This is not my translation. It's not accurate as well, Why am I living? Yes, I want to go mad, I want proof of my existence My nerves just keep failing me, my heartbeat is always out of control Lost in the deep forest, I call out your name I can't escape and I don't know how to stand still Please listen to my voice--I'm sorry, I love you Hold me and comfort me, sweetly like this It's no good, I'm drowning, deep inside your gentleness Everyone's should to want to cry, I know everyone wants to be cared for In the groans of hot flesh, I give you my love I can exist, I don't know how to disappear I'm reaching out my hand--I'm sorry, I love you Ah, this limitless life, beautifully in this world Ah, this life is burning, ah, passionately in this world Why am I made to live? Yes, I want to shout out, I want proof of my existence My nerves just keep failing me, my heartbeat is always out of control My love gushes out into the cleft of your hot skin I can disappear; I don't know the meaning of living I'm reaching out my hand I can't escape and I don't know how to stand still Please listen to my voice-I'm sorry, I love you Ah, this limitless life, beautifully in this world Ah, this life is burning, ah, passionately in this world Romanji Doushite ikiteiru no ka kono ore wa Sou da kuruidashitai ikiteru akashi ga hoshii Shinkei wa ochiteku bakari de kodou wa zutto abaredashisou da Fukai mori ni mayoi omae no na wo yobu Nigedasu koto mo dekinai tachidomaru koto mo shiranai Kiitekure kono koe omae wo aishiteiru no ni Daite nagusametekure sou amaku Dame da oboreteshimau yasashii kimi no naka Dare mo nakitai hazu darou yasashiku kitto saretai hazu sa Atsui niku no kishimi omae ni kono ai Ikiru koto wa dekiru kieteiku sube shiranai Kono te nobashiteiru omae wo aishiteiru no ni Aa kono yo de utsukushiku aa kagirinai kono inochi Aa kono yo de hageshiku aa moeru yo kono inochi Doushite ikasareteru no ka kono ore wa Sou da sakebidashitai ikiteru akashi ga hoshii Shinkei wa ochiteku bakari de kodou wa zutto abaredashisou da Atsui hifu no sakeme fukidasu kono ai Kieru koto wa dekiru ikiteyuku imi shiranai Kono te nobashiteiru Nigedasu koto mo dekinai tachidomaru koto mo shiranai Kiitekure kono koe omae wo aishiteiru no ni Aa kono yo de utsukushiku aa kagirinai kono inochi Aa kono yo de hageshiku aa moeru yo kono inochi