay? don't suffer in silence :(.

[@chloenemeth8006]

Yumekos sugar daddy same, I feel empty where I can’t cry, but know your not alone, here if u need to talk

[@AnaLuisa-eb4lf]

Same lol

[@gwenwilliams3848]

same i can feel everything but i can’t seem to cry and it’s anniying

[@tesserractt]

The dislikes include Heather, and the company’s workers that made the sweater - because apparently it’s just polyester

[@avagannon1504]

lol and me pp itch

[@jayreddin2.0]

heather is nice though she would never dislike, it’s her friends who would

[@真冬上野山]

@@jayreddin2.0 he kinda wish she were dead so...

[@madeleinedamaryan3026]

LOL

[@deseuryderia]

the dislikes are Veronica's lmaoo

[@yoshi_mila772]

It’s crazy how we want something or someone so bad, that we care so much about and they choose someone who is better then us in so many ways 🥺 like Im not the prettiest or bravest, at times I’m too clingy and to talkative but I promise I can be quiet. I can continue to be okay even tho I’m not, I can be someone I’m not. I can smile and still be dying on the inside. And if you don’t want me just like everyone else then I can disappear and I promise you’ll never see me in this world anymore 🥺

[@ellawilkinson5952]

Aw don’t disappear, we would miss you so much more than you think we would. I know how you feel but I PROMISE it’s gets better I know everyone says that but I really promise pinkie promise. Don’t change yourself cause you don’t feel like someone would like you because if you have to change yourself for someone they ARE NOT worth it trust me. I hope you have a good day. And keep your head up high because if not people won’t be able to see how truly beautiful you are inside and out :)

[@clarissefaulkner3849]

@@ellawilkinson5952 OMG you made me cry😢God bless you God bless you!

[@lenablack988]

Honestly same

[@jasmineh9631]

Theres always something at the end of a rainbow. Even if you dont think it's that special. Just imagine it's you. Its unique in it's own way, something you dont see everyday and something you'd remember and go "hey that's cool" you are amazing in your own way. Dont let anyone or anything stop you.

[@laur_saur]

THESE COMMENTS ARE REALLY MAKING ME SOB

[@holly289]

SAME HAHA

[@mrboss_boseman6138]

Same.

[@lilasantos-osman418]

LITERALYYYYYY

[@cutecatswithhats]

just because im the funny friend doesn't mean i dont have feelings

[@nagalingamjegathas5941]

im that same person here, but i am not funny.

[@dearchanie]

Yeah you feel things too we understand , take care of yourself and have a good day 😊

[@dra.w9657]

i don't have friends they were all fake :)

[@-airymations-8967]

just because I’m always laughing and acting like I have the perfect life doesn’t mean I’m happy

[@ariolagranola9113]

felt

[@_elius]

everyone here is talking about how they were second choice but i wasn’t even an option :( edit: wow i’ve never had this many likes on a comment lol. i expected no one to see it

[@feiyunnchoy5856]

this one really hits home for me

[@lizaudy2905]

I was just the friend of heather

[@allyssa9459]

you arent and never alone remember that! If no one has said that to you then i'll tell you!! and also no one has ever liked me before, while my friend gets everyone. So i completely understand just know im here. :)

[@nevershoutemma3637]

shit that one hit hard :(

[@victoria-cj6dx]

holy shit never thought it could be so relatable, im not part of the story, or any story at all

[@Loxscript]

Heres my story about why im crying rn: I don't feel confident in myself at all. I just want to feel wanted by someone thats not family all my friends are in relationships and im not. I hate the way I look. My friend try to cheer me up and said she was sure there were people who had crushes on me. I asked her to name one single person she knew and she just fell silent. I will never be the heather in someones story. I hate my personality I hate my looks I hate myself. Thanks for listening random stranger. The lyric that resonates with me the most "I wish I were Heather" Update: A lot has happened since i posted this! I discovered more about myself, I realized I am a trans guy and I now have an amazing girlfriend. Shes awesome and we just got together about a month ago but we've been friends for longer. Hope it gets better guys

[@mocachikko7078]

it’s bad. i hope you’re doing better. i find myself in the exact same situation. started to love my body and my looks only to hate myself much more after. but we’ll get through it, i guess..

[@ihavepie9]

You know what... You can feel yourself again. Fake being confident "fake it till you make it" if I can do it you too can

[@Loxscript]

@@ihavepie9 I actually got in a relationship recently and they make me feel so confident and loved. Im so happy with them.

[@alejandrapatino1285]

@@Loxscript im so happy for you I really love you 💕

[@Loxscript]

@@alejandrapatino1285 Tysm kind internet stranger!

[@kaorimiyazono8263]

It sucks when ‘heather’ is your best friend...

[@vgillingham]

Yea I felt that but just know that one day you’ll be somebodies heather

[@valeriqqk]

Same...

[@laischen7436]

Yeah...

[@parkerrrrrrrrrrrr]

yep :(

[@alyviaolson7574]

Sienna Galopin I know and it hurts to know

[@juicyballsack8611]

Me: *crying myself to sleep* Ad: “try pizza lays today🤠”

[@avagannon1504]

lol pp itch crybaby

[@urgrandma8564]

u made me laugh, ty

[@wiktoriabasiak8936]

Im glad that I have premium

[@serin_rxses3128]

Tysm- you made me laugh while tearing up♡

[@emiahrobbins5418]

Tay Playz lol

[@alanatwilite5971]

Are you ever just at that point where you’re out of tears? You’ve been hurt so much that you just can’t cry anymore. And you want to but it just doesn’t come out. That’s me right now.

[@pattihunt1607]

me all the time

[@zinlou4167]

It hurts badly but days will pass and you'll be able to cry again

[@kaethsa5001]

Nooooo don’t cry idk what your going through but I KNOW your heather. You make soo many people happy your gorgeous, stunning and perfect in ever way. I’m here for you

[@kailey88]

when you get that numb

[@juliana-sy6pv]

rn only like 2 come out sometimes but i just wanna cry so much to where i cant open my eyes in the morning i love crying

[@queendilara1474]

Everyone: Depressed and have a Heather around them Me: Depressed, doesn't have a crush or Heather but love the song so much.

[@suzy_ann]

good for you ")

[@larassdaitaa4819]

True

[@valareydempsey4402]

SAME

[@turnipwilleatyou9293]

I just wanna learn how to love myself :') while the girls around me are Heather.

[@dochizlemekismylife3321]

You'll listen to me cry after you've been rejected.

[@kaira1553]

its funny how I listened to this song as I was texting him, butterflies in my stomach and smiling like a freak. a couple of months later, here I am listening to this over and over again because I just wasn't good enough, bawling my eyes out and heartbroken. the power of a song.

[@sandysophia6188]

You got this mamas, he is not worth your beautiful soul and looks. Never ever forget that okay?🥺

[@vnrdlc]

let me just tell you. based off your profile picture i just know you’re STUNNING. Keep your head up queen

[@vishwajoshi17]

He doesn't deserve you. You are far too good for him. It'll hurt for a while...... Be strong...... There are many things to do in live than to cling to someone who doesn't value you. You lost nobody, but he lost someone who could love him entirely the way he was for the eternity. Keep your head up princess before the crown falls...... you will be a queen one day

[@avocado5818]

Repeat after me: he doesn't deserve me!

[@colebrice3712]

Same

[@euphielovesu]

Pov: your sitting on your window seat at 2am watching the rain fall on your window. The street lights are blurred and your listening to Heather, thinking about the person you wish was with you.. But little did you know, they are doing the same thing, wishing you were there with them. Edit: I might be writing a story about this on Wattpad. If any bts fans are here my Wattpad is taetk95 I have a trailer for it on the taekook AU book

[@ph4tnut382]

i wish this was true. so so bad. but i know its not.

[@Grace-wz2fs]

this made me feel really happy for some reason, even tho i legit have no crush

[@skyetrxn]

ugh that feeling tho... I have a crush who knows i had a crush on him but he doesn’t know (i hope) that i still do even after 4 years....

[@isabellovera5763]

@@Grace-wz2fs RIGHTTT. like i can cry to this song for ever but i've never had this experience????

[@coplasmi4152]

this made me just slightly happier... i just wish it was true.

