Bmike - Anxiety [Official Music Video]

[@BMIKEMUSIC]

YO WTF! I did not expect this at all...90k views in 2 days! Thank you so much! Let's spread the movement and keep sharing it EVERYWHERE!! Make sure to follow me on Instagram @itsbmike... HERE ARE THE LYRICS FOR EVERYONE ASKING... (Verse 1) Every single day it breaks me to pieces I tasted defeat at the feet of my demons I’m such a fucking waste of achievement I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it Cause Lord I know I aint been no saint But tell me what I did to deserve this pain Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt When all I ever did was put everybody first And how does that make you feel? These days I Just don’t feel shit I don’t feel a thing at all, I don’t feel like I exist Thats why I need my fix, so I can just feel something How do you describe the word empty? Try describe the word nothing Wait, fuck that use my face as the definition Write it on my forehead, defective out of commission I’m sick of it, losing myself I’m sick of it Check my fingerprints, you’ll see how little the percentage is (Chorus) I’ve given it my all I’ve given it my all and so much more But everybody’s still walking out that door I’ve given it my all It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough... It’s not enough (Verse 2) The sleeping pills don’t work, the healing pills don’t work I still feel pain with the pain pills now those same pills don’t work If I don’t get a couple percs im bout to go berserk I swear to god nobody can fix this shit not even the church now tell me what good would a pastor do? Except be mad at you Then tell you that “you’ve sinned a bunch of times but I’ve forgiven you” You know they won’t admit it and god himself has forbid it but it’s probably still just half of all the shit the priest committed And how does that mak- Ask me one more fucking time how the fuck I feel Imma fucking lose my mind, step aside I need the pills Step aside I need the xannies Step aside I need the vicodin And I’ll be on my way so I can just get back my life again You do not give a shit...stop pretending stop lying Cause to you I’m just a check, bitch just a dollar sign... Another vacay with the kids, hubby couldn’t be prouder... And all you had to was ask me how I feel for an hour See that’s the problem with pretentious technicalities Your preach insanity and then expect my weekly salary? So tell me who’s the crazy person now bitch... And yet you think you’re qualified to treat me? Shit (Chorus) I’ve given it my all I’ve given it my all and so much more But everybody’s still walking out that door I’ve given it my all It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough... It’s not enough Outro Man I came up a long way Just a young Jozi nigga Bullet at my temple Afraid I might pull this trigger This fucking anxiety Fucking anxiety My demons are calling and saying that they want whatever's inside of me... Imma give it to em, (Hell yeah) Imma give em’ all of it Use to be a smooth operator... Now it's the opposite Anxiety... Oh big time Anxiety yeah I feel it swimming thru my veins, I’m afraid I might get the blade, make a slit and let the blood spill out Anxiety... Oh big time Anxiety

[@miskan427]

good song ;)

[@BBElder]

Thank you bmike

[@sarahbaker9245]

You're amazing. This is so real. Like too real. I almost want this to be the only song I ever listen to again. That's how real this is. You're a blessing. I'm going to be looking for your CD's in stores.

[@3Ai76ers]

BMIKEMUSIC this should have millions of views

[@AlyVee11]

BMIKEMUSIC I saw this video on my homepage 2 days ago & “I was like ‘Anxiety’ 🤔 yeah, yeah, I got that” lol so I played it & was like damn 🤟🏻, was the first I had heard of you as well, keep it up man!

[@BMIKEMUSIC]

2 years ago I announced I was writing a song called Anxiety. I rewrote this over and over and over again. I didn't wanna put it out until I was certain about it cause of how much raw emotion I wanted in it. Mental illness is a real thing, and some people still fail to treat it like its real. Lets move forward and make the world a better place by treating it with the respect it deserves and giving credit to those who battle with it every day. In saying that, hope everybody enjoys the song! - Mike

[@muraldust3840]

This is the song I’ve been waiting for. 2017 big year for bmike!

[@dmajae]

BMIKEMUSIC thank you for this mike. I appreciate you. 🙏🏽🙏🏽💜💜

[@gravelygonex]

BMIKEMUSIC Thank you for making something that people can relate to, and understanding that mental illness is not a joke. Thanks BMIKE.❤

[@tyanglin8187]

BMIKEMUSIC I love all your shit dude

[@stxrgirl7]

BMIKEMUSIC Damn, this hit me hard😳 I clicked on this vid so quick when i seen the name, I knew i would be able to relate. Honestly, people and rappers like u, are the only reason i am where i am right now, im doing way better than i used to be! And a huge part of my progression was because a lot of (talented) music artists! So i just wanna give a huge thank you to u! U deserve it ! U are so fricking talented man! Keep up the raps, songs, and music. Cant wait to see u get bigger and grow!!

[@bambicline4353]

Anxiety is no joke. I hate having anxiety and depression. I hate feeling like I'm never good enough and feeling like a failure all the time. Feeling like I can't breathe most days.

[@reported1782]

Totally understand, the jittery-ness and chest tightness of my anxiety is terrible. Ive been in and out of mental facilities my whole life. Trust me when I say that suicide leads to nothing good. Its a very negative and lazy approach to your issues and itll just make everything worse. You're here for a reason and you need to remember that. Nobody is a mistake and Nothing that happens is a mistake. It all happens for a reason and serves a genuine purpose.

[@bambicline4353]

@@reported1782 I never said I was suicidal. I'm not.

[@Black_viking1082]

Bambi Cline I hate anxiety because I just started college and I almost had a meltdown in front of everyone.

[@bambicline4353]

@@Black_viking1082 I totally understand. I am also in college so I feel ya there. Very stressful

[@user-in6qg4qq5z]

Something that helps against anxiety is deleting social media. Whenever we feel like we don't have anything to do we open some app to takr up our time. Your mind needs time to process things, so you need to be alone with your thoughts every so often.

