Bmike - Anxiety [Official Music Video]

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This video was created to spread awareness around mental illness and the reality of it. Mental illness is a real thing and therefore needs to be treated as such. This song was written to highlight the many factors and the stigmas that surround it to show the other perspective of it.

[@BMIKEMUSIC]

YO WTF! I did not expect this at all...90k views in 2 days! Thank you so much! Let's spread the movement and keep sharing it EVERYWHERE!! Make sure to follow me on Instagram @itsbmike... HERE ARE THE LYRICS FOR EVERYONE ASKING... (Verse 1) Every single day it breaks me to pieces I tasted defeat at the feet of my demons I’m such a fucking waste of achievement I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it Cause Lord I know I aint been no saint But tell me what I did to deserve this pain Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt When all I ever did was put everybody first And how does that make you feel? These days I Just don’t feel shit I don’t feel a thing at all, I don’t feel like I exist Thats why I need my fix, so I can just feel something How do you describe the word empty? Try describe the word nothing Wait, fuck that use my face as the definition Write it on my forehead, defective out of commission I’m sick of it, losing myself I’m sick of it Check my fingerprints, you’ll see how little the percentage is (Chorus) I’ve given it my all I’ve given it my all and so much more But everybody’s still walking out that door I’ve given it my all It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough... It’s not enough (Verse 2) The sleeping pills don’t work, the healing pills don’t work I still feel pain with the pain pills now those same pills don’t work If I don’t get a couple percs im bout to go berserk I swear to god nobody can fix this shit not even the church now tell me what good would a pastor do? Except be mad at you Then tell you that “you’ve sinned a bunch of times but I’ve forgiven you” You know they won’t admit it and god himself has forbid it but it’s probably still just half of all the shit the priest committed And how does that mak- Ask me one more fucking time how the fuck I feel Imma fucking lose my mind, step aside I need the pills Step aside I need the xannies Step aside I need the vicodin And I’ll be on my way so I can just get back my life again You do not give a shit...stop pretending stop lying Cause to you I’m just a check, bitch just a dollar sign... Another vacay with the kids, hubby couldn’t be prouder... And all you had to was ask me how I feel for an hour See that’s the problem with pretentious technicalities Your preach insanity and then expect my weekly salary? So tell me who’s the crazy person now bitch... And yet you think you’re qualified to treat me? Shit (Chorus) I’ve given it my all I’ve given it my all and so much more But everybody’s still walking out that door I’ve given it my all It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough... It’s not enough Outro Man I came up a long way Just a young Jozi nigga Bullet at my temple Afraid I might pull this trigger This fucking anxiety Fucking anxiety My demons are calling and saying that they want whatever's inside of me... Imma give it to em, (Hell yeah) Imma give em’ all of it Use to be a smooth operator... Now it's the opposite Anxiety... Oh big time Anxiety yeah I feel it swimming thru my veins, I’m afraid I might get the blade, make a slit and let the blood spill out Anxiety... Oh big time Anxiety

[@miskan427]

good song ;)

[@BBElder]

Thank you bmike

[@sarahbaker9245]

You're amazing. This is so real. Like too real. I almost want this to be the only song I ever listen to again. That's how real this is. You're a blessing. I'm going to be looking for your CD's in stores.

[@3Ai76ers]

BMIKEMUSIC this should have millions of views

[@AlyVee11]

BMIKEMUSIC I saw this video on my homepage 2 days ago & “I was like ‘Anxiety’ 🤔 yeah, yeah, I got that” lol so I played it & was like damn 🤟🏻, was the first I had heard of you as well, keep it up man!

[@blank4892]

"But tell me what I did to deserve this pain Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt When all I ever did was put everybody first" ...

[@reported1782]

Blank Hi Aiden

[@osamabukhari7504]

That's exactly what he did

[@josephgonzalez2270]

I feel your pain thats how i am too

[@Thebiggestchiefer]

Same

[@sniper_rifle_3009]

Same

[@UganDanielL]

Dude, this song speaks to me in ways only those who have anxiety could understand. You have a new fan. Thank you for blessing me with this song

[@gothicghoste3777]

Same!

[@xxxsugoitacion]

You are still going to have anxiety, get yourself checked out. I wish you well. This song is just a song created to sell to people who actually have anxiety... it's industry plays to make money out of the sick.

[@UganDanielL]

@@xxxsugoitacion it's true, today it's almost impossible to become famous or even just generally well known in the music industry without selling yourself to an industry. However, those who make music (especially this kind, where it's very personal) hate to use the industry but don't have a choice. If they want to make a living they must do it the industry way. So that fact that this guy was willing to to compromise what he originally had in mind in order to pursue his passion, giv9ng up a lot of the rights and money he could make for security in his job.... I can respect that. No-one likes selling their dream to a company, but to those who do, they either become the industry, and make generic music, or they fight for what they want to make, a song that only a minority of people will relate to. I can still appreciate this song.

