Saucy Santana Talks Dating Women, Coming Out, Success As A Rapper, Overcoming Obstacles + More Ep.29

Saucy Santana Talks Dating Women, Coming Out, Success As A Rapper, Overcoming Obstacles + More Ep.29
DON’T CALL ME WHITE GIRL EPISODE 29 - “Material Girl”
We had the opportunity of having music artist & social media sensation Saucy Santana drop by the studio to visit us. On this episode Santana takes DCMWG through his uphill battle of transitioning into an artist from a MUA, the response from family when he expressed his sexuality as a teen, his relationship with the City Girls, what’s his type when it comes to dating, succeeding in a heterosexual-dominated industry, voicemail, Darkside of the DMs & more.
Get your real life advice from Damona on the show! Dial 267-225-2492 and leave a question for a chance to have your voicemail answered on an episode.
Filmed on Location: Content GA
Executive Producers for Breakbeat: Dave Mays & Brett Jeffries
Executive Producer: Don’t Call Me White Girl
On Set Producers: Tom Flies & Dre Smith
Intro/Outro Music - @TrvplawdBeats
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[@rapunzelbee292]

She made me cry when she said “if my son was gay I’d fix his lace front” that’s LOVE!

[@Trulyzari1]

Frrr🥹

[@Mina.15]

😂😂😂

[@ajakennedy6072]

Mona is killin the game. I'm glad she got her own podcast now, and she's really finding her rhythm as an interview. She always naturally had people skills, it's just putting it together through some media content. I'm excited to see where she goes, I definitely plan on continuing to watch all her stuff.

[@25tjack25]

Pardon my lateness, I'm old lol... but who is Mona? What was she doing before?

[@ajakennedy6072]

@@25tjack25 you not late, you right on time. Mona is dontcallmewhitegirl, she was doin some standup and stuff and kinda started to build a little bit of a social media following. I first found out about her from the 85 south podcast and I really like her personality, so I hope she keeps doin her thing. Now she even got on Jazmine Sullivan's Heaux Tales Mo Tales (Mona's Tale).

[@dirtyredd217]

You can't deny Santana is a star in the making, he entertaining and comfortable in any environment. Another great interview

[@nikstarr718]

He seems like he’s sooooo nice irl!

[@Mariah0000]

And everything he says becomes popular

[@yoniiBbellz]

I love santanerrr but he’s definitely not nice in person unless he kno u 🤷🏾‍♀️🤣

[@dirtyredd217]

@@yoniiBbellz shidd I'm the same way🤣🤣🤣

[@justinaaron8582]

Humble

[@briayannaturner8809]

Santana needs to get the accolades and achievements saweetie has. HE FUCKING DESERVES IT. he always working hard he’s funny asf, he’s sweet, highly intelligent and every song he created GOES VIRAL 💗✨

[@lopiks9248]

Saweetie doesn’t get a lot of accolades or achievements plus she gets mad hate

[@briayannaturner8809]

@@lopiks9248 so she hasn’t gotten nominated for a Grammy with no music, won most influential artist, wins new artist of the year (evem though she’s been out since Megan) or she has no official album but receives rewards. She gets hates because her music is trash and doesn’t add up to her achievements like I said.

[@lopiks9248]

@@briayannaturner8809 that’s only a couple awards plus her music is not trash also no she gets hate for everything she does literally

[@briayannaturner8809]

@@lopiks9248 you still proved me right she getting rewards that don’t match up to her longevity or catalog. Her music is trash it’s not a debate. As far as her hate goes I only see it as music but you can disagree to agree.

[@inajyaharrington9889]

@@lopiks9248 she gets mad hate because they jealous

[@TaylorCorrien]

Santana is a force and he is doing something that we’ve never seen done on the level he’s doing it… he is a Gay, Darkskin, Feminine presenting, Plus size Rapper! He is killing it I swear everytime I see him preforming want to cry 😩👏🏾👏🏾

[@iiamlenora6505]

he definitely change the game, and a great personality

[@WildxSage]

Fr fr 🔥🔥🔥

[@kimr2352]

Paving the way💪🏼

[@Nijaunfiltered]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nWfWZH2IZs6UbLc 🔥

[@dovonteedwards5123]

A word 🙏🏾💯

[@cococarebear]

I love him!! His relationship with his dad is so sweet because it’s not many men who can’t get that support from their dad when they come out💓

[@flawlesslawless4180]

🖤

[@msstrick222]

No matter how many times Santana tell his story I be so into it like I never heard it before. I love this episode because you can see they relate on a lot of things and there’s no fake Hollywood shit. I’m so happy for the both of them, no ceilings the only way to go is up!