[@vicentenavarrete3324]

“Tell me what i did to deserve this pain, tell me what i did to deserve this hurt when all i ever did was put everyone first”. 😓😔

[@Lil_Megatron]

same tho it fucking sucks

[@bergerisgood218]

Stay strong... I’m going through it and I say daily the only reason I deal with it is my child. Time heals people. Please stay strong. You have meaning even if it doesn’t feel like it at this moment

[@thanatos1668]

I feel you same with me bro

[@Nightshade001]

vicente navarrete so relatable, all I’ve done through my life was put everyone else first and it all comes back as negativity and hate

[@morganjohnson2608]

I felt dat

[@bartelsink5007]

Who is still listening 2024

[@patricklashare5300]

Me

[@GuestR-Evolution]

Me

[@NellySnidarich-sx4qw]

Me fs

[@Angelsnow69]

I do ❤❤❤❤

[@iwonaboszko8473]

Me

[@UganDanielL]

Dude, this song speaks to me in ways only those who have anxiety could understand. You have a new fan. Thank you for blessing me with this song

[@gothicghoste3777]

Same!

[@xxxsugoitacion]

You are still going to have anxiety, get yourself checked out. I wish you well. This song is just a song created to sell to people who actually have anxiety... it's industry plays to make money out of the sick.

[@UganDanielL]

@@xxxsugoitacion it's true, today it's almost impossible to become famous or even just generally well known in the music industry without selling yourself to an industry. However, those who make music (especially this kind, where it's very personal) hate to use the industry but don't have a choice. If they want to make a living they must do it the industry way. So that fact that this guy was willing to to compromise what he originally had in mind in order to pursue his passion, giv9ng up a lot of the rights and money he could make for security in his job.... I can respect that. No-one likes selling their dream to a company, but to those who do, they either become the industry, and make generic music, or they fight for what they want to make, a song that only a minority of people will relate to. I can still appreciate this song.

[@jokerdalton4644]

fr bro

[@sarahlimb3025]

I totally agree

[@someguy4936]

"i dont feel anything at all, i dont feel like i exist" That hit me.

[@dakotaklem4798]

facts

[@darkphantom4678]

That's the story of my life

[@AlwaysGrinding-z2t]

Same bro😞

[@blaxgoth812]

Same

[@danwright2949]

I’m the same

[@bonndell]

2024 is almost here and I keep coming back to this song because I feel like BMike is the only one who understands our pain.. wish you guys who suffer everyday to feel better one day. My prayers are with you all

[@Valentine-ui1iy]

its a war inside my head.@user-vo6dj9bb2k

[@luanamarck3348]

It's gonna be ok if we try to stay strong guys. Don't lose hope I'm here for you❤❤❤

[@jordannorris4029]

Bondell love your comment we are fighting the same fight we can find strength in numbers. God bless you and bring your heart peace

[@jordannorris4029]

​@user-vo6dj9bb2k I feel the same please stay strong have Faith in god its hard been praying for almost 40 years sometimes swearing at god while I'm praying crying what did I do to deserve this pain or to be forsaken

[@tashaswanson7393]

❤😢 going into 2024 with my anxiety in charge here.

[@yadayada1495]

Living with Anxiety and depression is hard *"I wanna die but what happens when I do"*

[@pronixrezz3148]

This is the 1 million Dollar question I'm fucking scared

[@6sugarz-595]

Me 2. What if we all have to Start over and over again?

[@sologacha3136]

This runs through my mind at least 10 times a day...

[@jamesstevens6452]

Your problems will over but your family n close friends will be just beginning

[@levidaniels7615]

Endless peace or hell from these people

[@blank4892]

"But tell me what I did to deserve this pain Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt When all I ever did was put everybody first" ...

[@reported1782]

Blank Hi Aiden

[@osamabukhari7504]

That's exactly what he did

[@josephgonzalez2270]

I feel your pain thats how i am too

[@Thebiggestchiefer]

Same

[@sniper_rifle_3009]

Same

[@thisisnyx]

When you watch this at your lowest 2 years ago and here you are back to it right now..

[@lmaodav308]

Brother I've had the worst tradigys/ horrible things happen to me that you wouldn't believe I'm like a walking robot I just brush the craziest worst things off it ain't worth being sad seriously gods got us jesus they got us no need to be sad. Just be happy forget all that sad stuff ! Foreal happiness is everywhere I never get depressed ever I know gods up there so that's what makes me do good and Im happy I hope everything goes awesome for you Godbless you and everyone here and everyone everywhere lol. It took me some time to figure out how to not get upset at anything because the moment I had a cloud of jesus appear with him smiling at me that's what changed me I couldn't believe seeing him. After that I feel a strong connection to life everything makes sense. I know right from wrong everything clicked I pray you can see what I seen or believe me and be just as happy from this! and Im here.to let you know that I seen the cloud I hope my energy from the cloud goes to you and you are fullfiled in this world with happiness!

[@montesleslie59]

@@lmaodav308 this is so wholesome! And very needed right now so thank you so much

[@dustinboroff2541]

Watching this rn cause this Is how I feel

[@sanquinacitychilds3449]

Man this comment hits so different

[@britsadie]

We shall conquer the demons. Whichever route that goes, we will never know in this moment. But we will conquer them fckers somehow.

[@loraleimonroe9451]

This song hits me n it hits hard. Went thru everything u spoke on and still suffer from anxiety daily. I appreciate YOU AND YOUR MUSIC!!!! THANK YOU FR! ❤❤

[@listenup394]

Song is literally lyrical reality about true anxiety

[@bryce7634]

Trying to read this out loud gave me an aneurism thank you

[@roselourose419]

Yh

[@kingzerk6409]

Depression*

[@lisamarple8873]

This song legit makes me cry every time I hear it because it's literally one of the best representations of anxiety

[@lovetyson1966]

More about depression & suicide than anxiety at all

[@ileshiaboshoff5274]

I finally get why he sings in so much rage. I finally get it.

[@bretthastings2707]

And why is that?

[@damiafilza9927]

@@bretthastings2707 anxiety man anxiety

[@kaylalove871]

You and me both girl. That feeling sucks!!

[@ileshiaboshoff5274]

@@kaylalove871 it does 💔 and worst part is while your screaming inside you smile outside to show everyone you've got your shit together for everyone not to leave

[@jam_maj]

@Mehmood Adam things get better man, what seems like a big issue now will be a distant memory in the near future. Feel how you feel now it’s needed to accept the sadness don’t hide away from the feelings but know it’s just a lull and things will get better. Feel free to message me if you need to talk

[@krzm4478]

“The worst part about hell is not the flames it’s the hopelessness”

[@kellykhan8839]

I relate to this line soooo fucking much

[@deez2569]

Hope is the most dangerous emotion 💯

[@emosam9517]

So true

[@aestheticalien273]

Earth is hell

[@tiffanymiller5154]

@kerZm Yes it is

[@wheeliekidbp]

Wow....I dont think I can find a more relatable song. Its almost scary how relatable this is, like you plucked the words directly from my head and put them into a musical form.