[@jokerdalton4644]

fr bro

[@sarahlimb3025]

I totally agree

[@x_wolf_x8909]

“My demons are calling and saying that they want whatever’s inside of me” Damn this hit me hard

[@loraleimonroe9451]

This song hits me n it hits hard. Went thru everything u spoke on and still suffer from anxiety daily. I appreciate YOU AND YOUR MUSIC!!!! THANK YOU FR! ❤❤

[@krzm4478]

“The worst part about hell is not the flames it’s the hopelessness”

[@kellykhan8839]

I relate to this line soooo fucking much

[@deez2569]

Hope is the most dangerous emotion 💯

[@emosam9517]

So true

[@aestheticalien273]

Earth is hell

[@tiffanymiller5154]

@kerZm Yes it is

[@BMIKEMUSIC]

2 years ago I announced I was writing a song called Anxiety. I rewrote this over and over and over again. I didn't wanna put it out until I was certain about it cause of how much raw emotion I wanted in it. Mental illness is a real thing, and some people still fail to treat it like its real. Lets move forward and make the world a better place by treating it with the respect it deserves and giving credit to those who battle with it every day. In saying that, hope everybody enjoys the song! - Mike

[@muraldust3840]

This is the song I’ve been waiting for. 2017 big year for bmike!

[@dmajae]

BMIKEMUSIC thank you for this mike. I appreciate you. 🙏🏽🙏🏽💜💜

[@gravelygonex]

BMIKEMUSIC Thank you for making something that people can relate to, and understanding that mental illness is not a joke. Thanks BMIKE.❤

[@tyanglin8187]

BMIKEMUSIC I love all your shit dude

[@stxrgirl7]

BMIKEMUSIC Damn, this hit me hard😳 I clicked on this vid so quick when i seen the name, I knew i would be able to relate. Honestly, people and rappers like u, are the only reason i am where i am right now, im doing way better than i used to be! And a huge part of my progression was because a lot of (talented) music artists! So i just wanna give a huge thank you to u! U deserve it ! U are so fricking talented man! Keep up the raps, songs, and music. Cant wait to see u get bigger and grow!!

[@ayaanafzal1989]

Just found you, felt like your music spoke to me directly

[@Daniel-py5tx]

We can i see you x

[@enriquegilbert2002]

Guess who it is :)

[@glendyochada8285]

😭😭😭😭

[@drflamingo8516]

Anxiety is a disorder that is not taken to seriously and this song sums up my life I wake up in the morning with it I go to bed with it I battle depression with it it's only a matter of time before it wins and I'm gone

[@1oabbyo1]

I look in the mirror every morning and think about it being my last... But then I tell myself "Fuck you, you're a pussy, show them how it's done." And I walk out my house like a boss even though I don't feel like one.

[@MAYHEMSCO]

Don't let it win. In the end when you wake up realize that a feeling or thought has no weight physically. Don't let a notion or thought or negative idea lay hands on you physically. Take your power back. Don't allow something that is not tangible to push you physically or control you. The only one who gets to decide your fate is you and the only one who gets to make you unhappy is you. Don't give anyone or anything else that ability @Dr Flamingo

[@MAYHEMSCO]

@@1oabbyo1 for you and the OP. Bc I don't know you but I give a shit about you both. Keep fighting your demons. Fighting them makes you a boss. Give yourself a promotion mentally and put fire under the ass of every negative thought.

[@1oabbyo1]

@@MAYHEMSCO Thanks Michael 🌸 I am stronger than people think I am. I am not a quitter.

[@davidmayhan6534]

Stay strong

[@pokemontrainerjona8678]

i have suffered from depression and anxiety for over 10 years but music helps me and bmike thanks for this song it's really amazing

[@goldenbullet1660]

You are not alone, sometimes i sit there and wonder how did this all begin and why :(.

[@pokemontrainerjona8678]

Young A i get you man and even though i know im not alone sometimes it still feels like it you know when im in my room just listening to music and if i try to text someone they never respond but when they are feeling down i suddenly become their therapist you know 😂😂😂

[@blxssmyaim-8250]

I feel you man

[@BBElder]

super jona same

[@alexavierholbrook8755]

If that doesn't relate to me then i don't know what does. Man i don't even remember the last time i was just happy.

[@dipstermaann937]

Bro this song Anxiety is speaking literally from my soul, I mean it's speaking what I've been trying to say how I feel man. My bad if I said to much keep it up man. Got my prayers

[@ccstyle22]

Imagine NF, Bmike, Sik World and Witt Lowry make a collab together like AAAHHH😭❣❣❣

[@kollmeyer11]

C.C. Style I was trying to comment this nf and bmike show would be lit

[@katet1750]

C.C. Style Oml yes

[@loganmcnamara9845]

Token and jaytekz

[@reyz7923]

NF don’t work with other artists

[@natalee7]

I’m extremely late to this hype, but I couldn’t like your comment more than one time. This is the greatest thing I’ve ever seen in any comment section. I 999999999% agree.

[@MrStatic156]

I feel like an outsider. This world and I aren't compatible.