[@R0yALtyS]

Yes girl me too!

[@Andthewinneriss]

Same 😂

[@intuitionsbyniko7537]

Same I ran so quick to her podcast like I haven’t wTched all his interviews before 😂

[@its_kalah_not_kayla]

Okaaaaaay 💯💯💯💯 I love both their vibes 😍😍😍

[@queendes2368]

SAME

[@blaqmail8467]

“And mom like Michael Kors and that’s real cheap” THE SCREAM I JUST SCRUMPT LMAOOOOOOO

[@izettaweeks-mcgilvary0228]

Facts 🤣🤣🤣

[@Kuwkay]

💀 literally

[@EverydayGworl]

I’m love how Santana cleared up the whole aggressive partner thing. Cause “we” like a little aggressiveness but we don’t want anybody hurt… I’m not even a hood bitch but I like my man to flex his dominance to a certain extent 🤷🏾‍♀️

[@Astrapionte]

I wish more of us straight men could support him. I understand his lyrics aren’t “for everyone “ but can we not look past them and appreciate a decent artist for what he is? You don’t become gay from listening to a gay artist, y’all. It’s just music.

[@janelee4358]

But listen to the content of his RAPS, What does a straight male artist have to add to his music? Not to mention, he raps about the same things females raps about. They're not purposely not supporting him because he's gay, but simply they just don't connect with his lyrics. Like many females artist fan base are girls and gays

[@Nijaunfiltered]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nWfWZH2IZs6UbLc 💯✅

[@mercurial8955]

@@janelee4358 But many women listen to aggressive, hypersexual male hip hop music all the time. Women can't relate to a man fucking a woman and "beating it up" but they like the hip hop beats and how the music is delivered. So, straight men can listen to and enjoy music from gay men even if the music isn't what they experience or what they can relate to. Sometimes, music is just fun.

[@jamallhayden2512]

@@janelee4358 A lot of females and people from the suburbs love drill rappers, most of them can’t relate to the lyrics or connect to the lyrics. You don’t have to relate 100% to artist to enjoy listening to their music.

[@Jsmoove8k]

@@jamallhayden2512 that’s because women are attracted to that drill or trap rappers lifestyle and image even if that’s not who they are exactly.

[@koolkid7191]

the chemistry between these two is crazy, i love it!! 👏🏽👏🏽

[@greenegreene6042]

Love how was able to hold himself down no media training or nothing. Authenticity beats all!!!

[@malekaandrews9478]

Loved this episode, Every person she interviews is so comfortable. A sign of a good interviewer 💓

[@YourMadamOasis]

💯💯💯

[@kaeesosa]

facts 🙏🏽

[@adinero3079]

Yea this was a good interview

[@baddiebourgeios4703]

By her intro already I knew she 🔥.

[@maijennasis]

excellent interviewer!🤎

[@sheierraj174]

I love when she said be yourself … about the crystals and the astrology because that’s me but I’m still wearing my wigs and wearing my gel acrylic nails that’s just me I’m not changing to fit what most of them look like ….ima look like me & still tell you your whole birth chart .

[@ashleysantiago4683]

Awwww it’s the “ I still send cash apps to the girls I used to fuck with who have kids now” for me 🥺🥺🥺 that’s awesome that’s why his blessings is coming full throttle ! We love a humble queen 🥰🥰🥰 another episode that didn’t disappoint 🙏🙌🏼

[@NakaiSunshine]

💯

[@amberlee953]

Yes i loved that

[@stephenjozsef8990]

Queen or king. Y’all contradict yourself. Creepy vibes weirdos

[@db60615]

@@stephenjozsef8990 gtfoh! When you know you know.....clearly YOU DON'T KNOW!

