Bojack Horseman - Stupid Piece of sh*t

Good morning, Sunshine.

[@fleabaguette9699]

I didn't ask to have my inner monologue to myself broadcasted to everyone

[@TheAkator]

add a cripling fear off death and then a wish for death and you have me witch is why nobody will love me im too negative

[@kayleighbrown459]

We should all make a club.

[@kimmyseon46]

Kayleigh Brown the “i dont deserve breakfast” club

[@kayleighbrown459]

@@kimmyseon46 That's actually brilliant.

[@user-fi1ze8nn1c]

Me neither, my friend

[@silvianrosianu3637]

"Poison your own daughter against you" the irony.

[@JS-lw8de]

oh fuck...

[@dylanmstar1373]

THE FORESHADOWING

[@user-vr8ve6rt9c]

Not his kid

[@RagnaroekChaos]

@@user-vr8ve6rt9c Don't spoil, dickhead

[@user-pi3hd2bt3f]

@@user-vr8ve6rt9c he took care of her for some time sooooioo Btw how come they look so much alike?

[@Ahmadabdal_]

"watching this isn't productive, go study, stop watching this.Stop it don't click on another video, turn the laptop off. i can't believe you just started another video!"

[@clopez507]

Another season* xD

[@nikgeniuses6856]

Thank you for calling me out

[@drewmister8239]

LoL

[@carlosrees2301]

Yep

[@aweirdoandaphone4135]

Damn how can you read my mind like that

[@clown-cult96]

This scene alone blows 13 Reasons Why out of the water in terms of mental health representation.

[@maddoggLP]

this

[@user-wv5yt6qp5w]

I mean, 13 reasons why is a very low bar.

[@user-pz1it9cn2c]

Yh

[@lucasjyamaguchi]

@@tworpish I was entertained by 13rw but the show really was hot garbage, they romanticized suicide

[@wright96d]

13 Reasons Why is teenage drama schlock. It's the pinnacle of teenage drama schlock, but schlock, it remains.

[@smileyking3193]

The feeling of having anxiety and depression

[@markoutland8902]

Smiley King too true :(

[@acemagalor2519]

Too true

[@BrookRaccoon]

Fucking MOOD.💔

[@chickennuggets810]

...not like I’m a psychiatrist or anything, but I have that kind of thoughts daily and I don’t have any of those things

[@Mxlqjdk]

@@chickennuggets810 how you know? You spoke to a doctor about it?

[@GemGames3]

"That's a day you'll never get back, what was that?" So relatable

[@hambonefakenamington69]

tragically, that's everyday for me

[@IBeMelissa]

As someone struggling with booze, that's so relatable rn.

[@dingus1787]

@mohamed zayan i'm

[@maevedaly9084]

@@IBeMelissame too, it really sucks!

[@shooby9496]

Honestly the many times I've woken up at 2pm only to play a game that pissed me off until 9pm.

[@technology853]

This quote is everything. "If she goes then you'll be trapped here with mom, and her spooky lazy eyes."

[@TheAnnaBanana101]

😂 I loved that. I think it’s interesting he didn’t comment I’ll be trapped with mom and she will hurt me or something. He just mentions her spooky eyes instead

[@leelahasan3988]

@@TheAnnaBanana101 I think it goes back to what Bojack talked about during Free Churros. He just wants to be seen and appreciated by his Mom, but she can't see him as a person. In other words her eyes are spooky and lazy to him, because they can't be bothered to see things from his point of view.

[@JimboMarsh]

Despite this show being hard to watch at times, little one liners like this make me laugh and break any intense feeling you’d feel otherwise.

[@RustedBuddy5192]

If it werent for me finishing this show for the 2nd time.... Id say you're grasping at coffee cups. However! I am firmly under the belief that this show was made in a lab and optimized after every human trial.

[@artultimateheroassasin7037]

wrong!, he just hate his mom, he's just puting himself excuses to not stay with her, he hate her more than he loves hollyhock

[@oj_chartoonz]

When Bojack tells himself that only the greats die young, I can’t help but imagine that he’s talking about Sarah Lynn

[@sanjanazaman5745]

Crackerjack

[@hasturthekinginyellow5003]

@@sanjanazaman5745 Herb

[@EclecticallyEccentric]

​@@hasturthekinginyellow5003 Secretariat.