[@Black_viking1082]

Ace Que Amen brother!! 🤜🤛

[@noahs5516]

Facts

[@colemansion6411]

You just have to find the connection

[@holliegirl]

Ace Que literally my same thought. 😔

[@IAmWeiz]

Feel the same bro💔

[@sabrinacorrales5170]

does anybody else find comfort in his voice or just me

[@littlejezzey2515]

I love all his different style of voices he tends tobuse all 4 he uses on the track alone make this song even million times harder and more real

[@roxannedavila-gutierrez8249]

I find comfort in his voice as well

[@xanmanskaggs216]

@Kaylie Holbrook they're meant to be emotional that's why the songs called anxiety

[@gonebananas777]

I feel it. His voice is beautiful ❤️

[@xanmanskaggs216]

@@gonebananas777 he sounds a lot like NF sometimes to the point I thought NF did come on

[@daniellemessner4073]

Who’s going into 2024 with depression

[@Princesslilly01]

🙋🏽‍♀️

[@Autumn8389]

Me

[@kittenanders694]

Yupp to think I almost forgot about B-Mike...

[@hannahhicks4285]

My friend from 4th grade almost shot himself

[@adamsweeney8446]

Heading to 2025 with it. If I even make it that far lol

[@queenofhearts1291]

lord I know I aint no saint but tell me what I did to deserve this pain. I feel you man

[@samiraahmed1434]

Me too broke down at this point

[@flemishbear9658]

you held a grudge agains the people who did evil toward you, thats why u suffer and cant see. forgive them and God will forgive you, and you will be free.

[@mockingx4738]

@@flemishbear9658 No offense, but do you really think a god that claims to love you, but then watch his children suffer through an emotional/physical hell while sitting on a throne exist? If so when I die I hope I go to hell

[@cristianbolanos9641]

Mocking x Exactly, if god exists we shouldn’t be praising him we should be petrified to go to where ever god is. He gives us pain more than he gives me happiness.

[@flemishbear9658]

@@cristianbolanos9641 he is inside of you, be still and know God. pain is good, anger is evil

[@Kharne999]

I had my first panic attack when i was 12 ( 27 years old now ) ever since i live with anxiety and 9 years ago i sunk into depression. i'm getting worse and no one knows, not even my family and mother ( father abandoned my mom and me when i was 3 years old ). i am afraid to go to sleep, because then the voices are the loudest and it hurts to wake up. nearly 30 years old and afraid to be alone at home. your music is holding me back in ending it all right now. thank you , lots of love from germany

[@einerdiesermenschen3191]

Ganz viel love auch an dich

[@krzm4478]

Ever since I had my first panic attack, I've had major anxiety since then as Well :( it suck hang in there and God bless you brother

[@misainternational5493]

Start Valium 10mg'

[@geezluiizz]

G5JokeR Clayton Jennings

[@jacobstanley254]

Stay strong brother. There is hope in life

[@BrapGenius]

I can feel his pain.. Shits deep

[@jarid9892]

Brap Genius I fw your name

[@BrapGenius]

jarid 989 aye thanks bro

[@jarid9892]

Brap Genius oh shit just noticed u post videos I'mma check u out rn

[@jarid9892]

Brap Genius yep 😂subscribed I like your vibe expect to see me on every new video u post lol

[@jarid9892]

I even hit the bell btw

[@meganfaith426]

I’m suffering with depression, post traumatic stress and anxiety, I also suffer with a disorder where my brain overthinks and believes those thoughts are real. Everyday I have to live and somehow cope with it all. I know what people are going through because I understand. All of these words in BMIKES rap explain everything to a T. Everyone has just walked out my life because they can’t help or handle what I’m having to live with.

[@nadhirahjalil2417]

Megan Faith glad to know im not alone

[@michaelkennethrabemaximize9871]

Have to continue repeating to yourself what truth is known.. If only I could speak my truth to someone who doesn't leave... Keep on showing love

[@alextrott4228]

Megan Faith same u wanna talk about it to eachothrr

[@chrisvanity483]

Add me on instagram @chrisvanity_

[@prizrenikosova4728]

Megan Faith I hope you feel better. We love you ❤️ and stay strong 💪

[@kyle-r4d]

this song is everything i go through and i listen to this song daily. its the first time i have ever felt someone feels the same way.thanks for the hit

[@julianangellsanmiguel8013]

Anxiety and depression did not ever leave just learning day by day to cope with it in many different ways

[@lilmiff1242]

Everyone: whats the longest relationship you been in? Me: Depression and anxiety!

[@lilmiff1242]

amy K sucks eh! Keep that chin up, we got this!

[@thewhizkid3937]

Mild or severe depression ? And why ? As in what causes the depression ?

[@jazlynpallone8350]

Same here

[@oscarmoreno2497]

All my life and still going strong.

[@aryanss148]

It's the only memory i have From childhood i was different I feel to much 😔 I love to much ❤️ And end up in pain too much😞

[@Adele_36]

Thank you so much for this. I found this song at the right time. It's not easy when ppl don't understand. We just get used to it and push everyone away. Thank you again for making a song I can relate to

[@davidgale9309]

Who's still going through anxiety and depression everyday, feeling like nothing you do or say is ever enough for those whom love you? You see them happy, you're happy, until, they blame the smallest shit wrong and you literally collapse in the fits and rage. Almost losing everything in a few moments.

[@mirandasmith4424]

When you feel like no one understands, then you find this..... Wow. Thank you..

[@yesyes237]

U remind me of NF plz make music with him u guys would b amazing singing/rapping together love u

[@brandonhenn5889]

That would be conscious fire 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@shadowmare9620]

As soon as i saw this in my feed i thought of NF. I mean i was just listening to him

[@creatingdanni]

NF, BMIKE and PHORA NEED A COLLAB PLEASE!!!