[@alejandronogueerol9491]

"Tell me what i did to derseve this pain if everything i did was put people first" EXACTLYYY EXACTLYYY

[@rach2264]

I ask my self everyday

[@ruralMCgaming129]

Same

[@gurt.yuri3378]

Its why I put myself 1st no matter what. Eveyone else is a stepping stone or sacrafice so I can move forward. I'm still mentally fucked, but at least I'm moving out of this hell.

[@zombieslayer4416]

If you don't do drugs or smoking you dissverd to be happy

[@nukrisamyurashvili3021]

maybe you deserved it because you put other people first and not yourself? have you thought about that.

[@adamarmstrong7650]

Bmike,Nf,and hopsin are the real deal

[@clarafrandsen9965]

truuuuueee'

[@reesereierson1967]

add phora into the mix and god dang 🔥

[@5krypt]

sadboyprolific too

[@slackingaming2860]

Nah bmike, joyner lucas, and Hopson are

[@honestpenaldo]

Adam Armstrong And lil pump too

[@gaudysanz6644]

You became the voice to those who can't express how its feel the anxiety and depression with this song. we are not alone Thanks bmike

[@jajuvah]

Hell yeah! I'm crying everytime i listen to this awesome song.. i could never ever express my feelings like bmike does in this song.. its just amazing.

[@michaelkennethrabemaximize9871]

Yup

[@dipstermaann937]

Bro this song Anxiety is speaking literally from my soul, I mean it's speaking what I've been trying to say how I feel man. My bad if I said to much keep it up man. Got my prayers

[@x_wolf_x8909]

“My demons are calling and saying that they want whatever’s inside of me” Damn this hit me hard

[@andivasquez4012]

This song hits diff when you have anxiety and are depressed

[@adamvitela8192]

That is me

[@Alina-xu7nn]

yes especially with pure ocd 🙃

[@tracymcphee299]

100% 👍

[@misticmcneil3105]

Mannnnn.

[@dakotamoreland4304]

fr tho

[@fifiasmr7381]

Social anxiety. Anxiety. Which in turn adds depression. Constant Racing heart, nausea ,chest pain, overthinking, afraid to go out events, people get togethers, drive, apply to that job, confused, don't find life to be all that, often times ambition goes out the door. Those closest to you see you as a failure, Sh**, a nobody. They think I can choose or have strength of my own to cure my mental illnesses, fears or issues. Boyyy if it was up to me would I have been long past this mess. Bcus it ain't easy to go through life like this. Not enjoying life to the fullest. You're not alone. I understand. I understand .

[@seseleslyxsky8309]

Thank you! This explains everything about me.

[@sebastianfeuerstein9306]

Yeah, if it were all up to me I bet I wouldn't even be here in the Beginning.

[@NoteyouraveRage]

Wow this is 2 real! I feel like I'm the one who wrote this comment ! everything you wrote feels like it's coming from me it's insane! I relate to everything you said...

[@smokynhere]

I've never been able to explain this to anyone. Thank you for this.

[@vb6683]

I can relate to this.I suffer from anxiety too and it's so hard.I can't live my life to the fullest,I can't be myself.I would stay home all my life to avoid social interactions.It's not a way to live,it's a way to die 😢😢

[@nguyen-sb9qw]

Who going into 2024 with anxiety and depression

[@andalazda6185]

me

[@lyrichackler1687]

This actually helps cause I can’t talk to people about my problems, it’s difficult for me to.

[@mariahg684]

Why is your name jinxed for life?

[@yuridark5643]

Can you relate it is hard to say how you feel like it is like they won't understand what your feeling are what your going threw..

[@JS-ku9fn]

No one will believe the pain we have

[@scelokazicingo3713]

Jinxxed For_life the problem is not knowing where to begin. And also how they might take it. It’s horrible bro

[@lyrichackler1687]

Mariah G because I felt like I’ve jinxxed myself.

[@clairecx9329]

A lot of people can relate to this song, love you

[@montserathfulgencio5453]

Vizaal love your lucky pic! 🤣

[@clairecx9329]

Montserath fulgencio Thank youuu

[@johnnyrichardson6774]

Vizaal touched

[@parveenakhtar1738]

Vizaal i am one of them

[@jamesperoceschi8750]

Only people who have been through this know the real depth of this song and the reality some of us fight with every day, right on Mike absolutely loved this its so nice knowing that I'm not alone, bulls eye brother!!!

[@Renae12234]

Yes definitely love this song

[@angelgiuliano111]

Agreed I have severe anxiety this song definitely hit me hard

[@morganjohnson2608]

Ya

[@MilliePBell]

Thank you so much for saving my life with this song. I feel like I was the only one dealing with severe anxiety and depression. And listening to this showed me that I’m not the only one. 😢

[@ayaanafzal1989]

Just found you, felt like your music spoke to me directly

[@Daniel-py5tx]

We can i see you x

[@enriquegilbert2002]

Guess who it is :)

[@glendyochada8285]

😭😭😭😭

[@melisaslaughter8862]

Never gets old. It's like words inside myself coming out through someone else's voice.

[@paulspangler2088]

Agreed

[@premiumwater3525]

Having anxiety is like, living in hell, because you cant control it, it controls you. Belive me when I say this its come to the point where, dont love anyone, cant talk to anyone because of anxiety, and pushed me to the edge of suffering

[@basementkids8250]

My wife and I were military and she got 100 percent and turned it into a competition saying there's nothing wrong with me and keeps saying she's sick of my complaining and talking to therapists doesn't help and neither do drugs it sucks

[@dustin1431]

So very true it gets harder everyday to keep myself

[@the_bearded_drengr]

To people who wonder how it is with anxiety let me just say I'd rather have cancer. Don't mean to offend anyone with cancer it's just simple fact. Now it sounds stupid but if had/having anxiety you would feel the same way.

[@paris405]

everyone without anxiety just don't get it.