[@SentientIrisu]

His Grandfather? I think he mentioned liking hanging around his grandfather.

[@erikapavedtheway]

​@@SentientIrisuwhen did he say that? also if you're talking about joseph he did not die young he was in his 90s-100s when he died

[@marlom7882]

This is *remarkably* similar to how I wake up in the morning

[@katietaylor8314]

:( Sometimes I wake up in the morning and I'm like "I don't want to be awake. I can't think of a reason to get up. Just let me *rest*... I can't rest. Gotta think of a reason to get up. I feel like shit."

[@TraceLight]

Katie Taylor or just walking up realizing you didn’t die in your sleep. So you now have to deal with that trauma, eat, and go back to work again.

[@yourhotuncle2285]

Phoenix Scp stop being so fucking edgy

[@doodelbopgames]

I know what you mean but you have your dying mother and maby daughter ask you to drive but you can't drive cause your drunk?

[@slitor]

For me, it took about hour for the inner monolouge to kick in, the first few moments was like a blissfull reprive...unless I overslept then it went into overdrive. It just got worse during the day and at it worst during the night. When I was alone I used to vocalize it with a very fucked up mantra.

[@eric4365]

This show was amazing, but it was hard to watch sometimes. A little too relatable, it made me angry about myself.

[@SerenityM16]

Eric Fryer Why do you feel angry?

[@cb3890]

I hear you

[@FixerFour]

@@SerenityM16 Because I am a stupid piece of shit.

[@Diabl05564]

@@SerenityM16 people might feel angry about it because they know they shouldn't think this way but they do. It is unhealthy, society and psychology says it is bad to think this way but they do. When people feel this way they feel powerless, when the voice won't go away it feels like no matter what, the effort to silence said voice is all in vain. That can lead to the frustration and anger.

[@kane3145]

@@Diabl05564 sure thing Yoda

[@strawberryfields9762]

This episode was too real for me; as a person that has been struggling with depression for six years, this episode made me better understand my own self hatred.......

[@nikki-lr5jd]

Shadow the Gengar omg same here kndnornen. i didn't know anyone else thought like this agh. like this was me 1000% piece of shit is my second name tbh

[@littlemau1360]

Same, its kinda awful how many people relate to this

[@blackvoron1997]

@@littlemau1360 what impress me the most, that reliable character must be somewhere around lifestyle, so you can project your experience on him and backward. So let's check out Movie star NOPE Rich NOPE Old NOPE Alcohol and drag abuse NOPE e.c.t. but, gosh, this is the more reliable character, that i ever seen

[@raistlinmajere7149]

@@blackvoron1997 well he also had toxic parents. Thats relatable to alot of people.

[@TKainZero]

Same here man. This opening sequence hit me so hard. My dad called me a piece of shit my whole life. I cant view myself as anything but a worthless piece of shit

[@emmaachann]

Bojack and Hollyhock should have just went to get milk together... Edit: Thanks for all of the likes, everyone!!

[@ischeele7203]

Bojack was so used to going it alone as a kid that would never occur to him, sadly

[@memematt5899]

It would not have been as funny

[@jinhunterslay1638]

but it only takes 1 person to buy milk?

[@banishedbary5239]

That makes perfect sense cuz then he doesn’t have to worry about that stuff and Hollyhock being there with Bojack would’ve kept him from stopping at the bar

[@mauriceisaac3646]

@@jinhunterslay1638 Not if it’s Bojack.

[@MildMisanthropeMaybeMassive]

Here's what I spotted in Bojack's medicine cabinet. Avanafil (An erectile dysfunction drug) Fluvavastin (For high cholesterol) Menoxidil (A.K.A. Rogaine. For hair loss) Bupro... Bupropion? (A.K.A. Wellbutrin, an antidepressant that also helps with quitting smoking.)