[@badhabits321]

Yes

[@coreywold669]

Xept nf is clean

[@debbiehurst7371]

My great nephew who is 15 sent this to me 🥺🥺😞😞 I can do relate to his feelings, just can't help in no way🙄🙏🙏👋👋 Great lyrics and music 🔊🎵🎼🎶😢...Prayers for everyone🙏💜

[@MarinaVallejo-yg1ss]

5 years later, still hits hard tho 😢

[@AlwaysSimplisticEra]

Facts

[@Angi1818]

Yeaa

[@Spaceman_ghost224]

God dammit, it feels like this song just came out and its been 5 years

[@DanielMorales-gx4de]

Factz

[@ChristyTruman]

Too infinity and beyond bro bro frfr

[@shyniaparris9402]

Dear God, Give these people strength to fight the pain or anxiety that they've been battling with for how ever long. God show them that there's another way than to pull a trigger or to cut their wrists or to do drugs, show them your way God. Your way is the best way. Show them how much you love them and care for them. I ask you to put your right hand on their head oh God and take away their pain now because it doesn't belong there. I love you all and God loves you Amen. Receive this prayer and put into consideratiom that you CAN be helped or fixed. Have a good day❤️

[@jaylynia2595]

Thank you for this prayer i have been battling it for almost 10 years now 🙏 🙌

[@prettytragedy2557]

Thank you 😊

[@peacetea1034]

Amen.

[@joshholt3841]

Amen. I've been battling for a good 4 years now I'm only 17 and I cannot control my thoughts

[@roderickbaker-dumas672]

I stand next to thus prayer for our people ❤ where 2 or more are gathered God is in the midst ❤

[@CaitiJoBradley]

I don't know if I found this song (more like it found me) at the right time or wrong time...I feel this 💯 to my core!!

[@elenita3585]

Currently sitting on my bathroom floor tears running down my face debating if there is anything worth fighting for anymore.

[@DeSch0ft]

Hey, I just saw your comment and wanted to reach out and ask how you are doing now since sitting in the bathroom, crying, debating if there´s anything worth fighting for, is not really a good sign at all.

[@vanessagatwiri9425]

It gets better Elenita, take it a day at a time.. Pray and ask God for peace and what you need. He always listens. Try it

[@elenita3585]

I really appreciate the both of you for caring I don't have many people that do. It's still hard. A everyday struggle but I'm making it so far or trying at least.

[@lysoolol]

@@elenita3585 you can win. Believe in yourself and if you cant win you'll atleast go down with a fight

[@katiholm7676]

Me too right now

[@irishgoddess503]

You're keeping it real, Thankyou. I've had anxiety and tremors since I was 16 yrs. Im 55 yrs and it's getting worse. Ive felt everything you sang about. That demon alone is bad enough. You will touch a lot of people with this. Appreciate it alot. You're on your way up to the top, and BLESSINGS to you😁😎😇⚘⚘💕🕆👣💕

[@theresaryan2280]

Wow. Omg this hits me so hard. So true every word

[@kraziezombie]

Man I wish I could hang out with most of u here who actually agree with these lyrics. Life with depression truly sucks man. I hate when I have the need to cry even when I'm smiling.. like this loneliness takes over so sudden and u feel like u wanna get away from everything and everybody. Sorry, got too carried away. If u reading this far, I wish u success and happiness..

[@christianrowe2110]

yeah.

[@gearoidcoffey90]

Don’t stop fighting dude it’ll all work out, just stay positive

[@ariellecontreras8336]

Stay positive it’s tough and I have been in your spot and still am but your life Matters, if you need anything let me know. I don’t know you at all but I am here with prayers or anything you will needs God bless you and I am praying for peace and happiness.

[@kraziezombie]

@@ariellecontreras8336 thank u for your kind heart.

[@lynzieeller3990]

"Everybody still walkin' out that door" felt that

[@princessprincess2584]

Me too

[@bSj.666_love]

I've listened such long time ago and now this past comes back, no matter what I do. I would rather die on my feet than on my knees. No longer I fight, the more the person I need most pushes me to become something I have struggled to not become. My mom was the last person I had someone, someone to talk to.... she gone. 27 years old and lost, confused.... with people constantly bringing me down. Idk what to do anymore.

[@gcustomscreations4621]

This is the most “NF” thing I’ve ever seen

[@mattyager2655]

Cept there are cuss words in this

[@thiagotresch6003]

But not the same flow

[@mattyager2655]

@@thiagotresch6003 wouldnt the same fllow be borimg

[@Diego13911]

Thiago Tresch yes

[@alaskan_adventurer6414]

Except, it's not NF, so how would that work?

[@dezzychan00]

I've been listening to his music since 13 and I'm turning 18 years old in June. I've been a fan for a long time. He helped me when I was self harming. He also helps with my PTSD and Depression. I'm proud that he's still doing his passion. BMike you make my life have purpose. My life feels better because of your songs. Thank you.

[@drakecold136]

Dez The Great keep strong

[@lacey198525]

Whys this song help so much when I'm heavily overwhelmed

[@gingermiller3708]

If I don't listen to this at least once a day, my day is crap. I get chills every single time.

