Breaking my silence on why I disappeared

[@kerrileighkerr5858]

Haven’t watched this yet but so happy to see your name pop up ❤️❤️

[@badbxtchtee]

Miss you girl, I hope you’re well🥺🫶🏾

[@POLLYPOP115]

This notification made my morning

[@CriscianaLovely]

This is soooooooo weirdddddeds. 30 minutes ago I woke up to get ready and started watching KZbin videos . I literally was thinking about you. I just wondered... I wonder what happen to her? I hope her ex didn’t retaliate because of the video you posted about your past abuse? Did she find out the cause of her rapid weight loss? I just was thinking random things but maybe she Gave up on KZbin. Anyways, I went on with my business and a video notification came from your channel!!! This is crazy!! I’m legit spooked. I’m happy you are doing well and you found out about your illness

[@jennifergonzalez634]

GIRL. I missed you.

[@RachelThev]

GIRLLLL I have missed you tooo!

[@AlwaysAmeera]

We have missed you! 🤎🤎🤎🤎

[@laurentelfer3222]

Such a beauty inside and out, one positive start to 2021🤍🤍🤍 x x x

[@effymarmont2064]

I’ve missed you!!

[@maireoconnor7927]

Babe can't believe how postive you are, seeing you back has been such a lovely gift during this lockdown xx

[@tiffclarke1157]

Ooh no, u gone again girll? X

[@levithpmpson5769]

you do what's best for you come back when you're ready

[@ChanelM77]

Lovely to see you’re back, you have been missed 😊

[@Wildtingz]

Hey girl. Been watching for years and I’m not gonna stop now lol. I come back to this video a bit as I am dealing with a chronic illness that’s essentially derailed my life. I can’t even touch my child or be near him which is breaking my heart. This video gives me hope that I can as you say find a way to “get on with it” and live life lol. Thank you for sharing and I pray the treatments are working and you and Jessie are flourishing 💕

[@88Mtrevino]

Missed your videos! Happy you are back. Sorry about the pain you have to go through, that has to be tough on you on a daily and I couldn't imagine the strength you have to pull to get through it! Sending you love from Chicago 💜

[@johnsaxongitno4life588]

You live your own life and you do what is best for you all I can say is that I am really really excited that you are back please have a great 2021 love from John in Australia ❤️❤️❤️❤️ and you are not a waste of space

[@Channnyxo]

I’m so happy you’re back! Please take care of yourself and try not to put too much pressure on yourself. Sending you all the positive vibes for 2021 🥰

[@JaclynKovach]

Yay!!! I missed you, girl! Hope you're feeling better in this new year ❤️❤️ P.S. the guinea pigs are sooooo cute ❤️

[@faneeza123]

Welcome back my love , you look beautiful! So happy to see you back . You’re so strong 💕

[@itcarter7]

You are such a lovely person. I have missed you and your adorable son. Your mental health is extremely important, I’m glad you were able to take to some time to focus on yourself. The light you shine is a blessing for your subscribers that cannot be duplicated! IMVHO

[@karenbaker1979]

So glad to have you back! Sending lots of love to you and Jesse ❤️

[@Moonlight_1864]

It's crazy how fate works sometimes. I went back to watch one of my favourite videos of yours, a couple of days ago. (the young mums rant btw) and I realised that you hadn't posted in so long. I'm so glad your back now :-) I really am sorry to hear that you've been unwell. I'm praying that this new treatment helps you and that you have an amazing 2021!! I'm very excited to watch new videos from you! Sending soooo much love your way XXX

[@BigTampa813]

Welcome back! I hope this finds you doing well. I'm new to your channel but enjoy your transparency and content. Thank you!

[@TheDyleila]

So happy to get the notification that you posted a video ❤️ welcome back! I'm really sorry to hear about your illness. I wish you all the best in the world!

[@RachelThev]

I actually had tomatoes today and thought of you, I hope you have been well!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[@TheDyleila]

@@RachelThev hahahaha that's so sweet ❤️❤️

[@snoopythebest12345]

Do you know how much I’ve missed your voice 🥲 so happy to see your gorgeous face. Wish you all the best in 2021 ♥️

[@seilanemsei]

Great to see you back Rachel! Happy New Year full of good health, peace, love and joy 🕊❤

[@joleeno2457]

Glad you're back! You've deffo been missed! 💚

[@vivijjd8149]

Keep strong hun we’re here for you ❤️❤️

[@monicasantos3524]

Wow a wonderful surprise nice to see you

[@lauracodd7452]

Glad you are back!!!!