[@L_kid2]

What hurts the most is that I know I’ll never be “Heather” I’m always the second choice. And it’s okay I’m starting to accept that it’s okay.

[@jimenaalfaro2470]

i cant accept it.

[@ryleecote]

If you're the second choice, they dont deserve you. One day you'll find someone who puts you above everything else. You will be heather, it just takes time, trust me. Stay strong😁❤

[@keisha1019]

Keep your head up, your tiara is falling

[@ryleecote]

@Maddy Hernandez have you tried talking to her about it? maybe she'll try to get you with him or hint that you like him. if not, try to move on. if your crush doesnt realize how this is affecting you, then you need someone else. goodluck bb

[@vicfuentesmom9203]

Jimena Alfaro what hurts is that im not even a choice 😹😹

[@kaseyfierst7342]

I had my chance, he was single, he didn't care that I'm nonbinary. I wasted my chance, he's so happy with his girlfriend. I'm so glad he's in love, no matter how much it hurts me. I want him to be happy.

[@dinosuarbob6936]

don't forget to try to be happy as well

[@ysjms6467]

I really feel like this is going to happen to me too in the future ..Im really insecure and I don't know anymore...

[@esmehsailor9263]

You will fine the one sometime in your life when the time is right

[@sophia-xv2ln]

you gave her your sweater, it's just polyester *but you like her better*

[@sqfewrd]

sophia p that part of the song hits me hard in the chest :/

[@izh2535]

this line hit different doe

[@ermerm856]

wish I were heather

[@musicisgood9367]

Bro this comment came on my dash as he sang the line for The last time

[@aliyahussain5848]

woah i was reading this comment at the same time as the song

[@everyoneluvsgigi6559]

“I’m not even half as pretty” it’s hard when you can relate so much.

[@suadhagood911]

that parts makes me cry everytime.

[@jayvy6018]

That part had me tear up

[@arianajosiah6318]

your not half as pretty cause you are 10 times prettier ✨

[@lylagoodrich2645]

YASSS GIRL

[@lylagoodrich2645]

But then again you pretty in every way ☺

[@sophiebitch4086]

i feel like i’m the only person who has ‘nothing to be sad about’ but i just always feel so sad all the time lol

[@glossysubliminals6719]

i have nothing to be sad about, I love my life. Or so I think, whenever I listen to this song everything hits me and I notice I’m just trying to be happy just so I’m not broken

[@kristinexxus3538]

yeah, either that or i’m just ignoring all my problems, every time i get slightly sad everything come sout

[@claireanderson1729]

this explains what i’m going through and i couldn’t figure it out, thank you

[@nabeehacj775]

that’s what my mom says when i bring up my dad dying and then she says it doesn’t compare to my sisters dad running away and that i have nothing to be depressed about.

[@ransi3]

same

[@cranjismcbasketball615]

“You can’t have light on light, and you can’t have dark on dark. You have to have a little bit of both.” -Bob Ross edit: i'm back having a mental breakdown lol edit: two days later, back having another mental breakdown :/

[@aaryhanasingh]

thanks bob ross

[@rea9627]

He was talking about painting and we all know thet. I know you were trying to make a cute quote and all that but unfortunately he's just a painter. Isn't Bob Ross a painter I might be wrong lol.

[@strawberrybonbon5943]

@@rea9627 true but you can apply this logic to more things in your life than just painting :)

[@user-he2kj1ed3c]

@@rea9627 Bob Ross was a very inspiring person and painter. Some believe that there were deeper meanings behind the words he spoke, he seemed like such a happy guy and brought light upon people. Even if you see these words as just technical painting meanings, others see them in a light as something to keep going on. so in conclusion, telling somebody that the words that were spoken arent meaningful in a hopeful sense can make you be seen as somehow who wants to tear others down, or just someone who doesnt use their imagination. Of course I dont believe that's the case! You might have been genuinely curious, even with in my words I could be seen as a hypocrite. But, they see it as something to believe in and to inspire others, which makes the words deep within itself and seen as something to live by. I suggest looking at words in this light! Even if it comes from nothing, a sentence can become something beautiful and words can create symphonies.

[@errorwastaken5263]

:3 ty

[@thatonealt6412]

update : he doesn’t like me back, only my friend. second update : he asked her out and they’re dating thanks for the support, I’m currently having fun with my friends and gotten over him :)

[@khush3315]

;( itll get better have some faith in the universe it will work out in the end💖

[@alixgun3644]

Hes not worth it then. Dont put yourself in the pain if it hurts you to be friends. If he asks why your distancing tell him it hurts you. If he dosnt like that awnser he really dosnt care.

[@Vanglife]

I will make him kiss you then

[@quackernyan]

🥺

[@willow5897]

same but i never confessed

[@emilylopez6053]

for me there is no “heather” or any guy in my life and i’m crying to this song bc of my insecurities and i just can’t stop comparing myself to my friends or other girls from school. i have a twin and i would be scared to be compared to him bc he’s so much funnier and more outgoing and i feel like i’m the boring twin and also we were so close and we would have the funniest times but now he’s so mean and i feel like he doesn’t want anything to do w me now and i miss the old him so much😭 last year i was so sad and i felt like he was the only one who was making me happy. i don’t know what i did wrong.. thank you guys so much these comments are making things better 💗🥺

[@gabrielavera1049]

you didn’t do anything wrong babe. i feel the same way but better days are to come

[@yourroyalweebness3692]

aww you poor soul, so sorry... i kinda feel that, too, tho my sister was the sweetest person growing up, and then she started acting more like a teenager before she was even 8 bc of the shows that she was always watching. she would argue with my parents, make my mother cry, and always be mean to me in private and then act like a prim little princess in front of my parents. i cant really do any fair comparisons, cuz she just turned 12, but she acts more like a brat now that we're in quarantine and her best friends dont believe in wearing masks. plus two of her other bffs turned around on her and started bullying her, so she tries to turn that around on me whenever im going through something. even if im trying to explain my depression or why im always so isolated or only listening to sad music, she always has to slip in "yea, well, at least you get to see your best friends at summer school. mine doesn't want anything to do with that." shes turning out really bad, and i hate it. i wish we could go back to our childhood when we would play together in the garden and give each other noogies before bed. now, she stays on her computer all day, playing sims 4 or talking to her friends, while im isolating in my room everyday. i hate it. (plus, she only ever is nice when im crying, and half the time she makes me cry, and she knows it cuz im a very sensitive person) but hey, we can both share the pain. dont know why i said any of that, just needed to get it off my chest i guess. sorry for ranting. hope you feel better. (p.s. dont compare yourself to others. i do it everyday, and it has in turn fueled my depression, the fact that "im not even half as pretty" as the song says. you are perfect just the way you are. if you wanna change how you look, do it on your own terms, not by other's standards. u r loved, i want you to know that.)

[@alcotracks]

Alright. If you see this reply, read it. Trust me. People change. A lot. He’s mean because he feels like he has to be mean to be cool. I have had the same experience with one of my old friends. They were incredibly nice in 8th grade, but as soon as high school came around he became a total bully to everyone around him. I could tell from his tone though that he wasn’t acting like that because he wanted to be mean, all he wanted was to be cool. I also have a ton of insecurities. Just like you. I don’t really know why, and I bet it dint know either. But comparing yourself to those girls at your school won’t help. Your just another human in this twisted world. We’re all the same. All human. Doing that just makes people worse, obviously. Your beautiful, amazing, smart, incredible and sweet. You deserve the world and more. You did nothing wrong, he just grew up a bit. Everyone you’ll understand at some point. I hope that helped. I really do. I don’t want anyone to undergo the same pain that I went through. Stay strong. Stay healthy.

[@emilylopez6053]

Cara Bard aw i’m so sry this made me tear up and it makes me feel more comfortable to know that more ppl feel what i’m feeling ty for sharing🥺💗

[@emilylopez6053]

Daisy Edits ty sm😭🥺💗

[@kamvite]

this song hits different tonight, i dont even know why.