[@Nijaunfiltered]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nWfWZH2IZs6UbLc 💯

[@Dvinecreations7]

He’s giving very much Uncle Clifford vibes and I’m here for it!!! I love him for being himself and for not being ashamed of where he comes from but knowing where he’s going. Big ups to saucy

[@JenDontJudge]

Definitely thee BEST guest so far. This episode was everything from beginning to end.

[@lovexoxo251]

Yes I agree, the best guest

[@markierasaunders7095]

I agree. I feel like I’m right in the room with them ki-king lol

[@Driekadabiggest]

This podcast has literally made me fall in love w Santana he so real and lit af 😩 Mona is so great at interviewing like she deserves all her flowers also🎉

[@Nijaunfiltered]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nWfWZH2IZs6UbLc ✅💯

[@marshadupree2968]

MONA IS BRINGING THE HEAT!!!! I LOVE SANTANA!!!!

[@RobandSijay]

I loved this "conversation" because it didnt feel like an interview... So many of us have the same story. Go Santana! #BoysWithNewNames

[@ripplo_effect]

I fuck with his energy and I love the fact he not claiming to be a woman just because of his sexuality and how he dress. I hate when people think I want to identify as a man just because of how I appear to be.

[@willwowxdrice642]

Gender identity, sexuality & Masc to Fem traits are completely different things. Santana identifies as a man because that’s who he is and he loves it.

[@zaepitts3832]

Why do you care so much

[@gimmebesos]

Could’ve kept that to yourself

[@marztitus3472]

Okay but regardless of what comes out of his mouth and yours that’s exactly what he’s doing. He sure isn’t dressing like a man either. So he’s pulling inspiration from somewhere . His ass walk, talk, get his nails and makeup like a damn city girl. He definitely wants to be a woman.

[@marztitus3472]

@@willwowxdrice642 if he loved being a man so much why in the world is he mimicking women? Y’all say anything 🤣🤦🏾‍♀️

[@jackdoubleu3251]

my dad a gangsta too. he had a reputation for being trouble. so when my parents found out I was gay I was shocked that my dad handled it the way I thought my mom would and my mom acting how I thought my dad would. me and my mom haven't been the same since. I know she loves me but I know she not proud of me. as a man I must admit that kills me inside, but that's just where I keep it, inside.

[@Nijaunfiltered]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nWfWZH2IZs6UbLc 💯✅

[@JazSoon2bPharmD]

I’m sorry you’re going thru that. You should let her know how you feel. Release that energy outward just for the sake of yourself. And whatever she does wit the info is her business, hold no bondage to it. Best of luck to you! ❤️❤️

[@butterflyblessbless5836]

Love & Light ✨✨✨♾💖

[@DJKidd301]

Lmao its always the moms thst are upset

[@Leecegyrl]

I’m sorry you feel that way but my son gay and I alway told him I need to know cuz I’ll die for you…and he told me!! I’ve supported him and wish a mofo would….I wanted him to be free and be himself vs worry bout how I feel. It would be selfish for me to let him feel uncomfortable fuck my feeling I wanted him to be comfortable in the skin he in period!! Your moms selfish asf…so be true to yourself!! She don’t even love herself too not love your seed the world selfish asf!!!

[@nicksaltor7047]

“My daddy was like rawrrr” that was so cute and funny 😂

[@AuthorLHollingsworth]

Santana is very talented, and he is correct about Southern Hospitality here in the South. We don't play that "Yes" and "No" with adults down south. In Texas and Louisiana, we all beep the horn, and show love. Love all of Santan's music.🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🥰🥰🥰🥰

[@countrylikekenya]

“I never been single before but I’ve never been faithful before” 😂😂😂 i was hollin. I love you Mona

[@rejineevans]

Me af and I think we both Aquarius. 🤦🏾‍♀️

[@EclecticElegance13]

I freaking LOVE Santana. He’s so pure in his energy and he’s truly authentic and just himself. I can’t wait to see his star continue to rise ❤️

[@EclecticElegance13]

This comment did not age well 🤣 Lawd

[@kyt2522]

I love Santana ! He never disappoints , he’s very well spoken and has a great sense of humor. The chemistry between the two of them is so good, I would love to see him on here again.

[@queenb2713]

After watching this interview...I really like him even more he's been real about everything..nothing fake with him...