[@yuridark5643]

PremiumWater 35 I know to me it gets to the point we're I just start crying a lot. And I hate it

[@desireehawkins7930]

This song I just came across and it hits so hard.i relate 100% thank u!

[@nats10x]

'I taste defeat at the feet of my demons, I'm such a fcking waste of achievement' hits too close 💔

[@Acct-qz3oz]

You got this fight them till they can stay in the backgroud ☺

[@bl674]

I have felt that way for nearly 20 years. These meds help some but it never truly goes away 100%.

[@Kai-zs2zw]

That's the truth

[@ccstyle22]

Imagine NF, Bmike, Sik World and Witt Lowry make a collab together like AAAHHH😭❣❣❣

[@kollmeyer11]

C.C. Style I was trying to comment this nf and bmike show would be lit

[@katet1750]

C.C. Style Oml yes

[@loganmcnamara9845]

Token and jaytekz

[@reyz7923]

NF don’t work with other artists

[@natalee7]

I’m extremely late to this hype, but I couldn’t like your comment more than one time. This is the greatest thing I’ve ever seen in any comment section. I 999999999% agree.

[@chelsm8569]

"these days I don't feel shit, I don't feel a thing at all" I rather be numb then feeling everything at once. I hope you get well soon ❤️

[@billiejo4469]

vicky flores well said, ive been on both sides at opposite times and it’s just nothingness. having to pretend/act like you aren’t hollow and feel happy in front of others is honestly the worst.

[@krzm4478]

Right? Id give anything to feel numb. I cant stand the pain my body goes through

[@FallenxAngels91]

Man, even after like 4 years of hearing this bro, it still hits me hard for real, it felt deep.. and very VERY FEW have felt deep like this, I love this song bro

[@joebrown1253]

Bro your music saves lives believe it or not!!!

[@mhdz2691]

Truth ..!! Saved Mine

[@tylerdaniel8395]

Lyrics: Intro Michael? Uh yeah. Right this way please Michael. What can I do for you today? I just need something to take this edge off and I’ll be on my way. Well I can’t just give them to you. What the fuck, why not? Why don’t you take a seat, and we’ll have a little chat. Verse 1 Every single day it breaks me to pieces I taste the defeat at the feet of my demons I'm such a fucking waste of achievement I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it Cause lord I know I ain't been no saint But tell me what I did to deserve this pain Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt When all I ever did was put everybody first And how does that make you feel? These days I just don’t feel shit I don’t feel a thing at all, I don’t feel like I exist That’s why I need my fix, so I can just feel something How do you describe the word empty? Try to describe the word nothing Wait, fuck that use my name as the definition Write it on my forehead, defective out of commission I’m sick of it, loosing myself I’m sick of it Take my fingerprints you’ll see I little the percentages Chorus: I’ve given it my all I’ve given it my all and so much more, but everybody’s still walkin out that door I’ve given it my all It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck, I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough (It’s not enough) Verse 2 The sleeping pills don’t work, the healing pills don’t work I still feel pain with the pain pills, now those same pills don’t work If I don’t get a couple percs I’m bout to go berzerk I swear to God nobody can fix the shit not even the church Now tell me what good would a pastor do? Except be mad at you Then tell you that you’ve sinned a bunch of times but I’ve forgiven you You know they won’t admit it and god himself has forbid it but it’s prolly still just half of all the shit the priest committed And how does that make you- Ask me one more time how the fuck I feel I’ma fuckin lose my mind, step aside I need the pills Step aside I need the xannies, step aside I need the vicodin And I’ll be on my way so I can just get back my life again You do not give a shit, stop pretending, stop lying Cause to you I’m just a check bitch, just a dolla sign Another vaca with the kids? Hubby couldn’t be prouder And all you had to do was ask me how I feel for an hour See that’s the problem with pretentious technicalities You preach insanity and then expect my weekly salary So tell me who’s the crazy person now, bitch? And yet you think you qualified to treat me? (Shit) Chorus: I’ve given it my all I’ve given it my all and so much more And everybody’s still walking out that door I’ve given it my all (Ou yeah, ou yeah) It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck, I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough, it’s not enough Verse 3 Man I came up in longway Just a young jawzy nigga Bullet at my temple Afraid I might pull this trigger It’s fucking anxiety, fucking anxiety My demons are calling and saying that they want whatever’s inside of me I’ma give it to em’ Hell yeah I’ma give em’ all of it Used to be a smooth operator Now it’s the opposite Anxiety, oh big time Anxiety, yeah I feel it swimming through my veins I’m afraid I might get the blade make a slit and let the blood spill out Anxiety, oh big time

[@kingreinhold9905]

0:55 your voice in the beginning is insane!

[@slowedtracks5951]

The pain in his voice

[@daniellejohnson4983]

King Reinhold 😞😞😞😞

[@JamieCarillo-y9r]

hehehehe 🎉❤krw!

[@tonymcrae6510]

I'm completely blown away. This is the most brilliant and VALID thing I've ever heard in 51 years of life

[@dsears06]

Holy shit man. How did it take me this long to find this song. Crushed it and I felt the lyrics the moment you started rhyming. Great work Mike!

[@brittsparks9830]

Yeah no shit those first 2 lines hit so damn hard

[@brucemiles8405]

On this shit

[@HHJYXH629069558]

Same!!!!

[@mattquist16]

This comment hits it right on the spot✊

[@sethozera4246]

Same man. A friend of mine just showed me this track and I’m in awe I didn’t hear about this man sooner

[@reganmellor7494]

"I've given it my all but its not enough" yeah this is the story of my life😕

[@darkphantom4678]

Same here 🖐🏻

[@virgotime3875]

Same same

[@agentcharm4806]

Pretty much

[@LionGaming777]

Same

[@alexzaharia5438]

It s Because you guys are better but you guys can t find that power. It s about your mind. I understand your problems but keep calm this is gonna pe a part of your past. And you will laugh thinking about: why i was so stupid before?🤣🤣🤣

[@exMuteKid]

We need a song with NF and Bmike asap

[@gabbyberry3696]

palm trees 4 life yes. Please

[@ezykilla1]

NF and Witt Lowry or Sik world would work better.

[@jonathanwright6106]

palm trees 4 life that would be awesome I hope bmike sees this that's a great idea

[@amandagiffin9801]

Yesss!!

[@Naturebeautifaul]

Fuck yeah!