[@andrealynn1314]

I came across this song last week! This is such a good song. I have anxiety super bad. Thanks for making this song. Your voice is amazing too!!! Slayed this song. Slayed it!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@kylestrickland4118]

This one rings loud and clear here. I expect even more with combat vets with PTSD. Coming from a man with a family full of vets, i assure you that this one hits home. Keep it coming. Great song.

[@staym925]

Marine vet, Iraq 99-05, and this song hits the center of the life I've lived everyday since, it's hell, only thing gets me threw is I have to push on for my wife, kids ,and grandkids. thank you for recognizing those of us that suffer from our time in some worse situations.

[@stayloki4667]

Let's get B Mike to blow up 😍🙌

[@adrianshilling9097]

hell ya

[@RayHiggins-u2c]

Thats how it feels no matter wtf u do nothing is enough

[@kiracooling]

Why is this song literally my life 💔😭❤️

[@adysonh6964]

Looking back at the comments bring memories man… I was 10 when I listened to this.

[@kindaxperplexed]

dude mike blowin up i was around when baby dont cut came out this is hella crazy

[@justinwyatt5971]

Min Yoongi I remember when baby don't cut just came out and I stumbled upon it

[@alexandriarennie5992]

Same I was here before he had a Pandora station back when all he had was KZbin

[@hazelnutmarie4632]

You're music has been their for me through so much. I'm so young only 20 but ive been through so much shit. I used to joke i should write a book. And through it all your music was their for me and i appreciate that. Thank you

[@alyssa.xo.]

Where have I been? 🤔 This dude flow crazy. 🔥

[@jonathanwilliams3716]

Been goin thru it since middle school in 09

[@SoldierSice93]

I've given it my all I've given it my all and so much more But everybody still walking out that door Felt that.

[@tylerjoyce7916]

Liked before watching Anyone? ❤🙋‍♂️

[@anonymouskiddault2814]

I did

[@sydthesquid3642]

Tyler Joyce yessss, I don't even have to listen to it to know I'll love it!!💕💕🙏

[@golubboris1001]

Me

[@rebeccarobinson1374]

Tyler Joyce me I liked it but I had to watch it after school i absolutely love it

[@annabeluwaemenyi5890]

Anxiety snd I have been going strong for 20 years! Everyday IS a struggle! But I've learned to embrace her, instead of running away. Peace to all of is struggling within ourselves. Hope you find your voice and learn to advocate for yourself!❤

[@jesseconlin3869]

Where has this song been? This song slaps more now in 2024

[@handgranate2008]

Yeah volture for likes, its not even 2024, but like other like that comments try to gain likes for nothing while the video commented under did actuall anything in general instead Our comment where should look like of the "future" like some others 😝

[@janepaulk951]

The dislikes are from therapists I swear

[@alekaidon1364]

2018 is the year of real rap

[@coke6995]

Alex Comins u said it !!

[@itsmekennedyy7218]

Alex Comins real rap ?

[@monty8800]

Gucci gang😂

[@sparkztwist4636]

Meme he’s talking about rappers showing real emotions of how they feel instead of talking about drugs and killing like normal

[@henrystandingrock554]

Alex Comins not even close

[@BrandonBanak-d1r]

I have been fighting severe depression since 13 am 24 going on 25 I’m at the point where I feel like I have nothing left and just wanna give up 💯😢😢😢

[@devingroh487]

Literally took what I feel inside and put into words that I'm to scared to say.

[@restlessunicorn3779]

During 2020 I came across this song. I felt the lyrics in my soul!

[@draghag]

I needed this. Thank you for your creation.

[@michaelscobee6754]

Only song and video that has been a perfect reflection of myself the line lord I know I anit be no saint but tell me what I did to deserve this pain hit me hard setting here with tears running down my face wondering same thing

[@anouaraitouaaziz6513]

Let's be honest here we all here are an inch away from ending it all and it's all because we don't remember the last time it was us living our lives since I was a kid I don't remember what made me switch to this state that I'm in I feel like I've never been me for a long time , all what's stopping me is my family that will never feel peace if I end it and I hope everyone at least tries to stop themselves please 🙏🏽🙏🏽 hope y'all will be fine and aslong as you don't hate anyone u will never feel pain from others try to be peaceful withf urselves

[@thewhizkid3937]

Well as a kid, what choices do you really make on your own ? Even at least here in the United States. No one is not considered an adult until the age of 18. By law.

[@iso_isum200fsk9]

I'm like that and olny 12

[@anouaraitouaaziz6513]

@@thewhizkid3937 I've made alot of choices that I don't regret since I was born in a poor family had to work hard from the age of 7 my father didn't even know that I was working until one day at the age of 13 I gave him money so he can spend it on something that could turn out big, having diff choices to take doesn't have to do with age brother and what is considered as an adult is 18 as well in The Moroccan Kingdom

[@anouaraitouaaziz6513]

@@iso_isum200fsk9 idk what you've been thru but I hope everything will get back to its normal ways cuz I can't do that since it's been a long ass time and you're still young you should try to have good fun in your life because @ ur age people don't switch up often like adults do, and I'll give u a tip to live freely I used to be the kind of guy to try and solve everyone's problem and now I regret it since it always backclashes on me at the end try focusing on urself and if u wanna make friends don't try to get too close to them have fun with them but never get too close because the closer u are the worst u gonna feel when you have an issue with them and I had alot of close friends that switched up on me because of some stupid issue so ye try to distance urself but have fun at the same time

[@thewhizkid3937]

@@anouaraitouaaziz6513 at 7 years old. Are you not in school ? Isnt that child labor and illegal I believe.