[@Nijaunfiltered]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nWfWZH2IZs6UbLc 💯✅

[@ajet1212]

She's such a natural! I love that she found her calling and hope that she goes very far in her career. 💕 Also, Santana is mad loud with the secrets. We're going to have to modify our "ways". 🙄

[@vinkeyla23]

That’s ok because the ones we use them on don’t watch her channel😂

[@ajet1212]

@@vinkeyla23 😂😅😂😅

[@vinkeyla23]

@@ajet1212 As soon as they bring it up, ima flip it like, “what was you doin watching it in the first place???”😭😭😭

[@ajet1212]

@@vinkeyla23 Exactly! 😂😅

[@relaford69]

Right sis 🤣

[@raerae116]

I loveddddd this. I never saw a Santana interview but I knew I had to watch this one because I love Mona. They related so much and it seemed like 2 good friends just having a conversation instead of an interview! I’m proud of both of them and Santana definitely taking over music and Tik tok! I hope to see you both together again 💖💖💖

[@JWEARSHERMES777]

Mona interview skills are unmatched!! any guest she has it feel like family because theyre so comfortable and open!! this my fav one yet!!

[@Nijaunfiltered]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nWfWZH2IZs6UbLc 💯💯✅

[@rigoyt6276]

Never heard of buddy until now. But I feel like I’ve seen him on tv before. He seem hella cool, down to earth. I have a lot more respect & understanding from his community after watching this interview. I’m officially a Santana fan

[@Nijaunfiltered]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nWfWZH2IZs6UbLc ✅😵‍💫

[@EverydayGworl]

Welcome to the party 🥳

[@leymihart]

Not for nothing to Mona I was like 10 minutes away from DMin you like wats good with the video! Love youuuuu

[@agissendanner83]

Cuz Chiiiiile😬 why u gotta drag us by the edges like this C'mon now🤣🤣

[@JoyceRichards123]

😂😂😂😂😂

[@ll6256]

Facts

[@PuncieB]

I loved how he cleared up the DV situation, the internet is fake woke af and people hop on a band wagon when they don't like an influencer.

[@blaqqxicana6666]

I loved this! Santana definitely comes off as one of the homies. Like he’s so chill & outgoing. As he said everyone loves him and his music. 💅🏽✨ And can I just say Mona talking about how she should have worded things better is what id like to see from a lot of people. Being able to sit/think and take accountability is amazing. People don’t do that a lot today.

[@Nijaunfiltered]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nWfWZH2IZs6UbLc 💯

[@enyacarter8459]

This is why I love interviews, this made me love Santana even more. He’s real 💯

[@Prettygirljxo]

nah this one showed a diff side of santana and i love it , Mona you really know what to ask especially when it comes things BLACK people can really relate to from anywhere and i love that so much p

[@heatherdyme87]

im so glad he made it out that car alive cuz hes toooo great to be in the ground! he got more to do on this planet. love the chemistry between the both of them

[@kiairarenae4574]

When I say I did not blink during this whole episode because I didn’t wanna miss nothing. I usually don’t like when she have guest because in my opinion Mona is entertaining enough. But I love Santana down and y’all made my day. Thank y’all 💜

[@briwalker1166]

I love how Mona protects Santana from saying too much lol. So down to earth, don’t want nobody to get in trouble ❤❤

[@tiabrown9014]

I keep the same energy for side piece women as I do for DL men. Using people, being dishonest, messing with people’s health and feelings, families, lying is not P. It’s disrespectful to your time both ways.

[@alexissherrell6252]

I’ve never sat through a whole interview and I watched this from beginning to end. Great interview, and Santana is going far for sure. From what I can tell from watching he seems so genuine. Felt like they were old friends chopping it up.

[@jhadley07]

The real tea about "I want my nigga yo pull out his gun" or "I want my niggas to snatch my wig off' is wanting a man to be be a MAN and show aggression. That's a turn on for a man to be aggressive about who he love!! Its a metaphor for just wanting a nigga to love us FOR REAL!!!