[@daniellemessner4073]

Who’s going into 2024 with depression

[@Princesslilly01]

🙋🏽‍♀️

[@Autumn8389]

Me

[@kittenanders694]

Yupp to think I almost forgot about B-Mike...

[@hannahhicks4285]

My friend from 4th grade almost shot himself

[@adamsweeney8446]

Heading to 2025 with it. If I even make it that far lol

[@AshtynJoslyn]

This shit gave me chills 5 seconds into him singing....WTF! amazing!

[@emokitty1882]

same

[@bellalunagaming3541]

Same

[@chrismyers2088]

Same aha

[@mjunreal]

Same

[@brianabadillo6391]

Same 100% Some people just understand. We've all been on the same journey, just a different path.

[@MrStatic156]

I feel like an outsider. This world and I aren't compatible.

[@Black_viking1082]

Ace Que Amen brother!! 🤜🤛

[@noahs5516]

Facts

[@colemansion6411]

You just have to find the connection

[@holliegirl]

Ace Que literally my same thought. 😔

[@IAmWeiz]

Feel the same bro💔

[@drflamingo8516]

Anxiety is a disorder that is not taken to seriously and this song sums up my life I wake up in the morning with it I go to bed with it I battle depression with it it's only a matter of time before it wins and I'm gone

[@1oabbyo1]

I look in the mirror every morning and think about it being my last... But then I tell myself "Fuck you, you're a pussy, show them how it's done." And I walk out my house like a boss even though I don't feel like one.

[@MAYHEMSCO]

Don't let it win. In the end when you wake up realize that a feeling or thought has no weight physically. Don't let a notion or thought or negative idea lay hands on you physically. Take your power back. Don't allow something that is not tangible to push you physically or control you. The only one who gets to decide your fate is you and the only one who gets to make you unhappy is you. Don't give anyone or anything else that ability @Dr Flamingo

[@MAYHEMSCO]

@@1oabbyo1 for you and the OP. Bc I don't know you but I give a shit about you both. Keep fighting your demons. Fighting them makes you a boss. Give yourself a promotion mentally and put fire under the ass of every negative thought.

[@1oabbyo1]

@@MAYHEMSCO Thanks Michael 🌸 I am stronger than people think I am. I am not a quitter.

[@davidmayhan6534]

Stay strong

[@heatherlynn79]

This is still one of my favorite songs

[@pokemontrainerjona8678]

i have suffered from depression and anxiety for over 10 years but music helps me and bmike thanks for this song it's really amazing

[@goldenbullet1660]

You are not alone, sometimes i sit there and wonder how did this all begin and why :(.

[@pokemontrainerjona8678]

Young A i get you man and even though i know im not alone sometimes it still feels like it you know when im in my room just listening to music and if i try to text someone they never respond but when they are feeling down i suddenly become their therapist you know 😂😂😂

[@blxssmyaim-8250]

I feel you man

[@BBElder]

super jona same

[@alexavierholbrook8755]

If that doesn't relate to me then i don't know what does. Man i don't even remember the last time i was just happy.

[@savannahhuizar8410]

I know you probably won't see this but I just wanted to let you know that this was one of the last songs my brother showed me. He lost his battle with depression and severe anxiety last night, and I still don't want to believe it's real. He said that this was exactly how he felt, he appreciated how real you are and thanked you for helping me and others understand. Even though I suffer from depression and anxiety; it wasn't the same, more people need to understand that people who go through this don't all think the same. Same war, different battles. I hope I can meet you in person one day to say thank you 😔❤

[@paranormalsoulcircle3176]

Oh my heart hurts for you and what happened to your brother 💔 😢 My fiancee brother did the same thing . I give you my complete condolences.

[@theoutsiderjess1869]

I'm sorry for your loss

[@theoutsiderjess1869]

@@paranormalsoulcircle3176 I'm sorry for your loss

[@mr-it6hy]

Awful to hear what happened i can imagine the hurt youre going through ☹ my condolences :(

[@jaboahines7443]

I see u... understood

[@jamesborg3554]

People saying their worst year is 2020 have no idea what it means to deal with depression and anxiety for years

[@chelsea0371]

James Troisi very good point I agree with you

[@dertypohnelaune1711]

But 2020 is like the bonus part of it

[@Shawn6751]

@RAPHAEL CASSANG ANTOINE-Alumno I know that feeling and 2020 has been good on a personal level but suck overrall. I casted those demons out but the wounds still exist from the 21-year war.

[@charlotte-4190]

exactly ive been dealing with anxiety for about 10 years

[@coldgunztv9072]

Charlotte 샬럿 - same smh

[@matthewgraham9021]

whos still here going i to 2025 with depression nd anxiety..

[@gameranthonybmth964]

Me 😢

[@AlexsisPlank-ml6eh]

Me.

[@johnfatsis7639]

I've been on anxiety medicine volume for 24 years.And xanax it's been a rough road

[@coreylefever6999]

Gonna try to make it til 2025

[@angiexo3590]

✋

[@BlackySpeakz]

You got a bright future man. This is amazing.. I’ll make sure to cover you on my channel. Keep it up!

[@KasperKrazy]

ay blakcy congrats on 200k

[@sebastianfeuerstein9306]

BlackySpeakz Glad you're here Bruh.

[@kevinstart5107]

BlackySpeakz why are YOU here!!😂😂😂😂 you are everywhere

[@TheVirusGaming1]

BlackySpeakz we're waiting blackyyy

[@zephelvocoid2213]

BlackySpeakz one day he’ll make the right song like NF’s let you down to blow up

[@queenofhearts1291]

lord I know I aint no saint but tell me what I did to deserve this pain. I feel you man

[@samiraahmed1434]

Me too broke down at this point

[@flemishbear9658]

you held a grudge agains the people who did evil toward you, thats why u suffer and cant see. forgive them and God will forgive you, and you will be free.

[@mockingx4738]

@@flemishbear9658 No offense, but do you really think a god that claims to love you, but then watch his children suffer through an emotional/physical hell while sitting on a throne exist? If so when I die I hope I go to hell

[@cristianbolanos9641]

Mocking x Exactly, if god exists we shouldn’t be praising him we should be petrified to go to where ever god is. He gives us pain more than he gives me happiness.