[@g4tly]

IKR it just gives u that feeling of rejection at least for me

[@vee9326]

this hits different when your sitting in the bathroom crying thinking about every single one of your problems

[@w0lfie..x-.x]

Me rn with the door open around my family in my bed with nothing but this song and the loud ass fan

[@waitwhat8753]

Why's this relatable but I'm sitting on my couch with my kitten in my lap

[@nic0l328]

is anyone just listening to the song but isn't sure if they're numb or not , and is just confused and doesn't even know why they're making themselves cry :))

[@gay6718]

I have a habit of wishing I were sad when I’m happy

[@angeline613]

Me rn while barely doing schoolwork-

[@allysonolazaba616]

Ducky Duck sameee

[@kansasmarie2705]

i would cry but I'm just to numb too lol.

[@aiwiyn4995]

I'm just sad but numb.. I wish he'd love me back but he doesn't even care about me.. Basically I've wanted to kms for awhile and I've set a date now but my only hope is him as I know hes like me..

[@-river-3378]

pov: you’re new at your school, and it’s your first day of 8th grade. you walk in and start spotting all the cuties, and one of them just happens to be in your first class, science. you are partnered with them, and they smile and introduce themself. you start working on the assignment, sorting the different galaxies in space. you point down to a galaxy in your textbook, “is this it?” you ask. they move your hand to the other side of the page, “*that’s* it.” you look up and see them smiling while a you get a couple of looks from other girls. later that day you see him again, and before you know it you’re really good friends, maybe even more than that. he’s taught you how to play baseball, his favorite sport, and COD on his Xbox. one week, you start to notice he’s taking interest in a new girl, Heather. she was so sweet to you the whole year so you had nothing against her, except the fact that she was with the one you thought was yours. as the weeks go by, you stop getting texts from them and over the summer you begin to loose the sound of their voice and their obnoxious laugh. you remember everything you guys did and can’t help but miss them. but they were with someone they loved now, and you had to move on. things wouldn’t be the same without them, but it was time to move on. a tear fell out of your eye and before you knew it you were trying to hide the million others streaming down your face. you tasted the saltiness of the tears, like your heart. suddenly, you hear a knock on the study hall door, as it’s the first day of school again. you wipe the tears from your face and open the door. before you is standing a new kid, who just so happens to look kinda like them. their face goes red. “uh hey! where’s the science classroom?” you stood in shock while your eyes wandered away from their face. remembering your presence, you responded. “oh! it’s down the hall and to the left.” they responded, but you couldn’t hear what they said over the thoughts in your head. you couldn’t get your heart broken again, it was too risky. you didn’t want to shatter yourself but you were also miserable alone, so both routes lead to a dead end. the bell rang, snapping you back into reality. your next class was science, just like last year. your eyes began to burn, but you didn’t feel anything any more, you were too broken. you walked out of the study hall room and heard a familiar laugh, but not the one you wanted to hear. it was heather’s laugh, and right behind her laugh came his. the same one you remembered. you walked past the pair as the pain got worse and worse. taking a left, you saw the lookalike again. he was standing in front of the classroom even though the door was wide open. “hey,” you said, “you good?” he responded almost immediately. “yeah, fine, thanks,” then walked into the classroom without a word. *what was up with him?* you wondered. -after class- science class was pretty easy, just like all the other days. you could take the advanced class, but your parents didn’t care enough to spend the money on the AP course you were offered. you lived in a small town, and all you ever wanted to do was leave. once you could get a job, you’d work and save your money to run away and have a better life, you just had to find someone to do it with. all your friends loved the town, but you didn’t. you had plans with your life, you wanted to do great things that weren’t accomplishable in that place. the only good memories you had in that town were the ones you made with him, but that was the past, and this is the future. one half of you wanted to leave without any people, you wouldn’t have to expect anything of anyone so you would never be disappointed. “you awake?” mr. clarke said while he waved his hand in front of my face. “oh yeah, just thinking.” mr clarke was the closest thing i had to family. he was the guidance counselor and he was only the best. and to be honest, he’s part of the reason i’m alive. “come to my office, i can tell something’s up.” i walked over to the office that had a certain warmth to it. the bookshelves were a burgundy color that matched his velvet chair and the lamp on his dark wooden desk was an antique. i sat down across from him as he took a seat in his throne. “so, what’s up?” (i will keep writing later, hope you enjoyed the extended version!). NOT CONTINUATION OF THE STORY: so i’ve been making comments, and somebody told me that it may help to just edit this, and i can’t believe i never thought of that 🤦‍♀️. anyways, i just want to say thank you guys for all the support. i made this story thinking it’d get 2 likes, one of them being me, haha. i can’t believe people are actually invested and interested in the story that i wrote, it really makes me so happy that i can reach this many people with one simple story i’ve written. i love you guys! (p.s., i will continue my story once i get the time, i’ve been thinking of some extensions to the it!) love u guys! 😊💕

[@nichole3973]

dude write a book. thanks.

[@barkbarkgrrr4265]

i love it, you should definitely right a book and I would seriously read it

[@-river-3378]

awww! thank you guys!

[@elysialeh]

pls move this on to wattpad, i’ll totally read it

[@krisjenner0000]

OMG I LOVE THIS SO SO MUCH PLS PLS PLSSSSS WRITE IT ON WATTPAD

[@Dabonem2121]

“but you like her better” that her was my bsf. edit: guys thanks for the likes, and understand that ive been through this before and things will get better! you will find someone :)

[@natalygonzalez2174]

i know how it feels. feel better love,im here if you need to talk to me

[@unknownuser241]

same :/

[@jvthufisnrbd]

same.

[@nina0311]

Look if you guys where dating but they where dating before you then they will obviously still care for each other , if it's them two that are dating and you like him. Don't be a home wrecker but if you both are dating and he likes her then let them be if you two where meant to be he wouldn't be going after her :/

[@daydreaming_with_daffodils8071]

WAIT THATS MY EXACT SITUATION OMG

[@Mikey-is4pn]

I attempted last night, most suicide survivors describe it as a feeling of regret, I felt happy

[@alncnc2724]

im really happy you’re still here, I’m proud of you

[@saskiab7324]

Ayo you still here bb ❤️

[@ragberty]

hey, its been 4 months. hope your doing okay. I love you. please stay safe and healthy. please. sleep well friend. live long. it'll be alright, I promise.

[@miasagrkovic]

I’m glad you are still here beautiful.

[@ashlynn1511]

i’m so so so proud of you, you’re doing great, remember that okay? you’re loved, i love you soo much baby. got it? take care of yourself :((

[@lizzieneils3040]

*Honestly this song hits so much harder when your best friend is heather and she knows she is*

[@User-vf1vf]

Your someone's heather too don't compare yourself to her you'll gain nothing remember you have to get through the storm to get to the rainbow ily 🥰🥰🥰🥰

[@lizzieneils3040]

Unicorn lover ty so much 🥺

[@floraxo7222]

also hits so much harder reading this when you best friend ditched you for their toxic ex best friend and now they constantly copy you and you can’t do anything about it because they sit right next to you in school. just me?

[@iamnotok_]

@@floraxo7222 similar to what's happening with me . just she ditched me for some other girl and they both ignore me , it's like im not even there :/ she also was my only friend in my school but luckily i don't go back to school until september so i wont be all alone . we can get through this 🥺💕 stay strong

[@lizzieneils3040]

stxrryniightx they aren’t worthy of you if they are ready to ditch you for toxic people 🤍

[@yta734]

Me: *crying and sobbing* ..... gRaMmArlY iS-

[@Jaspershark]

MOOOOODDDDD

[@jumpycat9768]

a previous ad rickrolled me and let me tell you that was heartbreaking to be slapped by an *ad company* like that

[@MaggieAWD]

PLEASE

[@andrewneedshelp9151]

THAT IS A MOODSBDFBHDS-

[@chauthucanh1667]

every time, i know

[@mayamoo291]

everyone here is heartbroken and i’m crying because we ran out of eggs

[@katalinabingham1861]

what

[@qwertywowee2580]

I was in the middle of crying but then I saw your comment-

[@DopplerEffect14]

fuckin nailed it marlene

[@pissyjen]

i hope you get more eggs

[@mayafey4441]

i love the eggs inside my body

[@darlene5518]

Just friends. *gave me his hoodie *always talks to me *comes to my house all the time *we’re each other’s valentines.....but we’re still just friends. I told him my feelings. I think I ruined everything. I hate myself. I’ve never felt this way. Sad and angry I can’t do anything. I’m hopeless.