[@nabiasali5574]

Finding out that she is an Aquarius made the part about asking men for money so much funnier because it’s literally THAT simple. How do you ask for money? Can I have some money DUH 😂😂😂

[@1991milez]

Mannnn when I say this interview was soooo good !!!! I love Santana even more !!! He is so authentic and down to earth and honest!!! I felt like it was a convo sitting w my homegirls

[@LearningToLove..]

“A ghetto Bxtch had to get a passport” 🤣 real tea! Welcome to the passport club, Santana 🗺

[@siennashley]

Love the way Mona transitioned into her questions. This was a great interview ✨

[@RaynaxSwan]

I love how she protected him from saying what year he was trappin. 🧡

[@DaeSaysDaily]

Yesss as viewers we are wanting authentic content and this was perfect. Y’all have really great chemistry. Santana cool af and as always it feel like we all just kicking it. Great episode Mona and team🤍

[@mellymel111]

💯

[@skinjuicy82]

Santana is so authentic and I just love his energy!! This was a great interview

[@AliYYAH1275]

This was such a good episode! Two of my faves! You can tell Mona makes all her guest feel comfortable! That’s why the chemistry is always lit! Keep glowing cousin 💗💗

[@yourstrulytron3222]

I liked how comfortable you made Santana feel. You were relatable and made him feel at ease talking to you.I enjoyed this interview, and i recognize a real woman when i see one.

[@briannajennings92]

It was the “bitch your confusing me” for me 🤣🤣. Loved this interview ☺️

[@SageKisura]

This episode was just SO good. Damona is so good at this man, I know she's gonna go so far

[@lascedshun5072]

See if you have ever dealt with a hood dude then you know that they don’t show emotions in the typical way. Most are closed off and guarded. Mostly based on their real life upbringing. So the aggression is how they show they care. They don’t really get physical or abusive. It’s the emotion they show behind the aggression that gets you all excited and it shows that they care. But like Saucy said the girls that get it get it💕

[@Nijaunfiltered]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nWfWZH2IZs6UbLc ✅💯

[@beautyisme-f3c]

I get it my nigga zesty

[@JustWatchingLe]

I love this episode so much 🫶🏽I come back every few months to rewatch! it give me listening to your older cousins talk in the living room as a child vibes 😭😭❤️

[@tayway2225]

I love how the culture fucks wit Mona & supports her 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

[@lexxpooh]

Mona is right people are dying to hear something real. Some thing that’s not influenced by others opinions. I love y’all

[@dominodior6193]

This episode made me love him sooo much more. He’s so genuine and adorable 🥰

[@nowwhat1434]

Santana is so fun and I’m glad she let him talk. Love this interview.

[@onyxFrancois]

This interview is PHENOMENAL! It was funny, intelligent and they were talking real stuff! ❤️👏🏾‼️

[@allengordon41510]

Santana's music is cool, but the education I'm getting is priceless. Thank you for your story.

[@MaxieXo]

This the best interview thus far..I was entertained the whole time

[@asialoveee04]

Yesssss it was the story times for me 💯

[@dkncd]

This is my first time watching and hearing Mona talk and honestly, she's the coolest interviewer I've ever seen in my life.

[@HiLifeItsMe]

Love Santana. I have a Journalism degree I love Mona’s approach. She makes her guest feel welcome and open. Love you SANTANA🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@Nijaunfiltered]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nWfWZH2IZs6UbLc 🤣🔥

[@GGIVY]

Never really knew anything about Santana. I became interested by the clips of the interview on IG. I was GLUED entite time. I love his story and Damona is a natural of course. ❤️

[@paulaalexander4345]

Definitely one of my favorites so far. From the beginning to the end! Seamless and entertaining! Yall together? Effortlessly hilarious! ❤

[@keijohnson7767]

I literally love Santana I started listening to his music in 2020 he been my favorite I'm so glad he's getting that recognition that he deserves because he's definitely a trendsetter and a whole vibe

[@Nepetamoon]

These two together are so entertaining, love the vibes.

[@JadaBreona]

This my favorite episode so far! I love Santana so much, we literally watching a legend right before our eyes. Santana is a Superstar & will be mentioned in the history books for centuries to come!