[@flemishbear9658]

@@cristianbolanos9641 he is inside of you, be still and know God. pain is good, anger is evil

[@aidenboii6009]

Anybody listening in 2019?😓💔🔥

[@SaintALIEN]

Yeah⚠️

[@andreakerr9148]

I just discovered this song!

[@clark2888]

of course

[@bomblol2727]

Yh

[@fanfan-zy9qm]

Yep

[@nyssalynn5216]

Glad to see you're still making music. A decade ago you helped me get through high-school. Much love dude keep it up

[@travisalexander5035]

Anybody listening to this in 2020

[@yo-yobo-bo7284]

Yep air day... this song helps me cope with my anxiety and panic attacks...

[@melissawinn3295]

Me

[@rhyanstanmore8395]

Yep

[@Jack-ec1wo]

No

[@Ladle_Lover]

wow a 12 year old's comment nice

[@yourstrulyjose8619]

“Every single day it breaks me to pieces,I taste the defeat at the feet of my demons”I felt that 💔

[@Adele_36]

Thank you so much for this. I found this song at the right time. It's not easy when ppl don't understand. We just get used to it and push everyone away. Thank you again for making a song I can relate to

[@ANONYMOUSANONYMOUS-mx1ut]

I love you maclemore, you speak so true. I was Born & raised in King county for 34 years.

[@andreamizrahi9057]

PTSD, anxiety and depression here. Many have it and hide it to cope. I'm guilty of it myself. Thank you this song

[@BrapGenius]

I can feel his pain.. Shits deep

[@jarid9892]

Brap Genius I fw your name

[@BrapGenius]

jarid 989 aye thanks bro

[@jarid9892]

Brap Genius oh shit just noticed u post videos I'mma check u out rn

[@jarid9892]

Brap Genius yep 😂subscribed I like your vibe expect to see me on every new video u post lol

[@jarid9892]

I even hit the bell btw

[@coltengrothe9123]

Who else is listening to this song now dealing with anxiety and all of the problems that come with it. Let's say, nausea, light headed, scared, suicidal, or just possibly thinking too much.. anxiety is tough..I feel absolutely crazy.. I just want it gone.. I just want to be gone.....

[@kellyjocarnahan]

Same

[@alyssamelina4811]

Colten Grothe I feel the same way I’m really young too I don’t want it for my whole life :(

[@sleepingonyaboy4267]

Nothing last forever. Anxiety is a bitch, depression is a bitch. Can y’all describe what’s going on and what’s making you feel this way..? It’s good to release. Sometimes though, there isn’t a reason and we just feel this way and I completely understand. Chemicals in our brains fuck everything up sometimes. I hope I can help... stay strong and keep moving on, life has a certain way of working things out. Please chat if you must!!

[@reckless8694]

Listen to NF songs. He at least sings about anxiety and rage and grief, yet he has the answer..the anchor for his soul to deal with life. Life here is imperfect, yet temporal. Eternity is a real world that is limitless without any anxiety or sadistic evil shit that goes on in this one because those people will not be there and the ones who are there will be fully who they were created to be without worrying about bills, pain, disease, loss, grief, or getting old or dying. That is a place where you want to be and will if you believe the price has been paid for you. You get free admission. You just have to accept the invitation and RSVP. He died cuz He wants you there. He didn't do it for shits and giggles. You matter and you have purpose here and hereafter. It is only lies that we believe that send us spiraling into dark thoughts and crippling anxiety. Truth is the only thing that sets you free. Not a pill or psychiatrist although that isn't to say they aren't helpful. They just aren't your permanent solution to what you really need and desire deep down inside of you.

[@sleepingonyaboy4267]

Rose ☝️👌 ♥️ 🌹

[@ANONYMOUSANONYMOUS-mx1ut]

8mg. Xanie bars a day. ALL BAD.

[@BleedForOdin]

Metalhead here, struggled with crippling anxiety and panic attacks for almost 10 years. I don't really listen to rap or hip hop at all, but this crosses the genre limits with its pure emotional charge and energy. Real music is real art and genre doesnt matter. Respect.

[@DukeNukenum]

Im a metalhead too...love Bmike. Another schizophrenic showed me this awesome track.

[@rosie8426]

This song hits different when u have anxiety and depression at the same time...

[@kingsgeek]

Yup

[@kaylakrause1688]

Agree going through it now seems like i help people but when they can see me I put on a smile when really im screaming so loud inside.

[@colejordan7107]

Yeah for sure

[@PatrickJB410]

20+ years of anxiety/depression and currently dealing with childhood trauma of molestation, abuse, and abandonment.. Lyrics are often my way to freedom.

[@Mike-bm5ty]

Yo I’m going through it all right now and the worst part is I can’t talk to anyone about anything I feel like I’m all on my own

[@SOUTHSACNATIVE7314]

This depression and anxiety is no joke and it's something a lot of people don't understand, I deal with this shit every day and it kills me knowing I live a life where I'm always Trippin 24/7 this song is somin I could relate to bro smh

[@lilmakio6980]

Leonardo Barboza same bro I haven’t got depression tho

[@Armaninabz]

Leonardo Barboza this song is more depression nothing anxiety. Nice song but not anxiety

[@camstv9620]

@@Armaninabz well the song is called Anxiety, So its about anxiety.

[@camstv9620]

I feel that too

[@tylerthompson7849]

I feel ya i got the same shit men it’s not easy

[@FallenxAngels91]

Man the song hits so close like I cannot express how many people feel the same way. "I've given it my all and so much more" And when you said "Ask me one more time how the fk i feel I'm gonna fking lose my mind" It hits close bro, sometimes stress is overwhelming, and sometimes people try to fill that void with pills, and it numbs them to the pain of their life. Everybody needs that somebody they can talk to and relieve their stress vent to that person and hopefully get some perspective sometimes. Ironically i dont really do this, I'll listen to my friends issues and stuff going on with them, but i don't talk about what's going on with myself, sometimes i do though.

[@milya1926]

Thank you KZbin for letting this be in my recommended videos! :) i love this song

[@threedaysgracefan4ever563]

b-mike ik you wont see this but i just want to say thank you for all your amazing music and work you put in. your song baby dont cut has helped me to not self-harm anymore and i glad i have stop. tbh your music helps me when im sad or angry tysm keep it up

[@JoJoGames]

Everyone just give this person a like so that his reaction will be seen

[@depressedaf3654]

“I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it” felt that😔

[@ariellecontreras8336]

Depressed af you are Worth it

[@koreanboi5982]

Like my school nurse once told me: just put ice on it

[@cyndigluck7107]

WTF just read your post it's not worth it......Believe me.......