[@Pistoismo]

DoctorWeeTodd Avanafil label says "Nookie-shag pills - If your erection lasts longer than 9 days you may need to see a doctor"

[@katcel16]

Which one's the Bupro? could it be buprenorphine?

[@cukeumberr]

Ayeee bupropion gang

[@martincolomaarmas8496]

With season 5 in mind. I don't think he has ever seem someone that could prescribe him antidepressant medicine

[@Isthatsimple]

@@martincolomaarmas8496 you have money, you have means. Buy it from someone who had them prescribed or from someone who doesn't care

[@discostoo]

Every minute of every day, every decision no matter how small. All over analysed, all negative towards myself. I'd love to find out what happened to younger happier me.

[@musicCMA]

discostoo i know what you mean. I’m sure you’ll find happiness someday :)

[@TheCSJones]

I hope yours isn't justified like BoJack's, though. And if not, I hope things get better for you.

[@bluerascal370]

Lack of self awareness, perhaps?

[@albertocordova2094]

It just means you've grown up.

[@MrSchiz]

Don’t focus on who you were in the past, just focus on who you are now Doing that you only make you sad

[@Vooblebooble]

As someone who suffers from several mental disorders involving anxiety and depression, I don't think I've ever related to an episode of anything more than this. Thank you Bojack Horseman.

[@cristaltophat]

I know the comments old but just wanted to check in to see if your doing alright?

[@Neo2266.]

Hey, you ok?

[@sourpatchkids351]

same, this episode’s one of my favorites because of how much i can relate to it (hope you’re doing okay though

[@cristopherromeroalvidrez5966]

Huh, so I guess its really that easy, if you give your characters characteristics that your audience feels related to (Depression), if you throw some politically correct jokes, if you use antropomorphic animals (Animals in animation have always been eye-catching and also is furry bait, there are a lot of those in the USA) people are just gonna like or remember your stuff...

[@hnmAck]

@@cristopherromeroalvidrez5966 and the question is why aren´t you doing more of it

[@miguelbarrerobilbao]

“I can’t believe you ate that cookie.” Simply genuine.

[@queenemma5823]

“Why don’t you do the world a favor and swerve into oncoming traffic?” Fuck, I’ve had this thought so many times in my life.

[@hambonefakenamington69]

i don't drive but i've often felt like i wouldn't mind if i got run over by someone. like that thought's at the back of my head

[@missymarie708]

Same

[@gamerguy425]

Same except I can't drive so it's more like "JUMP in front of oncoming traffic". Problem with that is you'd risk hurting other innocent people if the car tried to stop. Jumping in front of a subway would solve that issue but then I don't want my body turned into ground beef. So then I'd think about jumping of the roof but then I could survive and just end up with a broken leg, yada yada yada. The same negativity that makes me want to die is also too critical of suicide methods to trust any of them ironically.

[@errortryagainlater4240]

Same, but then I start telling myself off for "choosing" such a selfish way to commit suicide because other people are involved so ironically that makes the suicidal thoughts go away (for a few minutes) 💀

[@hasturthekinginyellow5003]

@@gamerguy425 i actually was saved from suicide by that anxiety, I had the barrel in my mouth and just before I press it I thought "But what if you do it wrong? Of course you are gonna do it wrong you stupid idiot, you do everything wrong! You'll survive this and then it will be worse because everyone will know how much of a pussy you are for trying to kill yourself and how much of a failure you are because you failed at killing yourself, but it will be worse because you will be fucked up and couldn't even TRY to kill yourself again" So I didn't, i just didn't do it, i unloaded the thing and put it in my desk and just went to sleep, but it didn't get any better it actually got worse, because then the voice will call me out for not doing it.

[@mischafri8839]

Those who paid attention to the show know that Beatrice planted these negative thoughts into his brain from his early childhood on.

[@SFox-if9id]

Yes..and no.. this really is what it can be like living with depression..for people suffering from depression and bpd, they are very familiar with infinite variations on this inner monologue. There is another great scene where Holly asks if that inner voice ever goes away and Bojack lies and tells her yes.