[@teambreezy9224]

DAMN. IT WAS ONLY BY A CLICKBAT AND I FELL IN LOVE. IN YOUR MUSIC.

[@AbigailP02]

Nothing is worse than anxiety and dissociative disorder because you're constantly anxious but it doesn't matter

[@rasmuslassen6273]

Yeah, you are anxious and stressed as fuck all the time, yet you are too numb and dissociated to gather any energy to change your situation.

[@moarroz]

Anxiety,schizophrenia, and dissociation....that's worse lol

[@coreykyles1260]

I deal with both and it sucks it keeps you from being happy

[@DukeNukenum]

I have schizoaffective disorder. Ptsd, anxiety, and depression. It can be worse trust me...

[@Smallz95669]

@@DukeNukenum I have all that plus Epilepsy so I get seizures NOW THATS WORSE 😔💔🤦🏽‍♀️😭

[@AnastonFields]

I feel like this all the time

[@imcharizzma3674]

Why Is BMike Not More Popular?

[@Mysterious_abz]

Damn , I felt every word in this song 🤦🏽‍♀️

[@Madswilmott]

Into 2024 with manic depression episodes that last weeks🎉

[@setsunai5705]

[Verse 1] Every single day it breaks me to pieces I tasted defeat at the feet of my demons I’m such a fucking waste of achievement I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it Cause Lord I know I ain't been no saint But tell me what I did to deserve this pain Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt When all I ever did was put everybody first Therapist And how does that make you feel? These days I just don’t feel shit I don’t feel a thing at all, I don’t feel like I exist Thats why I need my fix, so I can just feel something How do you describe the word empty? Try describe the word nothing Wait, fuck that use my name as the definition Write it on my forehead, defective out of commission I’m sick of it, losing myself I’m sick of it Check my fingerprints, you’ll see how little the percentage is [Chorus] I’ve given it my all I’ve given it my all and so much more But everybody’s still walking out that door I’ve given it my all It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough It’s not enough [Verse 2] The sleeping pills don’t work, the healing pills don’t work I still feel pain with the pain pills now those same pills don’t work If I don’t get a couple percs I'm 'bout to go berserk I swear to god nobody can fix this shit not even the church Now tell me what good would a pastor do? Except be mad at you Then tell you that “you’ve sinned a bunch of times but I’ve forgiven you” You know they won’t admit it and god himself has forbid it but it’s probably still just half of all the shit the priest committed Therapist And how does that mak- Ask me one more time how the fuck I feel Imma fucking lose my mind, step aside I need the pills Step aside I need the xannies Step aside I need the vicodin And I’ll be on my way so I can just get back my life again You do not give a shit, stop pretending stop lying Cause to you I’m just a check, bitch just a dollar sign Another vacay with the kids, hubby couldn’t be prouder... And all you had to was ask me how I feel for an hour See that’s the problem with pretentious technicalities Your preach insanity and then expect my weekly salary? So tell me who’s the crazy person now bitch And yet you think you’re qualified to treat me? Shit [Chorus] I’ve given it my all I’ve given it my all and so much more But everybody’s still walking out that door I’ve given it my all It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough It’s not enough [Outro] Man I came up a long way Just a young Jozi nigga Bullet at my temple Afraid I might pull this trigger This fucking anxiety Fucking anxiety My demons are calling and saying that they want whatever's inside of me I'mma give it to 'em, (Hell yeah) Imma give 'em all of it Use to be a smooth operator Now it's the opposite Anxiety Oh big time Anxiety yeah I feel it swimming thru my veins, I’m afraid I might get the blade, make a slit and let the blood spill out Anxiety Oh big time Anxiety

[@theharshtruthoutthere]

We don`t "reincarnate" back here, for humans were given ONCE TO DIE AND THEN THE JUDGMENT DAY. ONE LIFETIME = ONE CHANCE, YOU MESS IT UP = YOU MESS`D UP FOR GOOD (FOREVER). DO NOT BE DECEIVED! SATAN COMES TO LIE - KILL - DESTROY. All that sound good are usually lies. THE TRUTH HURTS ALWAYS - therefore be strong to deal with it. To a sinner - the gates of HEAVEN IS LOCKED, but to a SOUL who REPENTS - to him - the gates of Heaven is wide open. Even though i see all the errors that`s wrong with that movie - more clearer: how this movie is presented to masses, i still find it a good tool to use for learning. kzbin.info/www/bejne/aJ7KhoOqZ7B8Zpo kzbin.info/www/bejne/Y4XHYWiOfZWHesk kzbin.info/www/bejne/hpOompKNnLiai7M Do you also see these errors without being mentioned? Or do you remain blind?

[@melissajenkins3412]

🔥🔥🔥🔥 Here for it in 2024

[@amberscoofficial8752]

B-Mike hits hard. Always gives me the chills. 😢

[@influenzacoughsalot1966]

Just amazing, keep repeating listening to this song over the months... great rhythm and lyrics.. keep it going!