[@BMF_realphil]

This world dont love you, love yourself. There is no one else like you @depressed af I love all races sizes and religions. Reply before you do anything to hurry the ones that love you

[@cyndigluck7107]

Fuck you black man

[@anthonyglantz4514]

My depression and anxiety hitting real hard right now. Relatable song

[@sabrinacorrales5170]

does anybody else find comfort in his voice or just me

[@littlejezzey2515]

I love all his different style of voices he tends tobuse all 4 he uses on the track alone make this song even million times harder and more real

[@roxannedavila-gutierrez8249]

I find comfort in his voice as well

[@xanmanskaggs216]

@Kaylie Holbrook they're meant to be emotional that's why the songs called anxiety

[@gonebananas777]

I feel it. His voice is beautiful ❤️

[@xanmanskaggs216]

@@gonebananas777 he sounds a lot like NF sometimes to the point I thought NF did come on

[@Paulineryful]

First time hearing this dude and he is very talented. Deserves more recognition as his content have meaning and message that we all need to hear

[@devo2285]

OMG is all I have to say.... That song was amazing.. I wanna hear more like it...

[@naiman8870]

So underrated. I hope he becomes the next thing in 2018.

[@georgiam.3957]

ᴤʟᴇᴇᴘʏ ᴄʜᴇɴ why is army everywhere like for real 😂

[@blackmail531]

This feeling so alone in a world that you shared . People still walking out that door. I want you to be the best like you sing this song . You got the world pulling for you .

[@tomeikathompson1522]

I'm 48 yrs. Old, your music has SAVED MY LIFE & SANITY!! BLESS YOU!!

[@justanobody8010]

Sanity? Thats funny

[@anthonypena2990]

Real shit bro,. These lyrics run thru my veins bro

[@lilmiff1242]

Everyone: whats the longest relationship you been in? Me: Depression and anxiety!

[@lilmiff1242]

amy K sucks eh! Keep that chin up, we got this!

[@thewhizkid3937]

Mild or severe depression ? And why ? As in what causes the depression ?

[@jazlynpallone8350]

Same here

[@oscarmoreno2497]

All my life and still going strong.

[@aryanss148]

It's the only memory i have From childhood i was different I feel to much 😔 I love to much ❤️ And end up in pain too much😞

[@ShaunaGray-xu2rw]

Who's going into 2024 with anxiety and depression?

[@Dt0x75]

This is exactly how anxiety feels like, people think of anxiety as being overly excited, but it aint. You think everyone is mad at you for how you are, you think everyone who cares is lying to you. They get mad at me for not getting help, they dont know how hard it to do that! The entire world is against me, and you want to hide, then when that doesnt work, you are ready to die! I suffer with this EVERY single day!

[@Dt0x75]

@Cay Marie it is hard and if you need to talk about things I'm here cause I know exactly what it's like

[@williamdecola3046]

I run some groups on facebook for anxiety depression and other mental health issues living with this is not easy I know first hand have suffered so long and tried several times to end my life even with a son now its not easier its harder to hide and it seem like even with therapy its never gonna get better

[@ryan-6876]

I myself have an anxiety disorder and damn, this is relatable, this says it all basically. The song is also exactly how i feel. I feel like no one gets me and that im alone in this battle

[@taylorreptar7898]

Everyone i know thinks of it more as “well stop overthinking things and you wouldn’t make yourself so anxious”. Like, that’s not the fucking problem, I can’t just tell the oxygen not to leave my body even though I’m breathing, can’t just tell my heart not to beat with the feeling of dread, I do my best not to show it but people really need to understand this shit better

[@jodyyork23]

I was always afraid theyd lock me away for good then i finally got help because i damned near died the night i tried

[@beatswithhookz]

Happy to produce this! Turned out amazing bro!! BIG UP

[@nonameproductions828]

Beats With Hooks - Rap Instrumentals what’s the beat called on your channel?

[@beatswithhookz]

Its not on my website, this was originally made for this song!

[@ShellyMS19xx]

Really really good......singing part is amazing. Very raw.

[@jaymezbeatz3780]

Did u engineer this?

[@tunnabeatz]

Yes!

[@twistedsister2372]

Anxiety ,depression, bipolar disorder and alot alot of stress. But my go to music is always bmike. Blackhearted for life.🖤💫

[@makenzienyx923]

Same

[@kyle-r4d]

this song is everything i go through and i listen to this song daily. its the first time i have ever felt someone feels the same way.thanks for the hit

[@NoblelllB]

totally relate, I dont have depression but I am just constantly down all the time because I drain all of my energy and emotion helping my friends with their situations and they dont ask at all, but as soon as I ask they're "too busy" or just dont know what to say. Truthfully they dont deserve me as a friend but I stay anyways because I dont want to be even more alone than i already am. Never having anyone to message or talk to, even a simple text would do from my apparent "best friends" but I go to school 5 days a week all year and talk to them and see them go home and come in the next day talking about what was being said in group chats and i just sit and think wtf... what about me but i have to keep itin because i dont like creating situations and attracting too much attention to myself which is weird because in all honestly all i want is some attention to be paid to me for once out of my last 5 years of school never once have i been the centre or even close to the bullseye ive always been the one people think of last but i dont want to leave my supposed friends because then ill truly have noone left.

[@pisslam4631]

May god give you strenght to handle apl this stuff .. never give up! Cey if you want to express if you want to but never end .... I'm with you im from india .. my insta id is __k2l__ let me know if you wanne be friends with me

[@DiamondBlizzard]

I understand you there when it comes to the sentiment of you having other people with their situation and being drained. Or they can't reciprocate any of same feeling or energy. It sucks.

[@romantic8109]

Noble6 lll B312 加油

[@MarinaVallejo-yg1ss]

5 years later, still hits hard tho 😢

[@AlwaysSimplisticEra]

Facts

[@Angi1818]

Yeaa

[@Spaceman_ghost224]

God dammit, it feels like this song just came out and its been 5 years

[@DanielMorales-gx4de]

Factz

[@Ashley-bc6qr]

When your an over thinker, mixed w depression and anxiety. This song makes you think and I can totally relate and not wanting to open up about how I feel.