[@mischafri8839]

@@SFox-if9idI think that the often you repeat a statement (lie) the more you believe it to be true. Same story with BH and his mom: she repeated all the "you are a piece of shit" things for years up to the point where BH actually believed that he is a stupid piece of shit. Bea planted this belief into his brain. Also: in fact, the voice can go away (even if BH did not manage to combat this voice)...

[@Blazingmadman98]

@@mischafri8839 I suppose so in the case of the show, but even with living with people that are always supportive there's always the possibility that the voice is there. Hell even in the show Hollyhock (who has grown up with people we can believe to be decent enough and caring to her) has said voice in her head. The age gap may be there but still, it's likely it's a thing that can be brought on by even self negativity. Though I can see how Beatrice's words helped Bojack's negativity, amongst his other insecurities and wrongdoings.

[@turkey1767]

The parents play a massive role in the voice their child hears in adulthood, whether it’s shitty and mean like Bojack’s or not. I have a Beatrice mom.

[@BatdadIsBestDad]

Bro this is my life but insted of drinking is being in bed watching videos This is depression and anxiety having an ugly baby

[@andrewthefanboy1640]

“Why don’t you do the world a favor and swerve into oncoming traffic?” Season 5 foreshadowing

[@luke.hillis7634]

Spoilers

[@beaniebean4885]

I think that was just to get more pills

[@cynicat74]

@@beaniebean4885 True, but he also tried to commit suicide while driving at the end of Season 3, so...

[@beaniebean4885]

@@cynicat74 you rite

[@choisanscroptop7809]

how about a spoiler warning

[@Werewolf.with.Internet.Access]

The way how he never says anything nice to himself The way he can’t even say something nice about himself The way that he drags on himself at every given chance The way that his monologue punished him for every mis thought he had The way he constantly called himself a piece of shit The way that there didn’t seem like he had any way out of his head That. That is depression.

[@Dragonking-fd1qv]

Exactly describes me

[@ZidaneWarner]

That’s how my depression works. It’s constantly gaslighting me how I’m an awful person. I know it isn’t true, but depression has a much louder voice then my own.

[@laurocoman]

The effect is quite realistic too. How it makes even the simplest task a nightmare, you think about buying milk, you think the worst of it and you end up without the milk, but stuck in your head about how pointless everything on your day was. Repeat.

[@thedopesquad7179]

i shit my pants now tht is depression

[@dadogwitdabignose]

@@ZidaneWarnerhere’s a song about depression perfectly describing it from at least my experience kzbin.info/www/bejne/aZLFmaB9fK9jhNU

[@squidsquiddly5970]

Add in an unrealistically intense fear of death and ya got me pretty much pegged there....

[@anthonyjones00]

I relate it comes from my past odk about you..

[@squidsquiddly5970]

anthonyjones00 yep same...

[@dsolis7532]

Me too... like 100%.

[@SleepBomber]

Yeah... you're not alone. (...stupid piece of shit...)

[@larryshepherd832]

same here

[@gena5270]

13 reasons why wishes it could be as good as this scene alone

[@blackpotatomaster]

I definitely tried to sober up like that though

[@matucomedes]

And we swear when we open our eyes we'll be sober too 😂

[@theemeraldaxe1414]

You mad?

[@SIEGS]

Lmao same

[@scarletivy2271]

me too

[@Androidmatics]

All I know is anytime I have to do the open up my eyes to be sober thing I Im about to make a bad decision.

[@Wishy_well]

He didn't get the milk but at least he came back 😭😭😭

[@superchirimoya]

to everyone who is related to this scene, that voice is always there. The more you ignore it, the louder it gets. Just accept it and find how to deal with it. And "how to" can be in many different ways (to talk about it, as example) and not always gonna works... but keep trying, everyday gets easier...

[@NoMereMage]

Daniel Aliaga "It gets easier everyday. But you gotta do it everyday. That's the hard part."