[@leplur2102]

Getting some NF vibes

[@LuckyKarma1989]

Trustz dark side of nf since he dont cuss n nf can murder a song without cussing

[@difineyourselfrenewyourpas5459]

:l :D

[@dibs1478]

ikr

[@farahni4192]

LYRICS Michael (Uh, yeah?) Right this way please, Michael What can I do for you today? Yeah, I just need something to take this edge off and I'll be on my way Well, I can't just give them to you (What the fuck? why not?) Why don't you take a seat and we'll hava a little chat? Every single day it breaks me to pieces I've tasted defeat at the feet of my demons I'm such a fucking waste of achievement I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it 'Cause Lord, I know I ain't been no saint But tell me what I did to deserve this pain Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt When all I ever did was put everybody first These days I just don't feel shit I don't feel a thing at all, I don't feel like I exist That's why I need my fix, so I can just feel something How do you describe the word empty? Try to describe the word nothing Wait, fuck that Use my name as a definition Write it on my forehead, defective out of commission I'm sick of it, losing myself, I'm sick of it Take my fingerprints, you'll see how little the percentages is I've given it my all I've given it my all and so much more But everybody still walking out that door I've given it my all It's getting to the point where it's sad as fuck I've given it my all, but it's not enough, it's not enough The sleeping pills don't work, the healing pills don't work I still feel pain with pain pills, now those same pills don't work If I don't get a couple perks, I'm about to go berzerk I swear to god nobody can fix this shit, not even the church Now tell me what good would a pastor do? Except be mad at you, and tell you that you sinned a bunch of times But I've forgiven you You know they won't admit it, and god himself is forbid it But it's probably still just half of all the shit the priest committed Ask me one more time how the fuck I feel I'ma fucking lose my mind Step aside I need the pills Step aside I need the Xannies Step aside I need the Vicodin, and I'll be on my way So I can just get back to my life again You do not give a shit Stop pretending, stop lying 'Cause to you I'm just a check, bitch, just a dollar sign Another vaycay with the kids, hubby couldn't be prouder And all you had to do was ask me how I feel for an hour See, that's the problem with pretentious technicalities You preach insanity, and then expect my weekly salary? So tell me who's the crazy person now, bitch And yet you think you qualified to treat me? Shit I've given it my all I've given it my all and so much more But everybody still walking out that door I've given it my all It's getting to the point where it's sad as fuck I've given it my all, but it's not enough, it's not enough Man, I came up a long way Just a young Jozi nigga Bullet at my temple Afraid I might pull this trigger It's fucking anxiety Fucking anxiety My demons are callin' and sayin' they want whatever's inside of me I'ma give it to 'em (Hell, yeah) I'ma give 'em all of it Used to be a smooth operetor Now it's the opposite Anxiety Oh, big time, anxiety, yeah I feel it swimmin' through my veins I'm afraid I might get the blade Make a slit and let the blood spill out Anxiety Oh, big time, anxiety

[@hellenkellergaming1728]

Just noticed he said the n word

[@Jeri-AnnGreen-Faires]

Couldn't have said it better myself!!!

[@scoot_bros1333]

who else liked before watching?

[@jaylen139]

I did

[@TravisBruce]

I hurt and hurt I find feel like waking up in the morning I feel like ending it. Like if your feeling the same we can all help each other.

[@michellewithers8080]

If you ever feel like that you can't talk to me I'm always here to help

[@tinaloca5955]

@@michellewithers8080 waza

[@michellewithers8080]

@@tinaloca5955 hi

[@tinaloca5955]

Hola

[@TravisBruce]

@@tinaloca5955 hI

[@laterhyme0736]

If it wasnt for music i would be gone

[@michaelquansahhayford3290]

Anyone here in December 2019?💔😥

[@thearizonaranger9175]

Yeah right here

[@mabigs4322]

💘🤘🖤😭💨💨💨💨✌

[@becca_xo1489]

Michael Quansah Hayford This song explains me back in high school. 😰😭😭😭😭

[@michaelquansahhayford3290]

We are all in this together....stay strong ✊🏽

[@tariken9348]

Meee

[@alicrypto9050]

A listen to this tune at least 20 times a day wen is enuff done bare prison sentence wen is enuff a can't stopped drinking even with meds

[@adrianshilling1878]

I can relate to this song

[@joefrisbie485]

I can't take the anxiety and shaking anymore and I want to end it all. I can't deal with the meds and med changes every month because nothing works. This song pretty much fits me to a T

[@daisysmisson487]

Omg this is so good it relates to me so much

[@LittleDove12]

I'm going through this shit 😢😭 I know how this person feeling through this song it hurts I just want peace please Lord please 🙏🫂

[@tristinschmidt2763]

Who’s going into 2024 with depression and anxiety 🤚🏻🫶🏻

[@KronicDude282]

It's mental hell, me

[@corybrown7278]

⁠@@KronicDude282 focus on good and good will come. Focus on negative and negative will come. I know that’s cliche and you’ve prolly been told that before. But the end of the day surround yourself around people you love or enjoy being around. The evil, anxiety and fake friends will go away like a snake in the grass. Much love 🤙🏻

[@Gotimenick]

Try going into 2025 being original. Stop with the same bullshit who’s here in… question and man up and get help for your depression

[@erickthebarber4300]

Bro mad love to this song I got people on my life with Anxiety and this def help me understand it more.. this is music for sure rap about the truth bro keep grinding this song deserves 1,000,000 likes or more

[@lillyberton4353]

your skin isn't paper dont cut it your face isn't a mask so dont cover it your size isn't a book so dont judge it your life isn,t a film so dont end it

[@leagueoflegendsplays9420]

you speak truth thank you for this

[@pur3lol]

Some day our life will over so why don t end it now?..reply with a good answer plz..