[@michellecallagan2011]

Same

[@Angelsk101]

Exactly!

[@Jdan2489]

Right!

[@MidnightSkye94]

Agreed

[@cece.8291]

OML ME ASF. i overthink everything and i sit in the bathroom at night w the lights off, music in my ears, door locked. seriously im scared of myself sometimes. i feel like im gonna disappear from my own self.

[@SunshineLighthouse]

2 years this March 2024! Slaps like this, gave me the why. I would scream that word until I literally lost my voice. Pain, pain, pain. When I found the answer, I set that pipe down for good. Created a life that I didn't have to escape from. Praise God for artists like this! Your saving souls! Can begin to express this other side! Never imagined I would be so beautifully broken. If your lost right now, reach out! Those of us that found our way back to the light, will be honored to sit with you in the dark. When your ready, we will help you to find the light! It's so worth the fight! Be blessed!

[@Carleemayy]

The first verse resonates so hard with me I’m actually speechless.

[@calumsherlock8818]

“There is no point treating a depressed person as though she were just feeling sad, saying, ‘There now, hang on, you’ll get over it.’ Sadness is more or less like a head cold- with patience, it passes. Depression is like cancer.”

[@gavol8584]

Its just a song

[@theoutsiderjess1869]

@@gavol8584 its song about how people feel so now it's not just a song it's reality for alot of people

[@gamertag4gamertag417]

depression isnt like cancer its more of a common cold ive delt with depression and anxiety i am no longer sick with the cold bc i used it and took control of it and used for my motivation

[@GrumbleGamer18]

@@gamertag4gamertag417 depression comes in all shapes and sizes, so does..... oh yeah, cancer lmao

[@calumsherlock8818]

And 3 years laster im still hear

[@Rosemarie11.11]

This song needs more views. How didn't Anxiety hit 1M yet?!

[@Blank-bd5vc]

Skin Care With Isabelle it have 12 million views

[@Rosemarie11.11]

No I meant likes

[@iamthird3080]

look again

[@thomasrehder9608]

It's at 15 mill now

[@sbjoha]

Its 16 million

[@BipolarMad]

This song hits hard 🔥

[@skyeskye3218]

This song was fire 🔥🔥🔥 I love all your songs BMIKE every time you put one out I stop what I doing at listen /watch the music video ! All your songs hit all the time and knowing you write about true stories we hear the pain your going through most of us can relate to it that’s why we love you BMIKE ! Keep doing you please ! Your Music needs to hit high !

[@yesyes237]

U remind me of NF plz make music with him u guys would b amazing singing/rapping together love u

[@brandonhenn5889]

That would be conscious fire 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@shadowmare9620]

As soon as i saw this in my feed i thought of NF. I mean i was just listening to him

[@creatingdanni]

NF, BMIKE and PHORA NEED A COLLAB PLEASE!!!

[@badhabits321]

Yes

[@coreywold669]

Xept nf is clean

[@Kidneystones4life]

We are not addicted to the drugs, we are addicted to the place they take you, more beautiful than you could ever imagine

[@doncharliebrown856]

I can relate to you, Krispy Treats. I was on speedball and benzodiazepams for 11 years. Being under the influence was like touching all the gods of the cosmos all at once, pure euphoric pleasurable bliss. It took methadone to quit heroin one decade ago. And it took marijuana to quit cocaine and pills. The last time I smoke marijuana was about 8 months ago. Now I crave nothing, no emotional void to feel. Free at last, free at last, thank God Almighty I am free at last.

[@e-money2427]

Look dude that's not entirely true. I'm depressed asf and am going through so much shit rn and I don't use drugs as an escape. You have a choice dude pain is always gonna be there drugs just make u feel good in the moment but when that moment is over the pains back. Your not escaping anywhere, I've tried it before okay and it's not all that it makes it worse over time so you do you but it's not the drugs that's helping it you thinking it does. The pain won't go away js cause u get high asf or drunk as shut dude.

[@georgizvezdelinov3680]

@@e-money2427 the truth is that drugs make you feel the way you can't feel otherwise everything starts when you try it for the first time and if you continue to use drugs for the next 5-6 months everything is great you become social, witty you do things with ease and you think it will always be like this and it isn'tyes there is a problem at least for me it was like that and here I am now 5 years later I went through cocaine, amphetamines and pills until I made the mistake of starting meth and now I wish I could go back in time to before I fucked myself up even now to be able to stop for life I will examine drug cravings

[@insight6213]

so you're addicted to drugs

[@Kidneystones4life]

I'm 170 surgeries deep on kidney stone removal, yes ONE HUNDRED AND SEVENTY surgeries, for stones over an inch, noone knows rock bottom like I do, the struggle is finding something to get up for, I don't even have a goldfish

[@corinne4738]

I understand, I went through serious anxiety and depression I'm 50 and last year I had a hemaragic stroke I felt so alone nobody seems to care but I found Jesus and now my depression and anxiety is gone and I have joy from God ,not man or meds. just speaking to someone if you know what I'm saying then I hope it helps.

[@LauraRushing-t1x]

❤🎉

[@ewgross7520]

I think you & NF would drop something great together.

[@difineyourselfrenewyourpas5459]

:DDD

[@janiecalahan4053]

Jazmyn Roberts yasssss

[@jonlucthomas3553]

Yes! Would be amazing

[@michaelurbanek1835]

NF is a Christian artists don't think he would work with him

[@fgmusic6027]

Man, stop say that shit, he is not a christian rapper

[@lynzieeller3990]

"Everybody still walkin' out that door" felt that

[@princessprincess2584]

Me too

[@devindith2325]

Unliked just to like again. Its not easy explaining how you feel when everyone who doesnt understand attacks you for it. This is beautiful

[@121208lucky]

I've listened to this song for years now and I always come back to it when needed and never get tired or burnt out on it i enjoy it more and more every time and I'm sure it's like that for alota people that can relate and there's some things that only people that have lived it would truly know and it's a good feeling not having the all alone feeling when there so many that say and try to act like they understand but actually have no clue just how much they don't get it when they haven't been there thnx for the amazing music 💯