[@cupoftea3499]

Daniel Aliaga fucking lies, I have had this voice ever since I was 10, then a little trial happened in my head, using my past mistakes as evidence that I am bad, even if a memory is good my mind turns is bad some how. Oh, I helped a person, I probably did that for self benefit. I am good at art, I am doing that for attention. No matter what I hate myself, I am chubby, not too fat, but I see myself as the fatest person on earth.

[@encryptedprinter3289]

@Cup of Tea There is a certain irony in your statement. For as much self doubt as your internal analysis generates you have 100% faith in the logic of your answers. Could it not be that your self-analysis is skewed? If you look at the stars through a telescope and see smudges, is it the sky that is smudged or the lens of the telescope? Just some things to think about. . .though if you do find a fault in your logic, I implore you not to flog yourself over it. We can only motivate so far by self abuse before it becomes oppressive. What started for Bojack as an attempt at using negativity to motivate: "Don't eat those cookies fatass!" ultimately becomes an abusive cycle: "You're a real piece of garbage." At some point Bojack must learn to discard these conclusions. They offer him nothing but oppression and keep him in his self-abusive cycle. Just some thoughts. I hope this message finds you on a good day. :)

[@bladeshifter16]

Something that helps me deal with my inner voice is the fact that I’ve given it a name. After you name it, then you can talk about it a little more freely and argue with it more effectively. I’m not saying this will work for everyone. But before I did it, my inner voice was eerily similar to BoJack’s. Now it just backs off most of the time.

[@greatorder]

@@cupoftea3499 Not lies. I've dealt with the voice and managed to get it to go away. The issue you're having is you tried one method then discarded all the others. For the love of everything, try other methods else you'll be stuck like this. Therapy can work (though it can take a bit of looking around for the right therapist. It's a relationship and not a client-customer interaction so you need to mesh together correctly), as can things like exercise, antidepressants, cognitive-behavioural therapy, etc., and be aware it usually takes a mixture of methods to fix the result. And time. The brain isn't very fast to change, it can take years to get results, but even if it does just remember that at worst you're in the same position you would have been in if you'd not done it.

[@dreamguest3597]

"I can't believe you ate that cookie" always gets me.

[@jtwulv115]

This was the opening scene that caused me to have a panic attack and leave my friend's Bojack Season 4 watch party because I had no idea how the writers had captured my inner monologue like that. This was also the opening scene that resulted in me starting therapy about six months after its premiere, once I realized that my inner monologue isn't supposed to be like that.

[@cloudleader8598]

Wait they’re not supposed to be like that?

[@fxckt]

did it get better though?

[@jtwulv115]

@@fxckt i can look at myself in the mirror these days

[@fxckt]

@@jtwulv115 thats good, im glad to hear it. Im in the same boat myself but im getting better everyday, im just doing it on my own without therapy, though Im starting to feel like I need it

[@DeadbeatDuder]

It gets a little easier every day.

[@shaynegallagher6006]

this episode really helped me. im glad season 4 came out before i died.

[@VicMeep]

Oh my god.

[@cinnawaffls]

Right? You dont realize the impact a show can have on a person, its incredible

[@efoxkitsune9493]

You're amazing. Stay strong buddy!

[@burritomensch1257]

wait a minute

[@andreasrylander]

... you still there? I really hope you're still alive.

[@magicscreenman]

Sober...NOW!

[@pokemonmanic3595]

Come on you drunk piece of shit be less drunk!

[@malikanthony1149]

There was a time I thought this would work.

[@ThisIsMyHandle.]

0:20 is a perfect depiction of that internal battle you have with yourself as you try and do something you know will help you but you just can not bring yourself to do it for whatever reason. It's too real.

[@srbrant5391]

I _despise_ how accurate this is.

[@silvercheetah92]

The voice makes me feel horrible all the time but also smarter. Like I’m smart or a better person for thinking I’m horrible a person. But no matter what I know I’m a horrible person.

[@antoniorodriguez759]

My inner voice is so different now. It used to be closer to Bojack but now it's legit a caring, supportive friend! Metta meditation (also called loving-kindness practice) helped a TON. That combined with therapy and finding other ways of sharing shame and vulnerability worked wonders for me. Our brains are far more flexible than we realize. Wishing you all well! Feel free to reach out with any questions.