[@Bones_3043]

*hold on.* I assure you, no matter how lost you feel, it *will* get better. I went through something really similar, and I wanted to die so bad. But you never come to appreciate the one who's always been around until you notice how dedicated they really are. *Find that person.*

[@simpsandstrawberries1126]

That’s why I never tell anyone my feels

[@molly5709]

it’s been 10 months, has it improved?

[@leeminhoe9674]

Everyone is here wanting to be heather or wanting to be with their crushes But I'm here, wanting to be myself, my past self, that not depressed, happy, always smiling, bubbly girl I was. I miss myself.

[@linamarano8232]

Me too I felt like I lost myself I feel numb I don’t know what to do...

[@lvstsokawaii]

same at this point im numb everyone still thinks im my past self

[@ccp9929]

same. I used to be so happy and loud, now I’m just depressed and started crying more often.

[@-airymations-8967]

I have the same problem but it’s both..

[@viktorija4233]

Its ok baby, everything is going to be alright. Maybe you wont go back and be your past self, maybe you will show the new you in the future... or now?

[@sarahalobaidi6178]

I'm crying in my room because I miss my old self, I didn't care about anybody opinion I was so happy playing with friends at the park but know I just sit in my room all day and overthink.

[@nereidavasquez103]

🙂 I love overthinking

[@flare4421]

I miss my closest bestie

[@boopity-]

You just made me cry..I remember when things were alright before I was born, now I just like to fake a smile to show I’m ok.

[@callmehambin]

...me too...

[@yinyang1404]

I do the same.. but I do other stuff too..

[@crisetbailey6471]

The part of the song that said "I'm not even half as pretty" hit me hard😔

[@ConnorHaney]

I don’t even know who you are but I bet your very beautiful.

[@vadrzx9937]

read this comment right when he said it

[@crisetbailey6471]

@@ConnorHaney ty so much i really needed this

[@ConnorHaney]

Criset Bailey Just doing what I can, giving all the support I can give

[@notimportantnotimportant1387]

Your so beautiful, what are you talking about? I dont even know you and i know how stunning you are. Just remember, only a BOY would treat you like that, you need a man

[@linsdycruz5926]

I still remember the third of December, me in your sweater You said it looked better on me than it did you Only if you knew how much I liked you But I watch your eyes as she Walks by What a sight for sore eyes Brighter than the blue sky She's got you mesmerised while I die Why would you ever kiss me? I'm not even half as pretty You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester But you like her better Wish I were Heather Watch as she stands with her, holding your hand Put your arm 'round her shoulder, now I'm getting colder But how could I hate her, she's such an angel But then again, kinda wish she were dead as she Walks by What a sight for sore eyes Brighter than the blue sky She's got you mesmerised while I die Why would you ever kiss me? I'm not even half as pretty You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester But you like her better I wish I were Heather Oh, I wish I were Heather Oh, oh, wish I were Heather Why would you ever kiss me? I'm not even half as pretty You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester But you like her better Wish I were You welcome:)

[@bemyshawt]

I hate this empty feeling it’s so hard to cope with.

[@myiapolk6747]

#felt

[@kristinexxus3538]

fr, and sometimes my throat and chest hurts so bad because of that feeling

[@giovannaw0]

me crying to this at 1 am thinking about my crush and staring at the roof so the demon in my room knows im the main character

[@kennadyfulton8534]

hey, i love u just the way you are. lifes gonna get better, i promise, if you ever need anyone to talk to im here for you, my discord is kenna#5436, and if not i just want you to know it WILL get better. 🥺🤍

[@eclipse8579]

LMFAO you are the main charecter 💞

[@reagan5565]

It’s 4 am for me rn

[@ellishanadira9246]

Main character lmaooo

[@sugamama1085]

giovanna omg are me 2.O like girl your me

[@heydemonsitsmeyaboi2276]

the "heather" for me is actually an idealized version of myself. i wish i could be her

[@kinimitoriko6336]

SAME

[@lilac.___8232]

Me too :(

[@Lalaland-og9xr]

Same

[@Max-jm9vp]

same

[@IXer0I]

Same here ;-;/

[@dabisgirlfriend9964]

“But how could I hate her? She’s such an angel, but then again kinda wish she where dead” That had me in tears..

[@ari-vr2zd]

the thing is, heather isn't a certain person. it's just anyone but me.

[@uhaleyyy]

If that’s you in the pfp I’m here to tell you YOUR FUCKING GORGEOUS

[@abby-cj3zk]

no ily i just know you’re gorgeous, keep your head up angel.💙

[@KimH1205]

They should make "Heather" A type of person (Kinda like how they use Karen as an example of a certain personailty) Heather: A person you see as "perfect" and are almost Jelous of. (No offense if your name is Heather!

[@angelfoodcake3277]

I think that "heather" is what we should call people who are genuinely nice, kind, supportive, and beautiful inside and out

[@eva2712]

Heather from total drama

[@abigailhall6939]

YES NOW I DONT HAVE TO REPLAY EVER FEW MINUTES

[@cobwebssss]

It’s so sad how many people can relate to this, not the fact that their crush doesn’t like them back, the fact that they want to be someone else.

[@bxbybot1239]

Well Everytime I hear about I think about This girl I like But she likes this other Guy And someone else likes me it’s such a Hard place to be in

[@arandomperson254]

@@bxbybot1239 nobody has a crush on me..... i have a crush on a heath..... i hate him but i still like him...... i just wished he gets rejected by his own crush and feel my pain rn...... I HATE HIM..... but... i.. still.... like...him.....

[@kitkatsareagoodcandy5983]

How does oikawas ear know so much💔💔

[@lisaschonach1868]

I have both :/

[@ashnconecookingshow3077]

yea, I wish I were heather but at the same time I don’t wanna be heather

[@joeybourg6401]

me, nine months ago: *crying because i didn’t think i was heather* me now: *crying because i let myself feel this way and i was heather all along*

[@viperprint2069]

Me: crying because I know I’m heather but everyone makes me feel like I’m not to the point where they just ignore me and give me no attention, or just be rude. I try to stay happy but it’s hard sometimes..

[@joeybourg6401]

@@viperprint2069 i get it. i don’t even know how i let myself or other people make me feel this way. keep your head up, you’ve got this

[@malia_444]

I think we are all heather , sometimes in someones eyes.. its just people, situations, experience, society makes us feel we're not Heather.

[@s6kos366]

im still crazy about him after half a year has passed, why can’t i move on i just wish you still loved me. i miss you. i hope you’re doing okay. i love you.

[@nika4161]

it will be ok. you will find someone better even if you think it's not possible. don't lose hope, believe it will happen and a more caring person will come.

[@ariiiquintero6794]

i was in this situation for a whole year & a half over somebody who had practically forgot i existed, i finally got over it and found somebody better, i am now in my most committed relationship ive ever been in, and the boy i couldn’t get over tried to get with me again not too long ago lmaoo, it will get better mama, stay strong and keep pushing through, remind yourself of your worth there’s so much more in this world for you that will make you happier, you deserve it👑🖤.

[@esr1248]

wow. felt.

[@annadeleon3464]

7 years...

[@dustbunny140]

oh my god i thought this was my comment and i just forgot holy cow. i’ve been through that before too. trust me, things will get better. you will for sure find someone special.

[@baileybaker671]

just two depressed teens sitting here. the one reading this and the one writing it :(

[@allaboutsboyzz4737]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/raXFlJSNo96VsNU

[@ayxsxo7509]

I'm not really depressed, just always sad and crying.

[@lydia_777]

Yupp

[@laceymcmillan4403]

self depression lets go

[@kkkk-ti4jp]

Oh geezz

[@katzecollective]

to me heather is the person that i would kill to be, she has everything, she’s perfect, she has her own problems but she almost instantly gets through them, she never gets ignored, she’s everyone’s favorite person, she’s pretty and smart, she knows what she’s doing and she’s just happy. she’s everything i’m not basically.