[@lillyberton4353]

@@leagueoflegendsplays9420 ur welcome

[@lillyberton4353]

@@pur3lol i really don't have a good answer but i think it is bc people r depressed bc of this like being abused or bullied or having there parents divorced and so much more

[@Vulture75]

@@pur3lol Because if you end it now then you won't find your way out of the darkness to see the light. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel. Imagine. Not having kids. Adopting or biological. Marrying a wife or husband and being happy with them. You'll miss out on all of that.

[@kkswrlld]

NEVER CLICKED ON A VIDEO SO FAST IN MY LIFE

[@RAD0205]

Lyric guy where you at? xD

[@ABC-wj8uq]

Pudding - Kun if you can't understand the lyrics idk man...

[@matthewjackson9751]

Pudding - Kun lol ikr, that's the only reason I'm down here

[@H3RCOTV]

First comment, BMike wrote it ;)

[@matthewjackson9751]

Every single day it breaks me to pieces I tasted defeat at the feet of my demons I’m such a fucking waste of achievement I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it Cause Lord I know I ain't been no saint But tell me what I did to deserve this pain Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt When all I ever did was put everybody first And how does that make you feel? These days I Just don’t feel shit I don’t feel a thing at all, I don’t feel like I exist Thats why I need my fix, so I can just feel something How do you describe the word empty? Try describe the word nothing Wait, fuck that use my face as the definition Write it on my forehead, defective out of commission I’m sick of it, losing myself I’m sick of it Check my fingerprints, you’ll see how little the percentage is (Chorus) I’ve given it my all I’ve given it my all and so much more But everybody’s still walking out that door I’ve given it my all It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough... It’s not enough (Verse 2) The sleeping pills don’t work, the healing pills don’t work I still feel pain with the pain pills now those same pills don’t work If I don’t get a couple percs im bout to go berserk I swear to god nobody can fix this shit not even the church Now tell me what good would a pastor do? Except be mad at you Then tell you that “you’ve sinned a bunch of times but I’ve forgiven you” You know they won’t admit it and god himself has forbid it but it’s probably still just half of all the shit the priest committed And how does that mak- Ask me one more fucking time how the fuck I feel Imma fucking lose my mind, step aside I need the pills Step aside I need the xannies Step aside I need the vicodin And I’ll be on my way so I can just get back my life again You do not give a shit...stop pretending stop lying Cause to you I’m just a check, bitch just a dollar sign... Another vacay with the kids, hubby couldn’t be prouder... And all you had to was ask me how I feel for an hour See that’s the problem with pretentious technicalities Your preach insanity and then expect my weekly salary? So tell me who’s the crazy person now bitch... And yet you think you’re qualified to treat me? Shit (Chorus) I’ve given it my all I’ve given it my all and so much more But everybody’s still walking out that door I’ve given it my all It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough... It’s not enough Outro Man I came up a long way Just a young Jozi nigga Bullet at my temple Afraid I might pull this trigger This fucking anxiety Fucking anxiety My demons are calling and saying that they want whatever's inside of me... Imma give it to em, (Hell yeah) Imma give em’ all of it Use to be a smooth operator... Now it's the opposite Anxiety... Oh big time Anxiety yeah I feel it swimming thru my veins, I’m afraid I might get the blade, make a slit and let the blood spill out Anxiety... Oh big time Anxiety

[@mandapleasehickman9711]

Felt this heavy I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it 'Cause Lord, I know I ain't been no saint But tell me what I did to deserve this pain Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt When all I ever did was put everybody first

[@michaelmountjoy8690]

😊

[@aliciaborchardt5554]

Felt this song in my soul

[@wolf-sr6vv]

It's kinda bad that's I'm depressed and all this is true about me and I distance my self and don't like talking to anyone

[@youngzsmokez420]

2024 here we go this is one of my songs helps me wen I feel low and upset this song help me make me better wen I'm upset I put this on and I'm better 😢😔😭🔥💯

[@sabrinabessette]

I feel this song a lot with my depression and anxiety 😢😢

[@Scarlettorscar]

Who's ending 2023 with anxiety and depression

[@Libby10ily]

I did! I even enter the new year crying myself to sleep 🙃

[@CameronCarter]

Bro please do a song with jhene aiko 100% please bro💯💯🙏🏽🙏🏽,,, your rap flow is flame bro 4real

[@mellissapatton7182]

I didn’t know this song existed I was trying to find a different song and thought this was it but no but I needed this

[@keeleydount8366]

I have been going through serve Anxiety for a very long time. They say talk about your mental health but that's absolutely crap because nobody seems to care these days 😭

[@joannapatra7431]

Everything i feel and no one to talk about it.... just in one song💔💯