[@cinnawaffls]

In what other ways did you share shame and vulnerability?

[@crazyluigi6664]

I never heard of this "Metta meditation" beforehand. How does one prepare that kind of thing?

[@ssbbbest]

Keep it up my friend, mediation, positive affirmations, exercise and healthy eating is a great anti depressant helping you see yourself in the full glory of your soul.

[@alexbaribeault]

You got several questions buddy. You gonna answer them?

[@PresidentFlip]

Therapy doesn’t work stop spreading misinformation

[@alexanderweisberg5062]

The fact that this is one of the most universally relatable parts of Bojack Horseman says a lot about mental health today.

[@sorrytomeeee]

i don't know why bojack is so underrated. really. i can't describe how relatable this serie is to me. must watch if you are or were struggling with your emotions.

[@Bob-fj7lr]

the Oreo part is so interesting because Oreos in this situation are like the only unnatural thing in this scene, if that makes sense. They’re these man-made processed cookie sandwiches, that are now synonymous with depression. If you’ve ever been depressed you’ve just sat and put down a sleeve. My roommate was going thru it when we lived together and Oreos was his breakfast a lot. I just find it to be such clever writing to put the stereotypical depression snack into this episode.

[@enterusername4650]

Soda and Mac n cheese for me.

[@lightschen1644]

It’s that desperate craving for a brief flash of dopamine as you chew and swallow.

[@silvershocknicktail6638]

This scene fucked. Me. Up. Someone made a fucking movie of my head and it hurt.

[@encryptedprinter3289]

Silvershock Nicktail I found it very helpful. Now that I realize how toxic my inner monologue can be I can actively stop it. You gotta stop it. It gets easier to stop. But you gotta do it every day. :)

[@silvershocknicktail6638]

Elliot Faulk Good for you?

[@duffman18]

Yeah this is a lot like what depression is. Only meds ever worked for me to help calm it down enough to live from day to day

[@scarletpachyderm]

@@silvershocknicktail6638 who are you saying good for you to?

[@Terasiax]

Well folks, don't forget about what Herb said : " You gonna have to live with the shitty things you've done for the rest of your life" That sentence just kill me

[@corsaircarl9582]

This is the moment a comedy becomes a drama...

[@nerco8194]

0:07 "But I know I'm a piece of shit, that at least makes me better than all the pieces of shit who don't know that they're pieces of shit ...or is it worse?" That is so genuinely close to my actual internal dialog and it scares me

[@johntumbo3175]

This scene made me realize that I had depression and went to see a therapist

[@KerriB]

"Come on you drunk piece of shit, be less drunk!" XD "That's a day you'll never get back." Reality hurts 😭

[@ahuman32478]

The fact that I don't relate to this anymore is a good sign

[@NeverStopTheDreaming]

probably the first show i’ve seen portray executive dysfunction so accurately, the writing on this show deserves every drop of praise it gets.

[@edson152]

Bloof In the Cut - K.Flay That song is amazing

[@ryanschick9882]

alt nation?

[@butlerkitty]

I love bloof.

[@pranavkiran5]

Hey, that's what it was! I was wondering what song was in the background. Thank you. You reminded me.

[@lunarequine7734]

B l o o f

[@lucyandecember2843]

THANK YOU!

[@moneymaker3208]

“Poison your own daughter against you” 😵😵 Foreshadowing

[@edoardobrunomazzitelli717]

I know everyone praises episodes like Free Churro or Fish Out Of Water (and righteously so) but I think this is my favourite episode, it's such a convincing portrayal of the inner monologues of the mentally ill that it feels like they actually took some guy with anxiety and depression and got him to write down his thoughts on the script

[@nathan916]

1:05 When you have to do a presentation in class

[@nala8219]

I cry everytime I watch this because this is what it sounds like inside my head for years now. I don't know what to do to make it stop

[@themoonman9721]

meditation, it’s a slow fix but a simple one, everyday you meditate more and more and get better and better at it until eventually, after a few weeks or months, you’ll realize you have more control over your thoughts, and that eventually turns into total control. It’s frustrating and i gave up multiple times trying to keep the habit, but eventually after like 2 years, I got the habit down daily and it’s saved my life. I know long solutions sound hopeless but, it gets easier

[@bluesight_]

@@themoonman9721 meditation just makes the voice louder *medications* though...