[@stariixygc]

you kinda described my slightly younger cousin, she has everything, shes perfect, she isn't ignored as much as me, everyone likes her, shes pretty, shes smart, shes happy, and she has her own problems but she knows how to handle them and move forward unlike me, I really wish I was my cousin sometimes, but she wishes she was me sometimes because she thinks i edit so well and she thinks i have a great life, though i don't really have that great of a life, i constantly am yelled at, i get ratted out for eating snacks instead of making myself lunch, i can never sleep, people don't really like me in person, but that's okay, everyone has their own problems and id rather help them with their problems than helping myself, the people around me can do much more and serve more purpose than the little me who is always doing something wrong and, so id rather see others be happy than myself because life is like that sometimes :')

[@TrashyStar9]

I’ll help you if you want.. I rather help others than myself cause I can’t handle myself anymore so I give up but I’ll help you

[@Green-sp2jk]

@@stariixygc lol

[@jas0ntr3nt31]

Remember no one in this world is, *“perfect”* all of us have imperfections *remember that.* one day, you will experience being heather to someone. Stay strong :))

[@Green-sp2jk]

@@jas0ntr3nt31 i am

[@ashlynn1511]

i’m crying so hard i can’t breathe omg

[@novacane7486]

I’m not someone’s heather and I don’t want to be heather because I don’t want anyone to feel this way it’s so sad :(

[@User-vf1vf]

Your selfless I don't know you but I can tell your a good person ily 🥰🥰🥰

[@nbunnnied8204]

Let's be real here you're probably heather😕😔

[@ewu2165]

You are now who I aspire to be 🥺💛

[@idontwannabeyouanymore5352]

You're mindset is one I'd die for ❤️

[@minilein4894]

I am a heather and im so sorry shes in my class

[@marenjames2046]

to me heather isn't a person. heather is everything i want. everything that i can't do. and to me that hurts me more then any person ever will. i hate it here. i want to leave, but i don't want to die. i just wish it would get better. i wish i could do the things and be the person i need to be. but i can't, its too hard for me. to me that hurts me the most. i know i can't be her. i can try so hard but it'll never be me. maybe it's the fact that i don't believe it. i don't believe i can be her. shes everything i want. but deep down, i know the only thing keeping me back is myself. i don't feel ready. i don't feel that i can be heather. "shes such an angel". something i'm not. she's so special to everyone. shes so perfect. she plays a part to people. she means something. whereas i, don't.

[@ninaclaramachadodesouzasou2473]

omg thats so pretty im crying so fucking much

[@gojoissougly7176]

Girl you are an angel. I believe you can be whoever and whatever you want if you believe. It will get better. I don’t even know you but I love you 💕

[@spidersfrommars3585]

stay strong ik what ur going through bby ur gonna be okay hang in there ❤️

[@sonicgirl3582]

꧁Hannah Quaintrelle꧂ felt

[@earththeaellorin9244]

I feel you

[@holaamigos5161]

Anyone else literally just want to cry in the rain listening to this

[@gks6747]

that's me :")

[@alixgun3644]

I do that🤣

[@willow5897]

that's legit what im doing right now

[@timeadimabuyu3312]

me :,)

[@phirefflies]

i wanna like stand in the rain and sing (uhm more like scream) the lyrics to this song :')

[@jennareece9227]

My parents wonder why I sit in my room all day,get bad grades,just sleep all day,never gets out of bed then once I do they always have something to yell at me for....

[@yohelpineedausername5908]

Even my family wonder why I'm stuck in the bed and watching phone all day. They call me lazy,useless, traumatizing me with the sentence "when you're older u will get pregnant and give us 2 grandchilds".

[@theworstifyouwantit]

My family can always find something wrong with what I like. I like to watch/play minecraft? Stupid. I like to play Roblox? Basic. I like this tv show? It’s plot is dumb and predictable. I like writing? You could never make a living out of that. I like photography? That’s even dumber then writing. I like singing? Your voice is trash. Then they also just make fun of my weight, looks, etc...

[@Jess-xu5gl]

Song: you're not even half as prett- The sudden ad: Try free prints today! Get easy prints, FOR FREE! Me: 👁️👄👁️

[@bluberro]

i was just crying then it popped 😭

[@skyeyeri9718]

OH MY GOD HAHAHAHA

[@lana.5619]

w a t e r f l o w e r • same lmao 😭😭💀

[@zainab1797]

And that’s on not having premium😔✌️

[@disappointment1621]

HAHAHA HAHAHA

[@notmors]

deadass was crying then a taco bell ad popped up

[@laurieschang2]

mood

[@khush3315]

Food never fails to upset😌

[@notnya206]

Lmaoo

[@jessica.si1va]

lmaoo it’s so annoying tho

[@aileen2001]

that made me smile 🥺

[@ximmp]

Honestly, I’m not here for “Heather”. I just want to cry but I can’t feel anything, I just wanna feel something even if it has to be sadness.

[@blaketrsh]

im in the same boat, shits rough and i really dont know how to explain what its like, i think the word "numb" fits pretty well. i hope things get better for you soon

[@owaowa8402]

im so sorry (i love ur profile pic btw GERARD WAYYYY)

[@samriley6751]

i think it’s my childhood trauma that makes me so numb, I wish it wasn’t this way

[@fxthecxp8978]

I like to say the little person in my head died

[@Your_mom0710]

Same beo

[@Jmochi1330]

*This is my story* 💔 I had a best friend. We grew up together, had known each other since we where in diapers. We used to play hide and seek, tag, and even learned how to ride a bike together. When we turned 8, he moved to the United States, a few months later I came to the United States to live with my family. I never heard from him ever again and It didn’t mean nothing back then, I was just 8 years old. When I was 15 he came to New York and he really had grown up, things where weird because we had not seen each other but we soon became very close. He became my first crush. I don’t know how it happened but it happened. We did everything together, went to the same high school. When he got a part time job, I would always visit him and hang out with him and then we would walk home together because we lived in the same building. When he was stressed out and sad I would go to his home and hang out with him and make him smile. I remember every time I was near him my heart felt like it was going to jump out of my chest, when we made eye contact I felt weird things in my stomach. I loved watching him smile and loved hearing his laugh, I would watch all his favorite movies with him and play video games with him even if I was not good at them just to keep him company. Then when we turned 17, he moved again because of his fathers job. He moved to New Jersey. We still would talk, he was still my best friend. We would call each other and tell each other of our days and even FaceTime. I would take the train to New Jersey at least twice a month to hang out with him. Then one day when I went over, there was this girl at his house. I thought it was his friend but when he introduced her to me, he said “This is my girlfriend (her name)” and then pointed at me and said “And this is my best friend (my name)” and I felt like my heart broke, but then I realized that yes indeed, I was only his best friend. That was the only way he ever saw me. I remember I tried to still hang out with him and I wanted to hate her, I wanted to loathe her but I couldn’t, the girl was definition of perfect. She was super nice, had beautiful blonde hair, beautiful blue eyes, a face of an angel, beautiful body. She didn’t even get jealous at our relationship, she was always nice to me and trying to become my friend telling me she will do my makeup, she even got my number and invited me to hang out with her. I wanted to hate her so badly but I couldn’t. The problem was not her in the end. So after a few weeks, I remember I began to ignore him, didn’t answer his calls and messages. It went on for 2 months and he finally came over to my home and I couldn’t, so I confessed to him and told him that I couldn’t be his friend because I didn’t just wee him as a friend anymore, I wanted something more than just be friends. He was shocked and rejected me telling me that he just saw me as his best friend, and I knew it. I did cry a lot but that day was the day that I lost my best friend, but letting him go was the best thing that I ever did. It’s like the string that was keeping me attached to him, finally ripped and I was free. It’s been 4 years and things are the best for me. I’m going to school, have 3 best friends that I met in high school. Have no boyfriend, I’m just living my life. Our parents are still best friend and I still see him at weddings or quinceañeras or parties that we attend and when see him I just smile at him because I’m not gonna be rude, I don’t hate him. and go my way and he goes his way. I don’t know if he’s still going out with the girl or not, but I don’t really care because things are good for me and I want to keep them that way. Listening to this song always makes me cry, not because I still like him, but because I lost my best friend. The one who I grew up with and spend most of my years with. I sometimes even regret even confessing to him, I feel that if I had never confessed I would have never lost my best friend. I be thinking about what exactly would have happened if I never confessed, would it have gone away as time went by, or would I still be suffering with a one sided love. But this is the way things turned out and I feel so free, I am living my young days, having fun and not getting attached to anyone. I just want to spend as much time alone and with my friends. If you are going through this or go through this in the the future, know that things will get better eventually and if things are meant to be than you guys will end up together in the future. But if you feel yourself getting lost, stressed, depressed, the best thing is to let them go. Like I said, if things are meant to be you two will find your way to each other in the future, whether it’s as lovers or as best friends. But if not, the one meant for you will find you or you will find them

[@riyarajesh2600]

Aww hope you get your bestfrnd back :")

[@simpsandstrawberries1126]

🥺🥺

[@cruft3469]

The worst way to find out that he got a gf

[@lovelymarie4625]

This actually broke my heart 💔😭 I cried. I have attachment issues so I can never let anyone go easily.. Ever.. It's the absolute worst. Hearing about losing ur best friend like that hurts me on a whole nother level. But I'm rly happy youre doing great. :)) I'm happy that you figured things out and feel free

[@juliaannelie1656]

According to wattpad, when you became about 24 - 25, this boy is going to look at you after a long time not seeing you and will realize everything. But now you need to continue… Are you going to deny the feelings? I don’t know.