[@kesleyk6731]

This was everything. Nothing forced so personal and real I loved this 😍

[@chanellep8059]

It was giving home girl chilling and i loved every minute of It…

[@isaiahrobinson62]

now for the “straight” men!! yall gotta respect santana!!! his vibe is tooooo immaculate🥺💕if you really hate him then you got some praying to do baby😘

[@willwowxdrice642]

Right … he make his money spread it uplifts black women and holds down black men. And is great representation for the fem boys in the hood

[@dglovestotalkcook8459]

Aquarius & Libra energy 😍😍 It’s an air sign thing we a whole vibe!

[@butterflyblessbless5836]

I concur 👏🏾 The Air vibe

[@arie2683]

So excited for this episode!! You both are so funny it has to be a good one. Let’s goooooo

[@thatkidjerm]

20:18 this moment still kills me a year later "-we don't need years..."

[@Lee-pp4gn]

Fav podcast out right now. Tuned in every week. #Philly ❤️

[@c0c0banks]

I love Santana. Everytime I listen or watch it make me want to level up.

[@iamprofashionall7342]

This episode was probably the best of all time! It really felt like my homegirl was talking to me😂😂💕. SANTANURRRRR

[@Nijaunfiltered]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nWfWZH2IZs6UbLc ✅💯

[@JjAa4321]

This was a great interview. Both Mona & Santana are great at what they do, and I can’t wait to see what’s next for each of them. Very authentic, has you intrigued throughout the entire interview and just overall great energy together. Throughly enjoyed this

[@KpTheG]

“I hate an honest ho3” 😂😂😂 Santanaaa please

[@jasminewilliams5392]

Am I the only one that has watched this episode everyday since it was released? Hoping that Don't Call Me White Girl and Saucy Santana have much success with little stress

[@mylifeantheirs3336]

Loved Every Minute Of This And Didn’t Want It To End! As Always Mona Keeps Us Entertained And Locked In.. Santana Was A COMPLETE Joy To Watch You Gotta Bring Him Back Some Time… Interview Was A1!

[@shawnlittle73]

It took me year to get into Santana.. but, once got into him, I’m LOVING & RESPECTING him more & more…

[@SeJasLa]

Santana, Ari, and Hitman Holla = BEST interviews hands down

[@Nijaunfiltered]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nWfWZH2IZs6UbLc 🤣🔥💯

[@iiamlocobaby6933]

From east Africa ❤️ material gworl..I love Santana

[@PrettyQuee2]

She said “oh you a begger begger, like me 🤣🤣 I love them

[@anthonymb6356]

I didn’t want it to end, I loved every minute ! Santana is so real about it, i fck with him heavy!

[@sincerelylatasha]

one of my favorite interviews by Mona! makes me want to hear more from Santana about his journey--we need a pt.2!

[@ranazmae7857]

I love seeing artists you know they have powerful or loud voice that you can hear them loud as day and not even close to the mic 😍😍😍❗️❗️❗️❗️❤️

[@samuraisimpson]

This interview was wonderful. Big conversation!!

[@QVNJAY]

This was my favorite interview. Santana this is why I feel in love with you. The rawness and the vibes. 10/10 bless up

[@RiCra012]

“My wrist used to fucked up” hollering 😩😩😂😂😂

[@OhHeyKari]

I love this woman so much. I see big things for her and I cannot wait. She does not get enough fuckin Credit. And that’s what she deserves. EVERY show I’m here for it. I watch every last one and they just get better & better. Love you Mona, do not stop!

[@e.m.p5193]

Saucy Santana will forever be my vibe, he knows exactly what he talks about and never fake it like some these other celebs🤗🤗🤗

[@Nijaunfiltered]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nWfWZH2IZs6UbLc 🌚🔥

[@NyasiaChanel]

I honestly love this interview 😻 it’s so authentic from both sides … this whole video they were both giving eachother their flowers 🫶🏽🥹

[@yungbeautyy7130]

This one of my favorite episodes! I could listen to you and Santana talk all day.

[@Matthew-sd1gq]

mona is such a good interviewer and her voice so soothing

[@Shinitkun]

I’m a black lesbian and I totally support your podcast. You’re hilarious and very attractive lol

[@KenKenHunni]

When ur family SUPPORT u .. you grow YOU WANNA achieve-it’s a different path without support love from your FAMILY mom dad grandma etc.