Ohhhh Oh ohohohoh oh Oh ohohohoh oh Oh ohohoh oh Oh ohohohoh oh & on & on I write to you to tell you true Not that I used to be just like you Because I'm still confused and ill Relief relief I wish that waws a pill Cause all I do Yes all I do Is try so hard to get better But see, people like a freak show They don't want to see a kid grow Go from fucked up to normal & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on Oh ohohohoh oh Oh ohohohoh oh Oh ohohoh oh Oh ohohohoh oh & on & on So what does it provokes the voice that I misspoke When family heirloom broke on the doorway It should've been my hand I'm not a good man I try so hard I try so hard to be one And so, I look out to you But fuck I hate you too You gave me everything I ever wanted And see I like to watch things burn And see what might return A phoenix Arises from the ashes & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on ho ho hey! not everything can be light and bright and filled with colour see, some things are just black and white and dead or dull open up your windows and feel outside the rain is falling steadily through the night drops and constellations want to- woo! take off all your clothes and run- woo! until you're good and gone and turning into nothing it's like a rising sun- woo! gotta look away and back again- woo! to understand the changes that we're going through it goes on & on & on & on on & on & on & on on & on & on & on on & on & on & on (x4) it goes on & on & on & on on & on & on & on