[@freya1013]

Just a quick reminder: ~You are someone’s heather ~ Your heather feels the same way for their heather ~Everyone and anyone is a heather ~Just because you don’t see it doesn’t mean other people can’t ~Someone out there wishes they were you

[@dandanthedancingman6846]

I wish this was true

[@andrearose1432]

@@dandanthedancingman6846me too But it is true, you are someone's heather and you just dont know it yet. ❤❤❤

[@dandanthedancingman6846]

@@andrearose1432 maybe today might have proved me wrong, but I’m still doubtful

[@riridab3stt]

but if im heather i would feel bad for the person who sees me as heather 🥺

[@Louiseza]

Me being heather is impossible theres no something admirable to me tho

[@storysplinters9458]

It's a hot Friday night. somehow listening to this song makes me feel equally calm and depressed. It's beautiful. thanks for uploading!

[@mybeloved9813]

It's a Friday 😳

[@alyakimz]

@@mybeloved9813 and its hot!

[@sqturn_5133]

It's a Friday and it's hot rn

[@carelican]

literally my situation rn haha

[@bonniecornelius3836]

my serotonin/whatever's there at the moment: *aight imma head o u t*

[@wu2227]

"Cheer up, darling. It'll be alright" -old internet bestfriend:)

[@milkhi7709]

in my opinion, internet best friends are better than real friends.

[@ryomensukuna330]

Joshua ! U r so right tho they actually listen to ur how u r feeling and don’t call you crazy when ur real friends say are you sure? Or smth like that

[@wu2227]

@@ryomensukuna330 Yah

[@deftonnnes]

idk why but i read this in a british accent

[@caprivv137]

aw 🥺🥺

[@leeknowis_cute]

am I the only one that acts nice I from the of my friends so they don’t think I’m sus or anything? The only reason why I’m upset/Broken is bc of my weight, hight, skinny, ugly, etc. It’s dramatic, I know but I’m sensitive..!

[@madelinecovington7662]

Same I'm always too fat or too tall or too flat and my forehead is too big. I'm really tired of hearing it but I dont wanna lose them so I just pretend it's ok.

[@ellawilkinson5952]

Hey hey hey you are perfect donor change a thing. If you need to talk I’m here and you should talk to your friends about being sad it helps a lot and if they’re good friends they will be there for you if you’re sad or insecure. It’s not good to hold it all in around your friends. They will understand and if they don’t then I’m sure there’s someone who can help. Just remember that you are perfect.

[@luhvnatt]

Same I can’t say anything all my family will think is that I’m lying

[@miasagrkovic]

you are beautiful just the way you are!!

[@joke3611]

Same :(

[@nobars__]

I feel like people who has been heather their entire life don’t understand how lucky they are...

[@melyqjosie]

fax. :(

[@ayokamya214]

So you are lucky

[@minilein4894]

No its not i am a heather and im sorry for her so much we are really good friends

[@kurootetsurou4775]

i was once heather

[@sophiageorge4603]

@@minilein4894 wha-

[@katsukibakuhoe2982]

I was replaying this song over and over last night, now I can just vibe and cry without having to do anything

[@user-ix8sm2vo6k]

YOUR USERNAME I-

[@astgenerositymedia2620]

Oh my god Bakugou CRIES OMLLLLL

[@tajhea8682]

Is that another MHA stan I see? 😼

[@neemoss2]

Hey, you ok my friend?

[@sophia-gl7ee]

I've been crying this whole day life has been shit I listened to this song and cried a whole lot more

[@yhazhinisiva1711]

Same 🤧

[@yohelpineedausername5908]

Finally I cried lmao. I just wanna have a breakdown,telling my family that I'm not their toy that they can control. I'm a human as well....but I never can... So I just cry with songs at midnight...

[@khushihebbar4275]

hope you are ok

[@evelynolivia9010]

that shit hits hard same here im prettt sure im deppresed damm 6th grade messed me up

[@jiminielilmochi841]

For some reason this version comforted me, it made me think “why am I sad?” I don’t have a reason to be, so if I don’t have a reason to be sad then why am I forcing myself to be? I should just allow myself to be happy

[@rachaels3550]

change your thinking. maybe start by listening to uplifting music, you got this !

[@alissahamilton1953]

thank you you made my day

[@mai-chan5809]

this deserves a lot more likes perfect keep smiling bby, you deserve it ♡

[@Thebestmya]

I’m the cause of all of my problems....Not anyone else.

[@yhazhinisiva1711]

me too :(

[@-airymations-8967]

Same.

[@shobutquiet1823]

I'm causing others problems, I even cause my own. I don't want to be a bother, But I wanted to let this out. Thank you.

[@-airymations-8967]

@@shobutquiet1823 no you aren’t a bother! Vent all you want

[@tehillahdowdell7159]

No babe. I love you. So does Jesus. Stay strong babe.

[@jasminewong4160]

i literally can’t even really relate to this song but it still makes me sad because i’m imagining her liking this other girl again:( even though she says that she’s in love with me i just don’t know if she actually is

[@noplsnthanku]

This is based on a true story that happened to me. These are my own lyrics I still remember it was art class Me in your table You said my art was better than it did yours Only if you knew how much I liked you But I watched you eyes as she walks by... What a sight for sore eyes Brighter than the blue sky She's got you mesmerized while I die... Why did I even think you liked me? I'm not even half as pretty You gave her your smile It's just a f*cking expression But you like her better i wish I were heather Watch as she stands with her, holding your hand Put your arm 'round her shoulder, now I'm getting colder But how could I hate her, she's such an angel But then again, kinda wish she were dead as she walks by... Why would I ever think you liked me? I'm not even half as pretty You gave her your smile, it's just a f*cking expression But you like her better I WISH I WERE HEATHER... Oh, I wish I were heather Oh, oh, wish I were heather Why did I ever think you liked me? I'm not even half as pretty You gave her your smile, it's just a f*cking expression But you like her better... Wish I were-

[@arandomperson9014]

i guess we have same life then

[@MD-pg1go]

Damn

[@midnightwinds]

I hope you are doing better now.

[@victoria-su9uj]

POV: Your listening to this at 2 AM questioning yourself

[@Ruby-in5xo]

ꌦꏂꇙ😎

[@thesteamykatsubowl1fan122]

Me but it’s 8 am and I have not slept :/

[@carolinalocantore9399]

7 am lmaoo

[@justarandomsloth5741]

correction: 3:41am

[@SithLord2023]

How'd u know

[@remiwest5508]

im dating my beautiful girlfriend, she talks about her ex a lot. mostly bad ig you could say. but she always sends old videos of them as a joke to say im an upgrade, in those videos i see her wearing her sweatshirt and everytime it makes my heart ache. i love my girlfriend and i dont think about this much but this song makes me think about it.

[@laetitiak163]

Maybe you should talk to her and be open about how you feel when she talks about her ex. Most people don't notice that they are saying something others don't want to hear. I wish you and your relationship the best! 😇

[@victoriaash756]

Where to find someone like you 😭

[@ansa3176]

update? :))

[@addiisgett3313]

“she’s such an angel, but then again i kind of wish she were dead” me too. me. too.