[@shanareilly6649]

" You gotta do it everyday, that's the hard part"

[@andyroobrick-a-brack9355]

Bojack's inner monologue manages to make me laugh so much, while also making me question myself. Basically the entire show in a nutshell.

[@roxcktok3563]

This scene is the exact reason why I love this show so much. An incredibly accurate representation of constantly arguing with yourself in your mind. This clip hardly gets old for me.

[@itskevinjustkevin]

BoJack Horseman is more of a drama and soap opera then sitcom

[@user-vr8ve6rt9c]

It's not supposed to be a sitcom

[@nicholesanderson6348]

... Holy crap this is eye-opening ... we need to be nicer to ourselves :(

[@magicscreenman]

Nichole Sanderson and each other.

[@cupoftea3499]

Nichole Sanderson speak for yourself, I take a medicine that makes me think too much.

[@corsaircarl9582]

Easier said than done, champ.

[@Neo2266.]

@@cupoftea3499 Possibly a very stupid suggestion... don't take the medicine?

[@LowIntSpecimen]

yeah, that's...uh easier than it sounds.

[@jkrfan7]

0:21-0:32 okay I feel attacked

[@ashmulholland7796]

0:15 Ugh! I don’t deserve breakfast. Shut up!! Don’t feel sorry for yourself. What does that do? Get breakfast you stupid fat ass!!!!

[@vancee4355]

1:17 "Only the greats die young" Shows 2pac's tombstone in his mind. RIP my fav rapper.

[@Supadrumma441]

My morning self dialogue. Except its a cartoon. Fun.

[@youarenotthedestroyer8608]

i workout to this

[@leila7254]

That swirling whirlpool of irrelevant thoughts swallowing you whole when you can't focus on anything is so relatable when you've known depression and anxiety

[@moiracrombie4055]

1:30 suddenly SUEZ town :(

[@timovangalen1589]

1:46 that "Shit!" cracks me up so much. I've definitely been there after a night of drinking, minus the driving.

[@user-pz1it9cn2c]

If anxiety, depression, alcoholism and an eating disorder had a child.

[@poppyseed5056]

now imagine this internal monologue going on in Bojack's head through every episode of the show. that's what my life feels like

[@jamiecook7926]

It’s remarkable how accurate this is, I don’t think I’ve seen a piece of footage which displays better my internal monologue. It’s like it was filmed in my head.

[@ripelivejam]

Hard to say this, but this is my favorite episode of the series run so far, and the most relatable. Free Churro, Fish out of Water, and Time's Arrow are up there among others. God I love/hate this show.

[@Unknown-tl5ts]

I can really relate to this episode. I have this mindset too often. It was relieving to know that I’m not the only one that feels like this.

[@cf9844]

This is so dead on how I think. Total nightmare.

[@herpmcderp5707]

There will never ever be another great show like Bojack Horseman

[@Guseus]

0:07 That is literally me

[@wolfywlf3983]

2:10 When dad says he’s going to get milk

[@aarieyonce9686]

this is exactly how my mind is..

[@themad8088]

really his personal hell consumes him everyday in his pathetic life, never is easy ''live'' with that, a so comical animation to summarize every occasion that he screwed up, really i miss the powerful and unique tragicomedy of this iconic show.

[@Dan-qy6zv]

0:30 "Oh I can't believe you've done this."

[@theorangeoof926]

Who has been in my head recording my negative self-talk?

[@killaronjones3933]

the entire show in a nutshell

[@user-it8re8jv2l]

My life in a nutshell

[@Termina2018]

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[@seanemery1917]

What Bojack is thinking about himself is how I see myself since I have depression, anxiety, and Asperger's

[@kaikai5810]

this is where i related to bojack the most

[@asturianix9820]

I wasted my early 20s and teenage years with little social life. Now everytime I see my "grown up face" in the mirror I call myself fucking failure with that exact deadpan inner voice.