[@yeseniaperez153]

Im about to enjoy this 11 min video, I missed you!! 😭💖

[@katieomakeup7184]

Welcome back babe 🙏🏻❤️

[@user-po2sv4jt7b]

Soo nice to have you back. Hope Jessie is well too 🥰 Amani x

[@RachelThev]

Aww thanks boo I hope you been good xxx

[@deedeesodelicious0]

@@RachelThev hope your ok you haven't posted In ages x

[@BeautyWithTam]

It’s so lovely to see you back babe. X Wishing you all the best with your health! 💗

[@spap6117]

Welcome back! 💖 Stronger & more beautiful than ever! Keep positive ✨ and I hope they find a cure for your illness. x

[@Jaymfs]

‘Is she stuck in Cape Verde’ can you imagine 😂 and the guinea pigs hair omggg 😍 I can really relate to your anxiety about coming back to KZbin but I’m glad you did it xx

[@s.f1188]

Good to see you back, hope you’re doing well xx ❤️

[@festussmom6364]

OMG! I have been so worried about you! ❤️🇺🇸🦠😷💋🧚🏻‍♀️

[@karenhorrocks4216]

Hey Rachel, you've gained a new subscriber, I saw your video title and was intrigued, sorry to hear about your health issues, I hope you're doing ok...I'm glad I clicked on your video cos you seem so down to earth and your energy is infectious....I hope 2021 brings you lots of love, luck and good health..see you soon lovely ❤️❤️

[@leighleigh4717]

So happy you’re back!!!!

[@sacredoasis55]

I’m so happy to see you ❤️❤️

[@---yi6tq]

glad you're back ☺️ aqua power ♒💞

[@charleye5938]

So so so happy you’re back. Take care of yourself. Xx

[@mridu87]

So happy you’re back!!! 🥰

[@takishasallbeautyzone]

RACHEL!!! Aaaahhhhh!🤗🤗🤗 I'm so happy to see you, and relieved that you are managing your illness. I imagine it is VERY difficult. My channel name might seem unfamiliar to you, it used to be t_hynson (if that helps). But I've been subscribed to you for at least 5 years (close to 6)...wow, that's crazy when you think about it. I bet that Jessie is virtually a teenager now. How's he doing? My kids are growing like weeds. Jason is 13 and taller than me, and Jade is 7, going on 27😄. I am so excited that you are back!!💜💜💜

[@rochelle5533]

I’m so happy your back ♥️♥️♥️

[@BenBulks]

Hopefully see you back x

[@msnannybean]

What happened? I thought you were back. Are you ok?

[@Charleyy95]

Hope you're doing okay? Been a long time since you've posted 💕

[@Zara_Brown]

Aw I've missed you girl. Happy new year darling. As someone with m.s i can confirm that chronic pain sucks balls!!! So i get it. Please dont be so hard on yourself. Im 35 and i was diagnosed when i was 20. I was A MESS for several years after i found out and it took me those years to come to terms with my new future and change of plans/dreams. So allow yourself that time to adjust and accept your situation. ITS OK TO NOT BE TOTALLY OK. Glad to see you're beaitiful face back on the KZbin's and you ADHD thriving just like mine 😂 jk. Sending my love and hugs to you and the little (or not so little anymore) one. ❤❤❤❤✌🏻

[@amandastarsoul]

God bless you!

[@TheShopaholicLADY]

It's been a while since this was uploaded. I hope you're doing ok. Miss your updates.

[@AcidandRain]

Sending you love missed you on here ❤️❤️❤️

[@lilyrose7513]

It’s so nice to see you again🎉 hope you’re good💕 (what lashes are you wearing?) x

[@skruzdeliauskis]

Missed you loads❤️

[@teengee6554]

Lovely girl ❤️nice to see you back 😍xxxxx

[@tissyc]

you remind me of jesy nelson, stunning👑

[@maleeliy1232]

Helloooo I am new to this channel and I think you’re very gorgeous and I can’t wait to see what happens in the future

[@arabziana94]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@EternalNyappy]

Yaaayyyy my fav down-to-earth queen is back! Now that you're here, I need to thank you for encouraging me once on a Q&A to start a KZbin channel. During quarantine I got bored enough to do it 😂 anyway welcome and I hope to see you more often ♡

[@heyynikki2871]

Sending love babe 💖💖

[@RachelThev]

thankyou hope you have been good x

[@ameliahayles8754]

nice 2 c u bk x