[@dailylives947]

Same hits me good bc i actually want my crush's crush to die but my crush would be sad if my crush's crush dies.... WISH MY CRUSH'S CRUSH NEVER LIKED HIM BACK SO MY CRUSH COULD FEEL HOW IT FEELS TO BE REJECTED BY THEIR OWN CRUSH

[@ew6181]

Same but shes not an angel

[@tabbbyb]

@@dailylives947 im confused-?

[@tessgreenberg5354]

I had been talking to this guy for a couple weeks, and it felt like we had really hit it off and that he liked me. a couple weeks later, he asked if i wanted to hangout with him sometime, and i was really excited. A guy had never asked me out, much less complimented me. but then a couple days after he was acting weird. leaving me on opened, or saying that he was busy whenever i asked when he was free to hangout. I then told him about how hard my day had been and how i hoped he could cheer me up, but he deadass told me that i was kinda clingy and self centered for talking about my problems. i asked if he still liked me, but then he fucking said that i kinda turned him off and that I made him not like me anymore. i told him to go fuck himself and then blocked him, but it really hurt me and i cried alot. this was like a week ago, and im still really heartbroken even though i knew it was to good to be true that a guy actually liked me.

[@ellawilkinson5952]

I know this was three months ago but if a guy says something like that trust me they ain’t worth it. If he was then he would like you for you and not stop likeing you for dumb reasons one day you will find the perfect guy and if you don’t then you can join the single Pringles. Don’t let that guy make you upset he’s stupid. One day he’s gonna not get the perfect girl and then be like crap you were the perfect girl and he’s gonna realize how much he messed up. He sounds like he wouldn’t have been that good anyways if he’s gonna treat someone that way.

[@tessgreenberg5354]

@@ellawilkinson5952 aw thank you so much, im finally over him sorta but i really appreciate it. He actually came back to me like a month ago and said he couldnt stop thinking about me, but i told him he really hurt me and i wasnt interested anymore

[@ellawilkinson5952]

@@tessgreenberg5354 yeah that good. I’m glad you said that he’s probably a player. I’m glad you turned him down once a player always a player

[@tessgreenberg5354]

@@ellawilkinson5952 yea i agree

[@kaylaisntspeacial6653]

This song hurts and i can’t thank u enough for the 1hr version❤️🔅

[@user-yk6jz6kl5u]

⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️LYRICS:: I still remember Third of December Me in your sweater You said it looked better On me, than it did you Only if you knew How much I liked you But I watch your eyes, as she Walks by What a sight for Sore eyes Brighter than a Blue sky She's got you Mesmerized While I die Why would you ever kiss me? I'm not even half, as pretty You gave her your sweater It's just polyester, but you like her better Wish I were Heather Watch as she stands with Her holding your hand Put your arm 'round her shoulder Now I'm getting colder But how could I hate her? She's such an angel But then again, kinda Wish she were dead, as she Walks by What a sight for Sore eyes Brighter than a Blue sky She's got you Mesmerized While I die Why would you ever…

[@averyhannah8010]

I have listened to this so much that i know them by heart:(

[@mrhelium_02]

Avery Hannah same this my favorite song!

[@beomkawa]

if it says no stream tap to retry just keep tapping until it loads :)

[@astgenerositymedia2620]

When your confused about what she said- ? hUh-

[@beomkawa]

Mirza Begum ?

[@alasard5837]

feltttt

[@madameminuit7283]

@@beomkawa Excuse me, where the image you used in your video comes from, please ?

[@poppyanna8669]

stream what?x

[@jellytwtchan739]

The fact that I’m listening to this at night in the car while just looking out the window looking at the stars hits different for me

[@heartsforashxr]

damn that's the best feeling ever

[@ily-8287]

The fact that you’re never gonna read this is making me feel way better. I miss you so much, I cry almost every time I think of you, I miss your hugs, your laugh, your smile! I miss everything about you. It was hard to see you move on but it’s life right? Seeing you laugh with girls that are far more prettier than me makes me feel as if I’m not good enough. Was that why we ended? I feel horrible knowing I could’ve changed how I was. I feel insecure compared to all the girls you’ve dated. I wish we had another chance together. Even just a spark between us. I know that you weren’t happy but I was, I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough for you. I’m sorry that it was my fault we ended, I’m sorry I still have feelings for you. I miss you every day constantly. No I haven’t even been able to move on. We talk but not enough. I love you

[@aico9651]

You don’t ever need to change who you are for someone EVER you rock who you are and it just goes to show that they wasn’t the one for you you may have felt loved and that you thought they were the one the only one but guess not it sucks to hear I know I really do but let this sink in,, if they didn’t love you for who you were then fuck em I hope you’re okay even if I don’t know who you are :’)

[@yodelehehoo]

Never change yourself for somebody. You will find someone who’s more compatible with you. There will be someone out there that will never let you go, ever. Read the last page, and close the book with this guy :)

[@dontsubscribe145]

Same dude :( my best friend is dating the guy Ive loved for 5 years

[@jia9744]

@@dontsubscribe145 :( you dont deserve that, you deserve so much more

[@cashchrisyt6566]

Don’t subscribe lmao wtf she a playa

[@miaarosee]

It’s currently 1:27 am and I can’t stop thinking about him with her

[@miax5697]

it’ll all work out, don’t worry. i love you

[@disappointment1621]

Same dude 😔🤚

[@judecrow5462]

Everyone’s talking about their boyfriend but she was my best friend.😔 Edit:I haven’t checked in on this comment for a while.I am still very depressed and think about her everyday.I just can’t get her off my mind.Ive started hurting myself most nights now 😔

[@Bigpussy.sloppp]

😔 girlyyyy nooo

[@bigbussyprincess1800]

I'll be your new best friend bby 😺💓

[@libby1094]

Same..

[@allieroberson3515]

Me talking about my best friend who I was dating and just broke up with me 3 hours ago 😞

[@heehaw7419]

me too bb

[@boopity-]

People say that I help them in so many ways, that I always make a situation turn around, that I’m a heather. I’m not suicidal, I just feel like getting my life done and over with quick. That’s probably the only reason why I put on a fake smile, because people enjoy my help and appreciation.

[@skyllenicholeguarin2722]

the first lyric: i still remember, third of december conan's birthday is the fifth of december. poor boy. his heart was broken 2 days before his birthday.

[@lufkysmxf]

Aww.. conan 🥺🥺

[@Bangbangcherry4]

Me and him are born in the same day and month 5th of December

[@sammym325]

my birthday is dec 3rd

[@chrysalism7375]

dec 3rd is my bday damn why did someone’s heart need to be broken on that day 😭

[@laurab1807]

And the fourth of December is when my dog died

[@TapeFolder]

pov: you're dissociating at 2am staring at the wall thinking about how someone you once considered your best friend, possibly even more, has no interest in talking to you anymore. You used to talk all of the time but then you noticed that you seemed to be talking less and less. You still message her when something interesting happens but she hardly ever replies. You went from talking every few hours to every few weeks, maybe months. You start to feel like she only really comes to you when she wants something. There is no "Heather", nobody else to blame, you just weren't enough. You weren't second choice because you weren't even an option.

[@okaybicecools]

bruh im with my cousin i will legit cry if i see one more of these comments 😿😿

[@pattihunt1607]

never related to something more in my life..

[@susansmith288]

He** Him**

[@Yep-bi4ej]

Bro that hurt...