[@Termina2018]

Social life is overrated, especially if you're in a toxic environment/community to begin with... And the internet is an entirely different can of worms.

[@chrisz7494]

The internal cookie for breakfast struggle is me every morning. Fuck

[@saltyfemur]

When I was at the lowest point of my life, I binged this series. Not sure if it was for the best though, as I began to realise I wasn't alone in my suffering, it was almost comforting, but the nihilistic themes of the show began to wear on me, it made me lose any sense of purpose, if that makes any sense. But it's been awhile since then, and I think this is the best depiction of depression and anxiety to date.

[@mauricio1981]

The now you think you're young part had me 😂

[@elizahamilton5599]

“Oh so now you think you’re young all of sudden” 🤣🤣

[@eleanorcoffey5657]

i loved this scene but it was so triggering bc of how accurate it was. i will say it’s more than a breathe of fresh air to see that i’m not the only one who has this thought cycle

[@PajamaManor]

This whole show is triggering. I still adore it.

[@Clearpathtoconnection]

This is so relatable to me. Scarily

[@SrtaLJCarneiro]

My favorite episode ever. So relatable. We need to be less harsh on ourselves but it is so hard. Why it is so much easier to see the bad side of things than the good side? :(

[@AbrasiousProductions]

I hate how accurately this show portrays my thoughts minus the constant thoughts about feet, chips and ideas for my various future projects

[@jordanlewis4983]

Not to be late to the party, But this is one of the episodes that i tried to ignore since every morning felt like this. Later for unrelated reasons, I was diagnosed bipolar and got help. You can stop waking up like this, you just have to want to.

[@monkeydevinebb]

Also bipolar, also got help after this episode came out. I didn't truly commit to it though until after season five. Much happier now.

[@Stupau]

I like the way he said “these are *cookies* “

[@BlueBerry20071]

Another thing i don't see anyone mention is the constant switches from third to first person, dehumanizing himself in the process.

[@cyh..7]

i swear this is my inner monologue every day stop it

[@Littleattack]

Looking in the comment section and realizing you all need help. Christ. I love u guys stay stronk.

[@cupoftea3499]

Liam Dae what? What is stronk?

[@andrewdussault2315]

Stay Stronk, Cup of Tea, it'll get better. Stay stronk.

[@cupoftea3499]

Andrew Dussault Oh, I guessed wrong, I thought you were someone who replied to one of my MANY sad comments

[@hahdhsjsjrkfn]

Stupid pieces of shit

[@Thenameless1]

This is fucking anxiety enducing, I feel like I've been through this experience before multiple times but never had it shown to me.

[@aftabadeel50]

i have never seen a better representation of anxiety anywhere on screen

[@thefrenchiestfry5442]

Average bed rotting experience:

[@GanShannon]

This episode was brilliant. I have been talking to myself like this for the past few months. Seeing it displayed in this episode just made me realize how unhealthy it is when you let your self-destructive inner dialogue hinder you from making the right and healthy decisions.

[@aphexmandelbrot]

This is how I learned what executive dysfunction meant.

[@jigen0972]

This show is therapeutic for me. It reminds me that other people have similar problems. While I wish they didn't have to deal with the hell - it's nice to not be the only one. You can't just flip an internal switch and it solve all your problems. A deal of the fandom knows this.

[@procionemannaro2030]

02:04 what Happened to me when I spent the whole day to watch the entire series...

[@salierisneighbor9736]

The entire series is longer than a day

[@dannybrezelhorner2715]

Does anybody else relate to this too?

[@paperchasindude6578]

Same

[@liv4lyf735]

I love the way this episode addressed anxiety and depression in such a beautiful way. It made me feel better knowing that I'm not alone when I comes to me and my mental health❤❤❤

[@SerTapTap]

Incredible show, incredible episode.

[@chelseafcrocks82]

Depression, anxiety, BPD, ADD, intrusive thoughts...