Pile 1 really makes sense for my life, and part of this, is that I'm starting a new work contract, that I just told someone, is a godsend. Maybe that's the brace for impact part... Since 12/31 when I found out, I've been in disbelief, the whole day I just kept saying to myself, "I can't believe it came through" over and over. It definitley begins a whole new chapter in my life, in so many ways. Thanks Becca.