[@TapeFolder]

@@susansmith288 idk what this is but I'm assuming you're correcting me so that it fits with the song? This isn't supposed to perfectly match the song (considering there isn't even a "Heather") this is just my own experience and what I personally think of when listening. :)

[@haha-bh7rp]

“How can I hate her she’s such an angel” yes she is she’s so nice, so why did he kiss me

[@gabby-uy7qv]

Pov/Mini Short Story: You are sitting on the bench outside of the gym holding the prom. You came with your best friend hoping to confess your feelings, but your friend left you for one of the strongest guys in the whole school. You hoped that after a bit your crush could see how much the guy was full of himself, but no... they just continued trying to get his attention as well as every other girl and guy that thought they had a chance. You went outside in hopes that you could at least enjoy the night in some way, you didn't mind the rain as you steadily were drenched by the water falling like tears from the sky. The moment the song began to play, you felt your heart begin to crack as sadness crashed over you like a tidal wave, the tears began racing down your cheeks competing with the rain. The life slowly began to drain out of your eyes as you wished you were no longer alive, you were plunged into the depths of sorrow and depression that to your friend, that's all you were, friends. The gym doors opened before being shut quickly, the guy that had girls and guys alike swarming him stepped out feeling much better without so many people swarming him. He noticed you sitting there with the rain drumming on your still figure, he approached and sat down. Your eyes shifted over to the guy, why was he sitting there to simply get a breath from being fawned over. The guy glanced over at you, his face had a red hue showing off his faint freckles, "Um... how you doin?" he questioned awkwardly. You simply turned your head to look him in the eyes as your eyes showed how lifeless you felt. The boy's breath hitched at seeing how dead you looked, "Who hurt you?" he whispered taking your face in his hands, he leaned forward as his thumb wiped the mixture of tears and rain from your cheek. The simple action and question was the thing that broke the dam, you chocked out a sob as the tears replaced the liquid from before. The boy gave a soft sigh as he pulled you into a hug, you couldn't help but cling to him so tightly, like he would disappear the moment you loosened your grip. "You know... over all the people that I could love... you caught my eye." Your broken sobs slowed to whimpers from the pain of your broken heart as he continued talking. "You were always willing to help when you would get nothing in return except a smile, you even stand up for people that think the worst of you." The boy pulled away to look you in the eyes with a look of pure admiration. "I love you, will you be mine?" he questioned as you could only stare in shock. You chocked on another sob as you said brokenly, "yes." The boy gave a smile full of love and happiness, he kissed you and you kissed back, your broken heart already slowly healing.

[@Maya-di4qy]

Geez

[@simpsandstrawberries1126]

HELL YEA WE GET WHO HEATHER WANTED-

[@3clipses_Night]

In the guy's P.O.V. when he said "Who hurt you?" I would say "Everyone....but im already used to it since i went through it most of my lifetime..."

[@Ryanlaw1117]

it was so good i cried 🥺

[@claireanderson1729]

i wanna have friends and have fun and talk about life and deep shit but my “friends” are almost nothing like me, they don’t understand me i’m scared to go to them for things. they don’t know the deep down scary shit i feel alone in this world when everyone around me says they’re there for me. i wanna be happy, that’s my goal in life. 😔

[@avagannon1504]

lol

[@patiencekies5695]

i’ll be friends with u b🥺 no one deserves to feel alone❤️

[@nelleharvey]

Same my friends say its attention but when I'm crying they always ask what happened

[@Lampluvr08]

Could we be friends I completely understand how you feel. I’m 12 birthday May 19th you don’t have to be my friend if u don’t want to. But I relate to you all too much. I just want someone who can look out for me without judging me. I had some old friends from school and they were the best but we went to different high schools and my present friends like to point out my insecurities. I’m looking for someone who won’t judge my appearance and take in consideration how I deeply feel😕

[@nelleharvey]

@@Lampluvr08 I want to be friends! Do you have snap or insta. Im also 12 day is Aug 11

[@britishoyster2155]

I need to get something off my chest : It’s been a few years hasn’t it? Since it happened. I loved you, you know. You didn’t love me, you didn’t even like me. You only used me, wanted some attention, some love to take but never give back. We talked, 24/7 but that was all for nothing. You shut me out, for MONTHS, it was Valentine’s Day, I had lost all hope. You texted me that day, asked me who I liked, I said you. You said my best friend. I wish I was her. She is outgoing I’m living in my own bubble. She had personality, I’m just existing. She is gorgeous, I’m not even decent. You told me that night I was never horrible in your eyes. I wish I could’ve said the same back. But I was hurt, I set you up with her anyway didn’t I? I wanted to see you happy even though you made my heart turn blue and broken. I told you a few months later that I didn’t want you to be a player, you cried, you didn’t want to be known as a player. That sucks doesn’t it, because that’s what you were and that’s what you are. I tried to help you but all you did was ignore my advice. You shut me out again when I told you what I thought of everything. Look at you now, telling 2 girls you like them on the same day, 10 ex girlfriends. I’m still not good enough am I? Not even to be considered. I still love you though even after everything. But you don’t love me. You never did.

[@tequila524]

shit man I went through the same thing. He never cared. He would’ve made time if he did. I’m so sorry they did this to you. As much as you’ve heard this, it really does get better. Stay strong and we’ll make it together and forget them eventually

[@britishoyster2155]

Tequila thank you 🥺 so glad (well not glad but you know what I mean) that someone gets how this made us feel. I’ll try to get over him, I still have feelings after everything...

[@keisha1019]

Keep your head up sis your crown is falling

[@britishoyster2155]

Keisha 101 🥺

[@tequila524]

JustSomeEspeon Aw np! Eventually, you’ll get over him. I’m getting closer to reaching that point. You have to make time for yourself. Do things you love, talk to friends, listen to music! Eventually you’ll realize you don’t need him, how shitty he was to you, and that he doesn’t deserve you. You’re worth so much more than he made you feel like you are! You’ll get over him soon man. Take time for yourself and take it easy. Best wishes always

[@connorsinclair5728]

Me: *Trying to fall asleep Ad: "WaNT PRingLeS?!"

[@bledar3927]

HELL YES I WANT PRINGLES AND I WANT TO EAT THEM ALL WITH YOU GUYS EVEN THO IDK ANY OF YALL :^]

[@skibiditoiletrizzgod]

I got the SAME AD

[@tayevondavis2828]

I mean eating Pringle’s (or your fav snack) while crying makes me feel happy

[@deadtree3178]

I mostly would listen to this song right after my “mom” yells at me, but she cares more about m grades than my mental health-

[@doracarvalho8915]

I feel u

[@evelynolivia9010]

same but diffrent ok my mom says my teeth have plack and that i look like a piece of s word

[@sophiatate8679]

Theres this boy. Hes everything I’ve ever wanted. He’s caring, funny, genuine, and cute. We talked non stop for about two weeks. A few days ago he started to seem off. I thought it was just because of school or maybe something going on with his family. So i texted him and said hey. He left me on open. Then i snaped him a video of me telling him something that was on my mind. Which we always did before he stared acting weird. He left me on open. I thought he was different. I thought he was one off those boys u see in movies. One of those boy who actually means everything they say. Why is it that you could care so much for someone, but yet they dont care at all back. It hurts my heart so bad. To whoever gets this boy i hope they know how lucky they are. Because ik he would give the person he loves the world. ( sorry but i just needed to get that out of my system) Edit: (Hey, i just wanted to give an update. Its been like almost three months now. We’re friends now. And i dont like him like a crush anymore. I like him as a friend. I think he’ll always have a special place in my heart. But im just trying to heal from other things. Thank y’all so much for the likes. I’ve never got so many. And thank u all the replies they truly mean a lot to me❤️).

[@the1nonlycass]

he doesn't deserve u queen!

[@sophiatate8679]

raging ethot yes sadly doe😞

[@CharleyAnderson-ur5ss]

...the same exact thing happened to me..

[@sophiatate8679]

I feel that it sucks, but all we can do is forgive and forget sadly. 😞

[@haniarizwan5912]

Guess were similar in this way 💔💯📌

[@malujergensen1957]

i love the fact that i'm crying so bad rn but i don't even like someone

[@bellafacc4482]

Malu Jergensen literally me, no one ever likes me

[@averyhannah8010]

Same but I I dont like anyone bc he chose her so now I cant like him :(

[@idsellmysoulformitski5386]

Sameeee, I don't have a crush but this just makes me sad

[@victoria-cj6dx]

sometimes you need to feel that you are not crying by yourself-

[@victoria-cj6dx]

sometimes you need to feel that you are not crying by yourself-

[@nobars__]

when your whole friend group is heather except for you...

[@yeontanbangtan2113]

It hurts so much-

[@minilein4894]

I am a heather from the friends group and im sorry for her

[@eviet.7867]

I don't want to be a heather but from what i heard from rumors i am. Though for some reason nobody realizes i'm a conan in so many instances

[@alixiatiu4060]

Alaynna Shaw I know how u feel

[@meganbryant8098]

Honestly relatable

[@dizzy_animelover7940]

This song is so sad and the minute I heard the guitar change in the beginning and them his voice sounding so droopy...rhe emotion smacked my face and I started crying.. 😢 😭